#( my mental health went 📉 )

[lieutenantselnia]

Yesterday I've been doing some proper physical exercise for the first time since last year and I'm just imagining how proud my f/os would be of me🥹

[gatheryepens]

A LEVEL RESULTS DAY AND I DIDN’T FAIL AAAH

[applejongho]

literally having a depressive episode rn and Instagram decides to give me cute/hopeful/positivity meme bears. 🥺

[formulapisces]

i hate writing cover letters

“explain why you would like to work for us”

i don’t.

[jovenshires]

hello everyone!!

i am so sorry for my lil impromptu hiatus. im not gonna lie, even on my personal i did not touch tumblr with a ten foot pole. my mental health went 📉📉📉 so quick and i simply did not have the time nor the energy to be here. sorry for not saying anything sooner with my activity on here im sure yall thought i died SJEKDKD

TENTATIVELY. im back. but yall know how these things go. love yall ❤️💕

[urszn]

HIATUS ANNOUNCEMENT

Hi! i’ve been thinking about going on hiatus for a while now, like since may 😭 but anyways i was going to deactivate not so long ago and decided to stay, which tbh wasn’t my best decision, mental health went 📉📉 😭 and in general i haven’t been able to write as much, school is also coming up soon and i have so many things planned for this year 😭 and i will be busy and won’t be able to update as much anymore. also some anons have been weird lately and i genuinely don’t think it’s good for me to be on blr for now, to be honest idk if i’ll come back anytime soon, i’ll prob take a while off 😭 more than a month maybe 😭 and i’m sorry if you want me to update but i promise if i have time i’ll write and whenever i come back i’ll have a bunch of stuff ready to release :) tbh not sure if i’ll even come back 😭 but thank you for understanding 🤍

- esther

[catastrophicz]

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Not vetted, so here's what I found in my quick research

All images come back clean, I actually checked this one a while ago but my mental health went 📉📉 so I couldn't get around to posting it until today.

GFM is donation protected, please do consider donating.

[cottelini]

I watched The Owl House NYCC and my mental health went from 📉📉📉 to 📈📈📈

[jackinalex]

Can I just say… like who the fuck cares if Jordan is in NYC… I realize that people might not like her, but if she makes Jack happy then good for them! Like people in this fandom care too much. I get it. We prefer him with Alex…. (Or whatever your ship may be)

But I wish people would be more supportive for him to be happy. I personally feel like he deserves it. Jack clearly wants to spend time with her if she’s even there for him.

I hope this makes sense? Like, after all his heartbreak I just want him happy.

This ask wasn’t to scold people… it was just to be like “what are your general thoughts?” And everybody else’s thoughts on it… 

I want Jack to be happy, too. I don’t think anyone is anti-Jordan. I just know it’s better for me MENTALLY to just not focus on her. Granted it was like eight years ago, but when Jack was with Andie, my mental health went 📉 which is totally my fault and my issue. But because of that, I know it’s better for me to just ignore Jack’s personal relationships.

[qlventingspace]

personal rant ahead, sorry, my mental stability is shit

...look I have polls finally...

nothing important down here, just needed to get it out, you can skip the rest

ever since Biu is away and my comfort bbb are silent my mental health and will to do anything in real life just went📉📉📉

Not that I had any motivation before, but I at least was more present in my life. Now I'm anxiously waiting.... it's like when you have that one event in the evening so you are unable to do or focus on anything the whole day.

That's me. I'm waiting for the court and while waiting I am paralyzed to do anything else.

On top of that I feel like I'm constantly a failure, I don't wanna finish my masters, I'm currently by my own stupidity stuck in my hometown which is demotivating on its own, my friends are in different places and I have nobody to hug. And I feel like I'm annoying because I crave affection so much, that I don't even wanna tell anyone cause it's pathetic. I'm pathetic.

I don't know what to do about my future or work and I am so so tired of everything.

I need to fucking cuddle, just be hugged and act like a godforsaken cat, rubbing my head into somebody elses head and I need someone to lie on me, so I can feel safe and warm and squished back into my body.

Is that too much to ask?

And I need that beautiful fucking man to be safe and happy and to get back so I can get back to my own life.

I feel like I'm gonna explode with all the things I hide from people and things I don't say. I feel bad for asking favours or admitting I just can't anymore, because people usually don't believe me and they gonna say stuff and I don't want advice I want someone to listen and understand and offer shoulder for crying.

Why the fuck do I seek validation from others all the time?

I'm affection starved and like...I am so sorry for ranting.

I just need him to get back so I can see his smile again, you know?

And I know most people are like, it's just a fandom/actor you don't know, why are you so invested?

And you know what? Yes. But this actor was and is dear to me and is source of happiness to me. I always hyperfixated on stuff that makes me happy, because that's the only thing that gets me going. I don't give a shit if you think it's not important, it is important to me. It's what gets me out of the funk each morning.

It helps Me.

..............

i don't know man

Pathetic rant over, sorry.

[h3raklion]

So @kyngsnake tagged me in the artist wrapped and I immediately ran to make it. Thank you, Ken. 😭❤️

The year was absolute crap, and my mental health went 📉.

I started drawing for real in like, idk, december 2022. Right after finals. Because I decided that if I wasn't going to have a social life or life at all I would channel my self hatred into art. And that's where my fabulous bitch of an oc was born. She's all I will never be.

Now, leaving the unimportant and cringe part behind...

