#Cris Mili

[whatrobotsneed]

Fly, broken wings

[boynextdoors]

[woenti]

isagi who always stays up with you if you can't sleep, even if he has training in the morning, even if every part of his body wants to sleep, he'll stay up with you just to make sure your okay.

bachira whose soul purpose in this earth is to look for cat slide shows and send you them saying "USUSUSUSUSU" everyday mili second of the day.

kunigami who once tried swapping shoes with you when you were at a party and your feet started hurting because of your heels. his shoes ended up being to big on you and your heels with too small and he accidentally broke them... (they were you fave pair) (he slept on the couch after that)

chigiri who you begged for his secrets when it comes maintaining his hair only for you to finish out he uses fucking 12 in 1 shampoo bottle.

reo who impulsively buys random things he thinks you need (they are always very expensive) when you actually don't and you barley use them but feel bad for it because it probably costed more than your rent.

nagi who falls asleep on your lap with his hands wrapped around your waist loosely. you thought since he had a loos grip you could escape to you owe only for him to refuse to let go and tighten his grip x10 and actually suffocate you.

rin who has a concerning amount of pictures of you sleeping. he often like to say you look like a dying dog in your sleep but in a cute way. you don't know how that makes sense.

sae who will use your chat together as a grocery list after you blocked him.

er you make fun of his 90 degree hair. you feel bad after so you give him hugs and kisses. (a lot of them)

oliver who never lets you live down the moment when called his hetrochromia "homophobia" (he refuses to you did as a joke bcs of all of the tiktok's you saw of it.)

sendou you cried to you when he saw all of the hate he got in the internet.

sendou who wakes up extra early to make you breakfast before he leaves for breakfast (he leaves a cute note everytime)

sendou who always wants to cuddle and loves being the small spoon.

sendou who loves it when you pamper him (aka kissing his forehead multiple times) (can you tell i love sendou shajshshahsjshshs i lienshahabshavshs)

snuffy who is way to over protective of you and always listens to your emotions because he's scared you might try to do the same things his bestfriend did

noa who is tough and always serious but the second his with you he's all smiles and cuddly.

kaiser who loves your younger siblings and always spoils them ocs they are so cute (your seriously starting to think he like your brother more than you)

ness who will cling to you like a koala if you ask to break up and out right refuse to break and and he will cry as he holds you hostage asking why you would want to leave him (jk)

baro who once let you do your make up on him and after you started crying ocs he lwk looked better than you.

baro who likes to have late night drives with the window open as you blasted music and ate ice cream whenever your feeling down.

baro who's and amazing bf (housewife) and i will lwk steal him for you so watch out. sob sob.

raichi who's always angry and really hot tempered but when he's with you it's like he did a magic transformation into a fairy angel.

[milaeth]

୨୧┊ 𝐈𝐍𝐕𝐈𝐒𝐈𝐁𝐋𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆. ( mick schumacher )

✧.* pairings ─ mick schumacher x fem! bsf! reader

✧.* genre ─ headcanons ⨾ fluff

✧.* summary ─ dating mick schumacher headcanons with the childhood best friends to lovers trope.

✧.* warnings ─ none, just fluff <3

✧.* mily’s thoughts ─ this took me way too long but was a lot of fun to make ngl. requests are open so please request ily mwah

∿ your trope would definitely be childhood best friends to lovers! (he just screams that trope, no criticism allowed)

∿ you may have met through your mothers who became friends and one day decided to bring their children with them.

∿ he was so shy at first, but he became so much more extroverted with you over time.

∿ the two of you did everything together and were basically attached to the hip.

∿ he was always too nervous to do certain things on his own so you came along with him or did it for him (now it's the other way around lol).

∿ you were at every one of his go-kart races, always supporting him and cheering the loudest.

∿ you always ran to him when he won a race and practically threw him to the ground with a big hug.

∿ your parents always said how cute you would look as a couple, but you two always stressed that you were just friends.

∿ growing up, you were there for every milestone Mick reached in his career, still cheering him on from the sidelines like you did as a kid.

∿ you were so proud of him when he won the formula 2 championship in 2020 and proudly told everyone that your best friend was Mick Schumacher.

∿ you both went through it all together. wether you laughed together in the best of times or cried together in the worst of times, he was your rock, and you were his.

∿ even though you were just friends, you were constantly mistaken for a couple, and you two always had to clarify with an embarrassed chuckle that you were best friends.

∿ but just as his career had shifted into something bigger over the years, so did your feelings for him.

∿ casual displays of affection were suddenly not so casual anymore.

∿ sharing a bed together because “we've always done it that way” suddenly made your heart beat ten times faster than when you were a kid.

∿ friendly looks had turned into longing ones over time.

∿ suddenly, you started to see him in a different light.

∿ you kept quiet about your growing feelings for him because you were embarrassed and thought they were one-sided. after all, you would rather be sad and unhappy than deal with the rejection that might have come from his lips.

∿ whenever you said “i love you” to each other, your heart ached because you thought Mick meant “just as a friend”.

