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[starkitxxz]

TW: racism, ableism, homophobia, stalking, bullying, problematic developer

I didn't originally intend to publish this, but after seeing one specific post made by galacticglados, I felt it was time to speak out.

queenlilithprime / restartheartvn is a horrible person and you should not support them.

I have documented and provided screenshots of every post linked here. This means that even if Lilith deletes something, I will still have evidence. I have also screen recorded their entire vent blog, racism blog, and some of the other blogs they've engaged with for future reference. So there will be no excuse for faking screenshots if the original source can no longer be found. For even more security it might be good to reblog posts you find important to preserve them as well.

First, proof "princessofhollowness" is their venting side blog.

Here is Lilith's post talking about creating a new blog to vent on.

Most of the reblogged posts on princessofhollowness have been liked by their main blog, queenlilithprime. This proves it's a side blog since you can only like posts from your main blog. Similar to that, Lilith interacts with the same group of friends on their vent blog.

Below are screenshots of reblogged posts that have been liked by Lilith's main blog. You can find so much more than the ones I listed by visiting princessofhollowness and looking through each individual post yourself. (one two three four)

According to former friends of Lilith, many of the personal experiences shared on their vent blog can be backed up by personal events shared on their discord and main blog. Out of respect for their privacy, since these posts are personal, I will not share screenshots. But you can still find them on their vent blog.

With that out of the way I want you to remember that whenever you see "princessofhollowness" in any of the screenshots, it's one of Lilith's side blogs.

Proof "galacticglados" is another side blog.

Another thing I need to establish is that "galacticglados" is another side blog created by Lilith, as I will be referencing it periodically.

I want to highlight that Lilith's typing style and formatting are similar to those used on their second and third side blogs.

Going a step further, Lilith has previously interacted with the creators of the blog "creatingblackcharacters" on their main account and is familiar with the owners. This will be relevant later. (one two)

Furthermore, all the posts found on galacticglados align with the stalkerish intentions directed toward the creator of the blog "14dayswithyou," which I will elaborate on later.

They showed ignorance as a developer and made homophobia accusations towards the developers of Love & Deepspace.

Lilith has labeled the developers of L&DS (Papergames and subsequently Infold Games) and its fandom as homophobic and shitty without conducting any research or providing evidence of their claims. They made most of these claims on their developer accounts, which has many impressionable followers. (link)

If they did their due diligence as a developer with a published game of their own, they would know that China has significant censorship issues, especially regarding LGBT+ relationships and queer men. Games will be blacklisted and unplayable in China if they don't meet specific conditions. It is absurd to condemn an entire studio and call them homophobic simply for adhering to the laws of their country and not allowing BL content to jeopardize everything they have built.

Additionally, it's well known that L&DS is an otome game designed primarily for women. Lilith expects a massive company to violate Chinese laws by allowing BL content, which would then undermine the intent of the game and take away from a product created for women. If L&DS were a BL game instead, it would not be appropriate to make the main character a woman to be more inclusive.

They have spoken poorly about the developer of @you-and-him behind their back.

UnknownHermit is the creator of YOU and HIM and was originally part of Florescent Red Studios, a developer studio co-owned by Lilith and @stnaf-vn. I don't have much to say except that discussing a friend's or employee's issues behind their back in a public setting is a shady practice for a developer. (link)

The second screenshot is proof that YOU and HIM had ties to Florescent Red Studios. The context of the tweet is unrelated.

They have shown stalkerish behavior regarding @14dayswithyou.

Lilith has an obsession with digging up old posts made by 14dayswithyou and scrutinizing them for any flaws. Some of 14dayswithyou's posts date back several days to over a year, yet Lilith continues to stalk their socials daily and scroll through hundreds of posts just to find any kind of infraction they can complain about. I recommend looking at princessofhollowness and any other blogs they've interacted with to understand what I'm talking about. (one two three four)

They are obsessed with the downfall of 14dayswithyou to the point where they weaponized and used @creatingblackcharacters to reach their goal.

Now that I've provided evidence that princessofhollowness belongs to Lilith and highlighted their stalker-like behavior towards 14dayswithyou, it gives more context to the posts found on galacticglados.

