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applejarjar · 2 years

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By the way I got the job!!!

#They're gonna make me an offer soon!#I think I have to pay for housing though which is kinda bozo and the pay isn't amazing but still excited #Plus I'll be a part of a group instead of on my own for a good while so I'm way less stressed about it #Apparently upward mobility is better when ppl go through this program so that's also a plus #I think I'll have a lot of options after training too so I'm less worried about getting stuck in something I'll be shit at #Just need to get this driving thing sorted #Lots of problems to solve and questions to answer in the coming months before I have to move #Can't spend ANY money #Already tryna figure out who I could cut a deal on a car with lol #That's gonna be the most expensive thing to start with...#Hopefully rent won't kick my ass they said they'd send housing options soon #Ah! So happy!

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fleursdesmorts · 1 year

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every year people get angry when ao3 requests donations but honestly in a world where almost all spaces online are slowly being eaten by corporations which censor the content on those sites, having a fan-run fan-sponsored place where people can create gay art without fear is great

#ao3 #i understand the frustration when donation posts are not getting funding #while ao3 does #but ultimately you can't control how people spend their money and having a space like this for #people to preserve writing even if its silly fanfiction is a good thing #archives are very useful and important and preserving a space of the internet for works created out of joy and passion #is not a bad thing #urging people do donate to any random donation post instead of ao3 is reckless when it's incredibly hard to verify #the source of the donation posts and whether its legit #unless of course you know the person in question

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sweetbottletops · 3 months

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Cafe pictures are appearing! [x] << more from this fan

Also a lot of the merch went on sale online at Tower Records today.

#i can't spend any money for a few months so bitter sweet #car failed state inspection #cries in poor #the guy she was interested in wasn't a guy at all #arai sumiko #green manga #yuri #kinioto #the guy she was interested in wasnt a guy at all

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lyekisses · 4 months

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the posts about pw buying that spongebob kaws painting for 2 million dollars are funny except he didnt buy it for 2 million dollars. the nyt article that features pete standing next to "grr" was published in december 2016. the painting was sold at auction for 2.1 million in november 2019. three years AFTER the original photo was taken. he SOLD it for 2 million dollars. or somebody did <3

#look i dont doubt pete is spending ridiculous money on art and erewhon sushi #but he's got mouths to feed!!! tuition to pay!!!! et paintings to commission!!!!#imo he bought that painting in 2008 for a couple thousand bc i can't find any other records of it being on sale at another point in time #sorry i have actual better things i should be doing instead of thinking about this. so of course i'm thinking about this

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dollsome-does-tumblr · 4 months

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the hardest thing about writing fanfic is that there's just no way to justify how much time i spend on it to anyone i know irl

#it's so hard to find the way to say 'i can't be excited about this fun social event because it's killing me to be parted by my google doc #full of adventures for other people's fictional characters!'#'this is writing that will never make me any money but i'm spending my time on it anyway.'#cringe!!!!!!!!#god. such a weird hobby to offline normals. but one i've borne nobly and ostracized everybody with these past 20+ years.#dollsome's deep thoughts

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icewindandboringhorror · 1 year

