#🪦my flags

[spirgender]

with symbol | without symbol

↦ cosmiiran -

a SPXIN gender related to myths of creation / cosmogonic myths!

⇾ day 1 — beginning — @epikulupu

rlly proud of this flag ngl

[my-fancy-hat]

Most romance novels follows an scheme of what love should it goes, how people have to meet and follow a certain path and archetypes to correctly fall in or out of love, that what's makes this kind of stories predictable and boring to some people, but what about love that evolves? love that exists despite the desire for romance/selfishness? what about friendship? family? what if we choose to love ourselves too? to love the path we choose? I think that what Ao no Flag is majoritary about, romance as we know in a love triangle it's just the surface the tip of the iceberg of what this story is about, series of choices where we pray for them to make us happy, to make our loved ones happy, because we want to be brave about the things we love.

The four cour characters are put in one of the most troublesome and chaotic times of every person who had access to the system education can experience: final year of high-school, the deadline between childhood and adulthood, to accept reality on how it approaches us, the fear of rejection and failure of what we are of what we do. Many people incluided me had wished to have been more wise, more patient, more accepting yet strong about our chosen path, and that's what Ichinose, Touma and Futaba had to learn and eventually guided them toward their happy end. Not just that, but the experience many queer people had to endure avoiding the social suicide of showing to the world who we are, this ilustrated with Touma and Masumi's characters, and (subtly yet quite importantly) Ichinose. How can I exists in their world if I live like this? will my parents accept me? they will still think about me as someone successful and worth of their last name? will they disown me? hate me? will my best friend who I am in love with reject me in disgust? It's so easy and understandable to succumb to a hatred that you think you deserve, because at the time it was less painful to play along lying to your loved ones about this secret than "revealing the truth", they deserved to know yet you failed, and this loneliness is what you get. If this is how the enviorment wants you to feel, then isn't it expected that the individual would desire for freedom of it? that's what Touma wished for his future to be, not concrete answer more than to exists without regrets.

The desire for romance can be rightfully observed by its selfish nature, to own the right, the demand for them to love us back, but it can be the exercise to accept ourselves as well. Touma wanted to show Taichi his heart without fears, despite if he would love him back or not, in doing so, he would be walking toward the ideal happiness he dreamed of. To openly love is the call for the indifferent cruel world to see in us the desire for goodness, that in this place can exists kindness too.: Touma most than anything, wanted for Ichinose and (by extention) Futaba, to be happy, to share their 1000+ points of best friend power and make everyone happy. That is, the core of love, to wish the best for your dears, and see them smile.

But accepting and not to, can be actually be the same. Masumi had to constantly fight with herself, with the inavility to change what she can't, to live with the fabricated idea of what she is supposed to be and what she is supposed to do, and what other people would react about it. That's why that, even if I have my reservations about her ending, I find it really meta for Masumi end to end up in a het marriage, making us conclude that at some point she gave up on Futaba, but paradoxically, accepted herself and her reality by coming out as bi. Us readers expected and rotted for her to confess to her crush and end up in similar terms like Touma and Taichi did, but this ending make us putting the lesson she learned though her character arc into practice: what people may think or not about our decisions, is their problem, not ours. Life can be so treacky and unfair, but no matter the circunstances, we can still find and make our place. We deserve it.

A friend or a lover, what is the difference if you just want to share our happiness with them?

That's how you humanize your characters, by expossing through them the good, the bad and the absurd, to tell a story in each how the circunstances molds them, but to oppose what damage us is quite a brave thing to do, even if it's our own mind, and that's what Futaba character speaks to me. The desire for wanting to change, to (once again) accept and not-to-accept. She's a weakling, clumsy girl loaded on self-hatred for her unability to live just as the others do. The fear of have reached your maximum potential and there's nothing else for you to do about it, that you born to live like this for the rest of your life. But she sees in Touma an example of hard work and due to her admiration (mistaked at first for a crush), wants to prove herself that life can be something else. To break our self-stablished limits and see what's beyond, to surpass your limits and try to understand what scares you. To be confident enough to think you have the right to live too. Failure reafims the truth that you are better off muted; what bother trying if it will end up in misery anyways? but the beauty of humankind is the unbeatable hope that things will change, to not give up, and without noticing, we'll feel blessed for have born in this time, in this place.

This as a result inspires Taichi's way of viewing life without him realizing too, just as how Touma's pure-lover heart expeled his sincere feelings ever since they started talking again, to the point to even sacrifice his leg and career for Ichinose: How can I exists and make it up for such people like you? what can I do? It's easy to fill your heart with resentment for the things you couldn't live, to feel prideful as consolation for a lonely life you didn't choose, as the left overs. But what we think makes what we are, if you keep on your days thinking you exists for the things you believe you deserve, to live in the imaginary unbreakable rules you made for yourself, then nothing will change. Touma, Futaba and Masumi changed Taichi's life forever, in the driving force of his spirit to pursue a better version of himself, to live driven by the desire for freedom, for love, and not care of what other people may see this choices.

