#FUCK IT FEELS LIKE A FAREWELL
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#ITS THE SAME LOOK#FUCK IT FEELS LIKE A FAREWELL#BUT AT THE SAME TIME THE SOULMATISM IS MAKING ME TJINK THEY WILL REUNITE#I FEEL LIKE THEYLL MEET AGAIN#BUT IM GONAN FUCKING KMSSS#tmmm s5 spoilers#tmmm#midgelenny#mine#the marvelous mrs maisel
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Times they had to say goodbye — [3/4]
Pocahontas (1995)
#he kissed her H a n d#pocahontas (1995)#disney pocahontas#pocajohn#pocahontas x john smith#pocajohn so long and farewell#pocahontasedit#pocahontasgif#disneyedit#disneygif#disneyfeverdaily#fyeahpocahontas#disney john smith#pocahontas#john smith#queso*edit#queso*gif#we talk about john's lines all the time but what about pocahontas's breathy lil ''i can't leave you'' ???????#my god.#i've noticed a very tiny little thing maybe about pocahontas and that is she tends to be a bit of a fatalist#she can very quickly turn to absolutes before she's made to slow down and reason with herself#so she get a lot of language like 'can and can't' or 'always and never'#she also is very intellectually focused.#her lines in the song they cut refer to her ''knowing'' versus john's ''feeling'' the love they share#there's a lot more to look at here but i'm all fucked up bc the original storyboards for this scene#also had another kiss in here. which is Crazy that's THREE KISSES#wh o re s
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this torture we're going through with the anime must be divine karma for slandering Bones all this time...... they said "oh, you don't like how we adapt things? you say the manga does it better?? okay then, well now there is no more manga. it's Bones or bust, bitches."
#bungou stray dogs#they really said now either you get the story from us or you don't get it at all 😭😭😭😭💀#screaming crying throwing up shaking HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO CARRY ON FOR THE NEXT WEEK LIKE EVERYTHING IS NORMAL#NOT KNOWING WHAT THE FUCK 'TWILIGHT FAREWELL' MEANS#NOT EVEN A FULL WEEK BUT FIVE DAYS CAUSE THE PV ALONE WILL END ME#seriously though how can i be okay with getting canon content for the first time in the ANIME#they already do terribly with content that ALREADY EXISTS#HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL GETTING /NEW CONTENT/ THROUGH /BONES/#i guess looking at it another way though...... i should be glad if they deliver me some fucking hope a few weeks early#like obviously i'd rather none of this have happened and have gotten to this point in the last episode in the manga first#but since it did turn out this way....... if good things happen i'll take it i can't complain at this point just GIVE ME HOPE#mexican standoff with bones now that there's (basically) no manga content left like 'so it is down to you and it is down to me'#bones at the end of the fucking bsd world: 'never thought i'd be fighting side by side with a bsd anime hater'#me: 'how about side by side with a friend?'#bones: 'aye i can do that'
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it is actually devastatingly ironic that ac valhalla told its main story about a woman refusing to bow down and lose control to the man who represents the past life she used to be even delivering the very powerful line “i will not be captive to another man’s gaudy design, my fate is my own” only for her to not receive a proper farewell bc ubisoft instead chose to make the big budget dlc based on the man who was her past life. thanks
#sucks for you i guess ubi now make eivor’s ending a proper dlc or meet my blade#you fucking bitches#i’m CONVINCED the writing team at some point at least had an inkling on how they wanted to finish eivor’s story#there’s no way what we got was what they planned#and yes i am aware darby left the company between the main game development and the ending development#so that was a factor too#.txt#i feel like they unintentionally told a feminist story and then shat all over it in proper ubisoft fashion#also if you’re trying to argue that that’s what they did by giving basim a game LMAO nope absolutely not#eivor didn’t need ‘the new game basim got’ she just needed a proper farewell
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thinks really hard about Joy Of Remembrance - Celeste [Farewell] OST bc. it opens with such a flourish, in an almost feathery soundfont not quite like what you'd heard leading into it, the violin setting up the primary melody... and then the backing track kicks in and its almost discordant. not quite, but its enough to be Jarring. like some sort of stumble. and it keeps that dissonance, keeps that feeling as though its hastily pushing several different discolored pieces into the same track, struggling to make them fit, harmonize-- through pretty much the entire track.
