Ned and Moze’s Real-Life Breakup Addressed | Ep 17
From fake breakups to atomic flushes, this week we’re rewatching “Rumors.” The gang reveals rumors they’ve heard about themselves over the years and how they’ve addressed them. Devon talks about his strange run-in with Josh Peck, Lindsey opens up about her sexuality, and Daniel explains why he doesn’t want to deal with any drama. What happened after Devon and Lindsey broke up? What did Josh Peck say to Devon? Tune in now!
‘Have to say that for many recent meditations I have been able to sincerely conduct most of my meditation routine. It is true about the 4 sessions from yesterday.
Strangely, it is not a good sign. For years, with the onset of meditation, I have dived into a depth of mind where my attention hasn’t remained mine. For me to be able to conduct my routine perfectly is definitely not a good sign.
The latest best depth has been of Peace. Without my best depth of drinking Peace, I can’t quite say that I have been devoid of Peace during and outside of meditation in these recent sessions. I’ll try and state my mind as simply as I can:
I am trying to reverse a particular behaviour in me and not all parts of my mind are happy about it. Years back, thanks to meditation, I learned something about human minds. You can’t compartmentalise anything in your head.
All the compartments that we have in our head are hugely porous on all sides. Allow me to explain. If compartments in the head are imagined as boxes with 6 sides, then all six sides are porous. They are porous with big pores.
The porous filter doesn’t actually filter. It is likely that the porosity makes our thoughts flow in the same cyclical manner as it has since we can remember. It is so porous that we can’t actually compartmentalise anything.
For example, a tightly held secret is held only from the world outside of us. However, all faculties of your mind became aware of the secret the moment it was said to you. Every brain cell in me knows the behavioural change I am trying to make.
With fingers crossed, I am hoping that the cheerleader brain cells in me prove themselves to be stronger than the rogue brain cells who refuse to change streams of thought.