#Anyone seeing a trend here because I sure am ahaha

[aeoki]

SHINSEKAI - Magicians of ES: Chapter 5

Location: Tohoku Town (SHINSEKAI) Characters: Mika & Shuu

Mademoiselle B: “Dammit, what’re you doing playing around in a place like this!?”

Mademoiselle A: “Hm…?”

Mika: Huh? There are… two Mado-nees…?

(What is this? There are two Mado-nees who look exactly like each other? And they’re floating around me and Oshi-san!)

This means one of the Mado-nees is fake…!

Mademoiselle A: “Well, there’s an equal chance for both of us to be fake, right? You don’t look like you’re that dull, but why do your actions and speech resemble an idiot’s?”

Mika: Ngh~? I am dumb, though?

Mademoiselle A: “No. You’re just innocent like a child, not dumb at all.”

“You’re not ‘wrong’ in thinking that between me and the newcomer, one of us is fake.”

Mademoiselle B: “Watch it. Your real self is showing, Hidaka.”

Mademoiselle A: “Now that there is another character with the same appearance here, I thought it would be better to do something that would make it easier to tell us apart. Well, you can probably tell from the difference in our clothing, though.”

“Besides, I’m sure Mika-kun already has an idea as to who I am as well…”

“I didn’t intend on hiding my identity until the very end, so it’s only a matter of time before you discover who I am.”

Mika: Hidaka from “Trickstar”? No, wait. You’re Seiya Hidaka-san?

Seiya (Mademoiselle A): “That’s right. I’m Seiya Hidaka, Hocchan’s dearest father and also a super idol. It’s been a while since we last saw each other, but have you been doing well, Mika-kun?”

Mika: …………

Seiya (Mademoiselle A): “Ahaha. I see you have your guard up around me. Just like your Oshi-san who you adore, it seems you also dislike being controlled by others.”

“Hmm, I suppose that wasn’t the right behaviour towards someone I’ve just met.”

“Actually, I’m not very good at talking to others in my personal life. Especially when the other party is also an idol, you see.”

“There are a few reasons for this.”

“Unlike me who can control others with power and money, it seems Hocchan will be experiencing a lot of hardship as we have the same characteristics, unfortunately.”

Mika: Umm, what’re you talkin’ about…?

Shuu: Kagehira! What has been happening!? Why are there two Mademoiselles around me…? No, both of them must be fakes!

Two adorable Mademoiselles are floating about in front of me and it’s the last thing I need to see! I think I may turn into an idiot from the stimulation!

Seiya (Mademoiselle A): “Ahaha. An idiot would be an absolutely perfect word to describe your actions after entering ‘SHINSEKAI’.”

“You’re an idol as well, so you should act more like one.”

Shuu: I can’t hear a word you’re saying, but I can tell you’re making a fool out of me!

Seiya (Mademoiselle A): “No one is making a fool out of you. I do think it’s quite unfortunate, though.”

“But losing your ‘unique traits’ is the same as dying, after all. I hope you wallow in your regrets after choosing a doll that’s difficult to control.”

“Someone able to do everything, achieving more than a passing mark in every field.”

“Only idols who are capable of that live the longest, but why is it that everyone chooses to cling to a transient biassed individual characteristic instead?”

Mademoiselle B: “First, there aren’t that many people who are capable of everything, Hidaka. If only it was like the past where all they had to do was line up the ‘capable ones’ and sell them.”

“There are too many idols now.”

Seiya (Mademoiselle A): “That’s because it’s convenient from a business standpoint. By going along to the trends of this era, the system is working hard to become more flexible.”

“We’re now in that transition period, so it seems there are problems cropping up here and there, though.”

“It’s not as though the higher-ups of ES have ill intentions. They’re simply incompetent, is all.”

Mademoiselle B: “Why are you saying that to me?”

Seiya (Mademoiselle A): “Well, anyone would have been fine. I don’t get to criticise the higher-ups every day, so I figured it wouldn’t hurt to do so once in a while.”

Shuu: ………?

Mika: Onii-chan, why don’t you unmute them if you wanna hear what they’re sayin’?

Shuu: …I just did. After all, it seems something abnormal has happened.

Mademoiselle B: “Oh, right. There was a malfunction that affects the entire operation just now…”

“It’s about time you lot take a break anyway, so just in case, you should enter your rest time, log out and return to reality.”

Mika: Well, even if you tell us that, we don’t know how to do that, though…?

Mademoiselle B: “There would be a higher chance of you two immediately returning if you were taught how to log out from the very beginning.”

“I bet the admins, ‘Switch’, deliberately chose to not do that to avoid the trouble of you lot leaving ASAP.”

“But that doesn’t trouble me in the least. I’m not interested in you lot at all.”

Shuu: …Judging from the way you speak, you’re the so-called “Gatekeeper”, aren’t you?

“Gatekeeper” (Mademoiselle B): “That’s right but there’s no need for you to remember me. Don’t leave a memory of me in your head.”

“The other idols are the same, anyway. Even if they fight in front of the door, they’re only playing right into my hands.”

“They’re too focused on me, just as I wanted.”

“Idols haven’t changed at all – they’re still a bunch of idiots.”

Seiya (Mademoiselle A): “Now, now. If you bully them so much, they might bear a grudge and hate you for the rest of their life, you know?”

“Gatekeeper” (Mademoiselle B): “Hmph. I’m not an idol so it won’t hurt or bother me.”

“It sure is difficult when one’s occupation is something that requires public support.”

Seiya (Mademoiselle A): “Did you come all this way to say that?”

“Gatekeeper” (Mademoiselle B): “No, I came to fetch you. Talking to ‘Valkyrie’ was something extra.”

“You appear to be quite devoted to these two, but stop with your unnecessary actions for a minute and come with me.”

Seiya (Mademoiselle A): “And if I refuse? I’m not taking part in ‘SS’, so you can’t control me with those ‘orders’.”

“Gatekeeper” (Mademoiselle B): “A robot should do exactly as they are programmed to. …You know I can round up this case with you being the culprit behind it all, don’t you?”

Seiya (Mademoiselle A): “Now, I wouldn’t want that~ Not that I know what this case is all about.”

“A wise man keeps away from danger. I also do not wish to make my beloved wife and child sad and I intend on living as long as I can.”

“I don’t want to make a mistake like Akehoshi-kun did, after all.”

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[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

Welp I’ve done it again.

I have about twenty shiny new ebooks in my library. I read two of the short stories (“2 B R 0 2 B” and “The Beach Scene”). I definitely liked the latter better. It was very good. (Unreality and paranoia warning on that one for sure though). The first one kinda left me with a bad taste in my mouth; which prompted me to read the second lol

[iluvthingsfree99]

bräñdÿ mēłvïłłē methods!!

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED FOR TEENS! i haven’t seen anyone do this yet so i wanted to share the methods that work for me @ basically any bräñdÿ store !! also i have done all of these with at least one or two of my lifter friends and it has worked so far (knock on wood). 

let’s start off with the precautions to take beforehand:

i HIGHLY recommend having a friend when going into brandy. the stores that are not located on a street or something are generally much smaller (and more difficult to lift from), compared to those in a plaza or mall. the ones in the PLAZAS or MALLS are the best options to go to especially during the pandemic. what i personally like doing a day before lifting is googling the store that you’re going to visit on yelp or any other website that can show the store’s exterior and interior. i always do this to get a realistic idea of the store’s layout based on where the register is in the pictures. don’t forget to go on their website and scout some clothing you might like! though, there is no option to check what is inside the store and isnt, it’s good to have a general idea of what you want in terms of basics, outerwear, bottoms, etc etc. 

me and my friends also usually wear very basic bräñdÿ girl clothing like mom jeans, a cropped long sleeve top, oversized sweater, and converse. since these bräñdÿ’s are located in wealthier areas, i try to look a bit more upperclass so they wouldn’t expect anything. we bring dark-colored tote bags (thank god for this trend) or one of us brings a kanken since mostly teenage girls are in/work there and we dont look suspicious. we also save large shopping bags from common clothing stores such as uniqlo, urban outfitters, zara, etc. and hold one bag each with a sweater or two inside (depending on the size) to make it appear as if we’ve bought a lot of clothing and that we have money to spend inside of the store (jokes on them, we never do AHAHAHA). kankens are very very useful since theyre small and no one really expects anyone to steal with it but trust me, it can hold A LOT.

next, what we’re usually all worried about - TAGS:

don’t worry about them in this store! there is NO security tags on any of the brandy melville clothing. (most likely because they are placed in more wealthier areas/malls)  usually, they are just casually hung up by a wire wrapped in fabric or folded and placed on benches. i live in the US and i have never seen any kind of security tag ranging from the pencil kind to the more rounded ones. 

now, who to watch out for:

CONFIDENCE IS KEY! don’t be nervous love! it’s usually a bunch of scrawny girls that work there anyways and from what i’ve seen, they do not have an LP and they very rarely have security guards. an LP is a higher up representative from the company that comes in to watch the tapes but they very rarely come by. the only thing to be aware of is the WORKERS. they are often dressed in regular plain clothing and blend in with other customers around you. when you walk in, it is only easy to distinguish the people working the register. i say to spend 5 minutes, browsing and picking up/putting back items to get a feel for the place and to see who are workers and who’s not. often, they go around to fix and fold varying items or they’re restocking different areas. customers and workers can be easily confused so i recommend staying on your toes and being self-aware. this is where a lookout is most useful and why i highly suggest bringing a friend just to keep an eye on anyone that may be passing by.

and for the BEST part - how to actually lift:

due to the size of the store, me and my friends have distinguished a language of common things to say in code. for instance, i might say, “can you reach that tank top for me?” which basically translates to: “i’m going to put this in my bag, keep a lookout.” we always, always, ALWAYS make sure to go into a blindspot because it is so hard to find the cameras unless they are placed directly on the wall (honestly, thank god for the pandemic because these masks are SUCH lifesavers since they cover your face). anyways, since the tops are flimsy it is *very easy to stuff it in your regular lifting bag. if it is your first time, i reccomend getting any and all tops. i usually just put some in my extra shopping bag quickly and pile up on them. i also carry my kanken with only one arm and leave the zipper a bit open for my friends to easily slip in anything they want inside. i am about 5′4 and both of my friends are 5′6 - 5′7 so usually one person stands in front of me and one is behind me so then the person in front can reach for anything i might like, take it off the hanger and pass it to my friend behind me to place in my bag. it can also work with two people where the person holding the kanken passes each top to their friend behind them. but for the 3 people, i hope this poorly drawn diagram explains it a bit better LMFAOOO

for sweaters, since they are thicker, i mostly use a large zara shopping bag and place it under an actual zara puffer i got previously (but honestly any sweater from any store would work as a cover for it too, i’m just a very paranoid person and scared they might check my bag LMAO). moving the clothes around would be loud but they always play music in the store and those working are always doing something else. last but not least, for pants, this is when i like to use my kanken since they are larger than both a sweater and a tank it’s riskier. i usually  hold them up to my waist, see if they might fit, and then i pretend to set it down when really i’m folding it to make it smaller. after, it is folded or rolled up very tightly, my friend becomes a lookout and i open the zipper to my kanken “looking for my wallet” and then i just stuff it in really quickly. before exiting the store, make sure you have no sleeves stinking out of ANY of your bags because there is almost always someone waiting at the door counting those coming in and out because of covid. remember to act CASUAL! if you act nervous, it will most definitely show to the workers. me and my friends are usually in there for about 15 - 30 minutes which is kind of a long time so one of us actually buys something cheap and simple as an explanation while the others leave and wait somewhere else. 

and i think that is it AHAHA. if you have any questions or if i missed anything, be sure to pm me, i am more than happy to help !! remember: act casual! dont conceal on camera / BLINDSPOTS ARE YOUR BESTFRIEND! trust your gut and dont get greedy with items! i know everything in there is cute but it’s always good to not overdo it for the sake of both yourself and your safety! 

here’s something for all the new babylifters too:

the paranoia gets better over time! use all the information on liftblr at your disposal and learn from experience and new knowledge! remember that whatever corporation you are lifting from, it is from a company that rakes in millions upon millions of dollars exploiting workers for a shirt that only takes 6 cents to make but is being sold for $26. the toxic capitalist system is justification enough and i promise that the workers and the company itself are BARELY affected by lifting. taking $200 worth of clothes or even $16, it is merely pocket change to these corporations. so, always stay safe and good luck loves !!!

[osakaso5]

IDOLiSH7 5th Anniversary Special Story: Opening Doors...

Chapter 3: A Weight Lifted Off Their Hearts

Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 4 | Chapter 5 | Chapter 6

Haruka Isumi: Ahaha! That's so funny!

Mitsuki Izumi: We've gotten way off the rails again. Where were we?

Nagi Rokuya: OH! We were discussing our team divisions!

Gaku Yaotome: We're probably ending up in different teams, too. But I think the three of us are better off separated.  

Tamaki Yotsuba: Really?

Gaku Yaotome: If Ryu, Tenn, and Osaka were singing in a shuffle unit, it wouldn't sit right with me.

Tenn Kujo: So what you're actually saying is that you'd feel left out.

Ryunosuke Tsunashi: That's so cute! You act exactly like my little brothers sometimes, Gaku.

Gaku Yaotome: No, that's not what I meant...

Tenn Kujo: Now you're just embarrassed.

Tamaki Yotsuba: Don't leave me out, either! That's mean!

Sogo Osaka: I think I'd feel more uncomfortable than anyone else in that equation...

Minami Natsume: Since there are four of us, does that mean one of us will be in each team?

Toma Inumaru: Good guess!

Torao Mido: Wait, seriously..?

Mitsuki Izumi: Don't look so  depressed. I guess you must be afraid of strangers, too.

Torao Mido: Not really... Wait, maybe I am a little bit?

Torao Mido: I used to be sociable, but I feel like there might've been a point where I became scared of celebrities...

Yuki: Oh, you poor thing.

Torao Mido: .........

Yuki: Show business can be scary.

Momo: Not everyone's as kind as we are!

Minami Natsume: Mido-san, what's the matter? You look tense...

Torao Mido: ...I think I unearthed some repressed memories just now...

Haruka Isumi: Hey, Toma. Who's in my team? Can you give me a hint?

Toma Inumaru: Just wait a little longer.

Riku Nanase: I'm getting kind of hungry. I should've brought a snack.

Tamaki Yotsuba: I've got snacks. Want some?

Nagi Rokuya: OH! Excuse me for a moment. It is time for new merchandise to be released.

Mitsuki Izumi: Hey, we're working.

Yuki: It's fine, this is just a meeting.

Minami Natsume: Would anyone like more coffee?

Gaku Yaotome: Me.

Ryunosuke Tsunashi: Could you pour me another cup, too? I don't need sugar or milk.

Iori Izumi: We're starting to lose focus...

Tenn Kujo: Everyone's having trouble concentrating. How far along have we gotten, so far?

Iori Izumi: We haven't gotten anywhere.

Tenn Kujo: ........

Iori Izumi: We're still at the starting line.

Nagi Rokuya: Whoo..! Bravo! I got it!

Riku Nanase: Wow! What did you buy!?

Nagi Rokuya: Something!

Riku Nanase: Something..?

Nagi Rokuya: The site is too crowded for the pictures to load... But I managed to complete an order!

Riku Nanase: Yay! That's great!  

Nagi Rokuya: Yay!

Iori Izumi: Congratulations. Now that Rokuya-san has made a successful purchase, let's return to the topic at hand.

Tenn Kujo: Before Tamaki Yotsuba gets bored beyond salvation again.

Minami Natsume: Again?

Tenn Kujo: Our three groups had a training camp together, and we played statues together.

Riku Nanase: That was so much fun! Yuki-san was so excited he wrote a song in one day.

Yuki: I wasn't excited, really. I would never have done that if it hadn't been for a work project.

Gaku Yaotome: We had to choreograph it in one day, too. That was tough!

Ryunosuke Tsunashi: But it was a good experience! When did we all perform it, again? I don't remember...

Torao Mido: .........

Ryunosuke Tsunashi: Ah...

Torao Mido: .........

Yamato Nikaido: This is so awkward... And the cameras are still rolling.

Mitsuki Izumi: I think a little awkwardness will do them good, honestly.

Mitsuki Izumi: ŹOOĻ might've done a favor for us, but they've done nothing but the opposite to TRIGGER.

Haruka Isumi: .........

Haruka Isumi: ......... ...I need to go to the bathroom...

Toma Inumaru: Haru.

Haruka Isumi: .........

Toma Inumaru: Don't go anywhere.

Haruka Isumi: ......... But...

Toma Inumaru: Stay here and watch. We decided not to run, remember?

Toma Inumaru: We couldn't keep running, remember? It'll be fine.

Haruka Isumi: .........

Minami Natsume: Look, Isumi-san. I'm holding your hand.

Tenn Kujo: ...Hehe.

Haruka Isumi: ...What?

Tenn Kujo: Stop frowning and listen. We'll tell you what happened, and what kind of song we made.

Haruka Isumi: ...I know already. It's the song they sang at Friends Day, right? And you guys were supposed to sing it with them.