the clashing of the high violin and the more chiptune-esque lead, each one almost trying to overwhelm the other parts all at once. but then when it quiets down just before the loop, the more somber strings feel almost like some sort of parting in the clouds-- not a mark of clarity, but one of something that lies underneath the hastily spilled coats of paint.
its trying desperately to be a declaration of openness and understanding, but that Cant be what it is (re: madeline's denial and stubbornness pushing forward). a loud, beautiful piece that Wants to be something it isnt-- actively pushing down the realization of what it Actually stands for. the dawning understanding something is terribly wrong, but simply excusing it as something else, overwriting it with a reality you can more easily swallow.
pushing for the answer she Wants rather than the answer she Needs.
gotta catch that bird.
#RRRAUAUHGGH celeste farewell...............#piktalk#the fact that it introduces such clean string instruments in the ost means so fucking much. especially in contrast w the rest of th ost.#how it still holds emphasis on those chiptune leads and synths; but everything feels so much.. Deeper; for lack of a better term.#deeper not in meaning; but depth like one would describe coffee. prickles more sharply against the mind; gives this sense of physicality.#dreamlike and lucid in equal measure. it calls your attention; but never truly strays from its heart.#waxing and waning as it goes down the line; only to mix beautifully in its finale (farewell) as every piece finally finds its place#not cobbled together in the image of what it Should be; but as it Is. like slowly detangling a knot; it settles; accepts itself.#i dont mean discordant in a 'badly composed' way-- its Incredible. its discordant in how it draws attention and plays with itself.#it hurts to listen to. (high high compliment)
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FUCK i still gotta write that goodbye card
#oh fuck oh god#idk what to say#or how to phrase it#i should keep it sweet and concise#but also not too formal#but not too emotional either#hmmm#i also need to figure out how to give it to him because i find it incredibly embarrassing#i kind of really don't want to be there on his last day on friday#I'd feel so awkward because Everybody will be there and say goodbye and i'd just sit there in silence because i don't#feel like I'm part of the team and therefore have no right to be involved (also one of the reasons i didn't sign the 'official' card)#i know it's stupid but ugh#I've known him for 6 months#why do i feel so ridiculous just giving someone a farewell card after only 6 months#I've given cards to people I've known for 3 weeks before. no issue there. (i think it's because of the work context.#i don't want to seem out of line by giving him my own card after not having known him for all that long#which is just dumb. but maybe it's also the type of card. maybe i should look for something generic and not a condolences card#lmao#(although that's 80% of the reason i want to give it to him lol)#void screams#work stuff#i need to shut up
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yu peng chen's new album is on youtube finally..
#i can see why someone asked him 'is farewell my friend inspired by chopin's polonaise' parts of it sound so similar#also interesting how chinese sounding some of the pieces are. off the top of my head: some bits of daughter of the sea and moon#and flourishing lights of the snowmelt realm#very fantasyland indeed#ramblings!#not genshin#daughter of the sea and moon in particular bc its like accordion and western and seems to riff off of the tunes in his other tracks in the#album. and then the flute comes in and its very different before switching back to the normal western scale patterns or smth idk i dont#study this stuff#wait on second listen flourishing lights is actually so fun. the melodies soar sm i feel like im flying#also i will not lie i feel like gnsn has exposed ppl to enough different styles of music but it consequently leads to 'oh this sounds like#x region in gnsn' instead of 'y irl region that inspired the music of x region in gnsn' that being said i cannot shake off the gnsn#similarities in some of the pieces. all are very fun tho#edit: wait fuck i was wrong. FUCKKK i subconsciously associated a tai chi video's bg music w one of ypc's soundtracks but thought it sounde#like a gnsn soundtrack instead of the tai chi video..... im so dumb
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been laying here listening to Lucky by Dermot Kennedy on loop for half an hour while thinking about Everything Stays and crying
