#GODDD the love i have for this girl will never end

[lexavillanelle]

“You think I’d leave you all hanging? Never.”

[hella1975]

no one is doing fanfic like me btw

[grimm-cod]

Simon is DEFFFF a GIRL DAD.

Simon and you had identical twin girls, and THEY ARE THE LIGHT OF HIS LIFE.

Simon would do anything for his girls.

tea party with stuffed animals? done.

painting his nails? done.

when Soap asks him why his nails are bright pink when he takes his gloves off, Simon just gives him a glare in response, and Soap decides not to press further.

When he gets home after a mission, and his girls are already tucked into bed, Simon goes into their bedroom to press soft kisses against their foreheads.

If one of the twins had a rough day at school, he would always be the first one to comfort them, which is odd because he's a big, broody, war machine, but he has a heart goddamnit.

He would name his twins: Sage and Saffron.

"They keep calling me the 'other Sage', dad." Saffron would tell him one day after a rough day at school.

"You're my Saffy, sweets. dont let 'em mess with ya." Simon would reply.

if one of the twins got sick, you and him would nurse her back to health, but soon enough, the other twin had the same damn thing, so now, you both are stuck dealing with moody, sick, identical twins.

"Dont wanna take my medicine, dad." Sage would argue.

"Dont care, love. gotta take it." Simon would reply after an hour of arguing with her, getting her to try and take her medicine. Saffron on the other hand, she had taken it instantly, no matter how bad it tasted.

AND OHHH GODDD. if Soap were to ever find out that Simon had twin girls at home, and he was really a big softy behind closed doors, THE TEASING WOULD NEVER END.

Soap would tell anyone he came in contact with.

"Y'know, the Lt. has little twin girls? he treats them like princesses. he's a softy under all that mess." Soap would tell everyone.

And dont even get me started when he meets you and the twins for the first time.

Immediately takes on the role of "Uncle Johnny". Price would be "Papa Price", and Gaz would be "Uncle G", cause the twins couldnt stop calling him Gas instead of Gaz.

"They'll get the accent soon enough." Soap tried convincing Simon that the twins would get his scottish accent if he spent enough time with them, but Simon immediately shut that down.

Simon didnt want his precious girls around anything military related.

Simon had to pick the girls up from school one day, and the other parents couldnt stop staring at him because he was in full uniform, having left from base.

Simon's uniform would definently make the younger kids cry. I would cry too if i saw a 6'4", muscular, british guy in a skull mask and military uniform and tactical gear.

Simon did feel bad though.

[shipmanisms]

⋆ 𓏲 THE YELLOWJACKETS BEING JEALOUS .ᐟ

cw. swearing and some suggestive themes but not really anything too specific!!

a/n. HFHFHFHFHFFH GODDD 1 month anniversary of shipmanisms and ALREADY 176 followers 🥹 im so grateful for every single one of you, i love you all sm and thank you for supporting me sm 💓

⋆ natalie scatorccio

natalie would be so grumpy if she saw you talking with another girl or even breathing the same air as her,, she'd immediately pout and scoff and throw a snarky remark to make you pay attention to her :(

“awh, such a romantic moment” said natalie while rolling her eyes as she saw you and lottie, your best friend, talking in a hushed tone, probably 'flirting' like nat thought, when in reality you were asking lottie for advice on how to ask nat out for doomcoming . . . “you know what would be a romantic moment? this, do you wanna be my partner for the doomcoming?please?baby?” you asked out of the blue with an awkward smile, but hey! it was lottie's ideas, she was the one who told you to be yourself.

⋆ lottie matthews

she wouldn't even be mad or jealous, just confused if she saw one of the other yjs getting close to you. she'd look at you like a dumb puppy with those big ole brown eyes of hers and go like "hey, can we:(( talk:((( pls:(("

“baby, hey, what's up with you and shauna? you're spending so much time with her instead of me” lottie's sweet voice rang through your ears, and you giggled a bit at seeing her so desperate to talk to you more. hugging her and resting your head on her shoulder, you looked up at her with a smile. “jackie is shocked that she's not the one who got shauna pregnant, and she's not talking to her, so shauna asked for my help" you intertwined your fingers with lottie's, seeing her finally relax and a look of realisation cross her face.

⋆ jackie taylor

sassy loser girlfailure princess who's jealous and needs attention 24/7 or else she'll die ( she's just like me ) , of course she'll never let you go without reassurance and an explanation + an apology paragraph.

“when did you stop wanting me to be your girlfriend? how is travis more important than me now?” jackie asked frustrated as she stomped her feet a bit with her hands on her lips, looking at you impatiently. “baby.. he ate his brother's heart..” — “okay an- oh. yeah, i remember now, okay! i love you then, tell me if you need help with comforting him” she smiled and pecked your lips.

⋆ shauna shipman

jealous shauna is your worst enemy, she wouldn't even talk, she'd just bottle up all of her jealousy until she finally snaps.

seeing you hugging with van was what made shauna lose her temper, she tried to keep her calm, seeing you and van everywhere with each other, talking, laughing, saying inside jokes that no one understood but you two— and now hugging? storming off and grabbing you by the hand, leading you out of the cabin, you knew you were fucked. “can you tell me what the fuck is going on with van?” shauna said in an angry tone, her brown eyes intensely staring at you. "we're stranded in the wilderness..i can't be only talking to you?i have to... communicate with other people too in order to survive? besides what's up with you and taissa? running off in the woods like you're romeo and juliet or whatever bullshit you're doing there!" and it just turns into a whole argument that none of you ever apologize for, but it'll probs end up with you dead or you two cuddling together.

⋆ van palmer

jealous van is a CONFUSED van, they probably wouldn't even notice it until one night where you're all talking with each other but you don't sit next to them like you always do cause you're sitting next to natalie.

biting their lip, they anxiously took some small steps towards you. “hi baby, can we talk?" and the moment you nod and get up, they drag you in the woods and yap your ear off about the whole situation, only for you to explain that you're still very very very in love with them and that you're just getting the gossip from natalie about her and travis. "oh, okay!" and then they just smooch you all over :(

⋆ taissa turner

just like shauna, this girl is ready to fight at any moment given when she realises somebody's taking HER partner way.

“yeah, it'll be fine, you just need to focus on to who you should pass the ball to at the right moment” you adviced allie before hugging her and giving her shoulder a small pat, not knowing taissa was looking. “you'll do great, now come on, we need to go” you said before running out in the field, allie following closely and— not even an hour later, allie was on the ground, screeching in pain as her leg painfully snapped because of taissa tripping her purposefully, making you gag and cover your eyes at the sight of the blood.

as soon as practice finished, everyone gathered to talk about the incident, and of course you immediately took taissa's side even if she was in the wrong. “listen! im sure she didn't mean to, right baby?” you asked tai, but she stayed silent. “yeah see! she confirmed it!” you defended her again, even if she wasn't even trying to defend her own self. later on, as everyone left, pissed and angry at taissa and at you for picking her side, it was just you and her now.

“why'd you do it?” you asked your girlfriend, playing with the straps of her bag. “she was too close to you and i wasn't going to let her steal you from me— you're mine, and she should know that” she spat out, rolling her eyes before looking at you. “maybe you don't know it either, hm? think i may need to prove it to you” she smirked, dragging you towards the showers in no time.