That's why I think the final chapter is such a piece of art that makes the pay off so satisfying. What tortured him when Touma confessed wasn't that his best friend was gay, or that he lied to him about the nature of their friendship (he didn't): it was the though of losing him, so he chose both options at the end (if the analogy can't be more in the face). But as Yorkie said, it part of the course of life to most likely break up with your first gf, more less if they go to different universities, so them going their separate ways wasn't a surprise, but what made me happy about it that they still ended up in good terms and respected each other deeply for what they lived together. The surprise though comes from the actual realize of which POV we're following at the end, that reveals that Taichi had become Touma's husband. This is where I think Ichinose teach to the audience the lesson he learned from his former classmates, where he reaches for Touma above the lines that divides panels, to reach his husband's hand, the hand he shouldn't hold, and walk together toward home: he surpassed his own limits, his barriers and knew where his happiness lied.

A lot of queer people had *the realization* in their 20s (me included as nb), finally giving an explanation of all our past behaviour. I know before-hand most people got shocked for Ichinose to get reveal as bisexual, but isn't the story already gave us an idea this would happen eventually? when Futaba and Ichinose confess to each other, it's Touma's (and Masumi's) heartbreak that it's on spotlight overlaying their conversation, how Taichi and Touma hand-holding is such a central element for the story telling (literally it ends with them holding hands), and much more? Even Futaba suspected it before himself realized years later.

(it happened twice that when Taichi thinks about Touma what crosses his mind is his well-build chest/cleavage area like, ok)

But what makes the different between friendship and love? can a boy and a girl be friends? can a gay boy have male friends? can I be friends of someone I love and viseversa? can I forgive and maitain what we have? The only certainty I have right now, in this moment, is that I love you so much. I'm so happy to have meet you.

This got too long so to grap my final thoughs and make myself more loose right at the end, I'm so happy for have read this story FULL BLIND OMG I was so conviced that no one would end up together lol the only thing I knew of it is that it talked about queer drama and, textually: "had the ending it deserves". It genuinely made my perspective on some things change for the better. I actually loved so much how this story handles with such maturity a pretty much easy-target for comedy and bitter angst (bury your gays) the premise of "bff is gay and in love with the main character since they were kids". Not only that, but not picking sides of "who deserves who" taking leads between Touma vs Futaba, is quite refreshing for the genre: it humanize and treats fairly each member of the cast, giving proper space for them to explain themselves (worth mentioning Mami I loved her character so much you have no idea). Most of the drama in romance comes from missunderstandings or the lack of dialogue, when everything can be solved if the characters can actually sit and talk their feelings and thoughts out! and Ao no Flag is a masterclass on this manner. The explanation, exposition and introspection of every character struggle, the script, monologues, are so compelling and to the bone, I can't choose which interaction of the cast is my favorite. The pay-off is spectacular because we can actually follow each person train of thoughts and choices in which these end up in, with the faith that this path will make themselves and his loved ones happy, because even if we aren't certain about anything we do, we'll still find meaning in the absudity of destiny (or the lack of it?).

[frankensaint]

Don’t look now I’m putting your pirate captain in fine fabrics

[konigsblog]

I’m sorry this is a ramble but this thought plagues me and I just can’t write so . Spare me my agony here; older stalker Konig.

He sees you at work, some pretty young thing at a seedy diner or bar, barely old enough to be employed there at all. Too young to be working, you’re something he thinks should be housed away and pampered like some dumb pet, so silly of you to not settle down already. Low hanging fruit is what he takes you for, with how naive and innocent you seem; no concept of the world, of seedy men like himself with too much time and money on his hands, his red flags too visible to anyone who knows what to look for. And you poor, poor thing have no clue what he’s like, his faux charm and large tips and solid build blinding you of his true intentions.

He watches, becomes a regular, gets to know you and make small talk and leave fat tips and cheesy compliments that make you giddy and flustered despite the odd air he has about him or the way your coworkers whisper that he’s no good. Eventually his regular appearances turn into him staying til close, then offering to walk you home his possessive streak covered up by vigilant protectiveness that leaves you dizzy with his little touches to your arm or the small of your back, the nearly parental way he kisses your forehead at your door.

Little did you know he’s been planning the whole time; memorizing your work schedules, your daily schedule, the things you eat or drink, places you go on your days off, watching you through your apartment window or sneaking in when you’re out of the house to raid your dirty laundry or leave a gross surprise of his cum in your leftovers. He’s a shadow in your life, always lurking in the background of every scene no matter where you are or what you’re doing. Eventually he’s sneaking in when you’re asleep, so silent for such a behemoth of a man, so he can paw at your soft and prone form while he pants and spills into his hand like a dog in rut while you’re none-the-wiser, unaware of the way he smears his soiled hand on your skin, your cunt, your pillow or sheets.

