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hyp-fixator · 6 months

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Is this lore? Potentially. Did I have a prompt stuck in my head from a hyperlaser headcannon that I couldn't get out of my head and worked so well in the ANIMALS! au I had to draw it even though it was stupidly late?... yes.

Diologue under the cut if needed!

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"SKYDRONE! Come down to my office immediately. I have a job offer."

"YES- of course Subspace."

"Come in."

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"Business?"

"The job offer."

"Ah." "Eager to get back on the job. Even after your suspension." "I can respect an eager mindset."

"these are the job details." "I need you to secure data on a location." "It should be easy. Just a hotel in the Thieves Den."

"Why send me then?"

"Hmm?"

"If it's just a hotel, why send a spy?"

"I have some theories about the residents." "Particularly on the top floor."

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"Everything you'll need notes-wise will be in the box." "Now get out."

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"Where are you going."

"Oh- uh. The Thieves Den."

"Thank you."

"uh. Why ask?"

"Nothing."

"Really?"

"Yes."

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"Hyper."

"Subspace."

"I have a job for you."

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randomwriteronline · 9 months

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Do the matoran even know what the difference between male and female is. Did the great beings ever instil the knowledge in them or is it just something that they like. Picked up from other species like the vortixx and skakdi. And makuta i guess. Do they assume female and male are an oversemplification of the elemental thing. So like you have female which is Water and then all the other elements just get funneled into male which instead of a specific element is just Not-Water.

How do they rationalize lightning matoran then. Like are they a subkind of ga-matoran? Because water is a good conductor for lightning? And what about Orde and the psionics. Great Beings go well we cant have you be male now bc youre too destructive, lets make the next ones all female, and Orde is just like what the fuck is a male. Or a female. Never heard of that in my life.

#bionicle #random talks #honestly its very fun to think abt these things and using them to make the matoran even more distanced from the audience #really let them be their own weird n fucked up lil species #i like the hc that their element is their gender which however in turn causes Great Confusion abt the use of male and female distinctions #so i imagine they Did jus pick that up from other species and used it in a really simplified way. but also the dont know what it means #like they mightve assumed that Vezok n Vamprah and Tarix n Berix were female bc they were blue. which. is baffling to everybody else #but makes Perfect Sense for them #edit didnt include nonbinary/genderqueer identities bc based on the elemental gender hc theyd literally go 'oh yeah' and not question that #theyve got at least 12 genders probably so they can understand the idea of a spectrum #its SPECIFICALLY the male/female distinction thats Weird for them to have bc theyve got Absolutely Nothing to base it on

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chanrizard · 14 days

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what were you vague-posting about earlier today (2 hrs prior-ish)? (sorry, i'm a little nosy, hehe)

tl;dr the abysmal reading comprehension but applied to friendships lmao

hmmm so! let's just say there's a certain friendship that for some reason i still have to decipher cause it's the most baffling thing ever to me keeps getting misread as being definitely more one-sided than what it really is, like there's an """imbalance""" in affection if you will :)

and with everything that's been said and shown by the people in question in the years i've followed the kids i can tell you with 100% certainty this is a cazzata di proporzioni colossali pardon my french italian lmao sure i don't know these guys personally but i do have a pair of working eyes and ears and so when i start to see comments that read like oh X is def much colder to Y look at this [insert here the normalest interaction between friends teasing each other] it drives me insane in a are you blind or just being very obtuse very on purpose way sorry ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯

#sorry it really irks me so much fkdndkd #the bad takes are limited to the bird app most of the time but once in a blue moon i read smth here that 💀#it all ties back to the perceived idol persona and what they show and prefer not to show to cameras for personal preferences #and also because sometimes people like to keep the things they hold dear closest to their chest :))#and sometimes they can tease you in a lil bitchy but affectionate way and that's normal and doesnt mean they hate your guts #and sometimes what they do says more about their relationship with someone than what they say and again that's normal too #hope this somehow makes sense cause im maybe 3s away from conking out ✌🏻#anon #answered

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todayisafridaynight · 11 months

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seonhee and sawashiro both being associated with purple's the most evil shit in the world now who the fuck am i supposed to put in my purple card holder

