Malaponi
The thing is that for this song it can go two ways. SO.
Mal as Elsa, aponi as Anna:
"Mal?!"
Mal turned around at the sound of her best friends voice echoing in her ears.
Lilly?
"Who's asking?" Mal stated, not trusting that her best friend would be in hell of all places.
"What're you doing here?" Lilly asked.
Oh god... it WAS lilly... Mal could recognize that smile anywhere.
"Me?! What the hell are YOU doing here?!" Mal all but yelled as she looked at her best friend's demon form, attempting to figure out what she was based on.
"Well uh.. suicide can do that to a person," Lilly joked. "I can't believe you're here!" She exclaimed as she moved to hug her friend.
Mal stepped back...
Oh god... it was my fault that she died wasn't it?
Standing frozen in this life I've chosen
Please, don't find me, the past is all behind me
Leave me in the snow, let me go
Mal stood frozen in place.
"Mal, wha-"
"Please go away..... I'm bad for you.... just let me go...." Mal muttered before hugging herself with her arms, beginning to walk away.
No, Elsa, wait, don't go!
I'm just trying to protect you!
You don't have to protect me! I'm not afraid!
What do you want, Anna?
"What?! No!" Lilly scolded, grabbing Mal's arm gently, turning Mal towards her.
"I'm trying to protect you!" Mal replied, pulling her arm out of Lilly's grasp.
"Protect me? From what? Im not afraid!" Lilly stated.
"What do you want from me, Lilly?" Mal asked, a bit more harsh than she would've liked.
This. Just you and I talking and chatting and taking up space
And you, you look so at peace, which I did not predict after what all took place
I'm so sorry, I didn't know, I couldn't see
I knew you were hiding, but selfishly thought you were hiding from me
That's why I've come all this way: to look in your eyes and say
I can't lose you, not again
I can't lose you like then
If you could see yourself the way I do
Then you'd see why I can't lose you
"I just.. want THIS.... you and I talking... being best friends Luke we used to be.... you seem at peace here.... I'm happy about that..... I didn't expect you would be after you ran away but.. you seem happy...." Lilly spoke.
Mal stayed silent, not meeting Lilly's eyes.
"Im... I'm sorry I didn't try harder.... when you told me to leave you alone.. I selfishly thought it was personal... and I'm sorry.... but... I... I can't lose you... not again.... I can't lose you like I lost you then," Lilly stated.
Mal looked up at her, tears evident in her eyes.
"I wish you could see yourself the way I do.... maybe you'd figure out why I can't lose you," Lilly finished.
Silence from Mal.
Lilly sighed and nodded, her smile fading before she began to walk away.
Wait! I'm happy you came but it's not safe to stay here and talk
Don't get close! This is all so brand new, let me first learn to crawl before I try to walk
I'm at home here, out in the cold, up in the air
But it all turns to chaos near people I love and, with how much I care,
Please, don't remind me to feel, believe me, the danger is real
Mal grabbed Lilly's hand.
"I'm happy you're here.... but it's not safe for you to stay.... we haven't done rhis in a while just... let me crawl before i can walk," Mal replied.
Lilly stayed silent, listening.
"I feel like im home... but everything turns to chaos when I'm around the people I love..... I'm bad luck.. if you're around me, you're in danger," Mal explained.
I can't lose you, not again
I can't lose you like then
You don't know the things that I can do
Keep your distance, 'cause
I can't lose you
"I can't lose you either.... not again.... but you don't know what's happen.... you need to keep your distance because I cannot lose you like I lost you back then," Mal explained, remembering when she had seen the news about Lilly's suicide.
You have to listen, I've come here to tell you
That everything's different now that I understand
I know you mean well, but the air's getting colder
Just leave me alone, let me get this in hand
But I'm here for you, we can fix this together
For once try to trust me, I'm begging you now
Don't you see I'm the storm and you make it worse? I would fix it, but I don't know how
"You have to listen to me, lilly-"
"Everything's different now! I understand!" Lilly interrupted.
"I get that you mean well. But things are gonna get bad real fast. Just leave me alone... let me figure stuff out," Mal stated.
