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trial of Lucius Hostilius Tubulus (pr. 142)
date: 141 BCE charge: quaestio extraordinaria [special inquiry] (money accepted as bribe when praetor, judging cases inter sicarios [about assassination]) defendant: L. Hostilius Tubulus pr. 142
Cic. Att. 12.5b; Scaur. frag. k; Fin. 2.54, 4.77, 5.62; N.D. 1.63 = Lucil. 1312M, 3.74; Asc. 23C; Gel. 2.7.20 Mommsen, Strafr. 71 n. 1, 197 n. 2; 203 n. 1; 633 n. 4; Münzer (1912) 167-68; (Hermes 1920) 427f.; Richardson (1987) 11
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sentiment-alism · 2 years
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words i’ve written over the years on my secret diary twitter lmfao a vague diary of my life.
11.25.18 do you ever think about how for a second, you were the youngest person in the world?
11.30.18 maybe i need to look at things in a new way.
12.26.18 if there’s a god i’m not sure why he’d help me now
12.30.18 I always fall a little short
1.2.19 Not really sure what it takes to be a person.
1.16.19 it has been an honor to be loved by you.
1.17.19 My therapist said to me “Your mother couldn’t raise you the way you deserved to be raised”
1.18.19 I see myself in everyone.
2.13.19 i wanna hold the moon in my hand!
2.21.19 I wonder who I would’ve been had things been completely different I wonder all the people I could’ve been in different circumstances
3.2.19 I’m much better at giving love than taking it
3.3.19 spend my whole life trying to figure this shit out, will probably die not knowing. the universe reveals her secrets to no one.
5.2.19 you are such an enormous part of my heart
5.6.19 You’re gonna have to turn cold to survive.
6.27.19 I wonder if there were people that I loved for years who I never got right - my perception was never who they really were?
8.9.19 every stage of my life has a different sad song
9.16.19 Can’t help but feel like I missed something somewhere that I should have picked up on but didn’t
10.4.19 everything is so rose colored; silver lining
10.7.19 I love you but I wish your heart was different
10.16.19 The sort of thing that makes you stop believing in God
10.27.19 I never cleaned your handprints off my living room window.
11.4.19 Sometimes after people are gone its hard to feel like they were ever even here
11.16.19 didn’t think your name was that common. now i’m seeing it everywhere.
2.7.20 Even the stars can be hollow.
2.14.20 i talk to god but the sky is empty
4.11.20 I wonder if there’s some people you just miss forever.
4.14.20 Your face is so clear in my dreams.
4.17.20 He said, “Like I was at the brink of death lying there and the world never once stopped”, 
4.17.20 If everyone could read all the texts that I almost sent them but didn’t...
5.10.20 all these words and you’re not really saying anything.
5.12.20 On the edge of the universe and myself
5.20.20 I always yearn for a home that doesn’t exist and for a song I used to hear but can’t seem to remember the words to
5.22.20 He said every time he sees the moon he thinks of me
5.23.20 i could never bare my soul to you, let the poetry flow out of me
5.24.20 Grateful to experience each type of love no matter how much they end up hurting... “All kinds of love in the world but never the same one twice”
6.7.20 what’s one more scar?
6.14.20 you taste the blunt on my tongue i taste the bud light on yours
6.19.20 at some point in life you witness it being both beautiful and tragic at the same time. you won’t understand it, even a little bit. but you will be grateful you were alive to witness it.
6.22.20 He said to me “not everything always has to be put into words”
7.1.20 why broken heart have to be a real ass feeling
7.1.20 my heart’s roped off with caution tape
7.3.20 I’ll probably never see you again.
7.19.20 She was just a little too human
8.5.20 I wish to be the current as it carries on 
8.15.20 I want to be as beautiful as the sun when I come and go
8.16.20 it’s just me against the world and that’s fine
8.16.20 you’ll never just let your heart be broken, will you?
8.27.20 i sleep and dream in different languages. where am i from? is there a universe out there that understands?
8.31.20 learned the hard way that you can’t unsay things. and it’ll never be the same.
9.9.20 the inbetweens have never been for me.
9.12.20 I have handfuls of feelings that the English language doesn’t have words for and I don’t know where to put them down.
