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sugakookielix · 2 years

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OMG when I tell you I am speechless reading this! It is so beautiful and I was smiling so hard reading it! Both of these boys are absolute angels and the writing is so cute! I can’t thank you enough Eden I love you to death and now I’m definitely looking forward to the Felix fic whenever it comes out!

@sugakookielix

Hello my beautiful beautiful beautifullllllllllllllllllllllllllllll moot! My god I am so excited to be posting this ship for you! This is an early birthday present from me, but since I normally do ships anyway I wanted to sweeten the deal with a cottagecore call me by your name winery kid Felix fic which I will try to have up before your birthday or on your birthday? Idk anyways I hope you are having an amazing day and I honestly adore you to the moon and back. That’s all.

Oh wait I forgot thank you thank you thank you for my Love Triangle ship! I’ve been a lil woozy and sick so I haven’t properly read it but I saw Taehyun and Jay and freaked out so bad ahhh thank you! Taehyun is my bias and I’ve been so down bad for Jay lately. I’ll definitely send an actual ask over to you guys to thank you, anyways onto your ship!

~Stray Kids~ Jeongin

Man, I ship the two of you so damn hard it’s insane. I will try my hardest to not let my fanboying get out of hand but seriously, I thought on this for a while and I couldn’t stop myself from ultimately shipping you with Jeongin. I admit on the surface the two of you seem quite different, but honestly, I see this working in your favour. There is room for growth, you will both be able to achieve a beautiful sense of unity while expanding each other’s comfort zones. In this scenario Jeongin would be positively whipped for you, he would catch the love bug so quickly it would almost seem comical. He would play along with the light teasing that his members would subject him to, while still remaining adamant about how much he adores you. He would quickly come clean that he hadn’t dated someone who is more reserved yet creatively expressive, though this isn’t the only reason he is dating you, he makes sure to remind you that he is here holding your hand because you are one of a kind. Another thing that I just have to mention is that the two of you are just so effortlessly sweet and charming, it’s only natural that the two of you would be drawn to one another.

Now I probably bombarded you with so many concepts in the first paragraph, but I have so much to discuss when it comes to your relationship. It wouldn’t be long and Jeongin would become insanely sentimental over you, this sounds sappy and maybe he plays up the sappiness just to hear your beautiful laugh. Jeongin could go on about all the things he loves about you but it would come out as a messy string of words, what he really means to say is that you have changed how he sees life. As you could probably tell the two of you would possess a relationship that resembles true, otherworldly soul mate love.

Keep in mind this boy will definitely gush about every small thing you do and shout to the world that he is the happiest he has been in a while, throughout all of his youthful optimism he takes your relationship seriously and will try his hardest to be an amazing partner. Initially his attempts will seem kind of pushy but as he warms up to the relationship, he will take a step back and allow everything to unfold as time goes on. Despite your differences you will always feel comfortable around him, you will never have to hide your true self. He actually wouldn’t ever want you to be dishonest around him, he just wants you to go about your life and be yourself because that’s exactly what has him head over heels in love. I can actually see him trying his best to impress you by adopting a more “manly” or “mature” position in your relationship. But that being said he is a complete softy for you, you mentioned that you can be a tad clingy, don’t worry fam Jeongin is clingy too. He has shown a slight distaste towards his members fussing over him but you’re an exception and he loves pulling you close and placing kisses all over your face, he is very open with his pda and you will always feel so loved.

This is probably the best part of your relationship in my eyes, it also partially relates back to what I said about you teaching him to take notice to things he would often overlook. He has learnt over time to notice the smallest sign of you not voicing how you feel, he will never be overbearing and force you to speak but he will always cup your face and recite the same words “You know you can tell me anything right” before he places a loving kiss on your lips.

~Seventeen~ Seungkwan

Ahh okay this another part of your ship that I was just so excited to write for. I just had a feeling that this pairing would be such a special one, I feel like this is another relationship that would be so hard to get out of once you’re in since you’d be that comfortable. As a matter of fact, I doubt the two of you would ever really argue, you both just coexist in a very peaceful way. This relationship would mean the absolute most to this boy, it’s no exaggeration when I say that you totally tick every single box in his eyes, you’re his dream girl. I don’t want this to sound like he is judgemental or strict in what he wants in a partner, because he isn’t really. But he is so biased when it comes to you, he is in love with every single quirk you have and he has the most fun when he is around you. If given the choice he would just spend the majority of his days with you, this sounds like an overdose of Seungkwan and vice versa but you truly just enjoy each-others company. I wouldn’t say your relationship is domestic in nature but it’s definitely one of the more comfortable relationships to be in.