Tenn Kujo: That's not all there is to it. We also had a fun time lodging together for the first time.

Haruka Isumi: .........

Tenn Kujo: We've got a song that brings back painful memories, too.   A song we can't bear to see, no matter how much we love it.

Riku Nanase: Ah... Could it be, our...

Iori Izumi: Hush, Nanase-san.

Tenn Kujo: Every time we heard it, our hearts would sting. But then someone told us something.

Tenn Kujo: That music ties people together. That we'd be tied together by it, too.

Haruka Isumi: ...Tied together by music...

Tenn Kujo: Exactly. Even if the first notes make your ears hurt, the song will eventually tie together...

Tenn Kujo: Our futures.

Haruka Isumi: .........

Haruka Isumi: ...Fine. I'll stay here and listen.

Tamaki Yotsuba: Let's sing Happy Days Creation!

Iori Izumi: Right now? Are you serious?

Gaku Yaotome: Yeah. Not for the cameras, just for us. I've been wanting to do it for ages.

Toma Inumaru: Yaotome...

Gaku Yaotome: We were in the audience for Friends Day. IDOLiSH7, you sang our song, right?

Gaku Yaotome: I was happy to hear your version of SECRET NIGHT.

Riku Nanase: ...Right.

Iori Izumi: ........

Momo: Ahaha. Okay, let's do it!

Yuki: Let's.

Gaku Yaotome: Thanks for going along with this, Re:vale.

Ryunosuke Tsunashi: Haha... ...Ahh, for some reason, I...

Ryunosuke Tsunashi: ...Started crying, without even meaning to. Oh no...

Yamato Nikaido: Haha... You always have been quick to cry, Tsunashi-san.

Tamaki Yotsuba: Should we move the table? We can't just start dancing here with 12 people, can we?

Mitsuki Izumi: I bet TRIGGER would bump into it. Let's move it over there by a little.

Sogo Osaka: Around here?

Nagi Rokuya: OH! How nostalgic! It is as though we have gone back in time.

Nagi Rokuya: The moment that slipped through our fingers the first time is finally within our grasp.

Riku Nanase: Yeah!

Riku Nanase: Here we go! Stand right there and watch, ŹOOĻ!

Yuki: You're all so youthful.

Momo: You look pretty pleased yourself, Yuki.

Yuki: That's because writing that song was a struggle. Right, Sogo-kun?

Sogo Osaka: Right...

Sogo Osaka: I still remember how you strummed the guitar that night. It changed my life.

Yuki: Well said. You should put that in your autobiography.

Tenn Kujo: Let's do this.

Riku Nanase: Yeah!

Yuki: Happy Days Creation!

- - - -

Kaoru Anesagi: ...Sniffle... I never thought I'd get to see something like this...

Tsumugi Takanashi: ...It feels like I'm dreaming...

Banri Ogami: Tsumugi-san... Here, have a handkerchief.

Tsumugi Takanashi: Thank you...

Staff: This is great footage! We really appreciate being able to show their singing and dancing, even if this is a cooking show...

Rinto Okazaki: ...Sniffle...

Rinto Okazaki: Cut this out of the episode, please...

Staff: Huh!? Cut it!? So we can't use it!?

Kaoru Anesagi: No... Stop the cameras, please... Sniffle...

Staff: Oh, come on... That would be a waste of valuable footage...

Tsumugi Takanashi: ...Cut the cameras...

Staff: Seriously?

Kaoru Anesagi: Uuh... You three are incredible... 

- - - -

Momo: Phew, we really danced our hearts out.

Yamato Nikaido: Ah, we really did.

Riku Nanase: Ehehe! That was fun!

Yamato Nikaido: Sure was!

Yamato Nikaido: ........

Yamato Nikaido: That's all, folks!

Mitsuki Izumi: Wait, hold on! Don't just wave this all off with a smile!

Yamato Nikaido: Why not? That was the perfect moment for the end credits to start rolling.

Ryunosuke Tsunashi: It did feel like closure of some kind!

Tenn Kujo: Nothing is over yet. The long hand on the clock has made one complete trip around the clock face, and we haven't gotten a single thing done.

Riku Nanase: What do you mean?

Iori Izumi: He means a full hour has passed. Weren't you taught how to tell the time by the time you  began grade school?

Riku Nanase: But he said it in such a roundabout way!

Tenn Kujo: I apologize, Nanase-san.

Iori Izumi: There you go again...

Tenn Kujo: Excuse me?

Iori Izumi: I was just thinking out loud about how over-indulgent certain people can be.

Riku Nanase: Now you're talking funny too, Iori! Is this a new trend or something?

Iori & Tenn: Just with us.

Toma Inumaru: 'Kay! So, about our divisions...

Tamaki Yotsuba: You're announcing the teams!?

Toma Inumaru: Yeah. Since everyone's so curious about the teams, I think I'll just reveal them now!

Sogo Osaka: Huh, are you sure? We haven't even decided on our menu yet...

Mitsuki Izumi: I know I was against it earlier, but maybe knowing our teams might help move the conversation along.

Toma Inumaru: Especially since there's 16 of us. 'Scuse me, may I reveal the teams now?

Toma Inumaru: ...Ah, they said it's fine!

Sogo Osaka: You're very proactive, Inumaru-san... I'm not very rock 'n' roll in that regard, myself.

Tamaki Yotsuba: You're plenty active already, trust me.

Toma Inumaru: Quit calling me "Inumaru-san". Just Toma is fine. We're the same age, remember?

Mitsuki Izumi: Oh, looks like our leads are forming a friendship.

Yamato Nikaido: Nice.

Sogo Osaka: Thank you, Toma. In that case, you may call me Osaka.

Torao Mido: That's not your first name, though.

Sogo Osaka: No, I meant to say Sogo.

Toma Inumaru: Hehe, this feels kinda awkward.

Sogo Osaka: Haha, it does.

Toma Inumaru: Alright, here I go. The first team is..!

Toma Inumaru: Iori Izumi, Yamato Nikaido, Tenn Kujo, and Haruka Isumi!

Iori Izumi: Hmm.

Yamato Nikaido: Oh, not too different from normal, then. Glad to have you.

Tenn Kujo: Glad to have you, too...

Haruka Isumi: What?!

Iori, Yamato, & Tenn: ........

Tenn Kujo: Haruka Isumi. Who is making you react the way you just did?

Iori Izumi: Certainly not me. It has to be either you, Kujo-san, or this grandpa.

Yamato Nikaido: Can you not call me a grandpa!? If I'm one, then so is Grandpa Gaku over there.

Gaku Yaotome: Did someone call me?

Yamato Nikaido: Don't respond when someone calls you a grandpa.

Ryunosuke Tsunashi: He's right. Think of how that must make Yuki-san feel.

Yuki: It's fine. I'm 16 years old.

Ryunosuke Tsunashi: Huh? That can't be right. I could've sworn you were turning...

Momo: Ryu-chan! Just let it go!

Tenn Kujo: So, who's the one that made you yell out like that?

Haruka Isumi: ......... I couldn't help my shock at being in the same group as Tenn Kujo from TRIGGER...

Tenn Kujo: You're very honest. But also rude.

Haruka Isumi: I'm sorry...

Tenn Kujo: Hehe, and obedient.

Yamato Nikaido: As you're about to find out, having Kujo in your team makes things easier. He knows just about anything.

Tenn Kujo: I could say the same about you, or Iori Izumi.

Iori Izumi: I suppose you could call us Team Honor Students, then.

Haruka Isumi: I'm not an honor student.

Iori Izumi: I know. You can be our variety expert.

Haruka Isumi: Variety expert!? Like how..?

Yamato Nikaido: By being the funny man to all our straight man.

Tenn Kujo: Right.

Iori Izumi: Right.

Haruka Isumi: Funny man... I guess I'll try my best.

Tenn Kujo: Alright. We have the honor student team. Sogo Osaka, what are the other teams?

Sogo Osaka: Next up is, um...

Sogo Osaka: Mitsuki Izumi, Tamaki Yotsuba, Ryunosuke Tsunashi, and Toma Inumaru.

Tamaki Yotsuba: Ooh! I get to be with Mikki! And Ryu-aniki! And Marucchi!

Mitsuki Izumi: Ahaha! Quit jumping around!

Ryunosuke Tsunashi: He looks so happy! It's adorable!

Toma Inumaru: Ahaha, glad to have you! Okay, I guess we're borrowing your partner.

Sogo Osaka: Haha. Look after him, okay?

Yamato Nikaido: What's your team name?

Mitsuki Izumi: Team name!? I dunno. What do you think, Tamaki?

Tamaki Yotsuba: If Iorin's team is Team Honor Students, then we're rascals! Team Rascals!

Ryunosuke Tsunashi: That's so cute! Let's all be rascals, then!

Toma Inumaru: Yep! On to the next team!

Toma Inumaru: Sogo Osaka! Nagi Rokuya! Momo-san! Tora!

Sogo Osaka: It's a pleasure to be working with you.

Nagi Rokuya: OH! It is a pleasure!

Torao Mido: The pleasure's all mine.

Momo: I'm surrounded by rich boys!

Sogo Osaka: You're rich yourself, Momo-san. Like the... I... I... I...

Torao Mido: You okay?

Nagi Rokuya: OH! The ita car! They made an ita car for TRIGGER!

Gaku Yaotome: That thing was a big help for us.

Momo: I know, but unlike you guys, I'm nouveau riche! You guys are the real deal!

Torao Mido: The real deal...

Momo: Just because I look like a celeb doesn't mean I am one on the inside.

Momo: I probably couldn't tell the difference between caviar and flying fish roe that's just been dyed black...

Sogo Osaka: What makes you say that?

Nagi Rokuya: OH... Are you feeling ill?

Momo: Don't look at me with your pure celeb eyes..!

Toma Inumaru: So what's your team name?

Torao Mido: Team Celeb?

Momo: You're really driving me into a corner, huh!?

Nagi Rokuya: OH, worry not, Mister Momo.

Nagi Rokuya: Our status may not affect our senses as much as you think.

Nagi Rokuya: It will merely allow us to feel a single pea underneath countless mattresses.

Momo: That means you have to be super well-bred... I guess you are a prince, after all...

Nagi Rokuya: Hiii.

Momo: A prince winked at me! I'll do my best..!

Sogo Osaka: Well then, that leaves the last team.

Sogo Osaka: Riku-kun, Yaotome-san, Yuki-san, and Natsume-san.

Riku Nanase: Wow! One of each!

Yuki: Ah, you're right.

Gaku Yaotome: And we're the only ones. Awesome!

Minami Natsume: ......? "One of each"? What do you mean?

Riku Nanase: Our team is the only one that has someone from IDOLiSH7, TRIGGER, Re:vale, and ŹOOĻ.

Minami Natsume: Ah... That's true.

Nagi Rokuya: OH! How wonderful! You are like a symbol of our peace.

Yuki: What about Momo's team?

Momo: We don't have anyone from TRIGGER.

Gaku Yaotome: We've got someone representing every group. I bet we'll have a fun time filming!

Riku Nanase: True! We can share stories about our groups!

Minami Natsume: I look forward to working with you all. Well then, as Rokuya-san so aptly referred to us, let's call ourselves Team Peace.

Yuki: Sounds good to me.

Gaku Yaotome: I doubt any of us would get into a fight, anyway!

Riku Nanase: Let's all work together!

Toma Inumaru: Alright! That's it for the teams!

Sogo Osaka: Let's begin coming up with idol-themed dishes.

Mitsuki Izumi: Finally!

Yamato Nikaido: We're finally getting started!

Gaku Yaotome: Let's give a round of applause!

Torao Mido: ...Are you guys always like this?

Sogo Osaka: Yes, we are.

Momo: Okay, let's keep going!

Ryunosuke Tsunashi: Let's do our best! 

To be continued...

[twstarchives]

How About A Guessing Game?

Card: Ceremony Robes - SR Characters: Cater, Trey, Riddle, Ace, Deuce

Chapter 1

—MIRROR CHAMBER—

(Chattering crowd…)

Cater: Oh! The freshmen are all lined up! They really turned out, huh~? ♪

Trey: Well, of course, Cater. This is their entrance ceremony.

There’s the nervous, skittish ones, and the calm, stone-faced ones… They look so innocent, but also really noisy…

Cater: Think you were this cute two years ago too, Trey-kun~?

Trey: I really don’t remember.

Cater: I probably took pictures of you as a freshman.

Trey: Please don’t show me…

Cater: Well, I know one person who wasn’t innocent since day one of enrolling here…

Riddle: You freshmen over there. Four rows from the right, you three in the back!

Could you stay quiet during the ceremony?

Start whispering again and it’ll immediately be off with your head. Take this warning seriously.

Cater: Whew~! Riddle-kun’s setting things straight right away today too~ It’s almost giving me chills.

Trey: That’s because this is Riddle’s first entrance ceremony as a dorm leader.

He’s probably feeling nervous.

Cater: He’s grumpy every day, though.

Trey: Now then… The dorm sorting ceremony is about to start.

Cater: It’s finally here~♪

Trey: I’m curious about what kind of people will come to our dorm this year. It’d be nice if we got some level-headed students.

Cater: I’m hoping for some bright and easygoing kids~ But not anyone that can’t read the room!! That’d be tricky.

Hey! Why don’t we try to guess who’ll come to Heartslabyul?

Whoever guesses wrong the most has to volunteer as the attendant at the first-year’s welcome party after this.

Trey: Whenever you suggest playing games like that, I feel like you always lose.

Cater: Well, I trust I’ve always had a good eye for people~

Trey: Alright. Either way, you’ll only be able to see the freshmen while they’re having their souls selected.

Cater: Now then… “The 2,000,001st Heartslabyul Freshman Guessing Game” starts now ♪

Cater: There’s the first person. Will that student come to Heartslabyul~?

           (They’re looking at Jack)

Cater: Wow, he looks like bad news! I vote no. I don’t think he’d fit our trendy dorm uniform at all.

Trey: I vote no too.

Based on past trends, beastman students are usually assigned to Savanaclaw.

Mirror of Darkness: The shape of thy soul is… Savanaclaw!

Cater: Yup, there he goes~ When it’s your third time attending this entrance ceremony, you start to know the Mirror of Darkness’ sorting habits.

There’s our second person. Will that student come to Heartslabyul~?

           (They’re looking at Epel)

Cater: Mhm, that one gets my vote!

Trey: Do you have a reason for that?

Cater: He’s by far the cutest one we’ve seen. If he had an older sister, don’t you think she’d just be gorgeous?

Trey: That’s not a guess, that’s just you wishing for things. Also, he might not even have a sister.

Cater: Well, he should still have a mom, right? …I’m just kidding!! Trey-kun, did I get you?

Trey: I vote no for him.

Cater: Don’t ignore me~…

Cater: Here’s our fifth person…

. . . . . .

Cater: The tenth person…

. . . . . .

Riddle: ——Now then, does that conclude the entrance ceremony?

Listen up, new students. I am the law in Heartslabyul.

Any rule violators will lose their heads. Keep that in mind.

Cater: The “Heartslabyul Freshman Guessing Game” is over~! And sure enough——

Trey: Sorry, Cater. I won 5-to-4.

Have fun attending to the new students. That freshman with auburn hair seems pretty high-spirited.

Cater: God! I lost…

On top of that, Pomefiore snatched up that adorable new student with purple hair...

Chapter 2

—HEARTSLABYUL DORM—

Cater: Alright, attention please! Welcome to Heartslabyul, freshies ♪

We’ve prepared a welcome party for all of you who were sorted into our dorm!

Ace: Are you a first-year too? Hey, what do you think happened to that monster that was going wild at the entrance ceremony?

Deuce: I don’t know.

Ace: Whaddaya say we sneak out and go check it out at the Headmaster’s office?

Cater: Yay~ Mr. first-year with spiky hair, isn’t this exciting~?

Ace: Ah…! When did you get behind me?

Cater: By the way, if you’re not at the welcome party, Riddle-kun will have you lose your head ♪

Ace: O-Of course I’ll be there, Senpai. I’m so moved by this wonderful welcome party. You know?

Deuce: Uh-huh! Y-Yes. Exactly.

Cater: Alright, pull yourselves together… Does everyone have a teacup?

Are they all filled with tea? Nobody poured out a sleeping dormouse by mistake, right?

Alright, cheers for your furthest day away from graduation~! Yay ♪

Trey: You’re handling things well, Cater.

You were able to keep all the restless first-years in line while still keeping the mood upbeat.

Cater: You think~? I just really love parties.

Trey: It helps for you to say that. Since you kept having one trouble after the next just getting ready for this party.

Cater: Right, right, Trey-kun, you work people too hard! I had to do everything from decorating the garden to attending to the freshies.

Trey: Having to attend to the freshmen was your own fault.

Cater: You’re no fun, Trey-kun~!

Trey: Oh, I need to go serve the main dish, meat pie.

I was timing how long I needed in order to serve it warm.

Cater: Trey-kun, you’re a really good cook… but you’re also too devoted to Riddle-kun…

Trey: Haha… Say whatever you want.

Cater: I’m finished with my job too, so after you’re done let’s enjoy ourselves~♪

Trey: Yeah, I’ll see you after then.

