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femme who sings (poorly) while making dinner

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It’s been a minute. I’ve been learning, and loving, then trying to bounce back. Specifically, around my own body— what I couldn’t hear and what I wasn’t listening for.

I’ve since learned to bounce with the best of them, much to my love’s delight. Plus…I’ve been so afraid to make noise? To be vulnerable through my voice and betray how I feel? Now, I find it harder and harder to keep it quiet.

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You know what I like? Finding out someone has a certain kink and then

e x p l o i t i n g i t.

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Can’t sleep. Instead I just keep thinking about her whimpers, her asking me “please” and shifting her hips closer to my hands. We’d wandered back from a friends and smoking, and there she was— bathed under moonlight spilling through the window of my old van. I can’t sleep.

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This makes me think of when I wanted to be a nun as a kid “bc it was a sleepover with all my best girl friends”….. that’s a wild gay dream and so is this entire picture

Bffs 4 lyfe

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Thinking about the last time we were spooning, where I woke up to her tucked under my chin. I’m so eager to give her more sleepy neck kisses again.

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And the fun facts, that come with minimum 10-minute long rants! Don’t forget those. I’m very obsessed with her brain.

My girlfriend always showing me the coolest games n movies like damn girl u so geeky let me give u a kiss

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mentally I am here

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Putting together a bouquet for my love this evening.

Thinking about her hands on me, mine on her shoulders, our touches becoming rougher and rougher and rougher—

I’ve nicked my finger on a thorn. I kiss it and think of her once more.

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made a little boudoir book for my love to look through. Her lingering hand holds, her flirtatious smiles, her kissing the corner of my jaw so casually as we sit…yeah.

i love you skin strokes i love you intertwined fingers i love you entangling your hands through someone’s hair i love you sitting so close to each other that you’re touching i love you mindless side hugs i love you soft touches i love you casual intimacy

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I have a being desired kink

fetish for making other ppl so horny they go feral

boners from being wanted so hard

underwear ruined from the other person ruining their underwear

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sounds sounds sounds just do something else man

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The restlessness from having so much that can be grabbed and squeezed and pulled and pinched

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fucking fuck Catholic guilt from queer desire….lads those with weak stomachs were not made to bear the weight of it