Foreigner's God: Chapter 14
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Pairing: Matt Murdock x OFC
Chapter Summary: Tony screwed up, big time. As the truth comes out, the clock finally runs out. Eliza is backed into a corner she can’t escape out of. The situation escalates and is blown into big proportions.
Warnings: fighting, implied child abuse, violence, explosion, fighting, use of mutant powers
Word Count: 7.9k
A/n: This might start to explain why Tony did what he did, or not… guess you won’t know till you read it :) it also explains a lot of stuff about Eliza, so, that’s cool!
Read Chapter 14: Family Line here on AO3!
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The compound was still accessible to her. Eliza still had the keycard in her backpocket and the security code that would get her in through the garage memorized in her head.
She snuck in through the woods. Leaves crushed underneath her feet and it was loud, although there was nothing but grass in her proximity. When she reached the gate, she punched in the security code after unlocking it with the keycard, causing the light to turn green and the broad space of the garage to open up before her. She slid in, then pushed the button to let the gate back down. Tony’s Audi stood perfectly parked in the corner, covered by a black sheet with the firm’s logo on it.
Eliza avoided the elevator at all costs. Instead, she took the stairwell upstairs, through the emergency exit, and across familiar hallways. She stayed close to the wall at all times, knowing that it was pretty much a dead spot for the cameras to pick up on. Tony wanted to invest in 360-degree surveillance, but so far, nothing happened.
She finally reached his office after what felt like hours of walking through a maze. It was one of many, but the only one that mattered. The code she entered wasn’t her identification, it was Tony’s. The lock clicked and allowed her to step inside the cozy interior. She quickly let the wood fall back in place. His private rooms were the only ones that weren’t under the careful eyes of security cameras or audio surveillance. He cherished his privacy more than anyone. The things he worked on required utter and complete secrecy. He had plans, blueprints, and million-dollar ideas just floating around. If anyone got their hands on it, they could make unimaginable profits, and he wanted to prevent that.
His computer sat in standby mode on the desk. The wallpaper pictured him and Pepper in Central Park, an adorable selfie she never thought possible for him. She felt so guilty, snooping around, believing a murderer over the man who raised her - but the magnetic pull of the truth drew her in and it made her blind. She needed to know, even if it was solely to ease her conscience. If there was nothing to be found, she could come back to Matt and forget any of this ever happened, but she knew it wasn’t going to be that easy, no matter how badly she hoped.
Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious.
The desktop greeted her. She wasn’t sure when she learned all of his passwords, but it must have been around the same time he started working with her in the basement. That way, she could gain access to all of his projects and study them, if she wanted to.
She opened the cloud where he stashed all of his files. The computer asked for identification again. Eliza was smart though, and she knew exactly what to write. Just like the facts she kept stacked away in her brain, she could remember almost every last bit of information about Tony’s private life, including his digital footprint. She had started memorizing everything to protect him if need be. Just in case she ever needed to remove files or set back all of the devices in the compound. He trusted her. The guilt was a cruel beast. What she was doing wasn’t just unethical, it was illegal, but none of that mattered because she reminded herself that he violated her trust first. She had good reasons for her suspicions. Sometimes a gut feeling is all it takes.
She scrolled through all of the files on the server. There were thousands of documents, too much to read through in a hurry. She had to filter the most important ones out. Fortunately for her, she knew Tony’s interface better than anyone. She knew all about how he programmed his electronic devices. There was an easy way to find what she was looking for, she just had to press the right key combination.
She should have guessed nothing would turn up. Not even the files in the vault had her name on them, and those that did were progress reports written for Nick Fury during the Avengers Initiative. She didn’t care about her profile, it didn’t matter what people thought of her, so she pushed them aside. What she was looking for was bigger, heavier. Not so much in physical or digital weight but an emotional one.
Electrical buzzing. She heard Matt’s voice in her head. The way he turned to the sound he found suspicious and tuned out everything else. She felt the energy tickling the hairs on her arms. Her ears turned more in the direction of the faint sound. Her senses weren’t heightened like his, but she learned a thing or two by watching him. She realized she was growing more alert the more the two spent time together. She studied him, copying his stances and trying to learn how to not rely on her sight all the time. It was, in fact, overrated. Electrical buzzing couldn’t be seen, only heard or felt. And she heard it well.
Eliza got up. The bookshelf looked heavy, adorned with metal sculptures and green plants. Succulents, mostly. The poison ivy hang from the ceiling, leaves rubbing in her face as she started to feel the shelf up and down, looking for the source of the noise. Her fingers vibrated with the slight movement of the wood. She was getting closer.
