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[sos717]

Okay it's been over 3 years in shit "trying to manifest" "trying to wake up in the void aware" "doing that method doing this method" lost the count of methods and subliminals but NO RESULTS! I am done when i was on it i found non-duality & like you said in your post i thought its just a fancy little name for states but no i don't so now i have been "trying to apply" but here is the situation I trade stocks daily ( i have made about 25,000 loss 15 days ago ) since i have never traded again because i am now scared to i am trying to manifest x amount of profit daily & a mentor how do i go about it in non-duality approach. Also i know it's possible all things are possible I wanna say lose x pounds of weight every week without diets how do i apply it in non duality approach? I am having a tough time applying it rn

LOVE YOU FOR THE POST❤️

The reason why bringing forward different types of activity/patterns that look like whatever you want them to look like (what’s typically called manifesting) seems impossible is because everyone is sending 100 different messages on what to do.

To begin with, the most important thing to understand is how and why the nature of experience is only essentially the dream of the one. People like to demonize what manifesting is pointing to describe without acknowledging that it’s a PART of what this experience naturally plays out as. One infinite being precipitating in its own possibilities and experiencing them as what’s called life. I understand why there’s such a hesitance to validate that altering experience is something that not only is possible but actually is also the natural state of how the experience is. It’s because they want you to understand how always going towards things for stability is always going to disappoint even if you are a “master manifester” (whatever that’s supposed to mean). But due to this fear of not wanting to point back at objects as the source for happiness, they just say to drop the idea all together, but it’s incredibly hard when you have legitimate experience of it being real and actually happening. So instead of ignoring it and pretending like it means nothing I want to help you guys incorporate a full understanding of all sides.

Now on the other hand, the manifestation community is guilty of creating an even greater sense of divide from your inherent stillness because it makes another goal for ego to play with. The way “manifesting” is taught only strengthens a “someone” who has to master and constantly keep everything on lock or else you’ll never be happy and get what you want. If problems arise it’s completely and solely your fault, as if this experience is about one person only. There’s an immense amount of useless pressure placed on an individual, which obviously will lead to burnout. This is why so many people get burnt out by “trying to manifest”, manifesting, at least how it’s typically taught now, is a fracture of the entire story but it’s made to seem as if it’s the SOLE nature of life, and the only thing to pay attention to.

Manifestation happened once, the moment concoicness started to experience. That’s it. The sense of identity doesn’t come from the body, it’s just falsely been placed there, the body is literally just the collection of senses and thinking, not a deeper identity intrwoven with a story and problems and a “you”.

I suggest you start over but not with a manifestation first approach, but a self inquiry approach, I promise you, you won’t stop being source, don’t fear the change, if you go down this route and let yourself understand the GRAND level of what this entire experience actually is, you’ll realize it’s MUCH bigger than just “manifesting”, and suddenly manifesting will seem much smaller than it is right now. Your not going to have to “become a master manifester”, you’ll realize you always have been the entirety, experience, the experiencer, the substance experienced, the director, the actor, etc.

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Where did manifesting come from?

I haven’t really seen anyone talk about why there even is the concept of manifestation. The thing is, manifestation is a fractured truth. It’s pointing towards something but instead of going all the way to what it’s revealing, it mixes multiple understandings into LOAttraction or LOAssumption.

Manifestation came from a partial understanding of conciousness, reality, viewing itself. When it views itself of course it needs a position to view itself from, this is what the body is. Without going to deep into NonDualism, manifestation came from taking this understanding of BEING the universe and mixed it with the idea that we are at the deepest level, separate individuals. But this is also the reason why so many who turn towards the typical view of manifestation become burnt out, completely exhausted and actually depressed.

This is not a hate post on what manifesting is hinting at just a reminder that even LOA is just a partial truth of what’s really going on, don’t just stop at being someone whose capable of getting things, go deep into understanding that Infinite Conscious is what this inherently is, there isn’t something to want but simply patterns of yourself you view, not as a someone, but as the very infinite being you are. This is life/god/reality dreaming in and of its own infinite possibilities, not a desperate someone reaching out for hope.

