#오랜만이야

[rawrilikefood]

2024년7월19일.

Wow, so the last time I written a legit post was 4 years ago, that's insane. Honestly, I'm too scared to even click on the last post I made and read what I wrote. I just know it was probably one of my depressing posts and I don't really want to revisit. I'm in a better place now than I was 4 years ago and I'm so grateful for all those who kept in touched and reached out to make sure I was doing okay-- it means a lot!

I'm currently debating if I want to start tumblr all over on a clean slate or just create a whole new tumblr and archive this current one. Pro is having a fresh start, con is I will most likely lose all my current followers or end up just starting over with all new followers and following.

Still debating though, I'll sleep on it.

[glad00h]

#guadeloupe #flowers #오랜만이야 #blue #comeback2023 (à Guadeloupe) https://www.instagram.com/p/CnrWJGrKFHY/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[he-is-lightning-in-a-bottle]

My God I Love This Show

I think I've rewatched that final breakroom scene from Jun & Jun episode 2 at least a dozen times since it first aired yesterday, and I need to rave about it in its own post rather than just tags.

That scene is... perfection.

First, for non-Korean speakers, it's important to note they've already dropped into banmal with each other in private (the most intimate and casual linguistic form of address). This establishes them as societal equals, despite their wildly different social positions as boss and employee. It was an intentional choice by Choi Jun at the end of episode 1, when he took off his glasses, leaned over the seated Lee Jun in his office and greeted him properly with "오랜만이야" (Long time no see.) The fact that he dropped into banmal here was likely a bigger clue to Lee Jun that they know each other intimately than the actual words Choi Jun chose.

So in the breakroom scene. (!!!) Choi Jun is radiating confident dom energy and Lee Jun is INTO IT. He begins by making sure Lee Jun wasn't hurt by scalding hot coffee and telling Lee Jun to take off his shirt. But then he does the most batshit dom thing ever and starts removing HIS OWN CLOTHES. He explains its because he has a spare shirt for himself and plans to dress Lee Jun in the shirt he's been wearing all day. Why? Because he has a scent kink! And he just says it out loud. He wants Lee Jun to smell like he's HIS.

He checks Lee Jun out like a starving man and asks, "would my size fit you?" WHICH IS THE WILDEST BLATANT SEXUAL INNUENDO and Lee Jun KNOWS its innuendo because he clutches his pearls with his hand over his heart and replies "don't people say you worry too much?" causing Choi Jun to call him cute. Lee Jun can't help but smile shyly at the compliment, and Choi Jun pounces, immediately switching gears and ordering him to hurry up and take off his shirt. Lee Jun asks "right here?" as if that's the only weird or concerning thing about being told to disrobe, so Choi Jun takes off his own vest. This man is doing everything in his power to both rattle and comfort his cute former idol childhood bestie, and I AM HOLDING MY BREATH FROM THE SEXUAL TENSION.

And then we get the first truly jaw-dropping scene. Choi Jun calls Lee Jun high maintenance (the Korean phrase is better translated as "You're a handful."). Lee Jun bristles and apologizes. Choi Jun steps closer and tells him he doesn't need to apologize; it's a compliment. He LIKES it when he needs to put his hands on someone to care for them and it makes them smell like him; it makes them feel like THEY ARE HIS. The collar caress!! The neck tie grab and pull!!! The audacity of starting to unbutton Lee Jun's shirt for him since he's taking too long!!!! MY HEAD EXPLODING.

Lee Jun freaks out a little and puts distance between them again, so they have another fun little conversation filled with innuendo about repaying favors American style, which Choi Jun says involves less clothing!

And then we get the second jaw-dropping scene right on the heels of the first. Choi Jun says Lee Jun has grown fiestier (he likes them feisty? just a guess), but that he's still "squishy" on the inside. Lee Jun is already looking 10 times more secure in this conversation, unhesitatingly flirting back through the entire next few dialog exchanges. The eye contact! THE MOST PERFECTLY EXECUTED WAIST GRAB!!

The "you can teach me!!!" The way Lee Jun takes that as permission to manhandle Choi Jun right back, grabbing his hands and moving him around like a marionette!!!!

THE NECK GRAB!!!!!

And that final last line from Choi Jun that sent me SCREAMING INTO MY PILLOWS:

Looking at the rolled up napkin in his hand, "Malleable is something soft..." and then looking at Lee Jun's lips like the very thirsty man he is, he finally makes eye-contact again and finishes with, "squishy is... something sexy?" Lee Jun gulps. Cut scene.

