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activities that connect me to certain kin identities

angel :

bathing in cold, running water with a bowl or plate

spending time around devoted, older christians and aiding them with things

protecting or assisting vulnerable members of society - older people, young children, animals, etc

canine :

being in large, social groups of close friends/family

running through woodlands at night [wolf specific]

steering or chasing “prey” (playfully; friends and family, squirrels or birds)

pool activities like chasing balls or racing [farm dog specific]

vampire :

listening to my partner’s heartbeat or feeling their pulse

allowing my circadian rhythm to be more natural (nocturnal)

paying attention to my canines - running my tongue along them, biting objects/my partner, brushing my teeth

navigating the world by scent, hearing and touch rather than sight due to my blindness (also applies to feline identities)

feline :

watching “prey” like birds or insects

curling up in bed with my pet cats and allowing them to groom me

basking in sunlight or warm spots

lurking in concealed hiding spots such as closets or pantries

navigating the world by scent, hearing and touch rather than sight due to my blindness (also applies to vampire identity)

ghost [often-times caused by psychosis] :

being unacknowledged; passing through large groups of people without being noticed, being ignored by friends or family

interacting with older objects; old houses, shredded blankets, classic books, candles or lanterns

going certain periods of time without eating, sleeping, etc and not recognizing that i'm hungry or tired

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humanity has always been entwined with wolves since the beginning of time. is it really all that surprising that some of us feel a deeper connection to the canine world than others?

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My giant chiropractor wife

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the tek of the slab variety...

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me when im robotkin and the bfs are robotfuckers

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Writing Commissions

I've been meaning to do this for a while, but I will be opening writing commissions. I want to buy a new computer for college and, since I can't work due to various circumstances, this is a good opportunity.

My Ao3 accounts are listed below if you wish to take a look at my other writings!

https://archiveofourown.org/users/naofaun

https://archiveofourown.org/users/fly_phoenix_fly

And here is a rentry with further information!

https://rentry.co/naocomms

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Im right.

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full moon by boris valentinovich shcherbakov (1988)

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without my owner, time stops existing. people aren't real. the things around me aren't real. i enter a state of partial existence. until my owner returns and can order me to exist again, i simply float between time and space.

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just a pretty little doll watching silly little humans

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you are not you.

and yet i still see you.

i see the wings beneath your clothes, rustling and trying to get used to being so small.

i see the horns beneath your hair, threatening to grow and point towards the skies like they did before.

i see the claws beneath your nails, wanting to poke free and scratch at the bark of the nearest tree.

i see the pads on your hands, soft and invisible, waiting to touch the snow of tundras again.

you are not you.

and yet i still see you.

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sitting next to kids in class feeling so incredibly different from them and prideful of the fact. they don't notice me but im here, lurking in the shadows.

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shoutout working dog therians yall r cool as hell

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Me howling (posting) across the valley range (tumblr) to see if any fellow wolves (tumblrians) are crossing (viewing) my territory (my blog)

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losing my shit trying to describe how my gender and sexuality is influenced by my non humanity because yes i can technically use the labels agender and panromantic. but by using those labels, im implying humanity and an understanding of human's concepts of gender and sexuality. im panromantic and agender in a non human sense, but to use something like gendervoid implies a lack of gender. i HAVE a gender, i HAVE a sexuality, but human terms cannot possibly describe it. and because i technically have a gender, agender wouldn't work either unless we change the definition enough to mean “no human gender” instead of “no gender”.

maybe im better off being unlabeled 😭 if humanity can't possibly describe it then trying to force humanity to describe it might never work out for me

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shout out to all the sheep, cows, chickens, pigs, etc that i as a border collie was made to guide :3

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people will see something be normalized and accepted in society and call it a “trend”. as if that's a bad thing. as if it's shameful to bring to light the countless cases of abuse and harassment and misinformation and overall cruelty towards “different” things. as if it's shameful to want to make the world a better place and help people learn to love themselves.