∿ but little did you know that mick felt the same way, even longer than you did. he's always had a crush on you, but he was too nervous to tell you, just like you were.

∿ Mick missed you (more than best friends probably should) when you weren't there, for example at a race, because something important came up.

∿ he started hugging you a little longer and tighter than best friends did.

∿ he often admired your beauty and just stared at you in awe, while you thought he had simply zoned out (which happened quite a lot).

∿ he was always nervous when you complimented him, scratching his neck and avoiding eye contact while his cheeks flushed.

∿ or he smiled at you a little longer than usual after something you said.

"why are you still smiling?"

"hmm? what?"

∿ it's safe to say that you were both in love with each other, but too oblivious to notice that the other felt the same.

∿ after a million stolen glances and flushed cheeks, he finally confessed to you when you were both 22 (thank god, it was about damn time).

∿ he had been so nervous, but his mother had assured him the day before that you definitely felt the same way and he had nothing to worry about (even though you never told her about your feelings for Mick).

∿ the confession was super romantic. he told you to meet him at his house later that day and surprised you with a whole picnic setup in his backyard along with little lights decorating the scene. He had made you your favorite meal, and you both ate outside on the comfortable blanket in the warm summer evening. as the sun went down, he shyly confessed to you with a gentle smile adoring his face and pure love dancing in his blue eyes.

“i have loved you all my life” and “it’s always been you.” (sleeping on the highway tonight)

∿ after Mick and you got together, you found out that both your families had made several big bets about how long it would take for you to get together (his mother won).

∿ you later found out about the things she had told him the day before he had confessed, and you asked her how she knew.

“you knew about my feelings for Mick?”

“i think part of me always knew.”

“but i never told you...”

“you didn't have to.”

∿ now, two years later, you’re still dating your extremely taylor swift coded, golden retriever boyfriend who’s a literal sweetheart and does no wrong.

∿ Mick and you collectively decided that 'invisible string' by Taylor Swift is your song (he listens to it all the time and always has to think of you)

∿ you haven’t made your relationship public yet. many people know that you’ve been “just friends” all your lives, until now. you’re sometimes a little nervous about what the fans might say, but Mick is always quick to assure you.

“you're amazing, how could anyone not love you? and even if some don't, it's not your responsibility to make them.”

∿ he hugs you from behind and puts his chin on your head <33

∿ lying in bed and he just showers you with kisses :(

∿ sends you your favorite flowers!!

∿ forehead/temple/top of the head kisses>>> (he often says goodbye with a little peck on the lips or the forehead).

∿ you often comfort him after a bad race by holding him in your arms while he buries his head in the crook of your neck.

∿ he’s always checking on you, asking if you've eaten or how you’ve slept. he’s such an angel <3

∿ you had a stressful day? he’ll shower you in kisses and buy you your favorite candy so you have something to eat while you two watch a movie of your choice, all cuddled up while he rubs your back.

∿ after keeping your relationship a secret from the public for years, you finally feel confident enough to stop worrying about potential hate comments. you want to kiss Mick in public without fear of cameras being pointed at the two of you. so you decide to hard launch your relationship with an Instagram post.

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© milaeth | 2023

[cronotose]

i havent been posting bc my pc broke then my tablet broke and then i had a mental breakdown and cried for the first time in two mili seconds. feeling like remake james sunderland so i drew him

[millswaffle]

safe haven

you and levi have had many hardships in your relationship. But the hardest time was when the female titan first showed up. Seeing all of levi's squad being swatted like files was the hardest sight you have ever witness. What made it even harder was seeing the look on your husband's face as he looked at the bodies of his comrades. After the raid, you saw levi looking over the bodies. Your heart pained at the sight and all you wanted to do was hold levi close to you and let his vulnerability show. You silently walked towards him and place your hand gently on his shoudler. He doesnt look at you, but instead he places his calloused hand on yours, squeezing it three times. It takes everything in you not to let the tears burst from your eyes. But you hold your front and let the silence and warmth of each others hand comfort you both. After retreating, back home, all the pressure finally reaching its tipping point. You quietly slip into yalls room and wait for levi. You slip off your boots and loosen the leather straps that hug your body. Your body sits tiredly on the edge of the bed, letting your head hang low in your hands. That's when you hear the door creak open and quielty close. You lift your head slowly and your eyes meet your staggering husband. Your heart breaks seeing him like this, the last time you saw him like this is when he lost Farlan and Isabel. You open your arms and he falls right between your legs. You wrap your arms around his head, pushing his head more to your chest. He grips your thighs and silently cries. Letting the tears role down his cheeks, and letting his body relax more into your comfort. You hold unto his body, constantly placing kisses on top of his head and trailing them down to his face. "I know my love, I know. I'm here. Always and forever." Those words roll off your tongue like honey. The promise your making him in this moment, is a promise your going to keep. No matter the cost. As night rolls in, you both are in bed on yalls side. Levis body flush against yours. His head snug against your chest, his left arms drapped around your waist, and his legs tangled up with yours. Silence fills the room, as neither of you have said anything. The silence is comforting and comforting. No words need to be spoken. Levi gently slides his hand to your hip and squeezes three times. You smile and kiss his forehead. " I love you too."

hi my loves! Its mili!! I havent posted in SO SO long cuz ive been unmotivated 😭 plus im still trying to fix my tumbler 🙇‍♀️BUT have this story ive had in drafts for a bit! Hope u enjoy and feel free to leave any story ideas!🌷

[tyrellia]

By their own estimates, the IDF is killing an average of 165 civilians every day.