9.16.20 I envy animals in that they’ve never needed any words
9.17.20 The sky after the smoke fades
9.19.20 I’ve had my fair share of unrequited love
9.22.20 The simple answers are always the hardest in execution
9.23.30 I feel like I’ve been a million people but still none of them have been the right one
10.11.20 It’s mostly words that make me feel less alone. 
10.21.20 This man has the brightest eyes, even in death.
10.23.20 At some point I learned to just hold my breath and jump in, instead of enduring the agony of slowly getting wet [metaphorically]
10.30.20 write a love letter to yourself.
10.31.20 I think I was born to help people in a way they can never repay me for. I think I was born to give more than I take
11.15.20 I favor the in-between, the intermission, the interlude
11.19.20 I dedicate everything I have ever done to you.
12.26.20 how to say something without saying it
12.26.20 with each person that i watch die, i miss you more and more
12.28.20 “I have a heart for every year that I’ve been alive”
12.28.20 I wish I could remember my grandma’s voice.
12.29.20 I’m not religious, but this year I prayed
1.1.21 handwriting is intimacy.
1.3.21 “The moon said ‘I’m the moon’ and I said ‘I don’t have time’”, (A quote from Cass’s dream)
1.19.21 all those years of therapy and i can’t remember a single word that i said
1.21.21 been so damn many people but never the right one 
1.24.21 sooner or later, you play all the parts
1.27.21 you and your bleeding heart...
2.10.21 I hope that one day I can forgive you.
2.10.21 everything that I am most afraid of happening happens eventually and i live through it
2.10.21 My whole life I wait for the epiphany that explains why I’m here
2.16.21 I wonder what you were thinking when you knew you were dying, I’m heartbroken 
2.17.21 You opened your eyes the morning of January 22nd, 2018, for the last time. None of us knew. All of our eyes opened that morning and closed that night, and sometime in-between then yours closed for the final time. I wish I could have been there for your last breath. 
2.24.21 The Waiting
2.27.21 what am i running from?
3.6.21 The number of hours we have together is actually not so large
3.9.21 I’ve never been good at the in-betweens
3.13.21 At some point I always end up feeling bad for the people who wronged me
3.13.21 I guess it’s better to be loved a lot by a few than loved a little by many
3.20.21 I say so much but no one seems to know anything about me
3.30.31 so much is lost in translation
3.31.21 heart of gold when I care & heart of stone when I don’t
4.10.21 I choose to put this behind me.
4.20.21 All I ever wanted was everything
4.27.21 you’re raw, i get it
5.22.21 I usually, at some point or to some person, become who hurt me or what I’m afraid to become 
5.28.21 The adverse effects of therapy 
5.30.21 There are so many things that go beyond words and I can’t grasp them all
6.13.21 Every time I turn around, it’s Sunday again
6.16.21 Time is more abundant than I often think
6.23.21 Sometimes I just change and I don’t know why but I know there’s a reason why
6.23.21 I loved him and I miss him and I never did any of that till it was too late. 
6.25.21 to know me is to love me
6.27.21 It used to be so easy, now the lines are blurred.
6.29.21 some conversations are better left unhad. 
7.11.21 May we both never forget our power
7.13.21 I wanna see the side of the moon that doesn’t show
7.15.21 In a dying man’s eye, I saw my reflection
7.29.21 I’m always running running running, speeding to work, powerwalking thru the store, speeding past red lights, chasing the sunset before it goes down. and then i miss the beauty of the moment while i try to find it. and i never end up finding anything.
8.1.21 I linger instead of going to bed, because I feel alone
8.1.21 The ocean makes me feel like I can forgive the world for everything
8.5.21 How many times can you say you’re sorry but not change
8.10.21 Where should I draw the line and why?
8.11.21 The people I love always love someone else
9.6.21 I said “it’s crazy that these things...” [in unison] “have to happen.” 
9.12.21 You’re blurring way too many lines
9.21.21 All these goddamn gray areas All I see is gray
9.23.21 It doesn’t make sense that in a single moment there’s enough space for something so awful to happen like death
9.24.21 Where the hell is god at a time like this
10.5.21 had a hard time overcoming myself, separating myself from my traumatic roots
10.7.21 No one knows what to say 
10.17.21 Time is relentless, all it does is continue when it feels like it should stand still
10.17.21 [regarding a day when someone you love passes away] for me it’s the audacity of the sun going down, the turning of time, the normalcy, the beauty where there really should be none. It was not a beautiful day.