#snap chats #sorry guys im one of those girlies who are super into card holders now </3 esp the ones you can customize </3 #highkey i got this cause i wanted to put my school id in it so i didnt have to take my wallet out every time i needed to get in my buildin #BUT ON THE LOWEST OF KEYS I GOT IT TO BE MENTALLY ILL TOO i was obsessed watchin people journal and make cute card holders #i dont get recc'd those vids anymore but i remember watchin em an bein like MAN i wanna do that.... thats so cute..#on the real i think card holder customizing's healthy for me. it helps me learn to use things i buy LMAO #CAUSE WITH STICKERS AND THE SORT I HOARD THEM AND NEVER USE EM #and i always get buyer's guilt even if it's something small so i just think. i have to learn letting go and things not being perfect is ok #YOU BOUGHT IT SO USE IT like those ishin colognes... like the scent'll fade anyway i should use them while i can...#as much fun and therapeutic I Think as this was tho i cant imagine having a need to get another card holder... tragedy..#regardless. this card holder's really cute </3 spoilers it's a kuromi one cause i needed more purple in my room i fuckin guess #the stickers were real cute.. also there was a lil baku... hi baku <3 #which leads me back to my problem. '''''''problem''''''' yeah i dont even have a printer here but when i go back to my ma's i wanna be sick #walmart lets you get photos on that GLOSSY PAPER... tempted... anyway no listen to my non problems #cause in my heart i do associate kuromi with seonhee alright it just makes sense. PLUS baku and joon-gi #COUNTERPOINT. HOWEVER. there is no image funnier than slapping a depressed middle aged man who prob has a worryin body count #into a card holder decorated with hearts and sweets and bows with a big ass heart keychain danglin off it. like cmon #big brain move is to print out one pic each of em and just swap em out every other day LOOOL #i just want an excuse to show off the card holder.. i get why people have these now this was fun and cute....#ok bye i think ive been ill enough tonight #i thought i was gonna finish another comm but ☠️ ill just do them tomorrow morning they wont take long..

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heatobrienswife · 8 months

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#tw: death #tw: irl death #tw: parent death #ok those tags will make sense in a moment but! cause I've been going back through my s/is lore it made think a lil deeper into her #relationship with o'b (true heat) n well the thought of them talking about kids came up #both o'b n myself irl have a genetic that can lead to terminal illness n cause my s/i is me she has it too #o'b carries a disease in his blood that killed his sister n mine can lead to terminal cancer not 100% but I'm more likely to possibly get it #over someone who doesn't have the same gene it's what killed my own dad irl #so i like the idea of both of them like bonding on that level knowing they both have like this *monster* inside them inside their genetics #n well its comforting to me to know he knows exactly how i feel irl #idk cause of the whole his ashes finally being ready for pick up thing it sorta opened old *wounds* n my fear of dying like he did #i know I'm gonna die someday everyone is but i don't wanna die the way he did #i think I'm venting uogihviyv not what i meant to do! I'm not looking for comfort! just brain werms went screwy lol #but i really like the idea of the two of them having a bonding moment over their fears n grief in a way that only people in that position #can #n it's comforting so ojghvihfiv #shut up rattie no one gives a shit lol

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buggbuzz · 11 months

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LMAO I JUST REALIZED MY ADHD MEDS MAKE MY EYES DILATE?? ITS BEEN TWO YEARS

#suddenly all the comments ive gotten make sense #especially from the last few months when i upped my dose #lmaooo i hope professors dont think im high #it kinda reminds me of when you have to get ur eyes dilated at the optometrist's and u look like an anime girl LMAOO #tho it aint THAT extreme its more like being in a well-lit room and still having eyes dilated like its a lil dark #enough to be noticable to ppl making eye contact for more than a few seconds #its extra noticable cause my eyes r green so u can see the pupil well #lmao im glad i dont have my mom's ice blue eyes tho bc itd be so noticable id look like an addict #adhd #buggie's nerd stuff #buzzing

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doubleedgemode · 4 months

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There's a post that explains it way better than I do but. I'm currently thimking about A.B.As frankenstein influence

Aside from the obvious "concept art refs frankenstein by name, so one could assume the head key worked as her electrodes/bolts" I don't see many people mention how her strive boots are black platforms a la creature's movie depiction's (roadworker if I'm not mistaken?? I probably am) boots. Also yknow they have lil bolts