The first thing I want to mention and the cutest thing ever would be his reactions to anything you do, even if he isn’t hollering it out everyone will know just how amazing his girlfriend is. This leads onto the way you treat each other in your relationship, it’s honestly so wholesome. Seungkwan is probably the most talkative and social out of the two of you, so whenever you are around people, he will almost always be the one lifting the mood. Dating Seungkwan there will be a few instances where you feel like you are nearing the edge of your comfort zone, but he will never let you venture outside of your boundaries alone. He is a very loving person; he always wears his heart on his sleeve and you will always know how he’s feeling. He’s aware of that being perceived as a vulnerability but he wouldn’t have it any other way, since it means that he can openly give you love and affection.

To some extent he is attracted to people who are similar in behaviour to him, you aren’t identical to him but the qualities you share really helps you connect on a deeper level. This also creates a really beautiful balance in your relationship, you’re the more methodical deep thinking one and he is the charismatic one who has a talent for communication. Not much would actually change when you’re dating, or at least you’ll feel as if nothing has truly changed once you both enter a relationship. In reality you will just feel that comfortable with each other on a daily basis, it will seem like you were both always meant to have a life where you coexist. Seungkwan is a hard worker, so there will be moments where you never really see him around that much but he will still bombard you with texts and random selcas to show you what he’s doing or to show you that he indeed remembered to eat.

He is a very dedicated person who has a passion for his life as an idol, his confidence hardly ever withers, he would actually feel more motivated knowing that you are proud of him. He will try so hard for you just so his dedication will seem sexy to you. On the whole Seungkwan is a fresh breath of air, he will always be keen on sharing his passions with you and will even beg management to let you just hang around while he’s recording his lines or dancing. He will also get so genuinely excited when you decide to share your passions because as I said before he is your cheerleader. He will be the most attentive, he just wants to be a part of your world, that’s the one thing that makes him feel like the luckiest guy on earth.

#katts rambling #kpop ships #moot #my new favorite ship

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sugakookielix · 2 years

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Little update:

So my birthday is in two weeks and I will be on vacation for it until the third week of June. I will do my best to do requests, Chapter 4 of Spider Lily and Finally Chapter 5 of Calico but idk if I'll have them posted until I get back.

Love you all!

#update #katts rambling #i forgot about my birthday lol

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Stray Kids Imagine: How They Cuddle

Prompt: How would the Stray Kids members cuddle with you

Requested? No

Genre: Fluff

Word Count: 979

Warnings: None

Gender neutral reader. Gifs are not mine!

Stray Kids Masterlist

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Bang Christopher Chan

Chans cuddles would be very gentle but firm. He loves to hold you close to him and just enjoy the feeling of you in your arms. When he’s at home he would love laying down with you on his chest, playing with your hair as you both talk about your day or whatever else comes to mind. If you came to visit at work he would have you in his lap so you could hug him while he works. His free hand able to rub your back and hug you while he works. Always willing to give you hugs when you feel down, you always feel safe in his arms.

Lee Minho

How Minho cuddles you really depends on how he’s feeling that day. Loves to curl up with you on the couch after a long day, just holding each other and either talking or watching something on TV. However, if he’s in a more playful mood you can bet he’s going to make getting affection from him difficult. Would constantly poke and tickle at you just to get a reaction or dodge your attempts to hug him only to drop in your lap a few minutes later when he’s tired. Needless to say, cuddles with Minho are never boring.

Seo Changbin

Such a softie for you and your affection. Always hugging you close to him whether that be laying in bed together or him back hugging you while you work. He loves holding you as he feels like he can protect you when you’re in his arms. Would absolutely love if you were to gently stroke his arm or face with occasional kisses while cuddling. Though there are also times when he has a stressful day at the studio and wants nothing more than to curl up and feel your arms around him, stroking his hair and talking to him softly until he falls asleep. In conclusion, Changbin is a soft baby that needs all of your love an affection whether he admits it or not.

Hwang Hyunjin

You are the one holding him 99/9% of the time. Hyunjin loves nothing more than coming home after a long day and just collapsing on top of you. Your chest is his personal pillow as he would nuzzle against you and listen to your heartbeat with his arms tightly around you. This gives you perfect access to play with his hair or rub at his back as he relaxes against you. In the chance that he is the one holding you, it would be the same position with the roles reversed, him laying or sitting back with you against his chest. Loves how close you feel to each other during these moments, especially if you haven’t seen each other in a while.

Han Jisung

A very loving and playful cuddler who will cling to you any chance he can get. Would love back hugs or just curling into your side as you two watch movies or play games. Constantly playing with your hands and giving you cute little kisses while cuddling against you. Will randomly sneak up behind you and hug you while humming and swaying you both softly. Also loves laying with his head on your stomach if you two are laying down or napping. If you try to get up for whatever reason, expect him to cling to you and whine until you either agree to sit back down or convince him to let you go.

