#AND HE NEVER WANTED TO LEAVEEEE NEVER WANTED TO LEAVEEEE

[aquariusdeanw]

It’s been years and I’m still mourning Joel Miller

[snowsonlylove]

Looking So Crazy in Love

Pairing: Academy!Coriolanus Snow x Enemy!Reader

Summary: Y/N Y/L/N and Coriolanus Snow have been butting heads since the very first time they met despite their parents being mutual friends, which makes them frustrated as it means that they have to see each other every time the families gather. Now, they’re both 18 and are considered young adults. Their friends, Arachne and Festus, are sick of them arguing and throw them in a closet to sort it out (Arachne secretly setting this up with Festus after seeing how Coriolanus looks at Y/N), which leads to them having rough, hateful sex.

Fic Type: Smut (NSFW) 18+, Enemies to Lovers

Warnings: blowjob, unprotected sex (don’t do this people, wear it before you tap dat ass), degradation, mommy issues, lmk if i missed anything

Word Count: 2.3k

I do not own Coriolanus Snow or Y/N Y/L/N (cuz it’s you, boo). All credits go to Suzanne Collins and her team. Song credits also go to Beyonce and her team. 

Also, ageless and empty blogs will be BLOCKED as this is a 18+ fic. Report my fics and you’re blocked cuz if u don’t like it, LEAVEEEE.

Y/N Y/L/N and Coriolanus Snow first met during the tender age of 3, both being the only children of their families and the apples of their fathers’ eyes. You may think that this makes it so that they have something in common, however that is totally not the case. Since the first time they’ve looked into each other’s eyes, all they saw was someone who can take away their parent’s love because of how similar they are.

Coriolanus felt that Y/N was someone that his parents would really love as there was a time where her mother mentioned having a girl instead of a boy. That statement made him blind with rage since he thought that his mother never saw him as good enough. He professed this to his father, who looked shocked as he comforted him before confronting his mother after, which led to a huge fight he would rather not discuss.

Y/N however had it worse as her mother always saw her as someone who could take her spot as the sole love of her husband and hated her since birth. Whenever she looked into Y/N’s eyes, all she saw was hate, burning aflame as she saw red with how much she hated her daughter. Y/N not only took away her beauty, but added to her life baggage as she started to have droopy eyes, saggy breasts and a flabby stomach, making her hate Y/N more.

15 years later, both Y/N and Coriolanus are now 18, both preparing for their coming of age gala hosted in the Y/L/N’s estate. As Y/N got ready for the upcoming gala, she thought about how much better life had been had her mother accepted her for who she is. She doesn’t know why her mother hated her, always criticising her looks, her weight, her actions. She was just sick of it. She wanted a way out of it, and she would find a way.

Coriolanus on the other hand, had started to notice how Y/N’s features have benefitted her lately, her ass plumper, her breasts more prominent and her facial features all enhanced into a perfect symphony. He doesn’t know what this tugging feeling is, but he always felt it when being in proximity, especially when in the same room with Y/N. He tried to be discreet as he took glances from time to time, admiring her features. Unfortunately, he was not as sleek as he thought as a certain Arachne Crane saw this exchange and devised the perfect plan before running to her go-to pal for chaos, Festus Creed.

As Y/N finished getting ready, Coriolanus arrived to the Y/L/N mansion looking exceptionally handsome with his curls perfectly tame, his dress shirt clinging to his perfectly sculpted muscles and his blazer and dress pants a perfect blood red, referring to the Snow’s love for roses as the Snow family entered the estate, the picture of perfection if there ever was one.

Coriolanus looked around the crowd, before treating himself to a tall glass of posca, anxious to see what his arch-nemesis looked like when all of the sudden, the lights dimmed in the estate as the Y/L/N family walked down the ginormous flight of stairs, all made of expensive granite as Y/N’s parents walked down hand-in-hand before Y/N joined shortly after. All eyes on her as they stared in either awe or jealousy as she sauntered down the flight of stairs like she owned it (which she does fyi). 

Coriolanus felt every movement around him slow down as he took in Y/N’s appearance as one of an angel, with her feathery dress cut down to a modest length, ending just above her thighs as the dress had jewels and rhinestones echo around her in a wave of beauty, wrapping around her features like a second skin of sorts. As he glanced at her, she suddenly met his gaze and gave him a look of confusion, which immediately made him snap out of his trance as he walked away.

Y/N reached the floor of the gala as she glided through the crowd to the drinks station, in which she entertained herself to a glass of posca, swallowing the harsh liquid in one go. She examined the crowd as she saw her friends talking and decided to join in their conversation. “Hi guys, what are we discussing?” Arachne looked at Y/N, feigning surprise all the sudden, “Oh! Look who’s joined us, the star of the moment.” Y/N looked at Arachne with a pointed look, tilting her head to the side, “That, I am. Thank you for saying that, Arachne. Always looking forward to hearing something so unprofessional from that dick-sucking mouth of yours.” She gave her a snide smile after.

Most of the friend group around them laughed, some even slapping their friend’s arms in disbelief. It was at that moment where Coriolanus showed up and swung a hand over Y/N’s shoulder, acting as if they were best friends. Y/N then looked at him incredulously, shoving his hand out of her shoulder. The group looked at them as if they were watching a movie. The atmosphere was tense for a moment before Clemensia let out a frustrated sigh, “Oh my god! Guys, what is up with you two? You guys always fight every time you’re together and it’s killing me over here!” 

Both Y/N and Coriolanus looked at her, shocked before their arms were pulled by two bodies. Arachne pulled Y/N and Festus pulled Coriolanus as they dragged the two to a quiet shady place in the Y/L/N estate before shoving them in a nearby closet and locking it from the outside. “Y/N! Coriolanus! We’re sick of you two fighting! You two better work it out if you want to be let out!” Y/N’s and Coriolanus’s hands were turned to fists as their hands furiously banged on the closet to be let out. “Let me out, you bitch! Oh, just wait until I get out of here!” Y/N screamed as her face turned red. Arachne and Festus laughed from outside the closet before pulling each other towards the gala, leaving the two of them alone.

Coriolanus sighed as Y/N gave up and tried her best to sit with whatever space they had. “Hey, are you okay?” Coriolanus said as Y/N looked at him, her face the picture of female rage. “Okay? What the fuck do you mean am i okay Coriolanus?! Are you fucking kidding me?! God! I can’t believe you’re that dumb!” Coriolanus was offended by that statement as he stared at her for a moment for furrowed brows before responding in an equally frustrated tone, “I’m just trying to comfort you, Y/N! God! I can’t even be civil with you anymore! Genuinely, what do I have to do to make you show me just an ounce of respect?!” 

Y/N looked at him with a deadpan expression, “Are you actually fucking with me right now? Coryo, we’ve never been friends! The fact that you think we'd be best friends now is seriously beyond me. Why do you even care, huh? Every time you look at me, all you do is look at me like I crushed your favourite Barbie doll or something, why do you think I’d be civil with you?” She kept on riling him up as Coriolanus stood in the closet, heaving huge, deep breaths as he tried to calm himself down before he suddenly exploded, “Because I like you, okay! Good God! I don’t know when or how I like you but it. just. happened. There! Happy now?!’

Y/N looked at him, her breaths slowing down as she looked at him with an expression of disbelief, “What… W-What? H-How, Coriolanus?” “I don’t know, Y/N! All I know is that I’m in love with you and it’s killing me that you’re not even looking at me whenever we’re together.” Y/N looked at him, her mouth turned to an “O” shape, “Oh…” Coriolanus continued, his hands suddenly going to cup her cheeks as he leaned his forehead towards hers, “Y/N Y/L/N… I have been in love with you and I haven’t been honest about it. I’ve gone from wanting to kill you.. to wanting to kill for you. Please, don’t push me away. Let’s work this out..” 

