#( i wanna be consumed by you ) | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

butchlifeguard · 1 year

Text

we need to destroy the idea that girls should wear makeup. normalize bare faces on prom queens and flower girls and cheerleaders. no products at all instead of '7 product simple makeup routine.' no more 10 step skincare and regular facials and dermablading and gua sha just to be comfortable with yr natural face. i want to see eye bags on the funny librarian and acne on the swim coach and wrinkles on all our adult role models. i want to see a 16 year old girl that has never tried putting on eyeshadow. i want to see a 7 year old girl who doesn't have to go out and buy powder for her dance recital. i want to see trans women and girls everywhere to never have to wear makeup, regardless of how well they 'pass.' no more 'contouring to look masc' either. a post-beauty industry world is possible

reblogs are on but if you bring up the stage makeup point that i have addressed three times yr blocked on sight ☹️

#this is me warding myself against the b arbie m ovie shitstorm. </3 #too many teenage girls have had 'bimbo feminist' thrust upon them by the attention economy + consumer-feminist culture #its ok to just be fucking lame. like you can still be fem/me and stuff while doing it #there is a world where you can feel comfortable in yrself even if you arent Aesthetic #the makeup industry is trying to hinder this tho #plus i saw that post thats like. 'the reason we see a lot of casual pseudo-gender-essentialist and choice feminism rhetoric...#... is because we have fewer posts now that have basic feminist messages'#that resonated so i am the change i want to see in the world #i wanna try and make a r iot g rrrl masterpost for anyone getting into that side of things later so lmk if you want to see it

20K notes · View notes

biggest-gaudiest-patronuses · 7 months

Text

got a worm nibbling my brain. can someone help me find a piece of obscure media?

webcomic/indie comic from the 2010s. basically a sci-fi short story about a young girl (with red hair?) who was being raised by scientists as part of an experiment. she receives a haircut/has her head shaved, in preparation for her annual brain scan/testing. it is revealed that while her body is human, her "brain" is artificial, made of computer implants throughout her skull and spine. at some point her biological mother (also a scientist on the same campus?) encounters her and is repulsed, viewing her as a machine who has murdered her daughter.

it was very poignant and it bruised my heart and i can NOT find it anywhere

#i thought it was made by the creator of 'O Human Star' for some reason but apparently not?#goddammit goddammit goddammit #'i don't have to write down the title of this piece of media i encountered in my formative years bc i'll always remember it'#*cut to ten years later frantic googling*#fun fact 'a.i.' is now a completely useless search term #google in general is useless #and stuff i read 3+ years ago regularly vanishes from the internet #bookmarks are not enough! if you like indie media--download that shit! buy digital/physical copies while you can #save it to the cloud back it up and organize that shit!!!#keep a list of the stuff you read (organized by date/media type and possibly with keywords if you want it to be useful longterm)#(or a spreadsheet even if you're like me and rabidly consume short stories/comics like a pack of amnesiac piranhas on a feeding frenzy)#(that stuff PILES UP over the years ok. if you wanna make sure you'll be able to find it again a decade later--curation is key)#because art WILL touch your soul and then vanish into the void leaving naught but a 404 Error in its wake #i am an old man shaking my fist at the kids on my lawn but the kids on my lawn are me and my longterm digital planning skills circa 2012

3K notes · View notes

fairy-bard · 2 months

Text

i’ve been loving watching critical role recently if for no other reason than because i get to watch a decent portion of viewers actively falling for cult tactics lmao

a forbes article describes cult tactics as when cult leaders “censor dissenting viewpoints, promote a distorted narrative and use relentless repetition and peer pressure”

ludinus needing to monologue at everyone he meets. cherry picking what information to let people know (ie the orb). showing popular world leaders (gods?) at their absolute worst as a means to win over the vulnerable. creating dissent between cult prospects and the people who they’re close to outside the cult. doesn’t take no for an answer. repeating his points over and over, in whatever context he thinks will be most persuasive. targeting people who’ve lost everything. convincing people that they’re special

matt is a genius.