#one of my funny unserious theories: while we only see a little bit of frasco I assume it's quite big. idk it's a mansion lab.#so there were a lot of keys #for its many rooms #WHICH think abt it seems to be kinda implief since aba had a key collection even before meeting para #one could argue she took em in her lil escapades but we don't know how long they could be (cause she couldn't go too far n frasco was prob #isolated since it was in the mountains imo. maybe there couldve been a nearby mountain village but still imo it was prob kinda hidden)#SO my goofy theory is that the creator was. wait. we can be pragmatic. we have some big keys here. those could work as electrodes yup #though it'd be interesting if they also had a key obsession fsr mirroring hers #'if it was already a normal key why did it have a skull design“ this is gg so I choose to believe frascos interior design even before getti #thrashed by the military already had a creepy monstery vibe. the creator played into thst I think cause come on.#frascos caged monsters were either made by the creator or.. aba herself #guh I'm procrastinating #worth noticing that while all of abas franken-refs are based off the movie version (which makes sense. it's the more iconic afterall!)#did u know book creatures skin was transparent. That's right. I can tie that into my 'slightly transparent skin aba“ n not look absurd lmao #look I don't even feel that strongly abt that hc I just think it's cool and adds to her vibes hence I tend to discuss it. sorry #a.b.a #text tag2b named #I rly need to read the frankenstein novel sometime...#I feel it'd be up my alley of empathizing with 'seen as offputting and shunned artificial mimicries of humans that can be oh so tragic“#edit: fuuuck I forgot ggworld confirms it's a key-shaped screw not a straight up key. but still my silly theory can work 'okay guys we need #a big chunk of metal to make a screw for my homunculus OH WE CAN RECYCLE OUR BIG KEY“#frankentag2b named

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spacebugarts · 1 year

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I was talking about bugs at my therapy appointment today and my therapist asked how I knew so much about them like girl I was JUST telling you I was looking into getting an autism diagnosis

#i mean its a valid question but the timing was so funny to me #bestie i am exhibiting symptoms of the Knowing Things disorder #i like collecting info especially on silly lil guys <3 #therapy #autism #asd #i did make some progress today tho! she gave me some sources I can look into about adult diagnosis!#yay!!!#ive been weighing the options and I definitely think its worth pursuing #if it can help me maintain a job by getting the resources I need then its worth the downsides #bc ive been struggling so hard trying to find a place that wont cause constant meltdowns and burnout #inalso think its important to note that I only thought to make this post bc I was working on tattoo designs for my dnd character #and while drawing the phase spider i started thinking about how its not really a spider #bc it doesnt have a distinct split between the abdomen and cephalothorax but seems to have more of a fleshy 'neck' connecting them?#and i mean it makes sense since theyre fae creatures and not beasts but its still so weird and interesting to me!#anyways back to giving my bb cool tattoos!

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dutybcrne · 10 months

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Smth smth, Khaenriahns having similar thing to the Ackermans in AoT