When he finally takes things further, too determined to do anything but hoard you all to himself, he’s so sweetly condescending as he relays just how long he had planned everything, how cute and stupid you were to never realize what he had been doing all this time, the bits of himself he left around your apartment, on you, inside of you as a precursor to him claiming you fully. You’ve already consumed so much of his seed, you’ll be fine taking it from the source like a good girl Schatz, nicht? Sure his cock is big, but he knows the best ways to stretch your tight hole already, so you’ll be fine! Just stop thinking and let him have you already, he’s worked so hard for you, your the center of his world. His stupid little Liebling, pathetic and confused as she struggles against her bindings and his hands, no choices left but to plead until her voice dies and give herself over to him, because nothing could convince him to accept no as the answer.

anon, my jaw is on the floor, i absolutely adore older stalker-könig and his creepiness. (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)

CW: RAPE/NON-CON, AGE GAP, STALKING. 🪦🕊️

DEAD DOVE: DO NOT EAT. 18+

my brain rots at the thought of könig sliding inside for the first time, holding your wrists down beside your head as he begins rocking gently. the way he cocks his head to the side almost mocking you, taunting you for being so easy, so pliant, and so vulnerable and naïve around him. the faux sympathy and empathy leaves you longing for his sweet praise, but when you're slapped for falling for the mask he puts on, you sob harder with his slicken cock hammering against your cervix, stuffed inside that inexperienced cunt. it's as if you wanted this to happen, to be used and controlled as if you were a puppet, with your inappropriate and flirty comments after each cheesy, overly sweet compliment he gives you, unaware of his seriousness, how this was a part of his plan to reduce you to a mutt, with your purpose being to serve a man, könig.

he hides himself so well, and you take the bait, falling for the façade of a gentle, older male with sweet intentions. looking back, you can only let out pitiful and pained cries as you connect the dots and realise your stupidity, finally realising what you fell for, how stupid you must look on your back begging for him to stop when he'd given you so many hints and chances to flee, your voice becoming quiet and strained as you plead. the rough texture of his old, scarred skin over your mouth to silence you, against your soft and supple skin, your body shaking with each thrust, showing you what you're worth, what your purpose truly is.

könig shows you what reality is, getting you out of your stupid head, that's doing you no good as he continues with his violation and assault. he teaches you that life isn't fantasy, how you don't know everyone and their intentions or who they truly are, or how you'll fall for it and become a wolf's prey within seconds due to your kindness and naivety, how you never accuse anyone and hope they mean well, too naïve for your own good and assuming the best about everyone. leading you to be forced to take every inch of the man's experienced, hung cock, with your eyes glistening and horrified, and the smell of him on your bedsheets reminding you, or the cum stains along your shirts and panties.

or, perhaps the bruises and marks he leaves along your skin as a warning, or maybe as a sign of ownership - who you belong to, who owns you.

how could you be so foolish? :(

[clowninguhround]

I'm a clown, I'm a God, I'm whatever you need 𓆩♡𓆪I'm a corruptor, heaven doesn't want me and hell doesn't need me 𓆩♡𓆪

Greetings! You can call me Creature or Vex or Uriel or Sisyphus or any variation of my username. I am very pro rq, pro para (duh), pro concent always and complex contact. Chrono 17, it/that/God/clown/jester/pet. Cisdepressed, cisaddict, otherkin, cisSH, cisclown, cisharm(ful), cishypersexual. Certified, corpse, bunny, and total dumbass.

The ID'S I reblog are the ones I'm currently hoarding, some I plan on transitioning to and some I'm not, please feel free to inquire!! Also feel free to ask for flags or terms to coin, I love doing it!

I currently identify as:

Body:

Trans severe SH (less), Dumbgender, Transweight, Transdead, Trans nephilim, Perma constricted/ dilated pupils, Musicbloodic, Transmultivoice, Ichorblood, Transfangs, Trans candycane flavored, Trans raspy voice, Cis-tmasc 

Mind:

Trans severe echolalia (more), Transrecoveringaddict, Transmushroomaddict, Transcotards delusion, Trans (non chrono) age, Translingual, translucid dreamer, Trans MAD, Iter OSDD1-a, Transdiscalcula diagnosis, Transposessed

Being:

permatired, transparasocial, transgod, transalternate, transage (kidult), transsongkin, transmedicaltrauma, transtoxic, Transpyromantic, Trans zooanthropy, Trans OC, Transsuccubis

Considering: warbler voiced, citrus flavored, Trans tics

No DNI just be nice to me and other beings please please please

My qpp, my divine light, my favorite toy @ghost-in-the-graveyard

In a consang relationship with my papa @haygale

Taken anon sign-offs: 💚🪦🕊🥀☁️Blur⏳️❄️🐦‍⬛🫀☀️⭐️🐛🎀🩹Void Gore

Nitty gritty below <3

Paras: 🧸/(auto)💤/ 🍬🍭/ 💊/(auto)🪦🦴/(auto) 😇🪽/ 🎵

I would love to talk about any of this, I'm super open to talking. Just be sure to make sfw interactions clear to me, sometimes I get over excited.

