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lcevinolusola · 6 months

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#ah. i see. tmi hour so please ignore my venting but like #i am entering the 'my head hurts everyone sucks no one look at me everything feels wrong and i hate the world' stage of my hanger #joy. fantastic.#my aunt is blasting the tv in the living room so loud i can hear everything thats happening and occasionally the bass will rattle my window #and i :) hate her :) so much :)))))))))#and my aunt is mad at me for not helping her clean the house when 1. she never told me she wanted to clean today #2. i was gonna do it tomorrow ANYWAY #and 3. girliepop i clean all 7 litter boxes for YOUR cats daily i do the dishes you stack up daily #i clean and dust the kitchen and living room you never bother cleaning DAILY #no im not mopping the fucking floors for you too gtfo of here god forbid you pick up a duster once a month #sorry you invited your cheating ex husband to thanksgiving when no one wants him here no im not cleaning for you #ANYWAY #i cannot wait to move out of here man #personal

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duskerot · 2 months

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i disappear inside myself / my friends don't know it can't be helped

[Pure You - Nothing But Thieves]

#my art #mysme #mystic messenger #v mystic messenger #jihyun kim #ummmm hi guys #^-^#fanart from me?? posted directly to this blog ??? or at all??? Well.#i was looping this song and i had the idea for this and then sat down for about four hours and here it is #im on like day 2 of v's route for the first time AND this song just came out like right as i got into his route yknow #and i was listening to those lyrics like.... huh.....#this soundssss. familiar.#anyway. politely i did NOT think that if i made fanart of this game after returning to it for the first time in like 6 years. it would be V #i adore this song though. and it compels me #i havent ever seen his route before so i still don't know how it ends idk how accurate this vibe even is #i would say try to avoid spoiling me in the tags but im gonna be real say whatever you want kings #i love u mysme fandom thats still around in 2024 you get me #anyway im drafting this at about 3 in the morning and i need to be awake earlyish tomorrow SO.#we'll see when i post this #its been so long since ive posted art i just do nawt make fanart until i get divinely inspired #iffff its blurry please click to see it its supposed to be crisp ^^;#been on this site how long i still pay no mind to their suggested image resolution #OH and by day 2 of V's route i mean like day 6 overall. you understand

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lunarrosette · 5 months

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Happy hot Glenn Hondadays been forgetting to participate :P been ages since I’ve drawn his ass

Ignore the new ep only thing abt this bitch

#dndads #dungeons and daddies #Glenn close #glenn close dndads #hot glenn holidays 2023 #probably gonna continue with the sexy Christmas outfits #tomorrow is saint Nicky tho… nark Mayhaps… for my soul after this ep #idk I’m getting a little burnt out on season 2 so it didn’t affect me as much #but like the Willy shit #that was crazy #I was like :O #anyways lark should’ve existed more this ep sorry I’m a lark Stan #lunarrosette’s shit #lunarrosette can draw #also no nark implications how dare you do this to me #to me personally #and only me

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qiekzart · 1 month

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you could draw the kagamines dressed as sea creatures mayhaps??

day 5 drawing len until my preorder arrives

i liked ur request a lot so i did a little digital art for this one :3

u can send requests in my askbox (/≧▽≦)/ (0 requests in askbox as of writing)

#im sorry i waas gonna do 2 extra chibis of them both but i am EXHUASTEDDD <///3 so i wasnt able to do it in time #my art #art #kagamine len #kagamine rin #art request #vocaloid fanart #kagamine twins #please send requests!! or not i dont mind... i have a painting i plan to finish by like tomrorow or after tomorrow anyway #drawing len everyday until my preorder arrives

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doodleodds · 2 years

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royalty & fairy tale au’s are meant to be mixed and u can’t change my mind

Late shuake week 2022 day 3 - Royalty AU

#shuakeweek2022 #akechi goro #kurusu akira #I JUST REALLY LOVE SLEEPING BEAUTY OK #or well. i love the idea of 'sleeping curses.' idk why! they've always fascinated me #i used to be obsessed with aurora and snow white for that reason #and so here i am! as always! projecting this interest of mine onto my favorite characters :)#also for reference because i just realized how weird it reads: goro's gonna be in the tallest tower when he's cursed #that's why akira's got a reason to climb it. so. yeah #also in case you were wondering why i said 'see you tomorrow with more art' and then proceeded not to post for.....four days:#1) work decided that i'm going to be doing more hours so i now have very little free time;#2) i decided to actually try my hand at coloring again like an IDIOT and now here we are. sigh. coloring is hard #i was trying to hard not to just overdose on comic dots again lol & it resulted in this nonsense. me and my one very textured stone wall #ANYWAY lmao even though i missed like. every single day of akeshu week so far i'm still gonna be doing the prompts #just at my own pace! so. hopefully expect more art. soon. ish. hopefully not with another uhhh 2 month gap like last year lol #also quick fun fact since you made it this far in my tags! that second page originally wasn't supposed to be there!#i drew sleeping goro just cause i could and i was just gonna stick him under a read more but then i got attached lmao #and now he's in the main post! :D yayyyyyy goro #ANYWAY that was super long. thanks for reading & i hope u have a lovely day!!!!

