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PART - 2

{ Time Skip To 6 months }

Taehyung POV

Looking at my daughter how cute she is, aww he is really sweet. She is 3 year old boy, her name is tara. My Kim Tara.

But she don't speak anything, she never talks to anyone, i am really worried about her. We tried many things but she never talks.

Me and my mom dad tried many things to make her talk, but she never uttered a word. She can listen, she smiles, she laughs and she can understand the things also but the only thing she never talks.

I'm worried about her. Yeah i know some child take time but she lives with mom dad and talking about Tara mom. Well she left me and my my family for goods. And i already divorced her.

Literally she didn't even though about her own daughter? How can she left me, wasn't i enough? Wasn't i good?

She took the money and went. Seriously i was just trapped by her words nothing else. People can be this cruel? She didn't even think about her own daughter?

She is such a ... Sorry i ain't that kind of person who will insult any woman. Or just point any question or even talk to their character.

I'm just respecting the woman who ever they are. But what my ex wife did was not expected. I will forgive her not forget.

Why she gave me wrong hopes, if she really wanted money she would have asked me, why she did this to me.

Now i even can't believe in love, what kind of love is this. I am not saying every person are same. But when person breaks our hopes and trust.

We don't have any hope left in other person too. It looks like she just used me and took the money and left away.

I divorced sae-mi two years back. Our relation was turned toxic. She always use to chat with someone. She was having affair with non other than her ex. Why people can't be loyal. We always use to have fight. Same fight and same things, same things everyday.

Tara custody was given to me. I earn good enough and plus she also didn't wanted to have child either. How cruel she is right? But it's good atleast my child won't be under the wrong guidence.

Here some woman can't be a mother and she is blessed but still she left her own child. My mom dad were very disappointed. But i guess it was only the fate.

I guess i loved her more than myself thats why I'm suffering. But Tara is with me she is reason why I'm really happy more.

But something is missing a mother love which he needs. Every child wants mother and father love equally.

My mom dad always insist me to meet a girl and marry. But can i trust anyone that easily? What happened with me in the past. I don't think i will be able to trust anyone now.

Nevermind in my life happiness is not fitted. I'm not meant to be happy. She left me because I was from middle class family back then?

Now i have my own mall. Which is very famous now. My mall name is 'MAXUS'. I earn good now. Good enough I can buy anything without thinking about it.

Tara is a lucky charm for me. She is good luck in my life. Because of her i got little inspire and started doing work on it. And it's going pretty good.

My thought was disturbed by knock. I looked and saw Tara was sleeping peacefully, i looked at the door and saw my mom standing their.

She smiled a little and come towards me.

"Hey Son what are doing right now?" Mom asked me i smiled and looked at her

"Just seating." I answered and my mom caressed my head.

"My son you really made us proud. But my child how long you gonna leave alone? Please marry someone. Not everyone is same." She spoke making me smile sadly.

She is really tensed for me !

"Mom you know right i can't do this. Stop doing this. I don't want to marry anyone. I don't believe in marriage things now." I answered honestly. Ofcourse now i don't think I would be able to trust anyone now.

"Son, she was your past she didn't even thinked about you and your daughter too. There is a girls who can cherish your life. And i know their is a girl who is good for you. Please meet her once." She spoke making me smile a little and i nodded my head. She sat beside me.

"Her name is Lee YN, few months back only she came to Seoul. I met her in garden. Last few days i am observing her. She is really kind girl. Just consider this proposal. I ain't forcing you okay son." She spoke making me smile.

I layed on her lap. She patted my head, indeed i got best parents and supportive parents. I have lovely mom, hero like dad, and champ son.

"I always go to garden, she seats in the bench and observe the things. She lives alone. She is really sweet and kind unlike like your previous wife. I observed her she always seats quitely and she is always looks sad."

"Mom, I guess she had a bad past that's why?" I spoke

"Maybe, she is really beautiful girl. How can people make her sad. She is just an angel."

"Mom you are really praising her so much." I laughed lightly.

"You know when i was in the garden, Tara was playing, some Childers where hurting her, but YN came and helped Tara and also one surprise thing..." she spoke little shockingly.

"What mom?" I questioned back

"Tara called YN as a mom. He spoke 'mom' word to an stranger. Tara ever spoke to anyone but with her." My mom spoke making my eyes widen.

"Really Mom?"

"I ain't joking dear." My mom little happily.

"And also YN consider her as her own son even though she is not his mom." My mom explained this things making me smile a little. She is really an Angel.

"But Mom is she ready for the marriage? I don't won't to force it. Besides I'm also not ready and never be."

"She also spoke the same thing. She insisted me to tell you to meet her personally. So that if you both are okay with it." Mom spoke making me slightly nod.

