Chilchuck analysis speedrun: As a hardworking half-foot who grew up poor and discriminated against and had his gullibility taken advantage of multiple times in his early adventuring days, Chilchuck thinks optimism is a dangerous flaw. He’s stressed and strict all the time because his job is noticing details like traps that could get everyone killed before anyone knows it, he takes the lives of everyone to be on his shoulders, and with the way he speaks about it that probably partly reflects how he felt about taking it upon himself to provide for his family too. His life’s always been pretty centered around work and has become even moreso now that his wife left and everyone is independent, and due to past events he’s very iffy with bonding with coworkers. He thinks feelings and job are a disaster mix. Like with his wife or with parties hiring him as sacrifice, being open or having good faith is vulnerability which can get you hurt, so he processes and shows all his stress as anger instead of worry. Doing strict dieting probably isn’t helping the irritability what with hunger, and on top of being a hunger suppressant alcohol might be the main stress reliever he has.
Mickey is one tightly wound person so there's something so heartwarming about thinking of Ian as his safe space. His peace when everything around him is too loud and too stressful. All he needs is to feel Ian pressed into his side or a soft kiss from him and everything goes quiet.
THIS IS VERY TRUE‼️ ive always loved mickey adamantly wanting being in charge, being in control of as much of his life as possible, but when it comes to his relationship with ian he just melts right into him. lets him take the reigns and lets him help mickey forget everything else. ian obviously has a very calming effect on mickey. he goes from a million things bouncing around in his head, trying to balance everything at once to ☺️head empty only love ☺️
idk i just think mickeys been thru enough and deserves to be able to crawl inside ian and dig his roots in deep so he always has somewhere to go to run away from the world
tagged by @bootheminiaturegiantspacehamster to do this oc quiz about tragic archetype of love! :) thank you hehe 💗 (tagging anyone who wants to do this, feel free)
vaeril’s result:
03. cupid’s brother sister
-> “you have been love adjacent all your life. the faint spill of another story that softly grazed your shoulders when stood too close. whether by design or not, you have yet to build a clear image of what love means to you. the interlocked weaving of a picture locket bound to strand of hair when hugged too tight, the sunpatch that meets your soles in glaring sun dried fields when running with a friend. you are not far from love, but moving between line of collision and avoidance at all times. a faint glimmer on sea lake surface of what could be. there is time to find what you want, find whether it’s enough as is. love is in you, breathing in another day. continue as you are, realizing the love that is slowly blossoming in your life as it sharpens and clears in brushstrokes.”
been playing the ttyd remake and i still can’t get over vivian being so explicitly trans . it’s fucking awesome !!!! and i already knew about it but seeing it ingame MYSELF is just so different . i love her and im so happy this is in such a big popular well known game
i had a fun day 2 day ૮˶• ﻌ •˶ა everyone has been so nicey 2 me all day from the minute i left my house earlier ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა ♡
i went to a Retreat for the first time for work earlier 0: and I did SO good for being up since 2am it didn't even feel like it 💀
it was so chill i drove like an hour away but Away from the city so there wasn't rly traffic and the mountains r so pretty 2 drive thru (❁´◡`❁) got some rain n v low clouds and since it's autumn there's all these pretty colors. i took an edible on the way n was just jammin out n enjoying the scenery among the many safe opportunities 2 look
and then at the thing we got 2 do different ice breakers n go on decently long breaks; i got 2 hang in different groups n actually Talk w a bunch of ppl which i never have time for omg. it's nice working at a legal nonprofit, i would NOT want to do this with corporate mfs !! 😹
went around n said hii to the enbies and i ran up a hill that looked a lot smaller than it was, i made it like 80% of the way before my legs were immediately like no girl we're done !! but my brain was like but it's Right There, and i struggled 2 finish the climb but I Did !! ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა and i was so so tired i do not remember ever being that winded before 💀 getting down was so much slower n worse bc my legs were Done and when i finally made it to the bottom i laid flat on my back for like 15m, and when when i made it back to sit n chill i still need like 10 more minutes akskska. i do not b exercising !! i just wanted 2 play it looked fun and i got excited (。ノω\。)
in between things i was working on my sister's choker n kept winding up w a group of ppl around me 2 talk to about it and just talk 2 in general n the company was rly nice (❁´◡`❁) ♡ had a lot of different kinda talks 2day!! everyone is a sweetie!! some ppl r so funny n chill and i rly hope 2 get 2 talk more casually w people perhaps As Friends when i go in 👉👈
there's one girl in particular who is rly cute n sweet and i want 2 see her again ૮˶• ﻌ •˶ა when I got home finally i had 2 hop on my work laptop real quick 2 look up her name again 2 make sure i didn't forget ☝️😌 we do not work at the same office but hii i am visiting next week 🐇