[leclercsluvs]

CL16 | Already Over | smau

part 3

part 1 | part 2

an: this will include sort of cheating (not really sure what to classify it as), and for that i am going to be using pics of charles and alex, however do i see any alex hate you are blocked or something, thank you very much) fc: sabrina carpenter pairing: charles leclerc x fem!reader ib: vicious by @azulpitlane and the album 'emails i can't send' by sabrina carpenter

charles_leclerc

liked by scuderiaferrari, carlossainz55 and 1.503.666 others charles_leclerc nice weekend! i'm happy with my results, and glad to finally introduce you to my girl <3 tagged: scuderiaferrari, carlossainz55

danielricciardo mate what?

carlossainz55 i literally saw her like once

lecworld oop the tea is being spilled

pierregasly great job this weekend! (very unimpressed i find out about your relationship through insta, i'm hurt)

landonorris what's her name again?

alex_albon wow you almost cut me out

charles_leclerc sorry mate i needed to fit in carlos carlossainz55 i do look amazing in that photo

y/nswrld damn the drivers did not hold back

ricsbestglam ikrrr??? like whats going onnnn?? i need the teaaa lecs.aep riiiight?? it's a neeeed

f1wagsupdates

liked by lecslvr, sharl.aep and 693 others f1wagsupdates charles new girlfriend spotted at the race! she looks so pretty, yet we haven't been able to find out what her name is tagged: charles_leclerc

lecslvr oh my goddd she's gorgeous

leclercs.aep she looks a lot like someone i've seen around in paris. i think she goes to one of the art schools there, i think her name is alexandra or something like that

f1girl1644 we must DIG and find her! charles_lechair or maybe theres a reason charles hasn't told anyone her @ like maybe she likes that people can't stalk her account and point out every flaw

yourusername

liked by danielricciardo, yourbff and 2.562.827 others yourusername give me a second to forget i ever really meant it 🫨 fast times out now! music video out in a few days. hope you enjoy it (the dark hair is just a wig, i didn't dye my hair for a mv)

y/nsworld NEW MUSICC???

y/n.aep omg totally in love with this song!

scfty/n oh so they're like over over??

lecslvr i guess 😭 charles was literally seen kissing a girl and posting her on his ig

norris.aep oh is this going to be an album? about CHARLES??

lqvey/n omg i HOPEEE

danielricciardo so proud of you!

yourusername thank uuuu

carlossainz55 very nice song!

yourusername 🥰

yourusername

liked by danielricciardo, milomanheim and 3.413.034 others yourusername feather is out now!! thank you to everyone who's supported me, and a big thanks to milo for agreeing to be the guy in the elevator 💔 anyway here's a few sneak peaks for the music video, personally my fav, out october 31st!! tagged: milomanheim

y/nsb1tch ohhh who did you blockkk?

yourfriend so you finally listened?

yourusername well i suppose someone knocked some sense into me yourbff happy to be of help 🫡 yoursister girl you should have listened from the beginning. he was BAD NEWS yourfriend we've been telling her!! yoursister did i tell how he responded when she was in that accident? yourbff uhm no??! do spill!!! yoursister TO THE GROUPCHAT yourusername oh lord....

milomanheim thanks for giving me this opportunity. never been in a music video and i did enjoy being the guy in the elevator. even if i didn't get that happy ending

yourusername we'll work together again sometime, and you'll get your happy ending 🙃

luvmilo UHMM WHAT?? okay but like he's gonna eat that role up no matter what it is

leclercssupportsystem okay but why does that guy lowkey look a bit like charles??? i fear 'guy in the elevator' and 'not happy ending' is not good LMAO did she kill him in the mv or something?

yourusername 👀

danielricciardo proud to have been an inspiration 😌

yourusername inspiration and inspiration 🤷‍♀️ sure we were texting when the idea came, but you didn't contribute much :) carlossainz55 she owned you mate danielricciardo now that's just rude :(( yourusername sorry. thanks for the amazing inspiration daniel 🫶 landonorris did you get a sneak peak of it too? maxverstappen1 only a sneak peak? i got the whole song like a week ago 🤷‍♂️ pierregasly you guys got to hear it? kevinmagnussen you guys knew about it?

lcvssjeed some of the drivers being in the comments is making my heart super happy

y/nsvfx no because same! maybe we’ll see her back in the paddock again? 👀 yourusername: wouldn’t wanna miss lando get his first win 😉 vspxcharles OMG OMG OMG SHE REPLIED

scuderiaferrari

liked by charles_leclerc, carlossainz55 and 1.329.082 others scuderiaferrari a nice 1-2 this weekend! happy to see charles on top of that podium again! tagged: charles_leclerc, carlosssainz55

charles_leclerc felt good to be back on top!

carlossainz55 such a good weekend! can't wait for more

leclerswings hes such and angel! 😇

lecsgirl so we just decided to ignore that he supposedly cheated on y/n??

leclerc16 CHARLES P1!!! congratssss

char.aeps so once he drops y/n he starts performing great again? do we think she was the reason he couldn't perform?

angelic.y/n don't you dare try and put the blame on my baby angel! char.aeps she's not so innocent tho 💀 angelic.y/n what's that supposed to mean? was she the one running around being all flirty with two people at once? didn't think so

yourusername

liked by landonorris, yourbff and 2.562.827 others yourusername vicious out now! happy i was able to perform it at coachella! such an experience!

danielricciardo wow you never fail to amaze!

maxverstappen1 is this about a certain person we all collectively don't like?

yourusername perhaps 🤭 maxverstappen1 good to know landonorris may i ask, why you have not done something about it? maxverstappen1 what do you want me to do? pierregasly push him off the track. take revenge for 2012 maxverstappen1 do not remind me of that or i'll push YOU off the track.

carlossainz55 amazing!

y/ncore the drivers being so supportive even tho it's about charles treating y/n like shit is my roman empire

lestappenlvr love how she tries and makes it seem like charles was the bad guy 🙄

y/n.vsp maybe because he was the bad guy? lestappenlvr and how would you know?? y/n.vsp i dont, but hearing these songs, idk i dont think we should jump to any conclusions since we don't have the full story, but we all saw charles running around with that "alexandra" girl while he was definitely still with y/n lestappenlvr well if you dont know why are you speaking about it?? y/n.vsp y'know i could ask you the same thing.

leclercs.aep maybe she should have kept her legs closed lmao

yourusername

liked by yourfriend, yourbff and 2.562.827 others yourusername i wish we stayed just like we were up there </3

yourbff we should hang out soon!

yourusername uhm yes! yourfriend i better be invited! yourusername duh!! danielricciardo can i have an invite too? yourbff depends are you like *that guy*? danielricciardo uhh never 🫠 yourusername you can be there :))

y/nsangel aww how cute (who is she talking about?)

scfty/n probably charles? y/nsangel who? scfty/n charles_leclerc they used to date a little while ago, but it's suspected he cheated on her

scfty/n literally in love with her

y/nswrld who isnt?

scuderiaferrari

liked by charles_leclerc, leclercsbae and 729.362 others scuderiaferrari hoping for another 1-2 finish this weekend! tagged: charles_leclerc, carlossainz55

leclercsbae charles looks so gooooood!!