Just something to keep in your back pocket the next time someone cries propaganda. They admit that a supermajority of their victims are civilians.

[helluva-family]

Milie, friendly tip. They are in a motel room in wrath. Mox is pushing as we speak.

Moxxie continues to push, his face contorting in agony as his body works to bring his child into the world. The pain is overwhelming, and he feels like he’s going to pass out at any moment. His breaths come in ragged gasps, his entire body shaking from the effort.

Moxxie: *Gasping between pushes, his voice weak* I can’t… it hurts…

Striker: *Leaning closer, his tone a low growl* You will keep going. You ain’t done until that kid’s out.

Moxxie: *Sobbing through the pain, he grips the sheets even tighter, pushing again as another contraction hits. He feels the baby starting to descend, the pressure unbearable.* Oh… Satan!… it’s… coming…"

Striker: *Nods, now crouching down, his eyes narrowing* Good. Don’t stop now. You’re almost there. *He reaches over to grab a towel from a nearby table, tossing it onto the bed.*

Moxxie: *His vision blurs as he pushes harder, tears streaming down his face. His body is exhausted, but he refuses to give up. With one final, agonizing push, he feels the baby finally start to move down.* It’s… it’s coming…

Striker: *His eyes widen slightly as he sees the baby crowning, but his expression remains cold and detached.* Alright, Mox. Looks like you’re almost done. Keep going.

Moxxie pushes one last time, his body screaming in pain as he finally delivers his child. The baby’s cry fills the room, a fragile, small sound that seems to echo off the motel’s dingy walls.

Moxxie: *Collapsing back against the headboard, utterly spent and shaking, his breath coming in shallow gasps. His eyes are glazed over with exhaustion, but he listens desperately for the baby’s cries.* Is he… is he okay?

Striker: *Grabbing the towel, he roughly wraps the newborn in it, wiping away the blood and fluids. He holds the baby up, examining him with a cold, calculating gaze. After a tense moment, he smirks.* Well, I’ll be damned. He’s alive." *He hands the baby back to Moxxie, almost carelessly.

Moxxie: *Tears of relief spill from his eyes as he cradles his newborn son in his arms. He looks down at the small, fragile figure in disbelief, his heart swelling with love and protection despite everything. He gently rocks the baby, who lets out soft whimpers, but otherwise seems healthy.* Thank you… thank you for holding on…you’re so strong like your Mama!

Striker: *Leaning back against the wall, he watches the emotional scene with a twisted smirk.* Well, ain’t this just a heartwarming moment? Too bad it won’t last.

Moxxie: *His heart races, the weight of Striker’s words sinking in. He tightens his hold on his son, staring at Striker with a newfound determination, even through his exhaustion.* Let us go Striker…please…we mean nothing to you.

Striker: *Laughs darkly, shaking his head* Oh, Moxxie, you think this is the end? It’s only just beginning. *He steps closer, looming over Moxxie and the newborn.* I’ve got plans for you. And that kid? Well, we’ll just see how long you can keep him safe from what’s comin' next.

Moxxie, still trembling from the ordeal, looks down at his son with tear-filled eyes, knowing that this nightmare is far from over. His heart pounds with fear, but he swears to himself that, no matter what, he will protect his child from whatever Striker has planned next.

Millie and Sallie Mae pull up to the rundown motel in the Wrath Ring, dust swirling around the tires of their truck as it screeches to a halt. Millie jumps out first, her heart racing, the fear gripping her chest like a vice.

Millie: This is the place! He’s gotta be in there!

Sallie Mae: Don’t worry, sis. We’ll get him and the baby back. I’ll kill that bastard if I have to.

They burst through the door of the motel room, weapons drawn, only to be met with an empty, eerily silent room. The bed is a mess, stained with blood and fluid, and the ropes that had bound Moxxie lie discarded on the floor. Millie’s eyes immediately dart to the bed, her heart dropping.

Millie: *Whispering in disbelief* No…

Sallie Mae: *Eyes scanning the room, frustration bubbling up* Damn it! We’re too late!

Millie moves further into the room, her heart pounding in her chest. The sheets are soaked, and there’s a faint scent of blood and sweat hanging in the air. Her hands tremble as she touches the bed, her mind racing with what must have happened here.

Millie: *Tears filling her eyes, her voice shaky* He was here. He was right here… and now he’s gone. Striker’s got him and the baby… again.