Y/N reluctantly leaned in as she closed the gap between them, their teeth and tongues clashing together in a crazed frenzy. It was almost like a battle between them as Y/N pulled on Coriolanus’s bottom lip as he pushed her against the closet with what little space they had, making the closet move with great force as they stumbled a little without breaking their kiss. They continue this battle as they roughly shoved each other’s clothes out of the other’s as Y/N tore Coriolanus’s dress shirt open after shoving his blazer off, ripping the fabric and tearing the buttons off in the process.

Meanwhile, Coriolanus’s hands went to the back of her dress and quickly pulled her zipper down before roughly shoving her dress down, tugging her lace underwear down and unclipping her bra with one hand. Y/N’s hands roamed around his chest as she moved from kissing his lips to kissing his neck, collarbone and shoulder before continuing all the way to his barely visible happy trail, tugging the zipper of his pants down just enough for her to pull his huge, aching hardness with pre-cum leaking on its tip.

Y/N tried her best to kneel as she looked up to him with her eyes glazed with lust as she pumped his dick up and down a few times before swirling her tongue on the tip of his dick and working up until she was able to take about half of his dick until she suddenly felt this force on her head, pushing her down further to take more of his dick. She then heard one of the most slutty groans ever as she smirked in accomplishment. She started with a slow but deep pace before Coriolanus aided her in increasing her speed into a rough, unforgettably fast pace as the closet echoed with his groans and her gagging on his cock.

This did not last long as Coriolanus groaned a final time before shoving her head all the way to the hilt of his dick as he came into her throat. Y/N moaned as she felt the warm liquid in her throat as she swallowed dutifully before looking up at Coriolanus with her mascara streaming down her face, her lipstick smushed as when she pulled his dick out of her mouth, there was a noticeably red print on his dick. After pulling it out her mouth, Coriolanus continued grabbing her hair as he pulled her into another rough kiss and lined his dick with her pussy before stroking it to her clit a few times and finally pushing it in her dripping wetness, both of them moaning loudly in the process.

Coriolanus moaned, “Ohh, so good, Y/N. Such a dirty, dirty girl. You enjoyed having my dick in your mouth, huh? You're my nasty little slut, yeah? My. dirty. little. whore..” He said as he thrusted his erection in her center with every word. Y/N sighed in pleasure as she shakily moaned while she played with her tits, “Y-Yes, Coryo. Fuck me h-harder, I’m y-your little slut. I’m such a dirty little w-whore.”

This fueled Coryo as his thrusts became rougher and he continued thrusting himself into her harder and harder, causing the closet to shake in tandem as their moans and groans echoed around the closet. There was also a very distinct sound of skin slapping echoing as his balls slapped her ass, both Y/N and Coriolanus wrapping their arms around each other as Coriolanus lifted her right leg up to his waist as his thrusts became deeper with him getting close.

“Fuck, I’m gonna come, sweetheart. Such a good little whore..” His forehead was glistening with sweat as he felt his body becoming warmer and warmer with Y/N moaning incessantly as she also felt herself getting closer, “O-Ohh, Coryo! I’m so close, so so close. Oh, you’re gonna make me come.” She panted, “I’m coming, Coryo. I’m coming. OHH GODD!”

“So good, Y/N. So good..” Coriolanus panted as he quickly pulled out of her and pushed her down to her knees before pumping his cock and cumming on her face and breasts. His cum was everywhere. It decorated her nose, her eyebrows, her eyelashes, her forehead, down to her cheeks and lips, which were covered with his pearly white, spent. The rest was all over her collarbone, shoulder and her breasts as well as the valley of it. She damn looked like a whore, his whore.

“Y’so pretty like this.. covered in my cum everywhere. Just like one of those district whores. But now, you’re all mine sweetheart, you’d do well to remember that.” He said with an evil smirk. Y/N looked up at him, her eyes gleaming with mischief as she gave an evil smile of her own, “Who’s to say I am? You know, I might as well be fucking someone else. Sejanus looks pretty handsome tonight. Might even invite him-” Her words were taken out of her as his eyes turned a dark hue and he dragged her towards him and kissed her lips hard before going down and sucking a big, fat hickey on her. He tasted himself on her tongue but he didn’t care as he kept sucking, therefore preventing her on finding any other guy. 

Y/N moaned as she tangled her hands in his hair as as he pulled his face from her neck, he said with a dark tone, “No, sweetheart… That’s never gonna happen with me. Unless you look forward to seeing Sejanus’s decapitated head on the news one day? That is not happening anytime soon.. You’re mine, understand? No one is gonna touch you from now on.. You’re mine as much as I’m yours, understood?”

Y/N gave him a small smile as she responded with a soft tone, “Understood, Coryo.”

[babygirlbdubs]

hi it's me again Be Nice To Me by The Front Bottoms - 🪶

oh man the front bottoms i already know this one's gonna hurt /pos

HERE WE GO

... ok it's giving me double life scar... i see it... i see it...

oh and there's. ok. grian vibes with the "what's it matter anymore? / if you believe the lies i tell" ok. i can be normal about that...

BYE I NEED TO LEAVEEEE I NEED TO GO HOMEEEE BYEEEE

another grian bit... oh good lord...

hhhhh scar trying to get back what they had in 3L but it's so damaged... he was so hurt by LL and now grian is toying with his emotions and he wants so badly to be what he was but he just... it was so long ago, and... maybe he was wrong. maybe there was never love there...

....... uh... uh huh.... r...right... (lays in the dirt, tries not to cry)

[ouma-kichi]

hello hello!! could i request some clingy hcs for shuichi, hajime, and kokichi? gender neutral or male s/o preferably!! if this isn’t specific enough then i can send in an ask again,, thank you have a good day!!

hello hello !!! i luv this hehe male readers r my fav and there is def not enough of them on this site !

Clingy Shuichi Saihara, Hajime Hinata, and Kokichi Ouma x Male!Reader Headcanons

Info/Warnings: sooo i didn’t know if u meant like the character is clingy or if the reader is clingy so ima do both hehehe, no warnings i think, reader is male !!

Shuichi Saihara:

if he’s the clingy one, he def tries SO hard not to show it bc he gets sooo embarrassed by it it’s so cute

he’s just so drawn to you, you’re so interesting and you make him feel so loved all the time so ! he just wants to spend all his time with you but he gets nervous that you’ll think he’s creepy or that you’ll be annoyed by how clingy he is

i always love the idea that he observes and remembers your daily/weekly schedule ! and any time you’re walking to work or class, he always looks for you bc he remembers that one time you told him the path you take bc mannnnn he never wants to spend time apart

sometimes he purposefully tries to stay home or give you space so you don’t think he’s weird, but you just tell him like “why didnt u walk wit me today ;(” and his heart just EXPLODES

like !!!!!!!!!!!!! WOW HE ACTUALLY LIKES THAT I REMEMBER EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM

plus it really really hurts his heart to not be with you like so so so so bad

so once he knows you won’t be weirded out by him, he tries to never ever leave your side

but when you do have to be apart, he def brings you your favorite foods or your favorite types of flowers afterwards, just bc you mentioned it once and he wants to show that he missed you SO MUCH okokok ?!?!?

he’ll see the chocolates you like or he’ll see that the florist is selling your favorite flower and he just goes “that’s his favorite... i think it’d make him happy if i bought this for him !! i’ll give it to him when i go to the park he always walks through !!!”

but if you’re the one who’s clingyyyy ohhhhhhhhh boyyyy he just doesn’t know what to do with himself  !!!

he gets so so blushy bc he’s already nervous and not rlly used to these types of feelings so when you’re basically following him around like a lost puppy he’s just. amazed that you feel that way about him...

you’ll be like “shushu.. come cuddle with me today pleassseeeeee don’t leaveeee” and he just. melts into a lil blushy puddle on the floor

bc you don’t want him to go EVER EVER EVERRR you obvi gotta spend all your time together duhh

you always demand to walk him to school or to work (omg gentlemanly reader asf), holding his hand so tight or linking your arms together

his face gets so red when you hug him or kiss him goodbye !! bc you just make it last so long your lil clingy ass omg

on his doorstep you just hug him for like 5 whole minutes bc you don’t want him to go :(((((

and he really doesn’t wanna go either ;((

at night when you’re cuddling you just grip him so hard, and in the morning you just hold him even tighter so he can’t leave your grasp

but really he’s okay with it, because he doesn’t wanna leave your grasp either

Hajime Hinata:

CLINGY HAJIME IS SO BASED

he’s ... very quiet about it .. idk he’s just a normal lil boy

he has this cute way of just begging you to stay because he just... looks so sad when you tell him you have to leave for a little :(

so you simply don’t leave !

he just has cute puppydog eyes okayyyy and i don’t think he would say anything he would just hug you super tight and not let you go

but sometimes you gotta go so when you say goodbye he always makes sure to nuzzle his face into your neck and mutter how much he’s gonna miss you awwwww he so cute like dat

unlike shuichi who goes out of his way to find you during your day, hajime simply waits for you to come back bc he doesn’t wanna impose or anything

but he thinks about you so much during the day like he’ll just be sitting at his desk alone and be thinking “man........ when does he get back i miss him he should come home soon” HES JUST SO LOVESICK

and he’d be too nervous to leave voicemails or call you or anything because he doesn’t wanna disturb you, you just gotta know that he misses you really bad

but then when you come home !!!! HE BASICALLY RUNS TO THE DOOR and he waits for you to hug him first to make sure it’s okay

like it’s not that he’s scared to be clingy or something, he’s just kinda awkward and he doesn’t wanna force himself on you or something

so when you get home you havta hug him first, after that he will never let you go ever ever

if you’re the clingy one OMG HE WOULD NEVER LEAVE YOU

he would just feel so bad leaving you when you just wanna cling to him so tight !! awkward lil man he doesn’t want you to be sad okay :(

plus he thinks its v cute that you want him to stay so badly, he gets super blushy and looks away a lot bc he gets sososo flustereddd

you two will be hugging and he’ll just think “well if he doesn’t want me to go, i guess i shouldn’t go” .....so he simply does not go

it’s not like he feels like he’s being forced, he just knows you would be happier if he stayed with you ! and he likes to see you happy all the time sooo

you’ll be like babyyy please dont go and he’ll just go red and silently go to wrap his arms around you

his thought process is basically hmmm well he wont let go of me.. this is the perfect excuse to not leave him anyways

so he always stays

Kokichi Ouma:

man oh man

he’s such a little baby okay hes just so....

if he’s the clingy one you better be prepared for the waterworks constantly !!!

like if you guys are cuddling, with him like laying on your chest or you’re wrapped up in each others arms, and you get up to like go get food or use the bathroom he will fall to the ground and INSTANTLY START SOBBING

“WHY ARE YOU LEAVING ME DON’T LEAVE ME YOU DON’T LOVE ME ANYMORE????? YOU WANNA BREAK UP WITH ME ????? DON’T LEAVE ME FOREVER”

he’ll follow you around or just ... hold on to your leg when you’re trying to walk away

if you get up from bed he will literally be latched onto your arm, to the point where you end up dragging him off the bed

which obviously just makes him start crying again

“YOU JUST LET ME FALL YOU DIDN’T WANNA TOUCH ME ANYMORE SO YOU JUST THREW ME TO THE GROUND LIKE THAT YOU’RE BEING SO MEAN TO ME”

he just exaggerates so much like damn, any time you leave obviously has to mean you want to break up with him

it sucks when you actually need to get stuff done because he just wants all your attention to be on him >:O wtf do you think you’re doing not giving him constant undying attention !!!!!!!!

it’s fine though bc you (being the whipped mf you are) will just... drop everything you have to do just to cuddle with him and give him kisses

because honestly you have no other choice, he will literally beg the entire time for kisses you can’t even listen to your lectures or do work because he will be in your ear the ENTIRE TIME

honestly i can’t see a scenario where you’re the clingy one and he’s not, like i think if you’re clingy he would just also be clingy

which is kinda perfect i think

neither of you wanna leave so why should you have to...

you’ll be like “kichi don’t go pleasee baby” and he’ll be like “WHY would  i even do that idiot fool dummy”

unless he wants to prank you where he’ll pretend he’s too busy for you rn, which makes you get all sad and start going nooo babyyyy pleasseeee can you make time for meeee ?!?!??????? and he’ll do his gay little laugh and be like GOTCHA YOU THOUGHT I ACTUALLY WAS TOO BUSY FOR YOU LMAOOO

he’s so annoying omfg so you just jump on him immediately which is fine bc he wants you even if he lies about it

don’t even think about spending any amount of time apart bc both of you will JUST FORCE YOURSELVES TOGETHER

you two gotta go to school? well at least one of you is skipping, honestly probably both

you have a family thing you can’t get out of? he will just .. coincidentally also find his way there for some reason

i swear it’s like you two can’t stay away from each other he’s just so obsessed with you and you are equally as obsessed

so it’s kinda perfect

why would you wanna leave each other alone ANYWAY??

[gutosimmer]

Yaay! They passed! At least some of them did...

Ripp got jealous of Tank for graduating on the Dean's List, but he can't fault his brother, Ripp never rolled wants to gain skills, so he got into Academic Probation.

And everyone is celebrating!

Now onto the age ups from the graduates!

And there they go! I usually wait for everyone to graduate for moving back to the hood, but there were TOO MANY OF THEM, so they had to leaveeee!

[dream-of-kpop]

Thanksgiving with SM [3/4]

Red Velvet: *disgusted looks on their faces* "Well we're gonna head out if there's no food so-"

Taeyong: "GUYS DON'T LEAVEEEE~"

Jaehyun: "Taeyong, they're grown, you can't tell them what to do. They aren't Nct Dream."

Taeyong: "...Jaehyun be quiet."

Jeno: *finally understands what Jaehyun said* "HEY-"

Irene: *scrolls on Instagram* "Wait, F(x) is having a party tho, y'all wanna g-"

*they hear loud footsteps run down the stairs*

*before anyone can say anything, SM locks the door*

SM: "NO ONE IS GOING TO THAT F(x) PARTY!"

Kyuhyun: "Um...sir..."

SM: "YOU CAME TO MY PARTY, AND YOU'RE STAYING HERE!"

*they all stare at him with fear in their eyes*

*Taemin is so close to crying but he hides himself*

SM: "Everyone to the dining room now."

*everyone obeys and walks to the dining room*

*they all sit quietly*

Yeri: *whispers* "I know this is a bad time to ask but...Irene...did you follow me back on Insta?"

Irene: "Are you serious right now?..."

Minho: *whispers* "Guys...I'm really scared right now...even in the military I was never this scared."

Suho: *whispers* "Honestly...I think he has a screw loose or something."

SM: *sits down at the table* "One of you make dinner."

Taeyong & Doyoung: *stands up out of their seats* "I can do it!!"

Haechan: "Ugh, I'm not in the mood for dry ass Mac and cheese again..."

SM: "Ok It's settled. Taeyong, go cook."

Taeyong: "By myself...?"

SM: "Go cook, I'll be observing you."

*Taeyong walks to the kitchen sadly while SM follows him*

Doyoung: *sits down upset* "Y'all agree I'm the best cook in NCT right?"

Key: *shakes head* "I could be on a flight to Paris right now...damn..."

Jonghyun: "So you would leave all of Shinee behind? Wow."

Taemin: "I just had my Japanese comeback then SuperM...I'm busy these days Kibum."

Key: "That's not what I'm saying I-"

Doyoung: "So is that a yes?"

Key: "What?"

Lay: *thinks* "Wait...dinner...dinner..."

Suho: "I know, I know my song 'Dinner' was really good-"

Lay: "NO, that other dude isn't here.”

Johnny: "What dude?"

Lay: "The dude that cooked with Taeyong, skinny, has a big head."

Johnny: "Oh you mean Mark?"

Taeil: "Lay, we were literally in a music video together, how do you not remember him?"

Lay: "I have a lot of names to remember, Taeli"

Taeil: "My name is Taeil-"

Baekhyun: "Wait didn't Mark go to the bathroom to take a shit?"

Jisung: "Ew..."