#it’s good crying dw i am just. i have so many feelings about this story#Seven’s Celestial Commentary#Everything Stays#writing stuff#i may be stuck in bed struggling to type due to personal reasons but that will Not stop me from cooking up ideas for this fic#there is gonna be so much fucking angst and it’s gonna hurt soooooo good#the more i listen to it the more the possibilities expand#i can easily see Moon and Reader going back and forth between verses vulnerably arguing over Sun#but i can also see it being Sun and Moon getting real and discussingcougharguingover Reader#can’t decide which i like more#god i wish y’all could see this story the way it plays out in my head#next best thing would be to keep writing and sharing the story instead of vagueposting abt future plot points tho wouldn’t it lmao#and GOD don’t even get me fucking STARTED on Two Hearts…#Dermot Kennedy’s music is responsible for yet Another plot point for this story and i can’t even be mad about it. his fucking lyricsss dude#‘and so we jump to the THEATER??? in that SAME OLD TOWN???’ DO WE? FUCK I GUESS WE DO NOW!!!#picture me listening to that song and inspiration hitting me like a truck. diligently taking notes like the lyrics r instructions from God#‘she sees his face?? and HE sees HER as the LIGHTS GO DOWN???’ write that down write that down#‘the life that they should’ve had sat between them that night??’ FUCK Man yeah it sure did!!!#anyways it’s chill i’m chill. i’m very normal about my little stories and their musical inspirations!#and i’ve listened to these songs a very normal amount (translation: they will likely be in my top ten for the 2024 wrapped)#(cut to the scenes playing vividly in my head) ‘Well‚ at least I can always say that I /told/ her!’#‘I can’t relate to having a heart like that‚ Sun! With all of your wonder and your trust intact…’#like no i wouldn’t lift the lyrics directly for the song to use as dialogue but FUCk does it work well.. Lucky is such a good script for-#like- a heated conversation between my Relentlessly Positive Sun and my Apathetic Jaded Moon#‘How could our farewell mean as much as our time? Honey‚ I’ll be gone. It’s better if I’m something that you leave behind.’#‘I used to paint these trees‚ now I just scream at the sky. Honey I was wrong. Guess there’s certain things you never leave behind.’#*sobbing shaking throwing up clawing at the walls* I Am Normal About These Characters#anyways uh. on an unrelated note how many song lyrics do ya think i can cram into ES before it’s Too Many#gonna have to start getting creative with how i can incorporate more songs in a way that feels natural and not forced#even tho i am forcing it. i am forcing it very much bc i have songs with applicable lyrics and y’all Will read them one way or another
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tummy hurts my final message goodbye
#ive had mild pelvic pain for like. half a week now. its a bit like period cramps + in the same area but not as intense. idfk why#I dont think its bowel (<-no other symptoms and pain area is too low down) or bladder related (<- usually more painful + affects peeing)#sometimes I do get cramps a few days before my period but im midway thru my cycle and idk its not usually like this#not ovulation pain either bc thats supposed to only last a few hours. i dont fucking knooooww#im trying not to think abt it or complain abt it bc if i focus on it too much ill imagine its worse than it is. its rly not that bad#just consistent which is annoying. hopefully itll pass in a few more days. adulthood is all abt having mysterious random pains in ur body#sorry for tmi abt my internal bodily functions do u guys still think im cool.#eurghhh. im glad i went out to parkour today but man i rly wasnt feeling like it. another depression weekend :-(#but its ok im a bit tired of complaining abt being depressed. who give a shit. im doing all i can at the moment and thats fine#back to jobhunting tmr hopefully itll be more fruitful. im expecting to hear back from a few ppl. we'll see. rolling my rock back uphill#im gonna go get a hot water bottle i think... my hands are soooo cold and maybe itll soothe tummy pain too#and then read a little more.. finished giovannis room earlier (so fucking good but. devastating) so im back onto deaths end#just another 350 pages to go.. v curious to see where its gonna end up cuz so much crazy shit keeps happening. im just at the fairytales#hope my loyal followers are having a peaceful weekend.... farewell#.diaries
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might as well pick a tolkien url at this point. i want lowopacityelrond but its taken :( i have feanoriangrindset saved though. i'm taking suggestions if anyone has an idea. babygirlfeanor?
