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aka i figured out how side blogs work lmao

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aka i figured out how side blogs work lmao

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High Prey/Hard Prey... Soft Pred/Stone Pred...

So like... prey can be anywhere from light,can fly, and maybe like the cannabis to basically being a hefty rock, being stiffer than rigor mortise, and is likely part of their child’s school’s PTA committee

and preds are from,uh, squishy, floofy, and cuddly to... to.. not squishy, rough, and probably hates you????

I don’t get the adjectives... mostly high prey... that one threw the whole thing off for me... what does that even meannnnnn!?

I feel like my pred descriptions... aren’t wrong...

but I’m off with the prey...

I feel from “alive and well yaaay” to “masochist and ded oops? (or ‘immortal, betches’ instead of ‘dead oops?’)” would make more sense with prey... perhaps a bit blunt though.... I don’t get with ‘high’ and ‘hard’ though... >_>... well, hard maybe due to obvious reasons ... but... high?

someone ‘splain it to me, Lucy. I’ve been trying to BS a reason to make it make sense to myself but i’ve just been making it more and more infuriatingly confusing to myself ;-;

p.s. to the person i am reblogging from -  0 is a lower number than 1 c’:

0 would probably best be translated to ‘no’ though..... maybe 0.5???

Tag your ocs if you’re not a coward (thanks to @that1egg for makin it )

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Random Thoughts #1 (G/t feat. Horror/Gore/Etc. mostly)

So I was recalling when I was a young teen or preteen or something, don’t remember, and that two week or so period of HELL that is the 17 year cicadas (or was it 13 years? 9 years? I don’t remember)...

They would be everywhere. You couldn’t walk outside without them landing on you and flying in your face, it was awful. They ugly lil fuckers too... *shudders*

And it resulted in things like people betting people a dollar they wouldn’t eat one and lo and behold some people actually ate one for a dollar, just a dollar... They were pretty big too... and as it turns out, part of them isn’t digestible so that isn’t a smart thing to do... however, some... intereresting... person was coming up with recipes and stuff or safe ways to eat cicadas (I think it was the wings that weren’t digestible)... I was horrifed... Bugs in general horrify me... And big flying ugly ones are almost as horrifying as a big ass spider crawling across my bed right in front of me *shudders again*.... so yeah, I wouldn’t eat one for a billion dollars... ok, maybe for a billion, or a even just million perahps, not a penny less though... i’m 100% sure i’d be puking after wards whilst having a panic attack at the same time though...

BUT ANYWAYS... This gave me an idea !

Ok. So fairies! (or faeries... can’t decide on a spelling for this..)

to clarify ....fantasy fairies... like he tiny people things with the butterfly or dragonfly wings... (I like the other kind too, but that’s irrelevant atm)..

I’m going with dragonfly wings for this AU (of Earth).

But basically, fairies exist. On an alternate plane typically... But every so often... like for 2 weeks every 5/7/9 years (can’t decide the year amount. I’m indecisive okay! shhhhh!), the fairies - for some reason even practically all the fairies barring a couple super important ones don’t even know (and not a single human knows why) - so yeah anyways -every so often the fairies come into the human ‘plane of being’ or whatever you’d like to call it.

And this period is typically chaotic.

especially the first time it happened...

Why?

It’s like uh 6 billion humans (is the the right amount) vs. like 100 billion fairies. fairied apparently breed like fucking rabbits - though it’s not a complete disaster as faires are only like 1/20 the size of humans and can fly and stuff ... but it’s still pretty bad...

And humans didn’t know how to react at first... the first time it was a disaster and there was a lot of massacres of fairies - many in places that feared they were evil or whatever... some of which, fairies avoid now as they never adopted any protection rule...

very, very few places have a good, complex, protection policy making them good safe zones for fairies.

but a lot of places had at least partial protection... but stuff like accidental killings of fairies were often forgiven... though this made some non-accidental killings easily slip by if no one, fairie or human is able to prove it wasn’t an accident... and proving it wasn’t is rather hard...they are small and every accidents will happen... and so on...

and thus comes to America’s policy, which is where my AU idea is focused upon (sorry, I’m American... I’m biased... sorta... not so proud of my county at moment... defecting sounds tempting at this time as well... but now is not a good time for that... and hopefully by the end of this year things will be a little better... and by 2020, much better... hopefully... oh gawd please let it be better...) but yeah ANYWHO

barring the first time it happened, in which the first week and a half or so was pretty... messy??? ... it adopted a fairly complex, intense protection policy as the faires had shown intelligence equivalent to humans and  are able to communicate verbally with a human (in any language!) and have even been able to help humanity with certain task and innovations... so it seemed natural to do this...

but a lot of fairies still ended up getting killed, often in ambiguous killings... and with the first laws of protection... it led to a lot of jailing of people whom truly did it by accident.. and the prisons , though at first eager for all the new prisoners cuz $$$ , ended up getting overfilled and soon they were all booked and it was  a new kind of chaos wondering where to put newly prosecuted and convicted criminals as all the jails (with the necessary security and resources and funding) had 0 room... this led to a lot of subpar temp jails that were hellish and/or way too lax jails with a lot of escapees , many actually felons to be fearful of...

this led to America revamping the laws...

First of all, the protection laws were loosened and accidental deaths that were ambiguous were thrown out of court... and really solid proof of antagonism was needed to prosecute a fairy killing...

if this wasn’t bad enough, after so many times this has happened, the nations were getting tired of the clog it was starting to put in the global clockwork... things were just too chaotic to get things done... flights weren’t allowed in some areas due to protection laws, it just got messy, in  more than one ways...

a general dislike towards fairies developed within humans in many areas, especially areas that saw them as taboo/evil and first world/developed countrys, and overpopulated countries as well... they just got in the way and were, to put it simply, annoying af... sort of a first world problem when it came to the issue the developed nations had...

but due to it, America decided that on the fridays when the fairies are here, they’d have no protection/the laws would be suspended and so on and so forth (i was inspired the horror movies, The Purge and it’s sequels for this)...

This led to of course... in some cases, mass fairies killings, in some cases nothing much as these humans weren’t THAT annoyed and lacked a dark side that would lead to such violent actions... though they did not get in the way of or stop killings by others.. they kept to themselves..and avoid as much harm to faires by themselves as possible), and in some cases, there was the self-appointed fairies protectors.. in which they’d house and hide faires to keep them out  of the hands of the dangerous fairie hating humans (or just generally dark/homicidal humans whom like the idea of killing and getting away with it)... some extreme versions of the protectors will actually harm the dangerous humans in order to protect fairies, albeit during this “purge” times, that will get the protectors put in jail... if caught in the act or proven in court as the assailant...

the faires would be killed in many kinds of ways by not-so-nice humans... not gonna list ways. *insert imagination here*...

but yeah... That was a thought I had...

Which prompted me to think more about horror movies and I had this other idea... horror and gore ...  but not g/t... kinda explicit...

but yeah, my friend was showing me this picture of this chick with fake tits that were like... stretching the skin so tightly it looks like the silicon bags were gonna pop out of her chest like the alien larva popped out of the poor SOB’s abdomen in Aliens (or was it Alien?)...

It was almost painful to look at....

But it prompted me to think of the Saw franchise...

So, like.. what if.. what if...

one of the death traps involved two women.

they were kidnapped.

both woke up with “surprise! new bewbs” .... which was confusing of course...

they were in a room.. the only way out was a locked door... all other ways out were melded shut.

the only thing in the room - as far as they knew upon waking up and looking around - a bread knife on the floor (bread knife, not butter knife... bread knives, in case someone doesn’t know) are rather big... long... serrated a bit...)

but then of course Jigsaw (or his protege, whatever) announces to them at some point that there is another thing in the room - a key to the locked door!

where is it?

in one of the women’s breast implants. doesn’t say which one. doesn’t say which breast.

thus comes the gore and the two women go from friendly due to mutual imprisonment to enemies as they want to go for each other’s breasts to check for the key first... in hopes they don’t have to hurt themselves)...

plot twist?

upon opening the locked door, a string is pulled that triggers idk.. a machine gun or something to unload a magazine of bullets or something (there is a delay of about .. 8 seconds or so , thus the door is fully open by the time the  bullets start to pummel towards the entrance...

or maybe some sort of sharp reaping device would come down and behead the person entering... and if the two women survived... then idk... maybe she would bleed to death anyways due to the “finding of the key” thing... or maybe after the beheading then, comes the magazine of bullets... i dunno.. *shrug*

so surprise!

there’s no winner! there’s no possible escape!

every one dies!

the end!

it’s inspired by Saw  so, if  that would surprise you, idk what you were expecting beyond people dying in horrible, painful ways.... though there are occasional survivors maybe... I don’t remember.... I haven’t seen even close to all the Saw movies.. there’s like 7 of them or some shit like that.., what the heck is up with that? lol.

but at least I know I’m not so terribly disturbed it’s unnatural. Apparently there’s many kinda disturbed weirdos... So.. Phew! *wipes off sweat of brow* I’m not crazy! ... crazier... whatever~

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Heyyy, I’m bipolar too!

and ADD.