*at that moment they hear a tiny tap on the window next to the table*

Hendery: "Did you guys hear that?"

Kyuhyun: "All I hear is Yesung breathing extra loud next to me..."

Yesung: *breathes harder*

Hendery: "No it was a tap on the window..."

*the same sound happens again*

*Hendery gets up to open the curtains and sees Mark standing outside*

Lay: "Yeah that was that skinny, big-headed dude I was talking about."

*Hendery opens the window*

Mark: "WHY IS THE DINING ROOM LOCKED?"

Everyone: "SHHHH-"

Hendery: *whispers* "SM went batshit crazy on us and now he has us trapped here."

Mark: "So, what do you want me to do?"

Baekhyun: "Hello? Call the police?"

Mark: "You all have your phones..."

Leeteuk: *looks at Irene and Yeri's phones* "...Oh...right..."

Mark: "Also the window opens...you guys could've left at any point...."

Haechan: "...This is the first time Mark has ever made me feel like a dumbass omg."

Chen: "Guys I think I hear someone coming..."

.

hyungwonthefraud

pt 4

[thesunflowerinyoureyes]

Memories Chapter 1 - Tommy Shelby

A/N: Well I do hope that you will enjoy this series. I hope I can update a lot and hope it’ll get a lot of love. This chapter will be briefly set in the modern era and will change into Tommy’s era. And if I’m inconsistent with the updates, then my kindest apologies. 

Warning: Contains curse words 

Ship: Thomas+Reader

“See you tomorrow, (Y/N)!” called your friend Martin while he left the Law firm, calling it a day. You gave him a small smile and a wave, ready to drown into more work to get rid of the present thoughts that were swimming through your brain. You stared outside of the window and looked at the pitch, black sky - the moon being the only light that seemed comforting at the time. You stared at the luminous light, your mind becoming clouded with the thoughts you had pushed back for the day. Is life really worth living without him? Would it make a difference if I disappeared from the surface of the Earth and never came back? Then would the lump in my throat and the weight on my chest dissolved? If- You shook your head vigorously, being afraid of your own thoughts - your own capability. Of course, life is worth living without him. You still have your family, friends, your life is still fortunate than some people in this world. But as you tried to think of positive thoughts and aspects of your life, the gloominess of your thoughts still didn't disappear. As you finished up for the night and had walked outside of the building, not only did your spirits feel high but you also had this feeling in your gut. A feeling that something is going to happen, and it doesn’t feel right. You looked up at the people walking past you, looks of content and happiness plastered on their faces. You couldn’t but think that you were the only person that was unhappy with everything with their life. You jogged your memory as you thought about how it all happened.

“But I don't want you to leaveeee” You said as you clung onto your husband’s arm. He gave you a big smile as he kissed your forehead and wriggled put of your grasp, earning a pout form you.

“You know I always come home straight to you honey. So why are you acting clingy today?” Your husband questioned you in a teasing manner which you gave a shy smile to. You knew he always came back. But ever since you woke up in the morning, you had a bad feeling rising in your gut and stomach, as if something awful was going to take place. 

“Don’t worry too much and enjoy your day off hm?” He said in his soft, smooth voice as he headed for the door. You couldn’t but run up and give him a back hug, earning a chuckle from him. 

“I love you” Was all you said as he opened the door, ready to leave for work. 

“I love you too (Y/N)” was his response as you let go and watched him work out the door, and later on, out of your life. 

You checked the clock and it was 5:30pm. He should home by now. Like an instinct, you saw his name on your phone - calling you. You smiled to yourself and picked up the call, ready to hear his voice. But instead it was someone else.

“Is this (Y/N) Cole?” asked the person. You swallowed the lump in your throat and let out a shallow “Yes speaking”

“We’re very sorry to say that your husband Dylan Cole has passed away tragically in a car accident. We tried saving him....” You slowly moved the phone away from your ear, the person’s voice being drowned out by the blankness of your mind. Your heart hammered in your chest, your breath quickened, your hands practically shaking like you were having a seizure. You let out a dry laugh, but reality slapped you in the face again. He was never coming back.

You stopped at the zebra crossing, your face feeling cold by the crisp, night air of January. You let out a big sigh as you waited to cross the road. You were looking at the people standing next to you and smiled at the toddler. He gave you a happy smile back, making your mood lift for the first time in a long while. You carried on looking at the child until you heard a shout from behind you.

“Oh my god Joe!” Was all you heard, and you snapped your head at the woman who had a frantic look on her face towards the road. You snapped your head back towards the road as well and you saw it. A kid about age 9 or 10 had run onto to the road, running to get his ball back. The same feeling came back like a nostalgic feeling. You can’t let another one die with you knowing, (Y/N. Do it. Save him. You ran onto the road as well and like a bolt you had already picked up the child. But you didn’t see it coming. In a split second your body had felt a rather strong thing hit your body, as you felt yourself fly in the air and then land harshly onto the ground. You couldn’t even let out a scream as the world had started to spin, your head feeling light and an excruciating pain overwhelming your body, as if someone had stabbed you all over your body. You felt the oxygen leave your body, your once rapid breathing becoming slower and slower. The loud sound of an ambulance was the last thing your brain could process, as your eyelids felt heavier - droopier. You finally let yourself close your eyes, allowing the darkness to consume you. You saw your life flash right before your vision. From the minute you were playing cricket with your brother from the minute your parents buying you your journal for your 13th Birthday. You saw your first kissed from the day you had finally graduated Uni with a Law Degree, seeing your parents smiling proudly at you. From the day you saw your best friend die right in front of your eyes, from the day you had married the love of your life. From the day of your husband’s funeral up until this moment. Everything in your life added up to this moment in time. It was fix. You saw the last vision of the boy running to get his ball until all you saw was darkness and your mind had turned off...

“I swear to god Tommy I watched her hand move man!” Huh? Where the fuck am I? Your eyes felt like they had been shut forever, as your groggily opened your eyes and saw a blaring light. Is this heaven? It doesn’t look like hell. You closed your eyes again while scrunching your nose as well attempting to-

“Dear Lord, she’s awake Tommy! (Y/N)?” Said unfamiliar voice. This time you opened your eyes and your vison became clear. A woman who looked like she was in her mid-forties stared at your face, worry written all over it. 

“Who are you? Where am I?” You asked in a hoarse voice, watching the lady’s face crumple right in front of you.

“You mean you don’t know who I am?” This time you managed to realise she had a rather strong Birmingham accent - something that you didn’t possess. 

“No, I don’t, accept from the fact that you have an accent far from where I come from.” Ouch. That sounded a bit better in my head. You looked away from the lady and looked at the man. He had piercing blue eyes, with a striking jaw line alongside high cheek bones. He’s handsome but who the hell is he? You looked away from his glaring stare and instead took in your surroundings. The walls were eerily white and had rows of beds next to each other. Hospitals don’t look like this anymore. That’s when it hit you. You looked back at the man who was now smoking a cigarette. You eyed him up and down and then it hit you. He was wearing...Edwardian style. Almost. His grey cap was something you had only seen once in your life and that was when your brother had a play on Oliver Twist. You sat straight up in bed but immediately regretting it. A jolt of pain swarm right through your body as you let out a small whimper. 

“Don’t do that, (Y/N), darling you had a nasty accident” The unfamiliar lady spoke as she pushed your shoulder lightly, pushing you back onto the bed. Accident? Oh, shit I did have an accident. There was a little boy who had made a run for his ball...and then I think I got hit by a car? Bus? I don’t fucking know.

“That boy...Is he alright?” You spoke your own thoughts watching the lady tear up slightly. And why the hell does she look like that she’s going to cry me a river?

“Finn’s doing fine (Y/N) because of you.” Finally, the blue-eyed man spoke up, throwing his finished cigarette to the floor.

“Oh okay. When is my family coming to visit me?” You asked looking up at the man only to see him wearing the most confused face ever. 

“Your family died a long time ago (Y/N). Do you seriously not remember anything?” What? No, they’re not. They’re probably more alive than I’ll ever be. How long is this dream going to last for? Is this even a dream?