10.19.21 Be like glass reflecting light and make rainbows when I crack
10.20.21 nothin like realizing the very mundane process of being alive is completely remarkable
10.24.21 When you’re sitting there thinking about how you got exactly what you want but you’re still not satisfied
11.13.21 why does death keep so many secrets?
11.30.21 I can never find the right words.
12.10.21 Err on the side of caution. 
12.12.21 Things are gonna change
12.12.21 All I know is how to be alone
12.16.21 I’ve said so many words. a lot of them the wrong ones. 
12.20.21 If I can just make it to the winter solstice, the days will be longer again
1.2.22 I know that the privilege of being alive is remarkable, even if I have to be alone.
1.24.22 At times the world feels so dark and unforgiving
2.6.22 Yes, I’m whole alone. Arguably too whole, even. I need to pull myself back a bit to make room to be a part of someone else. Like the moon as it wanes. 
2.10.22 I was a ticking time bomb for so many years. 
2.11.22 The fact that time is linear and leaves no proof of anything... once a moment is over, no trace is left that it happened. A spoken exchange leaves behind no physical evidence but creates so much change. Things are forever different all because of words and we have nothing to show for it. 
2.19.22 I’m trying to find the right ratio of giving to myself and giving to other people
2.20.22 I’m sad I never got the chance to love you, like really love you
2.23.22 Make something of myself before someone else does 
2.26.22 There are so many things you never thought you could do but you did them. So many things you thought you wouldn’t make it through but you did
3.4.22 Because of the morphine. Because of all the cancer.
3.4.22 I’m starting to change, no idea who I’ll turn out to be this time
3.5.22 My cheek was cold from hugging their gravestones
3.12.22 This cold March night, the moon is halfway whole and I am getting closer to whole every day.
3.13.22 Forever a late bloomer/I stand in my own way.
3.16.22 In my rear view mirror, in the night The red from my tail lights Glares back at me
3.26.22 everyone I love loves someone else. 
3.27.22 I feel so incredibly lucky to be alive. Every breath is a godsend. 
3.30.22 How is it you can hear emptiness?
4.4.22 everything goes full circle.
4.13.22 My soul truly is a work of art; I am truly a work of art
4.15.22 A conversation with my cousin about my other cousin that died of cancer years ago after harsh chemo treatments. [after hesitation] “She did change, though.” “Yeah.” “Even if she were still here, she wouldn’t be the same.” [woefully] “Yeah.”
4.17.22 Everyone always wants what they can’t have.
4.23.22 In the beginning of summer air, I feel something strange and familiar but I just can’t name it 
5.5.22 Time just keeps going by and the months and the years with it and I’m scared and I don’t want to do it alone  
5.6.22 You need me way more than I need you
5.14.22 it feels like what i yearn for is rarely what i get (love). but maybe i’m overlooking the simple things (family friends health money job school). 
5.21.22 There are so many moments that exist only in human memory because when every moment passes, it’s gone so unless the story is told, the memory dies with each person In this way the Earth keeps her mysteries
5.28.22 Maybe there’s not just one thing I’m searching for, but a whole bunch of small things. I’m afraid so.
6.1.22 Something changed in me these last few days, hopefully for the better
6.5.22 “ephemeral (adj) - condition of being short-lived; fleeting; transitory”
6.10.22 I’m actually afraid that I’m a little too whole alone to ever be loved by anybody again
6.17.22 There are fated meetings and fated departures
6.29.22 when the windmills stand still.
7.20.22 I just don’t think we see things in the same way
7.22.22 it’s a hard line to walk
7.24.22 i hope you feel the absence of my heart
7.31.22 just a sliver of the moon showing tn. just like my soul. 
8.1.22 My chaos is not my weakness
8.9.22 A friend said to me today, in a pep talk for my nursing school test, “You never give up man, even when you do.” I love that.
8.18.22 why is burning bridges easier than closure?
8.19.22 Something about being seen
8.21.22 I guess I’m realizing that I actually have no idea what I want or at least am not willing to face it 
8.21.22 I really hope I never walk by you and feel sad because I don’t get to know you anymore
8.26.22 The way you hold my name in your mouth like you’re trying to get an extra taste for it  
8.31.22 Life is about all the emotions we embody.. about love, about grief, about anger, about jealousy, about heartbreak, about loss, about joy, about pride, about loneliness, about impatience, about sadness, about shame... I am grateful to be able to feel & write about all of them. What a human privilege that is. 