charles_leclerc definitely going to try!!

carlossainz55 better hope for a P2, i’m going for that top step 💪 charles_leclerc keep dreaming mate, i’m taking that P1 yourusername oh so you do know how to reply?? angelic.y/n oop the tea clfan girl what are you doing here? you're not with him anymore y/n.video they might not be, but her and carlos seems to be friends, so it makes sense shes still following ferrari chili55 i’ve never seen them interact? luvy/n he’s been really supportive of her music, commenting on her post and using her songs on his story

maxv3rs1appen_ i doubt it. with max and red bull being strong you should be lucky to get P3

norris.vfx nahhh lando is gonna get his win this weekend (let me be delulu i need it)

yourusername we're rooting for him 💪

yourusername

liked by charles_leclerc, yourbff and 3.927.175 others yourusername thank you to everyone who's been with me through this journey. i'm happy to finally be back on tour, emails i can't send has been out for a few days, i hope you like this album i've been working on. i will not be naming any names, but if a song is about you, you probably know 😉

yourbff SO HAPPY YOU'RE BACKKK (i better get tickets>:(!!)

yourusername i guess you'll have to buy them then 🤷‍♀️

video.y/n okay so i went to one of the first concerts of the tour AND SOME OF THE DRIVERS WERE THERE 🥹

angelic.y/n waittt you have to tell which ones!! video.y/n well carlos, daniel, lando, pierre, max, george, lewis, kevin, alex and logan all stood together (so i assume they went together???) leclercsluv no way!! i went to! i actually saw a certain charles in the crowd and i was pretty shocked

danielricciardo one of the best concerts i've been to

maxverstappen1 usually i don't go to concerts, but i'd go to y/n's again in a heartbeat danielricciardo ofc you would ;) landonorris now what is that supposed to mean daniel??? 🤨 danielricciardo 🤐 yourusername thank you all for being there 🥰 it meant a lot to me 🫶 danielricciardo especially max 👀 alex_albon daniel behave 😑

lecslover charles lurking in the likes???

charles_leclerc i truly am sorry for what i did. do you think you'd ever be able to forgive me?

youbff no. yourfriend no. yoursister no. danielricciardo no. yourusername maybe with time. not right now tho. go take care of your new girl. you'll know when i'm ready.

okay so i'm actually a little sad that this is over. i really enjoyed writing this and making it. i'm sure i'll do something like it again at one point. if you have any requests for what you'd like for me to maybe do then don't hesitate to lmk! <3

part 4

tags: @exotic-iris13 @callsignwidow

[woso-dreamzzz]

long anon coming back at you again <3 oh my goddd this part 😭 “our bambi” “love our kids”. spain without the fkn s.

alexia breaking the train and olga fixing it HAS to be symbolic of something. I just know it. what that something is though… rn I’m too emotional to figure it out

bambi deserves all the love in the world my heart </3 alexia and jenni AND olga AND alba pls just wrap her in a warm blanket hug and never ever let go

alexia crying in the bathroom even after bambi welcomes the affection from her is making me screech from the dramatic irony (but not really dramatic irony bc u really have me on the edge not knowing where things are going). sHE NEEDS YOU TOO ALEXIA GO HUG UR CHILD PLS AND HUG HER W JENNI TOO AND ALBA AND OLGA pls. pls. it’s all I ask

ps. was team jenni. stiiiiill kinda team jenni. can I start a new team? this one begs for the stars to align in favour of everyone being in spain by the end. kidding… kinda. still agree a little bit with jenni’s deeper “malicious” mindset that she’s better for bambi. she’ll be BEST if she was in spain tho ;) <3 that way bambi’s not uprooted from eli or alba, she can still see her brother, olga, and alexia, AND no one will have to worry about bambi being neglected again :)

ty for putting me in the feels again! not only with injured but with ma’am and jessie’s girl too <3 u are awesome sauce

I have to say Injured IX was one of the most fun to write for me.

And yes.

The pottery train was ✨ symbolism ✨

[gayfrogcoven]

hello beloved mutuals u’ll never guess what character this post is about. to celebrate the episode betty’s ten year anniversary of existence here is a annotation of sorts (?) of my betty playlist (<- talking to empty audience) warning this makes increasingly less sense

starting off strong with betty (a little bit of madness) by half shy !!!!! we dont appreciate this song enough THERE IS A SONG ABT HER !!!!!! BY SOMEONE WHO WROTE MUSIC FOR THE SHOW :3 dont even have to say anything abt this one

THE MOON WILL SING BY THE CRANE WIVES. ITS THE. THE I COULD HAVE BEEN ANYONE ELSE. I SPENT SO MUCH TIME DEDICATED TO SIMON IM NOT SURE THERES EVEN ANY ME LEFT ANYMORE. shaking like a rabid dog do we get the vision

the deal by mitski !! this one is just sooo betty fusing with golb ok trust me

& by tally hall!! this one is solely for the outro tbh 😭 BIG BAD BETTY OF THE POCALYPSE, SHE OPENS HER LIPS AND IT GOES LIKE THIS ‼️🔥🔥

I BET ON LOSING DOGS BY MITSKI. GODDD THIS IS THE ONE THAT MADE ME WANNA MAKE THIS POST. III BET ON LOSING DOGSS, I KNOW THEYRE LOSING AND I PAY FOR MY PLACE BY THE RING. simon/ice king ok. are we seeing the vision. and dont even get me STARTEDDD on i always want u when im finally fine… ITS THE WAY SIMON WAS INSANE AND WHEN HE WAS FINALLY HIMSELF AGAIN SHE WAS GONE. EATING GLASS. and FINALLY the SOMEONE TO WATCH ME DIE. GODDDD.

curses by the crane wives! I JUST THINK IT FITS OK :3 the devils after both of ussss OUGHGUH

no eyed girl by lemon demon, gonna be so real idk how to explain this one. we’re just vibing

i’m your man by mitski. yes theres a lot of mitski. this is on my petrigrof playlist as well and i think it could be from either pov tbh. LIKE the first verse is betty i think and the second is simon’s suicidal ass in fionna and cake

running up that hill (a deal with god) by kate bush :3 this ones just OBVIOUSSS id make a deal with god… GET HIM TO SWAP OUR PLACES…..

my girlfriend is a witch by october country ! just for sillies. magic betty ily forever and ever

love, me normally by will wood! dont know how to explain this one either tbh bc will wood lyrics scramble my brain but in a pleasant way. idk i just think shes full of autism and also magic insanity

sick of losing soulmates by dodie! OUGHGHG. another more petrigrof centered one but mannn . I CAN FINALLY SEE UR AS FUCKED UP AS ME SO HOW DO WE WIN. I WONT TAKE NO FOR AN ANSWER. lighting myself on fire

death thrice dawn by the scary jokes! ngl i dont remember adding this one but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ tossing this verse at u

wife by mitski!!!! is this a stretch. idc idc. ur home to mee if i am not urs what am iiii

goodbye, my danish sweetheart by mitski !! guhh magic betty and “i’m sure that uve seen what its done to my heart” and “im not the girl i ought to be” and “you can tell them what u saw in me and not the way i am” ☹️ ANDDD could we just be what we’re meant to be, im just about to beg u pleaseew ☹️💔

i guess by mitski GODDDD so proud of her for moving on and idk learning to pass the bechdel test i GUESS but im GOINJ TO EAT FIBERGLASS

ANDDD THATS THE END !!! FOR NOW !!! there will be more songs on this playlist later :3 if u read this ily and i will probably do this w/ my petrigrof playlist at some point :3

[urlocalrambler]

DN thoughts: Kaibanks/Willemmy class/economic difference: Banks insecurity.

