#CUZ THATS UR JOB

[decolonize-the-everything]

that time I tried to tell one of my therapists that Im dissociating to the point where it doesn't even feel like I'm the one talking to her anymore and she went,

"and why did you tell me that?"

me, being so fucking normal her response: ma'am why did I hire u

[winterinvelaris]

i need elucien and gwynriel for several reasons but one of them is that im sick of us pretending that rhysand was wrong in the bonus chapter lol like yes he wasn't the nicest about it but he knows his brother and he knows what it looks like when az is (and is not) in love and as the high lord he doesnt want to risk the delicate situation with tamlin and lucien getting worse over azriel's lust for elain. the next book will be such a struggle to read if the conflict continues to be "fuck you rhysand how dare you do your job"

[metukika]

post canon/future teru... single mother with no children idk

[dysaniadisorder]

i hate how normalized military is in the us im gonna rip my hair out

[frobby]

im super late to the party but honestly from what ive seen twisted wonderland is a better disney love letter than wish could have ever dreamed to be

[skadream]

no offence but.... isnt the like, "no one understands that i'm a 25 year old teenage girl" thing.. kinda embarrassing....... like maybe its bc i am purposely actively trying to not feel like a teenager anymore but the fact that so many ppl are saying shit like that is uhhh

[fanflames]

will Tingyun let Bronya style her hair y/y?

A UNEXPECTED LETTER, for @zajevre .

only if bronya lets her do her makeup in exchange!

[bingobongobonko]

mornin thoughts. indeed i am thinking about racial identity again and just how fucking confusing it is. why, u might be asking. i have no fucking idea. im more what im not rather than what i am, cuz i dont really have an idea WHAT. and thats ok, i dont really ponder it nowadays. pretty sure not knowing jackshit about where you fit into anything is a fairly normal thing, especially for hispanic backgrounds, but it still feels like. Man. wish i had a better understanding of my own identity. but also hispanic just feels like a little bow. its broad in a way i really like, just sometimes i be wakin up thinking about it like. sometimes just lookin in the mirror and im like. Oh hey me, nice day huh, whats up, are you mourning your confusion of self today. no words can ascribe it, not even mestizo feels right even if i want it to. it doesnt FEEL right. hispanic's so damn catchall its the only thing i can really say about myself. but i understand its not considered the adequate answer, nor an answer at all to some folks. its just. i dont know how else to ascribe it

[desastre-fag]

hopefully im gonna have a free day next week so i can go into the bank to tell em to change my name n title

[kethabali]

hehehehe ever since i decided to drop that stupid class i am fulll of energy i'm so glad i remembered i can do this and didn't go through another semester of constantly avoiding burn out rather than thriving and being able to do many things outside of going to class and doing coursework

[isildheir]

Honestly, my abuser saying Louis was just as bad as Lestat or basically implying they hate how people write Lestat off as more abusive than he is or that Louis was just as abusive was a red flag I should've put a lot more stock into.

[shamblz]

Hhhhhhhhh the whole work team this morning got notified that we getting a 8ish% pro rata raise cuz of some wage benchmarking thing and we all just kinda sat there like 😐 on the teams call, and then I went straight into my 1:1 with my manager after n got kinda a gentle telling off for not reacting???????

[apocalympdicks]

bro

theyre sticking my 4'11 ass with a highschooler

[poppyseed799]

Spent today getting caught up on miraculous, remembered how much I hate the ice cream guy

[samara444]

THE 3D DOES NOT FUCKING EXIST.

the 3d is 100% irrelevant. shadow? mirror? delay? FUCK THAT BRO it doesnt even exist! the onlyyy power it has is the one you give it.

you think you fell off? till now u were affirming and persisting but something horrible happened in your 3d and now everything sucks again? congratulations, it doesnt matter, cuz you still have it. you still have your desire.

you fucked up? you have doubts? you start looking at the 3d for validation? congratulations. doesnt matter. I still have what i want.

you felt negatively? you acknowledged the lack of ur desire? you thought whyy is it not here yet? congratulations. doesnt fucking matter at all. i already have it.

spiral. go ahead and cry and whine and have doubts and question if this is real or not. hate everything and feel like shit. doesnt matter baby, YOU STILLLL HAVE WHAT YOU WANT!!!

when we say the 3d doesnt matter. it truly doesnt. the only meaning the 3d has is the meaning we give it.

i felt like i fell off, the month changed and my 3d didnt so i started wondering where is it, why dont i have it, am i doing something wrong, then the intrusive thoughts follow “what if its not real” “omg am i just wasting my time” “what if i dont get it” “what will i do now” you know what i did? i gave myself the biggest smile and told myself….it doesnt matter sam, my love. you still have it. and i dooo. i still do.

you have to understand that this disgusting ass stinky crappy old 3d which is literally a graveyard, an absolute shitshow that does not have anything to do with us, its all the past, its all dead, so it doesnt matter how i react, when i know i have it in my god state, aka my imagination, aka the only true reality, aka the only reality that matters at all.

so you cann spiral. you can fuck up. my god you can have a mental fucking breakdown and ur 3d could turn into absolute shit and ur sp can hate u and ur dad could get cancer and a tsunami could come and world war 3 can start…IT DOESNT FUCKING MATTER!!!! IT HAS NOOOO EFFECT AT ALLL.

take ur power back. literally announce that no matter what this old dead reality shows u, ur life could go to complete shit, trust me that doesn’t matter when fulfillment is present in your heart. ur only job is to have it. stop reacting. stop stop stop reacting and start having, thats where all your power lies and thats the way to pure fulfillment.

-love, samu <3

[femwizard]

Yano what I fucking love about Tumblr?

We're all just talking about the most mundane everyday shit, but in a kind, beautiful way. Ya the majority are either actively depressed, or on some level of the spectrum™️™️™️, but even despite that the general sense is that we are all trying to get through the day the best we can.

Thanks for that yall