#Especially dazai obvi

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SHEEP DACHU AU!

Aka au where dazai was in the sheep as well

[chososchalupa]

chuuya headcanons?

i love love LOVE Chuuya omg also this is my first BSD request and i was so excited when i saw this. please send more <3

Also was not sure if you meant boyfriend!Chuuya or just Chuuya in general so i did a mix of both

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Chuuya Headcanons

♡ Chuuya is def a big horror movie fan but he will also be anxious af after watching them (you’d think being a mafia executive he’d be numb to that but no, ghosts are scary)

♡ Chuuya is obvi insecure about his height, (he would never admit it) but the jokes people make about it do get to him a little bit so he’ll definitely need some reassurance once in a while.

♡ He is a GREAT cook and has taught Akutagawa some meals that he could cook for himself and Gin 

♡ Speaking of Akutagawa, Chuuya has huge big brother energy towards him, he is there for him no matter what and he’s one of the few people Akutagawa has actually talked to about his feelings (it was mostly about Dazai and Chuuya had a LOT of choice words about him ofc)

♡ Boyfriend! Chuuya is sooo romantic, like the type of dude to buy you flowers at LEAST once a week. He loves to show you how much he appreciates you

♡ Besides flowers, he's just a big gift giver in general, (rich boy asf), especially on holidays/ your anniversary but honestly, he doesn't need a reason to get you a gift. If he sees something he knows you’ll like, he's buying it for you.

♡ He is a HUGE cuddler, and he enjoys being little spoon once in a while but not that often yk

♡ NSFW! Boyfriend!Chuuya who is definitely a lil bit vanilla most of the time, like, he’ll do whatever you want but he mostly enjoys slow sex as its more sentimental and he just feels closer with you 

♡ BUT if you get Chuuya in a bad mood, specifically after working with Dazai for a day, he will actually rip you to shreds. He is going to take allll his anger out on you and it's def going to be hard to walk the next day

♡ Hes for sure into handcuffs and any type of bondage, not so much into hitting or hurting you in anyway though (unless you want him to)

[about-the-onigiri]

FINALLY FINISHED STORMBRINGER! HERE ARE SOME THOUGHTS (spoilers below obvi)

Okay, there's a lot to go over and I will probably make separate analyses, but for now I'm just going to go over any surface thoughts.

Chuuya

I will make a full separate character analysis for him, but my god did I thoroughly enjoy the theme of his questioned humanity and all the examples that proved his humanity before the end reveal (which btw I feel so stupid for not reading this novel sooner because I dead ass thought this was still an ongoing debate/question 🥴). Reassuring Albatross, mourning the detective, trying to save his clone, throwing away his memory sequence for the sake of Yokohama/the world, empathizing with Verlaine, doing the Sheep hand shake with Shirase, and making sure the Flags graves never go without flowers (kill me); all these things emphasize Chuuya's humanity. These actions answer the daunting question "is Chuuya human?", they precede the reveal. Humanity is such a huge theme in this series, along with one's reason/right for living, and it is always so well done to each individual character; but Chuuya's especially. (I must stop before this becomes a whole character analysis...but soon!)

Speaking of humanity, let's talk about Verlaine.

Now, while he was a strong contender in the beginning (I still don't, and never will, forgive him for the Flags deaths), he is no longer No. 1 on my shit list. Verlaine's existential crisis about his existence and "hate" driven plan to get Chuuya by his side is, arguably, very human! Verlaine was quite the interesting character to see unraveled, because his is one that drives home this major theme of one's reason for existence. It was so easy to sympathize with him because his angers, fears and desperate wants are applicable to not only the human characters in the story, but also any potential reader. They're the furthest thing from "non human", and in the way that Chuuya's humanity is recognized before the reveal, Verlaine's humanity must also be recognized, despite him not being human. Which is one of the things I love most that reoccurs through this novel. Despite the fact that it could all be a product of the lines of code, it begs the question: What makes someone human?

No Longer Human: Dazai

I'm kidding, we know Dazai is human (regardless of his detached sense of self). This novel actually did a fantastic job of painting Dazai as human and not an omnipotent master mind. His intellectual superiority is actually well countered in this novel. Yes, he bought time by giving Verlaine info on N and planned out the steps used in the final battle. But there were actually multiple times throughout this novel that we see Dazai caught off guard by things he couldn't predict, whether he admitted ignorance or not. His astonishment at Verlaine blasting straight through the lab after he had just mentioned he knew mostly what he was and wasn't capable of, his uncertainty for Chuuya's safety and success in the final battle as he watched everything play out. Dazai's humanity though is heavily highlighted when he gives Chuuya the choice of going into the final battle at the cost of losing his (seemingly) only way of verifying whether he's a human or not. This was actually very refreshing to see, but I'll cover this and a lot more on Dazai as I do want to make an in depth character analysis for him too. It was a nice break away and look into his character, as he could have easily withheld that choice and information from Chuuya.

Random Outlying Thoughts

A couple things that further emphasize the theme of humanity throughout this novel:

- Adam and his sacrifice for Chuuya. Especially after it was revealed that he was programmed to make his own decisions.