The tiny cactus was the culprit. It hid in plain sight, planted into a green pot, red flowers poking between the pricks. She took a chance, twisted it, and click! The bookshelf parted through an automatic mechanism triggered by the succulent’s movements.
“Secret door,” she said.
That’s smart. You learned. Now, don’t be a chicken, open it.
If it hadn’t been for Matt’s revelation at the storage unit, she wouldn’t even have gotten the idea in the first place.
The small room was lit with bright, white neon lights. Drawers followed along the walls, all unlabeled. She tore the first one open. The paper files inside were sorted by alphabet. The first one was a collection of employee files. That didn’t matter much. She closed the drawer and moved on to the next. Her gut was telling her that this might be it, so she halted and she took a deep breath. The metal felt hot underneath her fingertips. She didn’t want to open it, though at the same time, she had never wanted anything more.
You didn’t risk all of this for nothing. She was right. It’s time you finally figure it out. The rational part of her usually was. She chose to listen to her this time, just this once.
She opened the drawer.
“Oh, no. No,” she whimpered. Eliza was met with a collection of all too familiar names, but most importantly, there was a name in section B that was undeniably hers. And it was thick. There was so much in it, she felt sick. She couldn’t open it, physically unable to, paralyzed by anger and fear. Her hand traced over the label. “Tony, what did you do?” her question was met with silence. Only the rustling of the neon lights was to be heard.
Confidential, the file read on the outside. It was a red stamp. He was hiding it from her, all this time, and didn’t even think of mentioning it. He could’ve answered her many questions, and he could’ve soothed her anxiety, but he chose not to. He wasn’t the man she thought he was. If anything, he was the villain of her personal history. One of them, at least. He took the one thing she craved most, and he didn’t even care, or he would have come clean about it before she had to break into his office and search for it. Mueller had been right. For the first time, he didn’t lie. He was telling the absolute truth. Her file was there. She had answers. Tony stole them. He stole her life. He stole her real identity. And for what?
She slapped the file down on the counter, kicking the drawer shut. The paper almost ripped at the intense pressure she applied to the fragile material. He must have figured she would find the file sooner or later if he had kept it on his server in a digital format.
She was trying not to hate him, to understand somehow what his motives were, but the more she read, the less she cared about staying in his good graces. She loathed him. She wanted him to suffer the way she suffered and then some more. She wanted to punch him, kick him, then burn the place to the ground. He deserved all of that was coming for him, and if she had to become the villain he so desperately wanted to prevent her from becoming just to spite him, she would. He didn’t deserve anything, not even her last drops of kindness.
“No,” she repeated over and over again until her voice was hoarse. “No, no, no, no!”
The picture of a perfect couple, pregnant, in a house in the middle of the suburbs, smiling faces and love, so much love. All she ever wanted was to be loved by someone like a child is loved by their parents. To think she could have had that and it was taken from her… the thought was too much. She couldn’t breathe.
She found the fake version of herself leaning against the wall opposite from her. “Well, this is awkward,” she prompted.
She had been trying to tell her along, but Eliza simply wrote her off as a stress-induced hallucination. She was so stupid, an idiot, a fool.
“What is this?”
Tony stopped in the doorframe. His eyes widened like a deer in headlights and he stood there, watching as Eliza sat on his office chair, legs crossed and the definition of darkness etched into her features. He looked over at the open bookshelf and the room behind it.
“Eliza,” he said, “What are you doing here?”
“I needed to know,” she said.
He looked at the file. “Listen, there is a good explanation for all of this!” The door fell shut.
No.
She scoffed. “There isn’t.”
“I just need you to listen. This looks bad, but I promise you, it’s not.”
“Liar!” her voice soared off the walls. “You don’t get to do that.” She got up. The file with her name on it was wide open in front of her. The family picture on one side, the house on the other, and then there was her, and even more her. There was so much of her, she felt sick. The faces she should remember, she couldn’t even piece together in her distorted memory. The names sounded foreign, a language she didn’t speak. “What is this?” she asked him again. “Why did you keep this from me?”
Tony was trapped. “Like I said…”
“There’s a good explanation? Do you know how many nights I cried myself to sleep because I had no hope of ever finding out who I was? Who I am? There is nothing you could say that would make what you did any better. I just need to know, did you keep this from me because you were afraid of me, or because you wanted to keep me all to yourself, helpless and alone?”
“I was trying to protect you,” he claimed.
“Protect me? You wanted to protect me?" She glared at him with wide eyes. "By denying me the answers that I was searching for so desperately, I tried to kill myself when I couldn't find anything?" she said. "You know how I felt. You were there! You had this-" she brought her hand down on the file, "and you didn’t tell me? You just… you just put it in there, put a lock on it, and hoped I’d never ask questions again? You are- I can’t believe you! Oh, my fucking God.”