8.31.22 When you love people, their name’s never just a name after that 
9.2.22 only in retrospect do I see myself unraveling. 
9.6.22 Nothing like realizing you love someone way too late
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February 7, 2020
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elceeu2morrow · 4 years
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drjohndisco · 4 years
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I was suddenly possessed by the urge to draw 1990!Eddie Kaspbrak for @skelesocks, so I did.
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missinvisibleandco · 4 years
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"Rainy Day Vibes"
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ener-chi · 4 years
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I feel oddly at ease at the moment.
It’s been one hell of a week, with me still being sick, trying to get my energy back, doing some spiritual stuff, on top of the fact that it was midterm week for me with school. It’s been crazy, but... here I am, just feeling... peaceful. I was thinking earlier, and I thought about how life can and does get crazy, but if we don’t fight it, and let it carry us, then we will get to where we need to be. I’ve noticed that my life does follow this pattern; life is smooth for a bit, and then it gets crazy, like really crazy, new experiences, wrenches in the wheel, but then it settles and for a small amount of time, everything Flows smoothly, and I’m left in peace. And god, I love those small moments.
In other news, tonight I went and played in another mtg tournament. I got my ass severely kicked, but surprisingly, it didn’t really get to me. I was able to be kind of mindful about my frustration, which is a big deal. Even though I lost quite a bit, I was still having a good time. But the real highlight was the last guy that I played.
He was a little bit (more than a little bit) energetic, almost hyperactive. But he was nice and fun, and we had some good convos and a good time. We realized that if I let him win that he’d get 2 prize packs, while if I won we’d both only get one. So I agreed. I mean I was already getting one anyways, and it’s just a game, so why not. I told him that in return he should, idk, include me in his prayers or something. He told me that he’s actually an Atheist, and that he doesn’t believe in God. Well... he stopped. He said that he actually pays homage to Morrígan, the Irish God of War, also known as “The Phantom Queen.”
That got my attention, actually. I asked if he could elaborate a little bit. He said that he doesn’t necessarily think that she exists, but he thinks that she is cool and so he pays homage to her, because why not. I asked if he knew about the Law of Attraction, and he shook his head. I gave him the watered-down version, and told him that even though he doesn’t necessarily believe in her, I would absolutely love it if he’d include me when he pays homage, both for the LOA and also in reference to her. My beliefs in deities are... interesting, but I wouldn’t mind it at all. I’m always down for some good karma, and besides, I’m curious.
I turn 22 today. So weird, typing and reading that. I don’t feel 22. I feel... much, much older, but also, younger at the same time. It’s one of those things where I read it and my brain just can’t process it; there’s nothing but static. But one thing is for certain, that I’m glad that I’ve stuck around. I’m glad that I exist, and I’m grateful. 
That’s it for now. Hope everyone has a good day today.
Blessings!
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joshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh · 4 years
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Played through the entire Sonic Advance trilogy today. It was my first time playing Advance 1, it’s decently solid but can get a little Dimpsy as it goes into later stages, also doesn’t feel like it has much of an identity but that could be because I’d already played Advance 2 before.
Speaking of, Advance 2′s insane speed and R-button mechanics were really refreshing after going through Advance 1, and I think I had a bit of an easier time beating it today since I’ve beat it many times before and like, game knowledge yo. Weird wheel boss thing in Sky Canyon is one of the worst bosses in the series by far. Also I was getting slowdown during the final boss (not the Super Sonic final boss because I ignored Chaos Emeralds for all 3 games) (played the game on a DS lite) which killed me a few times.
And now Advance 3 is something I’ve played before, and I think on my first playthrough of the game I was using a Chao guide because I’d hoped to actually get the True Ending for that game, but for whatever reason I stopped in zone 3 and hadn’t returned to the game. But I remember liking it, partner shit seemed cool and stuff, blah blah it’s video games, you know?