Cater: Okay, I’m going to take aesthetic pictures on my phone so I can post them on Magicam~

But before that…

Cater (appearing on the left): Wow, they put the meat pie out on the table! Freshmen, let’s all eat ♪

Cater (on the right): Ahaha! All the new students are flocking towards Trey-kun; it looks like something out of a zombie movie.

Cater (back to center): I’ll take pictures of this too~

Cater: The welcome party is over!

Before heading back to my room, I should upload all the pictures I took today on Magicam.

#TodaysCaykun #EntranceCeremony #ThirdYearPride #NightRavenCeremonyRobesAreRare #NRC

Now touch them up a little~ Done editing! ♪

Oh, I already got some likes. These clothes really sell, huh?

Lately, I’ve been getting a lot of comments from this one follower. I should give them some likes back.

Cater: Hah…

…I’m tired. I really don’t care about this entrance ceremony…

……… …Just kidding.

Well, I’m exhausted, but I was able to post some super attractive selfies today.

I took a lot of pictures with the freshmen too, so I don’t mind spending some time editing those.

Alright, time to go back to the dorm and take a shower.

Oh, right, what about Trey-kun? Did he already go back to his room?

[sarohara]

hey darling,you're my best friend

Stranger: But there’s a fewer things that you don’t know of

You: AHAHAHA

You: Why I borrow your lipstick so often

Stranger: I am using your shirt as a pillow case

You: I wanna ruin our friendship

Stranger: We should be lovers instead

You: I don't know how to say this...

You: 'Cause you're really my dearest friend ahahahahaha

Stranger: Cause you’re really my dearest friend

Stranger: Nice!

You: yooooo

Stranger: Hahahaha

You: ahahah what's up?

Stranger: You just made my day!

You: aaaawwwww

You: nooo, YOU made my day

Stranger: My dearest friend! 😂

You: 😂😂😂😂

Stranger: So, who are you?

Stranger: Darling

You: AHAHAH i'm a stranger

Stranger: Say less!

You: ahahahahah named Sarah

You: who r you?

Stranger: Hey Sarah! My name is Zala

You: No way Zala

You: Sarah, Zala

You: 😂😂

You: Nice name btw

Stranger: Haha thank you 😂

You: np lmao ahah well, wyd here girl?

Stranger: I am just boring. And I put tiktok because I don’t want to have “ads for kik or onlyfans” by every second message

Stranger: Didn’t expect anyone from tiktok here tho

You: oooh i get u, i'm bored as well, i mean, everybody's bored on omegle 😂 what's new right

You: and well, actually, i'm not from there but ik that trend so idk, i just felt like 😂

Stranger: I just watch tiktoks

Stranger: Never made any

You: Yeaa, but in my case, i saw it on yt

You: so i thought "why not?" ahhaha

Stranger: Why not! Do it more often tho

You: well, I was thinking about doing it with someone on snapchat but idk

Stranger: Good idea, but I just don’t like screenshoting pictures. Then people know that something is going on

You: Oooh yea but i could do it after u know..

You: Idk, i don't even know if i'm gonna post it

Stranger: Yeah I understand

You: Idk anyways

You: People here before you, just skipped me away when i sent "hey darling, you're my best friend"

You: like cmon guys

Stranger: Hahahah I believe! I usually skip when I get “horny”

Stranger: Boy please stope

You: Yeaaaaaa ikr, i hate it

You: I mean, nobody cares right

Stranger: Yeah

Stranger: I get on befrore “M, horny..... skip”

Stranger: I was just laughing at myself and skip it

You: AAHHAHAHA

You: "m>skip

Stranger: Hahhahaha

You: most guys who send "m" are horny, basically ahahhaha

Stranger: True

Stranger: I always say first like “hey”

You: Yeeeeaaasss

Stranger: How are you. Not just F

Stranger: And it’s hard to find a girl who will talk with you

You: Something like "wyd", "what's good?" not f, bc no one asked

Stranger: Like if I say F back, I always get skip

You: U mean, girls?

Stranger: Yes

You: Ooh i feel u, they skip me too

You: Like "???"

Stranger: Exactly!

You: it's like you're only here for boys, damn girl

Stranger: How old are you tho? Because I like the way you’re thinking

You: Do u wanna guess?

Stranger: Hoping more then 16😂

You: Uuuum i'm 16 😂

You: Hbu

Stranger: 20

Stranger: Don’t call me old now!

Stranger: 😂😂

You: I wont 😂

You: Maybe later but not now ahahahahhah

You: Nah i'm joking

Stranger: Hahahah mean!

You: Yea, so mean!!! ahhahah

You: where r u from btw?

Stranger: Europe

Stranger: Slovenia

Stranger: You?

You: Ooh that's so cool

You: I'm from Brazil

Stranger: Oh waw

You: Far aaaway right ahhah

Stranger: Yeah

You: say something in slovenian/slovene idk

Stranger: Hello, I am Zala. - živjo, jaz sem Zala

You: Seems so fancy

Stranger: How are you - kako si

Stranger: Hahah it’s actually hard to learn

You: Yeaaa i bet!!!

Stranger: You speak in portugal?

You: Portuguese

You: Yea :)

Stranger: Some things I remember from primary school

Stranger: Hahaha

You: well, do u know something in portuguese?

You: ahahhaha

Stranger: No hahah

You: Oh okay ahah

Stranger: But you can teach me!

You: Yea, sure

You: Hey, my name's Sarah, nice meeting you. - E aí, meu nome é Sarah, prazer te conhecer.

You: How r u?- Como você está?

Stranger: Uhhh I hate this letters àáèê

Stranger: Hahaha

You: AHAHHAHA

Stranger: Always have trouble pronouncing them

You: It's not that hard, trust me ahaha

Stranger: Hahah okay

You: So

You: how r things over there?

Stranger: Corona?

You: Yea

Stranger: We are in “lockdown” for 6 weeks now. We have police hours from 21-6

Stranger: Only grocery stores are open

You: Oh i didn't know that

Stranger: It’s weird

Stranger: We have to wear mask everywhere

You: I mean, most of europe is in lockdown right?

Stranger: Yes

Stranger: How are things in Brazil?

You: there's no lockdown over here but we still wearing mask everywhere

Stranger: I hope it ends soon

You: Yea, same :) at least, i hope it gets a lil bit better bc the situation it's not good.

Stranger: True. Let’s hope for 2021 to bring good news

You: Hopefully

You: wyd now?

Stranger: Some university work

Stranger: You?

You: Oooh i was about to say "homework" as well ahahha

You: Same zzz but not university, high school

Stranger: I could say, you are 16

You: Yea yea

You: What do u study btw?

Stranger: Educational science.

Stranger: Let me explain

You: Go ahead

Stranger: When I finish with uni, I will probably work in school and I will be the person, you came to, when you need help. Like social worker probably. But I will also help study people with special needs. Like doing work slowly, repeat things with them

You: Ooh i got u!! I appreciate these people btw, it's amazing :)

Stranger: Ooo thanks! So sweet of you

You: Aww :)

Stranger: Are you in general high school or for special job?

You: Both ahahah

Stranger: Oh, so like what?

Stranger: If I guess it’s nursing

Stranger: Hahaha

Stranger: That was one of my opinions when I went to high school

You: ahahhaha actually, accounting ahah

Stranger: Okay hahah

Stranger: Not bad at all

You: I mean...

You: I dunno 😂

Stranger: You will see

Stranger: Enjoy your life as a teenager!

You: don't even dare

Stranger: Hahah

Stranger: I was starting to party when I was 16

Stranger: And now corona

You: 4 years it's a long time okay 😂

Stranger: Hahahha okay okay

You: Corona sucks

You: i can't go to parties 😂

Stranger: Hahah same tho!

You: everyone's in the same boat right

Stranger: Right

You: Yaa

Stranger: I will let you finish your homework

You: Don't do that

Stranger: Hahaha

You: But well, i'll let u finish your university work

You: wait, first, what time is it?

Stranger: 18:40

Stranger: Almost 7pm

You: Yea ik

You: It's 14:40

You: almost 3pm

Stranger: Isn’t it interesting. How different is time around the world

Stranger: We will celebrate new year before you

You: it's really interesting. I have a name for it.

You: It's called timezone 😂

You: i'm so funny right.

You: joking.

Stranger: Hahahah

Stranger: You’re

Stranger: Never heard of timezone before

Stranger: 😂😂😂

You: Yeaaaa ikr, i mean, I created this name

You: By myself

Stranger: Omg Sarah the creator

Stranger: Everyone will learn about you

You: I'm a genius 😂😂

You: ahahahhahaha

Stranger: So glad that I meet you

Stranger: Hahahah

You: Aw :) me too :) so glad that i meet u

You: Aw is my second name, i'm always "aw" 😂 as u can see

Stranger: Hhahha 🥺🥺

Stranger: Do you want to keep talking on other social media?

Stranger: No pressure

You: Yeaa!! sure :)) i was about to ask it.

You: do u got insta?

Stranger: I do

Stranger: ferjancic.zala

You: shhht

You: mine is @sarahcvlm

Stranger: Wow so depressing quote 😂

You: I said "shht" bc I uninstalled my insta yesterday, but I'm gonna follow you later, I swear ahahhaha

You: Depressing? 😂 Okay i'm a depressed now bc it's basically my life aahahah

Stranger: Hhahaha don’t be like that

Stranger: I send you request

You: I'm joking, it's just a quote from Anne with an E :)

You: Oke :)) installing instagram again

Stranger: Okay

Stranger: Hahahah oh

You: "Oh" 😂

Stranger: Oh, you didn’t have to do that

You: Stop it

You: i was gonna do it, soon or later dw

Stranger: Okay okay😊

You: Done

You: Ooh, you're so cute Zala :)

Stranger: Awww 🥰

Stranger: You are too!

You: Aw, thanks :))

You: both followed :)

You: See ya there?

Stranger: See ya!

[purge-that-urge-rhackathon]

not judging, i am genuinely curious, if you havent played tftbl, and havent finished bl2, how did you get into rhack? and let me say, for someone who hasnt played the games, your fics are really on point

I am flattered beyond measure, and also couldn’t keep this short because i love the topic, so i put it under a read more AHAH! ilu anon thank you xD

Hands down, the fanartists are to blame xD AHAHAH I vaguely knew who Handsome Jack was from a pop-culture perspective (and I never before liked that iconic style borderlands is known for, so I just played Fallout and Parasite Eve and Left 4 Dead and shit like that instead). Around the time Tales came out, I started seeing fanart of Rhys on my dash (and i was like HELLO who’s this pretty boy??)  and then of course rhack art started crossing my dash, and I got curious about the art I was seeing, and learned little things bit by bit until I was swallowed whole AHAHAH! :)

From the art, I started perusing fic (i’ve always been an avid book-reader so no fore-knowledge necessary for engagement/enjoyment of material; books usually come with even less exposure to the material than fanfic ahaha) and i was learning little things here and there from the way fic-writers wrote the characters and what types of characterizations I personally enjoyed :) I have a photographic memory as well so it just became applying what I learned from my own exposure to the medium to write up fic :) No different from having to write a term paper or graduate dissertation or whatever. I’m very good at taking in information and disseminating only what’s needed. So like, seeing certain concepts/products/in-world terms/etc. crop up in enough fics tells me that is something possibly essentially to look into world-building-wise. From there, it’s a simple googling for the term/item/in-world thing to understand what it is and from context, how to write it :)

I always wondered how people who could write (extensive) fic for stuff they’ve never read/played/watched first-hand could do it, and so well too (there used to be this Harry Potter writer that like… damn they were redonk good having NEVER seen the movies/read the books). It’s simple intake of information and analysis compared with current fandom trends to do the thing xD that’s kind of it hahha. I’m probably downplaying it, and truly i could write like 10k on the subject myself hahah but we can cut it all down to the AWESOME rhack fan-creator community, and the sheer volume of fic I’ve taken in since 2015 xD 

If you want to try to see behind the curtain so to speak as a demonstration of what I mean, go read my very-first rhack fic Bad Habits and consciously-compare it with any of my more recent work (anything from the bottom of the Jack/Rhys section in my fic archive or anything else post-2015; I add works chronologically on tumblr according to pairing; ao3 should have dates) and notice the lack of scenery-descriptions, location-details, or anything else that we might today consider to be ‘standard’ fic details now. My earlier stuff is definitely lacking in depth (also WAY shorter… most shit i write is like 8k now for one ‘chapter’) and you can see that, while not having those details, it does not detract from the story (so me playing the games to do the thing wasn’t actually necessary, especially with all the fanart– fanartists are VERY emotive in their work and that says a LOT about a character). :)

There’s only so much you can do with written-word vs. a visual media to have someone imagine something the way you want, and you have to be able to choose what is important that you want them to focus on. I majored in radio, tv, and film officially, and I’m sure part of the way I work is due to that area of study and expertise (even tho my degree is useless AHAHAH i wish i wouldve majored in linguistics xD). I know how to screen-write in both tv and film format (which are VERY different and require different skill sets), I understand how to tell a story/engage an audience through a visual-media that has to start out in text-format (have to visualize my product and correctly translate that to text for my instructions to be correctly carried out in the way i imagined by a third-party) and also comprehend who my audience for the piece is, and what they can understand from a comprehension level (not calling anyone dumb by any means, but i do have to dumb-down language at work sometimes because no one knows what an ‘epiphany’ is for example, but they all know ‘Aha!-moment’ agh haha) :D But there are a LOT of ways to write characters/stories without ever personally knowing the source material. Basically i take a fuckton of variables into consideration before crapping out a self-indulgent fic BAHAHA XD

OOOH ALSO! i listened to compilations of Jack’s lines on youtube to understand his speech patterns/attitude a bit better, and I saw a few clips here and there from Tales to kind of comprehend the same for Rhys. Voice actors are a goddamn treasure and make writing easier than if the only source material was a book and not a movie/videogame :D So yeah. thats kind of my ‘secret’ idk xD

Anyone who wants to extensively write, I’d suggest reading as many fucking books as you can get your hands on to expose yourself to as many writing styles/backgrounds/settings/storytelling-ability, and basically emulate it, or mush it all into something your own xD I used to judge books by their covers in highschool and just grab whatever, read it overnight, return it and get something else. I’m thirsty for information and knowledge. If i were a dragon, words would be my hoard AHAHAH XD ive had too much caffeine again today and am rambling but thanks anon! :D this shit fun, and it goes to show you DONT need the direct-thing to jump into having fun :D

[babeejeon]

tag tag tag

 @livlovesbangtan and @gukieyoongles tagged me, thanxx 🤭🤭🤭 

I wrote too much stuff and also stupid stuff, feel free to pass it if it bores you. But it really relieved me to get these of my chest.

little rules our game has is;

*tag the person who tagged you

*answer the questions

*tag 10 people

i am starting ahahaha!

1. how tall are you?

I am 163 cm i guess, but I haven’t have measured since 8th grade and actually I feel like I haven’t grow since then. And my lil sis is even taller than my ideal height, ugh cryyy... Is there any one magic to spare me a few centimeters 🙏🙏

2. what colour and style is your hair?

My real hair colour is dark brown but i colored my hair with some temporary hair dye at the end of 2017 and around february 2018, 2 times. I dye it to a colour ‘Toffee Caramel’ and since my hair has really dark colour i didn’t expect it to change my hair colour too much but i think it did. Actually the dye was popular and also under nice brand. So i trusted and it was saying only for 28 wash or something <sorry i couldn’t translate 🤭🤭🤭> But i still have that dye at the ends of my hair but it looks horrible but my hair is so damaged. I cut it short, it doesn’t get longer and i don’t know what to do. I want to dye my hair in darker colour, similar to my real hair color and have my own colour back but my sister doensn’t let me do. HELP!!!

3. what colour are your eyes?

Dark brown 🤭🤭🤭 listen this song  😉 this song for all the jungoo lovers..

PS: I might write somethings about this song 🤭🤭🤭

4.  do you wear glasses?

Thankfully no. Because glasses never look good on me, even sunglasses. Maybe because i have sharp and thick eye brows but i love my eye brows  🤭 🤭🤭 But everyone in my family wears glasses due to eye problems so i might wear in the future.

5.  Do you wear braces?

I never wear braces and actually i am scared of dentists so i am glad. 

6.  what’s your fashion sense?

Actually it is very complicated. I might like anything. But i am not so into popular fashion sense, i sometimes find it weird or can’t like some fashion trends no matter what. 

I like to wear anything i found stylish and what wanted to wear and if feel that suited me. Actually if i feel confident with my clothes, hair, make up and over all look, my day starts so nice but if not, nothing helps too much. But lately i am in a depressive mood, especially at college and i feel super fat and ugly and i had other problems. But i am in a spring break and i hope to start motivated to new semester.

I love high waisted jeans and short tshirts. I dont like thick sweaters because i feel suffocated idk why. I love wearing short sleeves any time. I love sneakers. I love cute clothes. 

7.  full name?

I dont want to expose my real name here, I mean friends i have here know it but this post can be seen by everyone and i dont want anyone from my real life to find me so i am passing this question, sorry 🤗🤗🤗

8.  when were you born? 