"After five days meet at her the beach, 6:00 pm." Mom spoke i nodded my head.

She patted my head and smiled and go towards her room. I sigh and looked at window side.

Looking at the moon. Moon is indeed Beautiful. Ok let's see how my meet will go with Lee YN.

I closed my eyes and drifted into the dreamland

•••

Love is beautiful. We need to meet a right person.

And their is a right time, we have to wait for it.

[syuleyafics-14]

A Story which is based on a true story which i portrayed in Fanfiction.

PART 1

YN POV

I am standing and looking at the moon. How beautiful the nature is. Why can't my life be? Am i not deserve to be happy?

'Lee YN you made my life hell.'

'Yn you just ruined our family. I loved you but you can't give a hire to us.'

'We feel ashamed that you are our so called daughter in law.'

'YN just leave me.'

'I am ashamed of you, that i gave a birth to you. I feel ashamed that you are my daughter.'

'You are not our daughter anymore.'

'YN you can't be pregnant, I'm leaving you'

'I already have girlfriend now, i am so pissed off you. Just leave me you whore.'

These dailoges were constantly nagging in my mind. The dailoge which is constantly hitting my mind.

They are none other than my parents, my laws and my so called husband. What I did to deserve this? I loved him so much, despite he left me because I can't be pregnant?

If not being a pregnant means he will leave me that easily? It looks like he never loved me. He just used my body nothing else.

I feel betrayed, i feel so disgust. How can I love a person who can't support his wife.

I feel ashamed that i can't be pregnant sometimes.

True i know i can't be pregnant. I insisted him to visit gynecologists, but he just refused saying me, that fault is in me. And he told me that I'm a infertile girl.

Yeah but we can find it in other way right? Like surrogate, IVF or adoption option was too their.

But no! He left me. Yes he just left me.But he must have some moral support towards me.

Now no one will accept now. Ofcourse which boy doesn't want to be father.

Every boy has dream to have a successful life and have happy married life.

But in this case I'm not lucky enough. And no one's gonna accept me.

Society is so cruel, they will start judging a girl. Now I'm not virgin anymore and secondly i can't be mother.

Means Womans are not meant to live a happy life?

Woman are Woman man. Why people don't ask a woman if she wants a child, if she want to have sex. But no everyone will go silent. Because womans are born to pleasure man and woman's are child making machine.

And the main point ~ Woman's biggest enemy is woman only.

And now my family is also not supporting nor my so called husband which is going to be ex husband tomorrow.

What i did to deserve this? Why can't I live a simple happy life.

I'm not a orphan, but still living like an orphan. Why God ? Why am I born? Why you created a human like me?

Even my own mother doesn't love me nor she supported me. Why people surrounded by me are so cruel. Why i can't be happy? Why people will judge only woman.

Why people won't say anything to man? If a man has a martial affair no one will question. But if a woman will talk any man in a friendly manner people started judging woman.

People always go for girls looks and body. Body always comes first. Why woman are not human? My own mother whom i love the most is not supporting her own daughter.

Why i am suffering this? Why? Why i can't be a mother? True i always wanted to be a mother. I also want my own child. Why i can't be ? Why i am not happy like others girl.

Why i can't? Why Why Why? From the starting of my life, I'm not happy. Mom Dad never allowed me to do any job. Nor my husband allowed me.

I thought love always support each other. But no, he also never supported me.

I feel so pathetic, only i know how i spent 3 years with Song Jae. Today I'm Song from tomorrow again I'm Lee.

Being a woman is a mistake. Why i can't be happy? I thought marriage will work, but my hopes, trust and love crashed into pieces.

I guess this is only my life. In my fate happiness doesn't exist.

I'm just a burden. Nothing else. How much i try, no one will be happy. No one is statified with me. I'm frustrated with this shit.

My own mother says, don't do this, don't do that, don't speak this much, don't seat like this, don't Laugh loudly. Be a girl be in your limits.

Girls are only meant to follow their law orders etc, etc.

Just obey them, be a nice girl, follow what your husband say. This and that. I'm just fed up with this.

My tears are also not coming now. I just need break from everything. Which i will get tomorrow.

I hope i will get the happiness after this. Atleast i will leave my own life.

Because sometimes sadness gets too much deep in our heart, that we won't cry anymore.

I'm from Incheon, and living in Incheon. Since 2 month i am earing and living in the rent. Tomorrow i will shift to Seoul. Because i know no one cares. If i live or not.

Even I'm dead no one will be sad. Everyone will be happy. Because I'm just a burden.

Lee YN tomorrow is a big day in your life. After this you will start a new life.

Because after all i have to survive myself.

Why woman's are the only one who suffer this much?

Even a woman won't support another woman just why?

Just because we are woman?