#Farewell O twice beloved! O happy to be FUCKING DEAD!!!!!#<- not 2 be dramatic but it literally how it feels like#.txt
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#so its been 3 months exactly since me & my ex like... said farewell#very dramatically#i just found out he blocked me on tiktok. 2 months ago i would've been devastated but now i just feel kinda bummed out#like is this really how 4 years of best friendship & 1 year of dating fuckery ends? damn lol it wasn't even all that#but mostly i just think its extremely pathetic & childish and LOSERRRR BEHAVIORRRR . for a 100k tiktok acc#to block a 150 follower account that doesnt even follow him + doesnt interact#like ok you said you weren't in love with me?? yet you feel the need to block me 3 months after the fact#im minding my business unless he breaks first (which has been the case a few times)#its still hard to get over him but he's making it easier every day!#just yesterday i was on the train On my way! to a concert & i remembered the afternoon before my harry concert in june last night#the mutual interest if you will had been re-established like a week prior & i texted him if he wanted to hang out and he said yes (ofc)#and the tension.......... GOD I MISS THATHSFDJKFS#walking around decathlon flirting oh it was SO STUPIDDD. THE GIGGLES. personally i've never really experienced that on that level before bc#like it's the best friends to lovers thing its the fact that we both felt the energy shift very clearly and were leaning into it#but not actually doing anything about it yet#just making stupid jokes flirting giggling but acting like actually nothing is going on#when i damn well know that if any of my friends saw us that afternoon they would've side eyed us SOOOOO HAARDDDDD#not to wax poetic over the guy who fucked me over so many times but. the electric energy .....#i'm probably not going to feel That ever again#whatever! whatever#txt
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ugh
#sorry for makin a personal post rn ik its not the time for that but i just need to let this out#i know its just a stupid website run by people who suck major ass but i dont know . what im gonna do if tumblr becomes unlivable for me#ik theres other websites but ive been on here for so long im not gonna enjoy leaving it if i have to#i just feel . a lil helpless bc its just a fucking website i know that but ive been here for so long.#met my best friends on here met my partner on here#i just feel helpless bc no amount of feedback or screaming at staff is gonna stop the shit thats happening and is going to happen#nothin i can do to make this place livable if it keeps going like this#i might just need to bid this place farewell and idk if im okay with that#theres. years of my life on this stupid fucking blog#shit i dont even remember anymore is on here#and it just feels. bad. to have to let it go#i dont want that. i dont#but i also dont want to stay in such a hostile place#i dont know what to do. i know its stupid i know that but.
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Oh the PSMD music playing during the Latios cutscene is such a nice touch
#i never did postgame in the original so idk what played there but this is distinctly psmd im pretty sure#this miiight be kinda controversial but i kinda think rt’s soundtrack is the weakest in the series?#like its not bad or anything definitely not. all of it serves its purpose well and theres a LOT to love here like sky tower and tiny woods#but at the same time. its the only game where i havent downloaded the songs#(also i think tiny woods sounds better in explorers oops)#… saying all this as if said psmd music getting ported here isnt just quiet incidental music that isnt in the ost#(another thing is i feel like rt definitely lacks a lot of just regular emotional music? like i think fugitive and farewell are the#only ones that come to mind for me)#idk tho. it may just be another case where im just not as nostalgic for it#… actually this might be gates music. it probably is actually. idk the 3ds games had a lot of these#which i like. not every single tune has to be this show yknow!#*?#echoed voice#pmd posting#… actually i might go download buried relic later cause it fucks#also wow great timing on this quest cause i just rewatched pokemon heroes yesterday aughhh#this and the movie kindaaaa make me wanna include the eon duo ik the prequel… mega evolving legendaries could be fun
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idk. sometimes i really miss contradancing
#it felt like becoming the music kind of#or part of it#just listen to the caller and dance. and the dancers become part of the music. because the sound becomes part of the music#and you're just dancing and you can feel the music in your bones and you're DANCING#and i miss it#i mean. i dance. i dance alone i teach my siblings the unprompted unscripted dances to music i remember my grandfather loved#and not to feel silly to just DANCE and its good. sometimes you just want to dance in the kitchen alone or not alone or whatever#but also sometimes i remember the few times i actually went contradancing#and??? idk maybe im romanticising it#i wish i'd been old enough to dance at more of my grandad's dances#i wish he could see me know#fuck i really miss him#and now im crying? oops#but like. i think the only dances i remember actually dancing at that he actually called were those last farewell dances#oh fuck now im sad#shut up cat
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tbh i'm actually so frustrated. i waited all day to watch the finale and then I finally did and now it's just over and it wasn't even that good :/
like it had so much potential to be good! and it had really great moments! but the whole thing just felt kind of like a cop-out by the end and i. tbh this sounds overdramatic but it makes me want to cry.