#//The whole 'power that can be Awakened in times of duress'#//Exhibiting increased physical abilities; gaining the combined power of Khaenri'ahns before them via some connection to them #//I like it v much #☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//Also v much like the Ackerman Protectiveness™ being PART of it. It wasn't inherently in the og; I know; but IMAGINE #//In addition to getting that Awakened Power; it also lets Khaenri'ahns form a sorta Warrior's Bond w the one fighting w them in the moment #//So the trigger for it would not only be survival; but also a sense of Protectiveness over sb. Not necessarily romantic or anything #//Just a strong feeling of attachment & fealty to the one would TRUST with your very life; reflexively as breathing. Who'd do so in return #//Which would make me both laugh and cry if you consider Diluc & Kaeya #//Just #//Lil bby Kae activating the bloodline instinct during an outing gone South; & having a Crisis bc Luc's not Khaenri'ahn #//Does it even MEAN anything? Will HIS instincts go haywire bc Luc's not Khaenri'ahn? Are the gods gonna PUNISH him for it?#//For imprinting on a Teyvat-born; gods-blessed mortal? Or worse; in doing so; would Luc be damned in the process too?#//Meanwhile bby Luc the INSTANT of their oath to be sworn brothers was just. Already Like That. No Khaenri'ahn bloodline influence #//Heck; mans dramatic ass was prolly Ride or Die; from the START; then with that he had MORE incentive. The perfect fit to complement it #//Close to mutual enough until The Confrontation; then Kae's left reeling. There was nothing to sever on Luc's part; but it still Hurt Kae #//It's in his BLOOD to care abt & protect him. Prolly drive Kae mad when Luc went off to Snezhnaya & went through Hell; knowing he Caused i #//STILL resolved to help & support Luc; as per the inherent purpose of the bond; even if Luc won't want him to. What else can he do?#//The pain of Luc keeping him at arms length & aftermath of the betrayal is Nothing compared to what Kae'll feel if Luc dies; he figures #//And in Different Case; imagine Dain & Halfdan. A bond formed in the most Dire of times for Khaenri'ahns; them already having been close #//Maybe love already having budded b/w them. Only for an extreme life or death to spark it further; as their bond was Sealed #//Imagine if the mutual bond also let them sense each other's emotions; perhaps not ENTIRELY; but Just Enough to tell if they need help #//So if the other needs them; they can Tell right away. To be spurred to action and rush to their side in times of need #//With that; them Immediately sensing the difference as of That Day. The JOY in realizing the very mutual feelings they had in additon #//Feeling each other's love seeping through their bond; fond little bursts & flares felt whenever they think of each other; when they smile #//Warm feelings shared; even when they were apart. ESP then. Them hurrying to the other's side when they sense a dip or cold feeling #//Imagine how it would feel when Dan died; Dain's reeling from his own anguish & Dan's pain; Dan's grief in leaving him like this #//& the Emptiness Dain would feel; as bond b/w them would Shatter as Dan draws his final breath. A part of his heart & soul carved out #//Lmao; this all happened bc I was like 'Ey what if Khaenri'ahns were just Built Different'#//I do like this concept; gonna file it away for later

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insertcoolnameherethanks · 2 years

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My friends complaining about Gemma having "zero emotional capacity" my man, she has emotional capacity she's just neurodivergent stfu

#Gemma is so not neurotypical and that was the first thing I clocked while watching #Also ok it was an ok movie my friend I saw it with hated it and I liked it but it isnt my favorite ya know #Like there are just random scenes that made zero sense other then that they wanted to have a shocking viral trailer #Like the dance they gave no explanation other than it was a distraction I guess the breaking out into song like why???#The singing didn't make sense cause if thats the original programming fine but you could program singing but not a failsafe?#I would rate it 2.75 out of 5 stars like I wish it had leaned into the camp more #If it was more camp I would have loved it more cause it felt like it was taking itself too seriously for a movie where #The robot literally sings Titanium as a lullaby for no reason #Also my biggest grievance was the dog thats all im gonna say I can excuse the people but not the dog #Thats a horrible thing to say but you know what I said it #I think I would rate the movie higher cause there were parts I really liked but my entire friend group hated it so I fear my thoughts are #Being influenced by them just a bit but ya know it is what it is #It was a fun watch but a lil random and they should have made it more campy #Megan #M3gan #Gemma M3gan #Hello I'm speaking here

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arklay · 2 years

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🖊🖊🖊🖊 for diana ofc

a fun little fact about diana is that she wears her watch with the face on the inside of her wrist

while working for umbrella (well, undercover for the rival company, that is), diana's employment was never common knowledge to the public – because why would a pharmaceutical company need a herpetologist? instead, she simply held a position as a researcher at raccoon university, and would occasionally do lectures, but for the most part she would just take the cable car underground to the nest

when diana collaborated with the connections through h.c.f. in the early 2000s, they named one of the d-type bioweapons after her

diana saw a lot of her younger self in sherry when they first met due to the similarities in their situations with their parents, and the way she behaved around both herself and albert. despite her dislike of children, she couldn't help but feel for her and even came to enjoy when she would stay over on occasion (i'd love if my brain would let me finish the rewrite of their first meeting because i touch on all of this in there and diana's thought process ough)

