#*flops*

[quirkycreations]

A handful of comic WIPs that I plan to work on :3

Sorry for the delay on literally anything I can never stick to one piece/idea before finishing them istg

There’s so many other things I need to be drawing instead but…idk I’m just in an ANGSTY/melodrama sorta mood rn I just gotta ANGST/melodrama it out you know???

Hoping to at least get something done this year tho (still can’t believe it’s already May perhaps I’m already cooked chat 😭🙏)

Edit: fuck-…you SEE that’s what I mean my brain apparently still thinks it’s FUCKING MAY ITS PRIDE MONTH YOU GOD DAMN AAA—

[flowering-darkness]

Lorenza has SIX DIFFERENT SELFSHIPS how have I managed this

[celevrian]

*trips into here* *weeps* I'm alive.

[faroffsong]

I am going to study now.

[billiousserpent]

The trend just popped

[jester-w-n0n4m3]

*sigh*

Apologies to my a dozen entities that ik for not having posting any art for the past few months...

[themosthatedbeingg]

//— SERVICE YET AGAIN

Thank god ..

We made it to my aunts house it’s higher ground we’re still under flood warning and the wind is still bad but my aunt has power ( genrac) so AC thankfully ,

My town is underwater and idk how long we’ll be without power , idk if my job will pay for missed days :(

[kneelingshadowsalome]

okay, so i’ve just finished your Just Friends fic, and now i’ve just been analyzing every aspect of this story because it’s that fucking good. and so personally, after all the psychoanalysis and interpretative symbolize i feel were very subtly connected with each other, i think that könig and engel… AND BARE WITH ME… are perfect for each other, i would even go as far as to say that they were probably meant for each other, and i mean, like, probably soulmates.

and before i get into this, i just want to say, as a disclaimer, i’m not romanticizing anything of this and i don’t condone any of this. this my own analysis on i what interpreted in your fic and why i feel this way.

anyway, their relationship is a great example of a twisted, dark, semi-toxic relationship, and i say semi-toxic because although these two are absolutely insane separately, könig’s sociopathic and personality tendencies and engels morbid curiosity and possible anti social tendencies of her own, together they compliment each other to the T. it’s no wonder why engel keeps going back to him, it’s not a matter of her not knowing any better or being naive, in fact it’s the complete opposite, she knows what she’s getting into, she loves it and she thrives off of it. engel revels in the forbidden realm of her fantasies that she tends to escape from, and now with könig, who so openly offers it to her, she is clearly driven by desire and lust of her own and will engage with it as much as possible so instinctively. at this point, she’s aware of everything könig can do for her, to her, and more, and i feel, after our conclusion of what we know, engel will definitely use that to her advantage, not necessarily to use him but to explore for herself and what he can continue for her. sure, it‘a possibly, definitely self-indulgent, and probably selfish of her, but she’s happy, and when she’s happy könig’s happy, and as long as she doesn’t cross a line that i’m pretty she’s knows könig have repeatedly emphasized, they will continue there escapades happily. and i would continue on to explain my own little theories about könig’s psyche and his future with her but this is getting too long.

i truly think that what they feel for each other is genuine, it may not be love, it may be obsession, but whatever it is, it’s there and they both aware of it. no matter how toxic it may be to the normal eye, no one can’t deny that when they’re together they’ve truly become one. i’m sure after everything they been through, they will be inseparable, they will become each other in their own right. i think they depend on each other more than ever, and in a way, that is poetically beautiful in the most fucked up of ways. i love it, i love you, i love what you created. thank you for reading my essay~

i would love to offer up some headcanons of my own in the future, but im not sure. o.o

Okay. Okay. Okay.

I'm fine! Everything's fine ❤️

First of all. I had to take the longest moment to cry sit and stare at a wall after reading your message. I will try and not make a fool of myself when I answer this, but... (I know I'm about to sound as crazy as König & Engel)

You don't even know how much this means to me 💕 because this is IT. This is exactly what this story is about. Your analysis is better, more profound and more nuanced than anything I could ever have written myself. *cries*

Reader explores her suppressed fantasies, the dark side of her soul through and with König, yes.

Just like we do here on tumblr when we're indulging ourselves in these silly little imagines...? I'm sorry if this makes people uncomfortable but that's just how I see it and as I've said before it's only healthy to have an outlet (and not forget humor while we're at it 🤍)

And so does König explore his light, angelic side with Engel! She represents everything he has cast outside of himself and wants to reclaim: innocence, kindness, softness, vulnerability, life, normality, even safety.

Sure, he also projects his mother wound (or whatever you wish to call it) onto her and seeks in her the nurturer he never had, the comfort and appreciation he never had. Engel on the other hand seeks a powerful protector and wants to let go of the stifling need to be sane and kind and conventional. She has agency: in the end, everything in this story happens as a result of her actions and decisions.

It's not healthy, it's not safe or sane, but it's genuine and it's a true attempt to live more honestly. They're both crazy, but I still believe that under the obsession and madness blooms a strange but strong love. They belong together!

And this is also the reason why she is special and König absolutely adores her – I haven't been succesful, perhaps, in trying to convince people of it because toxic König sorta has a life of its own nowadays but your analysis proved it all so beautifully that I can only say THANK YOU and also would you marry me please you're awesome I love you 🩷💖💋

And I'd LOVE to hear more of your headcanons! Feel free to ramble in my inbox anytime or if you feel comfortable enough I wish to remind (everyone) that my dms are always open too 💕

Thank you anon for your essay, it was the most delightful read and I think I'm going to go and cry a bit more now...!

[supersmew]

trying to motivate myself with comiccon like you got a new fursuit to debut!! but im so tired and anxious and feel like i cant give my best performance

[shadowsofcolour]

Vayarian, the Eyonian personification of the cosmos itself. Gender: yes, in all directions at once.

This took way, way *way* too long, 10 wings, 7 colours of pencil, 3 biros, at least 1ml of blood (papercut), and most of my sanity, but here y'all go

[flowering-darkness]

..well, I can at least say I’ve written over 1300 words today

..they just haven’t been for anything I was supposed to be working on, like exam revision

(because they were for an arilio scene instead)

[adminspinel]

[Real quick though my brain is kind of soup right now so I might be slow responding to things.]

[silkspiderrr]

I'm full of love and I must yell about it

[wistsandmagic]

My parents are okay. Dad lost the woodshed, but the house wasn't breached. The river rerouted through the front yard, but the county can and will fix that, they've done it before. They don't have power or phones but they were able to get out to get supplies. Everyone's okay. It'll be alright.

[skullywullypully]

While you guys were busy manifesting beauty and wealth, I've been trying to manifest Bloodborne 2...