Screenshot of the exact moment i knew i was going to be obsessed with jeremy knox
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neil josten really saw aaron kill a rapist and was like, "hey i should do that" and then he did. twice. incredible.
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jean moreau is nineteen. he is nineteen. he is just a boy he is hardly alive!! imagine you’re an exy coach for USC and this nineteen year old boy hands you his racket and practically asks you to beat him with it. imagine you’re a nineteen year old boy and you’ve been waterboarded ten times and made to break three of your own fingers and tortured so extensively for the past five years of your life that you’re begging others to let you die. imagine you’re kevin day and you have to make this nineteen year old boy promise that he won’t kill himself. imagine you’re a nineteen year old boy and you’ve just learned your sister is dead and you’ve destroyed and betrayed yourself and it was all for nothing. imagine you’re a nineteen year old boy and you kill yourself in every universe but this one.
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thinking about the complex and ever-shifting power dynamic between jean and neil throughout the series. jean throws all of neil’s past names at him as part of a wider blackmailing plot threatening to expose neil to his murderous father. neil casually informs jean he’s negotiated with the mafia on his behalf and made it so jean has to give up 80% of his earnings for the rest of his life. jean watches out for neil while at evermore despite the high personal risk that this poses. neil altruistically orders a hit on jean’s abuser, paying a significant sum of money for this. and of course we mustn’t forget jean referring to neil as an abominable cockroach to his face. truly a fantastic relationship. who’s doing it like them
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'remember that next time you think you aren't worth saving' does neil know how many lives he's changed
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thinking of my man andrew going to his drawers and finding them empty of his beloved candy bars only to later find them in the trash can and then going bonkers in fucking yonkers at kevin
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“What you hold onto is less important than the act of holding on itself. It’s so easy to get lost in ourselves and this world. Sometimes you need to find your way back one tiny miracle at a time.” - The Sunshine Court
WISHING THE HAPPIEST OF BOOK BIRTHDAYS TO @korakos! YOU DID IT AND ITS BLOODY BRILLIANT!
Please please excuse the disgusting things my iPad camera has done to this photo. This is the first time in years I’ve done something like this fully traditional and it has stretched so many rusty parts of my brain but I’m SO GLAD I got this done in time for release day! This book is WONDERFUL and I’m so happy it’s now out in the world!
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the ‘we both reached for the gun’ trend but it’s andrew and riko both trying to get to neil on the court during the finals.
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we're so back, aftg nation, let's gooo
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Jeremy Knox, the man that you are.
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Jean Moreau:
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the sunshine court spoilers here but:
I’m sorry I cannot stop thinking about “Now I am not safe with you, captain.” I just. Jean felt safe enough with Jeremy to tell him he felt unsafe in that scenario, trusting that Jeremy wouldn’t take advantage of or ignore his fear, trusting that Jeremy would respect his boundaries. Do you think Jean has ever exercised a boundary in the past three years? I don’t think so. I think that every time he tried at first, Riko would use that knowledge to hurt him even more, to deliberately cross them. I think that the boy who expects everyone to hurt him, the boy who says “Contrition, coach,” the boy who insisted he could swim while having a panic attack next to the pool—I think that boy tries so hard not to have boundaries because it’s safer that way. Because no one can exploit them if they don’t know what they are.
But he lets Jeremy know.
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