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~the thrill of the double life~

and it's me and posting unhinged bs on my edblr account that has a 100 smth followers

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bring back tumblr ask culture let me. bother you with questions and statements

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love y'all even though idk any of you and have never talked to any of you i still love y'all and you'll hear about it 🫵🫵🫵🫵 (*says that threateningly*)

i always mean it when i say i love you btw

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getting my own place w da kitchen in a couple weeks and i get to have full control ova all my meals we are boutta be so back chat

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okay edblr i need to know what all y'all's opinions are on subliminals

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i hate how whenever i lose a little bit of weight my t1ts get smaller like why's it i gotta choose bw being skinny or having boobs wth

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drank today and still somehow stayed under 400 i really am on a roll wow

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been so good lately xx

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collarbones were kinda giving today idk

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girl breakfast (black coffee and a cig)

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'our time on this earth is limited' and i'm so glad i have decided to spend mine obsessing over numbers 24/7 🤩

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god pls either take me out of the 50s or just take me out atp 🤩

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i know we’re all mentally ill here and everyone is going to scroll past this but i feel like i have an obligation to make a post like this every few weeks.

i am not romanticizing what i go through at all. i am miserable. this disorder is miserable. please, if there is any hope you can recover, try it. i will be your biggest cheerleader. not because i want to see you gain weight, but because I want to see you live, truly live.

you will probably never make it to your ugw. if you do you will not be happy there, or you will die of complications when you’re finally happy.

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i would be so much better at not eating for extended periods of time if my tummy just didn't hurt so much :(

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'⭐️ving myself is easy, food disgusts me, i love not eating'

i try to convince myself as my stomach grumbles, my head hurts, and i'm squeezing my wrist to try to bring my heart rate down

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i NEED to have thin skeleton hands so bad like y'all don't understand just how badly i want it

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i don't understand how *not* eating is also so expensive

like fruits n veggies, low cal food in general, coffee, diet sodas, smokes

it's like the universe just wants me to stay broke foreva