all cozy in my Stranger Things hoodie watching Season 1 Episode 1 on the big tv cuddlin wif my kitty wearin my binder holding my Demogorgon it's gonna be such a Strange year chat i promise you
THE FUCKING CASINO SHIP WEDDING AT THE WITH FIREWORKS OH MY GODDDDD I SHOULDVE KENW DEBORA WAS GONNA BLOW MY EXPECTATIONS BY BEING MORE EXTRA THAN I ALREADYY THOUGHT WHAT THE FUCK
dude I'm so with you I clicked on Dearly Beloved and after three piano notes I was like "oH FuCK" and had to turn it off because it was too much for me.
On another random side note, the BBS remixes of the field music in 2.8 make me go feral and i don't know why? the remixes of the snow white world theme and the sleeping beauty theme I mean. Like, they're so somber and foreboding but I just remember thinking what a cool touch it was to remix those as you're wandering through the decimated ruins of those worlds you remember going through in BBS. even KH remixes are bangers
anyway
KH music is too powerful for this world
FGDHDHHXBSJ this is such a funny start to a message. i went and inflicted KH Feels™️ on ya by posting obsessively about the soundtrack
also yeeeeEEEAAAAAH those 0.2 tracks. sosososo good. like it actually took me a while to realize they were remixed from anything and then i was like oh!!! dang. yoko shimomura composed all these new songs just for a tech demo game. incredible. we need another 0.2- esque game starring some non-main character exploring some haunted ruins. heck yeah
me having the worst day of my life knowing when i go home i can finally be myself and have a mental breakdown bc nobody knows how bad it is getting for me🤞🏻
Honestly it boils down to reparenting yourself & rewiring your own neuronal pathways & telling yourself a firm “stop” when you notice your mind slipping down negative loopholes & being present in the moment & enjoying being mid task rather than waiting for it to end & not thinking of inertia as your baseline and natural way of living
i met one of my aunt's archaeologist friends/colleagues earlier today & he was telling me about legends that not too far from here there's the ghosts of a roman legion that people see walking up the cliff towards the edge of the sea and then off the edge of the cliff and onwards, because the coastline has receded so much since roman times that the 'land' they're used to walking on goes on far past the point it falls into the sea today. and like. OUGH. I don't even strictly believe in that type of ghost but I'm Obsessed with this image of them still interacting with landscape that has crumbled into the sea & completely disappeared over the thousands of years since they were alive. ghost landscapes Real