I’m working on multiple posts so I can try to clear up so much confusion that’s been planted through half understandings that even I fell victim to, love you guys, talk soon!

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aghh so glad urback !! I ended up following u when u were still inactive.

U were my gateway to manifestation

I'm still a bit confused on everything tho but ur post was still very helpful!!

Heyy, I’m actually really excited to be back to, there was allot of stagnation going on but I understand why it was necessary, I’m actually working on a few different posts all at the same time so it will 100% clear things up more, it’ll be more based on how the senses are filters and about the identity aspect of being source not just the idea of manifestation. See you guys soon!!

[sos717]

we miss you sm pls make a comeback😭😭😭😭

As you wish ☺️

[sos717]

It’s time to be active again

It’s been a long 6 months, I can’t even believe that I’ve been away for this long, it feels like so much time and no time has passed all at once to be honest. To start with I want to say no this is not the pointer post I was mentioning in comments and DM’s but I’ll definitely leave some of what my new experience has been able to clear up.

Also I want to show gratitude for all of the people who have been nonstop supporting this little community and those who’ve been asking me to come back. (I see you guys yes and I’m sorry I haven’t responded)

With everything going on, especially in the world, the deep need for all of us to open up and recognize beyond just the “manifestation” and being the creator is here, it’s been here for some time actually but it was ignorable before. Tension hadn’t gotten to this point, the illusion of being someone and something separate is causing people to demonize each other, hate each other, I mean just look at the state of the world. If the materialist and seperate self worldview was just and good, why are we at this point?

Well I’m not going to go into allot more on this post, this was mainly to say that I AM back and I recognize all of you who have been so kind and patient. Thank you.

I want to share a little something before I post this.

Understand firstly that presence/Awarness/consciousness/god/universal mind, whatever word you use, MUST be the fundamental substance everything is a pattern of. This is not only your direct experience, but becomes clearer when you look closely. Go ahead and tell me if the experiences of the filter, seeing, hearing, touching, tasting, smelling, thinking, is made up of any substance other than knowing itself. And not just intellectually, I need this to be experienced, the mind will try to wave off these as “of course I already know this” but you have to be meticulous and very precise in these early stages, as if you’ve discovered something unknown to mankind and you have to study its attributes, be curious, and most importantly don’t fear it, go towards it.

Question why no aspect of experience ever goes past these senses, why do objects only follow sights sounds tastes textures and smells, I mean it’s so obviously infront of us we don’t even recognize it. Why do objects only abide by the constraints of this sensory filter?

The YOU is covered mostly by flurry of preprogrammed thinking. Thinkings just like the other senses is a filter, we take it be our own, we pretend that i am the someone that’s inside of thoughts. Well if it’s that simple then I have a challenge. Always think good things, and you’ll be happy forever, right you can’t, why? Answer this question.

If thinking truly is me in essence, why doesn’t part of me disappear when thinking does? Why don’t I lose my sense of self without thought?

I know this is such a random post but I needed to get something out there to say I’m back and planning on remaining active, and sorry for the huge half year hiatus,

I hope you’ve all been doing well, and if not that’s also okay because we’re going to get deep into this new chapter I’m sure we’re all ready for. This isn’t a goal or project or another thing for the finite mind to hang onto as hope, it’s a pathless path, a “returning to self”, which is right here.

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Manifestation “occured” once, and that was the moment infinite being witnessed its own infinite nature through the filter of perception. Appearances and experience itself is only a translation of the deeper being that we share, it’s never left and never could. Ask yourself who you really are.

[sos717]

are you ever gonna come back?

Yes, and it’ll be soon alongside a post but I don’t want to rush it, hope you guys have been doing well btw

[sos717]

Let this be a future reference for anyone attempting to “call me out”?

@truenotnew if only you had done your research babes. I wasn’t going to do this at first but this is an incredibly dangerous way to go about addressing things you find to be problematic in YOUR community. And if you truly wanted to be a genuine person and call out what you find to be wrong, you have to do a background check on the people you’re LITERALLY BERATING.