“Eliza, if you read it, you know why-”
“No, I don’t, actually. I don't know why. This explains so much.” She walked up to him, the crumbled picture in her shaky hands. “My name is Alina Isolde Sokovin-Petrova. My mom’s name was Guinevere Hunt. She was an American scientist, and she moved to Russia during a research project on the genetic manipulation of human DNA. My father,” she tore the document from the file, “Is Anton Sokovin-Petrova, also a scientist. They met in Moscow and fell in love shortly after. They came back here and started their little lab in the suburbs of North Carolina, conducting their research for independent contractors. I had a family, Tony! And that family loved me, long before I was even born. They were ready to settle down. They bought a house and planted a garden... My mom died giving birth to me, which sucks, by the way, but my father is alive! I’m not an orphan. I never was. But you made me believe that my parents were both dead, that Hydra killed them.”
The woman in the picture was so beautiful. She hated herself for not remembering. In the picture with the man she supposed was her father, she had to have been at least three years old. Another one was taken a year later. He was holding her as if his life depended on it.
She choked. “I look like my mom.”
It broke him. Looking at her was like staring into a broken mirror.
“Knowing what your father did would have ruined you," Tony said. He wasn't wrong. The truth hurt more than she let on, but it also brought a certain sense of relief, knowing she wasn't entirely alone in the world. There was still someone related to her blood out there. As twisted as it was, she liked the thought of it.
Eliza shook her head. All of the information was burning through the fuses connected in her brain. "My mom died so I could live,” she whispered. “She gave her life for me."
"Your father gave you away."
"He did! But he's still alive," she snapped. "He gave me away. He allowed them to do unspeakable things to me. But Hydra didn’t kill them. They never hurt my parents, they just hurt me and made me believe I had no one left. My father is alive, which means a part of me is still out there, a part I could have found if you had told me.” She hit him in the chest. "You should have told me, Tony!"
By then, she was sure the entire compound was more than awake and listening to their conversation. She wasn't even trying to stay quiet. She pushed him as far as she could and she wanted him to break like he broke her. She wanted him to know what he had done because there was no chance in hell she would forgive him after that.
“I needed to protect you. I still do. You were never supposed to find it," he said. He was also growing more desperate by the second.
“Then why did you keep it?” she asked.
“I didn’t think you’d even get the idea to look for it! I know you’re nosey and you’re smart, but God, Eliza, you weren’t supposed to find that, not like this!” He tried to take it, to tear the file from her hands, but she was holding on for dear life. “I was told to keep it a secret,” he said. “I had to keep it from you. There was no other choice! I would have told you eventually, but you have to know, I had no choice but to keep it quiet. It's not too late. I can still protect you."
"What?" she gasped quietly.
"This wasn’t supposed to happen. I was told if you found it, things would only get worse, and I thought it was safe here until I could show you. I wasn't planning on throwing it away, I just needed a place to store it so you wouldn't get suspicious. How did you even-" his eyes fluttered to look at her, not even finishing the question.
“Told by whom?” Eliza asked instead.
He didn’t answer.
“Tony, by whom?”
“You need to drop it before you get hurt. You’re chasing ghosts. The name, the parents, your heritage, none of that matters! You’re Eliza Bennett. You’re not her.”
“Oh, yeah,” she took the brown folder to read out loud, “I’m not her. I’m not Eliza Bennett.”
“That is not what I meant.”
“When he told me, I didn’t want to believe it was true. I wanted to have faith in you. I didn’t think you’d keep this from me.”
“Who did you talk to?”
“Doesn't matter who."
"Yes, it does!"
"No," the chuckle she released was darker than usual. "You know, I always thought it was a gene defect, but God was I wrong! But you knew that didn’t you?” she said. The paper crumbled in her hands. “You had your suspicions after Bruce took my blood, but there is evidence now. There are documents. There’s a whole fucking process-”
“Give that to me,” he demanded.
“No, you knew! You knew and you didn’t tell me!”
“I didn’t know until a couple of months ago!”
She flinched back.
“I had your file for two years, yes, but I didn’t know about what you are until I got this in the mail a couple of months ago. Telling you would have been way too dangerous."
“Dangerous?” Eliza felt the tears prick in her eyes. “How could that have been dangerous for me?”
“I don’t know, you just have to believe me, okay? I did this for your own good. Please, you can put the file down and we can talk. You just have to give it back to me,” Tony opened his hand.
She vehemently shook her head. “So you do remember what Thor told us about the Infinity Stones?”
“Eliza, I am begging you!”