Sallie Mae: *Punches the wall in frustration* That son of a bitch! How the hell did he get away so fast?! *She looks to Millie, trying to keep calm for her sister’s sake, but the rage is evident.* We need a plan, Millie. They can’t have gotten far.

Millie: *Clenches her fists, trying to hold herself together* "I swear, when I find him… when I get my hands on Striker…" *Her voice cracks, her eyes burning with tears of anger and desperation* I’m bringing Moxxie home. I don’t care what it takes!

[queersrus]

sweets theme

[sweets theme]

for @seraphim-coinz 's event, prompt one !

partnered with our other blogs @dollilian, @objectumluv, @systiveboxes, @skelatomy

(nick)names:

ambrosia, ambrosios, ambrosius, ambrose, anoush, anika, aynabat, adoncia bonbon, baker, bonnie, biscuit, brownie, blondie

candy/candi/candie, cake, choco, cocoa/coco, chocolate, chocolotte, caramel, cream, creamy/creami/creamie, cookie, candace/candice, custard, cobbler, crumb, cupcake

dessert, desserta, dulci/dulce/dulcie, dulcis, dulcinea, dulcea, donut esti, estin, eclair fudge, flan

gummi/gummie/gummy, gum, ginger, glykeria, gello, gela, gelatin, gelato honey/honi/honie, hedylogos

jello, jelly, jellybean kandaja licorice, loly/lolly/loli/lolie

Madeleine, milis, maire, maple, meli, meline, melina, melita, melite, meliton, mel, meila, miette, mora, mattox nectur/necture, necturine/nectarine

pastry/pastrie, pie, pomona, pamela/pamella/pamila, pamelia, paniz, pudding

sugar, sweet, sweetie, sweetette, sweetetta, sweetelle, sweetiebelle, sweetella, sweetiebella, sweetine, sweetina, sweatiepie, sucrose, sadhbh, shirin, sive, sundae, s'more, sherbert, sherbet, sorbet

taffy/taffie, toffee, tart zis, zisel

1st p prns: i/me/my/mine/myself

bi/bone/bonbony/bonbine/bonbonself ci/cane/candy/candine/candyself ci/cake/caky/cakine/cakeself cri/cre/creamy/creamine/creamself di/desse/desserty/dessertine/dessertself hi/hone/honey/honine/honeyself pi/paste/pastry/pastrine/pastryself pi/pie/py/pine/pieself si/suge/sugary/sugarine/sugarself swi/sweete/sweety/sweetine/sweetself

2nd p prns: you/your/yours/yourself

bo/bonbor/bonbonrs/bonborself ci/cander/candiers/canderself co/caker/cakers/cakerself cro/creamer/creamers/creamerself do/desser/dessertrs/dessertrself ho/honeyr/honeyrs/honeyrself po/pastr/pastrs/pastrself po/pier/piers/pierself so/sugar/sugars/sugarself swo/sweeter/sweeters/sweeterself

3rd p prns: they/them/theirs/themself

bon/bon can/candy, can/dy, candy/candies, crea/cream, cream/creamy des/dessert, des/sert, dess/ert, dessert/desserts ho/honey, ho/ney, honey/honeys pas/pastry, pa/stry, pastry/pastries, pi/pie, pie/pies su/gar, su/sugar, sugar/sugars, sugar/sugary, swe/et, swee/eet, swe/sweet, sweet/sweets, sweet/sweetly, sweet/sweetness, sugary/sweets

titles:

the sweetest of sweets, the sugar king/queen, the pastry baker, the candy maker, the sweetest dessert, the pie baker, the cake eater, the creamy dessert lover

*one who makes sweets, one who bakes the sweetest pastries, one who adores honey filled pies

*one can be replaced with any pronouns

[ithaquasbbg]

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I missed you, brother - Ithaqua & Nathaniel

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Pairing: none

Tw: Eating disorders, mentioned child abuse, near death experience (with a happy ending)

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Ithaqua sits in silence as he eats a portion of his meal, watching as mother sits down with a smile, looking over to his twin brother, Nathaniel. Family dinner is difficult since Nathaniel had moved in, more silent, less lively. It wasn’t mothers fault in the slightest, in all honesty, ithaqua blamed Nathaniel for all of this. He has never been kind to Ithaqua or his mother, saying terrible things for years, why did he still get to be under mothers roof, eating her meals, close to her heart when Ithaqua was so sure he hated the both of them.

“How was school, darling?” She asks Nathaniel, giving him a patient smile, only to receive no answer at all other than him standing up and walking to his and Ithaqua’s now shared bedroom. It hurts, seeing the way his mother starts crying, trying to hide it from Ithaqua as to not ruin his mood. “Mother..” he puts a hand on her shoulder, allowing the red haired woman to hug him tight. “This is all my fault, Ithaqua, if I had not left him with that man, your brother would be happy.” The man she was referencing was Ithaqua and Nathaniel’s father, a man with more appreciation for money than his own family. “No no, mother, you couldn’t have known..” Ithaqua whispers, stroking his mothers hair as she cries. “You could have never known that bastard would say those things about you, mother.”