I was born in 1999 and @gukieyoongles i definetely agree to you about being 90′s child ahaha if my older sister read this she would laugh at this 90′s child part but yes i am 😒😒😒

9.  where are you from and where do you live now?

I will pass this question too, sorry 🤗🤗🤗

10.  what school do you go to?

I am in college or university, I don’t know the difference between them, please enlighten me. We use university in my language but to be exact i am undergraduate student.

11.  what kind of student are you?

I used to be number one student because my mother was primary school teacher, my father is professor at university and my sister studied in best schools. So i had the effect and actually i was so focused and used to this thing. But in last semester of 10th grade my life turned upside down in the aspect of success. I lose it so fast and it added up my depression, I felt like only speciality i had was being a succesful student and now i am nothing. But i actually lost my motivation that times so i didnt put some effort. But due to my 10 years of hard work, I get the chance to get into nice university.

I am still lazy and unsuccessful but lately trying to get better so wish me luck 🙏🙏🙏

12.  do you like school?

I dont like it but that must be something with my self. Because after 2 semesters i still couldn’t adapt it totally. I hate being alone at school but also i am not such a social butterfly. So i feel confused. I have friends but i feel awkward sometimes. I don’t know adult life is so hard.

And also i sometimes feel like i hate my major but sometimes i love. So when the lessons are hard i cry and feeling like i dont belong here. So my advise is studying your dream job. but i dont have one, so yeah 😫😫😫

13.  favorite subject? 

Actually none, engineering majors suck. I love English lessons because i only feel confident in them and understand things easily and sometimes enjoy. But it is also about academic sides of English, so not very fun.

14.  favourite tv shows?

I don’t watch tv, also i don’t watch tv shows online too. I sometime start series on Netflix or some korean dramas but lose my interest soon. I AM BORED BORING 🤐🤐🤐

15.  favourite movie?

I don’t have an exact one but I love Harry Potter films and Midnight in Paris as the ones i remember. I recently watched To All The Boys i Loved Before, Like for Likes(korean film), Shazam and enjoyed all there of them.  But i don’t have a favourite one because i don’t watch a lot.

16.  favourite books?

I am not a good reader of real life books because i might lost my consciousnes with fanfiction and fangirl stuff. But now i really want to read somethings, but have no time, but will try my best.  This year i finally read Pride and Prejudice and love it too much. *searches for her Darcy hopelessly* 🤭🤭🤭 I also read a book related to Pride and Prejudice, it’s name is Austenland and it slapped me in the face about reality. If someone read it, dm me, i really need someone to talk about it without giving spoilers.

Also i read last year Stranger by Albert Camus. I don’t think i understand it exactly but it gave me this feeling in my chest. I think a lot of people probably read it, I would also love to talk about this book if you dm me.

I read all Harry Potter books except the last one idk why. But i read them in 8th grade. I know I was pretty late to read them but I was scared of Harry Potter 🤭🤭🤭 But now I reminisce that year as the best year of my life despite the fact that i was preparing for high school enterance exams. So Harry Potter holds a lot of emotions and memories for me.

17.  favourite pastime?

Wasting my time! Spending all my time on social media. Sleeping too much. Listening music with my earphones and stare outside dreamily. Doing some penpal and bulletjournaling projects(i cant do lately tho)

But in everyday life my favourite past time is listening songs we like while my sister is driving us to school. We also talk, gossip, laugh, sing along. We do it everyday while commuting and i enjoy it too much. Our school is pretty far and i dont really enjoy car rides but sometimes i enjoy this time too much that i want it to last longer.

18.  do you have any regrets?

Too many. But i can’t change them. So best thing is focusing to future but I am a person who lives thinking past and lost chances or mistakes so it ruins me. But actually to live it free, forgetting and trying to not to do them again is the best.

19. dream job?

I dont really know, but something that can make me happy. I want to go to work eagerly, enjoy my work and be proud of with my life. Something that can satisfy me and make me improve myself.

I had dreamed to be singer similar to @livlovesbangtan . But I might hate singing if I have the responsibility so no. I would love to sing and annoy people while showering like Namjoon. 🤭🤭🤭

20. would you ever like to be married?

Yes, i would love to. But actually for a very long time marriage scared me. Because of the people around me and our culture. My dad and mom had rational marriage so it also made me lose my faith. Also i see like everyone marry and streotypical life starts. People work, have childs and WHAT!!!

I am not necesserily living for marrying. I would never, if I can’t find the love of my life or i can’t trust someone. But i am such a hopeless romantic, I want to experience pure love for someone and get the same love back. It doesn’t sound so realistic so I might find it ever. But still i wish.

I want to have someone I can trust but actually it never happens in real life. Or i can’t like someone in that way, i always find some flaws. So i really need to fall in love miserably to not to see anything and love someone too much, but i don’t know if i can.

I want my s/o to propose me in a night picnic, alone and out of sudden. I would love him to carry the ring in his necklace and didn’t plan to propose exactly. Like he wants to but doesn’t know when, so he carries it with him. And that night with outbursting love, he would propose me and i accept and we have surprise weddding that night by our selves. UwU *dead*

21.  would you like to have kids?

I am not sure. First of all, I would marry to spend all my time with my s/o not for having childs. <saying this just because a lot of people around me does like that> 

I love kids but I am not sure. Like they are so cute as a baby and child but what if i can’t stand while they are in puberty?! 🤭🤭🤭

Also i sometimes feel like ‘why did i born? i didn’t want this? i don’t want to live!’ . Also feel like what if my child feels the same? Also think it is selfish to bring someone to life because we want to but life is just for suffering. Idk, i am pretty pessimist sometimes. And i dont know 😭😭😭

but i love babies, especially when they hold my forefinger with their whole fist. *cryyyyyy*

22.  how many?

Idk, bro.

23.  do you like shopping?

Yes 😉🤗🤭 i love to buy stupid things that i dont need or use.

24.  what countries have you visited?

I only visited UK and actually i loved it 😍😍😍. Also spent one day in Georgia, see around in a one day trip. But i would like to see more. 

25.  scariest nightmare you have ever had?

Let’s not talk about this. I see stupid, weird, annoying, scary dreams too much and i hate it.

26.  any enemies?

I used to have too many, but actually i realised it was one sided hate. They annoyed me but didn’t give any fuck. I hated but it only effected me, they continued carelessly so i decided to not to have one. I feel annoyed and dislike and hate people but control it to not to effect on my life. Also i try to not to have any fights with anyone. If i really don’t like them i ignore them etc.

27. any significant other?

Not yet but waiting for him to find me!

But i can’t pass this without mentioning jeon the dork jungkook. I love him 😍😭🤭

28. do you get along with your family?

I love them and i am very attached to them but also fight with them time to time.

29.  do you believe in miracles?

I believe but don’t believe i will have one.

30. how are you?

I dont know. Not too bad, not too good, enjoying but sometimes bored but sometimes tired of this life but sometimes enjoying too much???

I warned at the start so i don’t know if someone is reading still. but thanks for reading and feel free to talk to me about this stuff.

I tag everyone who wants, please tag me so i can read your answers. as the 10 people thing;

@teanites @artjjk @nochuuuenthusiast @yoongspeach @iamsadsstuff @mintseesaw @jeons-wasabi @arthoejaebum @yoongithes @kayakookie

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What website is it easy to spend too much time on? Reddit. I’m pretty easy to please - I just go through the Popular tag and I can stay scrolling for a straight hour. What's been bothering you lately? This one class with the horrible instructor I’ve been ranting about in my last few surveys. It’s 12:54 AM and I do NOT want to be thinking about it rn. Do you ever get cravings for cheese? Never. My stomach doesn’t go loco for cheese so I don’t actively look for it. Do you ever crave affection? All the time, but just with my girlfriend. I don’t like being affectionate with other people, like leaning on their shoulders for too long. Would you name your baby after someone or give him/her his or her own name? For a boy, I’m planning the name Owen at least as a second name, as a tribute to Owen Hart. For a daughter, I don’t really have solid plans yet...probably Ava (for Ava Gardner) and Audrey (for Audrey Hepburn).

Do you think boys can wear pink and girls can wear blue? Anyone can wear any color they want. It’s 2019, I thought we’ve been through this before? Which hair curlers have you had the best luck with? None of them. I don’t use hair curlers. What is the best way to curl your hair? Umm I’m not sure but the flat iron thingy that looks like tongs usually works. Idk what I’m talking about because I only ever get my hair curled by other people and only for special events haha.  Don't you hate it when people act like idiots just to make you mad? Did you mean, college groupmates? If you were thrown into a lion's den, would you trust God to save you? Welp, I lived a good life. Do you wish you could call the police on the police? OMG yes. Philippine police are a joke. Do you write in cursive or print more? Print. I have to write hurriedly when taking down notes in class, and I realized that my cursive is really ugly if I have to scribble quickly. Were you alive before the Internet came out? Nope, the Internet was already well alive when I was born. Do you like that trends from the 90's are coming back in style? I do. I wasn’t conscious then so it doesn’t give me that ~nostalgia vibe, but 90s fashion highkey slaps nonetheless. ...or would you rather have the trends stay the same as the last decade? Last decade’s trends were so awful...denim on denim, bell-bottoms, skirts and leggings in one outfit, low-waist jeans, boot cut jeans, cropped vests, dresses and pants...we do not talk about that time. What was a horrible trend when you were in high school? I think the trends took a turn for the better when I started high school. All I remember are rubber bracelets/armbands/whatchamacallem, but those were in 6th and 7th grade. What is a horrible trend now? Anything from Forever 21 that has some dumb print at the back that says something like “I hate everyone.” What would you do differently if you were God? Oh no, I wouldn’t exist. Have you ever met anyone who claimed to be God? Fortunately no. Do you believe there is any hope left? Outside the country, yes. Inside this country, very little. Do you hope that everyone is held accountable for their sins? Can I like, skip the Christian questions...ty If you had to leave the US and never come back, where would you move? Well firstly I don’t even live there. Secondly, Canada or Australia. Would you buy a castle if you could afford one? No, I don’t see the need for one. I’d rather get a swanky, fully-furnished minimalist square house. What is something you aren't okay with? Animal abuse. Do you know anyone who isn't fake? Sure. Name five people you know who aren't fake. I don’t feel like it. Do you fully trust anyone? My girlfriend. How many true Christians do you know? Do you know any? What qualifies as ‘true?’ Do you think someone's value is based on how much money they have or make? Not at allllll. There are so many billionaires who are also the biggest assholes. Would you rather be an aborted baby or a victim of child abuse? This is a horrible, tasteless question. What's one trend you're behind the times on? Anything rap, anything A$AP. Do idiots act like know-it-alls a lot around you? Hahahaha they do, actually. Do you think it's ok to call an idiot an idiot? Only if they turn into a blatant asshole, but I think being respectful still takes precedence for the most part. If you had a child with down's syndrome, would you keep him/her? I think I would, but it would honestly worry me a lot. I’d want that child to get the best care 24/7 and I know I’d never want to leave them behind. Don't you wish people who weren't qualified would stop getting handed leadership positions? Lmfao, this is deadass the PHILIPPINE GOVERNMENT. There is absoltutely no fucking one qualified on those seats right now. So to answer your question, I give you an absolutely exasperated yes. Who is the worst plagiarizer you know? Honestly every guy groupmate I’ve had have been useless and lazy. It’s very easy to tell if they simply got an entire paragraph from a website. If someone tried to murder your child, do you think it would be wrong to expose them publicly and talk about it on social media? No. I say expose them. It’s so much easier and quicker to get things done that way. Why do you think people think this is wrong? They could argue that it’s not the proper venue and that authorities should be addressed first before anyone else knows, but I’m honestly all for shaming the suspect and making sure the story makes the rounds. Probably the journalist in me. Is there a toxic person that you miss? OMG no never. Good riddance!!! Are you still contemplating going back to someone you shouldn't? I haven’t thought about the person for as long as I can remember. What do you need right now? I need to get work done and catch up on work, but I’m soooo absorbed in my one-week break that it’s hard to get out of bed :( When was the last time you had a new crush? I’ve only had one crush and that happened five years ago. Do you know any "Christians" who are rude and judgmental? All of them, save for like two people. What would you do if your Bible was falling apart? The Bible I had to use for Catholic school (because we had to read it everyday throughout grade school and high school) was worn out. I think I just stored it in the storage closet when I went off to college or something. Do you have coffee with Jesus every morning? This is a creepy question. Do you pretend to be someone you're not on facebook? Why or why not? No. It’s unnecessary. Do you know anyone who pretends to be a Christian to get attention? I don’t think so. Do you want Jesus to come back soon? OMG WHEN WILL THIS END Do you believe that Jesus is going to come back in your lifetime? NO Would you rather wear blue jeans or jeggings? Jeans. I don’t think I’ve ever owned jeggings. What is the most comfortable type of pants ever? Culottes. They don’t suffocate your legs and they give them air instead. What is something you can't wear because of your body type? XXS flowy spaghetti straps/tanktops/sleeveless tops still look large on me. Would you feel self-conscious if you wore a girls size 12 as an adult? I’m not sure what that means ahaha oof. If you have curves, do you like them? What is the curviest part of your body? My butt. Have you ever been punished for doing the right thing? Not that I know of. How often do you cry? A lot. I’m quite the crybaby. How many Christians do you know who actually care? Is Tumblr all that it's hyped up to be? Not anymore, but it’s still fun to hang around here. At what age do you think someone is old enough to give advice? Any age is good enough as long as it’s accompanied by experience. Have you ever worn matching pajamas with someone? Nah my girlfriend and I don’t have those. What helps you fall asleep? Scrolling on social media, having the AC on. Do you have a nighttime routine? No, I just lie in bed and go on my phone until I pass out. What was the last mountain you climbed? Never climbed any yet. Who is the fakest Christian you know? OMG I’m begging you to stop Who are the fakest friends you've had? Wahahaha ez question but I’m not dropping their name here! Who's the most narcissistic person you know? GAB (not my girlfriend, it’s another Gab). Who gives the best hugs? Gabie :( And Laurice. Who was the last person you hugged? Gabie.

[thekidultlife]

Oppa-ya | Jihoon Idol!AU

Genre: Fluff??? Angst?? (There might be smut on later chapters)

(A/N: Ok. Since I don’t have enough time to write a full-fledged 20k word fic, I decided to start a series. As you will read later on, you might see that the members of Y/N’s girl group are provided by me bc it would be weird to write (girl group member1/name), (girl group member2/name) and so on. Anyway, this is chapter 1, please enjoy ahaha)

Chapters: Part 1  - Part 2 - Part 3

“Hey, Woozi. You busy?”

The owner of the name averted his gaze from the piano where he was doing samplings for a later song to the other man who just entered the room. The tone of the man’s voice piqued Woozi’s interest and despite how he was planning to finish a song before the day clocks midnight, he just had to lie for the sake of his curiosity. I can finish two tomorrow.

“Oh, Bumzu-hyung. I’m not that busy, why?” Woozi replied as he turned his swivel chair while Bumzu was fishing something from his pocket, earning an arched brow from the younger.

“I want you to listen to this, but don’t tell anyone I did, ok?” Bumzu answered with a playful smile and a twinkle in his eyes as he placed on Woozi’s hands an orange flash drive.

“What’s this, hyung? Your new track?” Woozi asked again as he slid the flash drive into the correct port which opened a window on his computer screen while Bumzu fetched a stool somewhere inside the studio.

“No, no. It’s not mine,” the older man denied and Woozi had to knit his brows together in confusion. “Just listen to it and tell me what you think.”

Woozi simply shrugged at the mysterious act Bumzu was playing and instead wore his headphones on and clicked the first sound file that was in the flash drive, unknowing of what to expect.

2 years later

It was already a year since your girl group had debuted under Pledis Entertainment and you were at the end of your first world tour—returning to Seoul after a successful concert and fanmeet in Sydney.

Your group focused on incredibly versatile vocals as you were all proficient long before you became trainees. That’s why, looking back, your group immediately became trend idols as your debut song was a hit and sometimes, you couldn’t even believe that you were among the ranks of Twice and Red Velvet or even Girls Generation.

However, since the world tour was ending, you had to prepare for a comeback and it was your job to ensure that your group will continue with even better songs as the music producer. Of course you had been compared to Seventeen’s Woozi during that one episode of Weekly Idol but you professionally dodged the question, saying that he was your mentor and you were still learning. Well, the reality isn’t any different, he was indeed teaching you how to utilize the right tools for a good song; though while you were thinking about this, you were brought back to the memory of how you two first met.

1 year ago

“Don’t feel nervous, Y/N! He won’t bite,” Bumzu assured you with a chuckle as you followed him to the studio where Woozi was but you just couldn’t help but anticipate for the worst.

The plan was have Woozi teach you more about composing songs as Bumzu supervised the two of you. But you knew how awkward Woozi is with girls and you weren’t the best in socializing either. Plus, you didn’t want him to think that the songs you make are lame—but well, they are lame compared to the songs he composes.

Your thoughts were interrupted when Bumzu stopped in front of a door and pushed it open. As the two of you entered the room, you were greeted by Woozi in his usual snapback, t-shirt and sweatpants combination. He was standing by his work station with a neutral expression as you moved into the room and greeted him as well.

