#(I’m having a grand old time)

[c0smiccl0wn]

once upon a time

i made a post about wanting to make a dca au that wasn’t a sh*tpost or joke. so, @starrspice spilled some brain worms into my unorganized head. therefore, wizard au

so far, it’s just a few sketches of concepts, but i wanted to show what i’ve been working on ^^

[hdmiports]

something about this booping nonsense is the only thing that has brought me real joy in the last six months

[goldensunset]

pov a huge twewy/ntwewy nerd visits shibuya part 3

not accessible until so so late in ntwewy but always had something super cool going on when it did (irl this park was. not as big and impressive as i thought it would be)

nefastraven grinding hell (needing a ton of rare metals to get all those special cds… ugh) wish i had a better photo of those signs that said center street oops

the gang gets slapped by the nightmare reality of the game, abandoned by their new dad, forced into a new game, and then… locked inside a gate. in a cutesy loud and bright place. while they’re still trying to process so much awful stuff. (this place was highkey sensory hell but it was cool. but why is that blue anime boy named colon)

rich person store (dang anime poster decimating the whole mirror wall!!!) + plaza where i would soundsurf in a circle for like 20 minutes

ok NOW i think i’ve covered all my stuff. yippee!!! this was so fun

[blueseysyogurt]

and what if i said meredith dardenne is sarah snook?? genuinely can’t imagine anyone else as meredith

I KNOW SHES NOT REALLY GINGER BUT SHHHHSHHHSHSHHHSHSSHSHHHH WHO CARES!!!

[night-faye]

When @botanicallyinclinednerd finally sees the formative media that led of one of your more insane ships in a completely different media that you’re absolutely obsessed over for no visible reason because they’re seasons apart and suddenly it clicks

[saphira-approves]

i’m so normal about them i swear—

[moved-account-aaaaaa]

he looks so silly here i want to put him in a blender

[calico-kiwi]

every joel smallishbeans video i become more obsessed with joel smallishbeans

[daincrediblegg]

I really gotta remember every single time I get bummed out worrying if nobody is gonna like the lady terror story because a lot of it is her observing the story of the terror as it unfolds I remember that perspective is a hell of a drug and as iwtv showed me it can really make a HELL of a difference

[emry-stars-oc]

So. Hear me out. I take halfway abandoned ocs and put them in a royalty/kingdom universe context, thoughts?

[akkpipitphattana]

genuinely normalize cuddling with your friends btw! like i know it’s pretty normalized for female friendships, but normalize it for all kinds without anyone implying romantic or sexual undertones! sometimes i just wanna cuddle with my guy friends and play with their hair and this should not be considered weird

[gods-favorite-autistic]

People who get mad about what gender other people are/are romantically interested in are weird

[shorthaltsjester]

when laura’s turns become impossibly dog whistle esque rhetorical questions, travis starts his maniacal high pitched laugh, tal starts having the time of his life while also looking as concerned as possible, ashley completely sinks in her chair, and liam becomes the comedic relief that’s when it’s Uh Oh time

[old-skulls]

hot take i fucking hate bethesda survival mode. no i don’t want to walk everywhere and starve to death or die every five minutes in general, i just want to be reminded to eat food and sleep for roleplaying purposes

post canceled what the fuck are these suggested tags

[thealienarchivist]

to the active detriment of myself, I have figured out the chords for call your mom

[milo-is-rambling]

I feel your death under my skin no matter how much I try to bleed it out of me. I see you in your hospital bed. You died suddenly and without reason. They told us symptoms but no cause. Heart attack and Seizures. Respirators and IVs. Hospital bed. Grief rots my organs one by one. I feel it in my stomach as I picture your corpse and lose my lunch. I feel my liver bubbling sick as I spend my days pouring one drink, then another, then another. My lungs ache from the smoking but I can’t stop myself anymore. I lived the nightmare and still don’t feel it. I’m in denial. I’m a sorry excuse for a survivor. I imagine mom hovering over my corpse instead. There was no freak accident, there was no car crash, there was no where to seek revenge. His body failed him when he needed it most. Just as my body will do to me. One day I will die by my own hand, either through suicide or medical emergency. I can feel my body and my mind shutting down, I’m tugging imaginary IVs from my arms and signing myself out of the hospital. I refuse to heal and I can’t tell why. Life is giving me a second chance and I can’t help but plunge the knife into my chest again even if there’s no one else to stitch me back up. I’m just left sobbing and tucking intestines back into place in the dark. I can’t stop seeing you dead every time I close my eyes. I feel the rot deep within me. There is no way to get you back. I see no way to fix myself magically. I must heal to survive but I cannot stomach the process. I still can’t accept that you’re dead and yet it’s all I think about. Will this ever feel real? Will it ever have been real? Have I been rotting alone from the very start? Am I still alone now? Will I get out of here alive? How much longer can I do this?