Mind you this is quite literally the FIRST thing you read on my page (but I can tell you didn’t):

Notice: the giant red circle

I think some of you people are hallucinating an entirely new dimension when you do things like this especially considering I’ve gotten asks specifically asking why I’m “teaching ND wrong” and everytime I respond with “what im telling you is not a practice and its not even ND, it’s just the nature of experience, it’s not even “manifesting””

Besides that, you go on wayyyy too confidently making really juicy statements about ignorance and saying that I do this for dopamine and… money? Please tell me where my courses are, you better run me a check because It must be somewhere I can’t find. Tell me where I’m being monetized 😭😭😭. I don’t even have any platform I use but tumblr. On top of this I have the most sporatic and inconsistent post schedule, I disappear for weeks at a time so I promise you it’s not for clicks 🤭. You also go on to say that our or my responses to anons or askers are rude, wow, I’ve never gotten that, you wanna know why? Because I’m not 🤷‍♂️, I see people in a position that I was once in and just want to help, I know it sounds kind of new for people to just help because they want to help but here I am. I was on here when my posts got 0 interactions, to when it gets 1k to when it gets 20, it’s never been about some useless clicks girl WHAT 😭😭😭.

This being said, the main point of this is to make you recognize that if you want to call someone out go ahead! But make sure you have your details correct! When you out out a statement that has insanely bold assumptions, they sure a hell better be true, otherwise it’ll look like your doing it for clicks… 🤭

(This is off topic but I noticed you focused on ND and yet your page has bible quotes in it, as if ND has any relation to the Bible, hmm, is that not..misleading?)

[sos717]

stop misleading ppl. What you "teach" has nothing to do with advaita or nondualism. It's some nonsense that uses similar words to confuse ppl. Just stop. The ppl that think you make sense, don't know what they are talking about and you are making it worse for them with this foolishness. You are adding noise and confusiion to the world and it's all to make yourself feel special. Stop this nonsense. You are not a guru. STOP MISLEADING PEOPLE. Go do a meditation retreat or something. You are one of those ppl that think they see but are blinded by their own ego and don't have the humility to shut up.

I actually really like when I comments like this because it shows how troubled you are, your grip on an ideology is being threatened so you have to push back as hard as possible, probably because you’ve poured a great amount of who you are into this, but I wanna know where at any point and recently I’ve claimed I’m teaching an ideology? You’re right I’m not a guru, I’m not even someone special at all, but I know that, that’s why I never CLAIM it at any point. But you wouldn’t know that.

I’ve actually made it plenty clear in allot of my recent posts that I don’t follow any ideologies or practices, but of course you wouldn’t know because you haven’t actually read what I’ve been saying, you’ve come to a conclusion out of fear. It’s okay, because for as long as you ignore the truth and plant yourself into one thing alone as if it’s your savior, you’ll always be acting from a sense of separation, which is what your community likes to call ego.

I guess I’ll have to make it very clear once again, don’t come to conclusions when you know close to nothing about my view, I am not a member of any community, I’m not teaching from the perspective of and ideology, but simply EXPLAINING under my view of what reality is, how this all works.

I explain conciousness, which is what we are, not nonduality, not witchcraft, not manifestation or LOA, but I CAN explain every single one of those groups under my understanding of reality. And this is incredibly important, if your worldview ignores something like what the idea of “manifestation” is, it’s not objective, and you’re hiding from a portion of what’s actively going on.

I really hate when people who come from nonduality ignore the basic fact that “manifestation” plays no aspect to what reality Is, and that you have no role in that. Because you’re literally saying conciousness is all there is, and it’s the fundamental blueprint that is reality, and yet you have no say in experience? Doesn’t check out.

Well, hope you get better soon buddy, talk soon I hope ❤️❤️❤️

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Hii, sorry for any spelling mistakes, I speak Portuguese. I wanted to know what you think about suicide, because I'm almost there. I've been on ndtwt for a year and I already 'know how it works', but it seems to get so tiring sometimes that I just wanted to, right.

Helloooo, so firstly, don’t apologize (and also you wrote that out perfectly lol) also, if you ever need to talk to me personally go ahead and send me a message, I want you to know that I’m there for you

Okay, I’m gonna come at this detailed so just hang with me. This isn’t like my normal asks.