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iknowwhereyousnoozeatnight · 3 months

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if ur still doing requests pls rem if not das all g

she’s chrysanthemum-coded to me <3

close-ups ig

#ask #death note #rem #very messy i apologize #was extra messy here because i was playing with a new brush and by that i mean a default brush that i've never touched before #i actually quite like it very fun i typically like brushes that are 100% or close to 100% opaque but this was fun i like how it layered #i think i'm gonna finalize my idea and perhaps render something fully for once because i feel up to it if flowers are involved #but i promise nothing #drew these left to right btw. there were also like 2 more but they were small and i gave up on them so wjatever #i like the last one the best i think i needed a bit to figure out how i wanted the petals to lay and i like that one the best #the silhouette feels good i like the shape the back i did start trying smth asymmetrical but rem is very symmetrical and i find the symmetr #paired with the wings feels very regal and powerful and almost cape-like as a silhouette which i am a fan of #if i did finish something i might add misa in which case i need to think of what flower she most resembles roses are too easy i need smth #else but i will decide that later bc i am writing this very late at night and now i'm gonna queue it up for tomorrow bc i am going somewher #so goodbye goodnight good day idk what time it is for you. so #WAIT I SHOULD DO RYUK TOO WAIT WAIT soon. soon. he will be a bug yes yessss wait wait if he's a bug i want misa to be butterfly themed #like maybe a beetle of some kind? no no no wasp? ant? i'll think abt it #light would prob be some sort of poisonous plant? idk if u have thoughts idk tell me i'm getting into this bc i'm deprived of springtime at #and it is making me silly :3 teehee anyway i will Think about this and get back to it soon enough #gooddbye bye bye sayonara you weeaboo shits idk. bye

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ronanlynchbf · 17 days

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ugh like. WHATEVERRRRRRRRR

#MAN. ellipsis x100000 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️#the dream thieves (2013) book of ALL TIME btw. if u even care.#r.txt #went through almost the entire book without posting abt it ONCE 👍 my self-restraint knows no bounds 💪#trc #pynch #this whole part of the chapter is soooooooooooo like it's so it's literally soooooo... i can't even speak on it. it's only you. why do you #hate you. ronan thought about it. i don't he said. and he woke up. BROOOOOOOO #but anyway. SOMETHING INSIDE OF RONAN UNWOUND AND HE ALMOST SAID SOMETHING ✋🥴 PLEASEEEEEEEE #ronan's second secret was adam parrish next but i'm not gonna read to that part 2day bc i'm literally gonna explode if i do. ARGH.#already i wanna reread but also i want to get to bllb bc i LOVE bllb but also i want to reread the dream thieves again..i hate u dilemmas..#actually need 2 be reading a book for exams LOL but the author's pissing me off w/ certain descriptions & also i want to be reading trc so #like. whatever idec i'm ignoring the book until at least the day after tomorrow peace n love ❤🙏❤#literally actually genuinely gonna reread the dream thieves again right after i finish it i think. as one does <333

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soupysundae · 8 months

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not dead yet just overwhelmed by school

#rn m trying my best to at least post 1 artwork before this month ends... but? have u seen the updates bro. its NOT gonna happen like at all #sorry ladies but he is busy doing stuff (its school work)#the bsd wip im currently working on rn has 11 people in it #gentlemen i cant create miracles with the snap of my fingers #i have like 11 things to do and almost half of them has to be done by tomorrow #do you want me to list my sched?#too late doing it anyways #7:00am starts with me working on a video presentation #9:30am is our genmath ppt presentation #1:00pm is kompan reporting #4:00pm is PE #then 5:00pm onward is debate #also my subjects are like 2 hours long #also i have to make a script tonight and research for debate and attend an online zoom meeting #its giving busy #prepare a coffin for me so i can be cradled softly tonight #soupyrambles

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hideyseek · 1 month

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THE FIC IS FINISHABLE 🎉🎉🎉

turns out i am someone who benefits from taking a day off, and also from walking in circles around the neighborhood while thinking through a plot issue.

idk this fic (mini heist!au) is the HARDEST thing ive written recently, i don't know why (its because it didnt come with themes, and also is complicated enough that its 8k, and also i folded the story in half and started telling it from the middle so there is a lot of flashbacks juggling which i find technically challenging, and also the climax scene involves violence which i have limited irl experience with and therefore ... also find technically challenging).

anyway. turns out once i know the character arcs .... its doable!!

i am sooo intrigued by how this fic compares with how we move from a to b, which was a fic of comparable length that i wrote in a similar span of time (3ish months) and drafts (3-4 i think) ... but this one is MUCH MORE COMPLICATED and is also a love story but without any space for romantic tension ... etc. anyway. head empty. bedtime.

