#Formication
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Happy disability pride month to the undiagnosed. To the people lying in bed, in fatigue or pain, unexplained because their doctors ignore them or don't believe them.
To the people who're suffering but don't have the answers as to why, to the many more that think their suffering is normal because it's been going on for so long or they were thought to be exaggerating when describing symptoms.
I suffered from a chronic illness for years because my doctor, and nurse practitioner, ignored me when I said I was fatigued constantly. It's a miracle I was diagnosed by that nurse practitioner at all.
And I've been living with tactile hallucinations my whole life, but was brushed off in my childhood when I tried to tell people I feel bugs crawling on me when they're not there. (Before I get any comments - believe me. This is disabling. I'd be constantly paranoid without my antipyschotics, and in a way I still kind of am.)
Our doctors often fail us in many ways, even though they're supposed to help us, and in certain countries we even have to PAY large amounts to get ignored by these doctors.
If you relate to my story, I'm sorry. I hope we can both find better luck from the places that're supposed to help us in the future.
#butchy babbles#disabled#disability#invisible disability#disabilties#actually disabled#actually psychotic#hallucinations#tactile hallucinations#formication#disability pride month#disability month#chronic illness#chronic fatigue#chronically ill#blossomed to 1k#blossomed to 100
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Once again lying in bed on my phone waiting while my ibuprofen and muscle relaxer kicks in to possibly get rid of some of my pain and muscle spasms so I can attempt to sleep.
#hashimotos thyroiditis#fibromyalgia#fibro problems#formication#tactile hallucinations#chronic pain#disabilities#disability#disabled#sigh#tired#sleepy#muscle spasms#muscle problems#connective tissue disorder#neurology#neuropathy#possible ms#invisible illness
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Idk how this even came up but when I was a kid my mom told me that people who did drugs would feel like they had bugs crawling on them
And sometimes I get that feeling so whenever that used to happen to me I was like. oh no what if I'm somehow accidentally on drugs ?? (I was not)
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formication is probably the worst feeling ever screams
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today my meds decided it would be fun for me to feel like bugs are crawling all over me yay
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lack of sleep and new meds=formication
should I be concerned?
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Shoutout to the time my psychiatrist wanted me to get an entire physical examination because tactile hallucinations are "too rare" and it must've been something actually wrong with my nervous system.
Anyway I'm on an anti-pyschotic now and it works great.
#butchy babbles#still kinda feel it sometimes... it's especially potent today for some reason#but y'know.#it's. fine. i've dealt with this bullshit my whole life without knowing. i have coping mechanisms#formication#actually psychotic#pyschosis#hallucinations#tactile hallucinations
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vimeo
COLLECTIE ARNHEM 2024 | FORMICATION
#artez fashion design arnhem#collectie arnhem 2024#formication#artez university of the arts arnhem#artez university of the arts#Vimeo
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🐜 Ah, formication, my beloathed. Haven't had this fibro symptom in a while. Not enjoying its return 🐜
#so. itchy.#and creepy#stupid brain#stupid nervous system#fibromyalgia#formication#hallucinations#actually chronically ill
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i know im not an ender's game blog but im really really normal about that book (and bean's pov version) so anyway here you go
#ender's game#i dont like the last two books in ender's series tho#i haven't finished bean's series so i cant say about that one#i was trying to plow through ender's series but after months i finally surrendered to Children of the Mind#sorry but the end of ender's life is so stupid i can't aksjndfkwjenskfdj#so im rereading bean's first book rn and once i finish it im gonna go ahead and read the rest of his shadow series#and then i'll read the other “oneshot” ender books after#idk if im gonna read the formic wars#i've heard they're hit or miss#my bf really liked them tho so maybe i'll give them a shot#not dp related
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"bug hot 😳😳😳"
#formic queen#ender's game#smash or pass#tumblr polls#sorry i couldnt enlarge the gif so its like. 2 pixels tall
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🐜🐜🐜
#i love drawing my ocs lands <333#homestuck#homestuck oc#troll#oc#troll oc#formic (oc)#art#my art#digital art#oc art#original character art
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The other Itsy Bitsy Spider
The itsy bitsy spider was in my pubic hair
I cried and whined and wept and wailed cause I could feel it there!
But when my pubic hair is gone no spiders hide on me
That’s why Mommy shaves me to keep me spider-free!
#ngl I sing this to myself sometimes because I have that issue with hypnagogic formication#i.e. i sometimes feel bugs crawling on me when I wake up#and you know what it helps#mommy k!nk#cg/l blog#cg/l kink#agepl@y#domme mommy#spiders cw#insects cw#bugs cw#ab/dl lifestyle#shaving#bd/sm mommy#fear#mind conditioning#gaslighting kink
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#aliens#insects#insectoid#Star Wars#star trek enterprise#Babylon 5#Ender’s game#nor Crystal tears#Rick and morty#marvel#geonosians#xindi#thrakallans#formics#thranx#gromflomites#annihilus
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You have been offered a choice. One drink, or the other—it’s a game of chance. Choose the correct drink and you go to fairyland. Choose the wrong drink and you die.
You choose the left drink—
You choose the right drink—
The right drink again—
Maybe the left this time—
Leftrightleftleftleftrightrightleftrightleft—
#THE ONLY WAY OUT IS THROUGH BABYYYYYY#ender’s game#in all seriousness the false dichotomy motif of ender’s game FUCKS ME UP#was the choice ever truly between death at the hands of the formics and life after their destruction?#ender intimately knows the answer to that question.#I’M TAKING PSYCHIC DAMAGE. SAVE ME MR CARD. MR CARD SAVE ME#<-JOKE I’d never let OSC within a hundred yards of me
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#yeah i'm in a creative mood#byler like will byers and mike wheeler from stranger things#and destiel like dean winchester and castiel from supernatural#obviously#just explaining for you normies out there#and no i am not writing STEDDIE that is a gross ship#i need something to do when i don't want to pay attention in my english class#we're reading ender's game and its so fucking boring i hate it#i like it when ender kicks that guy so hard in the dick that he dies though#no but like the formics are cool. love a little extraterrestrial guy
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