Lee Felix Yongbok

Another very playful and clingy member. If you are in the area, you can bet Felix will be clinging to you. Will want to have you close to him as much as possible. He would snuggle into your side or be hugging you while dramatically nuzzling against you to get your attention. Would love to play games with you sitting in his lap, his head resting on your shoulder and occasionally kissing your cheek. Definitely the little spoon when you guys are at home, but would want to face you. He would lay facing you with one arm over your waist and your legs tangled together and you holding him while you two talk about whatever comes to mind before falling asleep together. Bonus points if you give him kisses while he’s falling asleep, be prepared for a large smile and tired giggles as he holds you closer.

Kim Seungmin

Seungmin wouldn’t be as affectionate as some of the other members but would still love to have you close to him. Likes sitting next to you so he could have his arm around you or will throw his arms over your shoulders. Will rest his head on your shoulder and just stay like that until one of you had to move. When it’s late and you’re both laying down he likes to hold you close with your back against his chest. His arm thrown across your middle keeping you pressed against him, occasionally leaving gentle kisses to your head as you watched movies or just waited to fall asleep.

(You’re Changbin)

Yang Jeongin

Another one who would prefer that you hold him as it makes him feel warm and loved. If you’re taller than he is, he would love for you to back hug him with your head resting on his head/shoulder. If you’re shorter, he would love to cuddle while sitting or laying down so he could lean against you with your arms around him. Rub his back softly and play with his hair as you two are curled up on the couch and he will be putty in your hands. Jeongin feels safe in your arms, so please protect him at all costs.

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BTS Scenario: First Kiss

Prompt: Your first kiss with BTS

Requested? Yes

Genre: Fluff

Word Count: 1.6k

Warnings: None

Gender neutral reader. Gifs are not mine!

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Kim Namjoon

Your first kiss would happen fairly early in your relationship but not until after you were comfortable with each other, maybe a month in or so. You were walking around the park with Namjoon, managing to drag him away from work for a few hours to come have a little picnic with you. The weather was nice and it would be a shame for him to stay locked up inside the practice room all day. You ate, laughed and talked about work, and now you were walking hand in hand to just enjoy the scenery before he had to go back to work. You were holding your little basket full of empty food containers in your other hand as you walked, swaying it softly with your steps. Unfortunately the break couldn’t last forever and Namjoon knew this as he looked down at his watch with a sigh.

“Thank you for bringing me out Y/N, it was a lot of fun. Though I really should get back to work now.” You knew he was right but you couldn’t help but pout a bit. Namjoon noticed this and couldn’t help but chuckle at how adorable you looked. He stopped and turned to face you, squishing your cheeks and laughing more as you tried to pout with your lips puckered. Before you could say anything he had leaned down and pressed his lips to yours gently, getting rid of any coherent thought and making you melt against him. Namjoon let go of your face to place his hands around your waist and yours moved to his shoulders, standing like that a moment before pulling away. Your cheeks were a bright shade of pink and his were no better as he smiled down at you. “You’re too cute for your own good you know that?”

Kim Seokjin

Your first kiss would happen a bit later into your relationship just because Jin wanted to make sure you were really comfortable with him. He had given you playful kisses on your cheeks, head, hose, hands, basically anywhere but your lips. It drove you crazy knowing how soft and full his lips were but you were too shy to initiate the first kiss yourself. Jin had invited you over for dinner, finally getting off early enough to cook properly for the both of you. You had offered to help but he firmly told you no, insisting it was his turn to treat you. So now you were sat against the counter, watching your boyfriend as he worked intently to finish your dinner. Whenever he passed by you he would give you quick little hugs or a peck on the forehead before returning to work. You had enough of the teasing games so the next time he leaned down to give you a peck you surprised him by grabbing his shoulders. Leaning up you pressed your lips together just long enough to enjoy the feeling before pulling away with a satisfied smile. Jin looked like a deer caught in the headlights as he stared down at you, lips slightly parted. His hand reached up to brush his bottom lip before laughing and smiling down at you.

“Cute Jagi, now how about you kiss me properly?” he said, puckering his lips as you laughed. Needless to say this was turning out to be a perfect night.

Min Yoongi

Your first kiss would just happen randomly, neither of you really planning for it to happen. You had managed to pull Yoongi away from work long enough for a movie night, the two of you curled up on the couch with various snacks and taking turns picking the movies. Yoongi had been against the idea at first, you could tell by the way he relaxed in your hold that he was in need of a break. He was laying on the couch with you between him and the back of the couch, your head resting on his chest so he could play with your hair. Your head was slowly rising and falling with his breathing and an occasional chuckle from something happening on screen. At one point his breathing slowed and you turned your head to look at him, only to find him staring at you. You giggled shyly and were about to ask what he was looking at when he suddenly moved. Yoongi sat up slightly and cupped your chin before softly pressing your lips together. You immediately relaxed and ran your hand through his hair. Yoongi chuckled a bit and smiled as you pulled away, still staring at you.

