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i’m so annoyed because my parents told me we were going to like this park that’s like 2 hours away for the day and we were gonna take my senior pictures. so i woke up early showered and got ready and my mom told me we weren’t going but we were just going to hike somewhere closer to home. so i got up early for no reason and i don’t even want to go outside or take my senior pictures. my hair is frizzy im fat and my skin is breaking out and im exhausted because i worked late last night and didnt get to bed until late and i just thought i would be spending the day with my parents and id be getting these pictures done. i didn’t sign up for a HIKE i signed up for a walk. so now im all upset and im SO TIRED and my mom is like do you just want to go out to eat rn? and i’m like yeah because that’s exactly what my fat ass wants to do not go exercise and just go eat. and my mom told me my dad is so excited to spend the day with me but i don’t want to go on a fucking hike so now i’m just staying home AND im not taking my senior pictures which i need to have done by TOMORROW. and i didn’t even get to sleep in and i have school tomorrow and im gonna be so exhausted all week just like i was last week

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i just miss being in love

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being short is having the bottom of your sweatpants get wet whenever u leave the house

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why am i so desperate for a s/o i really don’t know how to just be alone

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I’m so anxious lately can everyone just tell me if they hate me already

[so-1one1ey]

i’m a senior now

[so-1one1ey]

i dreamt of you last night. you held me in my bed and whispered in my ear that you loved me. i woke up looking for your text when i remembered you’re not in my life anymore

[so-1one1ey]

i just figured you’d love me

[so-1one1ey]

men will stomp on your heart and then like your instagram post

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why the fuck doesn’t he want me and why do i care

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guys whatever you do DONT FALL IN LOVE WITH YOUR GUY BSF THAT SHIT HURTS

[so-1one1ey]

guys i love twilight

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my friend gave me a shadow work journal now watch me cry

[so-1one1ey]

being a teenage girl is getting wanting to cover your body in song lyrics.

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what’s more on brand than crying while writing an essay about being a lesbian while listening to pheobe bridgers?

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i hate it. i want an easy happy non coming out lesbian romance.

I love the trend of mlm teen shows being cute romances, heartfelt moments, dealing with school etc. And then the wlw teen shows are like What if you're all trapped in the wilderness and forced to survive and you come up with intricate rituals and you can't live with or without each other and you're suffering and constantly facing death and...

[so-1one1ey]

the struggles with school i endured at a young age left it’s sore scars on me, affecting my school career for the rest of my life