#0rth0rexia

[soon-th1n-king]

i started getting a lot of electric pain and I was worried if I might have to eat, but luckily it passed, I was hopefully just sitting weird.

I have been focusing on fasts rather than calorie restriction so I hopefully don't lack any nutrients. But I think I'll try to take extra care to avoid eating the same foods the few times I do eat just in case

[linalivinglean]

🩵Intro🩵

PRO-RECOVERY: This page should be treated much as a diary, containing thoughts and feelings tied to my 3d and weight loss experiences. I support and encourage recovery for all others. While I've relapsed, I focus heavily on mitigating damage caused by 3ds.

Stats:

HW: 245

LW: 150

SW: 220

CW: 179

GW1: 200

GW2: 180

GW3: 160

GW4: 140

UGW: <125

About me:

I'm the mom of a 3 y/o boy and 1 y/o girl. 🥰 Freshly turned 30 and now officially married to my partner of 5 years. ❤️

Currently working at a gym where I attend pole and strength classes 🤸🏻‍♀️

I've had various 3ds for over 10 years (4norexia & 0rth0rexia, alternating with BED). I've recovered in the past but life gets messy.

Light blue is my color for manifesting my weight loss, so you'll see lots of it around! 🩵

[dietsndiamonds]

god how I wish I was one of those privileged white influencers who are so up 0rth0rexia's ass that they would probably eat literal shit and say "I swear it tastes /just like/ chocolate. no, actually it's so much better! I'm so full and satisfied 💗"

[soon-th1n-king]

it looks like I'll still be able to work out! 💪

(based on this)

and I'll try to high restrict I think, I haven't decided yet.

[soon-th1n-king]

15k steps today!