True Nature - Br0ken Colors Fanfic
-Prologue,
-Dead Dover: Do not Eat,
-Rape/Non-Con,
-MINORS DNI,
-Read the hashtags.
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Children could be very cruel. It was a whole thing; there were plenty of reasons, but no one could care what one child thought of another. That's what we were after all: children. And these children could be very cruel. They were- and they are. What can you become when the world laughs at your wickedness? What could you aspire to when your nature is overshadowed by the glimpse of a pair of big, bright eyes? When the whole world knows you're a child, but doesn't understand what that entails.
Children can be cruel, but they are just children. They are not adults: their blows do not hurt; their words do not pierce a mature heart. They are two different worlds. From below everything scares us, and when we grow up we forget where we came from. It hurts our necks to look down, where we survived in the land of oblivion; where we were children, and evil did not correspond to our image. Suddenly it is difficult to know what such a small creature is thinking.
Suddenly even I forget the hell I grew up in.
We Hueväri could be very cruel, and perhaps that was the reason why the children were a carbon copy of the parents. Not all of them were bad; but we were all equally unstable. The thread of sanity, the difference between keeping a need hidden or letting it flourish was almost non-existent. True nature- OUR true nature. That of a beast; a hungry, wild, unstoppable animal. And within this vicious circle, a self-destructive hierarchy emerges. When you're a kid, it's about fighting to belong with the coolest people; and when you're an adult, it's about surviving, even if that means having to sacrifice who you've been since you were born.
Are your teeth too long? Maybe you should file them down. Or maybe the color you've been wearing all your life doesn't suit you? You could fill your hair with chemicals; maybe even cover your skin. Is your body painfully obvious of your ancestry? Then hide it. You don't have to be someone you don't like; you don't have to bear the scorn of your own kind just because you're something that doesn't easily fit into society. That's how we were raised, even if it was an implicit rule; even if we disliked the hatred, segregation and bullying. We found ourselves being the same thing. We are all the same, and there comes a crucial point where this almost animal-like connection shines over conscience, over love or consideration. There comes a point where even the sweetest, most stable or capable person feels the breeze rising up from the abyss like a muffled murmur; a request, a hidden voice. You do not see the silhouette in the darkness. You see nothing. There is only you, and with it there is everyone.
I think I have reached my abyss.
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I like how Clive imitates Layton while pretending to be Future Luke -- people tend to pick up mannerisms from those around them, and it wouldn't be hard to imagine that Luke would pick up some from Layton. They both hold their hat, and they both do the same gesture for their thinking. But after he drops the hat and goes full terrorist he mostly keeps his arms crossed, and sometimes adjusts his tie (which is a sprite he had with the hat, but since neither Luke nor Layton have neckties it's a Clive mannerism).
While during most of the game his “thinking” sprite is with his left arm supporting his right, after the reveal he does it without supporting his arm. The arm support think is a Layton mannerism.
He was really committed to making a convincing-seeming Future Luke. This is helped by the fact that, y’know, they already look similar.
Meanwhile, the only thing I can think of that Luke and Clive have in common is the hat touch. However, Clive holds it with the opposite hand as Luke does -- he does it with the hand away from the “camera”, while Luke does it with the hand next to the “camera”.
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Hi! I hope you’re doing good in life! So it’s spooky season so I have an ask related to that. I don’t know if you play horror video games, watch horror movies/shows, or read horror books, but if you do, I have to ask: What is the most disturbing book, or video game or show/movie that you’ve played/watched/read? In my opinion, there is two types of horror: the ones that scare you, and the ones that traumatize you. If you can think of any book, movie, or game that really kind of fucked you up, I’m curious to know if you feel like answering. I hope you have a good day and a good life.
Hey, I’m doing good and I hope you are too!
the answer ended up being really long lol
Woof, this is honestly a pretty hard question, since I can't really name any horror (or otherwise) media that actually left me kind of fucked up for a bit, at least not to the degree where it affected me for a while. I probably haven't been really fucked up by anything since I was a kid, so I'll try and recall what a few things fucked me up back then...
Off the top of my head I know that two different spongebob episodes got me bad, the first being one with that tunnel of love thing (tho tbh i havent seen it in a while so it might still spook me today) and the one where i'm pretty sure for whatever reason squidward gets locked in some small locker and has some kind of fucked up dream, whatever that was. I remember there was an eagle in that one. the eagle terrified me. (i looked them up, and the first episode is titled 'tunnel of glove' and the second is 'squidward in clarinetland'. with how badly that second one got to me, i'm surprised i ended up learning to play the clarinet at all)
other than that, i think the courage the cowardly dog episode 'the house of discontent' got me pretty bad, too, but i think everyone who saw any amount of that series as a kid has at least one episode that got them fucked up.
there's probably a handful of scooby-doo stuff that got to me when i was a kid, but i could not name any specifics (asides from charlie the robot's original episode, christ) because i think i managed to see just about every bit of available scooby media around that time.
nowadays stuff still does kinda fuck me up, but it's usually only for brief bits of time. the most recent example I can think of is cowboy bebop's 20's episode, pierrot le fou, which is honestly some great horror, especially how it uses the show's typical format and flips it on it's head, but i wouldn't necessarily say it got to me because of it being scary, more because of the way the ending disturbed me for a bit. it was the only episode that had me stop afterwards and really look into it for anything other than clarifying a character's gender, lol.
the endings of both neon genesis evangelion and end of evangelion had me shaken, the latter more so than the former, but not really due to horror aspects, though. i did have to take a walk after finishing end of evangelion. i don't really watch horror movies, i just... read the wikipedia plot descriptions of them.
honestly, i think some of the more popular youtube analogue horror series have gotten to me worse (likely due to the fact that they can get a bit more fucked up than, say, a tv show or movie), specifically the walten files (which i did watch) and the mandela catalogue (which i just watched wendigoon's vids on), and those two and mostly because facial distortion is generally just an incredibly effective form of horror imo. a lot of the time (esp with the childhood examples) the way i was 'fucked up' was that id be in be visualizing the stuff that scared me, and both the mandela catalogue and the walten files had me doing that for a bit.
now that i remember it, i was really scared of fnaf when it first came out. i first learned of it second-hand from seeing some other kids looking into it, and the bits and pieces i put together about it really scared me.
honestly, it's usually straight-up disturbing sequences or imagery that gets to me the most, and i know my limits well enough to generally identify and avoid that stuff, which is probably why i don't have too many recent examples. i've got one or two examples of non-horror movies that fucked me up as a kid, but that's mostly because they were wildly inappropriate for someone of my age (at the time) to be witnessing, so that's a different sort of topic.
i mean, i think i generally have a decent tolerance for fucked up stuff in media, anyways, i mean, i enjoy berserk and haven't really been too upset or disturbed by what happens in it (look theres some nasty shit in there im not saying its not that bad) so there's definitionally some kind of line that media needs to cross to really get to me nowadays, or it just needs to be a specific kind of fucked up. books generally don't do that for me so i don't have any book examples. no games, either, though shadow mario and the haunted house segments in super mario 3d world scared me so much that i had to make my mom do the levels for me, and i'm pretty sure scooby doo: first frights scared me a bit when i first played it on ds.
other than that, though, I just think that, in pokemon x, the story that an npc tells you during your first trip to route 14 and then the strange office building encounter with the animation-less hex maniac creeped me out pretty bad.
yeah, it's kind of hard for me to think of anything (recent) that actually really fucked me up or anything. most stuff just scared me, never really fucked me up or figuratively traumatized me in recent years.
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