#asks.#denerims #oc: diana #thank youuu emily!! ilysm 💖💖#i think for the diana asks some things are going to be like things i have probably mentioned before but just like a lil more in depth...#you know how i am. or like things i've deleted since posting them. it's fine. i'm normal about her!! but many lil tidbits in my brain i can #share about her too. just not sure if i have enough rn for the couple of asks i got with lots of pens lmaooo head empty and i've talked #about her SO much that there's not much that's not around here somewhere on my blog in previous ask games oopsies or on her page #also ngl i'm forever mad that in the 3 remake they made nest 2. because the university lab was where the vaccine research for the #t-virus was done when things went to shit and they named that daylight. and then for the creating weapons to combat the b.o.w.s and also #test the bioweapons against one another was done at the r&d centre... i'm fine i'm okay it's okay. capcom can i pleaseeee have an outbreak #remake!!! i miss her!!!! but yeah that's weird cause nest 2 didn't exist originally and the nest was a lot bigger?? it's fine.#anyways she just did her typical like Legal research with herpetology and virology there as a front but then she'd take the cable car #underground to the nest because my rules. if travel to the nest was available by cable cars from the waste facility / treatment plant /#arklay labs / rpd sewers & training facility then i can add another one beneath the university :) ALSO in outbreak they travelled to the #actual nest from the hospital and not nest 2 :) so yes. underground system for employees to access all facilities basically 💅🏼#i originally had her work at the chemical plant as her front but then i went no that would make no sense for her background and like both #of the birkins were already there so it would just be too much going on there and needed to split them up #OH also. sorry omg i talk so much but you know me <3 the part about her working at the university. i literally had this mentioned in that #fic where she went over to the s.t.a.r.s. office and um things happened but i cut that off early cause i liked it ending where it did

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inkykeiji · 1 year

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I feel like you'd like the show Tokyo Revengers. it's about gangs in Tokyo and honestly it gets me very in my feelings because theres a lot of tragedy involved within show. they also go very in detail about each characters back story without taking away from the general plot/idea behind the show. obviously no pressure to watch!!! I just figured id throw it out there cause it seems we have similar tastes in shows/books/characters/depth!

i’ve been recommended this anime a few times, actually!!! and i can totally see why; with the organized crime/gang aspect + supposedly well written characters it def seems up my alley (and i only say ‘supposedly’ because i haven’t watched/read any of the media and thus cannot judge for myself, but i’m not doubting that they’re well written!). but i looked into the plot a while ago and the time travelling aspect just completely turned me off of it. i’m really not into stuff like that >.< also,,, none of the characters piqued my interest except for maybe that dude with the neck tattoo??? and like black n blonde hair??? i dunno, but i kinda resolved that it probably isn’t for me :(

#it kinda sucks cause like #you’re right #i’d probably love it if it wasn’t focused on time travel #so ._.#more often than not time travel makes things extremely convoluted and it’s so unrealistic that i lose interest #maybe tokyo revengers is different idk!!!!! but from the summaries i read i was like ehhhhhhhhhh #sounds like too much of a gamble LMAO #i’m really weird like that when it comes to shows. like i’ll spoil the entire thing for myself just to make sure i know i’ll like it before #i begin #because it’s such a massive time commitment #idk if that makes sense but I HOPE IT DOES lmao #either way thank you for the rec anon bb!! <3 #if someone can tell me with full and complete honesty that the time travel in tokyo revenegers *isnt* incredibly convoluted them *maybe* i’d #give it a try #maybe #but it also heavily depends on how much mr neck tattoo is in it #i read his whole lil wiki page a while back but i can’t remember for the life of me what happens #just that he was like rly sadistic or something #and mentally ill #anyway i’m rambling #i hope tuesday treats you well bb!!!#stay safe n drink water!#inky.bb #clari gets mail

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be-good-to-bugs · 4 months

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blehg my head hurts so bad

#the bin #still have 12 more hours of car ack #this trip is taking longervthan itcshould bc ppl take fucking 4ever at stops bleh #i hope i can just sleep thru most of the rest #at least this will be over soon. im a lil nervous abt living w so many people again eap bc they srent gonna be at school for a lil while #plus my moms girlfriend is apparently over every day which like. makes sense. its her partner. but i dont like being around strangers #ive heard very good things abt her. literally everyone there says she suoer nice andbim sure she is but its not really about that #i just dont like being around anyone very often im not already super used to. and that takes years #but ill be in the basement so i think itbwont matter much. esp cause i can probs go back to nocturnal sleep schedule #and since ill be in the basement the sunlight wont be an issue which is gr8 #ugh. having to have earbuds in this entire time hurts so bad bleh. but having to listen to my sisters voicebis worse so. oh well

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todayisafridaynight · 1 year

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fathers day is this month how am i going to inflict psychic damage on myself