One thing I find infinitely interesting is the class difference between Kai & Banks and Emory & Will. In this regard, I have to give props to Will (despite my KaiBanks heart reeling) because he never made Em feel like less for belonging to a lower income bracket. He wanted Emory, always Emory, and he truly didn't give a shit about how much money she had and didn't have.

But Kai... dear god, he was horrible to Banks throughout Hideaway. The class difference was so achingly apparent with them because Banks was just trying to survive, and yet, Kai took every opportunity that he could to put her in her place as *his worker* and someone that was given to him by Gabriel. That time, he made her come and stay at the club just to stock towels, literally humiliated her in front of groups of men, the 'toy or tool' comment, constantly being a pissy over lev/david... goddd, i just wanted to take my girl Nik away and give her the biggest hug and take her away from this crap.

Arguably, I know Kai just used those moments and that role as an excuse to keep her close. It gave him a reason to tie Banks to him and because he was generally insanely possessive, it seemed justifiable to him...

But it still hurts because Nik's biggest insecurity was the fact that she didn't have money, that she'd never measure up to the people in Thunder Bay, she didn't even have a high school education, and then there was her palpable fear of ending up like her mother. This, I think, is what made her view Damon as a saviour. And I think it is interesting because if Lucinda had just been a good mother then maybe, Banks would've never clung so tightly to Damon or viewed him as positively as she did and herself in such a negative way. Maybe she would've valued herself more and thought harder for what she was owed if she'd have just been given love earlier from her mom. However, Banks wasn't given that love and support, so she clung to Damon like a life-preserver, just the same as he did to her.

Ultimately, yeah, Kai (and Damon too), the way they constantly put Banks down for her background, is such an interesting detail in her story, for how the two people she loves (though Kai kinda apologises later) were the ones actively contributing to one of her biggest insecurities.

[runningfrom2am]

“After the games, it would be so easy to point the finger at you and call you dangerous and insane.” MY GIRL IS THE LEAST DANGEROUS ONE IN DISTRICT 12- HOW DARE THEY!! (unless she has “salt”, i can’t really blame her)

“you didn’t have much of a choice if you wanted to live.” hmm, isn’t that just the best?

i mean this in the most affectionate way possible, i love seeing coryo blaming himself for things that happened to her when he was only partially responsible.

she went from treating coryo as coriolanus to treating herself as coriolanus and i love that.

she really has all the plays memorised, hasn’t she?

sejanus, my beloved <3 he will never get the jokes and the quotes but that’s okay. in his defense, how was he supposed to know that referencing and talking about plays help her?

“Okay, now, this is the hard part.” [that “what do you mean?!” jennifer lawrence video]

“Political Science” disappointed but not surprised.

on one hand i know lennox learning that his sister is leaving for capitol with coryo would be a problem even though he’s more likely to understand the reason why, on the other he didn’t get to say goodbye 🥲🥲.

she didn’t include cole to her thoughts about mayfair and billy taupe- i seriously need to know what happened with him.

lucy gray crying for billy taupe is making me emotional for some reason. she didn’t deserve that.

coryo, for the love of god, please stop progressing the games in moments of panic. please.

well, money solves everything.

hiiii bestie i’ve missed you!! (sorry again ab your phone btw omg)

1. SHE’S LITERALLY THE SWEETEST LIKE THEY WOULDNT DARE (but commander hoff absolutely would if they couldn’t find anyone else to blame, it would either be coryo and spruce bc fingerprints or HER, and coryo couldn’t have either as an option)

2. story of her damn life at this point 🥲

3. no bc ME TOO. he keeps flipping on it too bc he’s like “yeah i kinda ruined your life but now at least we have each other, right?” and it’s the sweetest and scariest thing (for both of them). once again, i feel bad for him 😔

4. SHE TOTALLY HAS OH MY GODDD. like babe pls for just a moment consider that things you can’t control are not your fault 🥺

5. literally and apparently i have such a thing for writing r with a near photographic memory, i.e ‘in this life or the next’, the entire concept of this series too,,, omg idk what it is i just love it it’s so fun

6. sejanus is just trying his best HAHAHA. he’s like “okay so as far as i know we’re in a bit of a rush… why are we telling confusing jokes?”

he’ll get it someday, just that day is not today hahaha

7. BAHAHAHA NO LITERALLY

8. yeah 😔 my apologies but he literally only has one goal in life and when coryo sees something he wants, he’s gonna have it.

9. LENNOX BABYYYY

listen,, i had a large internal battle about whether or not he would wake up this was SO hard to decide, but i do think he literally would have put himself in the way of her getting on that train and it would have ended very badly for all of them. but don’t worry, she’ll write them every day :) (will he respond? that’s another question. i feel like it will take him a while to not be angry)

10. the good news is you’ll find out in the next part 🤪

11. okay thank you bc i can’t honestly see lucy gray being like “im done with his cheating ass fr” and then being genuinely unmoved by his death. she talked a big game, but even when she said that r knew that it wasn’t true. he was so much more than an ex to her and i think that’s a little glossed over in the movie

12. THE WORST PART IS HES SO GOOD AT IT LMAO. he literally does it again in a future chapter i’ve already written lol

13. sejanus is like *sigh* “if it works, it works.”

[xxsycamore]

Hi Mo! For the Pride AU ficlets, may I request Theo x Shakespeare + angels and demons? Thank you!

That's a fantastic combination, Atelier, my goddd... You're welcome, hope you enjoy!!

[ 🌈 character x character or genderbent!character x mc requests OPEN 🌈 ]

For Different Universe, Same Love content creation challenge, hosted by @queengiuliettafirstlady and me.

𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐋𝐒 & 𝐃𝐄𝐌𝐎𝐍𝐒 𝐀𝐔 ┅┅┅Theo x Shakespeare

𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 & 𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐥

"You need to fight for your love."

In Vincent's head, the words flow right in to fill the void of indecisiveness; as if carried by a wind of reassurance, caressing the side of his face, or maybe patting him encouragely on the back. Is it advice that someone gave to him before? His brother, or maybe his closest friend, William?

Deep inside, he knows it's the right thing to do. Intuition shifts into action, and action dictates placing his hand on the handle; the door gapes and in that thin slit Vincent already sees the silhouette of the one he loves. As doomed as that love might turn out to be; I need to fight for it, the voice behind his shoulder reminds.

With the door closing behind the man, the room is empty once again. The freshly-disturbed airflow makes the curtains sway in the breeze, a nearby balcony forgotten open. Somebody's shadow projects on the curtains with noone around to witness, pushing off the nearby wall; a pair of wings spreading on its back.

Like the Merry Devil of Edmonton, a grin spreads on the man's face as his short flight to the rooftop is over, and his bat-like wings fold again to his body elegantly. Although he has enough reason to wear the smile on his face out of celebration alone, it's more of a greeting extended to the one standing on the other end of the roof.