"You know, apparently, they’re very powerful. But what would I know? I’m just a careless child. A lost orphan, who turns out, isn’t an orphan after all. I just don’t know better, do I? I need someone to control me because I’m reckless and a danger to myself. I can’t be trusted. I’m not made to be a hero. I’m glad I even get to be here…”
“I didn’t mean what I said,” he said.
“That’s funny,” she retorted, “considering you were so hell-bent on making your voice heard just a little over forty-eight hours ago. You know what, no! I won’t indulge in this any longer. I won’t let you talk down on me. I think you’re just afraid, Tony.”
“Afraid?”
“Yes, afraid. You’re afraid of who I am, who I could be. You were so afraid that I would run the second I found out what I can do, you knowingly kept the truth from me.”
Her eyes were burning red at this point. She saw her reflection in the window, yet she didn’t care. “It’s a part of me, and if Hydra gets their hands on my blood, they can do terrible things with it.”
“I was trying to stop you,” his voice was barely above a whisper. “But you just wouldn’t listen.”
“Instead of helping me fight them, you make me sound paranoid. Guess what, Tony? You’re the only one who’s paranoid! God,” she said, “everything makes sense now. The dreams, the headaches, the thing with the emotions- I can make people see things. I put a broken glass back together. I did that! This-” her hand glowed, “This is power. This is the power you were so afraid of. I just ignored it because none of you wanted me to do anything else than what I came here for.”
“If the world knew,” he began.
“What, you think they’d hunt me like an animal?”
“I know they would.”
“Well, jokes on you! I’m already hunted. I’m hunted by Hydra and, now that you have dropped your protective guard around me, I guess the press has the best opportunity to hunt me down, too. They can if they want. And then the police will come, followed by Secretary Ross and the DODC. You won’t even have to deal with me anymore because then, it’ll all be over. I’d no longer be such a burden to you.”
He shuddered at her proximity, the heat of her palm close to his face. It burned the tiny hairs right off. “You don’t mean that,” he said.
“Really?” she cocked an eyebrow. “I thought that’s what people made from Infinity Stones do. We destroy things. I mean, wasn’t it Wanda’s accident in Lagos that got you so convinced you had to sign the Accords, which were made specifically to target us super-humans, to strip us of our right to exist the way we were made?”
Eliza didn’t recognize herself. She looked so wild, with her eyes red and the terrifying power dancing on her fingertips. She saw herself clearly in Tony’s blown pupils. His fear charged her like a battery. With every step back, he fueled the monster inside of her. She was losing her grip on self-control. She had all of this power and nowhere to go. It needed to get out. She wanted to see him suffer at her hands, no one else’s. Perhaps that would be proving everyone right; she was a monster. She was unhinged. She was out of control. There was nothing to restrict whatever was inside of her. She didn’t need it.
“Stop,” said Tony. “This isn’t you and you know it.”
“But what if it is? I don’t know any better. I mean, you kept all of this from me. But I could be. I could be your worst nightmare. I was born like this, you know. I had this power from the start. It’s not my fault you can’t deal with it,” she said. “It’s not my fault you feel threatened. Maybe I am evil.”
“Eliza,” the call of her name was oh so desperate.
“You wanted me to be the villain so badly, didn’t you, so you could lock me away? You wanted me to go ahead with this so I’d go to jail, so I wouldn’t have a voice anymore while you’d make all of this-” she pointed at the file, “go away? What did you think would happen?”
He growled. “This is not over. And if you don’t stop talking like this, I will make sure the only way you get out of here is in handcuffs.”
Her laugh was rough, animalistic. “Cute. You still think you have any kind of claim over me.” Her jaw clenched, “You’re not my father!” she snapped. “You’re not. You never were. You were merely a means to an end. That’s all it was. I never cared for you, Tony. Never, not once. You wanted a soldier, I wanted a father. Guess we were both disappointed.”
Eliza ducked his attempt to slide the metal cuffs from his backpocket onto her wrist. She shoved him into the cupboard next to the door, wrapping them around his own and tying him to the hinges of the door. He huffed. She grabbed his collar. The lengths of his legs began to dangle over the floor.
“You want me to play the villain?” she asked hoarsely into his ear. “Fine, I’ll be your villain. I can stop Hydra, with or without you. Chances are, they will try to steal my blood to make more super soldiers like me, but there is one thing they don’t know. The reality stone isn’t just a birth defect, I can actually learn how to control it.”
“You won’t survive,” he spat back.
“I’m still standing.”
“You’re making a mistake!”
Eliza bagged the file. “No, but if you try to stop me again, I will kill you.”
Halfway on her way out, she turned back to reach for the plant on the desk. “Also, this is mine,” she said. “Can’t believe you stole Gina from my room."
