#[ outofcharacter; ]

[chunibyo-x-sorcerer]

Almsot forgot that today is my birthday....

[ask-frederick]

A Meditation:

“Godsbreath, what was that?”

{OoC - Um… an ask that was in queue for almost a decade?}

“Heavens, C… what have you been doing all this time away? Our inbox is full to bursting, this page of ours is derelict, and many of our good followers haven’t heard a word from you in years. Explain yourself.”

{OoC - Yeah, about that: I found an extremely fulfilling career as a clinician, moved to a completely new city, fell in love, and also became a leader in a local organising group. It’s been exhausting, but I’m pretty happy with the direction of my life to date.}

“Oh! Well, that certainly is good news. I had feared you dead after all this time away.”

{OoC - Not yet, but that isn’t for any lack of trying. Our world is… kind of going to hell right now.}

“Gods… fell dragon? Wicked cult? Mad king?”

{OoC - Huh… I guess you could say it’s the latter two. And a global pandemic. It’s been a really long time, hasn’t it? Man, I’m sorry, Frederick. And I apologise to you too, readers. Part of what’s been keeping me away has been life catching up with me. I don’t even write for pleasure anymore; it’s all committee resolutions and clinical reports these days.}

“Hm. What are you doing to keep yourself together? Surely you’ve not been at this through sheer force of will.”

{OoC - That would be your department, Frederick. I’m not the kind of freak who can cure a cold with a single sneeze. I do what I can, but I definitely do need an outlet.”

“Might I recommend an end to your hiatus?”

{OoC - No. You, this blog, and this little corner of Tumblr was a wonderful part of my life for a very long time, but I can’t commit to helping you answer an ask a day anymore. I can barely commit to exercising as much as I should.}

“But you are keeping up with your fitness regimen, are you not? Heavens forbid, C, must I write you a Frederick’s Fanatical Fitness Hour routine to follow? If you’ve not been keeping up with your running, then—”

{OoC - NOT NECESSARY! I can still run a faster than most men my age and I’ve actually gained a bit of muscle since I was on here last.}

“Splendid. Then you’ll not object to returning here on an occasional basis? Perhaps once a week?”

{OoC - …Once a month.}

“Once every other week? You do have a considerable amount of asks to help me through, and you missed our tenth anniversary.”

{OoC - Fine. One ask on the second and fourth Sunday of every month. Take it or leave it.”

“Given the life you lead now, I’d say that is a fair offer. Consider it a deal. I shall hold you to this.”

{OoC - Geez, what am I getting myself into? Y’know what? I do want to get back into writing for the sheer pleasure of it again. Let’s give it a shot, Frederick! Friends, for whatever it’s worth, I guess I’m back!}

[braskide]

How come there’s no rikku blogs. YP are covered but where’s R….. Do people not want to use the Al Bhed translator. I understand. You can just like. Put it in <these> and say ‘in Al Bhed’ after I wouldn’t judge.

Anyway to not make this a lame complaint. Fave ff10 summon and fave Yuna dressphere.

going to take this chance to shoutout @starvingtongue for their unique work on paine ( as well as my personal favorites dona, leblanc, tromell & wakka honestly! ) and how consistently they have worked on developping paine throughout all these years i've had to pleasure of being around the ff rpc. honestly, being here wouldn't be the same without their paine.

on the matter of rikku: i agree! we need rikku's! if you ask me, we need the entire x & x-2 lineup!!!!!! generally speaking, back when i started my blog, the rpc all around used to be more lively, but i understand we were all in our teens and late and whatnot, so obviously our free time ranged as time passed, and now it feels way quieter, which is a shame because all in all this is still my favorite hobby, especially coming online and seeing my mutuals post their hc's, their replies, their wishlists of plots, crossovers! i miss it all. i miss the times where there were so many crossover interactions, where there were so many fun crossover ships too, all built on plotted dynamics between the writers! it was a fun time — but circling back to your point: we do need a rikku!!!!!!!! multiple rikku's!!!!! !! hell. we even need multiple yuna's, paine's, multiple girlies from all the titles, all and everything.

if i had to pinpoint some reason as to why someone might be more hesitant to pick up on her again, it's less about the albhed translator ( which is so fun honestly! ) and more about ( in my opinion, as a consistent heroine writer djsd;dfj ) the fact that female muses are usually not as popular as other counterparts. it's been like this in every fandom i've tipped my toes in honestly, and i understand that many are openly trying to fight the stigma, but it still comes down to how much people wish to interact with you to keep your muse alive, you know? personally — my yuna muse has been with me for as long as i can remember, with or without interest from other writers just because she is very representative of me as a person growing with her ( and i've been lucky enough to have amazing writers by my side who helped me develop her further to the point where i feel she's my oc even ). but i've definitely tried my hand at other female presenting characters that seemed to die down for lack of interest for interaction, which it's obviously not entirely no one specific's fault! but it's still something the rpc's deals with, right? so pin it down in a generic way: our ff rpc is way more quiet than it used to be, it also doesn't help that some titles are waaaaaay older than others who are getting revived ( x being 25+ & x-2 being 22 today : skull : ) so not as well known to other videogames fandoms, but also the additional stigma around female presenting/aligned muses not helping!