Shakespeare has never seen an angel gather such a thick negative aura around him. He decides against wasting his hellos for the brunette, as he's busy directing his attention towards the scene taking place in the mansion's garden. Eyes following each movement of his brother as he approaches that girl, determination in his every step. Interfering would be difficult, Theodorus must be knowing that all too well.

Shakespeare approaches, the heavy heels of his demon form's attire announcing noisily his every step; like a warning signal to the angel that Shakespeare cares little of. Anything for watching from the first row.

Hands balling into fists, Theodorus turns around and throws himself at the demon; making him hiss with the electric sparks of the two powers coliding. It's not enough to send him off balance, but he does back away for the time being.

"Stay away from my brother, you vile creature."

"O dearest Theodorus. Your brother is but a lost soul, needing guidance. Thee shouldst thank me. Listening to me makes him so, so much happier."

Happier than when he's listening to you. Happier than when he chooses to stay protected from those difficult emotions.

"You don't want his happiness. You're a twisted son of a bitch who likes the suffering of others."

"My, such words in the dictionary of a creature of the heavens. But truly; if you were an angel like any other, your words would have taken a much stronger hold on poor Vincent."

Blooming like the ugly flower of divine imperfection, Theodorus accepts himself as the brute that will use violence in their conflict.

Shakespare's slender figure swiftly dodges the angel's attacks, his fast movements making him undistinguishable from the dark coat of the surrounding night. He lands crouching behind Theodorus, waving his thin demon tail at him as if he's an angered bull ready to strike at him horns-first. Angels are not supposed to have those, metaphorical or otherwise.

"What's your goal? To see him suffer?"

Shakespeare rises to full heigh again, having not landed a single attack of his own yet. His good eye flashes bright purple, and in the next moment, Theodorus finds himself chained by thorny ropes closing around his body. All struggles proving futile, his lack of angelic power a punishment he deserved for wasting his blessings on unholy words and unholy acts.

"When Vincent suffers, he is able to create great things, Theodorus. Masterpieces. Thou alone shouldst know that best."

Mockingly collecting the brunette's chin, scrapping a long black-painted nail against the skin, Shakespeare gazes into those hate-filled ocean eyes.

"But I'll do share that watching the play dear Vincent puts on for me is not enough; there's nothing sating my hunger like making an angel suffer. My goal is you, Theodorus. I've always, always wanted to see that twisted look on your face. To dirty you. To make those filthy angel wings fall from your back. You'll love being a demon, you're one at soul."

With the thorny ropes cutting into his wings, snow-white feathers make their final dance around Theodorus and land at his feet. The eyes of the demon above him are enchanting; both the one that shines and the one that stays in shadow. The rising emotion inside of him begs him to embrace it; it's the instinct of claiming your true form.

Right now, Vincent would be confessing his love to that girl who came to the mansion, bringing chaos with her. All he tried to do was to protect Vincent from the dangers surrounding him, from the pain of heartbreak that would be too much for his heart.

And to what fate would he lead his dear brother, if he changes his halo for a demon's horns?

"Accept me, Theodorus. Kiss my sin-coated lips. The faster you kill the angelic in you, the less it would hurt."

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[ghostselena]

Sweeter Than Honey

Pairing: Eddie Munson x Reader

Summary: Constant headaches made you turn to a boy who's had the longest crush on you, little did he know, you've been wanting to make a move.

Warnings: This is fluff, with a small mention of sexual innuendos and drug mentions. Slightly edited. 18+

a/n: Feels amazing to be back, I finally have the energy to write again. Goddd I love this boy so much. Also, totally didn't make a tattoo appointment to get the hellfire club sword on me ;) YLN = Your last name [1.2K WORDS]

You may not copy or post this as your own anywhere. However, reblogs are encouraged :)

The long-haired boy kept roaming through his bag as he looked for the drug that you had asked for. These past few days have been pure hell. The constant headaches got you running for the hills and no pills were helping the pain go away.

"Uh, so I got oxycontin, a small bag of weed but— only if we share it cause, it's the last of what I've got for now," his eyes met yours with a cheeky smile, slightly nervous under your soft glance that kept him on the edge.

You laughed with a grin, "That could work, how much do I owe you?" You sat closer to him, leaning forward to grab the money you had slid into your back pocket.

He smiled, shaking his head as his eyes glanced down at your hand, "Owe? this one is on me," he grabbed the money that you had shoved against his chest gently, "Manners, pretty girl, I don't like repeating myself," he was closer now, his lips brushed against your neck as he slid the money back into your pocket, careful to not touch you in any way to make you uncomfortable.

You could feel your heart racing, his cheap yet manly and intoxicating cologne hit your nostrils at the speed of light. He could feel your breathing change, a satisfied smirk placed on his delicious lips.

"You doing alright? You look at little.." he paused as his eyes caught yours, thumb rubbing your cheek gently, "..pale,"

He knew exactly what he was doing to you, you had given him access to tease you as soon as you had sat next to him in the cafeteria, begging him to meet you after school.

You nodded as you gave him a smile, holding his hand against your tinted cheeks that were bound to melt off at any point if he kept getting any closer.

"Use your words, sweetheart, " he tapped your cheek with two fingers, biting down against his bottom lip as he kept on teasing.

This fucker.

"I'm good," you mumbled, looking away as he kept his soft stare on yours. It was getting too hot, too much for you to even keep yourself together.

And he was good at what he did, there was never a moment where he didn't make you die under his gaze.

His body turned slightly to pull something from his bag. His hand was now occupied with a lighter along with a cigarette, "You know, I just can't quite comprehend something," he started before pressing the end of his lips against the cigarette, inhaling the spearmint flavor and exhaling it in your direction.

The cloud surrounded your face as you looked at him in confusion, "What do you mean?" you asked, furrowing your eyebrows.

He just smiled at your innocence, loving the sweet scent that he craved so dearly, "The y/n yln, is sitting right in front of me, buying drugs, from me." he paused for a second, pointing the cig your way and you grabbed it from his fingers, taking a small hit, "never thought I'd see the day." a slight chuckle left his lips as you coughed, clearly showing him it was your first time.

Your hand moved back and forth as you coughed, laughing as you felt his hand pat your back, "Easy now, I don't wanna kill the girl I've been crushing on since middle school," the words slipped out of his mouth without hesitation.

You could've sworn you heard him curse under his breath at the realization, "What?" you looked in shock, the warm but yet— familiar feeling of heat rising back to your cheeks could be felt.

He stuttered as he tried to come up with an excuse, "Well- no. I meant like, you know, fuck." He looked down and bit his lip as he shook his head, looking back up to look at you with tinted cheeks, "Shit, fuck it. Can I kiss you?"

His hand had tossed away the already wasted cigarette behind you, his two warm hands had cupped your soft cheeks. You couldn't trust your words right now, you couldn't believe it.

Nodding your head slowly, you licked your lips as he closed the gap between the two of you, pressing his soft pink lips against your own gently.

You couldn't think straight as he pulled you closer, moving his lips so deliciously against yours. It was rough yet so gentle as he caressed the side of your neck with his thumb— with the hand that kept you from moving, scared that you'd pull away.