“What’s the date today?” Was all you managed out, mentally pulling yourself away from your thoughts. 

“March 20th,1919. It’s your birthday in 3 days.” What in the actual fuck? He can’t be serious. This has got to be some stupid joke Martin’s playing on you.

“Is this some joke? Who put you up to this?” You asked in disgust, not in the mood for jokes. His face wore no look and he silently walked away, out of the door. 1919 my arse bruv. 

“They said we could take you home today (Y/N). You just need to get bed rest at home” Said the woman in a happy voice, quickly grabbing your hand as if you were going to disappear from her. 

“But I don’t live in Brum. I live in South England. How did I end up here?”  You spoke to her in a nicer tone this time, wrapping your fingers around her hand gently.

“Yeah you did live in the Southern part of England. But when you 23 you came up North to Birmingham to start a new life.” Well bloody hell. She looks serious as hell. So you get knocked up by a car and now you’re living in the 20th century. Well done (Y/N)

“Who was that blue-eyed man?” You questioned her curiously, your mind wandering back to the strange, attractive man.

“Oh, (Y/N) you probably don’t know who I am as well then. I’m Polly, Tommy’s aunt. That blue-eyed man is Thomas and he’s your...well” She trailed off looking at the hands wrapped together.

“He’s what?” You asked her bluntly and she gave you an unsure look. 

“He’s-” 

“(Y/N) so glad to see you’ve woken up” said a man who wore a long white robe, a stethoscope hanging around his neck. The blue-eyed man name Tommy walked right behind him, making intense eye contact with you. You felt a shiver run down your spine and broke off the eye contact, maintaining your focus on the Doctor.

“Why are you saying my name so casually?” You earned a snicker from Tommy but when you looked up at him, his smirk dropped - his stone cold face returning upon his features once again.

“It’s because  you’re my colleague honey. Now open your mouth.” You did as you were told while he put a thermometer in your mouth. Then he checked your heart beat if it was beating normally. 

“Well (Y/N) you seem to be fine. You just seem to be suffering from amnesia that’s all. I’ll discharge you today Hun” He concluded while writing down his notes.

“Is it long term or short term?” I asked, anxiety bubbling. Please say it’s none and it’s all just a dream

“I’m not sure. You might have to come back and take a lot of medicine” He said giving you a smile, which you returned. He walked out of the room and you were left with Tommy and Polly once again.

“Come on (Y/N) I’ll bring you your clothes so you can get changed into them.” Polly said kindly as she gave this look to Thomas, which you couldn’t distinguish the meaning of. You watched her disappear out the room and you felt an uncomfortable silence over take the both of you. If he keeps on looking at me in a weird way, then why the hell is he here? 

“Do you hate me?” You enquired, out of the blue, as you looked at his face. He only gave you a shake of the head as he pulled out a cigarette pack. He offered you one which you replied “Sorry I don’t smoke.” You watched him scoff and put the cigarette in his mouth. 

“You get hit by a car once and now you don’t smoke? I think tomorrow the grass will be blue.” He said, in a way which he found amusing.

“I’m sorry but what’s our relationship together? Are we related, like cousins?” You asked and this time you saw his stone cold face smile. Well, at least you made him smile. 

“Is that the best you can come up with? Fucking cousins?” 

You looked at with wide eyes, taking aback with his comment. Calm down mate it’s not actually real.

“Do you actually want to know what our relationship is?” He questioned raising his eyebrow at you. You nodded your head vigorously like a little child, earning another smirk from him. He took one last puff from the cigarette and put it out. He came towards you and lowered his face so it was inches away from yours. You felt your heart skip beat and was about to say something when he pushed his lips onto yours, which you immediately responded to. Holy shit. This is real.

[ineffable-writings]

Pentagon Reaction To: Girlfriend Surprising Them Backstage With Flowers

A/N: I hope you enjoy and none are too repetitive I tried to make them all different, but I am not that good with reactions lol. - Admin Spring

Jinho: When he saw you with the roses he got super bashful and immediately broke out into a smile. He strolled over to you and was making little “O’s” with his mouth looking at the pretty assort of flowers. He took them from you and replaced the space in your hands with his own, swinging them back and forth as you walked down the hall together. “I’m so happy now.”

Hui: He got so smiley and excited and loud. He was bouncing around and grabbed your hands in excitement. He pulled you into a hug and then leaned back to see your face. “Did you really watch the show? Were you there the whole time? I can’t believe you came!” He rambles on. Started bragging about how great his girlfriend is and the other boys are honestly sulking a little.

Hongseok: Can’t stop smiling because of you and starts calling you cute just to make you smile. Holding your face in his hands and just making long eye contact. Kisses your cheek and says how lucky he is to have you. He keeps his arm around your waist and you close to him. You catch him smiling at you randomly and when you asked him why he’d say something like, “Because I’m glad you’re here.”

Hyojong: His smile is so bright and he gets so loud seeing you, like screams at how cute you are. Does the classic pick up and spin you hug. Doesn’t let you go for a long time. You are playfully hitting him and telling him to put you down. He is seeing how much you are reacting which only makes him act up more. “You can never leaveeee.” The boys are all rolling their eyes at you two dorks.

Shinwon: Stands there surprised and you have to walk over to him instead. Asks that dumb question like “are these for me?”. So you mess with him and say “No, they are mine.” He playfully pushes your shoulder. And you go in for a hug and he just sits there with the flowers until you start whining at him. Then he dramatically sighs and hugs you back tightly while laughing and sayings bunch of thank you’s

Changgu: He is so happy to see you. This boy kisses you first thing because he’s just like that. He wants to show you how much he appreciates you. You can hear the boys complaining and teasing about you two kissing. And you do kind of get embarrassed and pull away but Changgu doesn’t let go. He’s holding your waist and just smiling at you for awhile. “Just ignore them, pretend it’s just you and me.”

Yanan: Two words, Red faced. He gets so shy because he didn’t see this coming. Very grateful and can’t stop thanking you and saying how pretty they are, giving you lots of compliments. Keeps shyly squealing and hugging you. His hands are seriously shaking a little because of his overload of emotions. He jokingly is whining and complaining like “My cheeks hurt from smiling so much.”

Yuto: Starts getting shy and covers his face. He slowly walks over giggling and hugs you around your waist and puts his face in the crook of your neck. Whispering thank you’s only you hear. The boys are teasing him and you tell them to buzz off because they’re just jealous. He holds your hand every time he’s around you and doesn’t let go until he’s forced to. You catch him smiling at you. “You’re the best.”

Hyunggu: Didn’t even see you at first because he’s complimenting all the members performances. He then heard you call out to him. Ran over and pulled you into a hug, then he worries because he thinks he crushed the flowers a little but he can’t help it. “My heart could burst, I am so excited!!” I bet he’d sit with you and ask your opinion of his performance and of course you’d tell him you love it.

Wooseok: Surprised and tries to play it cool. Embodiment of “aw shucks you shouldn’t have”. He is really happy though and gives you a big hug like your feet aren’t even touching the ground completely. He is quiet in his verbal thank you’d but the hug says it all. He keeps giving you little random kisses on your face, hands, shoulders to let you know he adores you. “I can’t believe you’re mine.”