What I think is, it’s not up to us to judge or say wether scuicide is “right” or “wrong”, we just can’t fit something so complicated in a black and white category.

To me the only thing we can do is help those who are in these situations, because truly, people don’t want to die, they want the problems and feelings that overwhelm them to stop, but because they can’t see a way out of them or literally have no way out of them, the only thing they can control is them existing or not. There’s so much anguish and loneliness that we can experience which definitely morphs our view of what life is and can lead us down a really sad path.

I want you to know that I know how this felt, I’ve been in that space a few years back, but something I noticed was I didn’t actually want to end my life, I just didn’t want to exist, not death, but to disappear. It was all born out of an intense sense of being separation, and I focused allot on the things that bothered me (I won’t get into the specifics) and I don’t know what you might be going through but for me it was allot to do with validation, people, feelings, allllotttt of feelings, and the only way I managed to see through it all was facing things one at a time, it’s impossible to take on multiple things at once and maintain a perfect imagine and be happy and have all your thoughts be perfect, no, this is impossible. What you strive for is whatever you can handle in that moment, building up your confidence, building up your sense of self, don’t keep going towards things that tire you of make you feel miserable, I think you’ve been over-consuming on ways to change your life or manifest and things like that and you’ve become unhappy after not seeing life the way you want it to, I get it.

You can let yourself relax.

I hope I can be a space that you feel you can turn to. And even though in the end I can’t control what decision you make, I know that to some degree, you don’t actually want to die, you do have hope, and you must know it too because I promise you, you wouldn’t be talking to me, and this is truly something to thank yourself for, it’s really hard to reach out when we feel so isolated, but no matter what there is ALWAYS PEOPLE THAT WILL LISTEN! I love you so much, and again, don’t shy from messaging me personally, take care, and I hope we talk soon ❤️❤️❤️🧘🪷

[sos717]

can i realise myself in 6 months time?

If you had the time you’d be able to understand this all within the same day with the right approach, but being confident and stable in your understanding comes with practice, and the stability comes from unlearning the old and also seeing it with new perspective. So of course and I’d say even quicker.

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i love your blog it's so cool and unique ( I also love that the government hasn't abducted you like Jacobo grinberg) the thing is I don't have time to seriously investigate if the origin of the universe is from knowing , I really wanna see for myself so I can manifest whatever I want instantly but I sadly don't have time i wish there was another way

Okay that first sentence is WILD LOL, but you might be on to something 👀…

Anyway like I told another anon earlier, when we are talking about something as serious as our identity and not just a little “me”, as in the entire reality that takes place, I think we just have to make time for ourselves, learn it in pieces, but most importantly it’s about seeing it for yourself in accordance to your experience. The idea of manifestation comes from a misunderstanding of what you are, but me simply telling you what it is isn’t ever going to convince you, you have to take what you read and relate it to you, I also have a pretty busy life and I actually locked in really hard during December and early this year despite it being the really tiring and busy, it’s 100% possible and only gets easier the more you know, don’t doubt yourself so easily.

[sos717]

https://www.tumblr.com/sos717/775592846713602048/in-the-future?source=share

When are you gonna posts these? Also if it's okay if I call you bbg 🤔

Of course you can call me that and I actually am working on it but I pushed it back since I want to post other things first

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Please answer this. I’m currently in survival mode, working hard and having to plan a lot for my future and career. I can’t afford to sit still or empty my mind — if I stop, I’ll be struggling to survive. Is it still possible for me to realize my true self in this state? If so, how?

There is no perfect opportunity, there will never be a moment where every condition is right except if you were born with the most ideal circumstances, aka, wealth that lets you drop life and not have any worries about how long it would take for you to reach deeply into self discovery.

For the majority, we have to make the right moments for ourself, and the reward is definitely worth it in my opinion. Not only is it possible but once you start understanding the basic information, everything starts clicking allot faster, but please don’t come at this fully with only desperation, I made the mistake of mixing my understanding of “manifesting” with self discovery and it confused me for sooooo long and I went through allot of back and forth until I finally was able to just see it for how it is, and that’s what I write here. I also couldn’t afford to sit still and empty the mind, but I’m here anyway.