As I mentioned above, Lilith actively criticizes everything the creator of 14dayswithyou does on princessofhollowness and has even commented on their inability to draw Black people accurately, despite two of the characters not actually being Black. It's no coincidence that they raised the same issue on galacticglados and attempted to launch a smear campaign to avoid facing backlash on their main blog. (one two three four)

Lilith has complained about the 14dayswithyou server on princessofhollowness and again on galacticglados, which is even more proof they run both accounts. They have also interacted with this post a few hours prior to posting something related on galacticglados, which is interesting. (link link)

They're a racist who assumes all dark-skinned people are Black.

Two characters mentioned in this post were mistakenly assumed to be Black despite their ethnicities never having been officially confirmed anywhere. Although they have non-Black features, such as their eye color and hair texture, Lilith still claimed they were 100% Black and submitted this information to the creatingblackcharacters blog with harmful intent.

A friend sent me a screenshot of the creator confirming that the characters are actually intended to be South Asian. So there is no excuse for Lilith trying to perpetuate racial stereotypes about Black people.

They're ableist and made a horrible joke about cancer.

Lilith jokingly remarked that people who are racist should get skin cancer. They later apologized for this comment, but in the big year of 2025, making such a joke is simply not acceptable. Ironically, while Lilith spoke about immediately calling out racism in their original post, they lacked the courage to actually do so on their main blog and instead addressed it on galacticglados. Below is the cropped and full version of the same post since it is lengthy. (link)

They're a virtue signaller who tries to get in the good graces of mainstream accounts despite being a hypocrite.

Lilith supported proshipping after reblogging a statement from @fantasia-kitt, despite stating "no proshipping" on their blog and not apologizing for banning my friend on discord for liking similar proshipper content found in fantasia-kitt's game, The Kid At The Back. (one two)

Lilith only interacts with developers who are popular or have a large following, and never smaller developers. This is seen with fantasia-kitt above as well as @sourmiiiilk. (link)

As said earlier, they also publicly shared a post that demanded better Black representation and justice for characters that were actually dark-skinned Asians.

I will add more once additional information comes forward. For now, do not support queenlilithprime / restartheartvn.

Testimonies from other people

These will be from aggrieved discord members since that is where most of my friends are active, but I can add anonymous tumblr testimonies too.

Person 1:

Person 2:

[starkitxxz]

Hey! 😊

I hope you're doing well.

II’m reaching out with something really close to my heart. A dear friend and his family are going through an incredibly hard time.

They urgently need support, and even the smallest act of kindness — a share or donation — could make a life changing difference.

This is about compassion, about standing by each other when it matters most. 💛

Thank you so much for taking a moment to care 🙏

@adamallii87

!!!

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no text + k-angel focus below!

magazine cover in an alternative universe?? maybe??? (since no one knows angel as 'angelic' iykwim.)

just had fun thinking of these two babies (with BANGERRR designs) with 'angel' in their name!

[starkitxxz]

Why does Hyugo skip classes???

(A joke in my head that did not give me peace. I dropped these scribbles like a bomb and went on about my business. Have a nice day!)

[starkitxxz]

Hi there , I hope you’re doing well.

I recently shared my story about the challenges my family and I face in Gaza 🇵🇸 and would be so grateful if you could help by reblogging it 🔁.

Every share brings more awareness and support 🫶, and if you’re able to donate 💖, even a little makes a huge difference 🌟. Thank you for caring and for any help you can offer 🙏.

!!!

[starkitxxz]

Solivan Brugmansia x reader

you work as a body piercer <3

“Are you sure you can handle all the work?” Your coworker asks, leaning by the glass counter from where you’re sitting.

“Yeah, I doubt people would come by this place on a monday night” You replied as you lazily placed your legs on the counter. It’s been a few months since you worked as a body piercer, and the salary helps pay your bills tenfold.

“Alright, take care” She smiled before turning her back at me to leave

“Oh- before I forget, you have a scheduled appointment with…” She pulled the door handle slightly, letting the gust of cold air enter the store, “...Mr. Brugmansia”

You tilt your head a little from the mention of his name, “huh- Oh!” You recalled. It’s that one tall gentleman who gets most of his piercings from you, how did you let yourself forget? He’s practically your number one visitor… and perhaps your small crush

“Right, I’ll take note of that-”

“It’s scheduled tonight” She informed

“...Oh- uh, yeah, i’ll prepare now” You get up from your relaxed position and check your phone, scrolling through a pile of archived emails until one in particular appears below a phishing link.

You read through the formally written mail: a scheduled appointment at 8:30PM for a frenum piercing– wait, WHAT?!