She cries into his shoulder for a while before slowly getting up and going the dishes, handing Nathaniel’s uneaten plate to Ithaqua. “Go make sure your brother at least eats dinner tonight, okay?” She asks, to which Ithaqua quickly obliges. Upon entering his room, he shoots his brother a glare, tapping his shoulder. “Nathaniel, mother wants you to eat.” He gets nothing but a smack in the arm in return, along with the sound of his brother scoffing. “Tell her I don’t want any of her damn cooking. I’m not hungry.”

Usually, Ithaqua would drop the topic, but after seeing his mother crying over his brother, he does quite the opposite. Within a moment, a hand collides with Nathaniel’s cheek and he’s left to stare back up at Ithaqua with wide eyes as the other yells “why can’t you ever just accept the fact that she still loves you?! You don’t even deserve her love after what you said, but you’re still here!” Ithaqua receives no response from his brother and is about to continue yelling until he looks down and sees Nathaniel shaking, covering his mouth as to not make any noises.

“Nathaniel.. I-” Ithaqua quickly gets the idea, but cannot bring himself to apologize, simply taking a seat on his bed and watching his brother. Father wasn’t a kind man, Ithaqua knew this. But he never believed he would have taken it out on his “Angel child”, as is how he described younger Nathaniel. His brother is only further stressed out by the feeling of Ithaqua’s eyes on him, getting up and running to the bathroom. Ithaqua is left to sit and listen to the sounds of his brother purging what he had eaten of tonight’s dinner, still unable to apologize.

….

Nathaniel was popular at school, surrounded by people. Charismatic, the perfect person to hang out with. Ithaqua envied him, until the day he noticed the way he brother would shake whenever people would look away, how he grew almost sickly looking the more eyes were on him. This isn’t to say he felt sorry for his brother, he never could, nor would he ever feel sorry for him.

Girls flock to him, asking for his number, inviting him to get togethers, things they never did for Ithaqua. Why should Ithaqua feel bad for his brother, when he was afraid over the thing so many people want?

His looks were perfect, he was well kept and dressed in expensive clothing. A direct contrast to Ithaqua’s more messy appearance. Though, Nathaniel went through lengths to keep himself looking good enough. He had been taught to purge by his father at a young age, to keep his appearance nice. God forbid his son be anything less than perfect physically, after all. Nathaniel’s obsession with his own looks is concerning to mother, but it’s never concerned Ithaqua. Why should it?

Though that’s not to say he isn’t curious. Ithaqua remembers asking one day, “why do you care so much about how you look?” Nathaniel’s eyes widened as he looked away from his brother, taking a while to force out audible words. “Because, Ithaqua, when you have an ugly personality, you need to look good. Perhaps you should try to put an effort into the way you look as well.” The conversation ended with Ithaqua and Nathaniel being separated by mother, scolding the two of her sons for getting into a fight.

….

Nathaniel thought that if he acted badly mother would give up on him the way father and Ithaqua had, that he could possibly burn the bridge between him and her. He didn’t deserve to be loved, after all, just as father had told him. He didn’t deserve to be cared for or worried over, especially with how stupid he believed himself to be. He always found himself thinking that father was right for hitting him, that he deserved it, that he deserved all the pain he had been subjected to throughout his short life thus far.

But if he deserved it, he has to wonder why he finds himself crying in longing to be held the way he sees mother holding Ithaqua. Why does he find himself cowering in fear at the prospect of people being around him, looking at him, the idea of being hurt? Nathaniel despises it, despises himself for being weak, for not being a man as he should be.

And so, he hides it. All the fear, the pain, the endless amounts of tears that soak his pillow each night after Ithaqua goes to sleep. He hides all of it, bottling everything up and keeping it hidden from the world. He doesn’t deserve pity, or worry. He doesn’t deserve to be cared for the way bother does for him. Hell, sometimes Nathaniel even finds himself thinking he doesn’t even deserve mother, especially after the cruel things he had said to her.

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Ithaqua finally realizes how wrong he was to hate his brother the day he’s sent to the hospital, his body too weak from the constant purging ithaqua had himself ignored. His bedroom feels empty without his brother there, the dinner table even less lively than it was even with his brother there. School days are uneventful, boring. People come up to him, asking how his brother is, and all Ithaqua can do is say that Nathaniel is fine, that he’ll come back soon.

He sits next to Nathaniel’s hospital bed, seeing his twin brother, the once lively baby he had been nearly attached to with tubes in his body, keeping him alive. Mother couldn’t be there that day, so it’s just Ithaqua at todays visit. He holds Nathaniel’s hand despite knowing his brother cannot notice it in his unconscious state, lowering his head and crying in guilt over everything he had done.