I know this stereotypical to say, but if I made it to this point, you can too, and I think the reason we say this is, none of us actually truly believed we’d make it to a point where we understood all of this with great clarity, of course we hope to but the hope is always wavering, but there’s always key moments that become our breaking point and we just get exhausted with the trial and error and losing and giving up on ourself.

The moment you really push yourself past comfort because you want better for yourself is when you start winning, and winning has nothing to do with appearances and love or money, but everything to do with who you understand yourself to be. The rest always follows.

I feel you, I know deeply that your here because you believe in yourself, and you know you have what it takes to make something great of yourself, hope I talk to you soon, take care!

[sos717]

Heyy

I got really busy these past few days and have been completely offline, but allot of change (great change) is happening in my life thanks to the information i share with you guys, and I’m going to be making a post sometime in the next coming days about it!! Hope you’ve all been doing good, talk later 🧘👁️❤️

[sos717]

Hi, i hope you are doing well.

I am in the loa community since 2020😭 and I started to lose my faith in it. I really wanna know if someone has really manifested anything? Everything and everyone seems fake. I feel like im just wasting time here

and do you have any advices on how to stop wavering?

Hey, thank you I hope you gain some clarity from what I’m about to tell you. So to start off, yes, just to give you a bit of relaxation. But if we get deeper into it, it never stops, and let me explain.

The typical idea of manifestation and all of these LOA’s and Shifting and any practice that involves you and “making something happen” only exists as a misunderstanding of reality.

The way all of these things are worded makes it sound like you are a seperate object of a seperate world and are making changes or creating seperate things or events to come into fruition, see how insanely difficult that is to approach? Of course it is, because then you spend the rest of your time trying to make things change instead of realizing, wait, if it’s me that “makes things change”, doesn’t that mean it’s coming from me?

Doesn’t that mean that the real change is what I’m operating as? And wouldn’t that mean that what I am is what really needs to be understood?

Of course it does.

We find ourself so lost in our own desperateness that we completely put our identity into the shadow, you aren’t making anything happen as if you are something different and the world is something different, the world is a side affect of you perceiving yourself, it is always you, all there is, is you. I’m not going to get too deep on this reply because I do have that info on my page and I’m tryna clear my drafts and answer them too, so I hope you gained a little bit of clarity, I hope we talk soon. 🧘🪷

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Bro I'm just very anxious and scared rn and overconsumed too. Atp idk what do I do. Basically here in my country an exam (jee main) result came out and I didn't scored well. There's a lot of family pressure I'm crying every day just feel horrible. What do I do now?

I have read almost every single manifestation post on tumblr and recently found nd through 4d barbie....and tried to understand what they are saying. I found this blog yesterday and spent all night scrolling and reading your posts. It's Been 6 years since I found this side of reality. Law of attraction -> law of assumption-> affirm and persist-> states and ed art-> nd.

Anyways I read your post and what I understood is... that whatever situation rn is happening, happening because I'm aware of it happening. Or I can say that It's not happening to me but I'm awareness, aware of a person "me" to which all of it is happening and that "me" is hating it and sending this ask. It all is because I'm aware of it. And my real nature or the real me is That/knowing/awareness " ". All is one. All is that/knowing/awareness. Now with this understanding I noticed or yk imagined a complete opposite situation where this person "me" cleared this exam with good grades and slept. And when I woke up nothing changed. Ikik I'm the one noticed/ being aware of the fact that nothing changed but still..I hope you're getting what I'm trying to say. Do I keep noticing what i want or give up and run away to some forest 🥲 helpp

Hello! First I wanna thank you for reaching out, I know how hard it can be when we’re going through these frustrations, it can take allot for us to even ask for help so thank you for trusting me 🫶🫶, alright let’s get into this.

I’m going to tell you my approach at this first and explain your options, etc.

People come up with fancy words like “revision” and will just tell you to revise it, okay, let me explain what revision is first , your not actually changing a past because the past is not a place, neither is it a moment that is taking place right now, in the same way that you don’t change the future, because it’s not a place, there is only the moment we exist in, and the experiences of now and here are quite literally, the perception of our own activity.

