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And what will you do now you're all alone? 

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LISTEN☝️ what do we think of character A being an eternally depressed immortal self proclaimed god with an ♥️edgy lifestyle♥️ and unhealthy habits but then character B comes along and they are just a bundle of joy, a naïve sweetheart and despite character A being sus and hating them at first they end up becoming best friends and character B shows him simple joys in life and suddenly everything is not so bad anymore but character A is still immortal so he will outlive character B and they are just bound to be doomed but the time they spend together is so worth rhe heartbreak?

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I JUST FOUND THIS ARTIST AND I AM OBSESSED

In my mind you're the cat in your pfp. Who's making those beautiful drawings? That cat

And you're right anon! I'm just a cat obsessed with drawing evervale 🙂‍↕️✍️

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HAPPY GAY, PRIDE MONTHS!

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I WILL GO FERAL IF I WONT BE ABLE TO GET HER

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THE AKAM FANDOM IS COOKING AGAIN THEY ALWAYS EAT SO HARD

BAND AU (SECOND ATTEMPT)

+ my notes (slightly long. full of contrivances.) under the cut:

- i think their band breakup was truly historic and catastrophic. probably shockwaves could be felt from 600km away.

- hiro is haunting the narrative as usual by being a) the one who taught rei guitar b) former member of their band and c) currently missing

- the barcode numbers on the album are, in order, the manga chapter numbers, the case number, and the anime episode number for the stage of betrayal. this is bookended by 1 (for akai shuuichi) and 0 (for rei).

- similarly their band (duo? pair?) name is 1x0 for akai x rei. if anyone has another idea lmk, i will be so glad. after writing the tracklist i gave up.

- when hiro was still there their band name was probably three whiskeys. tangential, but it's always bothered me that bourbon & rye are both american alcohols that are fundamentally almost the same except for whether it's majority % corn or rye, but scotch is from scotland and unrelated. all this to say they were doomed from the start.

- i think hiro and rei played guitar with each other from childhood (with hiro teaching rei) and they met akai at an emo rock band performance as akai was drinking some awful whiskey cocktail jodie bought for him, and this led to their band name.

- instrumentation: rei (guitar + vocals) since hiro taught him guitar and he's the only one with a suitable personality to be the frontman; hiro (bass or guitar) he knows bass well, and he gives the guitar role to rei when they need a bass; akai (drums) although i'm sure he can play synth or bass as well. he's annoyingly skilled enough.

- hiro probably got mixed in with a bad group while looking for his parents' murderer, and disappeared. at the time of his disappearance, rei was away at an event and akai was obliged by rei to look after him (as hiro was likely already in a poor state).

- the last trace they have of him is a bloodstain on the rooftop of their rehearsal building.

- and of course rei's idolization of akai is alive and well... the band member that can play almost anything, the one with friends in intelligence (jodie), older than him, skilled in martial arts, and so sure of himself—but couldn't save hiro at all.

- the album name is ostensibly "unforgivable" but can be read "unforgivable, i'm unforgivable" if you really squint and indulge me. the former is rei's hatred, the latter is akai's guilt.

- this album would've been written after hiro's disappearance and their initial band breakup. somehow they endured sitting in a room together for long enough to finish recording without rei killing akai.

- i imagine their sound to lean towards a heavier rock, but given that their band only has 2 people you might just have to believe me. rei can sing angrily enough for 5 people.

- gave akai a lip piercing. it's fanservice. (im the fan.)

that's all for now! thank u for reading if you read all that. see you next post. hopefully i will not spell unforgivable wrong a third time.

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NO ONE TALK

I am making art of my babies.

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I MIGHT BE OBSESSED WITH THIS FREAKING IKEA RUG BUT ITS OKAY EVERYONE SHOULD BE OBSESSED WITH IT I THINK

my friends are now also infected with the busenkel sanity. there is no going back.

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once i find out to animate more quickly its over for EVERYONE

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fight.

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DO NOT REPOST!

Animatics are hard man

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I COULDNT AGREE MORE!!!! I hate it so much people are so mind rotted and obsessed with sexual content so much so that they become out of touch what that means for a victim (yes even if they were victims themselves). Like especially western culture has become so OBSESSED with chasing sexuality it is beyond me. I could never in the world comprehend how someone can look at astarion in this way and don’t anyone DARE come at me with "its not that deep / its just fiction"

If you still think fiction does not imapct reality I can’t help you (looking at you, dark romance girlies)

actually maybe it is fucked up that astarion’s story is about allowing yourself to be deserving of love even if you are fucked up and traumatised and have a deeply complicated relationship with sex / aversion to sex and some people’s response to that was ‘if u act nice to the hot sassy vampire u will Fix Him & be rewarded with sex uwu’

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I mean... yeah!<3

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lets start a bar fight🤺

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I'm starving, darling

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