“Woozi, I would like you to meet Y/N. You’ll be helping her out from now on,” Bumzu introduced you as you gave a small polite smile and bowed.

“Hi, I’m Y/N. Let’s work hard together,” you added, keeping it as business-like as possible while Woozi nodded at you awkwardly; rubbing his sweaty palms together.

“I know you know him, Y/N but this is Lee Jihoon or Woozi, if you will,” Bumzu ushered Woozi to come closer so that he can shake hands with you.

“So um, yeah. Just call me Woozi or something and um, let’s do work hard,” he told you as you nodded and releasing his hand hesitantly.

There was a complete silence after as the two of you simply stared at each other, silently praying to the higher beings to stop this awkward situation. Suddenly though, you two jolted in surprise as Bumzu laughed loudly at the two of you.

“Alright. I’ll be leaving the two of you here so you can get to know each other,” he said as you widened your eyes while Woozi almost groaned in protest but wanted to be polite and all.

So when Bumzu left the studio, Woozi offered you a seat on the nearby couch where he also sat; albeit a little further away. Another round of silence enveloped the two of you but this time, Woozi sighed as you regarded him curiously.

“I’m sorry…I’m usually a good talker but, yeah…um, sorry,” he apologized to you while scratching the back of his neck; giving you a shy glance.

“I’m kind of sorry as well…I wish I could make this situation a lot better,” you replied as you gave a little pout.

“So um…Y/N, right?” he asked and you nodded. “Um, tell me how you usually compose a song.”

“Ah, well…”

It was an awkward first meeting yet your relationship gradually turned for the better as the two of you spent a lot of time together holed up in the studio. You slowly opened up to him; showing your hidden playful side and often forgetting how he was supposed to be teaching you. Meanwhile, Woozi was also beginning to warm up and would often regard you as one of his few female friends who he allowed to call him by his real name.

Yet as days and months passed by, the amazement you felt as he worked on his songs turned into admiration and the cuteness you always thought he had suddenly transformed into handsomeness and his presence you sometimes ignored became something you always searched for. Yeah, you knew. You had a crush on him.

As you wrapped up your group’s first world tour, you found yourself inside the recording room and working on some songs for your comeback and first full album. Woozi was also there; not really doing anything, but might be thinking of some tunes for future songs.

“Jihoon-oppa.”

You called out to him as you continued moving sound files in the correct order on the computer screen. He was behind you, sitting on the couch of the recording room as he fiddled with his phone—looking up as he had heard you.

“Can I ask you for some advice?” you began as your lips moved to a little smirk.

“Are you having trouble with a track?” he asked you as he sat straight, locking his phone and placing it in his pocket. Yet you shook your head.

“No, no. It’s about something else. It’s about a guy I like.”

Jihoon frowned and slumped back on the couch, totally uncomfortable as you simply laughed at his reaction.

“You know I’m not good at that stuff,” he grumbled.

“C’mon! I need some input from a guy.”

“Can’t you just ask Seungkwan or something? You’re close right?”

“I can’t. He’s like the anti-thesis of my crush. That’s why. I’m asking you, Jihoon-oppa because you have…um similar personalities…”

Jihoon groaned at you but humored you anyway. “Fine. So, what is it?”

You grinned at the computer screen and mused happily, still doing your job.

“Ah, you see oppa…this guy I like, even if I do confess to him, I don’t think it’ll turn out well between us.”

“What do you mean? Are you afraid of being rejected?” he raised a brow at you. “Who wouldn’t want to date an idol?”

“No, that’s not it. Even if we start dating, I don’t think the two of us will be happy with each other.”

“Why not? You still haven’t tried anything yet.”

You sighed, your smile faltering to a neutral expression.

“Well, judging from how busy we both are, I don’t think it’ll work out. It’s sad really, we haven’t even started but it’s bound to crash and burn. So, what do you think, oppa? Should I just hide this and spare the two of us the pain?”

“I don’t really know…”

“My thoughts exactly,” you laughed as it mixed with the furious clicking of the mouse and keyboard.

He pressed his lips together as he thought of an answer yet he came up with none and simply continued watching you finish a song.

There was an endorsement shoot for your group later that day and as you guys were finally done, you and your other members immediately went back to the van and waited for your managers. As a way to keep yourself busy, you were secretly lurking in social media sites to see what your fans were doing. Except, you were not exactly doing that.

“Oh c’mon! Am I really that compatible with Joshua-oppa?” you asked in exasperation as you locked your phone and tossed it on your lap; sighing in the process.

Leigh, who was another member of your group looked at you from the brightly lit screen of her tablet with a sympathetic gaze.

“Aww. It’s okay!” Leigh gave you a small smile. “At least we all know that the one you like is Woozi-oppa.”

You gave your fellow member a jaded look before replying. “Yeah thank you for cornering me the other day and forcing me to tell you guys who I liked.”

“But Hanna and I couldn’t resist asking you!” Leigh was laughing now as your frown deepened. “We were sure that you had a crush on him—”

“Then why do you have to ask me?!”

“We had to confirm it! We made a bet with Hazel that you had a crush on Woozi-oppa!”

You narrowed your eyes at her but since you spent years together, Leigh was not at least intimidated.

“You two still owe me two orders of milk tea.”

“I know, I know.”

You sighed though, looking at the ceiling of the van. “But that still doesn’t change the fact that we aren’t compatible with each other.”

“You still don’t know that,” Hanna piped in as she entered the car with a steaming cup of espresso.

“Are you still collecting for that Starbucks planner?” you asked, deliberately trying to escape a hot seat situation.

“Yes, so Y/N, tell me if you’re buying a latte later.”

“I don’t really drink coffee—”

“Anyway, you still don’t know if you’re compatible with Woozi-oppa or not,” Hanna interrupted you as she seated next to Leigh, earning a pout from you who almost successfully changed the topic.

“Do you know how many shipping requests I asked in Tumblr? I was shipped with Wonwoo-oppa four times, Joshua-oppa three times and even Seungkwan. Out of all thirteen boys!” You almost shouted in annoyance. “I mean yeah, it’s not their fault if they shipped me with someone else but that shows that I’m not compatible with him.”

“I guess what they say is true. If you’re a genius up here,” Hanna started as she pointed her head, then continued, placing a hand on her chest, “you’re stupid right here.”

“Hey. I’m not stupid,” you protested but Leigh interrupted you.

“Who bases her love life on Tumblr anyway?”

You looked at her with a glare. “’Hello, Seungcheol-oppa? Leigh likes you—'”

“DON’T. TELL. HIM!” Leigh was already holding you in an arm lock as you laughed at her reaction.

“I might if you don’t stop,” you threatened and Leigh immediately released you.

“Ah these two. Anyway, don’t talk as if it’s the end. Who knows he might actually like you,” Hanna added as the two of you finally settled back on your seats.

“Yeah, in my dreams,” you said sarcastically but sighing in the end.

In another part of Seoul, your problem seemed to have locked its place inside Jihoon’s mind that he continued to think about it until later that night as he and his members were eating ramyeon in a restaurant.

“Seungkwan-ah, do you know who Y/N likes?” he suddenly asked as the guy in front of him choked on his noodles.

“No, I don’t. Honestly, that girl wouldn’t tell me anything,” Seungkwan replied with little pout as he reiterated his annoyance with his chopsticks, moving it to and fro.

“Maybe her members will know? Why don’t you ask?” Seungcheol suggested but Jihoon only sighed, shaking his head in dismissal.

“I can’t even befriend a girl, how am I supposed to ask them?” he replied.

“But why do you want to know anyway?” Wonwoo piped in as he chewed a piece of meat, earning a few concessional whispers from the other guys.

“Well she just asked me for some advice earlier and I actually don’t know what to say,” Jihoon honestly answered as he took a sip from his cola, watching the ice swim around his drink.

“Why would Y/N want advice from you, hyung? You’re clueless in love,” Seungkwan remarked as the older guy glared at him.

“That’s what I told her but she asked anyway and it’s not leaving my mind,” Jihoon muttered as he gave a careless shrug.

“Alright, hyung. Let’s make a deal. I’ll have her spit it out in exchange for some chicken,” Seungkwan grinned as his hyung smiled mischievously.

“Which one do you want? The one in front of Pledis or the one across the street?” Jihoon asked, his smirk ever growing.

“Your call.”

“Hey! Let me in too!” Soonyoung, at the end of the table interrupted and Jihoon had to sigh.

“Alright fine. As long as you don’t mess it up,” Jihoon exasperatedly replied as he looked at his glass of cola, still believing that Soonyoung would mess it up.

-Admin Hyeri

[rin412]

Love Ballad (Prologue)

~ A Samurai Love Ballad Party Fanfiction ~ ~Warning! Samurais x OC pairings! If you don’t like my pairing, I don’t care. lol~ ~Future AU~ ~Definitely OOC so please prepare yourself to vomit~

Okay, so, I made a... thing again. After I was on hiatus for quite a long time. I’m still trying to collect my muse, so please spare me ;;;;

Again, I warn you before you read. These are my own pairings and my own AU. I don’t care if you don’t like it or disagree to it, I’m the ruler of my own world. lol

ok jk or maybe not

Anyway, please enjoy!

Spring….

Sakura petals are everywhere, accompany me while walking through the front gate of my school.

Today is the day of my new semester in second grade in highschool. To be honest, I kind of looking forward for this day because I hope I can meet new friends. Hmm, I can’t say that my first year was all that good, yes. Because… uhh… I just… couldn’t socialize well enough. No, it’s fine. Something ridiculous like bullying didn’t happen at all. It’s just… most of my classmates were quite… fashionable ones? They were always talking about make-up, newest trend, etc. And I guess I’m just… not really used to that kind of thing.

Ahaha…

Well…

I know, I was the one at fault…

But still, I want to live my life however I like. I have to enjoy it! Why, you asked? That’s because I—

“Shut up, old man!”

“Huh?” before I even step into my school ground, I see a looking-expensive black car in front of the gate. There’s a boy with yellow hair shouts loudly to an old man that just closed the car’s door for him.

The boy wears a hard expression, I can practically see his face full of wrinkles here and there. He looks so angry. I wonder why…

“But, Master. If something happens to you, I suppose I can hel—“

“No need.”

“But this is your first da—“

“I told you, just go home already, Sakai! I can do the rest here by myself! I’m not a kid anymore!”

“But, Maste—“

“I said go home, you deaf!! Are you trying to embarrass me on purpose?! Treating me like a kid all the damn time?!”

“I’m just worri—“

“No need. Now go.”

“But—“

“I said GO! Before I pull your hair and make you completely bald!”

“Y-yes! Please! Spare my hair! N-now if you will excuse me—“

“Hurry!”

“Y-yes!!” the old man looks so scared of that boy and quickly get into the car. Then he opens the window and says, “I will pick you up here after school, Maste—“

“Yeah, whatever. Now go!”

“Y-yes..!”

And there he goes….

My, what a scary boy. Judging from the way that old man’s way of calling him, I bet he’s a rich one. Maybe that old man is his driver? Well, who knows…

Before I realize it, he already walks into the school ground. Probably he noticed that I’m looking at him intently, he stops himself in front of me and looking down at me with such arrogance and scary smile, “Listen.”

“Huh?”

“Don’t say anything to anyone about what just happened before. Got it?”

“Why should I—“

“GOT…. IT….?”

Whoa, he peers closer with a really cold and scarier smile ever!! I quickly nod and he let out a satisfied grin, “Good. Now get off my way.”

“You can just walk over—“

“I said get off my way, stupid wench!”

“Wha--?!”

Before I can even spits out a complain, he shoves me away to the point I fall on the ground. How rude!! But look at him! He doesn’t even care and just walks away while humming a song.

Ugh, great. My first day of second grade and I’m already facing this kind of worst luck ever. Look at my skirt. All dirty now. I will have my revenge! Just you wait—

….

Uhh..

What’s his name again?

…..

Okay, great. You forgot to ask….

“Sigh…”

“Are you okay?”

“Huh?” I look up and I see a cute girl with a black ribbon on the left side of her light brown hair. Oh dear, look at her smile. What an angel.

She offers her hand and helps me stand up. What a nice girl…!

“Did you hurt yourself?” she asks, worried.

“O-oh no, I’m fine! I just… uhh….” Oh right, I can’t say anything about that boy’s evil side. Remembering that, I decided to just say, “I just… a-accidentally tripped….? Ahahaha!”

“Ah, I see. Please be careful next time, okay?” she seriously worries about me? Oh my god, she really is an angel!!

“Y-yes! I’ll be more careful! T-thank you for your help!”

“No, it’s fine. Oh right, it’s almost the time for the ceremony! Let’s hurry!”

I take a look at my watch, and surely, it’s almost the time. Oh dear, my head was so full about that boy, I almost forgot!

The cute girl who was walking ahead of me suddenly stops herself and turns back to me, “Your name?”

“Huh?”

“What’s your name?”

“Me? O-oh, my name is Rin.”

“All right, Rin!”

“Whoa…!” she suddenly holds my hand and pulls me along to run with her through the school ground.

While running with all our might, she says with a cheerful smile, “My name is Ane! Nice to meet you, Rin!”

“A-Ane! Okay! Nice to meet you too! Haha!”

Well, maybe my first day isn’t so bad at all. I hope I’m in the same class with Ane!

*later, after the ceremony*

I just saw on the notice board that my new class is in 2-E. Hmm, I wonder what kind of people that are waiting for me. I’m looking forward to it already.

Then, before I realized it, I arrived in front of my class. A bit nervous, I take a peek inside. There really is no one that I know here. I guess Ane isn’t in the same class with me. Aw…

“Rin?”

“Huh?” I turn to the source of voice behind me, and I quickly put on a cheerful smile again, “Ane!!”

“I guess we’re in the same class then? I look forward to it!”

“Y-yes! Me too!! I hope we can be a good friend!”

“What are you talking about? We’re a good friend already!”

“Aah, you don’t know how happy I am to hear that!” I hug her excitedly.

Yes!! I can see a bright future of my new life ahead!

*then, homeroom time*

We finally start our first homeroom, and the homeroom teacher’s name is Uesugi Kenshin. Hmm, if I take a look properly, he looks so beautiful for a man. Ugh, I feel like I just became a failure woman. I wonder where did my beauty go….?

“Hm?” I sense a shadow is moving through the slightly opened class door. I take a look, and I see a girl is peeking through the door’s window. Who is she? Why is she not in her class?

Also….

Look at that expression….

She’s… blushing?

I wonder if she’s looking at her crush here. Aw, too bad that they are in separate classroom.

I follow her gaze, and suddenly I realize that she’s not looking to the student desks. She’s looking to the sight in front of our class, Mr. Uesugi.

Whoa…

To think she even ditched her class to see Mr. Uesugi…

I guess someone will do anything for love, huh. I wonder if there will be a time for me to be like that girl too…?

*then, lunch time*

“First day of school is still light and fun, huh.” I say as I stretch my arms out after sit on a hard chair for a long time. Ugh, I suddenly miss my sofa.

“Well, we should prepare ourselves for the upcoming homeworks and tests. So we better have fun now. Haha.” Ane says with a wry smile.

“I suppose so.” I say with a chuckle, “Hey, Ane. Let’s go buy breads in the canteen!”

“I have my own lunch today, so…”

“Whoa, as expected. Let me see!”

“Sure. Here!” Ane opens her lunch box and there, at that time, once again I feel like I lost my beauty and pride as a woman.

I mean, look at this cute lunch box!! How could you even dare to eat these food babies?! Starving sounds better rather than have to eat these cuties!!

“I-I wonder if it looks weird….” Ane seems worried when she saw my reaction.

“No!! it’s the best lunch ever!!” I say with an excited voice.

Ane looks shy and she’s blushing a little, “T-thank you…”

Huhu, she’s so cute…

Wait, the lunch will be over if I don’t hurry!

“Ane, I will go buy my bread and milk first, okay?” I said as I get up from my seat.

“Sure. Want me to go with you?” she offers with a smile.

God!! Go to the canteen together with someone!! I feel like my real youth just started now…!

But wait. Ane has a lot of kind of foods. I bet she needs time to finish that. And, we know what kind of hell school canteen is, so…

Yeah, it will take time…

“I can go by myself. You go ahead and eat your lunch, okay?” I said with a grin on my face.

“Are you sure? Are you going to be okay?”

“Why are you so worried, though? I only buy bread and milk.”

“Well, you seem like the type who eat a lot, so…”

Are you saying I’m fat, Ane? Are you saying that I’m going to buy TONS of foods?

Okay, good. Rin, I guess it’s the time for you to go on a diet.

*a while later*

I guess I was too late. No, I guess the school canteen has became a worst hell ever.

I mean, look at this empty box….

I REPEAT! IT! IS! EMPTY!

Great, I see no breads! SOLD OUT!

Now what to do? Geez…

Looks like I have to skip my lunch.

“S-Saizo, are you sure you’re going to buy THAT much?!”

“Hm?” I hear a familiar voice beside me, and I see the famous duo, Sanada Yukimura and Kirigakure Saizo. I heard Saizo is so popular that he actually broke the record for got 500 chocolates in Valentine Day last year.