Transharmed/transharmful are very welcome to talk with me, I'll help you out <3 obsession is what I thrive on, parasocial relationships are encouraged and I'll join any fult that wants me

Bye bye lovers <3

[progsuggestion]

The car's 🚘 on fire 🔥😱😱 and there's no 🚫 driver 🫥 at the wheel 🛞

And the sewers 💩🤢 are all muddied 🥴 with a thousand 💯 lonely suicides 😔🪦⚰️

And a dark wind blows 💨😨🥶

The government 🏛️⚖️ is corrupt ‼️💲💲👿 and we're on so many 🤤 drugs 💊💊💊💉💉

With the radio 📻 on 🔛🎶🎵 and the curtains drawn 🫥🫥

We're trapped ‼️‼️in the belly 🤤 of this horrible machine 🤖😱🙀 and the machine 🤖🤖 is bleeding 💉🩸 to death ☠️⚰️🪦

The sun 🌞☀️ has fallen down 🫡😢 🌙 and the billboards 🏙️ are all 😶 leering 🌚👀👁️

And the flags 🇺🇲🇺🇲🫡 are all dead ⁉️ at the top of their poles 😭⚰️💀

It 👏went 👏like 👏this 👏 ☝️☝️

👉the buildings 🌇🏥🏦🏫 toppled in 💥🤯 on themselves 🏚️🏚️

👉 mothers 😘🤤 clutching 🤰👩‍👧babies 🤱🍼👶 picked through the rubble 🪨🏚️🧱 and pulled out💇‍♀️😱their hair 👴😭

The skyline 🌇 was beautiful 😮😍 on fire 💥🔥👨‍🚒

All twisted 🌀😵‍💫 metal 🎸 stretching upwards☝️🆙⬆️

🤯Everything washed 🧼🧽 in a thin orange 🟧🟠haze 🌫️☁️

I said 🗨️kiss me ‼️😘😳 you're beautiful 🥰🥵 these are 👏truly 💯 the last days 🗓️🗓️⌚🗨️

🫵you grabbed ✊ my hand 🤝 and we fell 😯 into it ⁉️like a daydream 💭💤😪 or a fever 🥵🌡️🤒

We woke🛌⏰😯 up🆙 one morning 🥱🌄 and fell 🤕a little 🤏further down 👇⬇️

For sure 🤓as the valley 🏞️of death ☠️⚰️

I open 🔓 my wallet 💲💳💵📂 and it's full 🙀😱 of blood 💉🩸

[scr-ppup]

[ID/A dark red line with gold lining and a repeating star and half moon pattern./end ID]

Lurensurvilism

[PT/Lurensurvilism/end PT]

Day 7 prompt: The flesh / cannibalism

A Lurkerian sublabel term related to survival and abandon of morale and ethics and cannibalism in the name of survival.

[ID/A rectangular flag of 12 even horizontal stripes. The colors go from top to bottom as dark red, stoney marine blue, dark blue, red, light red, cool brown, light red, red, dark blue, stoney marine blue, and dark red. The center of the flag has symbols that consist of a vector of a eclipse ring and in the center of it is a vector of a steak, the eclipse ring is burnt orange and it's background is dark cool brown with black line art and the stake is colored reddish and pink colors./end ID]

[ID/A dark red line with gold lining and a repeating star and half moon pattern./end ID]

Etymology: luren- + survival + cannibalism

Luren- used as a prefix of Lurkerian.

Requested by none, a coin for @radiomogai 's 1K coining event, albeit a bit late

Taglist: @obscurian @goregeous-archive

[🪦]Please do not tag my neogenders as xenogenders they aren't xenogenders! Kiitos (thank you).

[silly-fckindumbboy]

🪦Consider this blog a TW in & of itself🪦

🫀This will be a mix of RQ & para stuff! Its my safe space! I will like & reblog what I choose!🫀

🪦Block/ ignore dont report, I'm just trying to find safe community & without that, so many of us are in danger!🪦

🩸If you arent harming anyone unwilling to be harmed, do it up, bby; pro-consent🩸

🦷 Im Jynx

🔪 The body is 26

🦷 Agender, transmasc, boycunt

🔪 Polyromantic, hyperromantic

🦷 Polysensual, polarsensual, hypersensual [unless touch-repulsed due to fatigue, low energy, sensory overload, etc.]

🔪 Greyace, hypersexual

🦷 Ductuaffectis, Alteraffectis

🔪 It/he/pup/puppy/clown/honk/rot/ick/icky; I may also use plural pronouns on occasion

🦷 Married, poly

🔪 Ask me anything about anything!