"Mal, I'm here for you! We can fix this together. For once just listen to me! I'll beg you if i have to!" Lilly argued.
"You just make things worse! I can't control my emotions when you're here! It's going to get you hurt!" Mal scolded.
Lilly stared at mal, somewhat angrily.
Anna & Elsa: I can't lose you, try to see
Anna: Why can't you turn to me?
Elsa: I'm trying to tell you that
Anna & Elsa: I can't lose you like before
Elsa: As much as I wish, I can't open that door
Anna: Why can't you open that door?
Anna & Elsa: If you loved yourself the way I do
Then you'd see why I can't lose you
"I cant lose you!" Lilly yelled. "Try to see! Why don't you feel like you can turn to me?!" She asked, desperately.
"I'm trying to tell you that I xant lose you like before! I xant be the one to reopen that door!" Mal yelled back.
"If you knew how much you meant to me you'd see why i can't lose you!" Lilly shouted back.
Mal sighed before wlaking away without another word, leaving Lilly there alone, tears streaming down her face.
Aponi as Elsa, Mal as Anna:
Aponi walked backstage after her performance, tugging at the collar Valentino had made her wear while she danced.
As aponi took off her makeup, she heard a knock on the door.
"Come in!" She called out, expecting Angel dust to waltz through the door.
But instead she was met with a voice she never thought she'd hear again. Especially not after her suicide.
"Lilly?"
Aponi turned around quickly.
"Mal," she deadpanned, the shock eminent on her face.
Standing frozen in this life I've chosen
Please, don't find me, the past is all behind me
Leave me in the snow, let me go
Aponi stood there like a deer in headlights, not making a move.
Then she remembered the Val's threat that one day when she had disobeyed him.
"I'll rip out the hearts of anyone you love, little butterfly,"
"You have to leave....." Aponi stated as she turned her back on Mal.
No, Elsa, wait, don't go!
I'm just trying to protect you!
You don't have to protect me! I'm not afraid!
What do you want, Anna?
"What? No! I haven't seen you in years! If you hate me, just say so!" Mal fought back.
"I'm trying to protect you," Aponi muttered.
"You? Protect me? You have NO idea what my life was like Lilly," Mal stated.
Aponi sighed. "What do you want?" She asked, bitterly.
This. Just you and I talking and chatting and taking up space
And you, you look so at peace, which I did not predict after what all took place
I'm so sorry, I didn't know, I couldn't see
I knew you were hiding, but selfishly thought you were hiding from me
That's why I've come all this way: to look in your eyes and say
I can't lose you, not again
I can't lose you like then
If you could see yourself the way I do
Then you'd see why I can't lose you
"What do I want?! This! I missed you! I saw your performance! You looked more at peace than you ever have! And..... I wouldn't expect that... down here of all places.... especially after I saw what happened on the news...." Mal explained. "I'm sorry..... I thought you would've hated me after I snapped at you.... I didn't know that you..... I didn't know that he was...." Mal trailed off.
Mal looked down in shame, remembering the day she found out Lilly had killed herself.
".... I can't lose you.... not again..... I can't lose you like then," she whispered, a tear rolling down her cheek.
Wait! I'm happy you came but it's not safe to stay here and talk
Don't get close! This is all so brand new, let me first learn to crawl before I try to walk
I'm at home here, out in the cold, up in the air
But it all turns to chaos near people I love and, with how much I care,
Please, don't remind me to feel, believe me, the danger is real
"I'm happy you came.... I'm happy you're here, I really am... but its....." Lilly looked around the room at the cameras. "Its not safe here for you right now...." she muttered.
Mal took a step towards her, only to be met with Lilly taking a step back.
"Dont get close...... its... I'm not comfortable with touching just yet," she lied. "I feel at home here.... but shut is gonna hit the fan if I give in to this...." she stated, hiding the way her hands were shaking.
I can't lose you, not again
I can't lose you like then
You don't know the things that I can do
Keep your distance, 'cause
I can't lose you
"I can't lose you either.... not like back then.... so please.... get away from me.... I can't lose you...." Lilly whispered, a flood of tears rolling down her face as she pushed away her best friend. Her everything.