Sorry, this one is still a work in progress ;)) Happy April fools~

[starkitxxz]

🩷💍 DAY 5 IS OUT NOW! 💍🩷

Hello Angel... ^^ Day 5 has officially been released and is now available for everyone to play! You can download it now on itch.io!

[starkitxxz]

𝙲𝚘𝚗𝚏𝚒𝚗𝚎𝚍

Fem! Solivan [AKA Solana] x Fem! Reader

The Kid at the Back is an 18+ game and this post will have 18+ content MINORS DNI

cw: groping, tit fondling, dry humping, pre-establish relationship

a/n: uhhhhhh women! fuck, women guys women, i love women did you know that? fuck i love women, is it obvious?? fuck i love solana and i dont see enough fics of her ＿|￣|○､;

//unedited

"Hey, Sol can you scoot over to the left? No no, the other left."

"S-Sorry, pumpkin, it's a bit tight but I'll try." Sol stutters and shuffles to the side, cheeks red from the close proximity with you. "Is this, okay?"

Biting back a small pleasurable groan from having both your and Sol's tits rub against each other, you chose the safest option and nod your head instead. "Mhm, p-perfect."

Curse Hyugo for tricking you both into walking inside a small closet because he's 'so scared of the dark!'. Yeah, what a damn liar, he could go fuck himself.

Shifting your bent leg from its cramped position, you don't feel your knee rubbing against Sol's crotch, who immediately shut her orange eyes and bit her lip to conceal a whimper.

"Hey, Sol," You spoke after a while of silence. "I just wanted to say sorry for getting us both locked in here, I'm so gonna beat Hyugo's ass for locking us in here."

Hunched over, Sol hides her red face in between your shoulder and neck, her breathing heavy. "M-Mhm!"

Noticing her weird breathing, you pull your crushed arm from the wall and rest it against Sol's green locks. "Hey, are you okay?"

Seemingly embarrassed, Sol pulls her face away from your shoulder, eyes casted to the side as she mumbled something.

"What was that?" You leaned closer.

She mumbled louder this time, orange eyes now on your own.

"Y...your," She licks her lips, ignoring the way your eyes glanced over to them before returning to her eyes. "Your knee is rubbing against..."

"Against what?" You repeated, urging her to finish her sentence.

"Your knee is rubbing against my crotch..."

"..."

Glancing downward and lo and behold, there was the problem that was causing Sol's breathing to become flushed and labored. Flustered and embarrassed, you try and wiggle your knee away from underneath Sol's skirt, but it seems to do nothing as it only made it worse.

Mostly because of the lack of space and definitely not the way Sol's hips grinded back against your knee.

"Fuuuck, [Name]," She moaned, tilting her head back against the shelf giving you a good look of her lustful gaze and messy hair.

Swallowing a gulp of saliva, you stutter our apologies. "S-sorry! I'm so sorry, Sol, I can't move away!"

Moving with what little room you have; you unknowingly place your hands on her chest to create space. "If I can just-"

"W-wait!" Sol pleads, hips frantically rocking against your knee, arching her back so you can grope at her breasts some more. "If you keep moving your knee like that, I'm- I'm gonna-!"

"Hang on, Sol! My knee's almost out!" You reassured her, raising your head to give the lust filled girl a comforting smile.

Whimpers and groans left Sol's lips, her cheeks were flaming hot, her pussy throbbed against the constant grinding motion of your knee, her clit aching from the lack of attention.

Grabbing both your hands from her chest, she guides one hand down into her underwear where her clit sat nice and patiently and the other, under her black shirt to pinch at her pierced nipples.

"H-here," She moaned, pressing her forehead against yours, her breath mixing with yours. Sol's eyes were wet and ready to spill tears from the constant teasing of your knee. "Can you touch me here, please?"

Fuck, she looks so hot right now. How could you not listen to her? You clenched your thighs from her begging, feeling your panties get soaked.

"Okay, fuck, okay okay," You muttered, the hand that was in her panties began to play with her clit. Her back arches, relieved to finally get her clit played with.

Leaning forward, you planted open mouthed kisses on her collarbone, nibbling and sucking on certain spots that left her a whining mess in your arms.

"Like that- just like that [Name], fuuUck!~" Your hand that wasn't occupied with Sol's clit, lifted up her black shirt to her chin, bra included, her breasts perked and ready for you.

"Fuck, Sol," You murmured, leaning down to kiss the top of her right breast, she keens at the feeling. "Has anyone told you that you have such pretty tits?"

She giggles, "Only you have, pumpkin."

