#... eughgg

[snoozerin]

2p sketches this is the only time im ever gonna acknowledge this guys existence

[mattdrawssometimes]

Wha- What is this,,

hi, everyone.

i'm sorry to have to announce this, but due to recent events in a certain server, i feel as though i must take a brief departure to recover emotionally and heal. i appreciate every single one of my followers, and apologise for the abrupt leave. unfortunately, i recently found out that the people i once considered dear friends possess undying support towards the person i despise most. i truly thought our bond of companionship meant more than this, and it saddens me to know that they are so blind to the truth and unwilling to listen to me.

thank you for understanding. hopefully, i will not be gone for long. i truly believe a breather will be beneficial. for all of us.

with love (and intensified detestation of you-know-who),

lilac <3

EDIT: departure cancelled, my friends got sad & we made a compromise <333

[sugurusladyknightt]

sukuna and toji remind me of dads in the way that if they see your gaze lingering on something while you guys are out or see that you liked something they'd bought you; you'll never see the end of it. it reappears in your home as if by magic (of your thoughtful boyfriend)

toji sees that you really liked the cookies from the bakery? he aways brings one around for you

sukuna notices your setting spray is running out? he gets you a new one (and one to keep in his car, and minis to put in each of your bags)

toji finds you lingering around a certain flower shop? you'll wake up to a pretty flower arrangement and a sweet roughly written note at your door. (new ones come just as the last bouquet starts to wilt because he keeps a few from the arrangement he makes to to know when you need fresh flowers again)

you take a liking to a new fruit, your fridge is suddenly stocked full of them (somehow, even when they aren't in season). just as they begin to run out there are two dozen more in their place before you even notice

[fynori]

siogma imn,,, premmtyh dress,,,, eujghg

[em0-alpaca]

small positive rant:

im extremely happy to have my boyfriend.

i mean, not that im so old and i havent been in too serious relationships [i was young and a hopeless romantic so all of them were doomed to fail] but i never thought id get to experience what a real relationship is.

to be honest, ive never been and to this day im still not the best one when it comes to this [even with being in one for over two years] and god, with how anxiety can screw up someones point of view, this couldve end up the same like any other one i had.

i feel like i finally have motivation to actually work on myself, im already 20 and im scared to do basic things and it puts me down so much, my mind gets to very.. ridiculous thoughts. and i know that without any help i wont be able to do anything so i need to finally accept it.

and i cannot be more grateful for this man to be in my life and seeing how everything changed has opened my eyes more.. and i have never felt more secure with someone before so this is truly a big change for me.

the anxiety will stay for soo damn long and its gonna take me forever to get rid off certain thoughts but ill do my best to just make them minimal, for mine and his sake.

with that being said, ill try to get back on the grind and practice few things in terms of art and MAYBE try new things so i can finally be happy with what i create and try to find more interests [thinking on catching up with entomology and astrology, these things live in my head rent free]. so expect some work coming up after im done with school or on a winter break, hopefully i wont lose any motivation after i pick up my stylus lol

thank you all coming to my ted talk and sorry for bombing your fyp with a small text wall 👍

[tails-is-cool]

if i like/reblog something perceived to be problematic, i probably. dont know because im not in the fandom so lmao oops

[qweerty30]

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My spooky month 6 prediction

[sillypuddles]

i lovr how much of a himbo they made jack kelly in bway newsies like. hes just Silly. jeremy jordan plays him so fucking silly i cant stress enough. christian bales jack is like this teenage boy whos fighting or whatever and hes constantlt thinking about something else like hes not really *there* entirely but jeremy jordan jack kelly is like. :3 (paws at u) heyyy haiii hii huu ^_^ strike! starts right damn now >< >:3 i need this reporter chick so Bad. eughghg.... euoiguhghgg.... (gets sick over railing) aughghghf....

like does anyone else. understand. am i alone. i love how silly and funny he is like original jack kelly is funny Sure but like!!!!!! they made the show 10 times funnier and its kind of whiplash watching the 1992sies after broadway proshot because what do you mean.

but also they kind of made jack more serious? with his art and his angsty robert pattison batman arc whatever That was. "eughgg... im emo i will draw my art..." ok . okay❤️whatever you say baby boy. i support you🐎

santa fe jarring in 1992sies wtf was that dance break bruh. why the cowboy strings in bg. why. what. why is he Jumping. its silly i love it but i love love the direction they took santa fe in proshot jeremy jordan gives teenage boy angst very well despite being like 34.

[rizz-penguin]

cringe ahh animation💔

eughgg insecure middle aged white woman with a. very small. victim conplex.

[steph-anie723]

You said blow up your notifications so..

Here's some stupid Aaron BuHER art /j

Also, if you don't mind me asking, what's your current hyper fixation? Mine's obviously Hamilton, lol--

burr mention burr mention!!!! love this guy

anyways my main interest rn is infact hereditary 😣its been like this since I first watched it in september eughgg,,,, obviously I love my other fandoms too it’s just that this is like the driving force of my brain currently

[imthepearadox]

Ooooooh it’s so creepy and awful /pos. When I noticed the was his paw is over hers, I genuinely got shivers. Eughgg.

tbh i think this couldve been a better book if it was written in thistleclaws pov

[teratheo]

As Im going to the exam I am entertaining myself with thinking about Drought Times

EUGHGG ITS SOOO

[phoebastria-albatrus]

eughgg j need 2 queue stuff 2 the poll blog cuz it has 2 posts rn. but also. So Much Stuff To Do

[caitibeetles]

Glad you’re happy :D. I’m glad you’re working on yourself, every little bit counts. I like your posts they capture your feelings really well. Anyways, did you build anything cool in Minecraft? Also don’t mind the random pack of pizza sticks that showed up :).

🦋

Yea !! Every step to improvement counts!! And thank you, honestly you have been so kind and eughgg *cry*, and I have built a bee home, mushroom- I just like building all types of homes based off stuff :D, and I will cherish these pizza sticks together

[patchesjam]

i feel u I started working full time in a grad job about 2 months ago and it’s stripped me of any personality or joy or interest I just feel bleh

it's just so so depressing I hate sitting in an office I hate depressing 80 year olds coming to moan to me I hate working all day every fuckijgn day eughgg

[sar3nka]

Btw from stress my stomach is so upset it's not even funny