I also have piercings. And I want to be coated in tattoos (It’s gonna  take forever though cuz I’m a tattoo snob and a good tattoo is expensive ;_;)

What’s a Cancerian? O.o

(and at least you can write nicely in curve! I can’t write beyond unintelligible scribble (cursive) and chickenscratch (uh, not cursive.. oh wait. it’s called print. yes. print. >_>; )

p.s i think I’ve talked to you a little bit on wattpad?

i recalled like... some sorta ramble about g/t and hygeine.... I put way too much thought into that.. and I’ve thought more about that and beyond that topic tbh... i like to make things as real as possible.... thought 100% realism is impossible... close enough has always been good enough for me xD

I also maybe recall saying I’m bipolar and shit but I don’t remember if that was you or someone else...

okay i went crazy about how being bipolar blows below. ignore if you want haha, I maybe would, depending on my mood, haha *bad, super bad, really just bad joke, but I needed to make light of it atm, or i’d probably burst into a million tiny pieces.. and that would be kinda gory, haha*

haha... being bipolar is that worst... And I like, can never have a kid who gets married (not that I want kids. ew)... because then I’d likely be coined as that bipolar monster-in-law stereotype... simply due to literally being bipolar.. if I had a dime for every time someone called a bitchy mother in law a bipolar whom refuses to get help, or more offensively, simply bipolar... I’d have way to many fuckin’ dimes.

it’s like hello! bitchy is not synomous with bipolar....

i mean. sometimes I’m bitchy. but like, who isn’t sometimes.

just because my mood changes often, it’s like suddenly my sometimes  bitchiness becomes a characteristic or part of who I am and a sickness rather than just it’s simply a mood people have sometimes and is normal

i’ll give that sometimes i’m stupidly and irrationally bitchy and that isn’t super normal... but it’s not often... and it’s usually in reaction due to my ocd being bothered by something it finds illogical... so it’s not even my bipolar side’s fault.

my bipolar-ness is type II as well so it mostly just makes me depressed/dead inside/off-and-on socially/fucked up body clock so permanently sleep deprived / occassionally super hyper and pumped up and less occassionally i lose my self-control and am an impulsive fuck to the extremee.. like i’ll blow 100 bucks on a hair straightener but my hair is actually pretty fucking straight by  nature, lol... tho i’m fairly impulsive characteristicly.. super intensely.. mostly when i’m impulsive it’s “says something stupid” *5 minutes later* “what the f u c c did i just say... and why???” *and much regret happens*... but yeah.. I’m mostly just like a person with major depressive disorder as typical of type IIs.. we’re just kinda depressed but  a little “extra” *shrug*

but yeah... I hate the reactions i get when i tell people I’m bipolar or how suddenly this fact makes any drama all on me because hey you much be dramatic 24/7 cuz  you’re bipolar, no one else can ever be the dramatic one around you... it’s gotta be your fault. every. time. and no  no, you can never stand up for yourself.. you gotta be quiet.. otherwise you are just being unreasonable and dramatic... and bitchy (because it’s just so terrible to disagree with someone) ... and to be passionate about something.. it’s not passion when you’re bipolar.. it’s just be off-kilter and being loud (no offense, haha, beeing your username is loud-boy.. there’s nothing wrong with being loud, i think it depends on the loudness, and if it’s passion or not, i am loud when passionate.. and i don’t think that’s bad... but yeah.. idk if you get this.. but my family and some friends react negatively and some even go as far as saying as acting like giving a shit about something.... even the poor treatment of opressed peoples is just crazy... why care to the point of passion and exlcamation? and oh got.. the dreaded “have you been taking your medicine”.. like fuck, i’m a mostly responsible adult, yes, yes, i am, you don’t even have to ask...  and it’s honestly not their business anyways... and it sometimes suck even more being labeled bipolar before admitting it... and i feel like wait.. maybe it  is some curse... then i remind myself these people aren’t doctors and don’t know shit and people just kinda suck?? soo *shrug* and honestly i know  many moodier, bitchier ppl irl life who get away with it more due the lack of the stigma that comes with the bipolar label... or they have the privlege of being able to be falsely labeled as bipolar and can go ‘no, I’m  not, I’m just sometimes moody. sorry” and thus it becomes a temporary thing for them and acceptable...

ughh. sorry.. it’s just so frustrating being bipolar.. and idk if you get the same shit as me or not.. but maybe you’d relate? but I hope not, I wish this on no one...

I hate labels to be honest. I wish it would be okay to just be me and that’s okay because it’s just  being me and everyone is different and it’s okay to be different than me and no one is me but me and it’s okay and not the same as anyone else because i’m not anyone else, I’m me... and as long as i’m general I got person, with the knowledge everyone makes mistakes sometimes, that it’s okay to be me... but this mental illness stuff really fucks that up... i mean.. yeah.. i want to be better... and i take the meds knowing i’m a little dysfunctional... but people act like even with meds... i’m just always gonna be crazy.. or that it’s bad to take meds because it’s bad to be mentally ill... like i had to choice to be mentally ill or not... plus the damned if i do damned if i don’t stigma with meds also sucks...

yeahhh. i’m fairly sure the world is on my dislikes too... and people... people su cc... though they can be good too! I’m fairly social for an introvert. I like talking to peoplee. I can see the potential in most people to be good people.. even myself when i am trash sometimees... the bad kinda trash... and thus i do my best not to judge others too harshly...  not personally.. might say a certain action is BS, but an action doesn’t define a person... and idk...

people sometimes wonder why sometimes i’m reclusive and antisocial sometimes or disappear for awhile, but I honestly wonder why people don’t sometimes take breaks from the hustle and bustle of being social and having to balance ...well.. all the things one needs to balance to be sucessfully social.. and thus please most people... and all that... it’s exhausting... especially when one leans towards people pleasing like myself.. i’ll be... not me... for so long.. and it’s just tiring and depressing...

and yeah.. ugh.. that felt good to let out... though I’ll regret it after my power nap.. that I need now because i was thinking too much about how much ti sucks to be bipolar and how people including myself are just disappointing... and thus need to refresh. plus i like sleep. and gawd, do i need more sleep than i’m getting :V

sorry about the blathering... sorta was bad timing i saw this rn because i just recently got in a scuffle about the whole.. stop blaming my actions on being bipolar.. jfc... it was a justifed disagreement of opinions and blah blah blah.. the person was being just as stubborn as me too, but yeah...it has left me all bothered... so yeah.. the moment i saw someone else was bipolar i couldn’t help but be like... man, it sucks, lol, and it’s just what it is, and maybe you have it not as bad as me.. in the sense people give you shit, which i sincerely hope, and that would maybe make my rambling make you feel things could be worse?

or you could relate. in which.. uhhh... *hug* ?... sorry about that.. misery loves company?  ^^; (or not, idk, i want people to be happy, not miserable or w/e ;_; )

Seems like today is the day to do this thing. So, instead of taking photos, since I hate myself. I decided to draw and compile a thing.

After reading this you will know more than most my “friends” in real life do. Enjoy.

If you got any questions just ask, I am a pretty open person. Also blunt/sarcastic. So yeah.

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fuck. I thought I edited my theme’s CSS so that it wouldn’t resize shit. :C

it’s to O big D:

on another note.  The mouths and my art in general is based then coloured...  so it’s easy to recolour. I was thinking of editing it to be a normal mouth without a piercing it making it available for others to colour if they want (as long as credit is given to me for the base if anything is posted anywhere).

Might make a G/t Colouring Book at some point... Just an idea I had...

My lineart skills suck though... and lineless takes forever... So it would be a long process for the “book”...

With the colouring book might do two styles of basing - one simple and lined, the other fancier shading/highlighting/etc and lineless... but I’d need to find someone with steadier hands to do the lineart for me... (i sketch everything tradditionally first... Then go from there.. I’m not good at creating digital art from scratch... My traditional sketches are messy as hell but it’s better than my awful shit that is pure digital... I’m wibblier and wobblier with lines digitally. Not that I’m good traditionally either. Due to an incident I kinda have tremors with my hands especially... It’s like I’m an old lady lmao... But it hasn’t gotten so bad art is impossible. It’ makes it harder though and is another reason why it’s so time consuming for me to do... probably why I like never do art... I have arted more in the past two week than like the previous 8 years combined... not even joking... >_>;;;

here is a pic of the mouth to show off how it can be easily recoloured

Stay Gold, my frens.

I have finished…one mouth…. out of like 10… haha don’t ask kill me now

I do believe making it lineless was part of it. I couldn’t colour the lineart well enough to make it look good and I didn’t want awkward black lineart sticking out. idk. As without the lines, everything was not quite right.. as the lines hid the fact that each section of the mouth was not neatly done. fuck. i don’t know how to describe it.

I made like a million drool options though irl drool grosses me the frick out. haha. It was fun to draw though!

I also made the anon optional.