Leaning down, Sol locks her lips with yours using her hand to cup the back of your head to keep you in place.

"Okay ladies~ I'm here to save you from the dark monster in the clos- WOAH!" Hyugo swings open the door with a shit eating grin on his face only to jump at the intimate position you two were in.

In your arms, Sol stood with her shirt rolled up revealing her chest, her collarbone littered with marks, hair messy, her green skirt hiding your hand that was in her black lacy panties, her juices rolling down her thighs.

As for you, your face was littered with lipstick, cheeks hot at being caught by Hyugo.

"Sooo, does this mean you both are together-together?" Hyugo questioned, breaking the silence.

Ripping herself away from you with an unreadable expression, Sol pushes Hyugo aside, not caring that her breasts were on full display, grabbing the door handle with a grip that you were sure she dented the metal and slams the door shut.

Stunned at her reaction, you looked for an explanation from her only to be pinned against the wall instead, breasts pushing against your covered ones.

"Shall we continue?" She breathed.

My tip jar! (˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶)

still shit at writing smut god dammit

anyways me and my wife solana rn

[starkitxxz]

The Power of Memories 🎞️

✅️ Vetted by @gazavetters {537} ✅️

Hey everyone, my name is Abdelmajed, and I want to share a little bit of my journey with you.

I was born and raised in Gaza, a place I once called home. Life was simple but beautiful. I remember sitting with my family in the evenings, drinking tea and telling stories. I remember walking through the streets, greeting neighbors, feeling like I belonged. I remember celebrating birthdays, laughing over silly jokes, and dreaming about the future.

But in the blink of an eye, everything changed. My home is gone. My family is not whole anymore. My city is unrecognizable. 💔 The streets that once felt so safe are now filled with emptiness. The laughter has been replaced with silence.

And yet, I hold onto my memories. Because memories remind me of who I am, where I come from, and what truly matters. They remind me that love, family, and connection are stronger than destruction.

If you’re reading this, take a moment to appreciate the little things. Hug your family, tell someone you love them, appreciate the warmth of home. These small moments are what truly make life beautiful. 💙

✅️ Vetted by @gazavetters {537} ✅️

[starkitxxz]

A dance to our demise

Crowe x gn!reader

WARNINGS: gore, death, BAD ENDING SPOILERS

It's been a month since I took a break from writing. It's hell here </3 I'll try to write my silly drafts and bug my editor about it hehe :3

Ib theories about Crowe🥀

Your eyes fluttered open, waking up to a gloomy room, suffused with the absence of illumination—yet a yellow flame burns ever so slightly in your vision.

A bright, white light abruptly beamed directly at the figure before your very eyes, illuminating him from top to bottom. You blinked frantically, focused on nothing but the man standing idly on checkered tiles, the center of attention, hogging the spotlight. A candlestick—no, a white carnation in his hand, keeping it close to his chest as you rose from the bitterly cold ground. The sound of your footsteps echoed throughout the room, and you squinted as you approached him. You can’t see his face, or rather, what he looks like, and you can’t remember either. How odd. 

The light flickers briefly.

And suddenly, his face isn’t blurry anymore–Crowe?!

“Did you miss me?” he asked, reaching a hand out, eyes fixated on you. His pale blue eyes, once full of life, a sparkle gone; leaving it lifeless. 

Taking his hand, he pulled you to the spotlight and dropped the flower. He has a hand on your waist, the other holding your right hand, as the faint sounds of piano and violin begin to play. A slow, melancholy tune bringing a sense of calmness to your ears.

“Follow my steps,” Crowe said as he took your hand, wrapping the other around your waist. He moved ever so gracefully underneath the hollow light as you followed him, feeling every rhythm to every step, effortlessly done with elegance. 

His eyes fluttered shut, as if feeling each moment of this slow waltz in a trance. You followed his movement, an attempt to keep up with him. As the music plays, time doesn’t seem to pass, as if no such thing could ever exist in this palace. Just you and Crowe, dancing to the melody, in this place you are uncertain of.

That’s what matters.

White carnations bloomed beneath your feet, covering the tiles with beautiful, innocent flowers. As vines appear from the marble statues, the floral smell enters your lungs. 

Every step feels like a sin, crushing the pretty petals with your feet. You look down and notice something—a moment before you realize, the flowers beneath you are slowly turning red every step you take. A bloody shade painting each of its soft, white petals a crimson color; turning it into a beautiful, red carnation. 