🪦My tags:

fckindumbboy - anything thats mine

boytalx - anytime I comment/post/talk about anything/share my opinions

shøwøff - my pictures

Boycoins - coining/flags

Papa♡ - anything to do with my Papa or my relationship🪦

🫀On sys: I'm [Jynx] the current host of a DID system~ Pls keep in mind that, due to the nature of plurality, I may post things or reblog things that I dont typically post, agree with, or that I forget later on. Some alters MAY make themselves known, they may not, thats up to them to decide not me.🫀

🪦Paras & Kinks: LOTS! Obsessed with everything abuse, gore, pain, blood, cannibalism, & death! 3/3, get over it, youre not the thought police. I sexualize & extort my own trauma & mental illness~ Theres wwwwaaaaayyyyyyy more!🪦

🫀SickSickSick: DID, BPD, DPDR, schizoaffective bipolar type, OCD, agoraphobia, C-PTSD, substance use disorder [recovering & hating every second], BED w/ anorexic & bulimic tendencies, GAD/ panic disorder, PNES

We got the 'tism

ICT survivor

I have so much trauma, so much trauma, & always happy share & talk about it [for anyone!] (Cisharmed, cisgroomed, cisabused, cisICTsurvivor, cistortured.. etc.)

Chronically ill & physically disabled!🫀

🪦I AM a radqueer! Get outta here if you cant deal with that! Im super duper inclusive & believe everyone has a right to be themselves (even if I may not agree with them!) I have absolutely no room in my life, my heart, or my safe space for hate, drama, or discourse!!!🪦

🫀Identities: Transspecies (pup & clown), trauma-born demon, irl yandere, transHoH/transDeaf, real vampire [hybrid- sang & psi], DemiDead, DemiRot, Traumatot, permapuppy, permadissociated, permalockdown 🫀

🪦MUDs: Unhealthy Relation-Victim Disorder, Glitching Mind Disorder 🪦

🩸I BLOCK FREELY🩸

[piss-bottle-heart-emoticon]

Oouugh intro post ig cuz I been needing 1

Basic info:

Name is Vinyl but I go by pretty much anything close 2 tht(vinnie, vin, vee, etc.)

He/it/🏴‍☠️/🪦/silly/⦻/doggy uhhh I will prob update this bc the pronouns b growing nd I like the silly words

Main imtrest wordgirl

Gay(mlm) and aroace spec

Alterhuman/otherkin

Other stuff ig;

I do be shelfshipping

I like 2 do artt nd am self taught

Grrrr smth aint wired right upstairs idk what tho. Adhd adjustment disorder and anxiey r confimed

I like talking 2 u guys but if I take 4 evr 2 respond thts either bc I forgor(memory problems) or I am too nervous to answer u(I veiw anyone other than me on here 2 b famous in my brainnn)

I am silly very silly

Pathetic sad wet oupy boy and kitty boy. Same time I be multitasking it.

Dni: terfs, homophobs, ect... all the basic stuff

Uhhhhhh I will be adding 2 this eventually er just redoing it bc it2 like 4 am nd Imm soooo eeeeppppyyy so idk ill prob look back at thsi snd hate it

Ok bywreee :333

My pride flags ⬇️

[spirgender]

↦ galaxemojic -

an emojigender related to the 🌌 emoji! this gender may also be related to galaxies, stars, photography, or space in general.

requested by: discord!

coined by: quinn/polonium.

[shooting-love-arrows]

Hello again, dearest 〜 I’m doing just fine.

I just finished reading your new post and I have to say, I’m impressed with your work, as always. Yandere!mortician is full of red flags, so it’s a good thing that red is my favourite color ♡ Sending lots of inspiration and love dust on your way.

— Playing dead (*wink* *wink*), 🪦 Anon.

Dear 🪦 Anon,

Hello, darling. It's good to hear from you. Aw, you're flattering me. Yandere! Victorian! Mortician is a definition of red flag indeed but this is Tumblr and we're delulu so it's fine :) I'll take this dust and rub it into my skin for a better effect.  Hope to hear from you soon and have a wonderful day (even if it's not daytime!)

@shooting-love-arrows who makes sure you're comfortable in your coffin.

[frankensaint]

Anyway Alma decides at age 15 she’s going to be the greatest pirate that ever lived. The Crew of the Revenge believe her, especially as the years go on

[cains-coin-shop]

🪦Welcome to my blog!🪦

Hello! Welcome to my coining blog! My name is Cain, and I use this blog to coin alterhuman and xenogender terms!

About Me

✰ I'm eighteen

✰ I'm nonbinary, genderfluid, and xenogender

✰ I'm bisexual and polyamorous

✰ I love Monster energy drinks and Pepsi

✰ I love vulture culture

✰ I'm an alterhuman and a tulpamancer (I am NOT a system! I don't agree with tulpamancers using the term "system.")

✰ I'm an age regressor and age dreamer. My regression/dreaming ages are 1-5 yrs old!

