#CA musings

[mestos]

CA headcanons that im too lazy to draw or have no idea how to write

Putting them together to keep my brainrot ongoing and ONE DAY draw them...

Shinichi/Conan:

- i am a firm believer in glasses shinichi. i know glasses for this character is stupid lore integral but i literally don't care. My basis is that repercussions of being shrunken takes form in the slightest ways, such as weaker immune system plus weaker vision. it was inevitable anyway as well, given his bad screen practices and genes. he wears circular glasses though as shinichi and only wears it at home, and vehemently refuses to be seen outdoors with glasses.

- that post that's like, "i love my men with blood on their hands and traumatized"? i love to hc b.o takedowns where he actually kills gin. shoots him. Fucking murders him and destroys his principles. i need him to actually face a stake in his life and be it this sort of loss??? so much room for growth.

- contrary to how hes portrayed, even if he praises holmes as his god, he genuinely does read other mystery novels. often seen with a pocket mystery novel

- tbh. i think of them as different people but not haibara/shiho as different people Hahahah!! I love the idea of growth in the form edogawa conan. I think in a no antidote route, conan is less serious, still snarky, but more willing to tease. exceptionally casual and confident, but humbled with scars. Understands his limits but also very sweet to his gf

- in a no antidote route, i also hc conan to be more explorative. my conan experiments everything with his two bros mitsuhiko and genta, praises them both, and actually wants to find a seperate hobby that makes him different from the shadow he once was

- in a no antidote route he also dyes his hair a lighter brown to be different

- hes closer to mitsuhiko! in fact he is so proud of mitsuhiko very often, and supports him where he can. they study together. he and genta are both in soccer teams, and they go to practice together and hang out with the team

- also i am in firm belief he can be a romantic if hes not thinking about it. but sometimes he does know what hes doing. and is pretty damn good at it.

- unsurprisingly easily jealous but isn't that petty about it

Shiho/Ai:

I have lesser HCs for haibara bc i actually am fine for the most part with the canon supplement material. i just feel bad for her lol i want to save her from the show's canon...but!

- her self destructive behaviour can sometimes cause a wedge between them. he is very patient with her all things regardless, but they have had a fight about it before—and she knows she needs to do better, in order for their relationship to work. He cant always be the only one apologizing

- despite being the one who seems unfallible she's just very good at hiding when she's embarrassed/affected by shin/con. he gets pretty good at figuring this out a few years into their r.s.

- (SA mention) i definitely think she has some kind of unprocessed SA trauma behind her, but contrary to what people may think, she isnt sex-repulsed or unwilling. they have healthy times for it and both of them explore things at their own pace together. she trusts her partner with herself and has found her own autonomy after everything

- i double as a seraran stan but i think she and ran would actually be good friends too!!!!!! even if she wouldn't be as close to her as shin would ever be, they have lunch together once a month as adults and often talk about their partner's tendency to get sucked into cases and their fangs...

- i strongly hc shiho as demisexual/demiromantic. even supposedly if in any canon of mine she doesn't get w shin (unlikely) she takes time to herself and live freely independently until she finds her own partner. i dont think its some cut off goal of hers to get one anyway, she feels loved as she is and is fine with that

- she has trouble voicing when she's touchstarved. he tends to notice, though, and acts quickly. she avoids the feeling vs him being needy about it

- in a no antidote route she experiments growing her hair out once. it felt foreign, and difficult to maintain her curls, so she cut it the next summer. shin liked it either way though

CoAi/ShinShi :

- ShinShi move in together at age 20-21. he proposes relatively early—only after 3 years of dating—but they dont get married until they are like 26. they just kept putting it off lmao

- penthouse apartment in the city. Its luxurious but shiho constantly jokes about the idea they get bombed. shinichi doesnt like it.

- Shin gets his license immediately after turning 20. Shiho tends to do most of the driving still, but they take turns during road trips with the kids

- If ShinShi revealed their identities to the kids (whether the kids figured them out on their own or not), shinichi puts on his conan glasses for them and shiho puts on a similar, adult sized sleeveless turtleneck whenever they're together. they assume the roles of Conan and Ai with them (even going as far as introducing themselves as such to other people with the kids). It gives them a state of normalcy even if they have a larger age gap, intergenerational friendship alongside some parenting.