[btsffuniverse-blog]

Our First Song [Jungkook FF] (Chapter 4,5,6)

4: Amusement park is always a good idea! It was a bit chilly so we put on our jackets. Vee had an amazing military jacket and I was wearing my soft pink bomber jacket. I loved this jacket so much. We looked amazing, super casual but yet so good. We were taking pictures for Instagram while waiting for the boys. They came. Jungkook: Y/N I LOVE your jacket. Your style is amazing girl. Y/N: Thanks. I blushed. He likes my style?! I'm so happy. They all looked like they jumped out of a music video. Dressed like true idols. I saw Vee checking out Jimin shyly. He noticed but didn't complain. He just kept teasing her by giving her his dark look. We decided to go on a roller coaster first and J-Hope went to get cotton candy. I sat on a seat and waited for Vee but instead Jungkook sat beside me. Vee: Oh man! Where am I gonna sit? Jimin: Seat beside me is not taken. He smirked. She blushed so hard, but she bravely sat beside him. I was just looking at Jungkook sitting there while waiting for the ride to start. Can you believe he is so beautiful? Is he really a human being? I loved how his hair was flowing because of the wind. His eyes sparkling like stars in a galaxy and his lips are always smiling. He is such a wonderful person. Ride started. It began slowly but as time passed we were going faster and faster. I started to scream and Jungkook was laughing at me. Y/N: Don't laugh at me! I can't control this. I said giggling. Jungkook: Don't be scared. You're safe with me. He took my hand. WHAT?! HE TOOK MY HAND?! I looked at him. He blushed and smiled. Jungkook: I hope you're okay with this. I wasn't sure if I was more terrified of this ride or him touching my hand. I just smiled and enjoyed the moment. Vee saw us holding hands and started to scream even louder. Of course she had to yell: You go girl! I felt a little bit embarassed but I didn't care. Jungkook laughed. Jungkook: She's so nice. Does she like Jimin? I saw the way she's nervous around him. Y/N: Yes, she kinda likes him. She says he has the sweetest smile. Jungkook: I'm gonna tell you a secret. Y/N: What is it? Jungkook: I think he likes her too. He keeps talking about her all the time. I laughed. I was happy for her. I turned around to smile at her, seeing Vee enjoying this adrenaline rush. Suddenly it hit me; Jungkook is still holding my hand! His hand is so soft and warm. His grip was not too tight nor too loose. It was perfect…he was perfect. After we got off the roller coster J-Hope was waiting for us with his cotton candy. We all started to eat it and took a walk around amusement park. Jungkook was always beside me. Namjoon, Suga, Jin and V wanted to ride some scarry ride so we sat on a bench waiting for them to finish. We talked about funny stuff and laughed a lot. Because we laughed so hard people were starting to look at us. We saw a couple of girls staring and then they screamed: OMG! BTS! BTS!!! Boys looked at each other and started to run. We ran with them. When we lost those girls in the crowd we saw a stand with a lot of stuffed animals. It was that stand where you hit the bullseye and win whatever you choose. Jimin wanted to try. Jungkook laughed at him, teasing him he's going to miss. After third try Jimin finally hit the bullseye. He chose a stuffed koala bear and gave it to Vee. Jimin: This is for you, Vee. He smiled. She was shocked. Vee: Reallyyy? For m-me?? Jimin: Yes. I won this for you. It remindes me of you. You're both so cute. She smiled and thanked him. They looked so cute together. Jungkook whispered in my ear: Jungkook: Aren't they cute? But I think we look cuter. He smirked. 5: The Date

I woke up to see Vee still sleeping. She looked like a little angel. I tried to get up quietly and then I heard Vee: Good morning Y/N! Y/N: Good morning Vee! Did you sleep nicely? Vee: Yes, I dreamed of Jimin. It was such a nice dream. She started to laugh. I laughed with her. I didn't wanted to tell her I had a dream about Jungkook too. Him holding my hand and hugging me. I couldn't wait to see him again. But we didn't make any plans for today. I felt a bit sad but tried to calm myself. „You don't have to see him everyday“ I thought. Y/N: Are you hungry, Vee? Let's eat something. While we were eating my phone rang. I got a message. I unlocked my phone and got goosebumps. „Jungkook: Hey. I'm free today from 7 PM, you wanna meet me?“ OMG…I looked at Vee with big eyes. Vee: What is it girl? Are you okay? I couldn't speak so I showed her the message. Vee: Oh hell yes! Text him back! NOW! Y/N: What should I say?? Vee: „Yes.“, of course. You two should have some private time. Text him! I texted Jungkook saying I would like that and we decided to meet in front of that restaurant where we ate pancakes. I smiled and than it hit me. What am I gonna wear? Oh no, another problem. Y/N: Vee, I don't know what to wear… Vee: Don't be crazy, Y/N. You're wearing that black dress. You look so bomb in that. End of discussion. I frowned. I looked amazing in that dress but it was maybe a bit too sexy for this. I decided to dress it down with black Converse sneakers. It was 6 PM and I had to leave to get there in time. Vee kissed my cheek for good luck and I left. Walking towards U-Bahn I could feel my hearbeat going crazy. I bought ticket and sat on an empty seat. With every second passing I was more and more nervous. What are we gonna talk about? I don't even know him. What if this date is going to be awkward? No, no, Y/N. You have to calm yourself. Everything is going to be fine. He's funny and polite and you are going to have a great time. I put a smile on my face and decided to think only positive from now on. When I reached my destination I saw Jungkook already waiting for me. Jungkook: Wooow, Y/N. You look stunning. How can a girl like you even look at a guy like me? He smirked. Y/N: You're not so bad yourself. Oh God. Where did I get a courage to say this?? Jungkook smiled. Jungkook: Thanks. So, since you know Stuttgart I thought maybe you could show me some interesting places here. Y/N: Yes, of course. I loved this idea. We strolled through the city and I showed him everything he was interested in. At the same time we talked about our lives. He thought my life was amazing. Can you believe this… He's an idol and he thinks my normal life is interesting. My heart was so happy, I thought I was going to burst. Hours passed quickly and our date was coming to an end. Jungkook: I really had a nice time, Y/N. I hope you enjoyed my company. Y/N: Yes, I had a great time, too. Jungkook: I need a favor to ask. Y/N: What is it? Jungkook: Can you give me Vee's number. Jimin was bugging me to ask you this so if I come back to hotel without number he's gonna eat me alive. I laughed. Y/N: Of course. I wrote Vee's number in his phone and he thanked me. Jungkook: I'm gonna be honest with you, Y/N. I could feel he's a bit nervous. Y/N: Okayy… Jungkook: I never went on a real date before. I actually never liked a girl for real. But, but I like you. You are amazing and so full of life. And I'm so sad because our trip is coming to an end. But-t, if you want we can text every day and Skype and maybe you can visit me in Korea. I don't want to say goodbye… Y/N: You like me?? Jungkook: Yes. He said and blushed a little bit. Y/N: When are you leaving? Jungkook: The day after tomorrow. I thought maybe we can all meet together for the last time here in Germany to say our goodbye. Y/N: Okay. That is a good idea. And, we can figure something out. I mean, Vee and I are actually going to attend Seoul University this fall so maybe we can Skype until then. I smiled. He looked at me with big eyes. Jungkook: Really? I can't believe this. What an coincidence. I can't wait till fall comes. He said with excited voice and hugged me. I was shocked but I hugged him back. Jungkook: I'm sorry Y/N, but I have to go. Manager is going to be mad if I don't come back before midnight. Y/N: Oh, it's not a problem. I should be going too. He hugged me one more time and we said goodbye to each other. After he walked away slowly I shouted: Y/N: Jungkook! Jungkook: What, Y/N?? Y/N: I like you too! He smiled.

 6: Goodbyes are never fun

Today was the day we had to say goodbye. I can't explain how i feel. My heart ached…Vee was sad too. She and Jimin were texting whole morning.

Vee: This is not fair! Finally we meet cute guys who happen' to be BTS and now they have to LEAVE! LEAVEEEE!

She was so upset. But I understood her. I was feeling the same way. What if Junkgook forgets me? What if his feelings fade away?

Mom: Girls! Lunch time!

I wasn't even hungry. All I could feel was pain in my chest. My phone rang.„Jungkook: Can't wait to see you today. :)“ I smiled. At least we had some fun together. Vee and I put our make up on and left the house. We were walking through the crowd when we saw 7 familiar faces coming towards us. Jimin spotted us and started to run. He hugged Vee so hard. I smiled. Can you believe how cute is this guy?

Jimin: I missed you, Vee.They smiled at each other. Jungkook: Hey, Y/N. Y/N: Hey guys. How are you? J-Hope: We're sad. I can't believe we have to leave. But Jungkook told us that you two are attending Seoul University and we have to stay in touch. Jin: Yes, definitely! Suga: You girls are not gonna get rid of us easily. He smiled. We all laughed. Vee: Thank God because I want to hear you rap again and again and again. Suga: Of course guuurl! Namjoon: Since it's our last day here let's have some fun.