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... why he sit like this

#in this position his face is extremely 'cartoon cat' shaped.. like the perfectly round cheeks and little #rounded bump of a snout.. big round eyes. etc. stretched over the arm of a chair like a weirdo #cats #It's still Hot Evil Summer time and I have so much to do so am just aimlessly hopping between various projects but not actually #getting anything done. as usual. Also so so so so tired. I almost fell asleep in the middle of the floor like 3 times today lol #Trying to finish some costume photos and also another poll adventure thing. plus I do really want to do a sculpture sometime #I haven't finished one in a while. Hopefully my tiredness is nothing bad.#Maybe I'm anemic again so that's making me tired. Or maybe it's just a Listless phase. not that I'm ever really THAT productive considering #all of the health problems and etc. always holding me back. but still. I'm not usually 'sleep or just stare at a wall literally all day' ty #e unproductive.. at least not for multiple days in a row so. hmm... Sometimes especially in the summer though I will have periods of time #that are listless like that. I am under low level phyiscal stress for months at a time due to summer heat so I guess it makes sense #that would eventually take a toll. I just have SO MANY THINGS I WANT TO DO!!!!! AAUUGhhh #I also came up with a new idea for a game that is so so cool and I wish I could make it but I have to finish the other one first lol #which I will NEVER do. if I spend all day just sleepy unfocused barely able to do anything #I also really need to sell some clothes and sculptures because I'll probably have to buy a new computer soon so I need money. (plus still #recovering the costs of having to euthanize my other cat.. wehh) There's nothing clearly wrong with it right now but it's getting gradually #slower and there's more weird glitches happening randomly and idk.. just weird things that make me think 'hmm... bad.. possibly.'#ANYWAY... I just have so much to do that I both REALLY want or need to do - so it's perpetually frustrating that I just can't for whatever #reason like. Time is always mving forward. every day I waste is a wasted day. The year is already almost half over. I havent finished #any of the projects I wanted to .. and there's only more and more things to do each day. It's overwhelming and stinky #and thats not even considering having to do all of my tasks also with the background noise of economic inequality. everything increasingly #going into an even scarier political direction. active climate change crisis. pandemic that still exists and is insane to act otherwise. et #etc. HOW am I supposed to solo make two whole games . write 3 book series. finish sculptures. do costumes. make outfits. game videos. make #stable network of social connections. do my little side crafts. take care of myself and cats. pay rent. manage health issues. keep a routin #.try to make some sort of money. go to doctors appointments. handle regular maintenance like cleaning and cooking and self care #and buying new plates when old ones break or etc. make sure to do other things like backup my computer data regularly. do shopping lists.#take care of plants. pursue like 6 different academic interests. do the other side side projects I have for fun (like music or carving avoc #ado pits). eat in a healthy way thats okay for my Special Health Issue diet. exercise so i don't die early. etc. etc. etc. AND all while it #82F in my apartment all the time and I have tiny income and also need to move to another country/climate somehow??? lol......#ANYWAY.. ..very frustrated today over my chronic Tired Sleepy.. time for Cat Photos - which cure all of life's ailments lol

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burningfaith · 27 days

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next month me and my grandma are going to visit my godfather who lives in Spain, but instead of being excited (it's gonna be my second time abroad in my life) I'm anxious af, because even though I'm an adult I live with my parents and I need to tell my father about it. normal parents would - y'know - be happy that their children have opportunity to visit another country, but instead he's gonna be insufferable about it, because it's my mom's side of family and he despises my uncle. but what is he gonna do? kick me out of the house even though he promised that as long as I'm studying or working I don't need to worry about such thing, humiliate me as usual, tell me that I'm childish and spoiled or make my mom's life a living hell again? I'm aware of the fact that the longer I'm putting it off the worse his reaction is gonna be, but I'm just not mentally able to tell him that, because I don't know how he will react. I don't need any money from him, I don't have to use my phone during this trip (I dunno how the roaming and stuff work), I just want to be sure he's gonna behave like a proper human being towards my mom and my siblings when I won't be at home and not act like a total asshole while talking with me about it.

#i know that at my age i should be more mature and handle such situations better but as long as he's the way he is it's impossible #why can't both my parents be normal #and the fact that i wasn't able to get any summer job this year isn't making it any better because i know it's gonna be one of his argument #(czaicie to że nawet do żabki mnie nie chcieli. dosłownie emotional i brain damage)#'you didn't work so from where do you get the money for that'#don't worry definitely not from you because you can't even pay for my monthly train ticket to college #and at the same time have the audacity to call me dumb for commuting there instead of living in that city #while knowing that neither me nor mom can afford renting anything without your help #(okay i'm a bit exaggerating in my mom's case but she earns much less than him and he still makes problems with literally anything #even buying food even though he's in a very good financial situation and there are times when my mom has to make everything work all alone #because he's getting mad at her out of nowhere and only pays the bills that fortunately aren't that bad in our case)#(and unfortunately the bills include my telephone subscribtion because all of our numbers are in some kind of special offer where you pay #much less for one number when they're registered for one person so it's another problem in this situation because when i offered paying for #mine he refused and probably it'll be his another argument for becoming mad that i dare to spend time with the part of family that cares #about me unlike majority of his relatives)#i hope that at least when academic year starts i'll be able to get any part-time job on the weekends so i can save up more money #although i'm not sure if i'm gonna move out in the nearest future. i mean he's fucking insufferable and toxic but i just can't leave my mom #and especially siblings there even though i can't even fucking protect them from literally anything. at this point i'm just powerless.#there are times when he tries to change for the better but then he starts creating problems on purpose and everything is coming full circle #and the sole thought that my little siblings would tell me that i just ran away from this problem is fucking killing me.#niedziela wieczór i humor niegituwa. zawsze kurwa kurwa coś.#chuj idę słuchać myslovitz #pau.txt

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sondheim-girly · 10 days

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this musical has already taken all my money from me... but I want the vinyl... I have a record player.... I wanna get the vinyl.... someone please stop me.... but I want it.....