I need to learn how to do art in a less time consuming way… I don’t know how to doing things fast and simple… and my OCD is just like ‘move over, betch, i’m takin’ the wheel!’… *sighs* I will never admit the amount of time put in this… Not that I know exactly how much time that is… but I digress…

Also, I found a better lip colour than bright pink or that ..that monstrosity of a colour you can see in the top corner. His lips looked like feckin candy, lol.

It looks better a little smaller than what I took the screen shots of (which was 33.33% (the full size is ginormous. i wanted to make it ~28%-ish but I broke the canvas on SAI and it won’t let me resize, lmao! I think it broke cause i kept maxing out on layers and thus rushing around to meld one together that would make sense to meld together… just fyi.. maxing out of layers is using 246 layers I think… I didn’t not max out just once. It has been like 5-10 times so far and when i make space i made several layers of space each time.

Now you may understand more why it was so time consuming pffft.

though in my defense part of that is due to separate the shading, highlights, shine, etc of different tongue and with lips as well.. that is where a lot of the melding has happened haha…. I kinda have to adjust transparents for each mouth for the best look depending on the mouth, but it’s not too bad.. I didn’t have to ruin it to get more space… though i did cause a system malfunction which broke the canvas…. for a minute it was all glitchy and i nearly pissed myself.. but closing it and reopening it made everything return. I can still edit and stuff as well.. It’s just  the canvas that is broken so I can’t make it bigger or smaller… But it still makes me nervous that it’s gonna implode so I saved several versions. I think I may have an not quite finished (regarding this mouth) that maybe has an okay canvas… but I’m not 100% sure about that… >_>

Oh well, I don’t mind the needing to do screenshots. I kinda have to do anyways to do each mouth separate so thankfully this system malfunction didn’t fuck me over *knocks on wood*

Now to go and do the 10 page research paper (due Friday; it’s basically my final for the class. I’m mostly scared for the bibliography + citations. I always fuck up the format of those Dx ) that was encouraged to be finished by today.. and I’ve barely started… haha…ahaha..ahh..heh… *sobs*

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I have finished...one mouth.... out of like 10... haha don’t ask kill me now

I do believe making it lineless was part of it. I couldn’t colour the lineart well enough to make it look good and I didn’t want awkward black lineart sticking out. idk. As without the lines, everything was not quite right.. as the lines hid the fact that each section of the mouth was not neatly done. fuck. i don’t know how to describe it.

I made like a million drool options though irl drool grosses me the frick out. haha. It was fun to draw though!

I also made the anon optional.

I need to learn how to do art in a less time consuming way... I don’t know how to doing things fast and simple... and my OCD is just like ‘move over, betch, i’m takin’ the wheel!’... *sighs* I will never admit the amount of time put in this... Not that I know exactly how much time that is... but I digress...

Also, I found a better lip colour than bright pink or that ..that monstrosity of a colour you can see in the top corner. His lips looked like feckin candy, lol.

It looks better a little smaller than what I took the screen shots of (which was 33.33% (the full size is ginormous. i wanted to make it ~28%-ish but I broke the canvas on SAI and it won’t let me resize, lmao! I think it broke cause i kept maxing out on layers and thus rushing around to meld one together that would make sense to meld together... just fyi.. maxing out of layers is using 246 layers I think... I didn’t not max out just once. It has been like 5-10 times so far and when i make space i made several layers of space each time.

Now you may understand more why it was so time consuming pffft.

though in my defense part of that is due to separate the shading, highlights, shine, etc of different tongue and with lips as well.. that is where a lot of the melding has happened haha.... I kinda have to adjust transparents for each mouth for the best look depending on the mouth, but it’s not too bad.. I didn’t have to ruin it to get more space... though i did cause a system malfunction which broke the canvas.... for a minute it was all glitchy and i nearly pissed myself.. but closing it and reopening it made everything return. I can still edit and stuff as well.. It’s just  the canvas that is broken so I can’t make it bigger or smaller... But it still makes me nervous that it’s gonna implode so I saved several versions. I think I may have an not quite finished (regarding this mouth) that maybe has an okay canvas... but I’m not 100% sure about that... >_>

Oh well, I don’t mind the needing to do screenshots. I kinda have to do anyways to do each mouth separate so thankfully this system malfunction didn’t fuck me over *knocks on wood*

Now to go and do the 10 page research paper (due Friday; it’s basically my final for the class. I’m mostly scared for the bibliography + citations. I always fuck up the format of those Dx ) that was encouraged to be finished by today.. and I’ve barely started... haha...ahaha..ahh..heh... *sobs*

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WIP of me colour/digitalizing my mouth practice sketches from before (posted on this account).

yes he he has very pink lips (the base colour of the other basic lips is wrong. for got change them oops). think it’s weird? eat my shorts. xP

if you haven’t seen my sketch post, than head’s up it’s a male mouth. idk if any one cares though? i mean as it , it just looks like a bunch of mouths and could be either or, if i didn’t tell you my intent (i also used all male references... but mouths are still just flippin’ mouths and not super dimorphous (sp?). at least not imo.

i’m not sure if this is considered vore as nothing is being vored but i’m using the tags vore mention and vorish just in case as i’m a paranoid fuck haha

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OOOOOOOOH! I CAME IN LIKE A WREECKING BAAAALLLLLLL!

I NEVER HIT SO HAAAARRRD IN LOOOOOVE!

((Has this been done before? If not. For shame.  And fyi, that is a woman whom resembles Miley Cyrus but is not her. May she’s an impersonator idk. I wouldn’t put a RL person into this scenario. I just thought it would add to the humor f she had the clothes/pose/similar hair... THIS WAS SO FUN TO DO *gushes* I think i’m just gonna make stupid joke art from bow on idk.))

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*insert dramatic sexy pose* “Eat me like one of your French girls?” *wink wonk*

“I didn’t think togas and laurels were French girl things?”

“SHHHHHHhhhhhhhh”

“By the way your ‘French’s Girl’ could use some ‘Heinz 57′, if you know what i mean?”

“R U CALLING ME A MUTT BOI?”

*sighs* “brb. I’m grabbing s’me ketchup”

“Huh? Oh! Ohhhh! Ooooh.... Right. Heinz. Yes. I totally knew that.  *awkward cough*”

p.s. i have combined Animal House + Titanic + French’s Classic Yellow Mustard in this weirdo mash up. don’t ask. My sense of humor is strange

Animal House because

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Practice of Mouths because i felt like it and i wanted to experiment and go outside my comfort zone

it was kinda fun. mouths can be so sassy, haha xD;;

Kinda Vorish. Well, a couple are indeed very vorish i guess

Can you find the second random victim anon-like person thing? (one is too easy to spot, no point in asking lol. but my sketches are sketchy that thee second one may bring trouble. >->...

The character’s mouth from whom which you see is an old OC of mine name Razor. Well, old old original Razor is a character named Ryan now.

Revamped *official* Razor is a giant experiment gone gone horribly wrong (he got infected with vampirism. and in this world vampires can only live off the blood of their own kind and as  he’s technically a human - that is the blood he needs.

so yeah, he isn’t safe. i’ll tell you that.

i’m still trying to figure out how to make him let destructive and less killing and stuff... maybe i’ll figure out some way that he can get the nutrients needed to live from any kinda of creature - as there hundreds of different kinda of beings in this world of many sizes and rarity.

But until then he’s just some violent lethal asshole i guess.

I’ll have to really sit and think about this some day

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About This Blog

G/t Account #2

NC-17 aka NSFW (not a porn blog thooooo, guuuyyys, haha. I just wanna be super cautious w/ my sfw one… >->…)

anyone 16 or younger, gtfo~ pls and thanks.

sfw g/t account is @mybrobdingnagianbeaubeckons

main (aka non-g/t account is ???? (not made yet. ass backwards i know, haha)

what will be on this blog and not on my sfw one?

medium to extreme violence - I’m not a super kinky person so stuff like “crushing” and “hard core” and “general destruction that may result in death” don’t really get me off. The most i get from G/t is vague excitement. as i’m a very physical person… so my nsfw is mostly just because i’m interest in G/t is practically everything… But I’ve always been macabre and horrible morbid things so i have written violent things… But it’s not the entire premesis of the storyline… though i do have one particularly violent world… there would be redemption at some point though and it would get a lot less nsfw at somee point though… so yeah…. idk…

gore will be here. idk what types of gore. but there will probably be gore. i’m a sick puppy whom like slasher fics. take that as you may. (though to note, i root for the monster/serial killer to get their just desserts in these films…i’m not a complete gore-loving fre ak lo. i find it entertaining. ridiculous too. i find a lot of nsfw silly and ridiculous to be honest. don’t expect me to be serious a lot on here. only when touching on certain sensitive topics will i be serious. probably.)

nudity, perhaps even sometimes pictures that could be considered very lewd or pornographic… but i kinda have this part of me… that doesn’t like looking at nude people (beyond “in the bedroom” irl of course). I feEL ROOD an d like i’m invading people’s privacy even if they are like the goofiest most unrealstic looking cartoon-y people.

