#03.11.23

[heartsoftruth]

[umi-no-onnanoko]

"L'amore dovrebbe insegnarci a smettere le nostre armature non a costruirne altre."

-umi-no-onnanoko (@umi-no-onnanoko )

[1634archive]

TORONTO, ON - MARCH 11: Mitch Marner #16 and Auston Matthews #34 of the Toronto Maple Leafs walk out of the dressing room ahead of playing the Edmonton Oilers at the Scotiabank Arena on March 11, 2023 in Toronto, Ontario, Canada. Photo by Mark Blinch

[thighlerseguin]

DAL @ SEA | March 11, 2023 - Miro Heiskanen 4-3 (OT)

[raicheu]

03.11.23

This year i told myself i would learn to love myself more. To actually explore the intricacies of me and learn to see it from different angles so that i can accept myself for who i am.

The more i learn about myself, the more i find myself crying. I find myself wishing, begging to be someone else but me. I ask myself why i even have the attributes that i do because they dont do anything for me. They show how weak i am, how easy i can lose myself and how hard it is for me to stand up to life.

I know life is worth living because i find myself in a small second moment where i feel absolute love for the world- for who i am and what ive become…and that keeps me where i am, but im scared one day i wont be able to like it anymore. That second moment won’t happen again and i wont know how to like myself.

I realized that i want to be shown affection, that i care too much and constantly need to seek approval and love from other people in order for me to gauge my own self worth. I learned that i can look at my body and ask myself why did i let it get to this point, why couldn’t i get into working out like others do. Why it’s hard for me to say no to certain cravings while others can cut it off like cold turkey. I care too much about other people because i hope deep down that they will care about me as much as i do about them. But i dont want to admit that i need help. I tell myself things are temporary until i suddenly want to make a permanent decision. And then i somehow convince myself that life is worth living- and the cycle repeats. When will it end? When will i look at myself with love and adoration instead of seeking it in other people?

[einfachjedemegal-de]

03.11.23 wir telefonieren und du bist auf dem Weg nach Hause.. 2 Minuten stille am Telefon, aber ich denke mir nichts dabei und plötzlich ertönt es.. „Notrufzentrale hallo? Können sie mich hören?“ ich schreie dich an doch du sagst nichts. Auf Wo Ist, sehe ich das dein Auto steht und ohne nachzudenken springe ich heulend in mein Auto. Ich kontaktiere zum ersten Mal deine Mama und sage ihr, dass du einen Unfall hattest und ich nicht weiß, wie schlimm es ist. Ich fahre in deine Stadt und komme am Unfall Ort an. Ich weine.. Überall diese blauen Lichter.. Doch wo bist du? Ich finde dich nicht.. Ich schreie herum.. Dein Cousin sagte mir, dass du auf dem Weg ins Krankenhaus bist und ich steige in mein Auto, ohne etwas zu sagen und fahre dort hin.. Auf dem Weg habe ich mir alle Bilder ausgemalt.. Ich komme an, renne zur Notaufnahme, doch die Schwester muss mich vertrösten.. Die erstuntersuchungen laufen und ich muss einen Moment warten.. Ds fühlte sich an wie eine Ewigkeit.. 15 Minuten später, kommt auch deine Mama am Krankenhaus an, mit allen anderen.. Es war kein kennenlernen wie im Bilderbuch, aber ich war glücklich das sie alle da waren.. Nun endlich durfte jemand zu dir.. Für mich war klar, dass deine Mama zu dir rein sollte.. Ich war mit nerven am Ende und wusste nicht wohin mit mir, doch deine Familie war für mich da.. Als deine Mama raus kam, war ich erleichtert, sie sagte, alles sei gut.. Doch es vergingen Stunden, die sich für mich wie eine Ewigkeit anfühlten, bis ich auch endlich zu dir durfte.. Ich konnte mich nach mehreren Stunden, endlich absichern, dass es dir wirklich gut geht.. Diese Schmerz den ich in diesen Stunden, seit dem Unfall ausgesetzt war, diese Angst dich vielleicht verloren zu haben.. Es war unbeschreiblich. In diesen Stunden ist etwas in mir kaputt gegangen, gestorben.. Du aber hast es wieder geheilt, in dem Moment, wo ich rein gekommen bin und du mich angesehen hast und mir sagtest „Es ist alles gut“. Ich wusste schon seit Tag eins, dass ich ein Leben ohne dich nicht will, doch dieser Tag.. Es hat alles so klar gemacht. Dieser Tag, hat mir gezeigt, wie viel du mir wirklich bedeutest.. Ich will dich nicht verlieren und ich will das dir niemals etwas schlimmes widerfährt.. Ich liebe dich!