“I know I don’t tell you this enough but I really do love you Y/N, thank you for being with me.”

Jung Hoseok

Your first kiss would have been anticipated for a while but when it happened would be a surprise. Hobi had wanted to kiss you since he dropped you off from your first date but didn’t want to scare you away. There had been many times where he looked at you oddly or leaned in like he was going to kiss you before pulling away with a laugh. At this point you were just used to it and never expected anything more when he did it. You had come to visit Hobi at practice, bringing him a light but filling lunch and just wanting to see your boyfriend for a few minutes before he needed to get back to work. He didn’t notice you at first, but the second he saw you through the mirror he was eagerly running over you with a small shout of excitement. You laughed as he grabbed you and spun you around a bit, not caring that he was covered in sweat from dancing for hours.

“I brought you food,” you said through laughs, showing him the bag. Hobi glanced at the bag for a moment before back at you, his smile never leaving his face. His grip on you tightens and he leans forward again, but this time he actually kisses you. Your eyes widen for a second before slowly relaxing in his hold and returning his kiss. Laughter filled the room the second the both of you pulled away.

“I’ve been wanting to do that forever, thank you Baby.”

Park Jimin

You would be the one to kiss him first probably on one of the first few dates. Perhaps you seemed a bit desperate, but who wouldn’t want to kiss Jimin if they got the chance? You two had gone out for a cute private dinner date, finishing up and getting ready to leave. Noticing how dark it was out, you ran your hands over your arms to prepare for the cold air, having forgotten your jacket. Jimin notices and quickly shrugs off his jacket to place it over your shoulders. His hands stay in place as he leads you to the exit, bowing to the staff wishing you a good night and smiling down at you. You make it outside and to his car and that’s when you look up at him.

“Tonight was lovely, thank you Jimin,” you said, leaning up to kiss his cheek. He blushes and giggles shyly in response, turning to say something to you when you take advantage of the position. Careful not to drop his jacket, you cup his face and kiss him softly. Jimin squeaks softly but gently kisses you back, holding your shoulders softly. When you pulled away, he was a stuttering and giggling mess as he tried to form a coherent sentence.

“I...you...we just...wow.”

Kim Taehyung

This boy would have the whole thing planned out, really wanting to make it special and impress you. All of your dates with Taehyung felt like they were out of a kdrama, even the random ones where you just hung out at home. Taehyung always did his best to make every moment with you special so your first kiss was no different. It happened on your birthday, Tae managing to get the day off to spoil you on your special day. Going out, mini shopping sprees, dinner, whatever your heart desired you got it. You thought the day couldn’t get any better but your boyfriend proved you wrong as he walked you home. As you reached your door he stopped you before you could open the door. Carefully setting down the bags he was holding, Taehyung wrapped his arms around you and pulled you towards him. You locked eyes for a moment before connecting your lips in a soft but still passionate kiss. Taehyung brushed your hair out of your face and watched as you blushed and looked away from him.

“Happy birthday Prince(ss).”

Jeon Jungkook

It would take a while for your first kiss to happen and you would be the one who initiates it. As confident as Jungkook portrayed himself to be, he was still a bit nervous when it came to you. It had taken you a while to even get him to hug you properly because he acted like you would break. He had invited you over for a little game night one night when he got done early with work. You two had been playing video games for the last few hours, each round resulting in playful banter and even a bit of wrestling depending on who won the round. Jungkook was quite the sore loser so when you won your current round he was quick to jump on accusations.

“You cheated!” he shouted, shoving his controller at you while you laughed

“I did not, you just suck at this game!” you went back and forth for a while until you got an idea to make him quiet. While Jungkook was still whining you set your controller down and moved closer to him. Before he had time to react, your lips were pressed against his, effectively shutting him up. He blinked up at you for a second before smirking as he realized what happened.

“Fine you win this round. But when I win this one I want another kiss.”

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AN: It’s been a while since I’ve done a reaction so figured why not get back into it.

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sugakookielix · 2 years

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Kpop ships

I'm kinda bringing the shipping era back! Until I feel like closing it again. I'll be doing some kpop ships. With a more interesting idea.

Ships available

Astrology ships - send your big 6 in my ask with your favourite color. (Max 2 grps)

Written ships - describe your personality in minimum 10 lines lol. (Max 2 grps)

Another universe - send your favourite aesthetic, color, flower and genre and I'll ship you with one of the mentioned grp member and write a au/story. (Max 1 grp)

Intuitive ships - ship me with one of the mentioned grp members and tell me why and I'll do the same for you using my intuition.