furry stuff will be rare. I’m not a furry. I’ve had a fursona. but only because they’re fun to make. and i like the art and find the concept cute (i liked the htought in zootopia where the animals reflected their rl animal counterpart’s size… i’m surprised i’d never really seen that before, haha.. i mean i’ve seen micro/macro stuff of furries but species tended to be irrelevant.). but yeah… so i may reblog furry stuff, but i’m not gonna make any furry content. i prefer human/mostly humany human content by a lot.. a lot a lot

vore - all of it. Though I wouldn’t call vore i a huge interest of mine nor my  kink so to speak… I am fascinated by it.. in my own content, i must warn you that i tend to use it in horror scenarios… as deep down to the nitty gritty it’s pretty terrifying (so yeah, i tend to portray it as a negative thing - but it’s not safe vore sooo yeah.. that is kinda horror by default no?)… and … i have  a hard time figuring out how sofe vore would work… i only just recently learned safe vore and soft vore is not the same (was that always true? O.o i guess it doesn’t matter) i mean … there’d be no air to breath… and  i think 9 out of 10 people would get a little claustrophobic? IDK… I panic slightly thinking about it in relationship to me… but… i dunno.. I am so confused with my thoughts on vore… i guess it’s like my fascination with serial killers and slasher movies and all kinds of things that irl would be horrible…

though i get vore to many isn’t about kinks or horror or anything bad.

some people view it as protection / safety / comforting / platonic - all or any.

and that’s cool. And I’m not denying it as invalid. it’s a thing. i get it.

so don’t worry about me claiming you are sexual when you are not lol

but as a general warning - especially to people whom roleplay as preds or whatever

be cautious with whom you roleplay with.

that is if you are strictly platonic.

as some people with the kink would get off on platonic stuff and they might use you for their sexual desires (as iirc most ppl into vore are into the ‘prey’ side of things).

maybe that wouldn’t bother you. if so, that’s fine. but i sorta see it as potential sexual abuse of sorts / like non-con phone sex/sexting if that could be considered a thing. and this may bother some people. it would bother me… hence me sayin’ anything

So I’m just giving  a head’s up to be safe and just do what you feel comfortable doing. don’t let anyone pressure you to rp or whatever if  you don’t want to.

I also may touch on “touchy subjects” in ways that will contain potentially some triggering themes - though NEVER to condone anything bad. just the opposite… as people can be shit. and i like to be realistic. so sometimes there are shit people in my content.

aka - like homophobia or transphobia or racism or sexism ,so on and so forth. like a character might be called a slur word. or one character does not ‘get/understand’ the other and their struggles, and their ignorance leads to bigoted-y actions and things are learned and ammended

i like to broach into tough topics and discuss things that are relevant to here and now (or relevant in the past perhaps, if applicable to the storyline).

I’m not shy from tough stuff or controversy

but just so you know - it will be on a liberal slant, typically… there’s 98.5% chance that a bigoted main character will no longer be that way by the end… and if they stay bigoted they are *not* my baby (as i like to call my ocs my babies). they would just be some asshole i created simply for the sake of the plot whom i don’t love…. i don’t like that fact such people may exist in the real world so i don’t want to talk about this anymore, but just letting people know I’m not out to attack groups or anything. i’m just trying to deal with stuff in a way that helps me get out all my feelings.. like people are crap. but what if a crap person was made into not crap. because that needs to happen more.

or. what would cause a good person to become a piece of crap.

trying to figure out the mindset of an abusive person…

so yeah, it is not just bigotry that i  may touch on but also abuse, assault (physical, sexual, or emotional), gender identity (including talking about the physical aspects and the frequently seen angst/dysphoria/etc that comes with), sexual identity,

i also will talk about mental illnesses frequently. probably even looking up obscure ones to try and see how it would affect a character i’m making (or adjusting).

I will also tackle physical disabilities - both those had from both or those gotten from an illness or accident.

tragedy will be touched upon - mass killings (like a war scenario or a attack on a city thing or some sort of scene like that, i don’t have it in me to write something like a mass shooting though.. too  soon.. forever will be too soon with how things are tbh… but ii may touch on gun violence / need for more gun control or control of weapons in general… just  not via a mass shooting. so that is one violent/awful thing you don’t have to worry about. I will not have a bad person be bad due to being disillusioned by RL religious viewpoint. so not jihadist suicide bomber muslims. no abortion center bombers. no sect vs sect (of rl religion) conflicts. no christian-based creepy pedo-y cults.  none of that. I’m hesitant to touch on RL religons much at all due to be so agnostic that i’m quasi atheist

i don’t want to end up like stephen king and end up writing how liike the universe was created due to a giant alien turtle creature getting food poisoning and thus vomiting the universe out (srsly, wtf, king? i guess that the comic relief? because it wasn’t very scary… just very weird…)

I may create a fictional religion that is bad.

or create a complex full of various fake religion or same religion but viewed in different ways type of things.

likely made up religion would be polythestic and similar to stuff like ancient greek, ancient norse, and ancient egyptian mythology to name a few. basically like a neat fiction story. which is literally would be.

i also may touch up on illnesses, bother potentially fatal ones and not (e.g. being cancer… other’s being malnutrition probably.. the anorexia is a mental illness).

There’s probably other stuff that is sensitive that i may briefly (or not so briefly) approach in some drawing(s) or story(/ies). idk.

i’ll add it to here as a potentially may be here if necessary.

stuff about tags and how i will be tagging and what i will be tagging (and basically where to look to see if i’m tagging enough for you. if not, then please  message me what i still  need to tag. i’ll do it. i mean i personally don’t block any tags. as nothing bothers me 100% of the time – nothing that is okay to post on this website. child porn and bestiality pictures would make me feel sick and angry…. (shota and lolita will NOT be here. NOR ddlg/ddlb/mdlg/mdlb. and absolutely NOTHING diaper   lover-y.  nope. nope. nope… nuh-uh, NO thanks. i’ll pass. also not big age difference in any sexual or romantic relations in general… that just weirds me out to much. i mean not to knock on legal consensual relationships between adults, just i’m not gonna write or draw it. >_>

edit: o yeah. there will be mouthplay and fearplay (though i consider some fearplay sfw. nonetheless i might post anything fearplay here as well, sfw, or not…

might be some  bondage or bdsm. idk. just mentioning just in case.

maayyyybe some feet. but nothing like gross link about stinking feet. it would just  be a tactic for embarrassment or domination or to tease (’cause feet are kinda weird and gross so it may PISS the tiny off to be near a feet.. foot.. whatever. not my fetish though. irl i don’t like even looking at my own feet.

some war scenarios maybe too. so battles. and conflict and so on.

abuse of all kinds may be here in mention or content - I DON’T CONDONE ABUSE. to clarify all kinds means physical, emotional, and/or sexual (so r-a-p-e might happen or g/t non-con stuff that is p. much the equiv of rape. emotional abuse will definitely happen cuz i was in a terrible relationship some years ago that had me gaslighted nearly on the daily at some point. i was not angel myself either at the end due to the stress and anxiety. kinda broke me. and i’ve been  just a fling/one night stand person ever since.. I also have been abused by my friends in a taking advantage of my willingness to share, expecting too much from me then holding a grudge when I mess up, and the worst being all this embarrassing stuff of me on youtube and facebook (at least) that was put up without my consent. it’s why i don’t do stuff like face time or even just audio talking on the Internet anymore. nor do i post pictures of me. (though i bet stuff is still occasionally put up by friends and family because dangit NO ONE seems to ask for freaking permission :/ *sighs*) so yeah, emotional abuse i may do things on as a venting tool. I have been sexual abused too. but it was just one time. and it we were both drunk. i was really upset and a little messed up for like 10 months or so, but eventually i got over it. it honestly could have been a LOT worse. and though i refused to hear it, now, i think he probably  was genuinely sorry and truly meant he thought it was just a dream. we all got so toasted… you know how it is with college underage drinking >_>…. physical abuse would be for the angst or tragic background (or tragic foreground aka current thing that is a conflict that needs to be solved or something.) These may be with nameless characters and sweet sweeet revenge is had so idk if that would make it less “ick”. I 100% do NOT get off from abuse.

I don’t get off from much that isn’t irl physical stuff… Some stuff gets the thrill going and heart pumping but i’m not like… super turned on. I’m kinda prudish in that i feel uncomfortable with know stuff about other’s sex lives (yet i don’t mind sharing when people ask or if it’s relevant,, but i don’t talk about  it a lot just because due to me being like ‘uh can u not’ with my friends. it’s the worst with friends. people say good relationships start with good friends, but i view friends in a familial/platonic way fairly quickly (aka friendzone hardcore)… so.. yeah.. friends talking about their sexlife make me go ‘gross. stahp. it’s like if a sibling were telling me this. and i don’t wanna have imagery of you naked. aaaa. stooop. nuuu. this is’nt right. i object.’ and as my OCs and characters are like my babies, I find it hard to do stuff super explicit with them. I might just to see how far i can push my limits / go out of my comfort zone. cuz why not? But as always. i do what i want when i want how i want. so it’s ‘who knows? it’s all up in the air’ haha.