“Dear, this much of dangos aren’t problem at all. Now you go ahead and pay for me.” Saizo said while leaving Yukimura behind.

“Wha--?! Mmrrgh, damn you, Saizo! Always, and always!” though, Yukimura paid Saizo’s dango in the end. Yeah, Yukimura is so popular too thanks to his opposite side from Saizo. He’s such a shy boy, and he’s very kind. Meanwhile Saizo doesn’t seem to care about his surroundings and always keep that coldness of him.

“I can see the reason why Yukimura is so popular, but… Saizo…?” I mumble to myself, until…

“I know, right?”

“Huh?” someone agreed to my opinion and I quickly turn to face the source of that voice, “E-err…”

“Oh, forgive me, I forgot to introduce myself!” she laughs with such beauty and elegance. Whoa, does this girl really exist in our school? I didn’t know, “My name is Kobayashi Chiaki. And you?”

“Me? Ah, I’m Rin. Nice to meet you, Kobayashi.”

“Nice to meet you too, Rin! And please, just call me Chiaki. Both of us will get confuse after all.”

“Both?”

“Oh, I was talking about my twin sister. See? She’s over there.”

I follow her gaze, and I see a girl with a low twintail stands in the middle of busy and noisy canteen. Apparently she’s staring silently at Saizo with an unreadable expression. Though, I wonder why…

That small back of her…. looks so… lonely.

“I hate that Saizo, you see.” Chiaki suddenly mumbles.

“Why?” I ask her in curiousity.

“Before we met Saizo, Chise was a cheerful girl. She didn’t has this kind of flat expression. I miss her laughs.”

“Chise? Oh, so that’s her name.”

“When we met Saizo, Chise suddenly became like this up until now. I don’t know what did happen between them, but I surely hate Saizo for taking my sister’s soul…!”

Whoa, that’s a dark expression you have there…!

Also, Chise is still alive, oi…!

*later, in corridor*

“Ugh, in the end I didn’t get to eat anything… I guess I will just ask Ane to share her lunch? Will she even give it to me, though?”

As I’m wondering what to do about my empty stomach, I see our another popular student is currently….scolding….another student, I guess? I mean, it’s him. The famous one-eyed student council president, Date Masamune. He’s holding a… ah… adult magazine…

The owner of that magazine is no one but his own cousin, Date Shigezane. Masamune is likely your image of a full moon in the cold night, and Shigezane is the sun in the bright and clear blue sky. These two are so… unique, I think.

“Shigezane, how many times do I have to remind you, stop bringing this kind of magazine to school!”

“Sorry, Masa. But you see, my friend asked me the other day—“

“I don’t care about your friend. Just stop breaking the rules at school. Don’t bring shame to our family.”

“I know, I know… but Masa—“

“No buts.” Masamune hits Shigezane’s head with the magazine lightly.

“Masa, you’re no fun! I am fine with all the scolding, but I can’t let you not enjoy your highschool life!”

“Why are we talking about me now?”

Then, I see a young teacher walks in the corridor and approach those two. That teacher is still in training, or so I heard. His name is Katakura Kojuro.

“I personally agree with Shigezane about you should enjoy your highschool life.” Mr. Katakura said with a smile, “But I disagree about enjoy it by reading an adult magazine at school.”

“Ugh….” Shigezane pouts, “Kojuro, you’re so harsh…”

“Call me Mr. Katakura….!”

I chuckle a little at their conversation as I continue on my way to my class.

*finally, classroom*

As I sit down on my chair, I let out a very long sigh. Ane who just done ate her lunch is looking at me, worried, “Are you okay, Rin?”

“I don’t think so… ugh… I’m hungry…”

“How about your bread?”

“Sold out…”

“That’s too bad. And I just finished my lunch too… I’m sorry.”

“No, no. It’s fine.”

I guess I just have to hang in there a little bit. Ugh, I hope I can survive this.

Oh wait, this could be my chance to start on my diet!

“Your face…”

“Huh?” I look up, and I see a girl with right sided ponytail is looking down at me in front of my desk.

“Your face looks terrible. Have you had your lunch?”

“Uhh, not yet….”

“The bread that she wanted to eat just sold out.” Ane added and explained my horrible situation. Okay, that’s a bit exaggerating.

“I see…” the girl suddenly holds out a skewer of dango in front of me, “Here. At least have this. You don’t always have to eat bread to fill your stomach, right?”

“Ah, thank you. Then, I take your offer, err…”

“Shimizu Ryuu. Just call me Ryuu, okay? We’re classmate after all.”

“I see. Okay, Ryuu. Thank you!” as I eat the dango, I suddenly realize, “Wait, didn’t Saizo just buy…”

“Ah, I got this from him.”

“What? He shared his dango?!”

“Err, it will be a long story, but to make it short… yes? Hahaha.”

“Wow, that Saizo is actually sharing his dango.”

Ane seems confused, “Why are you so surpised? Sharing food is normal thing, right?”

Ryuu answers with a wry smile, “Well, not for Saizo, you see. You can say he’s quite a stingy when it came to dango.”

“Then why did you…?”

“Like I said, it will be a long story, so let’s just assume he happened to be in the mood to share? Hahaha.”

This Ryuu girl…

Could it be… she’s Saizo’s girlfriend?

Maybe she’s hiding it because she afraids Saizo’s popularity will go down. Also, maybe to avoid that bullying stuff and all…

Whoa, that’s an exciting love story, indeed. I wonder if that’s true.

*then, afterschool*

On my way to my home, while walking on the side of the road, I feel a sudden cold breeze is hitting my skin. Ugh, I guess it’s still a bit cold after all. I should have brought my jacket.

Hm?

Though, not long after I said that, I feel a cold water droplets on my cheeks, and gradually it became the rain that pours down heavily.

Oh, shoot! I better find a shelter!

I run as fast as I can, until finally I arrive in front of a traditional japanese sweets store. Okay, good. At least I find a place to—

“Stupid wench?”

“Huh?” I know that voice. Yes, I know it pretty well. And that rude way of speaking. It belongs to no one but, “You!! The rude guy in the morning!”

“Now who is the rude one?!” he glares while eating his strawberry daifuku.

“Ugh…. I guess my first day isn’t really that perfect after all…”

“…..”

“I got shoved by a rude guy in the morning, my favourite bread sold out, I only ate one skewer of dango, and now I’m stuck under a heavy rain with YOU out of all people…”

“I really wonder who is the rude one now…”

“How sucks.”

“How noisy.”

“Why are you even here?”

“And what’s the point of telling you?”

“Okay, forget it.”

“……”

“……..”

Urgh, this guy, I swear. He’s such an annoying and arrogant brat! My first step of my passionate and beautiful youth isn’t as smooth as I imagine—

“Achoo!” oh, great. Why does it has to be this cold anyway? What a bad timing.

Though, not long until I feel a warmth over my head. I touch and try to feel it, and I realized it’s his coat. This is quite a big one. Is a guy’s body really this big?

Wait wait wait wait!!

What are you even thinking?!

W-well, at least now I know that he has a good side to—

“Don’t make such annoying face.”

“Huh?!”

“I just don’t want you to spread your virus to my daifuku.”

“Now I won’t.”

“Great. And I suppose you know how to watch your attitude, right?”

“Grr…”

“What do we have to say again?”

“…an… you…”

“What? I can’t hear you~”

“….tha… ou…”

“Louder~”

“T-thank you!”

“Hmph.” He quickly puts on a satisfied grin on his face.

Urgh, I take my words back! He’s seriously the worst guy ever!!

To be continued

P.S: do expect a very slow update. Huhu, sorry.

[chmpn-remix]

Okay I’m gonna do that end of the year meme now because I’m surprisingly bored

First things first, did you have a good year? ~ it’s been weird. Honestly speaking it’s been good. I did so much travelling compared to the other 22 years of my life. But I also lost friends and things were shifting quite a bit in that department (mostly for online friends) and that part was meh

How old did you turn this year? ~ 23

Do you feel your age? ~ both yes and no. This year /was/ the year of finally feeling like I’m going somewhere, career wise. and I think it’s more accepting the fact that it’s okay not to feel like an adult yet even though I am

Did your appearance change in anyway? ~ ooh! I started stretching my ears in January and now they’re at 0g! I dyed hair and went through colors I’ve used before so that’s not super new

Post your favorite selfie. ~ it’s not on my laptop so maybe I’ll post it later

If you traveled, where did you go? ~ on March @notpassingfascination drove us to Boise, ID to see panic at the disco!! and then at the end of June I went to Calgary for Otafest 

Which fashion trends did you love? ~ none for this year really, though I updated my wardrobe to include office casual stuff ahaha

Which fashion trends did you hate? ~ none that I can remember immediately

What was your favorite article of clothing this year? Post a pic if possible? ~ my fuckin space pants!! tho im fairly sure I didn’t buy it this year I think? maybe??

What song sums up this year for you? ~ What’s My Age by Blink-182 hahahahahahhaHAHAH

What album came out and has been on heavy rotation since then? ~ oh man After Laughter definitely

What was your favorite movie of the year? ~ Guardians of the Galaxy volume 2!!!! also wonderwoman

Did an actor/actress catch your attention for the first time this year? ~ nope but for bands it’s Waterparks and Set It Off

Favorite new TV show? ~ none that are new, but the main ones for this year are Game of Thrones and Stranger Things

Which new ship/fandom has taken over a lot of your time, attention, and tears? ~ uhhh tbh I’ve been all over the place but I’m still in the top fandom. In mostly correct order I’ve gotten into Set It Off, Halsey’s new album, Paramore’s After Laughter and also their self titled album, Voltron, GoT, Stranger Things, Waterparks and rn I’m really into Doki Doki Literature Club and kinda watching let’s players play games?

What food did you try for the first time? ~ nothing I can think of tbh

Did you make any big permanent changes this year? ~ not really, but I think I’m getting new glasses before the year is over

What was one nice thing you did for someone else? ~ this year I decided to buy my friends christmas gifts!

What was one nice thing you did for yourself? ~ set tasks/goals that are more achievable and changed my mentality a bit about getting work done. it’s getting a lil better or at least I’m feeling a lil better about it

Did you develop a new obsession? ~ nothing that was as big as twenty one pilots was in 2015 ahaha. I did have a long phase where I listened to Paramore’s self-titled almost every day

Did you vote? ~ yes!

Did you move? ~ nope

Did you get a job? ~ yes! tbh I’ve worked at like 3 places this year woah

Did you get a pet? ~ yes! I’m taking care of my boyfriend’s cat Luna (who is kinda also partly my cat)

Do you regret not doing anything? ~ buddy I have a constant feeling that I’m not doing enough s o

Do you regret doing something? ~ deleting that friend off snapchat ahahah that was honestly an accident but oh fuckin well

Have you done anything that scared you? ~ taking on new responsiblities at work

Did anyone/thing make you so mad it stayed with you for days? ~ I have a family friend who is a 14 y/o foster kid and he’s always getting into trouble. At least once a month he’ll tell me something worrying and it’ll make me mad but also frustrated and worried and everything else

Did you lose anyone close to you? ~ not in the death sense no

Did you fall in love? ~ with beb, always!! I also recently fell in love with 21 Questions by Waterparks ;D along with Paramore’s last two albums and the album Duality by Set It Off

Did you fall out of love? ~ platonic love yeah. it’s getting a lil better

Did you start a new relationship? ~ only platonic relationships m’dude

Did you go through a break up? ~ ONLY PLATONIC BREAKUPS M’DUDE

Did you have to cut ties to someone? ~ I already answered this

Who was important to you this year but wasn’t important last year? ~ b!! they are precious. Also Allie! she is a positive vibe in my life

Who wasn’t as important to you this year as they were last year? ~ One Person *looks straight into the camera*

If you could have a do over on one thing you did, would you take it? ~ yes I would’ve approached Reeve Carn*y and asked for an autograph ahaha

What was the best moment of the year for you? ~ almost straight up bawling right after PATD performed Nine in the Afternoon

What was the worst? ~ teaching this one class of two students and I was just...not on the ball that day the lead teacher was observing and I was so fuckin nervous and it was an absolute mess. that was the worst moment but the worse thing happening this year happened really slowly over time so

Did anything happen that you were sure would change you as a person but it really didn’t? ~ ngl these past 2 years are just me thinking about when I was 12 and thinking “yeah 20+ y/o me will have it figured out all the future adult stuff is her problem!” and here I am realizing I’m still that 12 year old and struggling to deal with so many things. i dont think i answered the question but tbh I’m p sure getting a job and being in grad school would Change me but not really? I’m still me but maybe a tiny bit better?

Did anything happen to you that you were sure wouldn’t change you as a person but it did? ~ I wasn’t expecting to go into therapy this year and it change me more than I expected it to and I’m really glad

What are you most proud of accomplishing? ~ being a sub teacher! It’s an important step to being a real teacher!!

What have you learned about yourself this year that you didn’t know in the years prior? ~ that I am still a petty lil shit that can’t let go (though this was for good reason tho)

Did your opinion of anyone change for the better? ~ not really?

Did your opinion of anyone change for worse? ~ meh

If you make resolutions, did you complete them this year? ~ haha no

If you make resolutions, what will your resolutions be for the coming year? ~ I don’t really make resolutions bc i know I won’t keep them ahah

If you could go on an adventure during the remaining days of the year, where would you go and what would you do?  Who would you go with? ~ ngl anywhere in a car with either Randi or beb would be an adventure to me

What do you wish for others for the coming year? ~ define others because I can’t think of a blanket wish for Everyone

What do you wish for yourself? ~ to move the fuck on and also actually like...be in the moment? I did so many adult things but I feel like I’m just going through the motions...idk I also wish I’ll be able to handle more responsibility

[yotsutama]

Hello Fukuoka! (02/21)

Special thanks to (@aseria) for proofreading (^_-)-☆

Visual Board Tour Event:

Sendai | Sapporo | Hiroshima | Fukuoka

Mitsuki: Let’s begin for today! IDOLISH7’s web program…

All: Kimi to ‘Ai'dolish Nai to~!

Iori: This web program is presented by the seven of us, IDOLISH7, and takes place the same time as our tour to seven cities, “Visual Board Tour”.

Mitsuki: It’s sad that we had to leave Hiroshima. But starting today on February 21, we are visiting Fukuoka! People of Fukuoka, please take care of us~!

Sougo: We have already visited 4 cities, it feels like it’s gone by so quickly.

Yamato: We are grateful that we’ve done well in each city.

Tamaki: We are grateful.(1)

Riku: Tamaki, what’s with that tone?

Iori: You just wanted to use the old-fashioned sentence you just learned in our traditional japanese lesson, didn’t you.

Riku: Ahahaha, I see! You’re so cute, Tamaki!

Tamaki: What, Rikkun. Don’t treat me like a child!

Sougo: To think that you remember the things you learned in school… That’s so amazing, Tamaki-kun!

Tamaki: Sou-chan, you’re so bad at praising.

Yamato: Sou, that’s a bad thing to say to a person who is always motivated by praises.

Sougo: Eh… Did I make a mistake somewhere…?

Mitsuki: All of you wait! This just started and you’re off topic so early this time!

Nagi: Please give it up Mitsuki. If we don’t go off topic, the audience will get bored.

Mitsuki: I know Nagi. Don’t say anymore than that…!

Yamato: 'Boring’ doesn’t suit us, does it.

Mitsuki: He said it――!!

Nagi: That being said, people of Fukuoka, please take care of us. (2)

Mitsuki: We’re sorry for the bad start! To the staff who did the planning of this episode, please forgive us!

Mitsuki: Now for the first corner, “Confess Your Love in Dialect!”

All: Ooh~!

Mitsuki: The rules will be explained by, let’s see, Iori please!

Iori: Yes. Just as the title says, one member must confess using the dialect of the city we’re currently visiting. The confessions are chosen by acquaintances of our staff so the dialect used might be out of date today, but we would be glad if you would forgive us.

Mitsuki: Tamaki is in charge of Fukuoka, right? Are you ready?

Tamaki: I’m not.

Mitsuki: No, you’re ready, aren’t you? You practiced it in dressing room earlier.

Yamato: You’re at that age, huh~ you must be embarrassed now.

Tamaki: My classmates teased me a lot because I’m doing this! (the confession challenge)

Mitsuki: Ahaha, it’s nice to be a high schooler! Iori, you didn’t receive anything like that?

Tamaki: Iorin had a 'please don’t bother me’ aura surrounding him so he didn’t.

Iori: Leave this topic alone, just do the confession already!

Riku: I wonder what Tamaki’s confession is like! He never talks about this kind of thing. (3)

Sougo: To think that I will get to see Tamaki-kun’s new side, my heart is throbbing now.

Tamaki: Don’t say that! Why is everyone looking at me!?

Nagi: Relax, Tamaki. You will want to confess… you will want to confess… (4)

Tamaki: Fuhaha, I’m not going to fall for that Nagicchi. My eyes are closed!

Yamato: Just how long must I watch these exchanges?

Mitsuki: Judging by the look on the staffs’ faces, I think it’s still okay to let them continue.