The idea of revision is only you activating something that you end up experiencing, there’s no past that you teleport to and experience, it’s all just moving forward.

What you are, is conciousness, knowing itself, to give you a better way to understand this I want you to imagine ALL THE DETAILS that you go on and on about , “my test scores are always perfect”, “my teeth never stain”, “my hairs so healthy”, “I think that guy likes me”, “I never have to worry about money”, like ALL OF IT, imagine that, but remove the senses. What’s left?

All of this is conscious activity, it’s the things that are know. The source for all that’s ever known is of course you, because nothing else ever activates these things does it? Of course not it’s always you. And knowing you exist never requires senses, it doesn’t matter what state/condition the body is in, because regardless, knowing remains the same, it’s not something done on purpose, it’s your identity.

No emotion, no situation, no feeling, person, scar, or physical aspect ever intrudes on your identity, it can’t, because conciousness/you, are present regardless, it’s the thing that experiences, but also what all experience COMES FROM.

Understanding what I wrote above, also Segway’s us into the next point, nothing can determine what conscious activity is, but you.

Imagine all details and aspects that you know about life, like the color of your teeth, how money is, how success looks like, and notice that you always arrive to know an idea. “Why do my teeth look white” this is what you, as concioicness, activate yourself as, this is it, this is what reality is, this grand idea of manifesting and altering the world is this damn simple.

Now do me a favor and conceptualize, “why do my teeth look white” through the filter of perception (seeing, hearing, tasting, touching, smelling), and what do we get?

Oh, a “world”.

What was at first, only known, and was concious activity, is then percieved by the very thing creating the idea in the first place.

That’s what the world is

You, perceiving, your own activity

The world is not a seperate entity, or space, it’s the RESULT, or the SIDE EFFECT, that occurs when reality perceives itself.

The part we get mixed up is, we think the world is something we are trying to change, but this makes no sense, it always us, at no point does it stop being us, so what is there to change but self??

Theres only this, here, now, creation doesn’t stop because it’s the natural state of reality. Creation is what’s being perceived. And here’s the part where people get confused. Reality does not begin with perception. This part just makes no sense but I get why people are so frustrated.

Ask yourself, if reality and knowing is dependent on what’s seen and heard and felt, why don’t our problems disappear when we don’t see them?

Why doesn’t let’s say, someone’s medical debt disappear when they aren’t looking at their bank account? Why are they capable of knowing that they have medical debt? Right because the source of “I have so much debt” doesn’t come from anything but source, and that’s you, it doesn’t matter if your were underwater or skydiving, it’s still you. If seeing was the giver of “I have medical debt” you should only be able to know this when you’re looking at your bank. And never at any other moment.

It’s not memory, it’s knowing, and it doesn’t stop, so you going to the same idea over and over again is only its continued creation, because that’s what you are.

For your situation, personally, Id leave what’s already happened off my mind and relieve myself of the stress, if you continued in a story that was favorable, that’s exactly what you’ll perceive, but I need you to understand that your not changing something, whatever you claim to be is exactly what reality is, and that’s exactly what will be percieved. The world is the byproduct of you perceiving what it is you know. It can only unfold and continue in that respect.

I would say, gain some confidence in this first, bring to attention random things that you don’t really care about like blue butterflies, angel numbers, a pink turtle, and just randomly whenever you remember this, just give it a little bit of attention, and watch how these things suddenly begin to “show up”.

I’m not telling you that you can’t experience exactly what it is you want, but it’s hard for us to be patient and objective about our knowledge when we have something so stressful on our mind when we first step into this side of reality.

Especially if you don’t have things you can reference back on as say “oh wait but I know I was thinking about green snakes, and that’s exactly what I saw” and it reinstates your confidence in the truth.

Take it easy on yourself, you don’t become creatjon at some point, it’s just the natural state of this entire experience, it’s what you always will be, continue forward knowing what you prefer and don’t worry about anything else, allow yourself to win by choosing what is is you like, instead of what you don’t like.