Appearance ship - send me your aesthetic and 2 selca of yours (it will be private) (Max 3 grp)

MTL - Based on your ideal type. I'll tell you who are you most compatible with most to least (Max 2 grps)

Kpop groups I do ships for

Ateez

BTS

EXO

Enhypen

Stray kids

Seventeen

SuperM

Tomorrow × together

Blackpink

Itzy

Mamamoo

Aespa

Rules to participate

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sugakookielix · 2 years

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Writing is hard and I swear I’ve rewritten this chapter for a fic like five times.

This is an odd question but would anyone be interested in beta and proofreading a story I’m working on for my side blog? It’s a seventeen hybrid au story that I hope to have finished either tonight or tomorrow.

Feel free to reach out if interested, lowkey also just wanna find more Carats to interact with lol

#Seventeen #seventeen fanfic #seventeen fanfiction #svt #svt fanfic #svt fanfiction #kpop #kpop fanfic #kpop fanfiction #hybrid au #fanfic #fanfiction #beta reader #carats #horanghae #update #Katts rambling #someone help me ples

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sugakookielix · 2 years

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how to trick writers into giving you more fanfic to read

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sugakookielix · 2 years

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^^^^

Now that’s Katts (kind of) over their Tumblr crisis. While we work on ship requests you guys should feel free to talk to us and ask us things. A lot of you guys are repeat requesters or even mutual followers with our main accs so we wanna talk to you guys more. It also serves as a nice break from constantly spamming y’all with ships.

Talk to us! Ask us anything, we’re bored lol

~Katt and Angel

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sugakookielix · 2 years

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You Guys!

After trying four times to get tickets I finally got to get them for SKZ anaheim. The excitement and relief I feel right now! Ugh I wanna cry

#update #Katt is emotional #stray kids #stray kids world tour #stray kids tickets #skz #skz world tour

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Spider Lily: Chapter 3

Story Summary: You really do love Felix and Changbin despite what everyone thinks. You love them more than anything, that’s why you can’t be near them. Heaven forbid they get too close, or worse, get hurt.

Chapter Summary: After the stressful events of the last few days, you try to reassure Felix that your relationship is fine.

Pairing: Human Changbin x Vampire Reader x Human Felix

Chapter Rating: PG

Genre: Mostly fluff, slight angst at the beginning

Chapter Warnings: None, just Felix getting the love and affection he deserves.

Word Count: 4k

Spider Lilly Masterlist

Stray Kids Masterlist

All images used in header are not mine. I do not own any of the characters, only the story. Do not copy, translate, or repost my work onto other sites without my permission.

AN: I finished this story at like 3am after the first draft got deleted so it is not betad. If there are any spelling, grammar mistakes please let me know.

“Felix!” you call out as you knock on the door again, “come on you can’t hide from me forever!” You can hear shuffling on the other side but the male in question makes no effort to actually open the door or even talk to you. You groan and hit your head against the door before sliding down dramatically and resting your back against the wall. Fine then, if he wanted to be stubborn then two could play at that game. You could, theoretically, sit there forever while he would need to come out of his room eventually. All you had to do was wait for that moment.

Ever since that garlic incident and the very awkward dinner that followed, Felix had been distancing himself from you. He never avoided you, but he would never cling to you and the second Changbin was around he seemed to back away entirely. You had wanted to confront him the moment you noticed it but Changbin assured you that he just needed space and would come around eventually. Well, that had been almost a week ago and you were tired of waiting.

You had tried approaching Felix after he got home from practice, Changbin staying late at the studio with Jisung and Chan to finish up a track. Felix came home to find you waiting on the couch for him, occupying yourself with some random drama you found on television. Things had been tense already but the second the words, “We need to talk,” left you he was locking himself in his room. As fast as you were, you didn’t react quick enough to catch him so now you were stuck waiting outside the room until one of you gave up.

Yeah, you had realized by now you had probably gone about this the wrong way and scared Felix, but there wasn’t much you could do about that now. You didn’t have the ability to turn back time and you couldn’t exactly explain yourself when your boyfriend refused to listen. If he could at least open the door and look at you that would be a start.

“I just want to talk to you,” you called out, much softer than when you were chasing him, “I promise it’s nothing bad.” Silence was the response you got and by now you were starting to lose your patience. Your teeth dug into your lip to keep from saying anything that would condemn you and you took a deep breath before speaking again. “Lix I just want to know why you’ve been avoiding me? Ever since that night, it feels like you’ve become a stranger. Talk to me please! I just want to know what’s going on.” Silence again and you were about to call it quits when you heard a thump from the other side of the door, signaling that Felix had sat down as well. It wasn’t opening the door but at least now you knew he was listening so you would take it. You were thinking about what to say next when he beat you to it.

“You hate me now, don’t you?” his voice was small and he sounded like he was going to cry. You sighed softly and shook your head despite him not being able to see you.

“Why would I hate you?” you asked as gently as possible. Felix sniffled a bit before answering.