You have to listen, I've come here to tell you
That everything's different now that I understand
I know you mean well, but the air's getting colder
Just leave me alone, let me get this in hand
But I'm here for you, we can fix this together
For once try to trust me, I'm begging you now
Don't you see I'm the storm and you make it worse? I would fix it, but I don't know how
"No no! I get it now! I understand!" Mal stated with a hopeful smile.
"You mean well, and I get it. But please just leave me alone...." Aponi muttered, turningher back on mal again and taking off the rest of her now smudged makeup.
"Lilly, I'm here for you! We can fix everything between us! Please trust me!" Mal smiled as she held out her hand to Aponi.
"Mal you're gonna make everything worse... I can't fix this," Aponi argued with a tired breath.
Anna & Elsa: I can't lose you, try to see
Anna: Why can't you turn to me?
Elsa: I'm trying to tell you that
Anna & Elsa: I can't lose you like before
Elsa: As much as I wish, I can't open that door
Anna: Why can't you open that door?
Anna & Elsa: If you loved yourself the way I do
Then you'd see why I can't lose you
"I cant lose you! Why won't you turn to me!?" Mal asked, helplessly.
"I'm trying to protect you! I can't lose enough like before! Please leave.. close the door," Aponi pleaded.
"If you would just listen to me! Just see yourself the way I see you!" Mal stated as she placed her hand over Lilly's.
"Get out, Mallory,"
Mal's eyes widened and she took her hand back.
Aponi gently pushed Mal out of her dressing room, closing the door and locking it before sliding down to the ground, crying.
She had to say it.... it was the only way to get Mal out of the room....
She had to say it.
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available bootlegs
this is everything i currently have available (updated 06/18/24). if you have anything to trade i generally prefer that but i am open to gifting any of the titles that are not starred! as a rule, if no cast is listed or only some members are listed, that means that i do not know the cast but i am happy to send a screenshot if you would like (and if anyone is interested in helping me identify unknown casts or dates of any files, let me know!).
green = video, pink = audio, starred = trade or donations only
*Anastasia (Hartford Theatre pre-Broadway run - Christy Altomare, Derek Klena)
*Anastasia (Broadway - Christy Altomare, Derek Klena)
Beautiful: The Carole King Musical (Broadway, 06/24/18 - Melissa Benoist)
Beetlejuice (Broadway, 10/31/19 aka Halloween)
Book of Mormon (Broadway - Ben Platt)
Come From Away (Broadway - Jenn Collela)
Falsettos (Proshot)
Falsettos (Broadway - ORC, not proshot)
Falsettos (Tour - Max von Essen, Nick Adams, Eden Espinosa, Nick Blaemire, Audrey Cardwell, Bryonha Marie Parham)
*Falsettos (Tour - Max von Essen, Nicka Adams, Eden Espinosa, Nick Blaemire, Audrey Cardwell, Bryonha Marie Parham)
Freaky Friday (La Jolla)
*Ghost (Broadway - Caissie Levy)
Hamilton (Broadway - Lexi Lawson)
Hamilton (First National Tour - Michael Luwoye, Solea Pffeifer, Joshua Henry, Emmy Raver Lampman, Isaiah Johnson, Jordan Donica, Mathenee Treco, Ruben J. Carbajal, Amber Iman, Rory O'Malley)