But yeah. one last time saying thing. I will tag shit. I don’t want to cause anyone stress. while i do like the idea of people getting help so they don’t have to walk on eggshells and get anxious a lot because - i know - it’s literal hell to be like that. however, i think people should handle their coping and recovery and healing the way the want to - and just exposing oneself to the Internet full on may not be good for some or some may simply just not want to. And I will respect this. So, as I’ll say again in my about tagging post - i will add tags to my system if you notice i’m not tagging something that bothers you. or if i’m not writing a tag like it typically is written. let me know. i’m just sorta winging it…

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About Tagging/My Tags

I don’t want to upset anyone - so if I do, I’m sorry in advance, it is not my intent to harm anyone ;_; - so I’m gonna try to use an extensive tagging system so if people are interested in some content of this blog, but not all, they can still be here safely ... I think... I’m not sure how blocking tags works.. I don’t do that myself...

Please let me know if I’m missing something or if I forgot a tag - perhaps even if it’s not something that bothers you personally, but you know it may bother others, no matter how few, please still let me know of it so I can add it to my list/system..thing....

And also to note, I’m forgetful and kinda spacey a lot so I may occassinally forget a tag. I mean there’s a small chance i won’t (new blog so i have to do so yet,so i can say this! haha). But most likely I will do something stupid like forget a tag. Beyond just saying something stupid period, pffft.

Anyways, here are the tags I plan on uses

I AM GOING TO ORGANIZE THIS BETTER AT SOME POINT. FOR NOW IT IS A MESS;  I THINK THERE ARE WAYS TO SEARCH FOR CERTAIN WORDS TO MAKE SURE I’M TAGGING IT? IDK. SORRY AGAIN FOR THE DISORGANIZATION OF THIS...

sfw tags (g/t & not)

(some may be in nsfw content if it’s like a horror story with some fluff moments like a fluffy end or whatever, but it will get no literal sfw or sfw g/t tag!) - #sfw #sfw g/t #g/t #giant/tiny #giant #tiny #borrower #g/t writing #g/t doodle (or g/t sketch or g/t drawing or g/t art or g/t speedpaint, something along those lines depends on the art piece) #ronnie’s art #ronnie’s writing #ronnie’s worlds #g/t fluff (or g/t fluff writing or g/t fluff art) #sfw fearplay #g/t romance #lgbtq+ g/t #trans character (may add a prefix of DFAB or DMAB) #non-binary character #biracial character (or multiracial character) #not all characters are caucasian yo #poly relationship #Mxm #Mxf #Fxf (unlikely but perhaps #Fxm) maybe these with poly tags.. like would be any of thee kinda threesomes #MxfxF #MxfxM #mxMxf #mxMxm #MxmxM #fxFxf #FxfxF #fxMxf #open relationship #four ppl + poly relationship (probably 4-5 would be max) ) #same size relationship #romantic ace character #aro ace character #pan character #bi character #het character #lesbian character #gay character (gay will refer to mxm specifically within my tags. apololgies if this offends you) #queer character #genderfluid character #agender character #intersex character #genderqueer character #realistic size difference (this would be with a potential rl couple’s size - well, hypothetically at least; same size  relationship tag would mean human x human ; tiny x tiny; or giant x giant btw - so the realist size difference tag is very different.) #sad sfw g/t #demiboy character #demigirl character  #happy ending #giant and human #human and tiny #all sizes (tiny, human, and giant) #

nsfw + sensitive topic tags - honestly some of this stuff i’d never probably reblog or make content of.. but if it’s even mentioned maybe, i’ll tag it.

#nudity #pornographic content #lewd content (this would be censored would-be pornographic content and so on) #cussing #slur used (homophobic or racist or whatever may tacked onto the front - let me know if a specific type only bothers you, and i’ll be more willing to specify) #bigotry #racism #homophobia #transphobia #sexism #asexual erasure #genderfluidity denial #non-binary erasure (or any other type of erase like agender or aromantic) #gender reassignment surgery (or gender reassignment surgery discussed; this will mean genitals would potential be discussed in terms with one or more trans character(s) so you may wan to block that if that makes you uncomfortable) #male genitalia #female genitalia #transgender body (would not be sexualizing the trans body; it probably writing or art that would reveal tibids of appearance that hint and trangenderism. because that is just how it is. not out of offense. but this sometimes reality may not sit well with some trans people and understandably so so i figured i’d tag this) #lesbian fantasies by het male #gay fantasies by  het female (gay referring to m x m) #lgbtq+ character whom “wishes” they were straight (this would be a sad, angsty, self-depricating kind of situation. perhaps after a rejection by a homophobic family or friend. i wish people never felt like this. but sometimes they do. because of  a bad surroundings likely or anxiety or idk) #non-straight characters likes def straight friend thus drama and/or rejection #non-straight character like “straight” friend (or vice versa) and it ends more happily #sad ending #mental illness #criminally insane #general depressive disorder #Bipolar Disorder #Bipolar Disorder Type II #OCD #anxiety #social anxiety #agoraphobia #”insert word here” - phobia #arachnophobia #claustrophobia #clowns #misanthropy #misogyny #misandry #slavery #pet play #nsfw fearplay #vore #fatal vore (may add hard or soft  and/or platonic or sexual in middle) #safe vore (may add platonic or sexual in beginning) (may make separate tags for safe or fatal vore | soft or hard vore | sexual or platonic vore ) #horror!vore (vore is portrayed as very evil and antagonistic in the story or art form - it will always be fatal - probably both hard and soft , likely just out of a sinister hunger and disregard for the smaller being’s life so not exactly platonic or sexual - maybe depends on the voring character and their mood.. i’ve never drawn or written positive vore fyi (whether that means sexually pleasing or safe vore). just a warning regarding content by me.. I stick to horror!vore mostly... but i’d like to try to do something more positive someday just for the sake of it... it’s not like i hate vore. it’s a weird mix if horrified/disgusted/don’t get how a sentient being can disregard another sentient being’s sentience (and by sentient being i mean human-like intelligence, so of equal or more or less equal intelligence)/also don’t get why  someone would eat a mini version of their own species so readily (so i guess my horror!vore has it’s confusing points as well, haha)..but yeah i’m weary of vore as it’s cannibalism so yick but at the same time I’m (morbidly? or ???) very interested/intrigued >-> #physical abuse #emotional abuse #sexual abuse #domestic violence #spouse killing #child killing #parent killing #kin killing #kaiju (this is sensitive as likely it would bring with it destruction) #crushing #massacre #war #bloody violence #gore (mild gore, average amount of gore, heavy gore, extremely gory) #serial killer #rape #sexual assault #physical assault #non-con (may clarify what kind of non-con - e.g. sex or vore) #maledom #femdom #bondage #bdsm (may add w/ safe word and limits for legit representations of bdsm) #lingerie #thong (not sandals!) #stripper #prostitute #sex slave #human trafficking (or tiny trafficking or giant trafficking); drug use (will specify which drug(s) probably); #drug cartel; #gangs (may be instead or will also tag #gang violence or gang rape); #smoking (for cigarette stuff); #autism spectrum disorder #Asperger’s syndrome #mute #blind #deaf #missing limb #physical deformation #mentally challenged #white nationalism #mention of “reverse racism” (not a thing,  i know. but i’ve got some assholes in my brain. and in a story or whatever they need to get school’d) #islamophobia #religion #abortion #pro-choice #politics #conquest of foreign lands #eradication of a indigenous people or being of some sort (could be with violence or perhaps just disease) #mouth play (teasing or sexual or punishment or threat) #threat of mouth play (the cliche dangling over mouth) #feet #foot play #butt stuff #golden shower (oh gawd....) #sca not lol j/k, just no. #pregnancy (this is personally a senstive topic for me as i have an extreme fear of being pregant) #bad parent #bad relative #child abuse (i don’t think i could do this.. maybe via a traumatized by past character or something).. #promiscuous character #sex positive character (the same as before but making better/smarter choices) #blow job #body job (is this a thing? it is now..) #tongue job #eatting out #excessive body hair (this skeeves me out so i’m making it a sensitive tag, lol) #nipple play #plastic surgery #boobs #obesity #anorexia #body image problem #bulemia #binge eating #narcissist #human hater #tiny detester #giant begruder #tol kills smol #smol kills tol #cruel giant (may mean human in a human and tiny/borrower setting #cruel tiny (may mean human in a human and giant setting) #school (idk sometimes it triggers people whom had a bad school experience *shrug* #cancer #HIV+ #AIDs #sickle cell anemia #fictional physical illnesss #dwarfism #gigantism #vomit #horror themed story #smut #guru (that’s not right i think.. it’s a type of gore. lol. i need to look it up haha) #knives #swords #guns #weapons of mass descruction #bombs #gastrointestinal problems (idk how i could bring this up comfortably or whatever. but if some reason a character has to far or there is a joke comic with a fart or upset stomach than i guess i’d use this tag?? idk. i’m not going reblog or write/draw fart fetish stuff. no offense but *gags profusely* /has sensitive nose irl too... >_> ) #might tag like ‘gag reflex’ in anything vore if applicable #male pred #fem pred #male prey #fem prey (not binary pred or pred - could mean anything not male or female) #maw shot #saliva (cuz it’s gross?)