#ok now nobody try to hang out with me tomorrow night and i will have! a draft!!!#also ... haha ... i take back what i said yesterday ... i think it might ... be good actually .....#carrot pspspsps kakeru puts a gun to haiji's head #hidey talks fic #i need to go read fics with a certain trope to prep for 520 day exchange fic ...#oh shit and i had the vaaaaaague plan to try to write the kaze server daycare au during this month #WE'LL SEE I GUESS. see this is what happens. i get close to finishing a fic and then i get REAL arrogant REAL fast lol #but seriously. touching two nearly done drafts in the span of 2 weeks based on happenstance timing (NOT SPEED OF WRITING. CANNOT STRESS THIS #ENOUGH LOL. I AM NOT. WRITING QUICKLY. DO NOT THINK THAT I AM. I AM NOT.) anyway. its gonna fill me w even more hubris than i already have

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du-hjarta-skulblaka · 26 days

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So yeah avoiding my phone didn't work and also meant I sat on the kitchen floor staring into space for about 3 hours before Alfie woke up but hey at least I didn't break anything

Them being around is helping a little but they're also struggling and it fuckin sucks bc I know we're both just. Rotating money stress in our minds

#like. i went out earlier to get bread #just bread bc we cant afford anything else #got just enough in the bank to cover the work thing but since management stjll hasnt gotten back to me on HOW to pay it its like #our electricity is already in debt lol it has a thing where you can go £10 into debt before it switches off #and it usually wont switch off over weekends #presumably bc all but 1 places nearby thst we can top it up at are shut on weekends but anyway #so we're like. okay. it MIGHT last today and if it does thst SHOULD mean itll last till monday.#but then itll be at least a tenner in debt #then we only have to last till thursday but its. do we keep this money thats for The Thing that is once again unclear on how urgent it is #or do we spend it on the Soon To Be Immdiately Urgent thing #and thats not even CONSIDERING food lmao we. i got 2 loaves of bread so we can at least survive on toast for a few days #we got 3 maybe 4 meals worth of stuff still in the kitchen #like...at this point i dont even care if i have to go a few days without eating at all to make it to thursday but its.#its so fucked up those are the terms im thinking in #and this isnt asking for more donations i really cannot take that today im at the fuckin bottom of my barrel #and already feel hopeless and useless and an active drain to everything around me #but its. like. how. why. why is it still like this. why is it looking extremely unlikely its ever gonna change.#whats the point if its all for a few scattered handful hours of actual peace and comfort never mind happiness #tldr yes i am once again suicidal but small s #like in the sense of i would feel immense relief if a truck came at me on my way to work tomorrow and would not step out of the way but #dont have it in me to actually consciously act upon

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opens-up-4-nobody · 4 months

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#love that my body decided to incapacitate me the weekend before i have to read 5 different papers for classes #and it would b one thing to just read them but no for 3 of them i have to give detailed interpretation and 1 i have to present on #ive already failed to read one bc i forgot we had to do 2 papers for monday. oops. not that i could have done it anyway. i barely got 1 done #and im on track to fucking up the one due Tomorrow as well #im just fucking tired of reading fucking chemistry driven papers that i dont understand no matter how many times i read them #and everyones like oh itll get easier but no it fucking wont bc i cant fucking read right #its so fucking frustrating. why do i even bother? im so tried #i don't even have the paper im supposed to present on so ill have to do it all tomorrow. cool. great. not that i could do it today anyway #im just. this is gonna b a difficult week #and i misused my whole day by doing extractions bc i scheduled my training a week ago when i thought i would b fine over the weekend #nope. its fucking bullshit. this is y im like. y do i even want to b in academia?#how could i b a prof if i cant read well? its fine to b dyslexic as a math person but im like i have to read so much and so little gets thru #but then what the fuck else am i supposed to do? idk. im just gonna write down something for all these questions and go tf to sleep #ill get up at some horrible time in the morning to finish this. damn the consequences. ill see my therapist tomorrow anyway #and meet with my advisor like 🤪 yo guess what i made zero progress this week #sorry u got stuck with me while im going thru a year of fucking health problems #but whatever cant get rid of me now im already here. here and tired and i wanna go to bed #unrelated

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daughterofsarenrae · 4 months