The light flickers once again, showing a glimpse of Crowe’s blurred image. The features of his face are pixelated, hiding every exquisite trace of him.

And while it smelled of fragrant flowers, that familiar metallic scent hit you like a distinct memory. It was all too strong, all too familiar—like a reminder you cannot seem to recall at this moment.

He spun you around, slowly and gently, afraid of moving too hastily as if he might hurt you, like how bloodied thorns struck him from underneath. There was gentleness in the way he danced with you, holding you close like it was the last time. Will there be a forever in this dance of eternal demise?

As you continued to follow his movements, the music began to sound distorted, bloodied carnations sprawling out of the once unsoiled ground. Deadly thorns grew on vines, aiming towards Crowe’s hair. Chunks of it scattered on the flowers, yet, he continues to dance to the now unpleasant melody. 

He spins you again, slowly and gently. Once you faced him again, blood has stained his vest. A shiver ran down your spine at the sight, yet he’s still gazing at you with those lifeless eyes, a faint smile on his lips; it was strangely terrifying, and even so, a hint of tenderness unveiled his empty shell of life. Perhaps, you’re the only one who he wants to hold forever, be it a slow waltz or a forbidden act of his once aching heart.

A heart that was patient, yet never got the chance.

He hastily swayed to the right, increasing the speed of his movements as the lights began to flicker the more you looked at him. His hand intertwined with yours as the stench of blood filled your lungs, and a sudden image of Crowe’s corpse hits your brain like a truck. 

Do you finally remember?

A tear rolls down your cheek, the distorted melody almost coming to an end as you continue to dance this nightmare with him. You watch as the same vines on the walls creep up to his neck, wrapping its bloody thorns around it, like it’s about to decapitate him. Your lips trembled in fear, compelled to the ugly view before you.

He slows down in his tracks, the music has finally come to an end, and all it took was for him to let go of your hand and–

SNAP

His now cold body drops to the ground of what was once a field of pure, unstained carnations, now impurified in blood by what it believed was a sin: love.

It was love that brought you two here, love was what shone the most in each glimmering star. One’s heart who ached for you, from affectionate gestures to an intimate kiss under the starry sky; to the pink hue of his cheeks with hearts in his deep blue eyes, a beautiful shade to look at, like precious sapphires. What you thought was the best memory, turned into the worst with a price to pay. 

Before you could run to him and hold what remained a piece of himself, a sharp pain rose to your stomach. 

You looked down and saw a large plant stabbed into your organ. You collapsed to the ground with him when blood spilled out of your mouth, catching one last glimpse of Crowe’s lifeless state. You tried to reach your hand out, but it was already too late.

Even in the afterlife, he will always lose what he cannot have. One way or another.

[starkitxxz]

First PV of Black Butler : Emerald Witch Arc , the anime will air on April 5th source

[starkitxxz]

[ WORDS OF APPRECIATION ]

No updates whatsoever! Just a few words of gratitude for this little surprise made by fans, I didn't expect this when I was boothing during BeeCon last weekend.

Thank you so much to the people in the fan discord server for hosting this little gift for me! (Also the sudden grocery list given to me in my booth, got me and my booth mate all rigged HDSHAD).

This is so sweet of you guys and I am really happy I get to inspire a lot of people because of my works, gets me all humble and embarrassed and stuff.

You all didn't need to do all of this but you guys paved the way and I couldn't be any more grateful, I'll treasure these gifts! (In the shrine it goes).

I'm going through the drive atm, you guys are crazy (Who owns this standee, this is peak insanity I love it) THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE FAN ARTS AND THE FAN LETTERS.

Thank you so so much again and for this lovely surprise!! I'll do my best on this game's works, to think you guys all like this silly personal project I made (and it inspired you guys?? That's insane, UEUEUE PLEASE I'M HAPPY TO BE ONE OF YOUR INSPIRATIONS WAHH.)

special thanks to both @marzzzikat @enzodraws!

[starkitxxz]

donee ^^

(totally didnt give up :3)

[starkitxxz]

Quick Happy Valentine's to all!! ❤💋

[starkitxxz]

Happy Valentine's day ! ⁠♡ It seems that they came together to celebrate the day, don't make them wait too long outside !

I try to design new outfits for them, hope it's fine !

[starkitxxz]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!

Due to the time difference, Valentine's Day is earlier here!!HAD anyway!!!🩷🩷🩷

[starkitxxz]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY REN^_^ !

this was such a last minute piece ahdksjdksj