“So that’s it?” Tony asked. “You’re just gonna leave me here?”
She opened the door, stepping through into the dimly lit hallway. “Yes.” The lock clicked back in place.
When she left the compound, her mind was quiet. She wasn’t followed by herself or dark thoughts. There was nothing but her heartbeat in her ears.
My work here is done.
“Frank Mueller wasn’t lying when he said he didn’t get any visitors,” Foggy fell back in his office chair with a frustrated groan.
Matt skimmed over the file in front of him. “He must’ve gotten the cyanide from someone else,” he said.
“Who? All of his records show him as a model prisoner.”
“Maybe it’s not about who visited him but who he visited.”
“What do you mean?”
“Here.” He shoved the document into the middle of the conference table. His fingers found the passage he wanted to show him. “It says that Frank Mueller was allowed outside once every two weeks. He was under close supervision the entire time, but technically, he had the opportunity to talk to every other prisoner out during that time.”
Foggy frowned. “Hold up,” and he began to scramble through his stack of files.
After leaving the prison, the pair returned to the office. The case of Mueller’s suicide irked them both. They got all the files they could get their hands on. A couple of hours later and it still wasn’t enough. There was seemingly nothing to figure out.
Except…
“The guy’s spent a lot of time with the hulks of cell block D, lifting weights and shit,” Foggy stated. “Damn, he sounds like you if you weren’t Saint Matthew the catholic good boy prophet.”
“Hey!” Matt protested.
“Sorry. You know what I mean.”
“Yeah. I just don’t like to be compared to murderers.”
“I was comparing you to cell block D criminals, Matt.”
Matt’s head tilted. In the soft yellow light coming in through the windows, his eyes looked almost entirely green. “Wait,” he said and turned back one page, “Say that again about the cellblock number.”
“Cellblock D, why?”
“Cellblock D.”
“Why, what’s it mean to you?”
“I like to keep tabs on the people trying to kill us.”
“Like who?”
“Wilson Fisk.”
“Fisk?” Foggy perked up. “What does he have to do with this?”
“He’s in cellblock D. I know it because I put him there.”
“Jesus, Matt, you don’t think Hydra and-“
Matt went stiff. He turned into a statue, unable to move. He tilted his head. The sounds choked him out like a noose around his neck. He tried to filter her out, tried to figure out where she was, where her heart was beating from the last time she called, but instead, he picked up on the scent of smoke. Thick smoke mixed with explosives and gasoline. The faint rustling of fire replaced the sound of her heartbeat. He missed the blowout, but he could hear the aftermath of what sounded like a bomb loud and clear.
He sucked in a sharp breath. “Eliza.”
“Oh, God.”
“I have to leave.”
“I’m coming with you.”
“No!” Matt was quick to shove him back down. “You need to stay here in case she calls or comes here for help. I don’t know, I can’t find her. I need to… I…”
“It’s okay,” said Foggy. “I understand. Go! I’ll call you in case she gives a sign of life.”
His painful smile softened. “Thank you.”
"Oh, and Matt?"
He halted with the coat in his hand.
"You need to tell her. You know, before it's too late."
The door handle felt like a million needles in his hand. He hesitated, it was a silent answer, then shoved it right in Foggy's face.
He heard him sigh on his way out, "Yeah, he's not gonna tell her. Why do I even bother?"
The sun was way past setting when the cab stopped at her apartment complex. On the way, she called Matt. Given the circumstances, there was only a small time window until Tony would inevitably break out of the handcuffs and she knew as soon as he did, she was absolutely and thoroughly fucked. She threatened him in more ways than one. She had already figured out that his play was to get her off the street, for whatever reason, and if he didn’t have grounds to have her arrested before, he would find a way. She displayed herself as a danger to society and it felt good; it felt so good, her heart was still beating fast with the adrenaline that came with the revelation of truth.
She had her key and a plan to get whatever was left inside the floorboards in her apartment. It was only going to take a couple of minutes.
“Eliza.”
She didn’t catch the car that was standing right outside the doorstep. Happy stood leaning against the hood of his black limousine. He had ditched his tie, dark bags decorating his under eyes.
“Eliza,” he said again. She didn’t mishear. “Eliza, wait!”
She stopped, yet she stayed staring at the front door, watching him through the milky glass.
“What are you doing?”
“You shouldn’t be here,” she said.
“Why? You haven’t been answering my calls, you haven’t been home all day… the only reason I knew you were alive was that I saw you on the security cameras at Tony’s garage. What the hell is going on, Eliza? And don’t lie to me and tell me nothing because I know it’s not true!”
She turned around. The look on her face was entirely distant. “What am I supposed to say then?”
“The truth.”