Riku: Ah, there’s a note from the staff! “We received a request from the audiences, they want MEZZO’’ to confess to each other.”

Sougo: U, uum…

Yamato: The rule was like that at first, but it changed because of Mitsuki and I.

Iori: Seriously, what a sly adult.

Mitsuki: I am sorry…

Tamaki: Impossible. MEZZO’’ will have a serious survival crisis if I do it!

Riku: Okay, then I’ll hold your hand Tamaki! It will be better than doing it alone, right?

Tamaki: Even if Rikkun helps me, impossible is still impossible…!!

Sougo: Tamaki-kun, I have some advice for you.

Tamaki: What?

Sougo: Actually, I already predicted that this will happen. I have prepared a 'Ousama’ (King) Pudding mask so Tamaki-kun can confess to me without being nervous.

(it’s Sou-chan’s drawing)

Tamaki: Gyaaaaa!!

Riku: Waaa!!

Mitsuki: As expected of Sougo, you predicted this!

Nagi: Confessing to 'Ousaka’ Pudding, I see. I’m sure the impression of this episode will last forever.

Yamato: Gyahaha! Good for you, Tama!

Tamaki: What the hell!!? At least wear a cuter pudding mask!!

Mitsuki: Well, well Tamaki, Sougo is thinking of you and prepared that mask for you.

Iori: That’s right. Are you going to waste Ousaka-san’s efforts?

Nagi: Tonight, “Ousaka Pudding” and “Confession” will definitely appear on the trending topics.

Tamaki: Sou-chan, you will definitely get scolded by some important person from King Pudding’s company!

Sougo: No need to worry about it. They already gave me permission.

Tamaki: Hey, don’t give him permission!! More importantly, don’t talk to me with that mask on!!!

Mitsuki: Tamaki, give it up already. The King Pudding company treats us favorably since we collaborated with them that one time.

Sougo: Thank you very much for giving us consent. We will not waste it and use this place to repay it.

Yamato: That mask plus those serious words are too funny. Aahh, I’m laughing so much my stomach hurts.

Riku: A mask, that’s so nice…! I want to use it too sometime!

Nagi: I suggest you to wear a Kokona headband, Riku.

Iori: I will not let you wear anything involving Kokona.

Mitsuki: Tamaki, if you could confess after receiving all these high expectations, that would be so great! I respect you so much! I really need to learn from you more!

Tamaki: …… Really, Mikki?

Mitsuki: Really, really! If you can do it, I’ll call you Super Tamaki.

Tamaki: Okay.

Tamaki: ……. *cough*

Tamaki: ……….. King Pudding, I love you!!! (5)

All: Hyu~! Hyuu~!

Yamato: Wait, you confessed to King Pudding at the end?

Mitsuki: It’s just like Tamaki though, isn’t it fine?

Nagi: We give so many expectations to Tamaki’s confession that the staff is panicking now. This is what they call an 'adult’s circumstance’, isn’t it?

Mitsuki: Nagi, don’t say that…!

Riku: The staff is waving their hands with unbelievable speed!

Iori: No, they’re just denying him.

Sougo: U, um……

Yamato: What is it, Sou. Are you dissatisfied with Tama’s confession?

Sougo: No… Is it alright for me to take off the mask now?

Mitsuki: Ahaha, it’s fine! Good work, Sougo. Tamaki looked so cool, you know!

Riku: You could do it without holding hands, Tamaki!

Tamaki: Huh.

Mitsuki: Now that the staff has calmed down, let’s begin the next corner, “Talk About Your Memories in that City!”

All: Let’s talk about it~!

Matsuki: Ok. The explanation of the program, Nagi, I leave it to you!

Nagi: Yes. In this corner, we will talk about our memories in the city our billboard picture is located at.

Mitsuki: Thanks! Iori, do you have anything to say about Fukuoka?

Iori: In the restaurant we visited, we got to eat popular foods such as Mentaiko and Gyoza, it was really fun.

Yamato: Fukuoka has many foods that goes well with sake.

Mitsuki: I think it depends on which restaurant, but I thought so too! They were so delicious~!

Iori: Also, our billboard picture in Fukuoka was quite impressive. The theme was a refreshing, 'festival’ motif. I think it ended up looking like the usual IDOLiSH7.

Iori: Except, there was someone who stood out more than the rest with an adult atmosphere surrounding him. I was surprised. (6)

Riku: He looked so cool! I’m sure the fans in Fukuoka will be delighted seeing it!

Nagi: I was so happy that I found a Magical★Kokona mask in the box of items we were allowed to use in the billboard picture. That’s when I thought to myself, “they understand me.”

Riku: Nagi was so excited that time!

Iori: It’s good that you got permission to use it in our billboard picture.

Nagi: Figures and tapestry, acrylic keyholder and button badges are important, but are still normal items. To think that they had a Kokona mask however, I could no longer hold my excitement.

Yamato: Stop, Nagi. Leave this topic alone until we’re in dressing room.

Nagi: OH! Yamato, I see you finally realize Kokona’s charms. We have no choice but to continue this in Mitsuki’s room after we go home today.

Mitsuki: What do you mean ‘today’! Why is it always my room…

Riku: Because it’s comfortable in Mitsuki’s room!

Tamaki: I know. Mikki’s room is comfortable. He always let us in with smile on his face too.

Sougo: I agree, Mitsuki-san’s room is the easiest to visit.

Mitsuki: I think it’s because your rooms reflect your habits too much that it’s hard to go in!

Iori: Ousaka-san’s room is nice too. But sometimes I can hear the sound of chainsaws from it…

Sougo: Ah, that’s because I have started doing DIY projects lately… (7)

Yamato: Do it outside the dorm! Outside!

Mitsuki: Okaay, attention please! It seems like it’s time to wrap it all up now. Now for Fukuoka’s detailed announcements, I leave it to Tamaki!

Tamaki: Got it. IDOLiSH7’s tour to seven cities, “Visual Board Tour 2017” will take place in Fukuoka starting from today, February 21st. There will be posters, CM, and merchandise, be sure to check it out.

Yamato: There’s also Tama’s message on our billboard picture in Fukuoka Station.

Tamaki: Ohh. I wrote it.

Nagi: Please keep looking forward to our photoshoots on Twitter!

Mitsuki: Okay then, everyone! See you next episode! 3, 2, 1!

All: The next “Kimi to 'Ai'dolish Nai to!”, don’t miss it!!!!!

To be continued….

T/N

(1) 'We’re grateful’ or 'thank you’ is “arigato” in japanese. Tamaki says “arigatashi" here.

(2) Nagi says "yoroshiku onegaishimasu” but he most likely wanted to hint that this is how they always act, so be prepared.

(3) “He never talks about this kind of thing”. Meaning, Tamaki had never confess to anyone before and never talk about this

(4) In story 2, Sougo says Tamaki will do what he is told to do if it’s repeated over and over, like when he tells Tamaki “You’re sleepy, right? Sleepy, sleepy, sleepy,” so Nagi is trying to attempt something similar here.

(5) Tamaki’s confession is in Fukuoka dialect. Romaji: “ousama purin, bari suitoo yo!!”. SO CUTE

(6) Iori is talking about this sinful man.

((op: the others wear pants but he doesn’t. why??))

(7) DIY or Do It Yourself: building, modifying, or repairing things without the direct aid of experts or professionals.

Thanks for reading!!🍀💙

[hopelesscobwebs]

92 Asks Game!

I’m finally doing this. I thought it would be fun and i’m bored af so here we go:

Tagged by: @just-a-crazy-nerd love you <3

LAST

1) Drink: Water (gotta stay hydrated y’all)

2) Phone call: My Dad.

3) Text message: “My legs are dead. All I wanna do is sleep but I have to do music homework” to my friend like a week ago (I don’t text much lmao).

4) Song listened to: Sumertime, By My Chemical Romance

5) Time you cried: Maybe 2 days ago? (I was really sad over MCR), but the last time I really, like really cried was maybe last week.

HAVE YOU EVER

6) Dated somebody twice: ahaha twice? You’re so funny. I haven’t dated someone once...

7) Been cheated on: My cat once slept on my sisters bed instead of mine so that counts.

8) Kissed someone and regretted it: What don’t you get about FOREVER ALONE HERE.

9) Lost someone special: Perhaps, It kinda depends really what you count as “lost”. But yeah, unfortunately.

10) Been depressed: I have been in dark mindsets a lot lately.

11) Gotten drunk and puked: Never been drunk before (I am so cool like that)

THREE FAVOURITE COLOURS

12) Probably Blue, But to narrow it down: Teal

13) Rich purple

14) Probably black

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU

15) Made new friends: Tons (ilysm guys)

16) Fallen out of love: no (kinda yes... but William doesn’t count)

17) Laughed until you cried: Yes, Yesterday (we were bottle flipping and then someone made a seal noise, don’t even get me started)

18) Found out someone was gossiping about you: Hopefully not, there’s not much to gossip about when it comes to me.

19) Met someone who changed your life: If Discovering MCR counts... then yes.

20) Found out who your true friends are: *Ahem*... yes...

21) Kissed someone on your Facebook list: Haha this list of asks is so funny. what don’t you get about NOT BEEN KISSED EVER... *cries*

HOW MANY/MUCH

22) Facebook friends: like almost 400? idek. (I know them all in person btw, i’m not one of those weirdos that just friends anybody). I barely use FB tbh

23) Pets: oh boy.... I have 6 cats guys... thats right, you can call me the crazy cat lady.

24) Want to change your name: My last name yes. Quick, somebody marry me

WHAT

25) Did I get for my birthday: A Spongebob birthday cake, a Vampire Diaries pillow, depression  um what... I got to eat all my fave foods in one day, that was pretty special even though i threw up at the end of it

26) Time I woke up: like 9:30?

27) Were you doing at midnight: Watching Frerard video edits...

28) Can’t you wait for: FOR ME TO ORDER MCR MERCH AS A TRIBUTE ON MARCH 22 *cries and dies*

29) Was the last time you saw your mom: like 4 hours ago.

30) Was something you wish you could change about your life: I sometimes wish I was born 10 years earlier but then I remember... there’d be no quality memes for a long time...

31) Are you listening to right now: MCR, what else honestly...

32) Gets on your nerves: When people make up those shitty things like “ UR NOT A TRUE FAN UNLESS YOU HAVE THIS OR DO THIS BLAH BLAH” like stfu, I am a fan in my own way. Racists, Homophobes, just basically anyone who thinks they have the right to tell you not to be yourself, like seriously, fuck off.

33) Talked to a person named Tom: My cat is called Tom, so that counts.

34) Is your most visited website: Tumblr, no doubt (or YouTube or guitar tabs, or Putlocker lets be honest)

35) Elementary school/primary school: I can’t even remember tbh and I ain’t tellin you

36) High School: The one I’m at now. Ha, got ya

37) College: n o , I am too young, gosh

38) Hair colour: Brown/ Blonde (streaks, naturally from sun lmao)

39) Long/short hair: I just cut it all off this year. Think 1920′s hair and that’s me.

40) Crush: There’s a cute guy in my chem class but that’s about it #foreveralone

41) Do you like about yourself: My final wakeup call of music interests. I used to be so shallow in that department. Um.... I guess I like the fact that I get on better with older people (I skipped a year at school so all my classmates are a year older anyways) idek. There’s not really much to like.

42) Piercings: 1 on each ear (i’m thinking of getting a second set) But I barely wear earrings tbh

43) Blood type: Idk, it would be cool to know tho

44) Nickname: Some of my friends call me Em but barely. Emy / Emz by family (if any of you call me that, it’ll be weird lmao) PLEASE START A TREND...CALL ME EM

45) Relationship status: single as a pringle and not ready to mingle please i have anxiety *daydreams about meeting perfect boy*

46) Zodiac: Scorpio yeah boi

47) Pronouns: she/her

48) Favourite show: Supernatural, Miraculous Ladybug (don’t call me a kid for watching it I swear I’ll end u ahaha), Rick and Morty, The Vampire Diaries... I could go on for days

49) Tattoos: I always think they’re a cool concept but i’d probably chicken out at the last minute, so no

50) Left or right handed: right

FIRST

51) Surgery: I got a tooth removed quite a few years back, I went under genral anaesthetic and everything.

52) Piercings: Ears

53) Best friend: Gabby, We don’t talk anymore sadly but I still love her <3

54) Sport: Ummm well i’ve always loved badminton but i’ve never taken a serious sport class before lmao

55) Vacation: I’m pretty sure it was to Melbourne, Australia, We saw some really cool outdoor art and went to see Wicked at some theater, that’s all I remember.

56) Pair of shoes: Say wat?

RIGHT NOW

57) Eating: I wish I was eating

58) Drinking: the dead souls of my enemies wait what

59) I am about to: Rearrange my sitting position and continue to write this long ass ask thing.

60) Listening to: The End, My Chemical Romance

61) Waiting for: My sis to get home so I can use her credit card to buy MCR merch, no really, this is the truth. I n e e ed it

62) Want to see: MCR get back together in 2019 for at least a reunion song or SOMETHING PLEASE. Also, a Panic! concert because I missed the last one in my country. ALSO a Supernatural Convention

63) Want to get married: Well it would be nice, gotta find a guy first, there’s the hard part

64) Career: I never know... I like to think that my dream is to be in a band but that aint ever gonna happen. I really wanna do something that can help people idek.

WHICH IS BETTER

65) Hugs/kisses: Well i’ve never kissed anyone and I lOvE HuGs, THEY ARE JUST SO NICE, LIKE AHHH GIMME UR LOVE, GIMME HUUUGGSSS. If I ever meet any of you in person, I’ll be really shy, but know deep down that all I wanna do is HUG YOU SNDKJGSND.

66) Lips/eyes: Eyes hold secrets, I love them

67) Taller/shorter: gimme da toll peeps, But I love the smol beans too

68) Younger/older: It depends

69) Romantic/spontaneous: probably spontaneous just to keep me on my toes.

70) Nice arms/nice stomach: um wat? idek i dont pay attention to that

71) Sensitive/loud: Sensitive

72) Hookup/relationship: Relationship definitely 

73) Troublemaker/hesitant: Hesitant alien

HAVE YOU EVER

74) Kissed a stranger: W h A t  D o N t   Y o U   g E t   A b O u T  i T... I AINT KISSED NOBODY BEFORE. gosh, way to rub it in *cries*

75) Drank hard liquor: well. i’ve tried some heavy stuff before but it was a sip and I spat it out coz it literally tasted like p o i s o n. Alcohol is so gross

76) Lost glasses/contact lenses: Don’t need glasses

77) Turned someone down: ??? There hasn’t been anyone to turn down god damnit

78) Canoodling on a first date: They gotta earn that, so no

79) Broken someone’s heart: I sure as hell hope not.

80) Had your own heart broken: mcr breaks my heart E V E R Y GOD DAMN DAY

81) Been arrested: no, I am a good gal

82) Cried when someone died: yes, my grandmother

83) Fallen for a friend: Oh boy, yesyesyes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN

84) Yourself: Not really, but I want to.

85) Miracles: I wish for them but I don’t really think they occur

86) Santa Claus: No, I actually never believed in him when I think about it

87) Kisses on a first date: YAS when it’s been all perfect and he walks ya up to your door ABJISLBHDLBHLA

88) Angels: um... Castiel???

89) Love at first sight: Yes but not like first sight, more like first discussion, when you can instantly click with someone in that first moment idk.

OTHER

90) Best friend’s name: Can I just list all my tumblr friends names? Because YOU GUYS ARE ACTUALLY ALL MY FAVES, YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU <3

91) Eye color: Grey Blue

92) Favourite movie: idek there are so many but: The Abduction Club, is one of my faves, Singin’ in the Rain, Sing Street, and that’s all that’s coming to mind atm.

I tag: (all my BEAUTIFUL AMAZING tumblr frens I mentioned before) @omg-i-cannot-even @shipsareamazing123 @mychemicalchinchilla @potterlock5ever @immacrazyfangirl @trashholeofshittybandstuff @shadowgirl077 @that-awkward-fangirl @lizbeth-loves-bobear @anyone i forgot and anyone who wants to do it! go ahead! <3

[mynameistori]

entry 3 (aug 21)

Hello~

Continuing along with 1 post every 5 ish days (just a weird trend I’ve noticed; I write randomly), here’s the entry I’ve been meaning to write about since it happened -- the night with Pretty Boy. I was debating between this and writing about Balloon Boy, but I think these words were itching to be typed out just a bit more. Who doesn’t like some spice over a shit ton of fragmented angst? Well I guess this story gets a little angsty at the end… Disclaimer: This is more of a recollection about the events that happened that night, and less about my relationship (friendship) with Pretty Boy. I’ll talk about that timeline in another entry.

Though he doesn’t remember much about that night, I actually remember quite a lot though the middle gets kind of fuzzy. Pretty Boy had finished his exams that day, so he, Sk8ter Boi (AHAHA I’m so sorry if this identity ever gets out), and I wanted to have a celebratory drink session. My penthouse apartment has a terrace on the second floor, so that’s where we decided to drink. We didn’t have that much alcohol, but we had some hard alcohol - tequila (two small bottles), vodka (one small bottle), and soju (about half a bottle). I brought a speaker upstairs, and we played some music to dance to as we mixed drinks for each other.

