#15.10.2023

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Louis Tomlinson, FITFWT23: AMSTERDAM [15.10.2023] 📸 Frederieke

[hosgeldinhuzun]

Pazar kahvaltılarının bir anlamı olmalı.

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So cute!

Found family, when the family found is your own!

Or, the dangers of intending to take back a pet for your kids and finding yourself with a third child instead.

10/10

Chapters: 2/2 Fandom: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 魔道祖师 | Módào Zǔshī (Cartoon) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngjī/Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn, Lán Qǐrén/Wēn Ruòhán Characters: Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn, Wēn Ruòhán, Wēn Cháo (Módào Zǔshī), Wēn Xù (Módào Zǔshī), Lán Zhàn | Lán Wàngjī, Lán Qǐrén, Módào Zǔshī Ensemble Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Alternate Universe, Wèi Yīng | Wèi Wúxiàn Isn't Adopted by the Jiāngs, Humor, Fluff and Humor, Accidental Baby Acquisition Summary:

Wen Ruohan isn’t necessarily bad with children—he’s just never had any reason to spend much time with them.

Which leaves him entirely unprepared for Wei Ying and his particular method of problem solving.

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Wen Ruohan adopts a baby genius who causes nothing but chaos, and this somehow fixes everything.

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Whiplash

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15.10.2023: Sunday Morning

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day 4/5

failed on both goals yesterday. I got sucked into fact checking until it depressed me too much. I think I'm going to tackle my closet today.

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PERCUSSION

Date: 15 October 2023

Duration: 47 minutes at 10:00 PM

Depth:

During last night’smeditation, instead of the popping sound, I perceived its less forceful counterpart, the percussion sound. The bunch of strikes came from various points in a horseshoe pattern from the centre of my head. In fact, it felt like a 3 dimensional shape than a flat horseshoe.

All sounds came from the back of the head, or the sides but all very close to the centre of the base of my brain. Or so it seemed when I ‘heard’ them. The area of my head that seems to be untouched by the meditational phenomenon of ‘hearing’ sounds coming from it, is the front. My forehead is not where my attention turns to often as a result of following sounds.

That’s about my meditation from last night. It was a step-back kind of maintenance meditation. Some work is left to be done by blessed life energies at a level where l will ‘hear’ percussion sounds instead of popping sounds. So be it.

Last night’s meditation isn’t really what I came here to write about though. I just wanted to recap a certain aspect of my meditation practice of more than 2 decades.

Not having exchanged notes with another meditator on the planet, I assume that every meditator’s first realisation would have to do with the way the inner voice speaks. When I began my practice with unsteady steps, I realised that my inner voice has to outshout a bunch of interrupting thoughts in order to remain concentrated with the task at hand.

I also realised that when the same voice guides a purely mentally uttered meditation, it does so in a levelled pitch and gets interrupted all the time by other thoughts that I have entertained before sitting for meditation. It’s interesting how the inner voice that you can scream in internally begins to turn into a whisper as you advance as a meditator.

Eventually meditations just have imagery that seek your attention. It is minus any sound. It’s like watching television on mute mode. There is much Peace and inner quiet when one comes this far. By the time I got here, I was exhausted watching imagery. And all imagery corresponds to words. It is the sound of words that instantly generates mental imagery. The worst manner in which you can keep someone from thinking about ‘pink elephants’ is by telling them not to. Sigmund Freud’s Interpretation of Dreams has covered the phenomenon of absurd imagery that corresponds perfectly to the sound of words that were registered as memory by the dreamer.

Before I ‘heard’ the first sound coming from my head in June of 2023, I was already meditating far beyond the subconscious. I understand that the imagery coming from this depth of mind as free of desires but not free of the natural restlessness that our minds are made of. That residual restlessness hadn’t been undone by the Peace I was experiencing through meditations until June.

With the first sound perceived, I have begun freeing my inner voice of the last traces of restlessness in the depths of my mind. My inner voice that guides me through every waking and sleeping activity takes a break when I perceive blessed life energies striking through brain capillaries and popping out of a few!

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Hungover today but happy

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Sunday Morning

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Autumn is coming....

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Louis Tomlinson, FITFWT23: AMSTERDAM [15.10.2023] 📸 Joshua Halling via LTHQ

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Bir yer bulalım...

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I don’t know what I expected, but this much sex wasn’t it. (That’s a lie. I expected a lot of sex with the tags, but I also expected more comp-het panicing on Shen Yuan’s part.)

8.5/10

Chapters: 4/4 Fandom: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù Rating: Explicit Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Luò Bīnghé/Shěn Yuán | Shěn Qīngqiū Characters: Luò Bīnghé, Shěn Yuán | Shěn Qīngqiū Additional Tags: lesbingqiu, Trans Female Character, Alternate Universe - Canon, Trans Luò Bīnghé, Mildly Dubious Consent, Possessive Luò Bīnghé, Top Luò Bīnghé, Oblivious Shěn Yuán | Shěn Qīngqiū, Identity Reveal, Explicit Sexual Content, starting in ch 2, Implied Transphobia from SJ but She's Dead, Trans character written by trans author, Cis Shen Yuan, oof where to begin, Cunnilingus, Girl Penis, Vaginal Sex, Creampie, Mutual Baby Trapping, Vaginal Fingering, Insecure Shěn Yuán | Shěn Qīngqiū, author is working through some stuff okay leave me alone, Simp Luò Bīnghé, Luo Binghe's Service Kink, Praise Kink, Just the Tip, Bottom Shěn Yuán | Shěn Qīngqiū, Switching, yes they switch in chapter 4 fight me, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Squirting, codependent relationship, It's Bingqiu what did you expect?, Minor Blood Drinking, Felching, Come Eating, Biting, Rough Sex, Emotional Sex, Anal Sex, Soft Domme Shen Yuan, Submissive Luò Bīnghé, Pegging, Soft Luò Bīnghé/Shěn Yuán | Shěn Qīngqiū, Happy Ending Summary:

Shen Yuan, now Shen Qingqiu, knew she had her work cut out for her when it came to improving Luo Binghe's life to the point she maybe wouldn't torture her after the Endless Abyss. She doted on her White Lotus, not realizing how she was only setting herself up for pain.