#snap chats #we were cute and sillay even for mothers day last month #but unfortunately i actually love my dad and i miss him so the possibility of doing something a lil moody is very real #i love how i always say i miss my dad as if hes dead. hes not dead hes just scared of my mom which. fair we all are LMAO #anyhow esp when im leaning towards doing something focused on jo since last month was more for arakawa...#i dont have anything in mind yet but i have the semblance of an idea... its budding but i dont have it refined in the dome...#because i also wanna see if i can do something for arakawa too so idk if i wanna knock out two birds with one stone for one comic #or make two separate posts (whether those are pics or comics idkidk)#i always really like to imagine quiet moments between jo and masato- however rare they might have been in canon #oh wait im gonna throw up what if i posted that prison comic on fathers day #if i dont get any ideas i just might.. unless i get too impatient and post it earlier ☠️#anyway this is just a promise i will be goofy on fathers day. except instead of Actual Goofy i might post something Cereal for once #nothing i say makes fucking sense unless you know my lexicon fucking 'cereal' is my Cute And Quirky way of saying serious #because Im Cute And Quirky alright moving on #Being Serious and Emotional isnt my forte. im very bad at doing both so i of course try to be funny instead #bu maybe this once..... the jo and masato feelins are strong this month......#its cause my moms giving me a harder time than usual so of course im just thinking of my dad more and Now We're Here #alright im finally gonna finish my comm then i might get to cooking bye

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arolesbianism · 4 months

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Sigh. It begins (being forced to see the worst aro hcs I've ever seen in my life because ppl have a talent for finding the absolute worst characters to be their token aro hc)

#rat rambles #hey pros of oni. no fandom to make shitty aro hcs #cause like you just know ppl would roll out their aro jackie fanart and Id have to delete my blog #and like normally with shitty aro hcs for things I like its not even that I don't share the hc just that I dont trust allo ppl #but jackie isnt even aro to me shes allo as fuck #I could dig some arospec olivia tho #Im also an enjoyer of aro joshua and aro otto #anyways time to block the wx tag but like for realsies Im not dealing with this shit #anyways happy pride months. Im going to spend most of it being the evil homophobic acearo that they warned you abt <3 #I jest I will be trying to enjoy it on my own time I just hate fandom culture and ppl having shit takes #honestly be glad I don't touch sekai tags anymore or Id start posting some real unreadable shit #its so hard being an aromantic person who hcs mafuyu as aromantic and romance repulsed because they're just like me fr #because god damn would that be a red flag to me if it were anyone else's hc lol #oh also does a little dance kanade is unlabeled as hell and no one can convince me otherwise #anyways I should make some dst pride art but its abby and walter in their aromantic echo chamber arguing with everyone that love isn't real #like I've said before its me healing my inner child who had too much of an anxiety disorder to be the obnoxious aro kid I couldve been #I bet both of them are like a wall to argue with but in different ways #walter will do the age old strat of just stating his points over and over again like it makes them right #and abby will do the 'prove it beyond a shadow of a doubt or you're automatically wrong' approach #because theyre both lil bastard kids who drive ppl around them crazy when they feel like it #wendy is also a bit of a wall but more in the sense that he will just plain refuse to believe things that he doesnt want to believe #because his coping mechanism is trying to wallow in his misery in hopes that it'll start to hurt less if he expects the worst #and I think if you tried to correct his stupid emo quotes he'd get all pissy abt it since its not abt accuracy it's abt his shitty coping

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cntloup · 24 days

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Gojo Satoru x pregnant!reader

protective!Satoru, fluff, a lil angst, mention of feeling guilty, implied heavy symptoms experienced by the reader

"it's ok, baby. i've got it." Satoru says as he approaches your slouched form over the sink, washing the dishes as you try to get something done and make yourself useful.

you've been feeling guilty during the past month or so, feeling like you were a burden to him, thinking that you would never live up to his expectations. now he has to take care of you. and as time goes by, it will get even worse as your pregnancy progresses. but he's a busy man with heavy responsibilities. you'd be only holding him back. you torture yourself with these thoughts every day.

"oh, thanks. i'll go clean up the living room and do the laundry then." you respond with a forced smile, trying to mask the guilt that's been gnawing at you for a while as you try to keep yourself from falling over out of dizziness.

"what? no, wait! i'll do it after i wash the dishes. you go get some rest. you've done enough." he retorts while gently grabbing your arm, voice slightly raised to stop you immediately.

he is in utter disbelief at your behavior. you should be resting right now, tucked in beneath the soft sheets peacefully. you shouldn't worry your pretty little head about anything, he thinks.