705 notes · View notes

stuckinapril · 4 months

Text

I genuinely love not having a crush like I’m not over here feeling physically sick over some mid guy being dry to me I’m literally chilling

#Spring semester of last year was so bad bc I was unironically into 3 guys at once and they were all #Being dry and cryptic to me #And then before that in 2022 I had my horrid situationship #I had a mini obsession arc in dec 2023 over someone but now there hasn’t been anyone since #And my palette is so cleansed #When a girl is like I miss having a crush I’m like you’re literally a masochist #There was very briefly a girl I thought I had a crush on when I realized I’m bicurious but #I haven’t put effort into talking to her bc the idea of pursuing anyone makes me wanna claw my eyes out #I’m pretty sure I ghosted her by like just not responding to her last messsge actually #Not on purpose but more so bc I realized I was feeling the same anxiety I felt whenever I had a crush so I was like #Yeah I’m dropping this for now #I’m also always the most present for my friends when I don’t have a crush so idk #Like I don’t wanna be consumed by anyone I just wanna chill #The solution to not having normal attraction to people is just to not be attracted to anyone at all #I fr cracked it #I always just crave the butterflies out of it and never an actual relationship anyway #But they’re so not worth it #Which is why I always get bored of guys who’re forthright like oh ok you actually WANT something…. U don’t wanna just have fun #Not for me #I think the guys I’m into and I typically diverge in the sense that neither of us wants a relationship but they just wanna fuck me #And I more so just want the butterflies experience / to playact couple for like a couple months but nothing too serious #Which is why it never works #Like it’s not that it doesn’t work bc either of us wants a relationship it’s more that what we want out of the situationship is different #So lame #Ok this was a lot but I literally came to this epiphany while writing these tags

594 notes · View notes

samijen · 4 months

Text

they're just both mentally unwell lmaooo

this is PURELY SELF INDULGENT and has NO POINT WHATSOEVER

AVERT YOUR EYES AAAA

446 notes · View notes

dimeadozencows · 9 months

Text

I have endured what no one on earth has ever done before

I put my lips to the hands of the man who killed my son

#deltarune #gaster #deltarune player #i love still headcanoning gaster as sans and papyrus's dad despite knowing that he saw everything that happened in undertale (including #the no mercy route) and seeing how friendly he is with us in deltarune #you would think he'd hate us and want do nothing to do with us or to hurt us but. he wants to create a new future with us.#he thinks that our search for him is a wonderful thing. he thinks we created a wonderful form. hes thankful for our time.#knowing this while still believing he's the father of characters we've killed makes him such an interesting character #we know he's tied to undertale so regardless of if he's actually their dad or not we have hurt people he knows #and he still treats us with so much care #i love this guy. i wanna know him already #this was fully inspired by a gorgeous drawing by WolfyTheWitch on twitter #of. actual priam jskdjdk #this was drawn using my poor poor pilot pens during classes over three days. i need to buy new ones now lol #i need to use this technique more often #its super time consuming but it looks so cool. and the paper has such an interesting texture now :]]]#i also LOVE drawing gasters hands all melting and barely even like hands #and brown paper packages tied up with string #my art #*i edited this a bit in digital i forgot to mention that gdjdjfk

482 notes · View notes

hysterical-random-things · 2 years

Text

Soundwave Superior Back when I decided I wanted to get back into drawing transformers and interacting with the fandom, I decided to start off with attempting Soundwave. Now that it's been a bit over a year since then, I figured i'd be fun to do a redraw of the piece and compare how I'd draw it now :> Comparison under the cut

#transformers #maccadam #soundwave #g1 soundwave #tf fanart #laserbeak #redraw #idw transformers #g1 transformers #tf soundwave #g1 #idw #hystdraws #i'm glad i decided to get back involved with the fanbase #i dipped my toes in back when i first joined tumblr but decided then to just continue consuming transformers content on my own #the transformers franchise has been something i've loved since i was very small watching g1 episodes at my grandparents house #it holds a very special place for me #and while it is somewhat sad i only now really have started to actually engage with other fans i'm glad i have #anyway if you wanna talk to me feel free to dm or send me your discord handle etc etc

2K notes · View notes

livsmessydoodles · 4 months

Note

plleese suurrrr... neeeeedd darilymm... i cannto surviive on teh crumbzzzz...

a little sneak peak of something im working on.... dinostar nation YOU WILL BE FED SOON!!!!

#ask #jwct spoilers #kinda???#well #if u wanna hear the song thats inspiring this its looking out for you by joy again #the season might have given us both everything and nothing but dw im gonna fix that #IM COOKINGGGG #darius bowman #brooklynn jwcc #dinostar #darilynn #chaos theory #jurassic world chaos theory #camp cretaceous #jurassic world camp cretaceous #am i making eight full pages of this comic thingy. maybe. mind ur business #the dinostar brainworms r consuming me

245 notes · View notes

strugglingsapphic · 1 month

Text

Chloe taking Red to mardi gras in Bayou de Orleans, her aunt Tiana and uncle Naveen's kingdom. (Disney how dare you take her away from me. So this is how i'm healing, in my world Ella and Tiana stayed good friends)

Chloe makes sure Red has the best time. They eat in the french quarter, go on a ghost tour, meet louis (And he's one of Red's favorite part of the trip because finally an animal she can talk to in auradon). Chloe takes Red to a local store to get their masks and nobody is surprised when the princess of hearts picks up a red one. Tiana and Naveen personally invite them to their restaurant and to watch the parade with them. And reds just happy to be there because not only is the the most fun thing she's done in Auradon to this point, but her princess is having so much fun and she'll take any excuse to hear Chloe speak french so much even if she doesn't understand.