“There’s no truth, Happy. I’m fine.”
“You’re not. You broke into the compound. You cuffed Tony to his fucking office door-“
“You saw that?”
“Of course, I did. I’m not an idiot.”
“And you left him there?”
“Yeah. He deserved it.”
“Did you know-“
“About the file? No. I’m sorry. If I did, I would’ve told you. You know, I’m not a liar. I’m your friend. Or I’m trying to be, at least.” He pushed himself off the hood and began to walk towards her. “I worry about you.” The wrinkles on his forehead made his point apparent. “You just have to let me in,” he said. No, he begged.
Eliza scoffed. She wiped her nose, tired of the constant itching and the tears. It hurt. There was still some blood on her sleeve when she removed it.
She just wanted to go home, but she didn’t have a home anymore, did she? Her apartment was anything but. It was merely a place to stay, and even that she didn’t do anymore. All she wanted was for him to hug her and tell her she was going to be fine, but Happy didn’t know the truth. He was better off without it – he was better off without her.
“Go home,” she said instead. She believed him when he said he didn’t know about the file. Happy couldn’t keep a secret for the life of him. He was a terrible liar and an even worse confidant.
He shook his head. “No, we’re gonna talk and you’re gonna tell me the truth.”
“There is nothing to tell, Happy!”
“Oh, so your nose is just broken for no reason then?”
“Oh come on, it’s not like it’s that obvious.”
“It’s tilted to the left.”
She touched her nose. “No, it’s not.”
“Okay, it’s not,” he said, “but see? That’s what I mean! I knew you were lying to me.”
“I’m trying to protect you,” she bit back.
“From what?”
“Everything!” her voice echoed through the night. “I don’t want you to get hurt. I’m begging you, Happy, just go home.”
“Not without you,” his statement was final.
She scoffed. “You’re not the boss of me.”
He took the keys from her. “Technically, I still am.” He was about to slide it into the look, pushing past her to get inside, but she pulled him back by his arm.
“What are you doing?” she asked.
“I’m coming inside.”
“No, you’re not.”
“Why?”
“Because I was just gonna grab some clothes. I’m not staying here.”
“Then where are you staying?”
“Somewhere that isn’t here.”
“Can you be a bit more specific?”
“No.”
“Seriously?”
“Yes.”
“Eliza.”
She tuned his voice out. Something isn’t right.
“What?” he asked.
She must have said it out loud. The hallway didn’t smell like it usually did. The air changed. She looked up through her window on the third floor. There was a glimmer of light when she met the dull exterior of the building. Her curtains seemed to reflect something, a steady beeping, a constant flicker of light. Red. She saw red.
“Go,” she told him.
“What?”
“Jesus, Happy,” she pulled him from the open entrance and shoved him down the stairs, “Listen to me, just this once. Go!”
She barely managed to get in front of him before it happened. The flickering stopped. The windows blew out. Fire erupted from the building as every single apartment on every floor burst with flames. Glass and stone came flying out. The pressure of the explosion sent them flying toward the street. Eliza thought it was enough, but she barely covered his broad back. The recoil separated them. She was smaller, so she landed further away. Happy hit the limousine with full force. The metal was dented. Ears were ringing.
The asphalt scratched her palms open. Her forearms were bleeding, knees split open. For a moment, she was completely deaf. She blacked out, she must have. The ground was cold yet hot and she couldn’t feel anything, not really. The world went quiet.
“Look, Dad, I can ride hands-free!” the little girl said, giggling. The old wheels of the olive green bike creaked with every thrust. Still, she had her arms extended to the side, riding down the rocky road in the summer sun. It was hot and she was sunburned, but she was happy.
Her father was holding the camera at her. “You’re doing amazing, sweetie!” Just as he was about to tell her more, the bike began to swerve. She couldn’t put her hands back on the wheel in time and so she lost control and landed in the grass with a loud thud.
“Are you okay?” he asked her, hurrying over to where his daughter was lying in the tall grass at the side of the road. When he finally reached her, her bright eyes looked up at him and her lip was quivering. He thought she was in pain, the scraped knee looking not nearly as bad as imagined, and yet she was crying.
“Dad, I fell,” she said.
“You did. Did you hurt yourself?”
“No. ‘M fine. I found this though.” She showed him her hand. There was a butterfly in her palm. “I fell on it. I think he’s dead.”
“Oh no.” He took the blue insect. It was still twitching. “Look, darling, he’s still breathing. See?”
“He looks pretty dead to me.”
“He’s not. I think his wings are just broken.”
“Dad, you’re a doctor,” she said. “Can we fix him?”
He sighed. The big crocodile tears appeared to be his biggest weakness.