I got drunk within the first hour and threw up the first time about two hours in (I’m not that lightweight and have only vomited once prior so this surprised me). I remember Pretty Boy catching me in the kitchen and washing away what had gotten caught in the drain. He asked if I was okay and told me that he didn’t want me drinking any more that night. We went back upstairs and told Sk8ter Boi that I was being cut off. We continued to dance and chat, and I learned that Sk8ter Boi had a crush on another member of our dance group (I didn’t define this in entry 1 so let’s formally define it as KPC - kpop dance club), Tol Bun (who is actually someone I’d swing the other way for). Pretty Boy already knew about the situation and how insecure Sk8ter Boi felt about Tol Bun, but after reading some of their chat, I agreed with Pretty Boy’s opinion on the whole thing and told him that it didn’t look like she was disinterested and to just go for it.

The second time I felt like throwing up, I remember waiting in front of the sink for a while. Eventually Pretty Boy came downstairs and of course my stomach finally decided that it wanted to spew out some alcohol. I remember telling/pleading/arguing with Pretty Boy to go back upstairs or to (because who wants to vomit in front of a cute boy let’s be real) and him refusing to do either. I think the last thing I told him was to please turn around, and he either did that or covered his eyes with his hands, I can’t quite recall. After that, he asked me if I was okay and I told him I hated him (for not giving me any privacy) as I pulled him into a hug. The most skinship I had ever given him before this was hair ruffling and contouring his face for a dance cover, so I wonder what was running through his mind as I did that, with his likely-sober-than-mine mind.

I went back and forth between the terrace and main floor a couple more times after that, a few times for the washroom or my bedroom and once more for the kitchen sink. I remember Pretty Boy following me down a few times, and me asking him if he was following me, and him replying “do you think you’re going to go downstairs without me noticing” or something along those lines. I simultaneously liked and disliked what he was doing -- I didn’t want him catching me the next time I needed to throw up, but I also haven’t had anyone care for me in that way before so it was very heartwarming. Some time after that, I threw up a third time without him catching me. :)

I remember Pretty Boy telling me to go to sleep around 1 am. I had work the next morning at 7:30, which meant I had to get up at 6:30 (yes I still agreed to drink and accept the consequences), so sleeping while I could was the best choice. So I sat at the foot of my bed and wrapped my sheets around my body. Some time after, Pretty Boy told me that our other friend West Coast Wonder had arrived, and that I should sleep despite how much I wanted to go up and say hello. He asked me for my phone and set my alarm for me, and went back up to check on the others.

He came to my room multiple times after that, I don’t remember why. By then, I was feeling extremely cold, so I kept telling him to not leave me. He always did though, and eventually he told me that the others were leaving and that he was going to walk Sk8ter Boi home. I told him to come back afterwards, and I think he said goodnight. He closed my door and  few moments after I heard the suite door close, and my heart sank in my chest.

I messaged him some time later, thanking him for taking care of me and telling him goodnight as well. A couple of minutes after that, he told me he dropped Sk8ter Boi off and asked if I still wanted him to come over. I told him “of course”. At this point, I was about 3/10 drunk as opposed to the 10/10 drunk I was before, so I told him to hurry up and I’d wait for him in the lobby while dancing BOSS (by NCT U). He eventually showed up and we made our way back to my bedroom.

I remember Pretty Boy looking at my lips and leaning in, like a movie or drama. I let him kiss me, and we proceeded to make out for the majority of the next two hours, among other things. His hands roamed all over my body, and we kept shifting positions. Sometimes I’d be straddling him, or curled into his side with my head on his chest and leg over his body, or being a little spoon, or he’d be on top of me. He asked me if I normally slept with a bra on, and I told him no. He then unclipped it with ease, and I took it off, putting it in the corner of my bed with my stuffed animals. He also attempted to pull down my shorts multiple times, but I always stopped him. I think I wouldn’t have minded so much if I wasn’t in the process coming off my period that night, but I also had worries about how it would affect our relationship in the long run. It would definitely complicate a lot of things (to be shed light on in a future entry, as stated before) and I wasn’t sure if I wanted to do this two nights before he was supposed to move out of Waterloo and I wouldn’t see him until January. So I kept telling him, “maybe when you come back from SF.” At some other point during the night he asked me, “why do you always wear my clothes?” and I think I told him something along the lines of “pink is pretty” but I really wanted to say something like “because it reminds me of you”. In hindsight, I probably should’ve said “because I like you” since he doesn’t remember much anyway (more on me taking his things another time).

I think I treated him as if he was my boyfriend that night though the most I did was unbutton his shirt a little, focus on his very sensitive neck, and leave a hickey on his chest. It was hard to think of anything in a platonic way because I already had a crush on him and though very intoxicated, he was acting the way I had always wanted my boyfriend to be - slightly dominating and very touchy/intimate. He smacked the back of my thigh at one point and called me babe some other time, and I wanted to make him mine so badly. But my sobriety and loyalty stopped me. Not even a pretty boy who couldn’t stop saying my name would cause me to betray a friend so badly. I remember telling him I didn’t want to fall asleep because I didn’t want this to end and for him to leave. He said that I’d see him later that day. We went to sleep at 5:30 am or so, and I went in between being awake and asleep for most of it. I woke up before my alarm and turned it off so I wouldn’t disturb Pretty Boy, who was sound asleep.

Before I left for work, I wrote a note for Pretty Boy and left on top of his phone. I told him when I’d be done work and which fridge shelf was mine in case he wanted to eat something before I got home. I would also bring food home if he was still there by then. I didn’t want to leave, because I knew that the dream I was living would disappear the moment I stepped through that door. But I had a responsibility to fulfill, so I left.

At work, I felt shitty. I felt mildly queasy at times, and my throat was extremely shot. Sometimes I would lose focus and feel lightheaded for a few seconds, but luckily there was only me and my favourite coworker, Korean Baerista, at the front. Thankfully, she loves working cash and I love working bar, so my throat wouldn’t have to suffer too much. Obviously I worked a little slower than usual but with exam season pretty much over we didn’t have a lot of customers. Throughout my shift my mind kept going to Pretty Boy and wondering if he was still sleeping. I wanted him to still be there when I got back home, so I kept looking to the clock and wished for time to pass by faster.

I wanted to catch the next bus so badly I actually forgot my jade bracelet in my work locker. When I remembered later that day at about 3 or 4 pm, I decided against walking all the way to campus just to get it. Little did I know that I wouldn’t be getting it for about another two weeks (I actually still don’t have it -- I’m heading back to Waterloo tomorrow). I forgot that it was a Friday, and the locker area is only open from 8 am to 5 pm on weekdays. To stack more against me, I would be heading home the next day (Saturday) and I’d find out from Korean Baerista about a week later that I didn’t have any shifts for the rest of the summer (thanks supervisor, I didn’t make vacation plans just for you) so I wouldn’t need to return to Waterloo earlier.

When I got home and opened my bedroom door, he wasn’t there. I kind of expected it, but it honestly felt somewhat like a one night stand and I could feel my heart breaking because I let myself get too attached. He didn’t even leave me a message, so I decided to thank him for making my bed (I don’t normally make my bed). He didn’t message me for a while, and I would later find out that he actually felt really sick and ended up having a panic attack because of it and went to a clinic. I wished he would’ve told me about that. I waited for him to come to KDC’s usual hangout spot despite how tired and sick I was (I tried sleeping after work but couldn’t partially because my heart rate was elevated enough to cause me discomfort) because I believed that we would see each other that day.

We did end up seeing each other later that night, but only for a very short time. He had asked me to return his windbreaker because it was actually his friend’s (Mr. Off-White, which is what I actually call him because I don’t know who he is) and he would be dropping by to pick it up that night. He really wanted to drop by the KDC hangout to say bye to everyone before he left the next day, but he was too exhausted. So I offered to drop it off at his place, and he eventually accepted. I asked for another jacket of his in exchange though, so I’d have something of his while he was away. As I waited for him in the lobby, one of my a cappella friends (Melodica) who lived across the street spotted me and asked if I wanted to come over (super random, I know but they’re a friendly bunch -- I also had a crush on Melodica for a short while). Pretty Boy showed up after that though, and he handed me back my jacket (I wanted to trade it for Mr. Off-White’s windbreaker) as well as the jacket I asked him for. I asked if he was okay, and I kept asking him if he was sure. Melodica decided to say bye at this point (sorry Melodica >_<) and I said farewell to him. I asked Pretty Boy if he needed any help packing. He said no and that he wanted to go back up to lie down because he was exhausted. I already knew that it would be the last time I’d see him, but I let him go anyway. He wasn’t mine. I couldn’t worry about him too much.

He later told his mother about going to the clinic and how sick he felt and he ended up going back home later that night. He’d move out some other day. Our conversation level/dynamic after that and even now is a bit different, and he even forgot about my conversation once for 3 days. I ended up messaging him, “forgotten or avoiding? I won’t resent you either way”. He also trolls me a lot more now, and me being the serious person I am, don’t usually take jokes very well. I don’t know what to do about it.

For me, that Saturday was an extremely difficult day. I had no motivation to eat anything though I felt hungry. I took my time packing up some stuff to bring home with me, and when I had finished about 3 hours later, it was extremely hard for me to leave the apartment. I honestly felt like I was going through a break up because of how empty I was and how much I longed for someone else’s touch. I eventually left to get McDonald’s before leaving for home. Luckily my family wouldn’t be home until the next day, so I had time to compose myself.

Sorry for the massive post. I’m still trying to get over Pretty Boy and hopefully by the time he’s back, I’ll be able to face him as if nothing happened so he can maybe get with my friend NomNomCutie who likes him a lot (insert scream of frustration and depressing sigh).

tori

[rassasassalin]

So, I suppose this is a way to start the show.  Nice to see that it was just a mistake on thrusday to play out Ziggler’s theme.  And by nice, I mean awful.  I know it’s supposed to get under my skin, and it works.  Just play the damn theme.

Interesting that Baron’s seeming to start a trend of going shirtless now.  I’d be okay with him tearing his tank off each match, honestly.

Still haven’t decided if they added Ziggler in so that Bobby doesn’t have to eat a pin, or so Baron doesn’t have to.  All I know is that someone’s being protected, and it ain’t Dolph.- I SAY AS DOLPH PINS BARON??? WHAT THE ACTUAL HELL JUST HAPPENED HERE???  Ahaha, glad I don’t ever actually place bets on these things, holy shit, wow, okay, you got my attention, Clash of Champions.

Shane’s custom made Ref shirt.  I want a special referee shirt that customized towards my own themes.

SHANE YOU’VE BEEN IN MATCHES WITH TWO REFS AT THE SAME TIME WHAT ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT.

Aiden’s looking nice.  I love his jackets.  I want his jackets.

Omg listen to them chanting Rusev Day I’m so happy what a good Bulgarian. ��What a happy Rusev Day to us all!  AND WE GET ALL OF THE SONG!!!!!!  A whole month or Rusev, how exciting!!!  Fuck me sideways we’re Actually Getting The Whole Song, What voodoo magic has Aiden done to allow himself to go uninterrupted?  YES I WANT AN ENCORE!!!!!!!  Oh, oh ok, i see how this is.  Gable and Benjamin running for heel tagteam of the year.  I get it.

Those fucking pancakes.  I can’t even.  They make me feel emotions that I simply don’t have the capacity to parse through and understand.

Baby boy, no, ain’t no one singing about Christmas you sillies.  Rusev Day. (good crowd interaction though i’m impressed)

(Also don’t worry Simmon in the first row, we’ll see the Ascension tonight, I almost guarantee it.  Undoubtedly when they cost Breezango a win tonight.)

This is gonna be fucking chaos, but of the impressively athletic variety.  Wonder how long it will be before Xavier gets involved, considering it’s a No DQ.

“No it’s not, it’s Training Day”- Chad Gable, 2017

Things I just realized that I would kind of enjoy- the Usos and New Day getting twin pins, and them being forced to share the Tag Team Belts.  Co-Belt defenders makes for all kind of fun shenanigans.  I look back fondly on when Jericho had to share the Intercontinental Title with Chyna.

Rusev’s face when Aiden’s super sexy pin didn’t work.

Holy SHITE GABLE that’s beautiful, rolling bridging german suplexes That’s what I signed up to See.

...Aw......  Well, it was a damn good attempt Chad.  Like that they’re letting him go out looking strong at least.

And speaking of chaotic matches.  Kinda see Natti stealing a win outta this one, but also Charlotte does have a damn good record at PPVs, soooo...  anyone’s game I guess.  Also when did we stop calling it lumberjill matches???  Did I miss the memo?  I’m cool with it, don’t particularly care either way honestly, just find it kind of odd.  Maybe because they’re afraid it’ll remind people that Jillian and her really bad pop singer gimmick was a thing.  Can’t blame you WWE, those were dark times.  Not as dark as the time that the Boogeyman ate a mole off her face, but still dark.

Fucking love Ruby’s theme, it’s great.  Also I like how all the “teams” have like, taken their own sides of the ring.  Y’all can’t do that.  There’s not enough of you to fully circle the ring, so you gotta plan smart and like, circle around it where Charlotte and Natti are gonna be.

Come on Corey, Charlotte’s not totally surrounded by enemies.  Naomi’s out there.  ehehe, nattie has 12000 cats.  best quote from corey graves of the year.

Don’t call my riot squad jackals.  They’re more like... hyena’s.  Just probably without pseudo-dicks, but definitely with all of the viciousness.

Interesting that the Riot squad’s let Natti get hit, but got a couple of little licks in on Charlotte.  Hmmm.

Yep, okay, things are about to get messy.  Carmella’s gonna be the first to be murdered.

Thank you for the Eddie quote, Corey.  Amen.

“Boo...”- Byron Saxton 2017

I can’t believe it took this long to- ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING- oh my god, thank you Ruby.  No cashing in money in the bank tonight, thank you.

Things I kinda enjoy about wrestling- when a wrestler gets a wedgie and then they try to sneakily pull it out while acting like they’re super in pain.

Not how I thought that match was gonna end, but not bad.

...Nat, you were already a heel, you’d already had your back turned to the crowd, I don’t know how that’s supposed to work???

BREEZE I AM TRYING TO BE WORRIED ABOUT YOUR HEALTH AND SAFETY HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO THAT WHEN I AM IN SHOCK AT THE SHORTS YOU’RE DARING TO WEAR INTO THIS RING???  Never, In ALL OF MY DAYS...!

RIP in Peace, Breezango.

Seriously, I thought for sure the Ascension was going to come out and fuck things up for them.  Or fuck them up. ...On tuesday, then.  They’ll either keep talking Breezango into trying and fight the Bludgen Bros, or they’re going to try and “defend their honor” by going up against them themselves.

How’s it gonna work with two refs, babe, honestly.  WIth Shenanigans.  It’s gonna work with shenanigans.  Also who was Sami trying to seduce at the start of this match???  Also hello again like 2013 Randy Orton Hair.

Byron “I’m a very confused boy and that makes me grumpy” Saxton.

I’m sorry, I just can’t be intimidated by heel Sami, like he’s so cute when he he’s all smug and shit like he’d have to do something seriously villainess shit to get any actual heat from me.  I’m talking like, spitting in the direction of someone’s baby level of assholery.  And I just can’t see him doing it.  So he’ll just continue to b my cute lil’ heel that could. “I think I can be bad, I think I can be bad, I think I can be bad!”

Dramatic Ref DB is great.  I love him.  I love when rasslers go in and take the Referee role, like they’re always so expressive with their gesticulations, like their such drama queens I love it.

Great camerawork, thanks, I love it when I don’t actually get to see the triangle locked in and jst get to hear about it.  After all, it’s not like I watch wrestling to actually see the moves or anything.

Honestly, if Shinsuke gets pinned tonight I’m gonna be annoyed.  I know he’s going to lose, because obviously, but like, it’s not going to hurt Randy any to eat a pin.  Wont kill his momentum.  But I feel like it could do some serious damage to Shinsuke.

Goodnight, sweet table, I knew ye well.

Ok, that was a hot powerslam by Randy, ngl.

Whoopsidaisey, here we go.  I thought it’d be Shane pushed into Daniel, but this works too.

Gasp!!!  Shane!!!!  You brought that fast count upon yourself.

Yep!  Yep!  Yep!

FUCK MY LIFE I forgot about the AJ Jinder match I turned off the app after the last match oops, ahaha, came to the realization just in time and turned it back on right as the match started ahahaaaaa says a lot about how I feel about this ppv that I totally forgot about the actual main event....

Welp, this is the best heeling that I’ve seen Jinder do so far, so respect for that.

Just noticed that the announce Desk got put back together.  That bothers me.  If it’s broken guys, leave it be.  Let it be a reminder of what happened earlier in the night, even if it was only one match earlier.

Way better ring psychology going on in this on than I thought there would be.  Ribs and legs, it’s good stuff.  Everyone came out looking better for it.  It’s nice.  Not a bad ending. -seriously hope AJ’s ribs are okay though some of those bumps looked really fucking nasty-