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I'm so tired, sittin' here waitin' If I hear one more "Just be patient" It's always gonna stay the same

So let me just give up So let me just let go If this isn't good for me Well, I don't wanna know Let me just stop trying Let me just stop fighting..

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I'm trying to go on despite everything that's happened. But it's so damn hard when I feel like suddenly someone came and ripped my heart out without mercy leaving a dark and empty hole in its place with a huge open wound bleeding slowly…I really try even if it seems like I don't but I just can't go on after that… my soul was shattered to pieces after that day, I feel a huge emptiness inside me that I desperately try to fill but there is nothing that can fill it…after that day my life lost the only sense it had, I don't find sense in anything anymore…nothing is worth it anymore….. I don't want to wake up one more day..one more day to the same..it hurts me too much to breathe..it hurts me a lot..I don't know how to make it stop..I don't know what I should do..my old friend solitude is screaming at me to have the courage to end all this once and for all..maybe this is the night..maybe….

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And you have already found out who you are. I've been in this search for 7 years and I still don't know who I am in any sense...I still don't know myself...I wonder if one day I will....

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In case no one has asked you today, how do you feel? Tell me how are you?

MY STATE: SURVIVING ANOTHER DAY...THIS IS SO HARD...I FEEL LIKE I CAN'T GIVE MORE...

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What is your true self that you can't show to anyone?

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Because it makes everything easier...I hate to explain myself every time I'm asked "Are you ok? I still can't answer that question because I don't even understand what's wrong with me.

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I so admire people who even on the rainiest of days can dance in the rain with a smile on their face and enjoy the moment.

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People who want to commit suicide often do not want to live... it is because they can no longer cope with their pain and want to end their suffering...

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Las personas que se suicidan mchas veces no es porque no quieran vivir...es porque ya no puden con su dolor..

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Strange Days..

it's those weird days where everything is fine but nothing feels right inside you where you know you shouldn't feel the way you feel. i should feel fine, normal, happy or at least calm and carefree. but i just feel the same as i have for a long time depressed. empty. alone. mentally exhausted and tired of everything and no one to care or talk to.

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space to unburden yourself.

Dear person reading this, if you identify yourself with what I express in my publications, if you are also in this lost struggle called depression, if you need someone to talk to or just to let off steam, you are free to write to me and I will gladly listen to you. sometimes you need someone to listen to you when no one else does or doesn't care.

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I TRIED..

i tried so many times that i lost count of how many times i got up only to fall back to the ground each time harder than the last time full of bruises, wounds that are there but you can't see them..full of pain and bleeding inside but god knows how many times i wanted to give up and decide to try one more time to fail again and you know i really tried but i can't anymore..and i don't want to--maybe this life is not for me..the only thing i did is waste my life and throw it away….

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God knows how much I don't want to be here anymore…and how much I can't go on with all this…I'm about to say goodbye to everything tonight…I can't take it anymore…may God forgive me…but all the times I begged for his help or a sign he never answered and he never listened to me either….

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CURRENT STATUS: Fucked up from fucking depression and lying on the floor crying and exhausted from life. 🫡

NOTE: like this or clearer.🤷‍♀️😮‍💨

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I am very tired of everything..of this so called life that only s problem after problem..exhausted mentally and emotionally..my mind and my heart no longer give more..and yet deep down I keep screaming for help but as I do not express it with my mouth nobody hears them…..