#jean has thoughts #the outsiders musical #the outsiders broadway #seriously this musical is making me broke #I spent a bunch of money on front row tickets #and now I'm spending a ton of money on my Marcia costume #I can't afford any more of this

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serufu · 4 months

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Every time the bank increases the credit limit on my credit card by a few more thousand dollars because I was a good little investment to them and pay off all my interest on time still despite having been shackled in place by it financially for years I experience whatever the emotion is that corresponds to hand loading shotgun shells.

#to be clear to any bank employees reading this this isn't a threat I both can't afford all that #and don't want to #but #I do still experience the emotion regardless!#every letter about it reads like pspspsps c'mere lil guy you knoooow you wanna spend more money you don't have right!#vile.

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goldkirk · 8 months

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question: have any of you personally seen a dietician (not looking for experiences with nutritionists, only dieticians), and did you find it helpful or useful, and if you did see a dietician and you ALSO have seen a GI doctor, how did the experience compare for you in terms of helpfulness + how much you felt listened to and helped?

#i'm trying to figure out which doctor appointments I want to bother making and spending money about for potentially no return on investment #and right now i'm trying to figure out if I'd get way more practical help from a dietician or if I need to suck it up and find a #not-elderly not-male not-dismissive GI doctor first and THEN see a dietician #although I cannot afford a bunch of tests #so like???#trying to figure out if a dietician would be more helpful overall with me not HAVING any GI diagnoses or eating disorders #and just really struggling with food in both sensory ways and unpredictable digestion ways that don't correlate with food allergies #god i sometimes wish i had food allergies so i could have some predictability #but yeah. i'm leaning towards dietician but figured i should crowdsource experiences #since I know a lot of you have health issues you've also been trying to manage for years and probably have good advice #if it helps i'm also in a major city now and have a decent-but-not-great health insurance plan so I'm good on those two fronts #to do #health #I know a dietician can't diagnose anything but I'd love help figuring out how to get maximum nutrition even when i can barely eat anything #or when my body decides to start getting sick from or (tw emetophobia) puking up fiber or fatty foods #which thankfully isn't often #now that I do cannabis daily in microdosing I have so much less pain and bloating and nausea #but when it hits it HITS #and the last time I tried going without cannabis for a couple days and then eating a fiber muffin I was sick six times in one morning #and didn't get my normal eating ability back until dinnertime #luckily that's not normal for me #but my issues bounce up and down so much #and I lose weight so fast whenever my appetite goes from 'barely ever there' to 'negatively nonexistent'#and I had like. two months last year where I think i reached my body's natural healthy set weight #and i needed so much food but it felt so good energy wise and temperature wise #and i'd like to STAY THERE FFS #and I feel like a dietician would be helpful for making meal options for good #*good and hard and nuclear alert level eating difficulty times #anyway. crowdsourcing. yay!

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konigceo · 3 months

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what do i even do for my birthday

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dengswei · 3 months

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growing up being denied getting what you ask for for birthdays/christmas because of x & y reasons you get older and you find yourself not able to ask for the things you want 😬

#lex waffles #or really asking for things in general #or is this just a me thing #like even non-expensive stuff i never got #so idk after a while i stopped asking for things and just accepted whatever i got which is fine whatever i'm grateful but still #even if there was things i wanted or needed #meanwhile my brother got everything he ever wanted lmfaoo #but that's not my bitterness coming out or anything #idk my brother never had any shame in asking for things even if they were mega expensive #meanwhile me who hasn't had a new phone for god knows how long & has a battery so bad i need to charge it at least twice a day #is like hmmm i can't ask for a new phone because that's too expensive #birthday saga #this is why i'm so bad at spending money because i learnt early that i needed to save money because i wouldn't be given any #and now i'm just like uh i can't spend it on this thing i need because what if i need that later lmfao #tho i shouldn't feel guilty because it's my dad who will pay for it and that's the least he can do smh

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valiant-if · 3 months

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well, Life By You has been officially cancelled so