Chloe: Est-ce que le flotteur est prêt, ma tante?

Tiana: yes Chloe, don't worry so much firefly

Chloe: Je veux juste que ce soit parfait, elle mérite le meilleur

Naveen: et ce sera la petite grenouille, tu planifies depuis des mois

Red: What're we talkin bout?

When the parade happens, Chloe makes sure they're on a balcony (because they're both short no matter what Red says) and she wants her girlfriend to have the best view. And when Red turns to look at her, mouth open in shock and eyes shining because there's a wonderland float in the mix, Chloe takes so many pictures, to the point she thinks she'll run out of storage.

142 notes · View notes

pisces-swirlix · 24 days

Text

should i do it? should i write a payneland royalty au? should i?

realistically, i am going to write it. the question is, should i put it up on ao3? or should i leave it all cozy in my self indulgent wip folder?

#this is CONSUMING me #i saw a vague tumblr post about payneland royal au #like two weeks ago #now it’s barreling through my head like a runaway train #anywayyy anyone wanna help motivate me?#i can help motivate you too if you want i’m really good at it #okay i’m rambling now oop #dead boy detectives #charles rowland #dbda #dead boy detective agency #edwin payne #payneland #edwin x charles #edwin paine #dbda fanfic #dbda fic

56 notes · View notes

crunchchute · 10 months

Note

your take on Dave during the holidays what would the silly man be up to?

sorry this took so long, i guess i wasnt in the christmas mood earlier. initially i wanted to go for like, Dave alone just patroling the mall, having just a tiny ratty christmas tree on his office desk or something but, that was too sad. i think of him (or specifically think of William) as a guy that goes all out on decor, but it's hard to project that onto Dave somehow... what does this man do away from work? needs to be studied more.

#i think i twinkified him #also i was about to go on a longer rant but it would get sad i guess #hmmm #anyway.#crunchchute art #my art #fnaf #five nights at freddys #five nights at freddy's #dave miller #answered #another idea that was wracking my brain thank you anon. i still havent finished TSE and i dont really wanna go further into the novels #so my entire characterization of william and dave are from so little media i consumed and then all from my head unfortunately #thank you for the ask #william afton

177 notes · View notes

aeon-uriel · 3 months

Text

married at first meeting (not that other trope) might be No Way for others but not zolu. they just genuinely go husbands? yea sure, captain. simple. yes im very right. no not taking any other questions

#ok sorry i have been consuming all the zolu fics i could possibly swallow this last week and #they are doing Things to my heart #these two are just EUGEHEGEHGEHGHGHG #actually i could req some fics with this trope if anyone wanna know #AND I WOULD LOVE MORE FICS TO READ IF YOU CUD RECOMMEND ME SUM THANKS AND PLS #I MEAN ITD BE GREAT TO READ ARRANGED MARRIAGE ZOLU IF SOMEONE OUT THERE HAS IT PLEASE SHARE #zolu #luzo #one piece #zoro #roronoa zoro #monkey d. luffy #luffy #el's nonsense

103 notes · View notes

eerna · 1 year

Text

Internet popular things in Greece I thought were gonna be overrated but absolutely weren't

1) cats

2) oranges

#the cats are SO DIFFERENT HERE. their FACES ARE SO LONG AND WISE. they are SO BIG. their muscles are ENORMOUS.#and there is SOOO MANY OF THEM.... I come from a catfriendly island myself but NOTHING like this #EVERYONE IN ATHENS HAD CUTE HOMEMADE SHELTERS FOR STRAYS OR AT LEAST FOOD AT THE DOOR #and the oranges #that one was like “wtf do you mean oranges are tastier in greece. they are oranges” but. it is so true #they are soooo fragnant and i dont even wanna talk abt the amount pf portokalopita ive consumed over the past 10 days #i buy a piece and eat it for 3 days bc they are ENORMOUS and swimming in syrup and i get satisfied from like 5 bites #all in all. 5 days left. but i dont wanna go home i am having so much fun this is so fun #eernatalk

163 notes · View notes

kacchanot-fucking-deal-with-this · 26 days

Text

so if I host a bnha halloween digital fan zine would anyone join it??? honest question, I've been rotating the idea in my brain for d a y s