*Hamilton (Chicago Act 1 only - Karen Olivo, Ariana Afsar, Samantha Marie Ware, Miguel Cervantes, Joshua Henry)
*Hamilton (Broadway - OBC, not proshot)
*The Last Five Years (Off-Broadway - Betsy Wolfe, Adam Kantor)
*Lempicka (Broadway, 03/38/24 - Eden Espinosa, Amber Iman, Andrew Samonsky, George Abud, Natalie Joy Johnson, Zoe Glick, Nathaniel Stampley, Beth Leavel)
*Mean Girls (Broadway, 02/22/20 - Renee Rapp, Erika Henningson, Barrett Wilbert Weed, Grey Henson, Kate Rockwell, Krystina Alabado, Kyle Selig)
*Mean Girls (National Tour)
*Mystery of Edwin Drood (Broadway - Stephanie J. Block, Betsy Wolfe, Jessie Mueller)
*The Prom (Alliance Theatre pre-Broadway - Caitlin Kinnunen, Anna Grace Barlow)
*She Loves Me (Broadway - ORC proshot)
Waitress (ART pre-Broadway run - Jessie Mueller, Jeanna de Waal, Keala Settle, Drew Gehling, Joe Tippett, Dakin Matthews, Christopher Fitzgerald, Eric Anderson)
*Waitress (Broadway - Jessie Mueller, Keala Settle, Molly Jobe, Drew Gehling)
*Waitress (Broadway - Sara Barielles, Chris Diamantopoulos, Charity Angel Dawson, Molly Jobe, Will Swenson, Christopher Fitzgerald)
*Waitress (Broadway, 06/19/17 - Betsy Wolfe, Drew Gehling)
Waitress (Broadway, 12/14/17 - Stephanie Torns, Jason Mraz)
Waitress (Broadway - Shoshana Bean, Jeremy Jordan)
*Waitress (Broadway - Shoshana Bean, Jeremy Jordan)
Waitress (Broadway, 02/03/19 - Sara Bareilles, Gavin Creel)
Waitress (Tour, 08/26/18)
Wicked (Broadway, 02/01/15 - Caroline Bowman, Kara Lindsey)
Wicked (Broadway, 02/10/13 - Donna Vivino, Ali Mauzey, Kyle Dean Massey, Randy Danson, Adam Grupper, Catherine Charlebois, F. Michael Haynie, Tom Flynn)
Wicked (unknown - Eden Espinosa, Megan Hilty)
*Wicked (Broadway - Stephanie J. Block, Annaleigh Ashford)
*Wicked (Broadway - Lindsay Mendez, Katie Rose Clark)
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isaac's books in heartstopper s2
episode 1:
Tillie Walden: I Love This Part
Faridah Àbíké-Íyímídé: Ace of Spades
episode 2:
Nina LaCour: We Are Okay
Oscar Wilde: The Importance of Being Earnest
episode 3:
Ocean Vuong: Night Sky with Exit Wounds (the one he is carrying under his arm, I'm assuming that's his and not for the display?)
has read:
Ritch C. Savin-Williams: Bi: Bisexual, Pansexual, Fluid, and Nonbinary Youth
Emily Henry: Book Lovers
episode 4:
Victor Hugo: Les Misérables
Antoine De Saint-Exupéry: The Little Prince
Kate Chopin: The Awakening
Nina LaCour: We Are Okay (again)
episode 5:
Albert Camus: The Outsider
episode 6:
Martin Handford: Where's Wally? The Great Picture Hunt
Meredith Russo: Birthday
Jules Verne: Around the World in Eighty Days
Sara Pennypacker: Pax
Anne Berest, Audrey Diwan, Caroline de Maigret, Sophie Mas: How to Be Parisian Wherever You Are
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Damian Dibben: The Color Storm
Alice Oseman: Loveless
Susan Stokes-Chapman: Pandora
Katy Hessel: The Story of Art Without Men
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Evelyn Waugh: Rossetti
Arthur Conan Doyle: The Hound of the Baskervilles
A.O. Scott: Better Living Through Criticism
?: Then We Came to an End (?)