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#salad's gaming corner #non writing #non valiant #i can't speak to things going on at paradox internally #but as an outsider #i love their games but i have grown more and more concerned about their movement towards cash grabs in recent years #they can give any reasons they want in a forum post about the cancellation #but ultimately i think it boils down to the fact that they weren't willing to spend the extra money on more development time #another factor might have been the very rocky start of cities 2 #as a publisher they've also kind of been shitting the bed on some of their more recent dlcs #i was really looking forward to the vision of the developers though #but also i dunno what kind of layoffs they experienced if any #but maybe they didn't have a big enough team to complete work on the timetable they wanted #either way i'm very sad #i was looking forward to it #and the sims still desperately needs a competitor #lets hope paralives still makes it

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vanillefraisecaek · 2 years

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Ragnarok Online Server: iRO

#Ragnarok Online #This is a F2P Challenge 2022-2024.#We NEVER spend any real money to Kafra Shop but still we managed to reach Lv.200+ & our alt-characters at 140+.#Someone says that official servers are P2W so we tested if it's true. Nope one can reach 4th class without paying anything we're the proof.#We also met tons of new awesome friends. They don't look down on F2Ps even tho they're rich & really OP. They helped us level up.#They also let us borrow their items & gave us free items from OCP. Why are those players that we've met so kind? 🥺#All of my 16 characters are married to VanilleCaek's characters. Tho we got only 5 Baby Class out of it.#4 of our Babies are Geneticists for their Cart Storage. 1 was Arch Bishop for a cute portable FS.#Why only 5? Cuz Baby Class is useless it's a waste of character slot. They can't even become 4th class too. As for now.

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sskk-manifesto · 6 months

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Atsushi's back in the game!!! ۶( ˆ o ˆ )

#And Kouyou!!!!#Also. I can say Steinbeck is kinda 👀👀👀#King of the specific category of “I forget I like him until he's on screen”#I'm seriously unlocking memories with this rewatch. Like I haven't thought about it in two years–#but I just know when I was watching the anime for the first time I was being like #“Of COURSE the villains need to spend several minutes each episode explaining in detail how their own superpowers work so that the–#protagonists can get a perfect idea of how to best counter them. Why are villains made so freaking stupid in this show” aljhvwslchvqliyqwb #But. Eh. I guess that's just bsd to you.#Alsoooooo random thought of the day: I don't really favour how Tanizaki's ability was adapted in the anime.#I very well understand they were going for this green Matrix-like illusion effect‚ but every time someone says “... Snow?”#I'm like please explain where do you live that has snow glowing green.#Aamsjgvfaskjhfv sorry this is me being very. Cranky and nitpicky and having terrible audience etiquette in refusing to–#engage in suspension of disbelief. It just bugs me akvakcvqkyb I just feel like... Green is such a non-snow color–#that quite of completely disrupts the Light Snow / Sasame Yuki aesthetic. I would have liked it much better light blue or simply white.#What else. The way the Guild just goes on at stereotypes still troubles me a lot. The “usamericans can't be touched by laws–#because they use money to corrupt anyone” “foreign criminal organization come in our country to corrupt our pure and untouched soil”#Idk. Maybe all of it is true. Can it still be deemed a stereotype when it's objectively something that's happened before–#and will probably keep happening?#I suppose I'm just not a fan of the constant hostility against any foreigner. Idk.#This situation besides is extremely ironical. If you meet me irl it probably won't take long to see me being very outspoken about–#how much I despise usa cultural colonization of all other countries. It's something that really bothers me‚ how rooted and pervasive–#their influence is. So in a lot of ways I can relate to the author's sentiment #I just feel that. If you start treating them as stereotypes and ignore the complexity of a country and the wide spectrum of causes–#that contribute to its attitude in international relations. You end up practicing precisely what you're trying to criticize.#Okay this is the last time I'm getting into the politics of the Guild arc lol #random rambles #This time I took watching the episode slow I feel a little late

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mellotronmkll · 5 months

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I spent SO much money this weekend but I want to go to this one restaurant tonight so bad but I can't like I've blown my budget for basically the whole month

#Not having a social life was doing wonders for me financially so actually going out has ruined me #I'm alarmed like I cant try to make too friends too fast cos I can't be spending money like this every wekened again ..#Plus I know if I actually had a real social life I would never make any music <- I already don't ever make any music but #All possibility will.be lost #So thank god I have no more plans for the foreseeable future

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