taking this other chance to shoutout some of my favorites heroines from the ffrpc who i've had the pleasure to have on my dashboard for the past years & that i highly rec! @magitekelite's terra is such a pleasure to see everytime they make an appearance, i love love love love them. @blkmahgik , my returning lulu who i adore to see come back to her and breathe life into her character & their multi where they have an incredible ff roaster @lifebinds. @lockedfighter has put so much effort into loving tifa that i just am in awe everytime i get the chance to see them post. @asterites moon princess to my moon princess, they love love love stella, and you will too. @onegil's aerith study is just worth everything in the world. and i also want to shoutout some others that i've become mutuals with that i've not yet had the chance to interact with yet: @kuloba , @ashereign , @corderis ! i've definitely missed many mores, but please keep amazing me with all your work.

very much sorry for hijacking your post about rikku nonies fjs;asjd but i need to make it my life mission to make sure female aligned muses from ff are told that they're worth everything!! !!!!! and if someone ever was feeling inspired enough to take upon rikku again, i will fight for them to post daily because we seriouslyyyyyyy need a sunshine around here. i love rikku, she's just such an amazing all around character and her themes are so important, too. starting from al bhed's home to how it feels to also be her very individual self growing up in a world everchanging such as spira. i love and adore everything about her & her relationship with y & p. their trio is everything to me and especially to the little kid that grew up playing with them the fantastic game that is x-2.

ANYWAYSmDFJS;DJKS — my favorite x summon has to be shiva. i'm so basic : sob : but i remember how in awe i was when my brother summoned her for the first time. and the fact her stats are connected to lulu made her one of my strongest aeons too! i loved power buffing lulu djs;fjdkdsa UNTILLL YUNA TOOK OVER WITH HER BASE MAGIC STATS. : sob : my second favorite is definitely bahamut & magus sisters coming close after! dressphere for yuna definitely has to be lady luck. i love everything about the concept : the giant ass dices spawning as she does the attacks, the random factor of the attack / magic slots. ugh. x-2 dresspheres is just peak gameplay design. so fun and interactive. ten out of ten and anyone can fight me on this.

[the-spider-cg]

(trigger warning: mentions of abuse, self-harm, and depresion) //hey kiddos, a little life update: a apologize for being inactive for so long. for those of you who dont know, i knew this user @the-grumpycat-cg irl, we actually dated, as it turns out he was a bad person and had done some bad things to me (physical and verbal abuse), especially when i was little, in the last few months we were dating, we recently broke up and i've been struggling on my own for a bit and going through a depressive state, but i've been doing a lot better lately with the help of a few friends and i am very happy to say that i've been doing well and haven't been hurting myself or those around me. and i promise i will be active again, as soon as i can. luv ya'll, byyeeee <3 <3<3//

[plsplsplsssss]

everything here is fantasy and assumed between consenting adults 🔞

minors, do not interact

disclaimers & content warnings

this is an adult content focused page and might contain some very hard kinks, either in likes as in interactions, some of them roleplaying situations that can actually resembles someone’s trauma

if this is you: i am so so sorry and i see you and you are valid and you have the right to feel whatever you do about this thing i do here, my advice for you if that’s the case though is blocking pages like mine; doing that they already stop appearing for you, there’s no need of reporting and stuff pls i dont want to be nuked 🥺

and for our community: put CWs on stuff is not that hard (one day i’ll elaborate this further i’m becoming talkative and at this point i’m tired lol) (self-critique, i need to do it with my content. i will be when i have time, i didn’t thought on my acc as something public at first lol)

• on my account i am talking about lots of simulated non-consenting, degrading scenes and language in general and some mid body restrains - sore (no blood, though - i have my limits, too; check list below for them) go somewhere else if that kind of subject causes distress on you.

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about me

polyamorous, bi/pan, late 20’s cis woman, probably hypersexual, GMT -4 -3, english as second language, autistic, sub-leaning masochist

📏 5’4 ft(1,64) 🍒 36E

dms are open, but i will check your ✨vibes✨ before knowing how i want to interact to you;

for professional overthinkers i might had interacted: any delay on answering is not personal, i just have a life outside of this/might just not be in the mood. i don’t ghost people, just respect my pace pls (if we ever have a problem i prefer to address it honestly; i only block in extreme situations where dialogue was tried and failed)

feel free to send fantasies and visual content aka porn but p l e a s e mind to read my personal preferences and limits, it will be crucial to me deciding if we’ll have a fun interaction (most likely), a short ones or (i reserve it to really bad cases, hope not need it, instant block) //body pics politics: i usually want to see it but ask first just in case. i never share or poste and i expect the same from you if we ever get to this point :)