Your hands were frozen against his lap, not wanting to escalate the heated kiss into something else in the woods. Any student could pass by and see—Not that you cared if they did.

He pulled away to catch his breath as he stared down at you with a smile, using his thumb to rub against your bottom lip, "I've been wanting to do that for so long," he mumbles, leaning forward to press a few more kisses to your lips.

You couldn't help but peck back each time, a big smile on your face as you melted into his touch, "What took you so long?"

And though the answer seemed quite obvious to him, you couldn't comprehend what could be so different between the two of you.

"Well, to start— you're definitely out of my league," he pulled back to adjust his pants with a hidden smirk as he looked away for a second.

"Really? that's crazy," you reply, a sudden boost of confidence filling your veins as you continued, "Cause, I remember trying out for the D&D club to get with the leader," you finished with an innocent smile, playing with the rings that sat on his fingers.

He could've sworn he stopped breathing for a second, "Tried out? when?" his posture was much more straight now, head leaning to the side slightly as to why no one ever mentioned this happening.

"A few weeks back, Henderson said I sucked," you reply with a soft laugh, shaking your head at the memory. The curly-haired boy knew their club leader would go too easy on you, they couldn't have that.

"Interesting," he stared down at his hands, deep in thought as he thought of ways he could strangle the boy.

Your hands slid onto his slowly, intertwining them with a smile, "He was right though, I could barely understand what was going on," you defend the poor kid quickly, hoping you didn't throw him into the lion's den with your answer.

"I can teach you," he replied rather quickly, loving the idea of having you around more often.

"I'd love that." you looked up at him, leaning forward to press a gentle peck against his lips once more. He just looked so dreamy and his lips were calling your name as they stared at you all pouty and plump.

With a quick tug to your arm, he had you standing up to your feet before cupping your cheeks once more, "Then we shall begin." his tone was slow and with a smirk, he pulled you along towards his van, holding himself together from freaking out in front of the girl he's been wanting for far too long.

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[filmfirecr4cker]

twin peaks notes!!!

okay so these are all my notes and thoughts on the pilot and the first episode :3 enjoy.

pilot:

“it (the story) encompasses the all. it is beyond the fire, though few would know that meaning” 

“laura is the one” 

god josie is actually so beautiful 

sarah's paranoid has everyone caught off guard. i wonder if she knows something we dont

i love the choice they made having pete’s pov of finding laura be shot handheld. it makes it so much more off-putting and found-footagey

I LOVE LUCY SHES SO CUTE

sheriff harry truman you are so beautiful to me <3 

poor andy :(

the shot of the palmer’s stairwell is so off-putting i love it 

AUDREYYYYY god shes so cunty 

the way leland holds onto harry’s jacket was such a good character choice 

goddd shelly is so gorgeous 

all the ladies are so beautiful lets be real 

shelly and bobby are linking 

bobby and laura were dating 

laura was 17 when she died 

i like the detail of aurdey changing from her oxfords to red heels when she gets to school 

james’s goofy ass haircut.. like girl whatever

the last time mrs. palmer saw laura was 9pm 

she had just come from bobby’s 

laura’s phone rang sometime that night 

the wide shot of the pulaski girl walking across the bridge is so fucking good 

james said “laura was the one” which is probably referencing the fact that she was the one for him but its also an echo of the log lady said in the intro as well sooo

AHHHHHHHHHH SPECIAL AGENT DALE COOPER FBI MY POOKIE BUTTTTTTTT 

oh my god i love him so so much actually 

i like how harry and coop meet at the end of the hallway and walk towards the camera and then the camera starts moving with them 

coop is actually so funny i love him. him and his trees 

you can tell harry fell for him right when he asked about the firs BWHAHAHA

while they were in the elevator, there was a man with one arm 

ronette repeated “dont go there” 

laura was dr jacoby’s patient 

laura’s parents didn’t know she was seeing him.. i wonder why?

i dont know if this was intentional or not but while dr. jacoby was talking to coop and harry, he was touching the hula girl on his tie under her skirt. idk i just noticed it and it weirded me out. fucking freak 

laura had a letter "r" under her nail on her ring finger. it seems like the killer is leaving a clue maybe??

apparently this is something coop has seen before 

snake and donna are dating 

laura’s last diary entry was “asparagus for dinner again. i hate asparagus. does this mean ill never grow up? nervous about meeting j tonight.” 

i love how lynch creates the atmosphere of twin peaks. it feels wet and cold 

“tell harry i didn’t cry.” oh andyyyyyy he’s so sweet. poor thing 

the video tape of donna and laura is so cute 

coop is so good at his job. thats my man

“you didn’t love her anyway” YEAH GET HIS ASS GET HIM 

audrey loves to cause problems on purpose and i support her 

snake and that gayass pose he does up against the wall 

laura was cheating on bobby with james 

donna definitely had feelings for laura and she fell into the trap of being in love with her best friend then hooking up with the boy she was with to feel close to her “i wanna kiss his lips bc they taste like you” kind of vibe yk?

love all the shots of the woods 

did ronette escape or was she let go?

the found laura’s half heart necklace and a note that says “fire walk with me” written in blood

james has the other half  

in the deposit box they found a flesh world magazine with ronette’s picture circled inside it and about $10,000 cash 

and there’s a pic of leo’s truck in the mag as well 

leo is shelly’s abusive ugly fucking husband. i hope he dies 

shelly is cheating on him with bobby 

the actor that plays leo is so bad LMAOOO 

the snowshoe rabbit :((((

coop is so fascinated by the flora and fauna of twin peaks and i love how he tells harry all about it (asking him questions and stuff). its so sweet

andrew packard was josie’s late husband who died in a boating accident a little over a year prior and he was katherine's brother. josie ended up inheriting everything that katherine would have so i guess that explains why she has a stick up her ass...

log lady is here!!! love her 

harry and coop are literally “me and the bad bitch i pulled by being autistic” LMAOOOO

i love harry sm. he's always looking out for everyone; hes such a good sheriff <3

teresa banks was the case that coop had mentioned earlier that made him think that laura’s death was connected somehow 

donna’s sister harriet is so cute. her being a poet and everything 

bobby is so annoying smhhhh 

“oh we’ll find her. dont you worry about that.” now why would you say it like that TO HER DAD YOU FREAK oh my god boys are so fucking stupid and creepy 

i wonder why snake and bobby are called “mutt” and “jeff” by joey and scotty????

ed and norma are having an affair and it seems like they’ve had feelings for each other for a while 

norma’s husband is in jail for manslaughter (yikes bitch)

oh coop is whittling i love him :(( 

HIS LITTLE THUMBS UP GOD

he’s by best friend guys like actually 

“you think they spotted us?” “gimme a donut.” LMAOOOOO LIKE???

laura was wrapped up in some fucked up stuff apparently 

“i knew her more that she thought i did.” ughhhhhhhhh kms

bobby killed somebody!! 