more to be added eventually - i’m drained from trying to think of everything. i missed a lot of important stuff. i know. seriously. if i don’t have you covered by the end of figuring out all the tags i’m gonna use, that would be shocking - but you never know I guess??? and again, i’d add a custom tag for your benefit in my list if need be. just ask. i don’t bite~

COPYRIGHT TAGS

i may do a copyright tag to indicate if I’m okay with ppl using my ideas or my worlds. i never am upset with inspiring people and it would have to be like pretty much a carbon copy of my story with no credit to make me sad or potentially say anything - if did truly inspire you , credit would be nice, but I won’t be upset if not - though it may be irksome if it’s very similar to mine. though may not depending the cliche level of thing, haha. i plan on publicizing all the stuff about the worlds/universes i’ve created in the past 10+ years and making it free to use w/o permission (but credit would be requested)  | certain things may be off limits within the world, but maybe not as i don’t mind people making AUs within my world and adjusting it to their tastes. it just can’t be considered ‘canon’. Also my characters are mine and if you’d like to borrow them or use them in any way, please request permission first. even in art, not to be ungrateful, i just am wear of characters being in situations or doing or saying things they wouldn’t do typically. However, I suppose drawing a scene from a story, doing a redraw of my art in your style, or just plain/basic not potentially controversial/iffy portraits/busts would be fine... With writing, I will more lenient as i’m not gonna like harass you all throughout the writing process. i’ll say either yes or not to borrowing the character(s). i also may give a short/short-ish.. list of “do not”s for some or all characters for comfort reason. and of course it’s not considered ‘canon’. but otherwise, it’s like whatever.... i just want my babs treated with respect. I don’t write stuff with any characters but my own (i’m not a big fanart/fanfic person. original stuff is my shit. i support others doing original stuff too. not to knock on fanart. but OCs are the shit and this needs to be said. free your miiiind. haha.. With any potential fanart, I would at the very list do the same inquiry thing I would expect with my own characters - i’d hate to by a hypocrite. i avoid that as much as possible. just like anybody else, heh.

though technically, with writing, no copyright i know of would be able to say no fanart can be made for me. so i can’t legit be mad at fanart made w/o permission. but it would just be nice to be asked as would maybe prevent any awkwardness if my character is made very unlike themselves (in actions/words, not looks) as i’d not be mean about it.. but I’d  be disengnuous with my thanks as well as be uncomfortable and maybe upset. i’d maybe make a public statement after a few to days to ask first as well. but i would avoid calling anyone art. it’s an innocent enough mistake i guess... barring making a sfw character nsfw - RoOD :/

anyways here are the types of copyrights i might tag (not of it will hold any sort of true legality but I would hope it would be respected nonetheless because of common courtesy. i’m not going to be unrealistic with my expectations nor do i plan on going around looking to start fights about people copying me. i’d probably never notice tbh, haha. and it doest take a lot for me to go ‘different enough’.. and take into account clicheness...

#copyright all rights reserved - you may not copy my work. you may not heavily reference my work. you may not recreate my work. you may not distribute it (via reposts - reblogging is okay or linking my blog somewhere. I guess I’m not super fond of my art enough i would care about reposts with credit to me. However, i will stick to absolutely no reposts of my writing.  barring if i’m reposting my stuff myself in another account or website/whatever. Duh. Proft may NOT be made from my world, characters, and so on. Work definitely may not be claimed as your own.

#copyright public domain - this is a free-for-all. relinquish of all copyrights. credit would be nice. but in some cases not really, because this would probably only be applied to tips or random g/t info / sizence (g/t + science / g/t realism / etc)...and a lot of this will be based on researches aka sources other than myself.. however.. i did do all that research and potentially made hypothetical conclusions myself that are somewhat unique at least (just maybe). so a tiny bit of credit would be nice just for the effort. but technically if i put public domain i have no right to ask for credit and you could even copy it word for word and sell it. that would be hell sleazy. but public domain is public domain. and i’d reluctantly accept this, i guess. >_>

#copyright creative commons attribution (CC BY) - others can use and/or redistribute my work but they must attribute the work to me (aka i must be givn credit)

#copyright creative commons share alike (CC BY - SA) - others can use my work, but whatever they use it for must be shared too

#copyright creative commons no derivative (CC BY - ND) - your work can be used, word for word, but they can’t remix or change it (okay. i’m not exactly sure what this means but to me this just seems to say only reposts would be okay...? or reblogs. but reblogs are always ok...)

#copyright creative commons non commercial (CC BY - NC) - people can use my work, but can’t make money off of it.

possibly a combo creative commons copyright tag may be used (e.g. i’d probably do copyright creative commons attribution non commercial for my worlds.

otherwise it is likely going to be all rights reserved. maybe others may be used sparingly though... and stuff that is just research would be even more open to the public via options and whatnot than my worlds....

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About Blog

G/t Account #2

NC-17 aka NSFW (not a porn blog thooooo, guuuyyys, haha. I just wanna be super cautious w/ my sfw one... >->...)

anyone 16 or younger, gtfo~ pls and thanks.

sfw g/t account is @mybrobdingnagianbeaubeckons

main (aka non-g/t account is ???? (not made yet. ass backwards i know, haha)

what will be on this blog and not on my sfw one?

medium to extreme violence - I’m not a super kinky person so stuff like “crushing” and “hard core” and “general destruction that may result in death” don’t really get me off. The most i get from G/t is vague excitement. as i’m a very physical person... so my nsfw is mostly just because i’m interest in G/t is practically everything... But I’ve always been macabre and horrible morbid things so i have written violent things... But it’s not the entire premesis of the storyline... though i do have one particularly violent world... there would be redemption at some point though and it would get a lot less nsfw at somee point though... so yeah.... idk...

gore will be here. idk what types of gore. but there will probably be gore. i’m a sick puppy whom like slasher fics. take that as you may. (though to note, i root for the monster/serial killer to get their just desserts in these films...i’m not a complete gore-loving fre ak lo. i find it entertaining. ridiculous too. i find a lot of nsfw silly and ridiculous to be honest. don’t expect me to be serious a lot on here. only when touching on certain sensitive topics will i be serious. probably.)

nudity, perhaps even sometimes pictures that could be considered very lewd or pornographic... but i kinda have this part of me... that doesn’t like looking at nude people (beyond “in the bedroom” irl of course). I feEL ROOD an d like i’m invading people’s privacy even if they are like the goofiest most unrealstic looking cartoon-y people.

furry stuff will be rare. I’m not a furry. I’ve had a fursona. but only because they’re fun to make. and i like the art and find the concept cute (i liked the htought in zootopia where the animals reflected their rl animal counterpart’s size... i’m surprised i’d never really seen that before, haha.. i mean i’ve seen micro/macro stuff of furries but species tended to be irrelevant.). but yeah... so i may reblog furry stuff, but i’m not gonna make any furry content. i prefer human/mostly humany human content by a lot.. a lot a lot

vore - all of it. Though I wouldn’t call vore i a huge interest of mine nor my  kink so to speak... I am fascinated by it.. in my own content, i must warn you that i tend to use it in horror scenarios... as deep down to the nitty gritty it’s pretty terrifying (so yeah, i tend to portray it as a negative thing - but it’s not safe vore sooo yeah.. that is kinda horror by default no?)... and ... i have  a hard time figuring out how sofe vore would work... i only just recently learned safe vore and soft vore is not the same (was that always true? O.o i guess it doesn’t matter) i mean ... there’d be no air to breath... and  i think 9 out of 10 people would get a little claustrophobic? IDK... I panic slightly thinking about it in relationship to me... but... i dunno.. I am so confused with my thoughts on vore... i guess it’s like my fascination with serial killers and slasher movies and all kinds of things that irl would be horrible...

though i get vore to many isn’t about kinks or horror or anything bad.

some people view it as protection / safety / comforting / platonic - all or any.

and that’s cool. And I’m not denying it as invalid. it’s a thing. i get it.

so don’t worry about me claiming you are sexual when you are not lol

but as a general warning - especially to people whom roleplay as preds or whatever

be cautious with whom you roleplay with.

that is if you are strictly platonic.

as some people with the kink would get off on platonic stuff and they might use you for their sexual desires (as iirc most ppl into vore are into the ‘prey’ side of things).

maybe that wouldn’t bother you. if so, that’s fine. but i sorta see it as potential sexual abuse of sorts / like non-con phone sex/sexting if that could be considered a thing. and this may bother some people. it would bother me... hence me sayin’ anything

So I’m just giving  a head’s up to be safe and just do what you feel comfortable doing. don’t let anyone pressure you to rp or whatever if  you don’t want to.

I also may touch on “touchy subjects” in ways that will contain potentially some triggering themes - though NEVER to condone anything bad. just the opposite... as people can be shit. and i like to be realistic. so sometimes there are shit people in my content.

aka - like homophobia or transphobia or racism or sexism ,so on and so forth. like a character might be called a slur word. or one character does not ‘get/understand’ the other and their struggles, and their ignorance leads to bigoted-y actions and things are learned and ammended

i like to broach into tough topics and discuss things that are relevant to here and now (or relevant in the past perhaps, if applicable to the storyline).