#ruby rambles#doctor who#dw spoilers#doctor who spoilers#power of the doctor#i will still watch the 60th special obviously but i'm just so. flabbergasted#the whole time it was like. oh daleks again? oh cybermen again? oh The Master again?#seeing the Doctors was a nice touch and the companion support group was a sweet farewell#but so many moments were just. ugh not what i wished they had been#and we didn't even get a thasmin kiss after all that either so wtf#i'm not a huge shipper myself but like. 10th and 11th were snogging ladies left and right. and 13th just gets to stare longingly?? okay#that feels extremely out of character and a little homophobic ngl but okay alright#it had some really fun moments but it was a total clusterfuck :/#AND DO NOT GET ME STARTED ON JODIE'S REGENERATION! David's already fucking been the Doctor; where in the goddamn FUCK is Ncuti??????#maybe later i will look back on this episode more fondly but as of right now I feel like I wasted my whole sunday over this#and ngl i'm really disappointed
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???????? SO YOUTUBE MUSIC DOES THIS THING WHERE IT AUTOMATICALLY CHOOSES A MUSIC VIDEO VERSION OF A SONG WHEN AVAILABLE TO ANNOY YOU INTO BUYING PREMIUM(?) AND OCCASIONALLY THESE ARE UNOFFICIAL VIDEOS LIKE A SPEEDPAINT OR LYRIC VIDEOS FROM 2007 BUT NORMALLY NOT UNLESS THE ONLY VERSION IS OBSCURE (THE ONLY EXAMPLE OF THIS I CAN THINK OF IS A SPEEDPAINT OF A SONG THAT ONLY HAS A LIVE VERSION)
ANYWAY I WAS LISTENING TO THE HORROR AND THE WILD (FUCKING. GOOD ASS ALBUM) AND I GET TO WELLY BOOTS (A SONG ABOUT A COMPLICATED FATHER/DAUGHTER RELATIONSHIP DEFINED BY ABSENCE AND MISCOMMUNICATION AND LOVING FROM AFAR) AND YOUTUBE GIVES ME?????? AN MCYT ANIMATIC?????????
IT HAS NEVER DONE THIS BEFORE FOR THIS SONG. WHAT THE FUCK WHITE MAN JUMPSCARE. IT HAS A CONTENT WARNING FOR SWEARING AT THE BEGINNING IM
#???????#anyway i was stuck on that album for like 2 months while i was REALLY into kiwami and it's so nostalgic and also i have projected my#blorbos into like. EVERY song. the animatics in my mind are insane you have no idea#the rockrose and the thistle? kazumaji. wild blue yonder? kazumaji. welly boots? KIRYU AND KAZAMA VS KIRYU AND HARUKA!!!!!!#THAT ONE'S REALLY IMPORTANT TO MY BRAIN I STG GO LISTEN TO IT AND PROJECT THEM IT'S INSANE#fair? kazumaji. that unwanted animal? kazumaji. marbles? kazumaji. battle cries? kazumaji#literally everything but the horror and the wild and farewell wanderlust have been permanently associated with fucking yaguzer content#AND ITS GOOD!!!!#also the one with the speedpaint is nobody by the crane wives#which is my favorite sapphic song and deserves a live version so so badly. it's so good please#PLEASEEE PLEASE PLEASE LISTEN TO THE ALBUM AND IMAGINE KAZUMAJI FOR ME. IM TOO LAZY TO MAKE A PLAYLIST ATM#YOU'LL SEE WHAT I MEAN OKAY#look i got nothing particularly against the fandom in question but like. i feel like this animatic broke into my house#LOOK.fair and wild blue yonder are just nice and im projecting them in. the others are still pretty applicable (though it has been a while)
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