He’s ashamed at the way he had blamed his brother for all his issues, ashamed at the way he believed having Nathaniel gone would improve everything. For the first time, Ithaqua realizes just how wrong he was, sitting in front of his brother in a condition like this. In this moment, all he could ever want is for his brother to return home, for mother to fuss over him the way she constantly did, to hear his snoring at the night that had used to annoy him so much, to hear girls fawning over him all school. Ithaqua missed all of it, he missed his brother.

….

Mother watched her twins grow up, one with her and one in the hands of a terrible father. For years, she felt nothing but guilt, knowing she had left her other sweet son in the care of that monster. She only takes Nathaniel when he’s thrown out of his fathers home. Sure, he had said some bad things about her, but he was still her son after all

If only somebody had prepared her for the pain her son was going through, for the way he wouldn’t sleep or eat normally, for the way he was almost silent while at home. When she sits at her sons hospital bed with Ithaqua by her side, hearing her baby would not make it, she finally realizes just how badly she had messed up, leaving her darling son. Though not all questions are answered, she’s left thinking when Nathaniel had gotten this way, and if she could have ever done something to save him from this fate.

….

The last day Nathaniel ever spent at home before going to the hospital was a rough one. He sat in his bedroom, feeling the burning stare of his brother on his skin as he tried not to cry, for he had already run himself dry of tears the night before.

He felt so weak, so tired, unable to stand up long enough to go grab a drink of water. While In pain, he screams for one thing he never believed he’d ask for again, for mother. He holds onto her as he barely stays conscious, knowing that his body was finally failing him just as he had hoped it would for years.

“Don’t cry, mama..” he whispers, whining at the pain in his body as he feels her hands massaging his back, knowing she’s on the line with emergency services. “You gave me the best life you could while I was here.. thank you” he whispers, closing his eyes as he loses consciousness for what everybody thinks would be the last time.

….

But when he wakes up, feeling his brothers hand holding his own, he realizes that he had so much to live for, so much to cherish. “…Itha” he mumbles, squeezing his brothers hand lightly. He watches Ithaqua spring up, calling for the doctors and quickly dialing mothers phone number. “He’s awake, mama! He’s awake! It’s a miracle!”

It’s all a blur, doctors coming in to check on him, talk to him. But when he sees mother walking in, Nathaniel immediately feels everything clear up. He leans into her hug, crying as she strokes his hair, something he never thought would ever happen. “My baby, you’re alive!” She cries and cries, never letting go of him until Ithaqua gets up and joins in, arms wrapping around his twin and mother as he too cries, making it the three of them.

“Welcome back brother, we missed you.”

[crimsonicarus]

A piano ballad (lestappen snippet)

the lovelies @amarynas and @hrhgeorgerussell tagged me to share a snippet from one of my wips and i decided to unfold my lestappen piano AU lmao

tagging: @readingbythestreetlights and anyone that wants to share theirs <3

“Didn’t thought you would stay late today” He heard Daniel ask as he appeared at his office’s door

“I won’t”

“It's almost 20:00”

That brought him back to reality “Shit” He hurried up to pack his things while Daniel openly laughed at him

“What distracted you?”

“Nothing”

“Okay… Who distracted you?”

Max stayed quiet as he got everything inside his backpack and passed  by Daniel’s side, he ignored him as he left the offices but the other followed him closely

“The cute pianist?”

“Shut it” 

That night Mili ignored him at dinner but cried later that night but cried later that night because she thought she wasn’t coming back. He hugged her until both of them felt better and she smiled again once she heard about starting piano lessons but got really interested when she saw the recording Sebastian sent.

“My first concert will be a duet with a violinist”

“And you will wear a princess’ dress”

“Not sure, the suit seems cool”

Mili slept with him that night, she was on his arms when he woke up by midnight and at some point Sassy and Jimmy joined in

[amyyythestarry]

THOUGHTS ON THE NEW TBHK CHAPTER PT. 2!!

OK SO, READ MY OTHER CHAPTER ANALYSIS FIRST.

But, this one is just gonna be about the whole Hanako crying after Tsukasa took Nene.

So I’ve seen someone give their reviews on the new chapter and I totally admire their perspective. But also they open up a lot of new theories and thoughts about characters that I would have never thought of.

So I now think that Hanako wasn’t just crying because Tsukasa stole Nene ( That’s definitely one of the reasons ).

He’s probably also sad that he got left out!!

Ever since Tsukasa showed up in the broken clock tower, he was only focused on Nene. Appeared right in front of Nene, directly talked to her, was in her perfect line of view. Meanwhile, Hanako just couldn’t see him clearly more than one time.

Talking to Nene directly about the ‘old Amane’. Hanako is just there.

He finally got in front of them both. But he’s still only talking to Nene. Hanako is just there.

Partly in Hanako’s line of view for a mili-second.

Goes right over to Nene and stays there. Hanako is in the background again. Even while this happens.

He can’t clearly see what going on behind him, when the kiss happens he strains to move his pupil. He knows they’re kissing because of the ‘mwah’, but he can’t see it! Only in peripheral vision. Only from the corner of his eye can he see just a little bit of what’s going on. And it’s right beside him.

