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@double-dorks-beanie 😍

Not quite the same ring as 'Plant your Feet' but Billy gets it.

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Has anyone noticed more use of “consensual sex pollen”? Doesn’t that feel like it kind of defeats the purpose of the trope? I guess it’s people using it consensually as an aphrodisiac, but i feel like I’ve been in fandom drama land so long it’s hard not to view it as people trying to make “safe” a trope where the unsafe nature is the whole point. Like people who feel guilty for their love of the trope or something

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I remember a kink "wiki" (actually a set of DW posts) that harped on and on about how tentacles could be consensual. Sure, they can, but my dude... you're running kink-themed fandom events... what the fuck do you think most of the tentacle fans are after? It was so egregious on so many trope descriptions that it ended up being mega kink-shamey.

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A hummingbird thought a man’s orange hat was a flower [x]

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Heyoooo Happy Monday!

Did yall read last nights Sinful Sunday update? its here if you didn't get a chance yet!

I also got tagged by @lizzy0305 for WIP Wednesday Monday!

WIP MONDAY

Detroit Become Human, Hurt/Comfort, Sad Gavin Reed, HankCon established, previous Hankvin, eventual Hankconvin

My love language is misery: (Ch 3 preview)

It's silent in the car since Connor and Hank left the station to go check on Gavin.  According to Detective Chen, the younger Detective had left work shortly after their ‘interaction’ outside the breakroom. Mentioning something about needing a change of clothes before walking out. Hank and Connor were quick to follow him out the doors and Connor’s earlier worry only compounded the longer they traveled.  “To answer your question from earlier, about me and Gavin having a relationship. sorta.”  “Sorta how?” Connor asks, needing to know everything to sort out a best course of action to help Gavin.  Hank exhales through his nose and keeps his eyes forward out the windshield.  “Before everything went to shit, and before me and Annie got together again. When we were both young and single, and fuckin’ everythin’ that moved… We hooked up, few times. But I thought- He never mentioned…” Hank huffs a little, struggling to find the right words, “I didn't think it was more than that… Always thought we were just playin’ but, what he said yesterday… haven't been able to get it out of my head since.” Connor analyzes Hank's increase in blood pressure and stress and places his hand on Hank’s knee in comfort.  “What did he say?”  Hank takes one hand off the steering wheel to squeeze it before returning his hand to its previous position on the wheel.  “That I only want him when I can’t have him. Specifically, when I’m already with someone else. I don't know, I guess, now that I look back and think about it, I can see why he said it. I’ve never been very good at maintaining personal ‘relationships.’” “I don't know, I'd say this relationship is going quite well,” Connor smiles. It eases enough of the tension hanging in the car and Hank chuckles.  “Yeah, I think that’s sorta the problem.” “He perceives me as a threat,” Connor interprets. “Big time.” “I see.” “We’ve always had a, complicated, relationship, Gav and I. But he's got some of his own additional demons on board. I think that might be what’s fucking him up now. Especially since uh, we aren't doing to much to hide our relationship at work.” “Yes, perhaps we have been playing a little ‘fast and loose’ with that line,” Connor agrees.  “Mmm,” Hank agrees. A few moments of silence pass in the car and then Connor has to ask,  “What happened to him?” Hank’s next exhale is obviously conflicted.  “Can’t tell ya that, I’m afraid. Sorry Con. It's his business, nothing personal. I just wouldn't feel right.” “I understand,” Connor says, because he does. No unintended subtext. PTSD is something Connor is intimately familiar with now, and he wants to come across as non threatening as possible tonight. “Are there any general things I should be aware of? I don't want to unintentionally set off an attack.”  “Just, follow my lead. And let him come to you. When he’s dissociating, he can’t always see what's going on in front of him.” More pieces slid into place for Connor with that confession.  “Like this morning, in the breakroom.” “Yeah, exactly.” It’s quiet another moment and then Connor says,  “He’s lucky to have someone like you Hank,” because he means it. Gavin doesn’t have a lot of friends at the DPD thanks to his almost 24/7 sour mood. And after today, he could probably use one.  Hank scoffs a little disbelievingly at Connor’s praise but meets him in the middle with,   “Yeah well, hopefully we can at least convince him to accept our help.”