About My Alterhumanity

THERIOTYPES

✰ Red fox 🦊

✰ Arctic wolf ❄️🐺

✰ Snow leopard ❄️🐆

KINTYPES

✰ Ghostkin 👻

LINKTYPES

✰ Crow 🐦‍⬛

✰ Arctic werewolf ❄️🐺🌕

✰ Mermaid 🧜‍♀️

✰ Bombay cat 🐈‍⬛

✰ Hellhound 🐺🔥

OTHERS

✰ not deer 🏔🦌 (otherhearted)

About My Tulpas

Disclaimer: I do not believe that tulpamancers are systems. "Tulpagenic systems" do not exist. Tulpas can possess or switch with their hosts, but it doesn't make them a system, as it is consensual and not a disorder, but a spiritual practice/psychological phenomenon.

✰ I currently have one sentient tulpa and many imaginary friends. Not all of them are going to become sentient intentionally as I do not plan to share my consciousness with that many other beings (although this may change).

✰ I am not pro or anti endogenic systems, but more neutral. I am not a system or a tulpa myself. I am a tulpamancer who created a tulpa, or more accurately a soulbond, by accident. I don't agree with people w/o DID/OSDD using the term system but I'm also not one to pick on people who choose to use those terms, as it is not my decision to make.

✰ Tulpamancy is not a closed practice. Go to r/tulpa on reddit for more info on the subject! There are posts that are very informative and useful!

Tagging System

#cains cemetery thoughts - rants and vents

#cains coin collection - my terms and flags

#cains classroom - tips, tricks, and info on tulpamancy, lgbtq2ia+, MOGAI, witchcraft, and alterhumanity.

#cains funniest home videos - things that give me gender/species euphoria, or just stuff related to my theriotypes/linktypes/kintypes/etc.

#cains circus - stuff about my tulpas/imaginary friends

#cains V/H/S tapes - vulture culture content, may be graphic and involve dead/taxidermied animals!!

#cains colouring book - age regression/dreaming related stuff!

Feel free to block any of these!

DNI

✰ radqueers, prats, xenosatanists, pro contact harmful paras, transrace and variants, transid/transx, ESPECIALLY "transyanderes/transstalkers" FUCK OFF!!!

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[orwillidrown]

i’m back on tumblr! i used to be on here a bunch back in the day but i deleted my account in the great jägerman cringe purge of freshman year(tm)

but i’m back!

who am i?

well:

🪶mallory-morgan (but i’m begging you, just call me mal)🪶

🐺18🐺

🌘he/she/they (genderfluid)🌒

🌌very bi🌌

🪦hatchetfield, michigan (fuck clivesdale<3)🪦

💜my favorite color is purple 💜

📼my favorite movies are: an american werewolf in london, dead poet’s society, jennifer’s body, and scott pilgrim vs the world (red flag, i know)📼

📖favorite books include: the picture of dorian gray, and the secret history📖

🎭love d&d - very former theater kid🎭

🪩kinda obsessed with the 80s rn, probably bc i’m working at miss retro’s🪩

🎪if you know me irl, don’t tell my brother about this, he’ll throw you in a locker for some reason🎪

#mal muses for original posts and #rb for,,,rbs

any other stuff will be tagged accordingly

((ooc under the cut))

hey! i’m @impulsivesuperrobin aka mercy! this is my hatchetfield oc multi-timeline rp blog. you can find a bunch of base info about them and some stuff on them in the npmd timeline on my main under the tag #mallory-morgan jägerman or in the hyperlinks on their name line

it’s gonna function mostly as an in-universe blog for mal through the various timelines, but also a way to rp with other users like irl interactions in-universe (which will be tagged on my end as #holding the hatchet)

any specific timelines will be tagged as such (eg #mal does npmd)

feel free to interact, but i’m probably gonna be way slow at responding, i’m really bad at that and i’m sorry in advance lol

[obey-me-headquarters]

Thank you so much for replying to my silly thoughts!! Beware, this will be so long...:(🤡

Satan is my favourite so I'm definitely biased because I strongly sympathize with him, but yeah, his writing is pretty much a failure, especially after Solmare decided to revise the earlier lessons and eradicate certain character traits. You can still see it in his dialogues (home screen+interactions+unedited Devilgrams) - he's extremely snarky, playful and something is deeply wrong with him because he seems lonely (he says "You're late. I was about to go out looking for you." when returning to the home screen and "How bold of you. Are you sure you want to be stuck with me?" is his reaction to being gifted the limited item [handcuffs] on Valentine's Day, for example). He secretly gets a kick out of people being angry and is implicitly interested in having Simeon, who is a high-ranking angel, indulge in his sin ("Wouldn't you be curious to see what Simeon's like when he's angry?"). Plus, I think he's also deeply ashamed of his "circumstances" ("Do you ever sometimes wonder if Mammon is the most decent of all of us?") and thus very much eager to prove himself at every given chance (the incident with being transformed into a Little D, admitting that he's never beaten Diavolo at chess [and yet still trying] and he confesses that he think that he hasn't found a talent or passion so far [Devilgram: Be You] . Nowadays, he's just a cat-loving bookworm whose said to be smart but...never actually utilises it :( Everything is about cats and he's being treated like comic relief and cats are just his punchline.