OOOOO THEY KISSED DONNA AND JAMES KISSED!! god it kinda was gross like they were literally eating each other’s faces BWHAHHA 

they buried their half of the necklace 

bobby is such a punk bitch 

OH MY GOD WHY DOES HE HAVE THOSE FUCKING CRAZY EYES DAMN

james looks like a cornered dog 

awww doc hayward and donna’s relationship is so sweet smhhh

lucy is such an angel with her little donut buffet 

EWWWWWWW WHY ARE THEY (snake and bobby) BARKING FUCKING TWEAKERS GODDAMN?!??!??!

josie and harry are so so cuteeeeeeee i love them 

harry literally pulled the baddest bitches in the entire show 

katherine is plotting evilly in her armchair WITH MR HORNE

god i love how foreboding the shot of the palmers stairwell is 

someone found the necklace donna and james buried and it looks like mrs. palmer had a vision about that or something??

lots of cheaters in this town LMAOOO

"it's beyond the fire" and "fire walk with me" what is the fire???

episode 1:

“behind all things are reasons. reasons can even explain the absurd.”  

HIS ASS IS UPSIDE DOWN LMAOOO

his fucking sock garters COME ON

“diane, it struck me again earlier this morning. there are two things that continue to trouble me and im speaking now not only as an agent of the bureau but also as a human being. what really went on between marilyn monroe and the kennedys? and who really pulled the trigger on jfk?” LIKE BITCH!!! I HATE HIM (affectionately)

coop is so real for being transfixed with audrey bc me too

laura tutored audrey’s brother johnny 

johnny is said to have “emotional problems” bc he’s 27 and in the third grade. im assuming its some mental disability 

audrey said that “emotional problems” run in the family 

audrey you are so strange girl. love you tho

i love how everybody in the station has donuts in their mouths LMAOOOO 

i also love how coop says "three for three" after he sees andy, lucy, and harry all eating donuts

laura’s cause of death was blood loss

leo has a big old blood stain on one of his shirts :0

EW YOU FREAK LET GO OF HER GOD 

his nasty ass ponytail fucking barf

laura was doing cocaine 

james has been the only one who seems to have been the most honest whilst being interrogated (yk excluding the part about the locket) 

laura, bobby, and snake have been in cahoots with leo. im guessing it has to do with drugs 

laura’s video played again and it stopped on a frame of her face and her voice whispered “help me” 

big ed is james’s uncle 

harry knows about ed and norma

someone drugged ed at the roadhouse 

coop has some of his FBI guys coming down to examine laura’s body 

ed gave a little gesture to hawk when he returned james back to him, which hawk mirrored back to him. they seem to be touching the side of their eyes/temples? and wiping down, like a tear maybe??? what’s up with that?

james’s mom is out of town 

HEHEHHEHE HARRY CALLING THEM SHERLOCK AND WATSON 

pete and josie have a sweet relationship too :((

pete kind of reminds me of my dad a little bit 

laura helped josie with her english 

she aid that the last time she saw laura, she was upset about something but they didn’t talk about it. laura then told josie “i think i now understand how you feel about your husbands death.” whatever that means

katherine is such a cunt i hate her so much

of course cooper would know what shenanigans means 

katherine is cheating on pete with benjamin horne. gross. 

she and mr. horne are trying to bankrupt the mill. he also suggests that they burn it down

EWWWWW OH MY GOD HES KISSING/SUCKING HER TOESSSSS NOOOOOOOOO

so donna went over to the palmer’s house, and sarah suddenly hallucinated and thought donna was laura. then she saw a creepy guy crouching and looking up at her from a bed? and promptly started freaking out

rosette worked at the horne’s department store as a salesgirl at the perfume counter and joked it was “the sweet job she ever had”

the one armed man is back!!!

“laura died two days ago. i lost you years ago.” mr. horne said this to audrey and it gives us some insight into their relationship (i hope they elaborate on this more in the future)

okay so it looks like bobby comes from a religious and military home

his father is def the dominant head of the family. he has a strong presence and his wife seems to be more meek compared to him. very “good christian wife” core. thats not a dig at her, she seems sweet enough, but when general briggs slaps bobby for putting a cigarette in his mouth at dinner, she does nothing about it 

laura helped norma with the “meals on wheels program” that laura helped organize. she really does seem like such a golden child

the log apparently saw something the night laura died  

god, the way shelly’s face dropped when leo asked about his shirt gave me chills

laura recorded tapes for dr. jacoby

“i just know im gonna get lost in those woods again tonight. i just know it.” (laura on one of her tapes)

she also mentioned a  “mystery man”. i wonder if its the creepy guy sarah hallucinated or something

ohhhhh so it was dr. jacoby who found the other half of the necklace 

[penguin--person]

3, 4, 14, 26 if you so please!

yay yippee!!! thank u for the ask!!! ill put my answers under the cut bc its a lot

3. What ideas come from when you were little

lately i've been thinking about this story concept i made when i first started drawing on my pc, in like 2020 !! tho i mainly ever thought about 'glitch', the pink haired girl in these doodles .. its !! shed have come from a dating game, but she'd be a non romanceable character.. little by little she'd break the game apart, forcing herself into scenarios, taking the places of your love interests - not out of romantic love, but because she just really badly wants to be your friend. but the game doesnt want to let her be buddypals with you !! so she takes matters into her own hands.. the game would have ended by it breaking apart after glitch changes too much about it.. the other 3 characters are the love interests (artist, nerd, jock) - alice (blue hair) is the other most thought out character, but also, i only drew her like twice. so. it doesnt count for much. the one w the glasses i only drew once, and the joyous one is new !! i feel like dating game Has to have at least 3 romanceables .. you know .. like if its just 2 Whats the point of even being there !!

+ my first ever art of glitch and my latest art of her.. and the only alice ive ever drawn up until a few days ago

other than that. idk. a bunch of cool story ideas that never went anywhere but i still liked:) but im not sharing those!!! theyre just for me

4. Fav character/subject that's a bitch to draw

my fullbody fursona:( i like mew a bunch but idk how to draw weasel legs or anatomy and the best i can do is a doodle.. but i WILL learn!!!!! i gotta!!!!!! and also glabos ((oc) gabriela's portal au)

14. Any favorite motifs

boy are there 🔥all of my pafl ocs have like ! theyre all soo scared of being alone and unloved. it wasnt intentional it just happened ❤️fousek here btw and dolochov too. other than that - i like nerves and hearts and gore in a symbolical manner ?? like . god . head in hands . i like making the subject stare at the viewer... Get viewed!!!! and !! goddd . head in hands . i like gore 👍thats what it boils down to i think .. how it can be used and such .. i should draw more of it .. like !! like . god . i cant get too into it because id have to be put down like a sick dog... you can find all my favorite motifs in my ocs basically <3

26. What's a piece that got a wildly different interpretation from what you intended

i dont think my art ever gets so big that it gets misinterpreted ? and my friends usually get it pretty close, nothing 'wildly' different.. mm.. and my writing doesnt rlly get comments like that i think .. i gotta put myself more out ther!!!!! i gotta draw and write things from the heart so that i can get misinterpreted...!!!! ill answer your question one day!!!!! i prommy!!!!!

[gloriousmonsters]

Thuvia scraps >:3

Also Leave No Trace?

Alright! For those who don't know, I am a semi-conflicted fan of the Barsoom series, a pulp sci-fi/planetary romance in the 1910s ->. It has some fascinating/fun ideas and characters I love, but especially as the series goes onward it varies wildly in quality.