Luo Binghe adored her transformed Shizun. Not only did she actually see her for herself, but she loved her for it. After things come to a head at the edge of the Abyss, she vows to find a way to become strong enough to always protect her master. And if it meant keeping her to herself, then all the better.

Shen Qingqiu had called her "my pretty girl" often enough. Surely becoming her wife now wouldn't be too much of a stretch.

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Yaakov Talya 15.10.2023

PLEASE DO NOT SEND ME THIS ARTICLE. I happen to have personally had the "pleasure" of meeting Yaakov Talia and being shot at by him and having urine and feces  thrown in the faces of myself and my friends. Some years ago we were asked to go and protect a young Palestinian who was ploughing his own lands and needed protection. The farm was on a hill and had already been provided with a road, electricity and water for the settlers and was high above us. Suddenly we saw that we were being fired on and moved closer to the tractor and the shooting continued. Then it stopped and down came a man whom if I had met him on the veld would have said, "More Oom"   as I was much younger. He was carrying a jar and said that he had brought us something to drink and we said no thank you and he threw the contents over our clothes and in our faces. Urine and feces. I was lucky. It was only on my clothes. My friend got it in her eyes and suffered for weeks afterwards. The police and soldiers arrived. They would not speak to the three of us but went and embraced Talya. We went to the police station but, even then when our details were being taken........and by the way nothing was done as it was not in the public interest......Talya was wandering round the police station quite at home while we were being told not to move from where we were sitting. Even when I was giving evidence. Just remember that this man was probably a member of the broederbond. At one time he probably hated the Jews as he did the black and coloured population. On  youtube he says how he still believes in apartheid.  His offspring are the same. They terrorize the Palestinians around them and children on the way to school are attacked by them. So this lady.....she lived by the sword and she died by the sword. Pity you did not keep them in South Africa. We have enough of them here

And by the way if they were still living in South Africa they would probably have called us bloody Jood.

Now for today:  We are evidently getting another lady of 95.  I don't know the exact details but she and her caretaker were attacked by Hamas. Evidently the caretaker has thousands of shekel which she had saved to buy a ticket home to visit the family. She offered it to the Hamas who took it and allowed them to live. They will be brought to Nofim. I will visit them and if I hear more I will tell you. But I think to myself...she could just have saved herself and not the old lad

lAST NIGHT

I am sending you two articles so that  you know what is happening on the West Bank. None of this appears in the news only on facebook and other such media. I know David personally. We no longer have hourly news broadcasts as we once did. It is only talk and rehashing. The commentators are beginning to sound like cows chewing the cud.  I think it would do much for morale if we had some semblance of normality.  We know nothing of what is going on in the world unless we turn to CNN, etc. It makes me almost wonder if this is deliberate to keep us "quiet" or in a state of tension. But it is all talk and talk. Now Netanyahu allows his staff to do the talking for him...or at least the staff of his wife. The woman who runs her 'office' , has put out a post that the demonstrators, the media, Ehud Barak are those who   are responsible for the terrible massacre and the war. "Protect the prime minister. Ask facebook to not allow them access"  Also to close down all the tv channels except for 14 which is Israel's Fox. And this announcement shows how Netanyahu is trying to keep only those who support him around.  Walle news reports that at the height of the war the guards of Netanyahu tried to prevent the entrance on Sunday of Galant and his entourage  on their way to him at the Ministry of security. Galant said to them, "If you delay me, I will bring the Golani ( a military brigade)to shove you out of the way."  Galant is the Minister of Defence. Difficult to imagine such a crazy move. I wonder who is advising him. He has not said one word about taking the blame. None of his cronies do. They say when the war ends we will make the accounting. 

This is just a picture from the lunch of yesterday. It is not a picture I would put on facebook because so many are in mourning. Actually we all are, but we were all glad to be together and people sat together more than three hours.  People said it was a relief not to be opposite the tv. It is like monkey nuts, once you start.... 

I will go to the shiva but how can I walk in there and see her pain...and how can I not.

One the frightening articles which appeared today.....I hope it will come out tomorrow in English...is the statement by the Minister of Communications...he is drafting a law by which anyone who who is considered an enemy of state can be exiled from their homes, have all their possessions taken from them, to censor the media.....I hope it will appear tomorrow but it is frightening. I once wrote and said that with a government which has so many fascists in it, we will still have to show if we have the courage to come out and demonstrate. I am already too scared to wear my shirts saying that Leibowitz was right, to look the occupation in the eyes, to say to Netanyahu go when I go on the bus or the train. BUT I am still going. I have friends who already say they are too scared and I cannot blame them.

A friend just said to me that if she had someone who had been kidnapped, she would rather know that the person was dead and I can understand that. Even if they come back....in what state they will be. Please God that I should be wrong. Families are asking that before any attack on Gaza their families should be brought back.  And I agree with them whatever the price afterwards. As it is every time we hear of another infiltration. There is shooting  from Lebanon. I feel as the plan of Hamas was to start with a bang but slowly and then, like the octopus, close in us from all sides.

Smotrich I must say has just said on the tv that he takes responsibility.  The first time that I have ever had respect for him.

Natalie

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