@sweeteatercat @treeffles @disdaidal @tradedsymmetry @covenscribe @advictoriams @negative-citadel @writerwhowritesao3 and anyone else who wants to!! Have a great day everyone, I'm gonna try and get some sun today!

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Dear Readers: Rule Of Nines Chapter 2 will be dropping this week 🤫

I've made the decision to split this one into two, so the total chapters planned for the fic will now be five instead of four. There was too much drama and angst to be contained in a single update... 👀

Chapter title is Betrayal pt. 1: so for those of you who read the first entry:

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oooo could we get a s3 jamie in his england national team kit???

sorry this took. checks watch. two and a half months. also sorry i got distracted by ass.

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Heyoooo Happy Monday!

Did yall read last nights Sinful Sunday update? its here if you didn't get a chance yet!

I also got tagged by @lizzy0305 for WIP Wednesday Monday!

WIP MONDAY

Detroit Become Human, Hurt/Comfort, Sad Gavin Reed, HankCon established, previous Hankvin, eventual Hankconvin

My love language is misery: (Ch 3 preview)

It's silent in the car since Connor and Hank left the station to go check on Gavin.  According to Detective Chen, the younger Detective had left work shortly after their ‘interaction’ outside the breakroom. Mentioning something about needing a change of clothes before walking out. Hank and Connor were quick to follow him out the doors and Connor’s earlier worry only compounded the longer they traveled.  “To answer your question from earlier, about me and Gavin having a relationship. sorta.”  “Sorta how?” Connor asks, needing to know everything to sort out a best course of action to help Gavin.  Hank exhales through his nose and keeps his eyes forward out the windshield.  “Before everything went to shit, and before me and Annie got together again. When we were both young and single, and fuckin’ everythin’ that moved… We hooked up, few times. But I thought- He never mentioned…” Hank huffs a little, struggling to find the right words, “I didn't think it was more than that… Always thought we were just playin’ but, what he said yesterday… haven't been able to get it out of my head since.” Connor analyzes Hank's increase in blood pressure and stress and places his hand on Hank’s knee in comfort.  “What did he say?”  Hank takes one hand off the steering wheel to squeeze it before returning his hand to its previous position on the wheel.  “That I only want him when I can’t have him. Specifically, when I’m already with someone else. I don't know, I guess, now that I look back and think about it, I can see why he said it. I’ve never been very good at maintaining personal ‘relationships.’” “I don't know, I'd say this relationship is going quite well,” Connor smiles. It eases enough of the tension hanging in the car and Hank chuckles.  “Yeah, I think that’s sorta the problem.” “He perceives me as a threat,” Connor interprets. “Big time.” “I see.” “We’ve always had a, complicated, relationship, Gav and I. But he's got some of his own additional demons on board. I think that might be what’s fucking him up now. Especially since uh, we aren't doing to much to hide our relationship at work.” “Yes, perhaps we have been playing a little ‘fast and loose’ with that line,” Connor agrees.  “Mmm,” Hank agrees. A few moments of silence pass in the car and then Connor has to ask,  “What happened to him?” Hank’s next exhale is obviously conflicted.  “Can’t tell ya that, I’m afraid. Sorry Con. It's his business, nothing personal. I just wouldn't feel right.” “I understand,” Connor says, because he does. No unintended subtext. PTSD is something Connor is intimately familiar with now, and he wants to come across as non threatening as possible tonight. “Are there any general things I should be aware of? I don't want to unintentionally set off an attack.”  “Just, follow my lead. And let him come to you. When he’s dissociating, he can’t always see what's going on in front of him.” More pieces slid into place for Connor with that confession.  “Like this morning, in the breakroom.” “Yeah, exactly.” It’s quiet another moment and then Connor says,  “He’s lucky to have someone like you Hank,” because he means it. Gavin doesn’t have a lot of friends at the DPD thanks to his almost 24/7 sour mood. And after today, he could probably use one.  Hank scoffs a little disbelievingly at Connor’s praise but meets him in the middle with,   “Yeah well, hopefully we can at least convince him to accept our help.”