When I played it today though, fucking wow it was awful. Somehow the entire game’s just Dimps being on their worst, most frustratingly unfair bullshit ever, like there’s not even a bullshit curve or anything you’re just shoved straight into things that hurt or kill you and you couldn’t have possibly seen or reacted to them in like the first level, it’s awful. The game’s mad cruel with lives as well and between forcing you to sit through the obnoxiously long title screen animation every game over plus then you needing to traverse the shitty waste-of-times that are the hub worlds, Advance 3 was a game that constantly wants to kill you and punishes you with immense frustration. And again it’s do fucking Dimps-trash design that you’re not even being punished for making mistakes - you’re being punished just for the sake of it. It just got to the point where I was constantly on edge because everything was awful and I didn’t want to redo any of it but I’d constantly be ambushed by offscreen bullshit and great now I need to spend like 3 minutes of my time getting back into the fucking level. Also even the partner stuff ended up feeling more frustrating by way of limitations than anything, having X, Y and Z ability and mobility options feeling switched around without actually any regard for why that’d be the case. I also felt basically pressured to play Sonic since if you don’t, you miss character unlocks, and plus you start as Sonic anyway but switching characters is a fucking chore anywhere other than the start of a new Zone because fuck traversing the shitty ass hub worlds! Everything about my playing experience of Advance 3 was awful.
Advance 3 is the worst Dimps Sonic game and I’ll die on that hill.
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edo-vivendum · 4 years
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I'm at the GI Dr. And they weighed me. And I've gained weight again. Im officially overweight now, and that just... Is hard to take. I know I'm healthy. My boyfriend who it hot and very healthy looking by subjective beauty standards says he's also overweight and that it doesn't matter. But im not muscular like him. So I'm still anxious
Also they wanna do a stool sample. And that makes me anxious too.
Sigh.
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weacrack · 1 year
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beebsaroni · 4 years
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2.07.20
Hello, it has been a while since I last posted....
Mostly just procrastination though I did continuously have thoughts that I did want to post about. I am now posting too to avoid doing my homework (however, I will definitely be done with all of the homework that’s due tonight in time). 
I have gotten sick but I went to the doctor today (for a different reason than getting sick but he checked it anyway) and he said I’m good as long as I rest.... So then I immediately went to do all my homework and then I’ll have to go shopping for Valentine’s day and then I’m going to Krispy Kreme with my roommates at 9 PM. And tomorrow I’m going kayaking. And Sunday I’m possibly PAing for a web series? Yeah... rest...
Whatever, whenever I get sick, I’m sick for like three weeks anyway no matter what I do. Plus I have school work to do and I will not be held back!!! 
I’ve been wanting to go to the gym lately. Partly because I’ve gained weight, partly because I know it’s good for my body, but a lot because I know exercising regularly is good for your brain. 
Oh yeah, and I chickened out from asking the doctor about antidepressants (I was originally there to hopefully get new seasonal allergy medication but he just told me to take what I’ve been prescribed plus allergy medicine I have to buy so RIP my bank account). I was in such a haze earlier I almost got the courage to call the therapists office and schedule an appointment but I was walking across campus so I could not do that. 
Hmmm... what have I been doing lately? I’ve been super social!! I have a new friend, Maddie, and I’ve become better friends with Ari. Things feel really good with my boyfriend despite the couple problems we’ve been having. I think I’ve finally realized when he says it’s really hard to upset him, it’s really hard to upset him. So, I’m hoping that means I’ll break down less about being the reason our relationship is failing when it turns out!! There’s nothing!! Wrong!!! 
God, to have a normally functioning brain and thought process? Couldn’t be me... Except it will be!! I’m working on myself to be the best version I can be!! 
Thank you for reading!!
-Bee <3
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Mikie left my house & not even 5 minutes later he called me because he ran out of gas in the middle of the turn around by my house. (We live off the hwy which is really busy because it connects to the next two “cities”. And there were two cops who had someone pulled over across the street. Who literally didn’t offer to help until the truck was out of the road. THANKFULLY some random man stopped and helped mikie push the truck across the intersection so I could steer and then mikie and I pushed it out of the way of traffic. I pray that this is just another step to him seeing how much I care. I literally ran out of my house, didn’t even put my jacket on. When I offered to quit steering and go help him push, it was like he couldn’t believe I’d offer to do that. I just pray that tomorrow is better for him. It’s one thing after another and he’s getting burnt out and way too stressed. I can’t do much other than support him and just be there. I really love him.
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