My favorite piece is ofc Matryona in a bloody bathtub. Which is my favorite not because it's one of my best pieces of work. But because my dumbass of a bf went on a rant about how the piercings in her chest weren't realistic enough and how my best friend went into crisis mode because she thought Matyr was dead.

The Christmas piece is there because of the dress. I tried using only the gouache brush to make it look like ✨fur✨ and it turned out amazing. It is my magnum opus. (Or however you spell that lmao.)

For 2023 im going to add variety to my blog. I have like 4 oc's that need love and attention.

Tagging the very few mutuals i have ❤️ @bokatan @wastelandhell @omnitrash

Omni idgaf you haven't posted your art. You better do this or I will commit a crime.

[thefairylights]

How are our coffee boys doing? I miss them 🥹🥹🥹

I was momentarily in pause with them. My mental health went 📉 because I felt disillusioned with the fandom. I’ve been inspired the last few days and I think our coffee boys will be making an appearance this week. They are going to be so busy!

I was chatting with a few people in the iwtv fic discord server and I think Louis wants to try some cake too. A buttercream merengue? I believe that was it.

We will see. There’s a lot to be celebrated with the cafe finally relaunching. 💖

Thank you for checking in. I love them and miss them and love everyone who loves them too.

☕️

[lcvernat]

hello y’all … i am still alive

i’m so sorry for being so inactive 😔 i just lost all motivation to write, life got rlly busy and my mental health went 📉📉 BUTTT i’m slowly getting back into writing and attempting to get my life back together

if you’ve been waiting for chapter 3 of our tainted love i’m SO SORRY but i promise you i’ll get it out before the end of october <33

also my requests are open so if you do wanna leave a request (maybe for flufftober?? i ain’t gonna do every single day but . i can get some fluffy fics out if you wanna request one) feel free 🤭

[tasthedelulu]

I just love how my mental health went 📉📉📉📉📉📉📉📉 after Morocco lost 😭😭😭. It's because they gave me an actual reason to wake up in the morning

[sungbeam]

omg hi duckie, it feels like it's been a while bc life do be busy (screw college apps) lmaoo, how are you? i'm on break so i have a lot of time to do stuff, so i'm excited! (hopefully i'll write more, i prob put out like 1 fic since we last talked bc girl is slow).

on a happier note i went on a date today and it was in nature so i feel so refreshed! love not using technology for a little bit, gotta moderate that screentime and be w people you love lmaoo.

also congrats on 1.5k <3

ayyyye hi eris !!! omg yeah fully behind u like screw college apps tf there r so many things wrong w this system 🥰🔪 but i'm doing better than usual which isn't saying much but the bar is in hell, so i'm just glad to be feeling better recently :')

ahh i'm glad ur on break!! i hope u do enjoy it and get some much deserved rest; college apps along w school is the absolute worst, so yes excitement for thanksgiving break!! i hope ur able to write and im manifesting some nice writing sprints, but remember to not force urself or anything ofc :'))

ooh a date in nature 🤩🤩🤩 that does sound refreshing (ﾉ´∀｀*) my campus has a lot of greenery and it's known for being super pretty so i always tell myself that the nature will cure my depression :') still waiting lmaooo /hj so true tho i really should get off my phone more but i'm glad u were able to take that time for urself and spend it w ur partner!

ohp ty haha <33 i feel like milestones r so empty esp after u hit 1k but still, much appreciated

but either way, keep me updated and i hope u enjoy ur week off !!! i have two days off only cuz college sucks </3 but i'll be flying home for the weekend cuz my mental health would 📉📉 if i didn't <//3

[threephantomrey]

have to vent again sorry:

my mental health since January 1st of this year has been 📉📉📉📉 mainly cause of my sleep deprivation and sleep anxiety. which by now it’s okay like i do sleep better now most nights even though most nights i still wake up in the middle of the night. but anyways my mental health has been shit this entire year and this whole semester i’ve been struggling with ASL and i don’t know why i took that class and didn’t drop it when i knew i couldn’t do this class because now im failing and the semester ends in like 3 weeks and i DID ask for help i went to tutoring and i watched ASL videos and i just emailed my teacher to ask her how i can improve my grade. but my fucking grade is so low that passing the class is impossible now. and last semester i failed Math too but i had freshman forgiveness so it didn’t count on my GPA. but i can’t get that this year cause it’s only for freshman who are in their first semester of college im in my second. and my parents are gonna be so mad they were already mad when they found out i failed Math class last semester. and i can’t fucking bring myself to tell them. plus they don’t know ASL so i can’t ask them for help in that class and i can’t ask anyone else that i know because they don’t know ASL either. and my dumbass already lied to my parents about something else this year and when they found out they were so mad my dad didn’t really speak to me that much for like a few weeks + i told them that i was doing fine this semester because again my dumbass doesn’t know how to tell them about my ASL grade but i feel so bad about lying to them AGAIN. i don’t even know why i’m their favorite im literally so fucking awful i keep fucking up and breaking their trust over and over again. and im in this program where you need an 85 or above average/2.5 or higher GPA and if i don’t mantain it im literally going to get kicked out. i got a 2.8 GPA last semester and im sure it’ll be lower after this semester. i hate myself so much. i’m such an idiot and i’m so useless. and im sure next semester when i retake that Math class + the other ASL class i’ll fail those too. again, sorry if it feels like i’ve been too negative this year i’m just having a bad year and i need to vent sometimes.