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Yüzyüzeyken Konuşuruz - Yapraklar

[waxandstrings]

[priokskfm]

#FREEDOWNLOADS #FREEPROMO #RADIOCHART Defected Radio Show Hosted by Sam Divine in Partnership with Shelter 03.11.23 Sam Divine back on your airways this week in partnership with Shelter. In England, one household becomes homeless every four minutes. Defected’s ‘From House To Home’ campaign is raising funds to help Shelter support people at risk of homelessness. Here’s how you can help... Bid on exclusive experiences and artist memorabilia: https://ift.tt/PVlS4fF Make a donation online: https://ift.tt/6GyirDl or by SMS: Text HOUSE5 to 70800 to donate £5 Text HOUSE10 to 70800 to donate £10 Text HOUSE20 to 70800 to donate £20 *Texts cost the donation value plus your standard network rate. 100% to Shelter. **To donate and opt out of future contact end your text with NO. 1. Selace - So Hooked On Your Lovin (Mousse T.’s Disco Shizzle) [Defected] 00:00 2. Dam Swindle - That’s Right [Heist Recordings] 05:13 3. Skepta - Can’t Play Myself (A Tribute To Amy) [Universal / Island] 10:56 4. Sam Divine feat. Josh Barry - Take My Hand [Defected] 16:32 5. Gershon Jackson - Take It Easy (Sonny Fodera & Mat.Joe Remix) [Defected] 20:58 6. Dames Brown X Eddie Fowlkes – Do It (Zach Witness Remix) [Defected] 24:17 7. Masters At Work feat. India - To Be In Love (MAW99 Mix)[Defected] 27:35 8. Audiojack - Coloursound [DFTD] 33:22 9. Darius Syrossian - E Soul [Defected] 37:09 10. Shelter Selects: David Morales - Needin’ U [Manifesto] 41:57 11. N.Y’s Finest - Do You Feel Me (City Soul Project Remix) [Bass Line Records] 45:26 12. Black Motion feat. Xoli M - Rainbow (DJ Spen & Michele Chiavarini Remix) [Defected] 50:17 13. Peven Everett & Deetron - Evermore [Character] 56:15 14. Homero Espinosa - The Message [Moulton Music] 1:01:20 15. Dusky - Hawthorn [Running Back] 1:05:23 16. Wolfram & Josh Ludlow - YoYo Disco [Defected] 1:09:58 17. Mark Knight, Green Velvet & James Hurt - The Greatest Thing Alive [Toolroom] 1:14:44 18. CASSIMM - LOVE DESIRE [Golden Recordings] 1:19:02 19. Loofy - Last Night [Nervous Records] 1:23:44 20. Louie Vega & The Martinez Brothers with Mark E. Bassy - Let It Go [Defected] 1:28:45 21. Ede - Your Love [Innervisions] 1:34:22 22. Dennis Ferrer feat. Danil Wright - Church Lady [Defected] 1:37:53 23. Soulfreq - Bass 4 Love [Dobar House Gruv] 1:42:49 24. Jame Starck, Yvvan Back, Zetaphunk feat. Alfreda Gerald - He’s Alright (David Penn Edit) [Urbana Recordings] 1:45:45 25. Julie McKnight - Home (Knee Deep Club Mix) [Defected] 1:50:11 26. Candi Staton - Hallelujah Anyway (Large Vocal) [Defected] 1:56:00 Скачать: https://ift.tt/igQM13E https://ift.tt/rpwMI7L

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The Cross Contamination Show 03.11.23

[heartsoftruth]

Lewis after qualifying P5 in Brasil | 03.11.23

“It’s 5th. 5th is never that great. I did the best I could, hopefully we’ll have a better race. More to come this weekend? The car was showing signs of decent performance but we were generally a couple tenths off the top guys. I think the conditions at the end, maybe had us a little bit further than that. It’s difficult to say.”

[resrerum]

03.11.23

[1634archive]

TORONTO, ON - MARCH 11: Mitchell Marner #16 of the Toronto Maple Leafs celebrates his goal against the Edmonton Oilers with teammate Auston Matthews #34 during the second period at the Scotiabank Arena on March 11, 2023 in Toronto, Ontario, Canada. Photo by Kevin Sousa

[thighlerseguin]

DAL @ SEA | March 11, 2023 - Joe Pavelski 3-3

[actself]

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[shehzadi]

so israel simultaneously bombed: an ambulance convoy going to the rafah egypt-palestine border that was transporting the most severely injured, the main entrance to al-shifa hospital, the vicinity of al-quds hospital and the indonesian hospital. in doing so, they’ve martyred at least dozens of people, with the numbers still climbing, only to then bomb the osama bin zaid UNRWA school barely an hour later, and the scenes coming out of there are literally those of children blown to pieces. they are unrecognisable as humans. may Allah accept them all as martyrs. and if that wasn’t enough, al-shifa, which is now completely overwhelmed with martyrs’ bodies and even more injured people than before since it’s sheltering and treating those from 1. the ambulance bombing and 2. the entrance bombing, is now totally blacked out. no more light or electricity.

while all this was happening in ghazzah, israeli settlers, aided by the israeli military, were/have been continuously forcing palestinians from their land in the west bank by burning their land and shooting palestinians.

this is only what has happened today (03.11.23) in a period of about 2-3 hours. remember, this has been the last 75 years for palestinians.