“I keep messing up, I almost hurt you and I make you uncomfortable. I see how close you are with Changbin and I’m left out so I figured you didn’t want me around anymore.” There it was, everything was slowly starting to make sense and you had to huff to stop yourself from laughing.

“Baby boy I don’t hate you,” you assured, “you’re not messing up anything. You made a mistake but no one got hurt and I already forgave you for that. I thought you knew that after dinner.” You shook your head and took a deep breath before continuing, “Yeah I got a bit closer to Changbin but the only reason you feel like you’re left out is because you’re the one leaving yourself out. How am I supposed to give you attention when I never see you huh?”

“I guess...” Felix whispered. You rolled your eyes and stood up, gently placing your hand on the door. “Can you let me in please? I’m sorry that I made you feel left out so let me prove to you that I care. It’s too late to go out but we can play games or watch a movie until Changbin comes home, how does that sound?” He didn’t answer verbally but you could hear him scramble to stand up. The sound of a lock clicking echoed and Felix opened the door, peeking through a small crack and looking up at you. He didn’t look like he was crying but you could see the sad look in his eyes and the glistening of tears in the corner. Exhaling softly, you gently pushed open the door and let yourself into the room, Felix stepping back to invite you in.

You softly pushed the door closed with your foot, not taking your eyes off of your boyfriend. He looked conflicted as his gaze darted around the room. Part of him wanted to believe what you said and embrace him, but he was still really unsure about all of this. You didn’t give him time to overthink and make things worse as you stepped forward and pulled Felix into a hug. He tensed under you but you didn’t care as you held him close to you and nuzzled your face against his neck. It had been a minute since you had been close to Felix and you were reminded of how different he was compared to Changbin.

Felix had a smaller frame despite being taller, it felt like you were the one holding and protecting him. He also wasn’t as warm as Changbin, feeling slightly cooler against you and his skin was softer. Lastly, and most prominent, his scent was much sweeter. Whereas Changbins scent struck you as a natural musk, Felix was lighter and almost sugary. It was a distinct contrast between the two of them but surprisingly pleasant. It made both boys stand out more while also blending in together, you couldn’t imagine one without the other. A part of you also wondered how you felt to them if they could feel your presence the same way that you felt theirs. You would have to ask them one day.

After a minute of just standing there Felix finally returned your hug. His arms wrapped around you and gripped at your shirt desperately as he hid his head in your shoulder. You smiled and relaxed a bit as you held him, humming softly and rubbing his back. Neither of you said anything, just standing in the middle of the room and holding onto each other. Felix was the one that pulled away first, keeping his hands around your waist as he raised his head to look at you.

“So you promise you don’t hate me?” he asked, making you giggle a bit.

“I love you too much to ever hate you,” you leaned forward to place a quick kiss on his nose which made him laugh as well. Though Felix was quickly back to pouting as he tightened his grip on your waist.

“You gave Changbin a proper kiss, why don’t I get one?” he whined. All you could do was huff in amusement, trying to look serious but your smile betraying you.

“As you wish,” you reached up to cup his cheek before leaning down to press your lips together softly. Felix immediately responded by kissing you back and bringing one of his hands up to rest at the back of your head. “Happy now?” you asked once you pulled away, Felix had turned a good three shades of red and was smiling wider than you thought was humanly possible.

“Much better!” he confirmed, “now, what movie did you want to watch?”

It took a couple of moments to select a movie and gather a few snacks, as well as letting Felix shower and change into his pajamas before you two were curled up in bed together. A few pillows supported you as you rested against the headboard with Felix snuggled into your side. His head was against your chest and his arm was lazily thrown across your stomach. Occasionally he would move to grab at one of the snacks but otherwise, he was still, focusing on the movie as you lazily played with his hair. You let Felix choose the movie, not really following it but as long as he was happy you didn’t care.

You guys were maybe a quarter of the way through when Felix began to shuffle against you. “It’s kind of weird that you don’t have a heartbeat,” he mused with a laugh.

“Bad weird or good weird?” you asked as you adjusted to look down at him. His head was perfectly still on your chest, no movement from you that would cause him to move. To you this was normal but it was likely he wasn’t used to that fact yet.

“It’s definitely not bad,” Felix assured, “it’s just strange in a way. Like you look human and you act human but you’re not. You’re cold, you don’t have a heartbeat and you don’t even have to breathe if you don’t want to. It’s like you’re an illusion or something?” You raised an eyebrow at his rambling, not understanding exactly what he was talking about. You reasoned it was just Felix coming to terms with how you worked now that the changes were obvious. Yeah, he knew you were a vampire, he could see in some instances that you were a vampire, but if someone didn’t know better they could assume you were human.