I think the Nightbringer writing is pretty well-done, too, especially because they know what kind of success they'll reap (the original storyline was pretty obviously supposed to be done after lesson 20 with maybe individual routes beginning, but the game became too big too fast imo). I just hope that Nightbringer will introduce Lilith's alternative storyline to us, because logically, she should be alive in the human world since she "lived a fulfilling life as a human" after Diavolo saved her because Lucifer pledged his eternal loyalty to him. That's all I want tbh!! 🥹 I'm just so bitter that they're discontinuing support for the original game (meaning that there won't be any new lessons coming out and that the anticipated adjustments of difficulty in later lessons would be cancelled) but the pay2win aspect of gacha games will still be a vital mechanic, somehow??? They're not stopping VIP memberships or implementing some kind of progress transfer, but expect players to put up with the same micromanagement again...just in a game that is supposed to be "a continuation" but so far mirrors the first game too much to be truly innovative. I'm a 100% free to play player, I don't care about predatory gambling mechanics in the end because I'm not responsive to them in any way (I have other problems 💀🪦), but I know that many people just get sucked into these things without a way out. They're whale players and that's how these companies make money (and honestly... I fear that Solmare is slowly morphing into EA Sports or something 🤡). Plus, (this is just anecdotal and the devs aren't personally preying on people like that) the people most at risk of running into a »non-gambling« gambling addiction are cluster b disordered peolple who are already isolated... the comorbidity rates are abnormally high in those cases (I recommend Parmar's 2018 study [Indian Journal of Psychological medicine], they look at all personality disorders across the board and break them down by type of addiction, then rank them by rates of risk)

I don't blame them either and indulgence in food it's less of a red flag than depicting uncontrollable, chronic and incurable alcoholism but sigh you put it into words! Beel lacks secondary characteristics and there's no clear way of defining him. Most of the time, he doesn't even converse all that much because he's pretty quiet among the entire cast. And I agree, I loved Beel's character arc and just how devoted he is to his family. He's blooming with love and care for his brothers 🥺 and I think that's so sweet, plus the insight given when Solmare explored just how guilt-ridden he is was beautiful (and so painful rip). His vices seem to hold a death grip on him and that's just never given another thought.

If I could change a thing, I would have intentionally given each of the brothers a redeeming quality from the get-go and having it clash with their sin - Maybe divide the corresponding Seven Heavenly Virtues among them and have them struggle with it (Mammon seems to be written that way??? He practices charity and sacrifices himself but doesn't want others to know it [see the Devilgram in which he reveals why the witches abuse and exploit him, I sadly forgot the name rip]), but I agree that Beel's particular kindness should have stood out way more. He shines so brightly compared to the others when it comes to sincerity and I think you'd be spot-on with your take on the brothers' jealousy! Canon Asmo still wants to preserve the image of the Jewel of the Heavens and tries to be angelic and beautiful all the time. Satan is the only pureblooded demon in the house, I think that's what already gives him identity issues - an angelic Beel is just the cherry on top. And, ironically, the opposite of Belphie, who looks sweet and harmless but is so bitter and manipulative.

I think Lucifer's in an awkward spot with everybody, kind of. They are all aware that they love each other, but everyone thinks that Lucifer is the scariest person in the world. They're terrified of him 💀 when facing their respective fears (I can't remember which lesson or event maybe (??) :((( sorry), Mammon sees an enraged Lucifer and Satan sees Angel Lucifer... that's telling 🤡

Tbh Nightbringer Lucifer should exude Icarus energy - I've never thought about it but you're absolutely right.

Sorry I didn't comment on everything, but you've given me so much to bounce off of its incredible. Your ramblings>>>>>>

And, again, sorry for the spam and for this long long long long ask omg I'm so sorry (especially the Satan bit but I'm passionate about my boy)

!!! No problem! Thank you for sharing your thoughts with me! :D I really like talking about my guys, and potential stories!!

Ah, Satan, I love him but I can definitely see the flaws in his writing.

I'm kinda..... weird well it comes to stories. If given the choice between consuming a well written perfect story, and a story that has so much potential but didn't stick the landing, I will always choose the story that didn't stick the landing.

Which is crazy! I know! But I noticed that stories that have potential stick with me a lotttttt longer than ones I have nothing to change. I think it's because people are creative, they like thinking about what they want in a story, and so when you give them potential they want to mend that potential into a story they like.

All this to say, I'm surprisingly not salty about the bad writing decisions in Obey Me lol. Solmare is giving little hints of characterization they wouldn't follow through on, and I take those crumbs and make my own story with it lol.

I completely forgot about Lilith's alternative storyline! Omg, yeah Lilith is still alive!!! Gosh, I really really hope they do something with that.

I'm kinda torn on whether I want Lilith to become apart of the family again, since I liked the acceptance of grief that took place in the original game. I don't think Solmare should undo that by having her reunite with her brothers and everything being fine. But I do hope that Solmare does something with that storyline.