It's true what they say; time flies when you're having fun. Hours were passing like a seconds. We ate chocolate cake, went to some stores to shop for clothes, sang and danced together.

I turned around and saw Jimin putting a simple bracelet on Vee's hand. I noticed he had the same bracelet on his hand. OMG! They bought matching braceletes. HOW CUTE!!

It was time to say goodbye. They had to go back to the hotel. Namjoon, Suga, Jin, J-Hope and V hugged us and then they left, leaving Jungkook and me, and Jimin and Vee alone. Jimin and Vee sat on a bench and talked.

Jungkook: Hey, wanna go somewhere more private? Y/N: Okayy. We walked a little bit more reaching street with no people. Jungkook hugged me. Jungkook: I'm gonna miss you so much, Y/N. I hope you won't forget me. Y/N: Me?? Forget you?? I'm scared it's gonna be the other way around. Jungkook: No way! How could I ever forget such an amazing girl?! Also, I told you we're gonna Skype every day. Y/N: Okay. I can't wait to see you again. Jungkook smiled and hugged me again. As he broke the hug he looked deeply into my eyes. I was hipnotized. What is going on?? Jungkook: Y/N..I can't leave without this. He came closer and closer. He leaned in and I could feel his breath on my lips. He was SOO CLOSE. Suddenly I felt his soft lips on mine. We kissed. OMG WE KISSED!! JUNGKOOK IS KISSING ME. It was so nice, he was such a good kisser. I wanted to stay like this forever. He broke the kiss and smiled sweetily. Jungkook: I have to go now. But remember soon I will kiss you again and again and again. Y/N: Can't wait. Can't wait? OMG, can I sound more pathetic?? He smirked. We turned around and saw Vee coming towards us. Jungkook hugged her and left.

Vee: OMG GIIIRL! CAN YOU BELIEVE THIS! Jimin kissed me on the cheek! HE KISSED MY CHEEK! I smiled and looked at her with big eyes. Vee: Sooo what happened here with you two? I smiled widely. Vee: I know that smile! Did he kiss..kiss you?? On the LIPS?! Y/N: Umm, yes-s… Vee: OMG!! Y/N!! I'm so happy for you!! How was it? Y/N: It was..perfect. We walked home and talked about our feelings. Since Jungkook left I repeated his words in my head: „soon I will kiss you again and again and again“

[healthygothy]

(evening primrose) what is your sleeping soundtrack? (love in a mist) what is the last dream you remember?

omg somebody actually did this blessEvening primrose/sleep soundtrack:Hmmm I don't really go to sleep with music anymore I did that when I was little tho for sureUh some songs that I listen to to get me kinda sleepy drowsy n loopy are likeOld school grimes songs like:Be a Body SkinOuterHeartbeatsRiverHallways And then some chillwave stuff likein love with a ghost like:we've never met, but can we have a coffee or something?flowers ft. Noristupid meme Macintosh Plus shit like:リサフランク420 / 現代のコンピュー(I don't feel like figuring out the names for the rest im sorry)That about does it for that reallyJust kindaChill ambient stuff really like most folks love in a mist/last dream I remember:Oh boyWell, for starters I don't dream often but when I do I usually have horrible stressful dreams or terrifying freaky nightmaresNone of my dreams make sense at all either And lately I1. Haven't been able to sleep like at all for some reasonAnd2. Have been having increasingly awful and stressful dreams with each night So yeah Let's talk about last night's dream I supposeWhat I can recall with it is pretty vivid which is unusual for me usually it's just pieces but this is like a good bit:Ok soMy best friend from high school A trashy little girl from elementary school who talked to me on the bus My boyfriend/girlfriend/person A girl from high school band/tiger band also They were all in New Orleans (which usually my most stressful dreams all occur in my fever dream hell version of the city) and they were like!! Your fav artist greg craola simkins is in town having s free show selling shit come on down!!So naturally I was like GOTTA GObut for some reason, I had to have my family drive me?They originally wanted to take me out to a nice fancy steak house dinner But I was likeWe can do that later please pleas e take me So they did (tried to anyways you'll see)So we end up getting batshit fucked lost driving aroundI can't get in contact with anybody at allAnd when I finally doThey don't fucking tell me the address to the place or directionsThey just keep being more and more aggravating and not helpful my family's getting pissed I'm losing my shitMy friends are likeHurry up he's gonna leaveeeeAnd when I'm likeSEND THE ADDRESSthey 1.send part of it finally2.paint it on the side of a wall for us to see But it's so far away I can't see all of itSo I just had it partially Like:611605?--- Palm Sun StAnd they just wouldn't complete itAnd they keep being rude and not helpful and my partner is upset and I just wanna be with them and my friend has abandoned all efforts to helpAnd the trashy girl and band girl are justAnnoying stupid and vague and condescendingI absolutely snapLikeFreak the fuck outBreak shit get the car wrecked We're all fine but likeCar is wrecked (car wrecks keep reoccurring lately in my dreams too as well as family and these awful inescapable feelings of anger dread insanity stress and anxiety)I break things near byI curse at my family and writhe around like an absolute madmanMy family is so angry and/or afraid sad and upsetPartner sad and disappointedI'm utterly lost and sad and upset and helplessly on edge and crazedWe just wanted to go to dinner and then I woke up:(I really hope these dreams stop

[snowsonlylove]

Dangerous Woman

a/n note: inspo is also from this delicious edit from topxzae on tiktok and this performance by ashley wagner. btw, i've switched my style of writing a bit and i've made it a bit more direct for i hope you don't mind + i was feeling a lil lazy so i did the sex scene in a third person pov.

Pairing: Captain!Hockey Player!Coriolanus Snow x Figure Skater!Reader

Summary: Y/N Y/L/N and Coriolanus Snow have been in an established relationship for about 5 months. Lately, things have been very stressful for Coriolanus in his job as a captain of keeping everyone in line. Today is his day off and all he wants is to spend time with his girlfriend. What started out as a sweet catch up turned a lot spicier after Y/N noticed how her boyfriend looks at her. 

Fic Type: Smut (NSFW) 18+, Established relationship, Love struck Coryo, Reader slaying it on the ice (i’m kinda imagining her as an Alexandra Trusova kinda gal so do what you want with that info)

Warnings: unprotected sex (don’t do this guys, use a condom. reader is on birth control), rough pushing, harsh, cunnilingus (female and male receiving), lmk if i missed anything else

Word Count: 1.9k

Inspo: Heavily inspired by Icebreaker (my newest obsession) and the stereotype in the skating world with hockey players looking at figure skaters when they practise (horny bf and gf edition). 

Disclaimer: Credits and the idea of this are based off Icebreaker so all credits go to Hannah Grace and her team. This is a spinoff of her idea turned into an established relationship version for Coriolanus Snow and Y/N Y/L/N.

Additional Info (ONLY FOR THOSE WHO HAVE READ ICEBREAKER): In this universe, there is no rivalry. All collegiate teams share the same rink and there is a bond with the hockey and the skating team prior to this occurrence.

I do not own Coriolanus Snow or Y/N Y/L/N (cuz it’s you, boo). All credits go to Suzanne Collins and her team. Song credits also go to Ariana Grande and her team. 

I do not allow my works to be republished or translated under any circumstances. Any instances of this happening and YOU WILL BE BLOCKEDDD. 

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Y/N and Coriolanus have been a strong couple for about 5 months now. With all that time passing, there must be some things they have learned about each other, as well as things they have not learned about each other. Weirdly enough, Coriolanus has never seen Y/N skate because of the divide in their schedule between the hockey team and figure skating team. 

Coriolanus is the captain of the collegiate Academy hockey team, which makes the job more difficult for him because of how hard he has to strangle and wrangle a bunch of frat guys to go on the ice and play. This leads to him trying to find his teammates a lot, which means that he doesn’t have time to see his girlfriend skate because by the time he gets there, Y/N’s already packing up her stuff and giving him a kiss goodbye before leaving. This frustrates him. However, it doesn’t look like it would be much of an issue going forward.