You also, ironically, weren’t that well educated on your own kind. Did schools even teach students about vampires, was that necessary? You guys weren’t born, you were created so you just instinctively had the knowledge you needed to survive. The urges took some getting used to but you knew what you could do, what you were capable of, what you needed, and what you needed to avoid. You also weren’t a part of a coven or family like other vampires, staying by yourself with maybe one or two close friends so you really didn’t care about the norms or ins and outs of your species. If you needed to know you could figure it out then but as of right now you didn’t care. Perhaps that was why your boyfriend's fascination confused you because you didn’t really stop to consider that it would be odd. Then again, in all the time you had known both of them they had only asked a handful of questions. Seems that would change now that you were starting to open yourself to them.

Felix had returned his attention to the movie by this point. You had been too far in your own thoughts to pay attention to what was happening. You just stared at the screen trying to process what was going on. If Felix noticed you weren’t paying attention he didn’t say anything about it. He reached for another snack before freezing and looking back up at you. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen you eat anything, can you?” The question was so innocent that you couldn’t find it in yourself to be offended by the assumption.

“Depending on what’s in it, yes,” you answered, taking the chip he offered and glancing at it before taking a bite. It was much too salty for your liking but you quickly finished it before licking your lips. “My tastebuds are a bit sensitive and regular food won’t sustain me at all, but I can eat it just for the taste. I don’t often because it’s pointless but there are a few snacks I like.” He hummed in thought for a moment, staring at his food intently.

“Could you eat meat? If it was raw or undercooked then maybe that could do something because, you know?” he asked. This time you made sure he could see your questioning expression, silently asking if he was serious.

“I’m afraid that wouldn’t do much,” you informed, “it’s not enough.” The last part you practically whispered, not wanting to dive into such a sensitive topic. You never talked about feeding and there was a reason for that. Partially for your own peace of mind and also to make sure you didn’t come off as scary. Felix didn’t seem to get the hint though as he kept pushing, making you bite your lip as you thought about how to answer in a way that didn’t make you seem like some sort of monster.

“How often do you have to feed?” you really didn’t want to answer but didn’t really see a way out of this that wouldn’t make Felix feel bad.

“Do you really want to know the answer?” when he nodded you sighed, “it depends on how much I get. Donations tend to vary in amount but I can last over a month most of the time. Even then it takes a while before I really feel hungry.” Felix seemed content with that answer, nodding again and deciding to stop interrogating you for the time being. You felt relief wash over you when he shifted and focused all of his attention on the last part of the movie. You were now laying beside each other, your arm around his back and his resting on his leg as the other found a place beside his head.

The movie ended and you got up just long enough to clean up a bit before returning to bed and putting on the first recommended movie that popped up. Judging by how quiet Felix got and him gradually curling up more in the blankets, you knew he would fall asleep soon. Your plan was to stay with him until he did and then sneak out. Changbin should be home by then and you could leave them to rest while you dealt with your own business. You could always come back in the morning if you needed to.

It seemed that Felix read your mind though, as he practically wrapped himself around you once you got back into bed. Both his arms and legs were wrapped around you and his head was snuggled into your shoulder. “Y/N,” he muttered tiredly, “can you stay with me tonight, please? I really don’t want to be alone.” You wanted to argue that you couldn’t but you stopped yourself when you look down at Felix. His eyes were closed and his cheeks puffed slightly as he pouted in his tired state, hair falling in his eyes. His grip on you was tight and even the slightest movement had him clinging to you even more. It was almost embarrassing how much of an effect he had on you by just existing but you couldn’t bring yourself to tell him no.

“Just for tonight, I will stay,” you promised, pressing a kiss to the top of his head, “now go to sleep, you had a long day.” Felix muttered something you couldn’t quite understand but you felt him relax against you as he finally let sleep take over. You alternated between rubbing his back and playing with his hair while humming softly until you were sure that he was asleep and wouldn’t wake up. Even then you were careful not to wake him as you adjusted to a more comfortable position that let you move your arms freely while Felix used you as a pillow. This was the state Changbin found you both in when he finally came home from the studio. You slightly perched up watching some random romance drama that popped up with Felix curled up against you fast asleep. He chuckled softly and gave you both a quick kiss before getting ready for bed himself, leaving with a whispered promise to see you in the morning.

As your second movie came to an end, you realized this was probably going to be a really long night, though you wouldn’t dare move.

You ended up breaking your promise slightly and getting up just as the sun began to rise. Dashing over to the window and closing the curtains before the invading rays could reach your skin and burn you. Felix didn’t even stir at your absence, simply curling up to fill the empty space you used to occupy. Seeing that, you decided there would be no harm in staying out of bed as long as you didn’t leave the apartment. Both boys would be waking up to get ready for work shortly anyways.

