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Spiritual Mastery Is A Process of Letting Go

I continue to experience the emergence of my higher self through my body. It’s such a strange and wonderful feeling; it’s hard to describe. I’m increasingly aware that my higher self has the agenda and despite how my human responds, and despite how I perceive everything as the middle-man, that agenda is the only thing that’s unfolding. My human can protest. I can protest as well, but it’s clear…

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The Higher Self's Agenda and How It Blends With Its Human

I’m experiencing an interesting perspective today, or you might say it’s a broader awareness … of how the higher self increasingly blends with the human aspect, and then unfurls its agenda. It feels like I’ve reached some kind of tipping point, where my human self’s awareness of my higher self is somewhat equal, or at least close to equal. The awareness of my higher self’s agenda is clear enough…

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Part 2: Life after the dissolution of self-loathing

If you caught part one of this saga, you may remember that I became aware of an issue with self-loathing during a hypnosis session with Christina Brady. The second part of this saga is almost unbelievable. I thought my issue with self-loathing was resolved after my experience with Sophia that one Saturday afternoon, but that was only one event in the unfolding story. In truth, this situation is…

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Full Moon in Scorpio, 8th House, Avoidant Attachment Style and Sovereignty

Wishing you all an illuminating full Moon in Scorpio today. If you have placements in Scorpio or the 8th house, this could be a very potent experience. Yesterday, I had Metatron show up and whisper something to me about tarot’s High Priestess and later, spirit delivered a bombshell message via this video. It has stopped me in my tracks. Illumination landing … not just about me, but I suspect,…

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My Sophia Code Dragon Tribe alter

If you’ve read The Sophia Code, you’ve probably considered building an alter for yourself. Maybe you already have! I’ve never been an alter type of person, but my recent IKEA project opened the door for it. What a cool experience! Read more » Continue reading My Sophia Code Dragon Tribe alter

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We live in an illusion and it's all orchestrated

Serious initiates on this path of ascension … follow L/L Research. It’s mind boggling how much information is out there now, literally laying down the truth in front of our faces. Two of the biggest bits I’ve been digesting over the last year, are two bits noted in this quote from Q’uo: 1) We live in an illusion and 2) It’s all orchestrated. What follows is a brain dump about those two bits.…

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More human things!

In the middle of this ascension process, I find myself integrating all this expansive spirit, back into my human experience. In a session last week, my higher self politely suggested not to put this off any longer. So I’m back to hanging IKEA cabinets and organizing my human stuff, so I can, later, immerse myself in my sanctuary, to write and record about it all. That said, IKEA went and revised…

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Merging my astrology software

I’m in the process of merging my astrology software with my personal website. This wasn’t the original plan, but wisdom suggests it was always the plan. It’s been a learning process for over 20 years, and I’m reaching the point where I can make this available to a public audience, for free. It generates both natal charts and full-blown interpretive reports. Keep reading » Continue reading…

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What's with the duck symbolism suddenly?

Are any of you suddenly aware of ducks? In the last 24 hours, a friend of mine posted a video of the ducks that swim in her pool. Then I had four of them show up right outside my house (to make a nest – no water in sight). And this morning I see Amanda Lorence is posting a video of ducks. This cannot be a coincidence. I don’t trust animal symbolism websites. What’s your take on this?…

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It takes faith to discover love along The Way

I’ve said it. I have a dissertation about love brewing. This is not it, but it starts to get at it. Love is the way. That’s not simply a nice cliché. It _is_ The Way, but to truly understand why, you have to walk The Way, and that takes faith. All of us spiritual folk, we love to hurl these nice sentiments all about, but it’s hard to grasp the deeper meaning when you haven’t arrived yet, at the…

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Feeling agitated? Look at the current astrology

I don’t do too much pontificating around astrology these days – mostly because every day, these days, is a wild orchestration of challenging energy. Look at this line up of energy: Mars is now in opposition to Pluto, and the sun is square to both of them. We won’t even mention they’re all in fixed energy, Leo, Aquarius and Taurus, respectively. You might notice as well, that Black Moon Lilith,…

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Resurrection: It's Time To Leave The Tomb

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Good Friday, being human

I’ve had a very “human” week. I had new windows installed over the last two days and I’ve been prepping for that since this time last week. As a software developer who sits at a computer all day, every day, that amount of moving was not easy. I was moving heavy stuff around. I was up and down ladders, taking drapes and shades down. I had to pull (lord knows how many) guitars and one full-size…

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Eckhart Tolle: Why we make other people wrong

This is a fantastic 10 minute bit that follows along with my commentary last Sunday. The line in here that I found most interesting was (paraphrasing), “You can criticize what a person says or does, but if you go further to suggest that is who that person is, their identity, you create an enemy in your own mind, and that is a dangerous thing to do, because it strengthens the unconsciousness in…

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Spirit Stuck Doing Human Things

I’m a little frustrated today. The ascended ones are NOT hovering about as usual … probably because I told them last night, that I needed to get my house in order. I’m having new windows installed Wednesday and Thursday and of course, I’m not ready to have a bunch of workers roaming around my spiritual sanctuary 😵‍💫 All I need is one whisper of wisdom in my ear – just one whisper from a guide or…

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Your Divinity Shines When You Reclaim Your Light

Mother Mary had a theme brewing this past week. So many stories from others, including those in my own life, indicating we have a choice now, to continue to look outward and to point fingers at that which we believe steals our peace, or to look inward and discover the root of that projection. Where is it that we aren’t generating that peace for ourselves? This post is about how to embody your…

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This broadcast shall not be Interrupted

I have this thing going on with Mother Mary and Mary Magdalene today. I feel like they’re prepping me for this kind of love broadcasting – if you want to call it that – that Yeshua and Mary would do during their public gatherings. It’s intoxicating ❤️‍🔥 Continue reading This broadcast shall not be Interrupted