Ruth Millington: Muse
Dr. Jaqui Lewis: Fierce Love
Charlotte Van Den Broek: Bold Ventures - Thirteen Tales of Architectural Tragedy
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Richard Siken: Crush
episode 7:
Garrard Conley: Boy Erased
George Matthew Johnson: All Boys Aren't Blue
Samra Habib: We Have Always Been Here
episode 8:
Akemi Dawn Bowman: Summer Bird Blue
Angela Chen: Ace
bonus:
Truham school library pride display (seen in ep. 3 and 8):
top to bottom, left to right:
Angela Chen: Ace
Andrew Holleran: The Kingdom of Sand
Mary Jean Chan and Andrew McMillan: 100 Queer Poems
Scott Stuart: My Shadow Is Pink
Lotte Jeffs: My Magic Family
Tucker Shaw: When You Call My Name
Ritch C. Savin-Williams: Bi - Pansexual, Fluid, Nonbinary and Fluid Youth
Alok Vaid-Menon: Beyond the Gender Binary
George M. Johnson: All Boys Aren’t Blue
Mason Deaver: I Wish You All the Best
Alex Gino: George Melissa
on top of shelves (left to right):
Kevin Van Whye: Nate Plus One
Xixi Tian: This Place is Still Beautiful
Becky Albertalli: Leah on the Offbeat
Mya-Rose Craig: Birdgirl
Bernardine Evaristo: Girl, Woman, Other
Connie Glynn: Princess Ever After
Saundra Mitchell: The Prom
Charlie's choice at Shakespeare and Co (ep. 6):
Allan Hollinghurst: The Swimming Pool Library
That's it for now.
Sorry about the ones i couldn't identify and sorry if i missed any! Might try and do some of the ones in Isaac's room later but that'll take a minute
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Rebus – BBC picks up new series
BY IAN MCARDELL FILED UNDER NEWS
Richard Rankin takes on the role of the famous Scottish detective
The BBC acquired the Scottish crime drama Rebus. Made by Eleventh Hour Films for Viaplay, and based on Ian Rankin’s novels, the series stars Richard Rankin (no relation) in the title role.
The detective has been previously played, as an Inspector, by both John Hannah and Ken Stott.
Rebus
The six-part series has been adapted for the screen by Gregory Burke who reimagines the character earlier in his career. Detective Sergeant John Rebus is drawn into a violent criminal conflict that turns personal when his brother Michael, a former soldier, crosses the line into criminality. Rebus finds himself torn between protecting his brother and enforcing the law to bring Michael to justice.
Gregory Burke To Adapt Ian Rankin’s Rebus Series as Eleventh Hour Drama Black Watch. Both adaptations, have Richard Rankin’s participation. Based on interviews with former soldiers, it tells the story of troops from the then Black Watch regiment serving in Iraq. The play toured around the world and went on to win four Olivier Awards.
Richard Rankin as John Rebus (Image: Mark Mainz/Eleventh Hour Films)
The series promises to explore family, morality and class in an emotionally charged story, set against the Scottish landmarks that Rankin’s readers know so well.
Joining Richard Rankin (Outlander), the series also stars Lucie Shorthouse (Bulletproof), Brian Ferguson (The Ipcress File) and Amy Manson (The Nevers). Plus, Neshla Caplan, Noof Ousellam, Stuart Bowman, Caroline Lee Johnson, Sean Buchanan, Thoren Ferguson and Michelle Duncan.
Filming took place in Glasgow and Edinburgh last year.
Author Ian Rankin says:
“I’m thrilled that Rebus is coming to the BBC. A great cast and a compelling story – I really can’t wait for viewers to see it.”
This is the first time the BBC has adapted Sir Ian Rankin's detective novels. 📸 Getty Images
Actor Richard Rankin adds:
“I am thrilled that Rebus will premiere on the BBC. It’s been an honour taking on the role of Ian Rankin’s renowned John Rebus. A character enjoyed by so many in such a fresh and original adaptation.”
The six-part series is directed by Niall MacCormick (Wallander) and Fiona Walton (Shetland) and is produced by Angela Murray. Paula Cuddy, Jill Green, Eve Gutierrez, Tomas Axelsson, Isabelle Hultén, Niall MacCormick, Gregory Burke and Ian Rankin are the Executive Producers.
Rebus will air on BBC Scotland, BBC One and BBC iPlayer later this spring.
I'm waiting and watching 🍿
#Rebus #BBCScotland #BBCOne # BBCiPlayer #JohnRebus #DetectiveSergeant #Ian Rankin #novel #RichardRankin #EleventhHourFilms #Viaplay
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