mllenugget · 10 months ago
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I mean I’m just saying I’m surprised Baghera didn’t do a Baghera on this one
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theo-grayson · 8 months ago
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playing the our life dlc for the first time. .. . ohbg.. . .
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bnha-more-like-bnh-gay · 2 years ago
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Izuku: I need to find an excuse to escape social situations that makes sense to normal people
Izuku: because I can’t just say, “sorry, being around you right now makes me want to peel my skin off, nothing against you! I just have anxiety” doesn’t work for most people
Izuku: of course, my therapist would tell me that it’s a fine excuse, and that I’m setting boundaries, and that’s good
Izuku: and hound dog is not one to coddle you! In fact, he tells me about once every session that I will never receive my fathers love!
Izuku: so, I’m inclined to believe he’s telling the truth
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iliveinprocrasti-nationn · 8 months ago
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one thing abt being disabled/chronically ill that some people don’t get is that sometimes body maintenance that ensures you have the absolute minimum amount of function can also be something that takes away a lot of control and autonomy. you can argue till the cows come home that making those decisions to try and help yourself (or realistically to try to make sure things aren’t worse than they already are) is something that exhibits control and autonomy and stuff, but they can be so limiting in practice because they’re things that take up so much time but have to be done to do anything else
#i have to sleep a lot. i’m at the point where functioning requires 8 hours of sleep if not more#I should probably be getting 10+ but i’m a student and i work so 8 is the minimum. but then also getting ready for bed is a whole process s#the whole thing can take 10-12 hours depending how much im sleeping. just to make sure i can do anything#that is time in my day i cannot use for anything else. it’s not ‘oh but i can push through it’ because i can’t without spending the next da#lightheaded and nauseous and vaguely dizzy and with such intense brain fog I can’t think with my fatigue so bad i genuinely don’t know how#get myself to work a lot of days. my abled peers don’t have to deal with this at all. they have unlimited study time if they want to#and yeah it is a choice i’m making that’s true i could just not do. except i would lose my job and fail out of college because i would not#be able to get to classes or do my homework or think. but being told ‘but you are making choices about your life’ when i have lost so much#of what i used to be able to do because i am spiralling down and continuing to get worse is so.#literally last year i would wake up at 6:30 and then go to school till 3 and then go to my internship until 10 and get home at 11 and be in#bed anywhere from midnight to two in the morning and then wake up the next day and do it all again. i graduated with a 3.9 gpa and made it#into my top college while dealing with my cancer symptoms and then the two surgeries about it#but now i lose half my day to just making sure i can get out of bed. i can’t go anywhere because my body is physically too exhausted#any extra time goes into doing homework or occasionally time to myself#not decimating my health by doing minimum body care responsibilities isn’t freeing. occasionally i have a good day which is freeing but tha#usually goes into just. other things outside class or work or eating. I don’t go do something for myself or go do something fun on good day#because I still can’t. good days just mean i don’t want to lie down on the pavement when i’m going somewhere#I just. I don’t magically have control over my life because i try to get enough sleep. i lose half my day to doing that and ultimately it’s#just a bodily function that would have to happen anyway#this is a vent post im just having a really hard time right now because it feels like im in exponential decline. it was nowhere near this#bad last semester. my grades are tanking and i have no free time because anything outside of sleep is either work or school#vent tw#yall can rb this just ignore my tags completely#disability#chronically ill#i keep trying to explain to people how pots works because that’s all logical but there’s no way to explain what it’s doing to my body or ho#i feel all the time. the last time i felt this bad was when i had a bad flu or immediately after surgeries because i don’t react well to#anesthesia and always come out of them feeling like shit. and now i just feel like this all the time and it’s only getting worse#I can’t even stay up late anymore because my body feels like it isn’t counting the sleep even if I get 8 hours#I can deal if I have a free day the day after but that just leaves Friday and Saturday nights and I usually still have to do homework
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wayfinderships · 7 months ago
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Good evening gamers! I think I'm getting sick :( Snow should give me forehead kisses methinks-
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abyssal-author-and-artist · 2 months ago
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Supposed to be doing a college project rn but it looks scary and time consuming so I'm procrastinating