“Yeah, we can fix him.”
“And what about my bike?”
“We can fix that too.”
She couldn’t see anything – when she finally came to, she sucked in a sharp breath. Her lungs protested. If it was smoke or shrapnel, she wasn’t quite sure. She rolled over on her back. The sky was full of stars, but smoke slowly started to cover the clouds. The air was alight with fire. The skin over her temple stretched and it stung; she was bleeding. She felt the liquid thick on her fingers. Her nose was cracked again too, probably, most probably.
The momentary, peaceful deafness lasted only so long. The dam broke and all the nasty sounds came rushing back in. Crackling, screaming, glass breaking, and the thick, thick smoke of gasoline that she shouldn’t have been able to hear.
“Happy?” she called out. She didn’t recognize her voice. She scrambled to sit up with her back on fire, but none of that mattered because the man she cared about most at that moment wasn’t answering, and the car wasn’t where it used to stand, just a few feet over, and it wasn’t looking good.
Eliza got up. “Happy!” His figure was slumped against the frame. “Oh, my God.” The white of his shirt around his abdomen turned red. Glass was sticking out of his side. She pressed her hands around the wound. The pain was enough to make him stir.
“Shit!” was his first word when he woke up.
“Don’t do that to me! You scared me.”
“Sorry, I’m not used to getting blown up!”
“Okay,” she said, “That’s fair. It’s also fair you were calling me out on my bullshit because now I do have to tell you that I was lying to you. Since you could be dying.”
“What?!”
She used the torn fabric of his suit jacket to press against the penetrating wound.
“Yeah, so, uh, you remember Hydra?”
“WHAT?”
The SUV at the end of the street turned around. The motor howled. She was met face-to-face with a black mask. The man’s entire face was covered and she recognized the weapon in his hand all too well. If she hadn’t been so sure Bucky was in Wakanda, frozen like a tortoise in winter, she could’ve sworn it was him. But there were more where he came from.
Eliza dropped her head. “I’ll tell you later,” she promised. Though chances were there wouldn’t be a later, at least not for her.
She opened the passenger door to the limousine and opened the glove box. Her last birthday gift to Happy had been a gun, just in case he ever needed to protect himself, and she knew for a fact he kept it in his car at all times. Thankfully, she was right.
“Looks like they’re getting closer,” she heard him say. “Like, way too close. Oh, God, we’re all gonna die. Eliza!”
She strained. “Yep, got it!”
Her hands flipped open on either side of her, just in time for the first few bullets flying out of the machine gun’s barrel. Her palm was seemingly the only thing stopping them from being torn to shreds. The bullets hit an invisible wall as if the world divided and she was in an entirely different universe, watching from the outside in.
Reality is fragile. It can be whatever you want it to be.
The bulletproof glass of the car delayed the impact.
Happy wheezed at her from his now lying position on the floor. “How did you just do that?”
“Honestly,” she said, “I have absolutely no idea.”
Happy leaned against the newfound shield. She told him to keep pressure on the wound. Knowing the civilians, police and first responders were already on their way.
“Are you in pain?”
“No,” he lied.
“Good. Makes two of us. I need you to stay here,” she ordered.
“Why, I was planning on running a marathon.”
“Oh, shut up!”
“Hey,” he stopped her, “Don’t die.”
“I’ll try.”
The rain of bullets stopped. She took a deep breath. This was stupid, foolish even, but she didn’t have much of a choice. They didn’t want her dead, they just wanted her.
She jumped up on the hood of the car. The man in the mask stared back at her from his spot in the SUV. His gun remained pointed at her. She cocked her weapon.
The driver pressed down on the break and the gas at the same time. The motor roared.
“So,” Eliza said, “Do we know each other?”
He cocked his head.
“I think what you want is right here. I'm asking you to take it without hurting any more innocent people."
Against all odds, he dropped his weapon. She copied him. He jumped off the wagon, and so did she.
“We’re doing this old school, huh?”
She expected a lot of things. Winter Soldier type training, new weapons, brand new technology, all of that, just not this. As soon as she faced him, his hands began to sizzle. The street lights flickered. He was sucking the energy straight out of them. He was charging.
Eliza clenched her fists. “What did they do to you?” she asked, voice barely above a whisper. “Listen, I can feel that you’re scared. I can feel that you’re angry, that this is all new to you, but I can help you. I promise I can help you.”
To no avail. His hand busted the fuze box and tore out the power lines. They functioned as whips, all loaded and ready to burn everything in their path, and his eyes were glowing too.