Tsukasa’s taking Nene away, and Hanako doesn’t have any other choice but to stand there, and reflect on what’s going on.

I feel like he was thinking “My brother came here, talked to Nene only ( Left me entirely out of the one-sided conversation ), kissed her and ditched me with just a single goodbye.”

Tsukasa only talked to him three times during the whole interaction!

But the whole time he was having that one-sides convo with Nene. Hanako was still just there. The background character while all of this was going on.

Hanako was left out!

He cries his eyes out by the fact that, not only his brother taking away Nene, but ALSO DITCHING HIM. NOT PAYING ATTENTION TO HIM. Totally ignoring him and only interacting with Nene!!

Tsukasa seems to always talk to Amane whenever he is around. He always greets him in a hug or whatever, talks to him, includes him in the conversation, most of the time. Right?

Especially in Hell Of Mirrors. He was paying attention to Amane.

And in the PP arc.

But that wasn’t the case this time! Tsukasa didn’t give his brother a hug, a greeting “Aaamane” was all he got out of this chapter, and it was barely a greeting. Just to see if Amane was also frozen.

Not only did his brother steal his assistant, but he also COMPLETELY IGNORED HIM!

‘TSUKASA WASN’T MAINLY FOCUSED ON ME?? WTF, THE BETRAYAL!!!????’

Betrayal indeed.

Amane probably isn’t used to that. Not used to Tsukasa brushing past him, more eager to talk to someone else more than he’s eager to talk to his big brother.

I’m not saying it hasn’t happened before. Tsukasa definitely has thought of other things besides Amane. Definitely. Amane isn’t the only thing that’s on his mind 24/7.

But Amane probably doesn’t want to hear that, that his brother doesn’t prioritize him over anything or anyone else. He wants to be comforted by the fact that his favorite person in the world is totally obsessed with him, he invades Tsukasa’s thoughts only, nothing else.

But, this obviously, probably showed Amane that’s not the case.

His brother left him out. He was left out. He doesn’t like being left out.

But he was, and at the end of Kamome too.

Most be a lot to take in.

[ahundredtimesover]

I love this chapter so much despite how things ended. I know most of y'all want OC and Jungkook to be done with the drama and just date but all that only happens in the movies. Real life is sooo complicated and I get the part where both of them don't date even when they KNOW both of them have feelings for each other despite all the insecurities thrown in there. AND MIMI'S WRITINGS ARE NOT DELUSIONAL. Love that mimi 🩷

And I'm SO HAPPY OC finally quit🎉 Because no matter how cheesy and romantic it sounds, dating your boss is. not. cool. I feel they really need the time apart to grow and understand their feelings and themselves. Maybe they both will get into different relationships, maybe they won't, maybe Jungkook will go back to hook-ups or maybe just maybe he'll go into therapy? 🤷‍♀️ We don't know but whatever happens, they'll grow and they'll understand each other eventually. They will(hopefully) and can date even if they're not working at the same place and that's definitely NOT problematic at all compared to when they're in boss/assistant dynamic. And OC definitely needs this if she has to find herself and define herself outside the company. She deserves to be happy too and that happiness should not depend on anyone but herself. And it's so important to know where your happiness lies and OC being aware of that and working towards that also shows she knows herself to atleast some extent.

We finally got the answers to the Mr Ri's regrets and why OC is indebted to the Jeon family yayy.

And ukw mimi, I kinda freaked out for a mili second when Mr Ri said that OC's mother and Jungkook's father were like OC and Jungkook. I was like WHATT they're half-siblings or what??!!!?? Oof- good it's not like that😅😂

And I have a feeling we'll have Jungkook's ex back in S2? Maybe OC will date Jimin? (But their friendship is too precious to risk it?? I don't know)

And and and, 'I WANT YOU TO STAY' may have nothing to do with Jungkook wanting her to stay in the company as his assistant but him wanting her to stay in his life, in his bed and after they uk do stuff. The girl Jungkook hooks up with in one chapter says that she hopes that someone will stay for him so I think that's what IWYTS says?

And damn, the kiss, their first kiss, not to mention in HIS OFFICE was like that. Imagine the tension and the things that'll happen when they finally get together when they clarify all the misunderstandings and when their NOT in a place where they're not supposed to do the deed 🤭🤭🤭🤭 Will probably take a long time but I'm here and ready to wait and of course we need the angst ukkk🫠

"You let the tears fall, a reminder that you’d done this, and that for the first time in your life, you’re crying over losing someone, even if he was someone you didn’t have in the first place." I almost cried at this because this is so similar to what happened to me.. and I felt it's so beautifully written mimi 🩷🩷

I have no regrets whatsoever with how the chapter ended Mimi. And I'm waiting to read more but please take your time and don't feel pressured. Take care of yourself and yess sublock is really important no matter what the weather is and please stay hydrated too🩷🩷🩷 I'm going to re-read IWYTS too once I'm done with exams

PS: This reminded me of the plant OC got for Jungkook🪴

Hiii I LOVE THIS thank you for letting me know your thoughts and your theories moving forward 🥹🥹 And true, the slow burn continues beyond the feelings being revealed haha but also, who says there won't be drama even when they date? Hehe (there's a planned season 2 for a reason) 🤭 Which again, points to them still being flawed individuals even if they finally grow up and stop being scared and talk things out.