- they do get two dogs. shiho allows him to name only one of the dogs and of all names he chooses its freaking watson. the other dog is named vivi. short for vivianite, a mineral that can form on decaying corpses. Watson is a german shepherd while vivi is a pomeranian husky mix

Will update if i ever think of more

[oscquinn]

mean carmy thoughts 🎤 ?

um hi yes!

carmen slapping you when you're whining about how thick he is. growling "y've taken it before, what's y'r problem, huh?" and it hurts, but it hurts so good and he knows you'd use a safe word if you really needed it.

he's just so pent up, late nights have kept him away from the warmth of your cunt for longer than he could stand. he snapped today, screamed his head off at richie, and sydney, and everyone else in the room. he needed this. needed you to be his stress relief. he knows how much you like it.

so when you're whining and pouting as you stretch around the girth of him, he gives you a light but still sharp smack across the face. he can't help but kiss the skin right after, just once, before he's whispering in your ear. "you're gonna quit bein' a fucking brat, and do as i say, y'hear me?"

[irenenoirr]

Serah Clifton 🍷

The protagonist of the stories told by the upper-class women whenever they got together would always be the 22-year-old Serah Clifton. They would whisper to one another about how lucky she is to be the sole child of Windenburg's vice mayor, especially since he would spend all of his love and wealth on her alone after losing his wife; or how spoilt she is, having an estate at the age of 17 and always driving around the city in a luxury car; or how her father - the vice mayor - was arrested and charged with corruption and abuse of power, spending the rest of his life in prison; and now, how she transformed herself into a high-class courtesan, so she could carry on living her lavish life without having to work a day to earn it. These upper-class women would roll their eyes at the sight of Serah Clifton, quietly mock her while trying to keep up their elegant façade and hide their jealousy, knowing first-hand how their partners and husbands would be willing to give Serah their everything, just to get her into their beds for the night.

[acr3ss-the-cosmos]

let it be known that tribbie trianne and trinnon are unabashed supporters of all of their students' romances and wishes their relationships all the happiness in the world

[qapsiel]

@tornmask "Can I come?" - from ur kidnapped child, john / homie, who is dying to be allowed to join an actual hunt sOBS

                              CASTIEL HESITATES. He had just gotten off the phone with Sam, who asked him for help on a dire Wendigo case (the call was nearly unintelligible due to the poor cell reception), and he was already climbing the stairs to get out of the bunker when John's question stopped him. John is old enough to take care of himself (and there's enough food in the fridge), so he hadn't considered taking him along. Why? Well. He's still a child, after all. A child with superpowers, who is also nearly indestructible, so it's unlikely the Wendigo would manage to snack on his arm or something.

                              "Alright," he agrees eventually, but before John can get excited, Castiel raises a finger the way he's seen countless TV mothers do: "But! You'll follow my lead and listen to whatever Sam or Dean tell you to do, do you understand?"

[s-ephiroth]

not to start anything mean intended because i'm not that kind of person, but

i can't for the life of me understand people who claim to be sephiroth fans/have sephiroth based ships and go on and slap a capitalized "proship dni" somewhere in their bios/profiles

never understood this and never will, (for reasons i shall elaborate below) though i may get the potential reasons for it and just... it absolutely baffles me how misused the term proship is

that word literally means "in favor of shipping", that's what the "pro" part of the word is for. it doesn't mean you have to necessarily ship every ship that exists ever (that would be 1. insane and 2. not very feasible), just that you understand people will have different ships, you respect that others' preferences exist and mind your lane

it is basic fandom etiquette, it's literally old school "your kink is not my kink and that's ok". it's blocking folks with ships you dislike (notp) instead of trying to regulate what people do with narrative tools (characters) in a fictional space

sometimes other people are eating shrimp and you're allergic to shrimp. it doesn't mean the other people are immoral for eating shrimp

some people use proship to mean "problematic ship" (aka ships with dark thematics that wouldn't be ok irl) when 1. it doesn't mean that, and 2. you can dislike a thing without misusing a word

no, someone who's proshipper won't force you to ship their ship you may dislike, if you're wondering. that's not what the word implies at all

enter sephiroth

oh, you know him. sephiroth who took part in a genocide when young. sephiroth who took part in a war and very likely killed people. sephiroth who got betrayed by humanity so much that he chooses to torch down a small village and choose to become cosmic horror instead and haunt a twink

this is not a wholesome character!