I’m not shy from tough stuff or controversy

but just so you know - it will be on a liberal slant, typically... there’s 98.5% chance that a bigoted main character will no longer be that way by the end... and if they stay bigoted they are *not* my baby (as i like to call my ocs my babies). they would just be some asshole i created simply for the sake of the plot whom i don’t love.... i don’t like that fact such people may exist in the real world so i don’t want to talk about this anymore, but just letting people know I’m not out to attack groups or anything. i’m just trying to deal with stuff in a way that helps me get out all my feelings.. like people are crap. but what if a crap person was made into not crap. because that needs to happen more.

or. what would cause a good person to become a piece of crap.

trying to figure out the mindset of an abusive person...

so yeah, it is not just bigotry that i  may touch on but also abuse, assault (physical, sexual, or emotional), gender identity (including talking about the physical aspects and the frequently seen angst/dysphoria/etc that comes with), sexual identity,

i also will talk about mental illnesses frequently. probably even looking up obscure ones to try and see how it would affect a character i’m making (or adjusting).

I will also tackle physical disabilities - both those had from both or those gotten from an illness or accident.

tragedy will be touched upon - mass killings (like a war scenario or a attack on a city thing or some sort of scene like that, i don’t have it in me to write something like a mass shooting though.. too  soon.. forever will be too soon with how things are tbh... but ii may touch on gun violence / need for more gun control or control of weapons in general... just  not via a mass shooting. so that is one violent/awful thing you don’t have to worry about. I will not have a bad person be bad due to being disillusioned by RL religious viewpoint. so not jihadist suicide bomber muslims. no abortion center bombers. no sect vs sect (of rl religion) conflicts. no christian-based creepy pedo-y cults.  none of that. I’m hesitant to touch on RL religons much at all due to be so agnostic that i’m quasi atheist

i don’t want to end up like stephen king and end up writing how liike the universe was created due to a giant alien turtle creature getting food poisoning and thus vomiting the universe out (srsly, wtf, king? i guess that the comic relief? because it wasn’t very scary... just very weird...)

I may create a fictional religion that is bad.

or create a complex full of various fake religion or same religion but viewed in different ways type of things.

likely made up religion would be polythestic and similar to stuff like ancient greek, ancient norse, and ancient egyptian mythology to name a few. basically like a neat fiction story. which is literally would be.

i also may touch up on illnesses, bother potentially fatal ones and not (e.g. being cancer... other’s being malnutrition probably.. the anorexia is a mental illness).

There’s probably other stuff that is sensitive that i may briefly (or not so briefly) approach in some drawing(s) or story(/ies). idk.

i’ll add it to here as a potentially may be here if necessary.

stuff about tags and how i will be tagging and what i will be tagging (and basically where to look to see if i’m tagging enough for you. if not, then please  message me what i still  need to tag. i’ll do it. i mean i personally don’t block any tags. as nothing bothers me 100% of the time -- nothing that is okay to post on this website. child porn and bestiality pictures would make me feel sick and angry.... (shota and lolita will NOT be here. NOR ddlg/ddlb/mdlg/mdlb. and absolutely NOTHING diaper  lover-y.  nope. nope. nope... nuh-uh, NO thanks. i’ll pass. also not big age difference in any sexual or romantic relations in general... that just weirds me out to much. i mean not to knock on legal consensual relationships between adults, just i’m not gonna write or draw it. >_>

edit: o yeah. there will be mouthplay and fearplay (though i consider some fearplay sfw. nonetheless i might post anything fearplay here as well, sfw, or not...

might be some  bondage or bdsm. idk. just mentioning just in case.

maayyyybe some feet. but nothing like gross link about stinking feet. it would just  be a tactic for embarrassment or domination or to tease (’cause feet are kinda weird and gross so it may PISS the tiny off to be near a feet.. foot.. whatever. not my fetish though. irl i don’t like even looking at my own feet.

some war scenarios maybe too. so battles. and conflict and so on.

abuse of all kinds may be here in mention or content - I DON’T CONDONE ABUSE. to clarify all kinds means physical, emotional, and/or sexual (so r-a-p-e might happen or g/t non-con stuff that is p. much the equiv of rape. emotional abuse will definitely happen cuz i was in a terrible relationship some years ago that had me gaslighted nearly on the daily at some point. i was not angel myself either at the end due to the stress and anxiety. kinda broke me. and i’ve been  just a fling/one night stand person ever since.. I also have been abused by my friends in a taking advantage of my willingness to share, expecting too much from me then holding a grudge when I mess up, and the worst being all this embarrassing stuff of me on youtube and facebook (at least) that was put up without my consent. it’s why i don’t do stuff like face time or even just audio talking on the Internet anymore. nor do i post pictures of me. (though i bet stuff is still occasionally put up by friends and family because dangit NO ONE seems to ask for freaking permission :/ *sighs*) so yeah, emotional abuse i may do things on as a venting tool. I have been sexual abused too. but it was just one time. and it we were both drunk. i was really upset and a little messed up for like 10 months or so, but eventually i got over it. it honestly could have been a LOT worse. and though i refused to hear it, now, i think he probably  was genuinely sorry and truly meant he thought it was just a dream. we all got so toasted... you know how it is with college underage drinking >_>.... physical abuse would be for the angst or tragic background (or tragic foreground aka current thing that is a conflict that needs to be solved or something.) These may be with nameless characters and sweet sweeet revenge is had so idk if that would make it less “ick”. I 100% do NOT get off from abuse.

I don’t get off from much that isn’t irl physical stuff... Some stuff gets the thrill going and heart pumping but i’m not like... super turned on. I’m kinda prudish in that i feel uncomfortable with know stuff about other’s sex lives (yet i don’t mind sharing when people ask or if it’s relevant,, but i don’t talk about  it a lot just because due to me being like ‘uh can u not’ with my friends. it’s the worst with friends. people say good relationships start with good friends, but i view friends in a familial/platonic way fairly quickly (aka friendzone hardcore)... so.. yeah.. friends talking about their sexlife make me go ‘gross. stahp. it’s like if a sibling were telling me this. and i don’t wanna have imagery of you naked. aaaa. stooop. nuuu. this is’nt right. i object.’ and as my OCs and characters are like my babies, I find it hard to do stuff super explicit with them. I might just to see how far i can push my limits / go out of my comfort zone. cuz why not? But as always. i do what i want when i want how i want. so it’s ‘who knows? it’s all up in the air’ haha.

But yeah. one last time saying thing. I will tag shit. I don’t want to cause anyone stress. while i do like the idea of people getting help so they don’t have to walk on eggshells and get anxious a lot because - i know - it’s literal hell to be like that. however, i think people should handle their coping and recovery and healing the way the want to - and just exposing oneself to the Internet  full on may not be good for some or some may simply just not want to. And I will respect this. So, as I’ll say again in my about tagging post - i will add tags to my system if you notice i’m not tagging something that bothers you. or if i’m not writing a tag like it typically is written. let me know. i’m just sorta winging it...

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About Me

Name: Ronnie (Ron/Ronn or Ronnster is an okay substitute) | I also go by Tequila sometimes. (or Tequi for short). So that would leave ~5 suitable names to address me by! I have no preferences out of them.

Age: in my 20s (probably older than you :P)

