#Bsd Akutagawa

[iwamimimimi]

[akuhigufan]

Quick illustration for 5-colors-palette challenge. The theme was "Beast".

The-sibling-betrayal-scene was so emotional and powerful. It had a great impact on me 😭.

[alraz]

akutagawa from bungou stray dogs is microwaving juice

[starlightshadowsworld]

What is the reaction of dazai (port mafia brothers AU) to shin soukoku?

Well...

Dazai: It's horrible! He's kind, he's hard working. He's got a stable job at one of our front companies, some cat cafe. He makes cupcakes and saves us all our favourite ones.

Odasaku: I thought you wanted Akutugawa to make new friends.

Dazai: Well I changed my mind!

Ango: How did Akutugawa meet Nakajima anyway?

Dazai: They met at the library a while back. Gin's got into baking and Ryuu wanted to find a recipe book so they could bake together. Like the amazing big little brother that he is.

But while he's a great cook, he was completly and utterly confused and supposedly Nakajima noticed and offered to help him.

Odasaku: That's kind of him.

Dazai: I guess.

Ango: Oh the cat cafe? I've definitely seen them together when I've walked past. They look like they're having fun.

Dazai:...Now you mention it Ryuu's been spending a lot of time there. But only on the days Nakajima isn't working.

Odasaku: He's been over a lot too hasn't he?

Dazai: Yeah, whenever I go to visit Ryuu, Nakajima is usually over. Even early in the morning which is werid, he was wearing Ryuu's pj's just this morning and looked so embarrassed to see me.... Gasps

Odasaku: pats his shoulder Don't freak out you don't know for certain.

Dazai:...Yeah, yeah it might've just been a sleepover. Yeah, I don't know if there's actually something going on between them holding his glass so tight it starts to crack

Ango: Could be worse, at least you haven't walked in on em.

Dazai:.... faceplants onto the table

Odasaku: pats his head There there. To Ango That was funny but your not helping.

.

......He's getting there?

(If Atsushi's in this AU he ran away from the Orphanage earlier, working at a Port Mafia front organisation and apart from the full moon stuff he's doing alright.)

[dazai-on-my-mind]

You know the reason yourself, don't you?

Perhaps one did not want to be loved so much as to be understood

Abbi Glines, Fallen Too Far | Sleeping At Last, Mercury | Franz Kafka, Letters to Milena | SZA, Babylon | Oscar Wilde, An ldeal Husband | Shannon A. Thompson, Take Me Tomorrow | Warsan Shire | JM Storm | George Orwell, 1984

[flapjacksboi]

Taking a lil break from the Bungo fics so I thought I'd give y'all some of fic recs

@weewooooweew I'm looking at you, if you like the stuff I write then you'll probably like these as they are the fics that got me to start writing in general

^chuuya getting the comfort he deserves

^don't even know where to start with this one but god it's amazing (get the tissues in preparation)

^Ranpo and Ed t4t comfort, always a good read after a bad day

^oh god, this one, yeahh this one gets me right in the abandonment issues

[little-blurry-stars5]

If they can clone chuuya then shin soukoku can have a child send tweet

[hannigramislife]

If Akutagawa really could see Dazai without the red tinted glasses that we wish were from roses but is actually blood, he would absolutely not like Dazai, and that's the hill I'm going to die on. Because Akutagawa respects power and skilled people, he would acknowledge how dangerous Dazai is, but his whole "wanting to kill himself" thing would get old real fast for a survivor like him. Akutagawa would kindly direct him to the nearest tallest building and tell him to get it done with or shut the fuck up.

[thepartyishere]

I've seen this in other fandoms but I haven't seen it done for sskk:

Akutagawa gets snapchat at Atsushi's insistence, he doesn't know that Atsushi sees him screen shotting every single selfie he receives. Atsushi won't tell him and is pleased to know that Akutagawa (not so) secretly likes the pictures.

[chososchalupa]

wish that it was me

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

The last person you wanted to see at this meeting was your older brother. The same brother who left you in the hands of Chuuya Nakahara and the Port Mafia years ago, but all you can see now are the pleading eyes of Osamu Dazai begging for forgiveness.

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

Chapter eight - Memories

wc - 912

chapter nine

✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*

The two of you sat in awkward silence for awhile before Atsushi spoke up, “You know, Dazai does care a lot about you”

You glanced up from your phone to look at him, “Huh?”

“I heard you and Chuuya talking. Dazai does care about you”

You chuckled at his words while looking around the room, “Sure looks it”

“He-”

You narrowed your eyes as he began speaking, “Atsushi. I have no interest in talking about this with you of all people. Osamu hasn’t reached out in years, do you understand how it makes me feel to see him act like a big brother to you when he hasn’t even made an effort for me?”

Atsushi opened his mouth to respond but you continued,

“I mean, look around! He has pictures of you guys scattered all around this room and not a single photo of me and him.”

“He has one in his wallet,” Atsushi said in a soft tone.

“Huh?”

“A picture of the two of you, he has one in his wallet. I asked him about it when I noticed it”

You weren't sure how to respond, Dazai kept a photo of the two of you with him?