And yes to all the things you said about OC and finding her happiness, which can be different things at once. Could be a job, a person, a way of life, a refreshed mindset.. And the thing is, she's also about to learn what those are and that's also going to take some time. I'm loving all the different ideas u guys are thinking up about what happens after! Makes me wonder how you'll take what actually happens hehe 🫣🫣

But lol an earlier version of t huhu flashback conversation made it seem like their parents had an affair hahaah but no, I don't want things to be that complicated. We'll go for the other painful one, and idk it made sense for me to go that route bc of the parallels between those love stories. 💔💔

The title would actually mean different things at different points in time! Even in earlier chapters, JK would have thoughts of OC wanting to stay close to him but he could never say it. And then he says that in this chapter, asking her to stay in the company but eventually we see it's more than that.

Glad you enjoyed the kiss! JK out here teasing and it won't be the last for sure 😏😏 but yes, imagine when nothing's holding them back anymore! It's gonna be funnnn! 🫠🫠

Thank you so much for dropping by! It's always so encouraging to know you guys appreciate the characters and the story in all their complexities. I hope you enjoy the remaining of the story and that it doesn't disappoint! Sending you love, anon! 💕

[yeona-blackpink]

Stage Name: Yeona (연아)

Birth Name: Yang Yeona (양연아)

English Name: Yelena Yang

Nicknames: Yuyu, The 'Y' Girl, Human Versace

Position: Main Vocalist, Main Dancer, Sub Rapper, Songwriter, Producer, Maknae

Birthday: June 2, 1997

Zodiac Sign: Gemini

Birthplace: Tokyo, Japan

Height: 1.67 m (5'6'')

Weight: 44 kg (96 lbs)

Blood Type: B

MBTI Type: ISFP (Her previous results were INFJ, ESFP & INTP)

Instagram: tell.me.yyy_.

Weibo: yyy.2697

Youtube: yeona.yelana.yang OFFICIAL

Spotify: YEONA'S FAVORITES

Representative Animal: CAT

Yeona Facts :

-She has an older sister (Ahn-jeong) a video game developer

-Her favorite color is black

-She is the first GLOBAL AMBASSADOR for VERSACE

-She debuted on 3rd February 2022 with the single 'Vengeance'

-She is known as 'THE LETHAL WEAPON OF YG' due to her being an extraordinary ace

-She has awesome fashion and is considered to be A fashion icon

-She has many colabs

-Her favorite fourth gen group Is STRAY KIDS since they worked together numerous times

-She was the last member to be revealed

-According to Rosé, Yeona is the most Fluent in English

-Lisa and Yeona are the most closest

-She is a polygot since she can speak Mandarin, Japanese, Thai, English, Spanish, Korean, Latin and Bengali mixed with Hindi.

-She was really weak in studies in Middle school

-If she was not a kpop idol, she would've become a Lawyer

-She debuted in acting with the drama 'Vincenzo' (2021)

-She has 2 dogs (Boots & Rocket), 4 cats (Mili, Bella, Minni & Bibi) and a snake (Levi)

-She is an MC with Stray Kid's Lee Know and Jung-woo of NCT

-She has a Black belt in Karate and A brown in Jujutsu

-She is currently learning boxing

-She is going to star in Squid Game (season 2)

-She loves to eat

-She likes surfing, even though she almost drowned once

-She cried when she got to know TITANIC wasn't based on a real story

-She can play the Drums, Guitar, Violin, Flute and Piano

-She loves anime

-She is known as the 'CF QUEEN'

-Ranked 31st on TC Candler’s “The 100 Most Beautiful Faces of 2020”.

-Ranked 21th on TC Candler’s “The 100 Most Beautiful Faces of 2021”.

-Ranked 12th TC Candler’s “The 100 Most Beautiful Faces of 2022”.

-She is the most followed person on Instagram with followers of 104 million

-YEONA'S IDEAL TYPE : "Someone who can cook, but loves to eat too. Overall prioritize the free time we have together, has to be someone passionate and keeps up with my Princess behavior"

Show more fun facts about YEONA...

[unscapedgoat]

An exerpt from Dear Mili, for my favourite band, Project Mili

Happy 6/17 everyone!! even if it's already not 6/17 in Japan (cries) and I'm not in Pyrkon to witness the beauty of Children in the City live (CRIES)

[formulaorange]

Buddy Daddies - 12 Episodes This show broke me. You grow so attached to their family dynamic and it's so wholesome. I cried so much in the later episodes and the finale was exactly what I needed. Honestly a simple story but it works so well with this trio and Mili is the perfect 4 year old. She actually feels like a kid rather than in some other anime. A really cute depiction of the chaos of parenting.

9/10 - Great