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Saja Boys

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so i escaped my abusive ex boyfriend in november of 2023 and lost everything i owned of sentimental value. my friends and i spent all day looking for items in discussion and we stumbled across a specific backpack i used to own

for privacy i wont show the seller page cuz it gives location

reached out to the seller!

my friend ended up getting it in case

seller reached back out

YOU GUYS????? BACKPACK LOST ITEMS DUE TO ABUSE ARC???? HAPPY ENDING????????

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ONE OF MY OLD CHARACTERS THAT I SAW ON MY ART FIGHT IT WAS LITERALLY NAMED SUGAR???? THE PROPHECY FORETOLD????

It's because he's an angel dust next generation and

Well

The term booger sugar

But his name is just sugar! GUYS

HIS NAME WAS SUGARRRR

FILLED WITH SUCH EUPHORIA RIGHT NOW

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what the hell, sure

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even if it kills me

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Please help! Sharing this would mean a lot. I’m sorry for posting about it so much- I wouldn’t if it weren’t serious. If you want to donate, here’s my Ko-Fi: https://ko-fi.com/zombieparty Even a share helps more than you know. Thank you!!

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tomorrow, i have a smoothie, banana, applesauce, and some cereal set aside for the morning <3

and im gonna have a baked potato for lunch

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TW ED mention ED recovery progress: still underweight but i'm getting appetite back i had a smoothie, two rice cakes, two pieces of ham, two cheese sticks, and a yogurt today and a thing of rice

usually, i can only handle one thing of rice and a can of soda or 1 bottle of water. is it a normal amount for most ppl? no but its what i can handle and its better than usual so im proud of myself today <3

my stomach gets easily sick if i put too much into it so i have to be careful what i put and how much

my boyfriend was cheering me on and telling me 'good, eat, get appetite' in call tonight

in the past, I'd be encouraged to be starved by past partners to be 'small, cute, and pliable' for them and thats not what i need

grateful for my shadow and milky rn <3

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YOU'VE WON AND ORGANIZED???? THATS A FLEX IF EVER I H E A R D. / genuine

All I can say is I expect MIT Mystery Hunt 2026 will have a Date Everything puzzle!

MIT mystery hunt?? ?OOO whats that????

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ooohh my gosh,i can 1000000% see this. HOPING WE GET THIS BECAUSE WHAT??? my family is mixed from my uncle who married my mothers sister and their kids, and im always in HIGH SUPPORT OF THIS SHIT. i had no idea MLK day weekend did this!!!! ill be looking out for it this yr and encouraging this thank u oomf!!!!

All I can say is I expect MIT Mystery Hunt 2026 will have a Date Everything puzzle!

MIT mystery hunt?? ?OOO whats that????

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i still think of this thing i wrote for our anniversary,,, <3

In honor of my Harlequin. (smilk fictive system member in my fiance's system)

What is the significance of a blue moon?

The term "blue moon" generally symbolizes a rare or infrequent event, and in some cultures, it's also associated with transformation, growth, and heightened spiritual energy.

When I see you

You are my night

My stars

My moon

My Venus

When I hear your laugh, as wheezy, giggly, silly, and with such abandon as it is, it provides the warmth of sunlight, the joy of a child's innocence, and the vitality of life.

When I hear your hums and gentled voice for only my ears, it's as if the universe provides me my own personal calling melody.

When you make me laugh because my tears are drowning me, and the pain is too much to bear, you're the hand that brings me out of the water.

When the darkness is cold, and the world is too large and complicated and loud, you hold your coat tails above me likes curtain, so only your face can be seen, sequestering me in security like a blanketed veil.

When the days are long, and frustration and pain eggshell my path, you pluck the pesky remnants and flick them away, so that I can have reprieve.

When I'm ill, you nurse me

When my mind is a storm, you calm the waves and whipping wind

When I lack my own care routine, out of distraction, keeping myself busy, or low self worth

You feed me

You know the little bits of me I can't even notice, because I'm so wrapped up in the demons that have clawed into my back for so long

Once in a blue moon

You are my once in a life time

And in every other

The broken road leads to you

Under you is stardust

And I am a humble star

Which basks within your

Respite

I love you so much, Harlequin. My jester, my blue moon, mi sombra, my loveliest blue rose.