MY HEART CANNOT HANDLE HOW PERFECT THIS WAS. From the dialog to the body language to the eye-work to the kink exposure to the RIDICULOUSLY HOT EXPOSED FOREARMS ON CHOI JUN. I am in awe and Korea is FEEDING ME.

@absolutebl this seems like your jam

[m3zzamorphic]

오랜만이야🐰

[shineemoon]

230529 choiminho_1209: 2023 SHINee FANMEETING. 'Every day is SHINee DAY' :[Piece of SHINE] 2023.05.27~28. . . . . . 오랜만이야 SHINeeWORLD 널 기다렸지. 언제나 함께였던 15년. 앞으로도 함께할 525년. 열다섯번의 봄을 지나 샤이니월드라는 답을 찾은 우리. 진심으로 감사합니다. (Long time no see SHINeeWORLD I've been waiting for you. The 15 years in which we were always together. And the 525 years we'll keep being together. Us who found the answer called Shawols after 15 springs have passed. Thank you from the bottom of my heart. © trans: 5MYLUCKYCHARMS)

Minho quoted Shawols’ event banner: “Us who found the answer called SHINee after 15 springs have passed”

[fybriankang]

nave_label: [🎤] 최유리 - 오랜만이야 (Cover by #DAY6 #YoungK #영케이) 🤎🤍 @day6official #최유리 #ChoiYuRee #오랜만이야 #Itsbeenawhile

[for-onedoor]

오랜만이야 ㅎㅎ😎

It's been a while ㅎㅎ😎

#BOYNEXTDOOR

#보이넥스트도어

#WOONHAK

#운학

[aburntout90skid]

Thank you for coming back safely, DAY6! 진짜 오랜만이야. 💚 Only more memories to unlock together in the coming days.

[forseokgyu]

[200803] 도겸 Weverse Post Update:

꾸마야 오랜만이야🍊10000

trans: kkuma-yah, it's been a while🍊10000

[elusivecagedmockingbird]

오랜만이야 [It's been a while]

I haven't published anything BTS-related lately, and this may or may not be your cup of tea, but since it has been a year since I published my work I pasted below, I thought it would be nice to share it to this community as well. And for the fun of it, I might pull an excerpt as a plot for a BTS fic. Hehe.

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I. CATHARSIS

If I could go back to a certain memory that we shared, it would be the quiet afternoon in your room. You had your eyes closed, and I was staring at you. Softly, I trailed my index finger on your nose and whispered, “I’m so in love with you,” and then you opened your eyes.

It wasn’t that I was trying to mimic a scene from a movie or emulate a page from a book, or perhaps I was, but also, in that very moment, it was when I meant it the most. I loved you the most, then.

—

Rainy days remind me of you.

Before you, rainy days remind me of my black boots and purposely jumping on puddles—I liked that my feet are safe from getting wet and cold. Rainy days make me relive the memory of rushing home, trying to outrun the rain, only to arrive with cold beaded sweats on my back.

I used to love rainy days during dry season. My mornings would start with blue skies and, come afternoon, they turn to grey clouds.

But now, I’m reminded of you. Altering my carefree memories in the rain with uncomfortable damp sneakers trudging on carpeted cinema floors. My joyful runs in the rain are now shared hesitant steps with you on slippery sidewalks.

It was rainy when I took you to this tiny coffee house I liked. You had too much coffee and I had too little words. To me, it was comfortable, warm, and we were sheltered from the storm.

Though I thought you put too much sugar in your coffee, I went home thinking that having you around wouldn’t be so bad. But while I had no doubt in my mind, you admitted yours were distraught. You didn’t like the silence, so you spent minutes thinking of something to say.

For some reason, it always rained when we shared good days. But it was the sunniest on the bad days.

—

I just wanted you to know that I loved you then and meant it. But I know now that I was in love with the idea of the relationship with you.

Yet I still don’t know why I spent days and nights crying over you. And that it was you who I missed and resented for leaving.

—

There’s a running slideshow of you in my mind. They’re strings of muted clips and images of who I thought you were — the person I met and saw throughout the relationship. Most days, the memories are blurred, even unrecognizable, that it slips past my consciousness. On rare days, it consumes me. It turns to a montage of a lost loved; a friend. The pieces run on fast-paced slides, but each frame remains as vivid and clear as the day it happened as if I were in that moment all over again.