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in general im very very sub leaning (at a point of when i did my last bdsm.org test i didn’t even answered questions designed for dom/me side), my list of kinks and their color coding was written on my thoughts of being receiving part/bottom. but since lately i’ve had some fun exploring my (very subtle) domme side, i made a parallel list of things i feel would be into on giving a sub (though i guess i prefer to study each individual ones, it’s part of the fun for me) ;they will appear in bold in my color coding list below

might appear often/ i’m really into

cnc, rape play, free use, gang bang, object inserting, inspection, spanking, impact play, sensorial deprivation, choking, sonmo, body worshipping, feet play, overstimulation, multiple stuff inserted in my holes omg i <3 to feel fulled, bondage, pain play (clit and nipples punishmennt hmnn), kidnapping, being kept in a dungeon as a sex slave, humiliation, degradation, spit, slap, fisting, school authority teacher/detention (bullying scenes, my beloved), objectification, body writting, pet play

praise and objectification in a more psychological way

under certain conditions/ with specific people

blood, age play, public tasks irl, ddlg, misoginist roleplay, piss play (swallowing is red zone though), electric play

i wouldn’t and i prefer don’t see content about

scat, puke, permanent body changes, gore, feederism/ food control, bestiality, pregnancy, raceplay, incest (and sorry folks, even the fauxcesty mommy/daddy language makes me uncomfortable, but this ones is more a personal thing than an actual judgment), actual misoginy or any kind of talking that demands degrading an entire group of people*, not only those to agreed to participate (i want to eventually elaborate that concept)

* ik i have some ftm degradation posts saved, but i wouldn’t feel comfortable doing that to someone, it’s just.. situations i imagined myself being under, before seeing the tag (which might not make sense since i’m cisgender, but well, my imagination is fertile) and was so well written to not save (i’m not always checking the source page from where i save stuff, sometimes i’m just scrolling the feed and like spamming; but if i ever interact in a post of yours in a way you’re not comfortable, or if your page is a cis people dni, feel free to tell me, and i step back, unlike and offer my sincere apologies. // tl;dr: this page is and always will be trans/nb ally 🏳️‍⚧️

if you read this till the end and Agree on Terms of Use™️, start your dm with a ʚ₍ᐢ ›̥̥̥ ༝ ‹̥̥̥ ᐢ₎ɞ , so i can assume you took time reading me and we won’t need to repeat stuff and can jump to the fun part (+ you let me know you’re capable of respecting real life boundaries/ safe words)

tag system

• #safeplace for kink unrelated stuff/ safe for work content

• #kinkeducation #outofcharacter for some meta thoughts (in process)

• i have the intention to map some of the most frequent kinks and interactions but still doing #askhurtsg #challengehsg (in process)

[l0sthex]

   -   independent multimuse (zavok, zor, zomom, zazz) from StH

   -   EXTREMELY canon divergent, pre-lost world/IDW

   -   13+ years writing experience

   -   depicted by Warden

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[inblazes]

@glacialswordsman replied to your post “doomed siblings 😢”:

fuck you

​no fuck YOU 😭

I HOPE YOU KNOW THAT EVERY TIME DILUC THINKS ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE'S SIBLINGS HE'S ALSO THINKING OF KAEYA.

HE IS ALWAYS THINKING OF KAEYA.

[rafesbunny]

can u share ur bunny! reader playlist

yes!!! 💓💓💓 if i add more songs i’ll update this 🎀

(ignore im listening to OOC 😁😁)

if you have any songs i should add lmk!! this playlist started as my own as i love this vibe and 50s/60s music but i realised it suited her perfectly in my eyes 💓💓💓

[chaoscrawls]

if you dont love your men pathetic and obsessed I think you might have the wrong blog

[keithkog]

Hope I don’t feel stupid expressing this, and you all don’t mind, but I do appreciate you all. This is a strange ass hobby of mine, so having people like it feels awesome.

-OOC

[chunibyo-x-sorcerer]

@mochibear1121 @ofcursedenergy

Thank you so much for the birthday wishes!! I appreciate it!

Please hit me up if you wanna rp sometime whether it's old or new! Also surprise! Not sure if you seen it, but I also have canon muses ( AU verses ) added to my @demonic-x-sorcerers, please check them out if you're interested!

[snippyrocket]

good evening folks DO NOT GET PREGNANT UNLESS UR OK WITH WILD LITTLE LIMBS SLITHERING ACROSS YOUR BELLY WHEN UR FULL OF CHRISTMAS DINNER

[agentsterling]

[the-spider-cg]

//GUESS WHO'S BACK//

[twiilite]

earlier jamey called dainsleif a sad pathetic wet paper towel and i have never agreed more tbh

[un-vaticand]

Out of character update post (important :]

Alright, so it seems like you guys are okay with me changing up the blog. So from now on, this is gonna be a three-character ask blog!

You can ask anything! Just make sure to specify who you’re asking, and feel free to ask more than one of them if you want.

If you wanna learn more about these two AU Johns then I have some posts on my main acc about them.

But yeah, this is fully just an ask blog now, here’s a small introduction of them.

(Btw they all go by he/him but InitiationJohn doesn’t really care)