Sex+Gender: CisFemale Sexuality: Heteromantic Pansexual (*maybe* more on demiromantic range in romantic-ness... or i’m just super awkward/easily entertained. maybe all of the above, haha) Height: 5′5″ (i don’t rp as myself really so it’s not like this info is relevant. lol. i wish i wasn’t quite as tall.. like being like 4′11 - 5′2 would have been nice... but i’m under 5′6″, albeit just barely, so that’s good at least i s’pose..) Ethnicity: Italian/Eastern European/English/German (+small bit of Turkish) American (basically Caucasian but I have a dark skin tone for a caucasian - olive skin from my Southern Italian and Eastern European (Slavic) [plus that tiny bit of Turkish in me] heritage). I’m technically Jewish as well as my mom’s mom’s mom (my great grandma) was Jewish and so on, but my grandma and mother were raised Catholic, and my dad was raised Catholic so I was raised Catholic (before I left the church as a teen / around 9th grade i left. Shortly after being confirmed in reality, ahaha xD;) Job: Unemployed atm *sobs* but sometimes i help friends or family with odds and ends for money. i used to do colouring commissions (digital). But I usually too to long and would end up feeling guilty about that so i stopped... And now I’m busier than before so I’d like to create content on my own terms with the free time i have. i’m also a student again. Psychology was a mistake. Now going for a International Politics/Studies/Relatioins | Global Peacekeeping degree and my goal is either to do something for state department or work for a non profit or something. I don’t aim to be rich and super successful. Simply being safe, happy, and satisfied is good enough for me. Though perhaps this stunts my motivation towards bettering myself (through good work ethic and stuff. i’m kind of a procrastinating potato person). Likes: G/t (hence having two G/t blogs; G/t is giant/tiny. if you aren’t cool w/ that then idk why you are here??? this blog is for G/t. Not necessarily sfw stuff either. This blog is NC-17+! (so if you are 16 or younger gtfo); I also like everything International - cultures; politics; languages ; architecture; art; FOOD :9 ; places; fauna; I LOVE CELEBRATING THE DIVERSITY OF THIS PLANET  TTvTT ; I’m  a rather liberal person socially, politically and so on. I will never be okay with bigotry of any kind. And I will not tolerate it. Nor bullying. Uhm. Let’s see. i’m kinda sorta socialist and thus kinda have some disdain towards capitalism I’m pro-choice but I hope that you have a good reason for it and not just because “it feels better w/o the condom”; if your all about that, i’d suggest maybe female condoms - though a little wonky at first - they allow for more sensation on both sides. They also can be used as ‘dental dams’. And i’m fairly certain they are free  w/ most insurances. And they can be put in and stay in for hours before use - so you (if female) good go out and have fun and hook up and not ruin the heat of the moment by condom putting on and stuff. Just saying. (hey this IS a nsfw blog, might as well give some nsfw advice haha.) I’m agnostic though I’m sorta leaning towards atheism. I’m just do paranoid/unsure of everything to totally discount religion/a higher being/etc. I just  sorta seriously doubt it. I am not fond of how religion has affected this planet now and throughout the past. But I can’t deny there are benefits to being religious and don’t hold it against people for being religious nor do i blame certain religions for the world’s problems. And Islamophobia, Antisemitism and anything anti-religion in such ways as the two before mentioned things counts as bigotry in my book and if you recall i don’t tolerate bigotry of any kind! I think the world kind sucks because people kinda suck in general, haha. I will never judge anyone personally. I may feel on the inside personal/hurt/angry feels, but I will do my best not to let it cloud my judgement of anyone permanently and it would take a LOT of hate and harassment for me to block anyone. I don’t like blocking people. I feel that is sorta like denying a person’s existence and sorta says ‘you aren’t worthwhile as a person’. And you have to be a total all-encompassing shithead for me to think that. That being said, I know some people with block very easily and my blog just being nsfw content-friendly would lead to blocking. a message stating why you are blocking me - especially if it’s nothing personal - would be nice, however, as I’m a VERY PARANOID person. Speaking of paranoia. I’m mentally ill. This is really  why I write and/or talk a lot. It is a habit out of nerves and awkwardness. And my poor attention span makes long conversation hard - barring if going off into tangets is okay. I will do that a lot. I have one mode and that mode is stream of conciousness. I know my use of many many words can be annoying. Trust me. I know. Please don’t harass me about it. If it truly makes you anxious, reach out to me, and I will try hard to be more concise when reblogging you or if ever addressing you. That is if you’d feel comfortable asking me this. I may not block people easily, but that doesn’t mean won’t. And that’s just a reality that I have to live with. I accept this. But yeah, basically if I upset you in anyway, let me know! I am always trying to better myself. The hardest thing for me would be to not ramble. If it’s something like a certain topic or word bothers you. And I’m currently not tagging it. Let me know. I’m gonna try and be super diligent (and not so rambly) with tags on this particular blog at the very least. though i should do that on every blog tbh...) Anyways, back to being mentally ill. I have Bipolar Disorder Type II (maybe, that is. just switched psychiatrists and my new one things I may just have regular general depressive disorder as my “up” moments are very infrequent and all I really do is be more impulsive/talkative/jittery/etc than usual... and my mood tends to be good when ‘up’.. too bad it comes with the loss of common sense. I don’t do anything physically dangerous though. Worst would be buying something expensive and stupid for no good reason. I’ve done that a few times. 0/10 would recommend, haha. I also have OCD (which is like useless. it gives me extreme focus, but mostly with dumb things - lists, aphabetizing things, researching stuff on the Internet, basically the only good thing is that I can research like a boss, though bad thing is that i end up spending way too much time researching and over do it... I already mentioned my anxiety awhile back, but I’ve been diagnosed with both General Anxiety Disorder and Social Anxiety Disorder (i can practically be agoraphobic sometimes and have reculsive spells both online and off - which is why i probably will disappear at some point. maybe i’d come back. maybe i wouldn’t. and if i come back, it could be years before i do. i don’t know so you definitely wouldn’t know so puh-lease do not get attached to me ;___; G/t stuff: The truth is - I mostly like fluff and nice, kind, sfw stuff. At least as a viewer. As I content creator, I like to experiment and broach all kinds of topics, some sensitive. I will have characters that are genuinely bad people. Often I like dark characters that go through some sort of redemption. But I’ve toyed with doing something that is akin to ‘the making of a villain’ where a character starts out benevlent and than after going through some stuff, becomes malicious, perhaps downright evil even... a loss of self maybe have ocurred. I am not shy in having characters with imperfections, but in a realistic way that isn’t bad. I mean, it’s not ideal, but it happens. like blindness or a missing limb. many scars. mental illnesses are frequent in my characters and sometimes in a criminally insane way. However, I aim to reflect reality in such sort of topics, so of course criminally insane characters would be a very small minority compared to perfectly safe mentally ill characters. But, in any case, as I said, I plan on using extensive tags this blog WILL have (some) VORE. But it is NOT the focus of the blog and I don’t really draw vore - well i haven’t really done so yet... And in writing, I tend to making a horror element. Though I am somewhat fond of  “safe” (platonic or not) vore.. I’m rather confused about it and have a hard time considering plausible within my own content. So in my writing it would be fatal and not with any main characters of anything...mostly just poor SOBs and such... Basically, it would be quality content for the vore community as it would likely portray vore as despicable and wrong. As, in a real life scenario, that would be a correct assumption. These would be worlds w/o safe vore (barring i guess immediate puking, but i’m actually kinda disturbed/freaked by things vomit-related. So I’m not sure i’d be able to write that... Maybe i could. It’s just RL vomit that causes me to panic and cry. Drawn stuff or written stuff, as long as it’s not too descriptive or realistic doesn’t really bother me, though i’m not sure i’d say i like it.). Some vore stuff actually upsets me. But thing with me is, I never know when something is going to upset (aka make me cry/angry/uncomfortable/panicky) or whatever, so I just live with any unfortunate run ins with feels as it happens and then move on. Unless, I feel it is condoning a poor behavior and gives a message that is not in line with what you (the writer) indicates it is, then I’ll just nothing. And if i do say something, it won’t be in a hostile way, it would just be hey, x action actually kinda indicates y because of z. just thought i’d let you know if interpretations of this that reflects what i just by readers would bother you. if not, or if you disagree, than that’s cool too. I was just staying that just in case that would bother you and thus maybe you’d want to change things. but it’s totally your decision and i’m not pushing either way. blah blah some rambling because i’m trying not be offending while likely saying things that may offend. I have a hard time not being blunt and firm with my words. So basically take anything I say with a grain of salt. Sometimes I open my mouth when i shouldn’t. If I made you upset, just let me know what i did and why it upset you and i’ll apologize (within reason. like if you were a jerk and i was just like ‘oh stop that shit already’, i’m not gonna say sorry if you were legitmately being a jerk. but otherwise, i’m quick to say ‘sorry’. i’m always saying sorry. sometimes i’m wanting to say sorry but i’m too anxious too. so keep that in mind as well. Uhm. I like M/f and M/m content the most. F/f is p. cool too. Poly Relations that mixes M/m, M/f and/or F/f are cool too (all types of combos as long as there are no “m” with a “F”...not to knock on that, just isn’t my thing.. So yeah, as I hinted, i’m noot really a fan of F/m.. and I’m not gonna make much content with that (though i do have a canon F/m pairing in one of my worlds/series/story/idk what to call it. don’t expect much of them though.). But in all honest, there’s a lot of F/m stuff out there and my content isn’t mediocre at best so it’s not really a loss to the F/m community that i’m not doing much of that.Also, please don’t request content. I may see on your blog at some point you wish there was ‘x’ and/or ‘y’ content and this may prompt me to write or draw something like that. but it might not either. In a nutshell, I do what I what when I want. I know that’s kinda selfish but that mindset - when in connection with just leisure activities keeps me sane!You can ask any question. I just might not answer. If I’m not gonna answer, I respond with something random. And I’m unlikely to respond with drawings. Too much effort. Sorry.In theory, I’d like to RP. But I’m just not the right kind of person for a serious RP. i’d only want to do a detailed, literate story RP and i’d only be able to do like one respond a day - if that. So it’s kinda a waste of someone’s time to RP with me.  And I think I’d just prefer to write drabbles/one-shots or draw my characters or whatever. I don’t give my characters enough love. They kind just sorta chill in my mind not doing anything a vast majority of the time, haha xD So long story short, I’m not RPing currently. Sorry. And if/when I RP, I am not myself. I separate my interest/fantasy of G/t with my reality. Just trying to keep sane. Not trying to knock on people whom identify as a giant or tiny or whateverIDK what else to say. Probably am missing important stuff, while writing too much frivolous stuff, heh... I’ll probably edit this every now and that ^^