- Verlaine showing Chuuya the memories with Rimbaud

-Rimbaud's choice to, not only wait for, but save Verlaine, all while apologizing

I also thought it was interesting that Mori gave Chuuya his parent's location and the chance to meet them. I think it was genuinely both a gift and a test. We know Mori is cunning but not the incarnation of evil, as he's supposed to be an inspired character of Black Jack (though the translation errors ruined that). So I do think he would have genuinely given Chuuya that chance, while also using it to gauge where Chuuya stands. (Which we know is with the mafia; his family.)

Speaking of family, I cannot finish this post without mentioning the Flags again. I cried only twice while reading this novel. The first time being the Flags deaths, and the second when their resting place with an abundance of flowers was mentioned. They will forever hold a place in my heart, I'm still not over it tbh.

ALSO, I know in my last SB post I mentioned in the tags about Chuuya having nice things, but the fucking afterward in this novel from Asagiri!? Saying Chuuya's path is one that will not be easy or peaceful!! Asagiri please, I beg, let HIM HAVE NICE THINGS 🥲

Okay, that is all. Thank you for reading my rambles. I will post character analyses in the future!

[purpl3lem0n]

Set in the Northern Lights

just some fluff about cute and weird Meabhisms.

tw- gore and blood references, I think I got too descriptive again...

banners and dividers by @/cafekitsune peoples mentioned... @cin-nna @chrystal-tears @swimminginyokohamasrivers @teddymochi

So I have one or two asks about how different me and Qi are planning to make Meabh after a roleplay with the lovely Cola/Static where I mentioned Meabh would act different after he became Dazai #2 thanks to his nightmarish demons.

Let me just state that my muses for his new personality are Bill Cipher from Gravity Falls and his actual, factual personality in the book I wrote. The book I plucked him from and made a bsd character. So he'll be a lot more goofy and creepier. I'll be using this account for stories, drabbles etc. And reblogging my sillies :) less roleplaying though as canonically, Bella is having a [insert sparkle] moment [insert sparkle]. ONTO THE MEABHISMS!

He currently lives with @teddymochi, his technical aunt.. I think. I tagged you to fact check this. So he's not shy about seeming odd around one person who's really nice to him.

Flopping around on hard floor or his bed etc is a must.

There are now bandages everywhere cause according to him "his arms are more like wire with random pieces of chicken and tendons glued on and painted in blood" and no one wants to see that

hes like a mummy now. its fun.

the bandages sometimes go over his mouth (totally an accident) and he uses that as an excuse to dodge talking to anyone.

he plays the same songs on repeat for hours. Songs that calm him down. Make him sleep.

When he hangs out with Chrysalis, he usually tries to make a point to touch his hair.

With Cinna, Dazai(not romantic like the other two obvi) and Chrysalis, a factor of why he likes being around them is their voices. His father had a very calming voice and he associated his father with safety from his mother.

soft fabrics are everywhere in his room.

hes not a cat person despite being a black cat in personality. In my book he actually throws knives at cats that look like the one his mother carried around. He likes cute little crows, birds. Anything quiet. Especially a certain albino and black bunny pair that will be mentioned in future stories.

When he met Bella, he threw her into a hunting net and dragged her back to the greenhouse where Melanie took him in and he lived. (She let the kid go, I promise)

He's so expressive when you think about how different he is around certain people. With people he's intimate with, he's affectionate, touchy, so goofy. Less intimate or family like people he's sweet but not half as touchy. Randos, kinda mean.

He loves lychees because of his moms old handmaiden, Velvet Boonmee who taught him to make milk tea, desserts, and simply peel the fruit because of his mother's passion for growing the sweet pink and white fruit.

I feel like if I write more it'd be too much so thank youuuuuuuuuuuu

~Pumpkin boy <3

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Nipple play is so :(( like just the thought of a mf gripping you by the chest and managing to make you cum with nothing but their mouth or fingers on ur sensitive nips??? Just massaging your tits?

I like to think that aside from Dazai, mfs like Eren, Levi, Dabi n Hawks/Keigo would be into it :( meanies who live to tease

it's so so so hot :(( especially when they're fully clothed and so are you (mostly obvi), working you up just by squeezing your chest and pinching and rubbing your nipples so you squirm and feel your body flush with heat. your cunt has its ownnnnn heartbeat when they make little remarks and comments about it, too, your body flushing with heat and mild embarrassment when they mention how sensitive you are and how you look as if your knees are going to give out, and they haven't even touched you beyond your breasts.

my knees are weak at the thought of the men who do it so nonchalantly, so casual about the entire situation as if they don't have their hands all over your breasts and aren't listening to you whine and twitch. who still look at you so sweetly when you act up, telling you that they'll make you cum, but you have to do it their way. who finally let traces of satisfaction seep into their smile when they watch the triumph slide right off your face when you realize the contrast between their honeyed voice and what they just said to you.

some of them might not even know you're about to cum until you do, having only wanted to do it as an experiment or to mess with you, and their half-hard cock twitches in their pants at the sight. others will know you're about to cum and will either ridicule you or hasten their stimulation to see you make a mess of yourself, amazed by your sensitivity or poking fun at you for orgasming from something like this.