May you rest your head under this cycle of the moon and sunshine that passed as our anniversary in this life

And may you awaken with warmth and love surrounding you

From

Your evermore

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im still thinking abt this au

Did I ever tell about the

#shadownilla hanahaki AU me and my fiancé made?

Essentially, I had the idea that "what if, instead of the person who isn't loved back is sick with flowers, it's the person who doesn't love them back?"

Essentially, utilizing the staff that pure vanilla has, his Vines and flowers slowly wrap around his body and suffocate him as a punishment. And it's also symbolic of how Shadow milks love is suffocating and surrounding him, especially when unrequited.

Now here's where we get interesting.

It's called hanacookie disease, and usually it's coughing up flour. Why? The disease was made by mystic flour cookie.

If you think about it, she corrupted because she was so upset about cookies taking advantage of her kindness And empathy, that in essence it was kind of basically like, not romantic but an unrequited form of love to cookie kind.

So she made an illness where it punishes the person who doesn't care about the other, it's a spiteful disease.

So she doesn't care much for when pure vanilla is afflicted.

.. until it turns around to Shadow Milk.

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shadownilla au based on us n fiance when we met and how, timeline area is first meeting, next reference will be later in life when both r in college together as philosophy majors and continue their relationship after. his skin tone is lighter cuz hes based on myself and im mixed indigenous but lighter skinned ITS NOT TO WHITEWASH 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏

PV and Smilk, as me and fiance, first met in a suicide ward, where they were at their lowest and brought the best out of each other in love, understanding, and healing the other needed.

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tw: implied SH and suicidal ideation

when Pink Moon Cookie, or Ever, turned himself into a cookie to prove to his coven cookies with sentience don't deserve to be eaten to the other witches, never did he imagine hearing the generations of sins and evil he was never told about as the youngest and newest member. and it breaks him. betrayal from someone you love and listen to, and look up to, would crumble anyone. witch, or cookie.

this is a very deep and personal piece for me and my fiance

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mlp musicv gave me a vision

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MLP cookie run au? Ok!!!

Shadow milk was known as the Stallion of Knowledge, and was Star Swirl the Bearded's mentor. He was one of the first five ponies of Equestria, known as The 5 Guiding Lights

Alicorns, who assigned these roles to the five ponies, who only the original 5 met, bestowed the Elements Of Unity to these five. However, upon corruption, became the elements of Chaos.

Now split into halves, through generations, five ponies would be Tested in their

Truth

Passion

Resolution

Abundance

And sense of Freedom.

To be bestowed these elements and keep them safe

The five ponies, trapped in the tree of harmony, were also freed when the elements of Harmony were released.

And so, the five ponies filter throughout Equestria, and invade territories, tempting the new Guiding Lights to the path of stray and temptation.

Hollyberry cookie is known as Sparkling Ador

White Lily is Fragrant Flower

Golden Cheese is known as Bold Strike

Dark Cacao is Resolute Gleam

And PV is Pure Honesty

Shadow milk is Doubtful Castor

Before he was Brightfont the Intelligent

Eternal Sugar Cookie is Sweet Paradise

Before she was Eternia the Kind

Burning Spice is Ruin Storm

Before he was Terraform the Wise

Silent Salt was Mute Moon

Before they were Solid Spark the Guise.

And Mystic Flour is Blight Mist

Before she was Intent Glow the Giving

Doubtful Castor I've gathered is a false alicorn bat pony, while Pure Honesty is a unicorn turned alicorn.

Sweet Paradise is a Kirin, due to their closed off nature

Mystic Flour is a changeling

Burning spice is a siren

Silent Salt I haven't figured out yet.

The reason Brightfont the Intelligent fell is he used dark umbra pony (Sombra 's species he found in the comics) magic to give himself magic, when he truly had none. Therefore, he knew too much

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