Lately, the team has been going on a losing streak. About 3/4 of the team are either high or drunk off their ass in college parties and it’s driving Coriolanus crazy as it’s making them lose. Their coach has demanded that they stop it, Coriolanus even putting it as a ban but it’s still not making the younger hockey members realise that. As a result, Coach Highbottom and Coriolanus have made a decision to make them sit on the bench and think about their actions, which works great for Coriolanus since it creates a window of space in which he can get more alone time and even show up earlier to watch his girlfriend practice.

Today was the day in which Coriolanus got his free time, so he chose to watch his girlfriend train for her test skates after getting them a small box of cronuts and a coffee for both him and girlfriend as a little date after her practice before she has to go back to her dorm to study.

Coriolanus strolled into the ice rink as if he owned it that day, confident in his strides as he didn’t show his excitement in seeing his girlfriend practice in fear of people seeing how weak he was for his girlfriend. As he walked to the stands by the rink, he saw his girlfriend glide across the rink as she stretched her hands in the most delicate way possible while practising her program with her coach looking at her intensely from the stands.

“More, Y/N! More!” “Straighten the back of the knee!” “Smile!” “Don’t be so sloppy!” Coach Gaul screamed from the side of the ice rink as Y/N glided past her to do her quad before doing her triple axel flawlessly. Coriolanus sat on the edge of the stand, looking at his girlfriend almost as if he was observing her before he suddenly heard a bunch of little giggles and laughs beside him as he turned to look at the bunch of junior girls who stopped their off-ice stretching to look at his girlfriend practising her program.

“She’s so pretty..” “Literally, how does she do that?” “Oh my god, her boyfriend is so hot, someone get me a hockey boyfriend please” “I wonder how big his d-” “Oh my god, Sasha! Don’t say that!” The girls whispered amongst each other as they giggled as if they were girls from middle school. Coriolanus smirked as he pretended to cough, making all the girls look at him horrified that they realised that he heard their conversation. They all walk away with their heads down as Coach Gaul’s assistant calls the girls to start their warm-ups on the ice, making Coriolanus smirk even harder.

Coriolanus walks towards the side of the rink as he puts his hands in the pocket of his sweatpants as he watches his girlfriend converse with her coach, waiting for feedback while he stands there, entranced by her beauty. As she glides back on the ice, Coriolanus feels himself getting hard as he watches her practise her routine with her hands behind her back, making his mind go crazy with the possibility of the things they could do. Mind you, by this point they’ve hooked up quite a few times.

As Y/N comes towards the end of her routine, she finally notices her boyfriend as she gives him a small wave before doing her final moves, her coach clapping on the side of the rink. “Good job, Y/N. There are some technical things we need to work on but you’ve improved. Now, go take your leave.” Y/N nods as she bids her coach goodbye before running towards her boyfriend and tackling him with a bone-crushing hug, her boyfriend hugging her back just as hard as she squeals, “I can't believe you’re here! I thought you were on an off-day with the guys today!” 

Coriolanus chuckles in a distracted way as he chides while stroking her hair, “Yeah, that’s true but the one thing I didn’t tell you was that I actually wanted to watch my darling skate today. How are you, sweetheart? Anything hurting? I brought us some donuts and coffee for breakfast?” Y/N groaned as she looked up at her boyfriend with a grateful smile, “You didn’t need to get me anything, love. I know you’ve been busy lately.. You know I’m all fine, right? I’m not a broken doll” She jokes as she raises her eyebrow, making her boyfriend smirk as he leaned down to give his girlfriend a peck on her lips before saying, “I know that, baby. But I was thinking we can do a little something as a treat for you doing so well in your practice so far.” He said in a dazed tone as he took a glance at her ass before giving it a slap, making Y/N glare at him from her current stance. Coriolanus’s dick got harder after hearing her groan as it reminded him of the several intimate interactions that he had with his girlfriend. Little did he know, Y/N saw his aching dick right as she came up to him, making the situation much more interesting as she noticed how he looked at her. Knowing how hard he’s been working, she wanted to give him a chance to relax after a long week of training. 

The tension between them got a little more heated after that slap as both Y/N’s and Coriolanus’s looked at each other in a much more sensual way, their eyes having a particular sheen over it before a cough from Y/N disrupted the moment. “Okay, then. Let me get my stuff from the locker. I’ll see you later, captain…” Y/N said as she turned around and walked away, her hips swaying just a bit more to tempt her boyfriend into joining her in the locker. Coriolanus immediately took notice of this as he followed her, Y/N stopping at one point to grab his hand and interlock his fingers with hers as they made their way to the locker. 

Thankfully, no one was in the locker by that time as all the skaters were on the rink preparing to start practising their programs. Y/N closed the door behind her as Coriolanus pinned her towards her door as he wrapped his hands in her hair and kissed her while her hands pressed up against his chest as she smiled into the kiss. Wet, squelching sounds echoed around the room as their tongues moulded against each other in perfect sequence as if they were made for each other. As they made out, they peeled off each other’s clothes slowly as they were wrapped up in this bubble where they were the only ones there and no one else existed.

By the time they pulled away from each other, they were both down to their underwear. Coriolanus crouched down as he peeled Y/N’s lacy red panties off her as licked a line up her slit, tasting the sweet nectar hidden under her skate wear as he hummed in satisfaction before sucking on her clit, making Y/N see stars as her moans echoed around the room. Y/N reached down to cradle her boyfriend’s head as he worked her up to a beautiful, soul-capturing orgasm, making her heave big sighs while coming down her high. 

Y/N and Coriolanus gave each other a deep kiss as she tasted herself on his tongue before it was her turn to kneel down and give his aching hardness the love that it deserves. She kissed her way down his abs as she pulled down his boxers, revealing his aching, hard dick leaking with pre-cum in all its glory. The veins were clearly invisible as Y/N hummed in satisfaction before she licked the tip of his dick, savouring the taste of his pre-cum as she moaned. She continued this a few times before she went deeper and deeper until her throat reached the base of his cock, making Coriolanus groan with great pleasure as she gagged occasionally and started to work him into an orgasm by pulling her head in and out of his dick in a once slow motion before building up her speed in a way she knew her boyfriend liked.

“Ugh, so good, baby… Keep doing that, you’re gonna make me cum, sweetheart.” Coriolanus groaned as he wrapped his hand around a bunch of her hair as he guided her in and out of his dick. His groans and her moans echoed around the room as the atmosphere got dirtier before Coriolanus pushed her head closer than it’s ever been before he came with one final groan, making Y/N moan even louder at seeing his satisfaction in her efforts to please him.

As Coriolanus came down from his orgasm, Y/N pulled her mouth off him as she wiped her mouth clean of her saliva before jutting out her tongue, letting him see that she swallowed it all before she laughed a little at her boyfriend’s dark glance at her. Coriolanus’s head turned around to the side as his groan this time was animalistic as he grabbed his girlfriend from her place on her knees before him and smashed his lips with her before he turned her around and pushed her towards the door before shoving his now hard length into her in one thrust. 

Both Y/N and Coriolanus let out a groan as they wrapped their arms around each other as he pushed his dick in and out of her pussy as her ass bounced back towards his dick with her force. The room now echoed with the sound of skin slapping around it, along with her louder moans and his harsher groans as he turned her face to the side before capturing her lips in another searing kiss as they both come with him holding her tits in his hands and bringing her as close to him as possible.

Y/N and Coriolanus breathed heavily as they came down from their euphoric orgasm. Coriolanus cradled Y/N’s face as he leaned in and captured her lips in little kisses as he checked over her to see if she was okay. After making sure she was okay, he grabbed a bunch of tissue paper as he cleaned them up before he helped her pack up her skating luggage before they opened the door and left the rink wrapped up in each other’s love. Little did they know, both Coach Gaul and her assistant were staring at them appalled as they overheard them while going to the bathroom a while ago.