It's due today
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buck-yyyy · 11 months ago
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local guy needs a fucking hug
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metalgearemily · 2 days ago
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Last complaint now because the nausea has mostly subsided. It was my birth control 😂😂😂 isn’t that awesome. I take it so I don’t get period pain because I probably have endometriosis but actual treatment for endometriosis is invasive and if you have a problem as a woman the only solution is birth control pills so you take the birth control pills and ur told to skip the placebo so I just don’t have a period but I guess I was never informed on how long it would take for me NOT to have a period because I still have it and apparently can have it for up to 6 more months 😂😂😂 so I take the pill and still have my period and the pain is some of the worst pain I’ve felt on my period ever and then! Then I just start throwing up, I try to eat bread. I throw up! I try to eat rice I throw up? Drink water, throw up. I’m throwing up all day to the point where im fucking dry heaving 😂😂😂 then that continues for 3 days until I go to urgent care because I can’t keep any food or water down. Then they give me anti nausea medication and I can keep food down now but I still feel so insanely nauseous it’s legitimately making me suicidal 😂😂😂 I miss my lecture day Monday then a fucking lab today that I have to make up, and I have an exam Friday I’m destined to fail, and I talk to my gynecologist today the one who prescribed me the birth control and told her about all this and she was like. Mmmm yeah nausea can be a side effect 🫢 REALLY? OK ON TO THE NEXT BIRTH CONTROL!!!!!
Past 6 days 🤤 blessed!
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mosspapi · 1 year ago
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Hm. Sitting up for extended periods of time is having the same physical effect on me as standing up for extended periods of time does. Hoping this doesn't last because if it does that's gonna be Very Very Bad for me
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lightblueminecraftorchid · 8 days ago
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me when the dissociation causes memory loss: *surprised Pikachu*
#blue chatter#listen. LISTEN. usually when I dissociate I remember a LITTLE bit#like. I am distant from my body and I feel fuzzy and lose time rly easily#but there’s lil hook events that will pull me a little closer and I’ll remember like. impressions of them. before I can move/react to them.#USUALLY this means I’ll remember receiving ice from my roommate as a grounding tool even if I don’t ’snap out of it’#but APPARENTLY yesterday my brain was on the dissociation train for TOO LONG#bc not only did I forget that one of my roommates went upstairs until well after he’d left#but apparently my roommate gave me ice. and I held it. and put it in my mouth. and I don’t remember that AT ALL.#like. not even a sense of when that happened or what else must have been going on that I forgot#I don’t know where that blank spot is in the timeline of ‘spaced the fuck out’#which. again. happened for OVER THREE HOURS off and on.#I know that we were watching Bob’s Burgers and that my roommate told me that I missed a full episode all in a row#but I don’t know which episode#because I don’t fully remember *any* of them#bc I was in and out all night#*screams*#why can’t my brain be normal!#I know what triggered this most likely. I had therapy yesterday and I have an exam today that I’m really nervous about#and I did homework for three hours yesterday after therapy so I didn’t have a long rest period afterwards like I usually do#*flops on the ground* when will my brain return from the war for good…#this better not fucking happen on Friday I have to drive places
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varietydivision · 1 month ago
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Might do a post/chart about varying alters that formed throughout our lifetime that we can piece together. Partially to have as a reference point, mostly out of our own curiosity to think about how our brain tried to adapt to things that happened.
Might include some details for why we think splits happened and why integration between specific parts occured, but we'll figure out how much we're comfortable sharing when it comes down to it.
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bmpmp3 · 1 month ago
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oh fucccckkkkkk i have tasks and responsibilities *sits down and doesnt
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ananxiousgenz · 2 months ago
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languri · 2 months ago
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Honestly considering changing my career to a school bus driver after whatever happened in the local news yesterday
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the-cookie-of-doom · 1 year ago
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I want to go hooome and write pooorn
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pidgefudge · 7 months ago
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either i am dead or i have been living in a false reality for much of my life
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