“I was upset for you when he told me he had left you behind. I know what it’s like to be abandoned, trust me”

Your eyes softened as Atsushi continued,

“I don’t agree with his choices but you have to understand why he did it, right?”

You shook your head, “I would have helped him”

Atsushi gave a small smile, “You know you couldn’t have”

Atsushi was right, even if you didn’t want to admit it. You would have only made things harder for Dazai.

“He has photos of you guys in here too,” Atsushi said as he stood up from the couch and began walking towards the kitchen. 

You quickly followed him towards the fridge that was covered in photos, “That is you, right?” Atsushi asked, pointing at a photo in the center.

It was a photo Mori had taken of the two of you when you had first joined the Mafia, 

“Come on, just one picture!” Mori pleaded as you and Dazai looked at eachother with bored expressions. 

“No, thank you” You spoke, going back to brushing your doll's hair. 

“Aren’t you too old to be playing with dolls?” Dazai asked, a smile playing on his lips as he teased you.

“Shut up” You glared back

Mori sighed, the two of you had been bickering all day and he was simply sick of it at this point. 

“The least you two could do is give me a smile. I’ll even buy you a new doll!”

Mori’s words caught your attention as you set your current doll down and gave him a smile.

“Perfect! Now Dazai, smile with your sister, please!”

Dazai rolled his eyes before flashing a big grin.

Mori snapped the picture quickly, knowing the smiles were going to go away any second. 

The smiles you both wore were very obviously fake, making you laugh slightly as you nodded, “Yeah. We were so young”

You continued looking over the photos, most of them were of Dazai’s days in the Port Mafia, over half of them included you. 

“I’ve never asked about this one,” Atsushi stated, pointing at a small photo of you, Dazai, and Chuuya. 

“Oh my gosh” You giggled, “That was after my first mission with them. I don’t even know how Osamu got this”

The photo was of the three of you all asleep on the floor of Mori’s office, you remembered that day so well. 

“Would you guys please stop arguing?” You asked, walking ahead of the fighting boys you were stuck with all day. 

Mori had sent the three of you out on a mission, it was simple enough but it was very late by the time you got back. 

“Chuuya started it” Dazai whined, pushing Chuuya slighting

“HUH? I did not” Chuuya responded, pushing Dazai forward causing him to bump into you. 

You tripped forward and glared at the two boys behind you, “I am never doing this again”

The three of you had finally made your way into Mori’s office, only to find it empty with a note on his desk. 

“Be back soon, make yourselves comfortable” it read

You groaned before sitting down on the floor, 

“Why the fuck are you sitting on the floor when we have chairs?” Chuuya asked

“Comfy”

Dazai looked between the two of you before joining you on the floor, “Come on, Chibi. Get down here”

Chuuya rolled his eyes before sitting beside Dazai. The three of you talked about the mission until sleep overcame all of you. You awoke to the sound of a camera flashing, Mori standing above you all with a smile on his face.

“I apologize for waking you, I just had to remember this moment” He laughed, causing the two boys to wake up. 

“How was the mission?”

Atsushi laughed as you finished the story, “Mori takes a lot of pictures, huh?”

You nodded, “He said it was his way of trying to give us a “normal” childhood, so we could have memories to look back on”

“And i’m glad he did” You heard from behind you, “The only good thing the man has ever done” 

You turned to see Dazai standing beside Chuuya, who was holding several bags from the shop down the road. 

“I told you I didn’t forget about you”

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[that-one-raccoon]

Concept sketches for @wildflowerteas’s fanfiction The Second Perspective

[iwamimimimi]

[akutagawa-fan-page]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUUYA thank you for being there for our boy

-R

[thixcrib]

Ohhhhh they're so in love it makes them look stupidds

[starlightshadowsworld]

The Port Mafia brothers AU

@christelightlavo You put this idea in my brain and now it must happen.

Dazai: walking into Akutugawa's room I know it's late but I really need to.... Talk

Akutagawa: in bed with Atsushi

Dazai:.....

Akutugawa: Don't freak o-

Dazai: Ryuu Noooo! Walks in, sits down facing away from them You... Him... Here...ahhh..

Atsushi: whispers Is...Is he gonna be okay?

Akutagawa: whispers back Give him a moment.

Dazai: I need a moment! I'm an adult. I'm a Port Mafia executive. I can handle this. I'm okay. He slowly looks back at Akutugawa and Atsushi

Dazai: Ryuu no!

Atsushi: Hey erm can you keep it down you're gonna wake up Gin.

Dazai: I'm not ready to talk to you yet, young man!

Akutagawa: face palms

Gin: What's up I heard screaming... Oh...Ew leaves

Dazai: Okay Ryuu, I just wanna say, that I am hurt. And I don't think little brothers are supposed to do... What you... Ohhh I just got a mental picture! Runs out the room

Atsushi:...Well that went well?

Akutagawa: Oh you think? I'm lucky if he'll be able to look me in the eye for the next decade.

[toomanymarkers]

People joke about Dazai and Chuuya being romantically experienced or whatever, but I think it's the opposite. Chuuya doesn't know what that stuff is because Mori thinks it's funny