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Agony

#calling people and delaying their classes starting bc im not gonna be here and my replacement is still getting trained #i pretended to not be me lmao #one person literally was like 'i only signed up bc i liked ur trainer :(' i was like bestie. im sorry but im so over this fucking job </3 #bel speaks #anyways. everyone got called except 1 #whose class starts tomorrow while im still here but im pushing it back anyways bc like. why do 1 session then wait 2 weeks #then go back w/ a new trainer #but she didnt pick up AND her voicemail was full so. ill call again tonight #but then i still have to tell all the people whose classes are currently ongoing. of which i have like. 5 today. augh #i dont like people being mad at me 😔#and they prob wont be mad! but what if...they are.... eep

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rollercoasterwords · 4 months

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is atwmd updating soon?

hopefully before january ends

#ask #wfrau #tbf it’s only been like a month since the last ch….#ik i kinda shot myself in the foot by updating more regularly when i was first posting etc but. well i will reiterate #there is no longer a posting schedule my goal is just 2 get one ch out per month if possible #(<- guys who’s annoyed at the amt of comments they’ve been getting asking when the fic is gonna update)#(not ur fault anon just. there r a lot of people who seem 2 think it is normal 2 expect a ch every week etc)#(which again. perhaps shot myself in the foot by updating my other fics faster but i do try 2 communicate when i don’t have the time etc)#anyway that being said. i’m actually almost done w the next ch it’s just ~twice as long as normal #gonna try 2 finish the last scene tomorrow then send along 2 my beta reader <3

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steelycunt · 6 months

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FINAL MIDBLOCK ESSAY DONE!! I AM FREE!!

#FINALLY. have not been able to relax for like a month that’s the thing about the due dates being so far apart it’s great because you’ve got #more time but it also means everything just. lasts longer. anyway! done now. this one perhaps not my best work but it was harder than i #expected…my us government one will be rough but what else do you expect from 1500 words..and then my theory essay..my best hope for a good #grade perhaps…but we’ll see. the next lot aren’t due until january but im gonna start thinking about them now so im less busy over christmas #insane that that’s not too terrible a thought. uni is crazy when you actually enjoy your degree. anyway! for now i am going to enjoy the #rest of my weekend at home n me and my mum are going out tomorrow n im gonna buy some books with the voucher i haven’t spent since my #birthday in february and ill finally have time to finish the book im reading rn AND to do some writing..start chapter 2 : ^ )#woohoo!! aware no one gaf about any of this but i am first and foremost always the audience for my own posts so. this one’s for me..#(ridi's) bigmouth strikes again

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sydmarch · 1 year

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spent months like I need prescription for my mental health give me prescription please please & now that I have it I'm like hm. do I want to have to take meds, actually

#part of it i think is just that typical anxiety that comes before any life change like s new job or whatever but also like #despite never having TRIED stimulants im familar w them i know people w adhd who are on them i had an idea of what to expect & thats what i #i figured id be getting but shes having me try this non stimulant option first bcus 1 apparently its good for people who also have anxiety #and 2 easier to get w the like Adderall shortages & shit rn #& im like ok i have NEVER heard of this drug before and didn't even know there WERE non stimulant options options.#like im doing all my research TODAY for the first time then pick it up tomorrow?#like me heslth anxiety girl just has to be like ok sure i guess. i had mentally prepared myself for stimulants & thats it!!!#i mean worst case i just try it & see if it works or if i have side effects but like. ugh. & i dont like that i dont like my np LOL like id #probably feel less uncertain about trying something i was previously unfamiliar with if she was someone i liked & trusted more #if i knew there were unfamilar drugs they might recommend to me i probably wouldve started over & found someone new to work with. AGHHH & i #didnt discuss any of this w her bcus it took me a couple hours after our session to think abt it & do my own reading & process my emotions #to really come to thia conclusion. & also i wouldnt have wanted to talk to hwt abt this anyway bcus i dont like her & have not felt at all #like cool w opening up to her beyond the minimum i had to do for the assessment #& my therapist is sick this week so im not gonna get to talk to her tomorrow!@#texticles #anyway i know ive got fellow adhd bitches following me. anyone try guanfacine did you like it or nah

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lagtrain · 2 months

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i have a presentation tomorrow for my english class that i havent even started yet... womp womppppp

#i probably shouldnt have asked to present first considering ive done nothing #but in my defence i like going first so i can get it out of the way #like nobody's gonna gaf abt what im saying anyways so if i do it first everybody will just forget 👍👍 thats always been my strategy atleast #plus im not afraid of public speaking (esp not in front of my shitass eng class) so its whatevs #+ its supposed to be like. 2 minutes long LMAO so i can just do it real quick tonight #++ theres a pretty high chance of it being a snow day tomorrow so i might not have to go at all lol

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