"i haven't done anything all day." you utter in a faintly frustrated tone, mostly at yourself.

"and that's exactly how it should be." he replies with a nod, "now go to bed before i drag you there myself." he adds, maintaining a playful tone, a soft smile adorning his features as he drinks in your beauty. you're already glowing. but considering how observant he is, he senses your discomfort immediately like he can actually feel the gloom and sorrow you're feeling right now like a mother hen.

"what is it, baby? tell me." he murmurs as he walks up to you and pulls you into him by your hips, shining blue eyes staring at you as he awaits a response.

his hand rests on your side as the other cups your jaw, his thumb swiping over your cheek that could be dampened any moment now as you feel tears threatening to spill.

"i'm so sorry." you whisper breathily, voice slightly quivering with the lump in your throat as you look up into his glowing eyes.

"for what?" he asks, confusion evident on his features.

"for being weak. i'm so sorry to disappoint you." you finally spill out the words that have been weighing heavily on your chest as the tears cascade down your glossy eyes.

"disappoint me? i don't understand... why are you crying, love?" he mutters with a shake of his head, his confusion growing even more by your words as his fingers swipe over your cheeks to wipe away the stray tears.

"you're literally the strongest and you're stuck with me. i'm barely even showing yet and i'm feeling extreme fatigue. i've been sleeping all day for the past month cause i can't do anything. and because of the symptoms, i'll probably have to quit my job." you ramble about the thoughts that have been pulling you down all this time.

"wait, wait, wait! how long have you been feeling like this?" he questions with widened eyes baring into your soul.

"eversince we found out i was pregnant. i can't stop feeling guilty about disappointing you." you reply quietly, almost embarrassed to admit it. of course you know you're being irrational. it's all natural to be tired during this time and need help, but you just can't help it.

"you've been feeling like this all this time and you didn't tell me anything?" he blurts out almost too aggressively to his liking, "sorry. didn't mean it to come out that way." he quickly apologizes after witnessing the slight flinch on your part.

how could he not see it? you've been trying to do the chores like regular, pushing yourself to your limit both in the house and on your job until he swoops in and takes the weight off your shoulders. now he starts to blame himself for not finding out sooner and letting you wallow in your own sadness and guilt all alone.

"you're not weak, baby. you're doing the one thing that i can't possibly ever do. the one thing that the strongest can't do. and what does that make you? huh? you're literally the strongest of all, babe. i can't even fathom what you're going through and you're doing amazing-", "i'm barely functioning." you cut him off.

"i'm not done yet, babe." he says playfully before continuing, "you're doing amazing, honey. you sleep not because you can't do anything else but because you need it. you're carrying our child for fuck's sake. a literal human's life is growing inside you and of course it takes its toll on you. and i'm right here beside you every step of the way." he finishes his loving speech with a tender kiss on your forehead as his strong arms wrap around your now slightly shaking form as you sob, utterly moved by his words and also the hormones.

"thank you, Satoru. i really appreciate it. you always know what to say when i'm feeling down." your words are cut off by loud sobs but he patiently waits for you to finish as he rubs your back soothingly while nuzzling his face in your neck.

"any time, baby. i love you." he whispers in your ear, "i love you too, toru." you say back, continuing to sob in his arms for a while before you eventually calm down and he guides you to bed, encouraging you to take some much-needed rest.

"and don't worry about your job. you can take some time off or quit altogether. i have more than enough to pay for our family and the next generations to come-", "ok, stop bragging!" you chuckle, "i'm just saying, baby. i've been dying to spoil you. now's my chance. let me take care of you. you don't have to go through this alone. in fact, i won't even let you." he chuckles lightly and crashes his lips onto yours, pulling away with a loud smack as you both lay in bed, limbs tangled together, "you already spoil me." you mention with a slight pout, "and i'm gonna do it even more. you deserve it, baby. don't worry about anything. i've got it." he says while softly caressing your cheek, admiring your glowing beauty illuminated by the faint bedside light.

you slowly start to feel the sleep creeping in and drift away into a slumber as you mumble a quiet 'thank you', curling into Satoru's side as he holds you so lovingly while you think to yourself how you've been blessed with the best, most loving and supportive partner anyone could ever ask for.

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