She sighed. Her neck cracked. The crimson slowly traveled back into her eyes, filling them like a perfect puzzle. The magnetic glow reached her fingers. She wasn’t sure what she was doing. Somehow, she figured knowing about her true parentage would make everything so much easier, but the truth was, everything that happened was nothing but lucky guessing. Her body reacted on instinct. She wasn’t in control of this strange power, though at the same time, she had never felt more in charge of anything in her life.
She ditched the first attempt at hitting her with the power line. The faint reminders of the rain from before channeled the electricity. One step too close and she would most likely end up electrocuted.
“I know you don’t want to kill me,” she said. The powerline hit a car to her left. It parted right through. “I know you can’t, so why do this?”
He wasn’t going to talk. She managed to make a last-minute backflip and land on her knee. The electricity barely missed her. Her head cocked.
“Oh, this is so on!”
She threw a knife at him, but that did little to hurt him. Her attempt to grab a hold of his soul failed miserably. He was more advanced than any other Hydra operative she had ever fought before. She danced around him, twisting and turning and trying to elude him, but he was smart and she was significantly weaker.
Now, I thought my work here was done, but I guess not. The voice in her head was the last thing she had missed. You know what you are now, so why not use it?
She was getting on her last nerve.
He whipped after the black limousine protecting Happy from the fight. Eliza made a stupid mistake. She reached for the powerline, not thinking about what it could do. It wrapped around her wrist smoothly. The electricity crackled. She felt the blood boil in her veins. Her heart jumped, shocked by the number of volts coursing through her body, but the expected cardiac arrest never came. It wasn’t like in the movies when the character steps into a puddle that’s connected to the power lines and ends up as a barbecue for the villain. She gasped. The electricity managed to itch something out of her that she barely started to get to know.
Channel it.
She reached around the whip before he could pull her in further. He stopped. Her skin was vibrating, the usually invisible waves glowing bright red as they danced over her arms, into her veins, and her soul. She tucked once, twice. He rolled over the asphalt with one harsh kick to his chest. She dropped the powerline; it was starting to hurt, but only because it was burning the small hairs on her arms.
Accept it.
Trust yourself.
She watched it move around her fingers, jumping like little frogs from tip to tip and then circling back to where it all started. Power sustained her. She wasn’t sure how she made it this far without realizing that it was all she had ever craved, yet all everyone had ever denied her up until this point. Empathy wasn’t a weak superpower to have, sure, but it also wasn’t everything. It wasn’t all she was born to be. It never has been. Hydra turned her into an empath to cause pain instead of using it for good, only because they didn’t know what was inside of her back then. Sometime later, they figured it out, but it was too late already. They were afraid, and fear is valuable. It’s more powerful than anything else in this world.
Feel it.
“Funny,” she heard herself say. “I always thought I was just another measly Avenger. Guess I was wrong. You know why?” she strutted up to the masked man. “Because everyone was so afraid of who I might become once I figure out what I could do. Hydra burned governments down to gain their power; now it’s finally my turn to burn the world down because this is my power.”
And now fucking use it.
The goons were skilled fighters, she had to admit. They came to her from all sides with their knives and fists. The ones who didn’t get their foot or knee got her fists and those who got neither received good blows with her elbow. She was short, much smaller than the six men coming at her, but she learned. She learned that she was better than this. She wasn’t mediocre, not anymore.
Cut off one head, two more shall grow in its place.
The ground started to move. One of them stumbled over the bumpy asphalt. The other was met with a pure energy source straight to his chest. She brought her hand down, fast. The ground broke open. Guns and knives were knocked out of their hands. She had to if she wanted them to stay as far away from Happy as possible.
The last guy deserved what was coming for him. He was trying to slit her throat. He gurgled as his Adam’s apple caved in. She stuttered. As they all lay at her feet, knocked out and bleeding, the heavy spotlight fell on her. She wasn’t alone anymore. The blood tasted funny on her tongue, almost static.
The chopper above her head was terribly loud. She could feel the cameras pointed at her, the DailyBugle logo on the side. The light was meant for her, for what she’d done. The asphalt returned to normal, but at what cost? The destruction was all her fault. The explosion, she had blood on her hands.
Somewhere in the distance, Happy’s faint breathing reached her ear. “Go,” he told her. “Run.”
“I’m not leaving you,” she said.
“If you let them arrest you, Tony’ll get what he wants. You can do this. You don’t need him.”
Eliza stared down at her bloody hands. She was calm, too calm for someone in her place, and it scared her. What if she was the monster people claimed she was? What then? What if the destruction she was born for would eventually end up in everyone around her getting killed?
“I’ll be back,” she said, and then she was gone, disappeared, vanished into thin air. Not even the chopper could pick up on her signature anymore.
But I guess that’s what you get for tracking a trained killer - they will always be two steps ahead of you.
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