—

Some days I really really miss you, but I remember how it felt being with you. I remember the desperation of wanting you to do things, the agony of waiting for words to come out of your insanely fucking thin lips.

I remember my patience running thin as I tell myself to wait a little bit more. To hold on to this love because it’s real. It may be real. Isn’t he real? So, I hold it out and allow myself to make room for you.

But you never even took me in.

Earnestly, fuck you.

—

I’m unearthing every single thing you told me. Lie or not. I don’t want to keep them anymore.

II. AFTER THE STORM

When confronted by the things, even the little things, that used to mean something to you, it’s like being dragged back to feel the pain of losing it again. That’s not even fair, isn’t it? Shouldn’t we be reminded of how good it felt to be in that moment instead of feeling the weight of losing it?

Why can’t we remember the great times and feel all the butterflies again? Why am I tormented by the heartache and bittersweet tears? Why does it feel this way? How can something that was once so great turn into the worst moment of my life that causes me discomfort?

—

Grasping at every ounce of genuine happiness I was allowed to feel; convincing myself that whatever weight that drags my heart has nothing to do with you. This is not a heartache. I have cried all there was. This longing has nothing to do with your hands no longer mine to reach. I am now fine, healed, and have moved on.

—

Hoping this surge of happiness will last and stay even on days I might remember a memory of you.

—

The only lingering fear I have is to no longer having the ability to feel the way I felt about you to anyone. And that scares me. So, I force myself to feel anything just to know.

I need to prove that I can learn how to adore the little things about someone again. And to re-learn is to want to make memories happen, allow myself to feel, and regain what I had lost. So, that is what I do now.

—

This is the girl I lost.

The girl who constantly wondered about everything — curious of everything and everyone around her, smiled at the tiniest gestures of love and kindness. The girl who always had overflowing affection from her heart — free to give to anyone. The girl who found love in everything she did and found contentment and expressed her gratitude in even the most mundane things.

I lost her when I tried so hard to fill the empty parts of you that were once taken, never requited; forgetting that I am capable of running out too.

—

When we’ve been hurt, we feel like we’ve been wronged. We start to spite those who hurt us, but more often than not, we forget that maybe, they are in pain too.

—

This. I want to keep this. For so many nights, I have prayed to the gods for a lighter heart before I sleep. I have been desperately grasping at false happiness and temporary pleasures to forget how pained I am.

For many days and nights now, my heart feels light, even at the reminder of you.

—

It’s somewhat strange to know all these little facts about you and your family, and yet, when I see you, I assume I’ll be greeting you no more than an acquaintance — a shallow familiarity shared.

[hash-tag-official]

hashtag_official_ 해삐 오랜만이야🩷오랜만에 찾아온 뚜아지롱!! 아껴둔 사진 공개>_< 이제 저녁시간인데 다들 뭐먹을거에요? 저메추해주세요🥰 #hashtag #sua #해시태그 #수아

[kpoplrcfiles]

[Album] DK (김동혁) - NAKSEO (戀)

[Album] DK (김동혁) - NAKSEO (戀) iKON's DK (Kim Dong Hyuk) drops his first solo album NAKSEO! The singer takes his first step as a solo artist with the album NAKSEO featuring the dreamy pre-release single LTNS.

DK (김동혁) – NAKSEO［戀］Release Date: 2024.02.15Genre: PopLanguage: KoreaniKON’s DK (Kim Dong Hyuk) drops his first solo album NAKSEO! The singer takes his first step as a solo artist with the album NAKSEO featuring the dreamy pre-release single LTNS. Track List:1. Intro. 모른척해 줘 (Dawn) 2. GROOVIN     *TITLE 3. 오랜만이야 (LTNS)     *TITLE 4. Now On 5. 작은 새 (Little Bird) (ft. Punch)  6. 지겨워 (Sick of it…

[kimjuncottton]

xleextkdgur: 오랜만이야🥹

[creschendos]

240423 CHEN "오랜만이야 순댕이들!! 오늘은 날씨가 좋네🔜🥴"

[to-luna]

귀엽군...💜오랜만이야 친구들🐿️🐥🐰🐯🐶

(광고 아님.) 오버더레인보우에서 동물어스를 만나보세여~!