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blur and slowdive (1991) by rachel goswell

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1st Dec - UPDATE since i been gone

sooooo i’m back again 🤑🤑🤭. um just to preface rn but i’m h1gh af rn. which is a bad idea bc of what i’m abt to do but 😉

so my reason this time is that my bf cheated on me and i broke up with him on like 2 days ago on wednesday. n it’s been pretty bad coz i freshly graduated (he didn’t come see me after btw). anyway the girl he picked was in my grade n just.. of all people.. like u really had to pick HER LIKE we’d literally talked shit abt her at the start of last week n loand behold.. whatever. so i’m broken up w n feeling shit as usual don’t wanna break sh streak don’t wanna keep abusing subst🍃 n drinking coz i’ll put on AND coz i’m broke af AND he was my plugtoo so i can’t get more. ANYWAT anyway next best option is to just uk pick a diff method which is this!!!!! also my parents got a new scale which is so nice n it’s wayyy more accurate for weighing ur self btw. n at the end our our relationship like the last two weeks he kept on talking abt calories n stuff so it’s just all like adding up like sign of the universe type shit. n i also just can’t eat atm coz i feel so nauseous abt the relationship 😉

so yea

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Romeo + Juliet (1996)

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summer vibes🐠🦀

(pls block not report)

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TW - hello to all my 4na angels! i’m backkk

it’s been too long i miss u guys sm! (like seriously all my fave tags have been removed). anyway, i decided to come back from a few reasons :

- i have a lot of events coming up bc i’m graduating this year! so i rlly wanna be in my skinty era for those. my key dates r eg. my bday (14 sep), my formal (15 sep) and grad dinner (idk date yet) anyway these r kinda far away but i think it’s better to start earlier while it’s still winter so i can finally be beautiful for my post grad summer

- also more big news is that i actually got a bf last year !! our 1 year anniversary is in aug but my main tr1gg3r to come back is bc he told me he was bored of me and our s3ggs is becoming mundane to him. (i swear he’s rlly lovely tho u guys) so i decided that he’ll love me more if i finally lose weight. when we first met i was in a healthy place abt 65-67k but we always have dinner @ kfc when we hangout and it has rlly taken a toll on my body and i just don’t feel pretty anymore n maybe if i were skinnier then he would love me more uk.

- anyway i’ve also just been super stressed bc it is my last year in hs and i don’t want to relapse in sh bc i’ve been going to strong to ruin that now (also i don’t want $c4rs for my hot girl summer). n i feel like this will ultimately be more beneficial for me.

so yea! that’s how my life has been recently and i’m glad to be back in the community for u guys to keep me accountable again.

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every time i see a girl getting picked up and spun around in the air for a moment, i immediately feel my stomach churn with the most acidic feeling of envy because i can never imagine myself being so light that i could just be lifted so effortlessly. it’s such an innocent little wish, to want to be swept off your feet like that, and it makes me so sad that it’s become a fantasy i cling onto as desperately as i do

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fairy goat

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This is the most inspiring thing I’ve read in my entire life

if your dreams ever get crushed, snort them back up like cocaine and move along with your life

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