like, i do believe that sephiroth has the potential to be cute/do good/work well as a slice of life protagonist if you frame him just right, but by canon definition, where he goes, someone dies

he's not fully good and not fully evil, he's a morally grey character reacting to the only life he knows and having multiple instances of terrible decisions. he's a victim as much as he's propagating evil

he's a very complex character and loving his character is understanding that not all that does or that happens to him is ideal. and that's ok, his very birth/conception alone is full of dark/taboo themes

and see, here's what i don't get: people who use "proship dni" in their bios, aside from the obvious performative flavor to that, (it's the internet! a sign won't stop people who are particularly mean!!) presumably don't want to interact with one or more of the following:

- people who ship anything in general (if going by the literal definition of the word)

- people who ship anything with dark/"problematic" thematics (by going by the misconception of the word meaning "problematic ship")

- people with a different ship that would be a notp or people who aren't into yumeshipping (oc/self insert x canon) (i'm not gonna get into my horror stories from twitter about this one but it exists, i was attacked once for trying to run a sc event)

if it's for the first reason, fair, but why only list one side of the discourse instead of just putting you're not into shipping? it feels like trying to bait people into a fight

the second is the one that baffles me the most. any ship you put sephiroth in has potential to have dark thematics, because sephiroth, as a shipping component, brings all these dark themes into it. unless you're redoing his whole life from scratch, he'll still have the history of having killed people, having fought a war, having been experimented on from pre-birth, etc. and if you have to redo this character's whole life to avoid dealing with his thematics entirely... do you even like him at all? are people who enjoy dark thematics forbidden from engaging with potentially wholesome thematics as well?

and the third is just hypocritical pettiness, really. you're not morally superior for shipping sephiroth with yourself or your oc or a different character that you prefer over some other character. sephiroth is still sephiroth, regardless of who he's with. he'll still do sephiroth things, whether positive or negative. you can dislike other ships without being morally performative about things. you can have notps!! you can dislike a ship for hitting you with the wrong vibes or because you like that other ship better

but in the end it all just boils down to it having the same vibes as antis using ao3: you're making use of the most proship thing out there is and saying proshippers shouldn't interact with you

i don't get it

[stellar-solar-flare]

I saw Captain America: Brave New World the other day and I have to say, I haven't been this excited about the MCU since waiting for Endgame.

They did amazing.

[mintconditiondean]

I can't read top!Dean fanfiction bc I'm just like. why wouldn't you want him to be happy? in your world you're finally letting him be gay but you're not even willing to let him bottom? tragic. It genuinely makes me sad.

And this is actually why I can't read 91w

[ghcststory]

closed starter for @velvetrogue continued from here!

The consequence of seeing Hugo naked, cock in hand and whining as if he were a paid professional, was more than enough to make him want to run away and pretend it never happened. But not because he wasn't a fan of what he saw - if anything, there was no denying the rush of blood that ran straight to his crotch - but rather because it was embarrassing on Rhys' part. Once he finally managed to process how he was so rudely interrupting Hugo, Rhys twisted around on his heel and he was seconds from rushing out until Hugo spoke. "Not leave?!" Thank god he was facing the other direction, as his cheeks were quick to flush red at the suggestion. "No no, I'll go. I shouldn't have barged in like that. Fuck, I'm sorry man. I promise, I won't say a fucking word about this. I swear." Despite his words, Rhys did nothing to follow through with actually leaving. "Is this... is this how you're making so much money, man? Because... Jesus Christ."

