#✨️✨️✨️in my experience ✨️✨️✨️

[squishy-goblin]

I'm officially letting everyone know that I’m stepping back from full time content creation.

I want to start by saying thank you for the support. Every like, share, purchase, and moment of true support has meant a lot to me. These experiences has been more than just making content; it’s been an act of self-love for me. Through it, I’ve learned to see myself with softer eyes, to appreciate my body in ways I never imagined.

If you had asked me a few years ago whether I thought my body would be the thing that gave me a platform, a voice, and a following of over 10,000 people, I would have laughed in disbelief. And yet, here I am, still amazed and in awe of the love I’ve received. Being worshipped, celebrated, and adored through my work has been one of the most powerful and healing experiences of my life. For that, I’ll always be grateful.

That said, it’s time for me to prioritize my mental health, which creating content really jeopardizes. There are good times which I'm so grateful for, but there are times that my self-worth is completely destroyed by certain individuals making me feel less than human. While my relationship with my body has blossomed, my emotional and mental well-being has suffered. And as someone who already walks a delicate line with mental health, I need to take a step back to care for myself in a deeper way.

✨️My OnlyFans will remain up, but updates will be rare. Maybe something new every few months. I’ll still accept custom requests, but only for very high paying commissions so I can make a quality of video that I want to be associated with.

✨ My Tumblr will stay active but I'll be considerably less provocative, it's still my cozy corner of the internet.

✨ And my Discord server isn't going anywhere. It’s not just a “fan space,” it’s become a circle of friends.

Thank you for seeing me.

Thank you for holding space for my art, my body.

[valkugo]

“I was expecting that Saxon had made a protein shake in it,” he said. “I thought it was just left over protein.” [x] [x]

THE BLOND BOY IN THE RED TRUCKS IS HOLDING YOUR HEAD UNDERWATER – BECAUSE HE IS TRYING TO KILL YOU – AND YOU DESERVE THIS, YOU DO, AND YOU KNOW THIS.

(The White Lotus, Mike White // A Primer for the Small Weird Loves, Richard Siken)

[star-scroll]

Ectoberhaunt Day 13

Isekai: Old Hero New World

[nippoisalien]

Here's my very first attempt to make Strawberry Pie!🥧🍓

(will do better next time..😂)

[livetogether--diealone]

please enjoy some Internazionali d'Italia shots from the first 4 days, where i learned that eating pizza + mortazza will make my favs lose, while a simple chicken sandwich won't

[psalmsofpsychosis]

Luke Hunter: Girlfriend Material

[shadowlikesvsynth]

Progress on the gays

[hide-your-bugs-away]

Probably the wildest record haul I have ever been bestowed... after my dentist appointment, no less.

I FINALLY HAVE A VINTAGE COPY OF ANIMALIZATION aaAAAAAA MY COLLECTION OF U.S. ANIMALS VINYLS IS AT LAST COMPLETE ‼️🐾✨️ All from local record stores as well!

[ismyteadoneyet]

How fortunate am I to have so many Things to love and be excited about, to appreciate and look forward to?

Things I feel so strongly about that they stumble into my mind, univited, at random times of the day? Things that spill into my speech and vocabulary without me noticing? Things that impact my vision to the point where everywhere I look, everywhere I go, I see ghosts of them?

How lucky am I to have so many Things I love and cherish enough for them to reshape my very person, change my beliefs and make me grow? Things that make my own loved ones see the Things out in the wild, and go out of their way to make sure I see them too?

How wonderful is it that I have Things that I love so much that the very act is deemed and dubbed "not normal", making my love for them seem like it's more than they are supposed to recieve? An out-of-the-ordinary and above-the-norm appreciation for the Things that make the people around me shake their heads, call me "silly".

My dear, beloved Things, may I always stay silly for you ❤️

[sebille]

I am the court jester I see

[its-no-biggie]

me finishing a good story: wow i need more of this immediately *opens ao3*

me finishing a GREAT story: wow. *doesnt even think about consuming anything else for the next 3 days*

[florida3exclamationpoints]

GUYS I JUST APPLIED FOR A HORSE BARN TEAM MEMBER POSITION IM GONNA CRY I NEED THIS JOB LIKE I NEED OXYGEN

[itstimeforstarwars]

Me and the other forklift driver are both kinda sick today and a different coworker was like "well do you think it's contagious or is it because you two have spent eight hours in the last three days unloading trees in four degree weather" and like. Yeaj.

[shotgun-fucker]

Ya'll weren't rlying, cleaning your computer can be something so intimate...

[its-short-for-jackalope]

Margaret Cavendish and John Herschel, my beloveds <3

I've drawn these two way less often than the twins, so they'll take some practice but I'm happy with these!! they were fun. :)

[skribbzy]

Almost gave up on this drawing in the beginning but I'm glad I didn't :']