You turned off the TV in his room and tucked the sleeping boy in before quietly exiting his room and making your way to the kitchen. Knowing your boyfriends, they wouldn’t get up until the last minute and wouldn’t have time to eat anything before heading to practice. You had learned from one too many experiences that them working all day without food was not a good idea so you decided to surprise them with breakfast. Something light so that they would at least have some food in them but not enough to make them sick with all of the intense choreography they had to do. Just watching them perform made you feel tired so you couldn’t imagine what that did to their stamina.

Pushing your hair out of your face, you rummaged through the kitchen to figure out what you could make that was quick and easy. By no means were you a good cook, but you had enough knowledge and experience under your belt to make something edible. The fact that they had just gone shopping a few days ago also made your job significantly easier. Instant rice, meat, seasoning, and a few vegetables and you were good to go. It wasn’t exactly the ideal breakfast, especially considering the more traditional Korean breakfasts you’ve seen, but it should be enough to last them until their lunch break. The heat from the pan made you hiss a bit, dodging a few hot juices being flung at you as you tried quickly cooking the meat and vegetables together while also watching the timer on the microwave to make sure you got the rice before it went off and woke up both the boys. Coffee was also an essential so you found yourself dashing all over the kitchen like a frantic chef working alone at a restaurant during a dinner rush. It was times like this that you were beyond thankful for your enhanced speed.

You could hear distant shuffling and footsteps which told you that one of your boyfriends was now awake. A few minutes later and you felt small arms wrap around you and pull you into a warm embrace. The build and scent immediately told you that the person behind you was Felix, making you smile as you leaned against him.

“Good morning Sunshine,” you greeted, turning your head enough to kiss his cheek. Felix laughed softly as he snuggled against you.

“You scared me when I woke up and you weren’t there, I thought you left,” he whined. The raspier tone of his voice was an indicator that he was still quite tired and you frowned a bit. It felt at times like they were working more than resting and that concerned you but you knew nothing about their job so who were you to question it. You trusted that the boys knew their limit and would rest if it became too much.

“I figured you guys would be hungry so I thought I would make you a quick breakfast before practice,” you explained. Turning off the stove, you separated the food into two portions before placing the dishes in the sink to be washed once they left. You set both breakfasts on the counter before turning around in Felix's hold. Wrapping your arms around his neck, you smiled softly before giving him a gentle peck, “How did you sleep Lix?”

“So much better than normal with you there,” he confessed, “you’re a really good pillow you know?”

“I wouldn’t know actually, you are the first one to ever use me as a pillow,” you teased. Felix laughed as he rubbed your arms softly.

“Well I wouldn’t mind having you as a personal pillow more often, you’re really comfortable,” he joked back. You rolled your eyes and pulled away, nudging him towards the food you just finished making.

“Hurry up and eat you dork, I want to make sure you guys have some food in you before going to practice. By the way, is Changbin planning on getting up any time soon?” Felix put his hands up in mock surrender as he walked over and grabbed one of the dishes.

“I’m pretty sure I heard him getting up when I went to the bathroom. I’m sure he’ll be out here shortly,” he said as he took the first bite, “this is great by the way! Thank you Y/N.” He continued to eat as you worked on putting everything away. You were planning on cleaning properly when they left but you didn’t want to risk leaving anything out because food was sensitive. Sure enough, Changbin stepped into the kitchen shortly after you gave Felix his breakfast. He also looked tired but slightly more awake than your younger boyfriend.

“Good morning,” he said with a smile, walking over to the both of you. He gave Felix a quick hug and kiss on the cheek before walking over to you and doing the same.

“Morning Hyung,” Felix greeted before motioning to the other plate, “Y/N made us breakfast.” You hummed in agreement as you handed it to him.

“You guys should hurry up and eat before you’re late, I would hate to be the one to get you guys in trouble,” you said half teasingly. You didn’t actually know if they would get in trouble for being late or not but you were assuming that would be the case given how demanding every other aspect of their job was.

“I’m sure Chan won’t mind if we’re a few minutes late,” Changbin said with a chuckle, “especially for such a good reason.”

“When you say good do you mean me or the food?” you questioned with a laugh of your own.

“Why not both?” Felix mused. You playfully rolled your eyes which made him smile. The boys quickly finished their food and thanked you before grabbing their things and getting ready to head out. You exchanged very brief hugs and quick goodbye kisses to the both of them before practically pushing them out the door with the promise to see them later.

Once they were gone you made your way back to the kitchen, doing the dishes and cleaning off the counter before wandering around a bit. You decided to make yourself useful a bit by straightening up so they wouldn’t have to worry about chores before calling it a day and returning back to your own place. It was still way too bright outside so you needed to rest a bit and catch up on a few things hopefully before the sun set. Though you kept your phone on and within arms reach the whole time, that way you would be available the second one of the boys needed you.

If anyone asked, you would definitely deny it, but it was becoming more and more obvious how devoted you were to Felix and Changbin. That thought alone was more than enough to terrify you, but you also wouldn’t want it any other way.

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