I'm upset that there isn't going to be a continuing story in the original game too 😔 though I do wonder if that's going to remain the case. I mean, I don't think Solmare is going to discontinue the game, seeing as players kinda need to play it to get Nightbringer. I'm crossing my fingers here, but I hope that Solmare eventually does something with the original game. They say there are still going to be events, so I hope that the events are longer. I know a lot of people liked a lot of the events, the pirate one, for example. So it'll be interesting if the original game focused on those, expanding the worlds they already created.

Having the difficulty adjusted for these longer events would fall in line with their plans to change the difficulty for the main game. Plus, it could still be paid to win since events still make quite a lot of money, with new cards and everything.

They could even, fingers crossed they don't but they COULD is the scary part, introduce a new currency for these longer events that open up an alternative route. Kinda like what they already have with the event keys but more predatory.... (A lot of gacha games already do this, the Arcana comes to mind)

!!! I've been meaning to talk about the Seven Heavenly Virtues!! I know that if I would ever do something with the 7 Sins, having the 7 Virtues be an aspect was always the plan lol.

Though, in my mind, it'll be interesting if these Virtues are their own characters, and each Sin and Virtue has their own unique relationship. Do they absolutely hate each other? Do they have a weird friendship? Do they want to murder each other? A dredging respect for the other? Madly in love?

Giving each brother a redeeming quality relating to a virtue sounds really interesting! And I didn't even notice that they kinda already did that with Mammon!

Having an angelic Beel with a strong sense of right and wrong is angsty, but it can also be played for comedy. Satan coming up with a scheme to hurt some demons and Beel is like ":( but that's wrong tho." And Satan is like "you're absolutely right, little brother, I don't know what I was thinking." And gently pushing him outside of the room. Once gone Satan turns back to everyone and is like "so they we get a buzz saw and-"

Morally upstanding Beel could also have a really interesting relationship with Simeon. I kinda feel like Lucifer is the only one allowed to have interesting relationships with the other characters outside of his family. His loyalty to Diavolo, his dislike of Solomon and his constant asking for a pact, and his complicated relationship with Simeon. He and Simeon could butt heads a lot, with Simeon believing that Beel can still be saved, and thinking that the only reason Beel is stuck in the Devildom is because of his loyalty to Lucifer. Luke could also believe this, and try to help Beel overcome his sin (while also accidentally causing Beel to hurt himself by starving himself) to try and make Beel into an angel again.

Idk, there's nothing in game to suggest this, but I just think it'll be interesting for Simeon and Beel to have a more strained relationship. It adds layers to Simeon's relationship with Lucifer, and Beel's relationship with Lucifer.

Maybe in the Celestial realm, the two of them were always butting heads on how to handle things. Simeon could be passive-aggressive toward Beel, believing that he was always meant to fall because of his bad decisions in the Celestial Realm, while still seeing that he's the most angelic of all the brothers, and thus can still possibly be "saved".

Give me Beel getting mad at Simeon for choosing goodness over his family. Give him loyal Beel who has a golden heart, but will walk with his family into Hell because he will never abandon them! Give me the two of them arguing over what's more important, morality, or family?

Lucifer giving Icarus energy is such a good idea! Give me Lucifer trying his best and still failing. Give me my fail husband Luci <3

Don't worry about not commenting on anything! I'm pretty sure tumblr has a word limit on how long a comment can be anyway, and all you can tell, we both like to ramble lol.

Don't apologize for long ramblings!! I love to hear them and bounce off of them!

I'm happy with getting new asks, if you want we can dm and ramble about this? It just might be quicker than asks lol. If you have a Tumblr account, that is, no sweat if if you don't! Like I said, i like getting your asks!

[scr-ppup]

[ID/A dark red line with gold lining and a repeating star and half moon pattern./end ID]

Destrurageic

[PT/Destrurageic/end PT]

Day 4 prompt: The desolation / AAC

A gender related to ones potential being destroyed, the grief and pain that manifests afterwards and causes an episode of unbrittled rage in the victim where one may result into extreme destructive behavior towards an item, a person, or themselves.

This gender is based on the desolation entity from TMA.

[ID/A rectangular flag of 12 even horizontal stripes. The colors go from top to bottom as dark magenta, orange, dark brown, dark teal, slime green, lime green, slime green, dark teal, dark brown, orange, and dark magenta. The center of the flag has symbols that consist of a vector of a fire and beneath it a magnifying glass with a star on the center of it, the symbol is colored with teal and varying shades of green with green and teal colored line art./end ID]

[ID/A dark red line with gold lining and a repeating star and half moon pattern./end ID]

Etymology:Destruction + rage + ic

Requested by none, a coin for @radiomogai 's 1K coining event.

Taglist: @io-archival

[🪦]Please do not tag my neogenders as xenogenders they aren't xenogenders! Kiitos (thank you).