@sweeteatercat @treeffles @disdaidal @tradedsymmetry @covenscribe @advictoriams @negative-citadel @writerwhowritesao3 and anyone else who wants to!! Have a great day everyone, I'm gonna try and get some sun today!

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In the club freakin it Wilson style

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Eddie: *yawns*

Billy: ''Yeah being pretty must be tiring''

Eddie: * tilts his head, blinks* ''Then you must be exhausted''

Billy: * Blushes furiously* ''Shut up!''

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🔥Sinful Sunday🔥

Chapter 2: Nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy

Fandom: Stranger Things

Ships: Past Harringrove, Eventual Harringroveson

TWs: Suicidal ideation, child abuse, domestic abuse, blood mention, Period-Typical Homophobia

Tags: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Sad Billy Hargrove, Comforting Eddie Munson, Billy and Steve are tragic exes in this story, post season 3 & 4, Billy Hargrove Lives, Billy Hargrove Needs a Hug, Gay Billy Hargrove, Bi Steve Harrington, Queer Eddie Munson, Billy Hargrove redemption arc

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Neil really fucked him over tonight.  Billy’s only been walking for ten minutes but his fingers, lips and face are blue. It’s below freezing and now it’s started to snow. He’s only in his denim, which thanks to the heavy weight of the storm, is soaked through. He needs to get under some heat before he loses some body parts to hypothermia.  Unfortunately, he doesn’t have a lot of options at his disposal. Without his car, he doesn’t even have a place to sleep. There’s a gas station he might be able to loiter in… for about 20 minutes before he gets thrown out by the owner who already can't stand it when he comes in to buy cigarettes.  There’s a diner, but it’s all the way on the other end of town. He could crash at Munson’s, since it's sorta his fault he got kicked out anyway, but Billy doesn’t know anything about Wayne. What if he was just as bad as Neil? What if he was worse?  Yep. Munson’s is definitely out.  Billy doesn’t have a lot of money on him, but at least at the diner, there would be heat and coffee.

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🔥Sinful Sunday🔥

Chapter 2: Nobody wants to hear you sing about tragedy

Fandom: Stranger Things

Ships: Past Harringrove, Eventual Harringroveson

TWs: Suicidal ideation, child abuse, domestic abuse, blood mention, Period-Typical Homophobia

Tags: Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Sad Billy Hargrove, Comforting Eddie Munson, Billy and Steve are tragic exes in this story, post season 3 & 4, Billy Hargrove Lives, Billy Hargrove Needs a Hug, Gay Billy Hargrove, Bi Steve Harrington, Queer Eddie Munson, Billy Hargrove redemption arc

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Neil really fucked him over tonight.  Billy’s only been walking for ten minutes but his fingers, lips and face are blue. It’s below freezing and now it’s started to snow. He’s only in his denim, which thanks to the heavy weight of the storm, is soaked through. He needs to get under some heat before he loses some body parts to hypothermia.  Unfortunately, he doesn’t have a lot of options at his disposal. Without his car, he doesn’t even have a place to sleep. There’s a gas station he might be able to loiter in… for about 20 minutes before he gets thrown out by the owner who already can't stand it when he comes in to buy cigarettes.  There’s a diner, but it’s all the way on the other end of town. He could crash at Munson’s, since it's sorta his fault he got kicked out anyway, but Billy doesn’t know anything about Wayne. What if he was just as bad as Neil? What if he was worse?  Yep. Munson’s is definitely out.  Billy doesn’t have a lot of money on him, but at least at the diner, there would be heat and coffee.

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That’s what friends are for. Well, that and sloppy head.

-Billy 🌊