[oscquinn]

song number 69 🎤

#69 LET IT HAPPEN, by tame impala. gallzatto.

🎄🎧🎁 merry wrapped day!! join in my music mini blurb event <33

NSFW 18+ uh. double penetration... daddy kink!

lip has wanted this for a while. carmen is happy to just lay there, cock snug inside your warm pussy. lip presses into you from behind, you're crumpled on carmen's chest. neither of them can blame you, really. you've been fucked like a ragdoll tonight.

lip coos at you, "tha's a good girl, takin' daddy's cock, huh?" he whines at the tightness, and you clench around both of them ad carmen moves beneath you. one of the pressed into you from each side, they begin to move in tandem.

[bodyhorrorsa]

thinking abt judas today... top three ocs of all nuk history...

[sasanka-27]

suptober day 7 - black cat 🐈‍⬛

[daybreakrising]

@everlastiingiimmortals: It's been a hard fought and hard won battle, but thankfully the only casualty — well. Casualties — have been him. Mydeimos sits now, bound in bandages that will be unnecessary in two hours at most, as Castorice looks over his physical state. She's no healer (though he thinks she would make an excellent one if not for her curse), and Hyacine has done a fantastic job nursing his injuries as always, but it is impossible to miss the way Castorice worries at her lip with her teeth, eyebrows furrowed in a frown.

As much as she dislikes seeing him in such a sorry state, they both know it's better this way.

Her hands still tremble as she reaches out to him, though, so he catches them and brings them to his face. "Castorice," he murmurs, pressing a kiss to her knuckles, then her palms and back of her hands, "I'm alright. Don't worry."

It doesn't matter how often she witnesses his curse in action, doesn't matter how many times she watches the life flare once more in his eyes, there is always a terrifying moment where she thinks: is this the last death? There is nothing peaceful about the way Mydeimos is dragged back into a body that repairs itself, nothing gentle about the wounds that lie beneath those bandages. She knows it must hurt each and every time, yet he merely grits his teeth and fights through it as he has always done. She cannot ease that pain, and she hurts for him.

The warmth of his touch brings her back from the abyss of her mind. He has caught her worrying about him, clearly – and with each touch of his lips to her cursed hands she feels a flutter that is equal parts relief and fear. Fear, as ever, that this time he will not defy her curse, and relief that he does. "Physically, you may be." She replies, allowing herself to step closer into his space, to lift her hands to frame that handsome face defined with such sharp edges. "But it is not your physical state I worry for."

Her fingers tentatively brush the hair away from his forehead and she leans down to plant the softest kiss upon his skin. It is brief, gentle – she is still grappling with the knowledge that she can touch him, that she can bestow upon him the kind of affections she has longed for. "Are you alright, Deimos? You don't have to wear that brave face for me. The truth will not wound me any more than seeing you hurt already does."

[new-austin]

Woljif Im your biggest fan I love you I love you

Mathias belongs to @knight-commander

[byanyan]

me remembering that i used to write the two supernatural muses is like uncovering trauma i forgot about i stg

[phoenixmuses]

♡ Continued from here ♡ For @thegracefallen

The storm was raging outside, lightning branching across the sky and creating flashes of white light to illuminate the cabin they were in. Dean was still on edge from the hunt, despite it being over with and the vengeful spirit being long gone by now. His clothing was practically soaked at this point, a chill running down his spine as he started to gather up broken furniture to build a fire. The angel's words made him hesitate, attention flickering in his direction and eyes widening imperceptibly.

"I'm sorry, I didn't catch that," he replied gruffly, blinking a few times in disbelief. His expression shifted slightly into his typical mask of bravado. "You want me to what — to strip?" After a brief pause, he shook his head, adding, "Cas, I haven't had nearly enough whiskey for that."

Dean soon realized that Castiel wasn't joking, watching as he loosened his tie and slipped it over his head before pocketing it. His mouth suddenly felt dry and his pulse quickened subtly. Why the hell did the storm have to happen now, of all times? Forcing his gaze away, he continued to pile up the broken pieces of wood, then patted himself down for his Zippo.