One of the greatest victims of quality dips is the first novel not focused on the original main characters--Thuvia, Maid of Mars. Thuvia was a side character with a fascinating premise--she'd been a slave in Barsoom's 'heaven' (actually a multi-era religious scam run by Therns--white supremacists, because you can't even escape those on Mars) for thirtyish years, and clearly had a ton of trauma and knowledge banked up from that, so a book focused on her should have slapped... but aside from a few moments, she's just turned into a bland copy of the original FMC for the duration of her book.

One of my most 'idk if this will ever happen in significant capacity, but I will THINK about it' projects is just. rewriting/writing novels spinning off the ideas of the Barsoom series, and Thuvia's novel is the only one I've written bits of so far. I have a huge fondness for her, and she's such an interesting character to examine religious/emotional/sexual trauma through. speaking of

It's Him, in the shadows.

It can't be. She knows it, but that doesn't banish the specter--no matter how many times she replays the memory in her head, wearing it as thin as old silk. The twitch of the gun in her hand, the twitch of her finger that had depressed the button. His mouth open to say something else, something that she'd never know. The crack of the explosion, the hole it had ripped in His face. The convulsive shudder that worked its way through her body, emerging as the word that had hissed from her mouth. Beast.

Not a god. Gods didn't bleed. Gods didn't die.

But in a way He hadn't died, had He? He was still with her. Every man whose face she couldn't see. Every hand that touched her unexpectedly. Every shout from far away enough to become distorted to her ears. The bed that was too soft, because the nights she shared His bed had been worse than the nights she slept on the floor. The way certain men saw her now--saw her and knew, somehow, or that was how it seemed. The apathy and fear that alternately bound and hobbled her--that bound her now, frozen to the spot, merely staring at the stealthy motion in the shadows. Not screaming, not backing away.

Simply watching for the gleam of yellow hair, the flash of a gem.

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goddd i love this one even though it hasn't quite taken shape enough to devote my attention to. rough blurb

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It follows Luz Schreiber, a new Girl Scout troop leader who's driving some of her new troop to an event in another state when her car hits some spikes in the middle of the woods, then is fully disabled when she turns her back. There's no reception and nothing around for miles... except, she realizes, an summer camp site that's been abandoned since some lunatic beheaded a kid there decades ago. Still, it's the only shelter available, so they head there to hole up as they try and plan how to outsmart their unseen enemy, which the girls whole-heartedly believe is the killer from the camp, back for revenge.

Luz has enough to deal with, trying to keep them safe as they encounter more traps and near-fatal attacks. She doesn't know how to tell them, or if she should tell them something that might make them scatter, put them all in danger--that she knows their theory is wrong. That she was the lunatic who beheaded someone at camp decades ago.

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If you're familiar with Sleepaway Camp, yes, this is inspired by Sleepaway Camp, although my Angela-derived character only committed one, semi-accidental murder. If you don't know Sleepaway Camp, the villain is a quiet weird girl named Angela who's revealed to be trans at the end of the movie for shock value, after getting naked with a boy she then kills, presumably, we're supposed to assume, for reacting badly.

The one scene I've written so far, which I'd post except it's 2 pages and i can't excerpt any part neatly lol, is Luz reflecting on her version of that incident--wherein the boy she revealed herself as trans to attempted to drown her in the lake, and she wound up killing him in self-defense. I absolutely love the gimmick I did with it, which is that Luz has his life flash before her eyes as she's drowning instead of her own--as in, she sees how events will unfold, how he'll get away even without jail time and get married and have a good life while she's completely erased from history, and it's deciding no, fuck that that gives her the strength to fight back.

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HE'S BEEN GASLIGHTED, HE LOVES LANCE NOW. I WOULD NEVER FAIL HIM

LANCE IS A COMPLICATED CHARACTER JUST LIKE EUGENE AND I NEED PEOPLE TO TALK ABOUT HIS DYNAMICS WITH OTHER CHARACTERS LIKE ANGRY AND CATALINA BECAUSE OMG I CANNOT THINK OF A CARTOON THAT WROTE ABOUT A PROBABLY QUEER BLACK MAN ADOPTING AN ASIAN DAUGHTER AND A DAUGHTER THAT'S. WHATEVER TEH FUCK CATALINA HAS GOING ON. BUT HE'S SO SPECIAL??? HE'S AMAZING??? ALSO THE FACT THAT TEENAGERS ARE VERY RARELY ADOPTED AND HE SAID FUCK THIS AND TOOK THEM IN ANYWAYS BECAUSE HE REMEMBERS BEING A TEENAGER ON HIS OWN TOO

LITERALLYYLYKYLYKY OH MY GOD???? NO BECAUSE. no bc kiera and catalina parallel lance and eugene as kids almost EXACTLY imo and its SO important in a sense that like. ok i don’t think the rise of flynnigan rider is canon necessarily bc that book was a mess but lance and eugene’s interactions in it are so GOOD it drives me crazy.

basically lance at that age (like 11-12) is portrayed as a kinda shy and anxious kid who tends to keep to himself but is really nerdy and smart and well aware of his surroundings. he’s still a kid and he can be dumb and impulsive but he’s emotional and clings to people who show him affection. eugene’s the opposite, he’s super charismatic and talks his way out of things easily but he never really thinks before he acts and it gets him into trouble really easily. but together they balance each other out, and eugene is super protective of lance bc he knows he’s the more shy and cautious one.

they’re such a good team bc they balance out each others strengths and weaknesses perfectly. but lance actually has a point where he felt betrayed by eugene and it hit so hard despite the plot being so messy. LIKE HE GENUINELY TOLD HIM OFF AND STOOD UP FOR HIMSELF AND IT WAS SO GOOD?? and then theres the whole alleged scrapped lance and eugene backstory episode which might not even be real but its CANON TO ME EVEN IF ITS NOT BC THATS HOW GOOD IT IS. yk the one where eugene almost got adopted and lance was afraid of being left behind so he broke a window and blamed it on eugene so the couple wouldn’t want him anymore? Yeah. Yeah i think about that a normal amount actually!

AND ITS BC. ITS THE SAME DYNAMIC KIERA AND CATALINA HAVE. WHEN IT COMES DOWN TO IT. AND I THINK ITS CLEAR THAT THE REASON LANCE CHANGED SO MUCH FROM THAT POINT TO WHEN WE SEE HIM IN THE SERIES IS BECAUSE…. EUGENE WASN’T THERE ANYMORE. THINK ABT IT. THEY BOTH BALANCED OUT EACH OTHERS FLAWS. LANCE WAS SHY AND CAUTIOUS BUT EUGENE WAS RECKLESS AND CHARISMATIC. WHEN THEY GOT SEPARATED LANCE HAD TO TAKE ON A SIMILAR PERSONA BECAUSE THE SHY KID HE USED TO BE WOULD BE KILLED IF HE GOT LEFT ON HIS OWN!!!

LANCE SAW HIM AND EUGENE IN KIERA AND CATALINA. THE QUIET AND CAUTIOUS BUT CALCULATED ONE WHO’S ALSO A LITTLE SHIT AND THE RECKLESS AND CHARISMATIC PROTECTIVE ONE. HE SAW THEM TOGETHER AND HE REMEMBERED WHAT HAPPENED TO HIM AND EUGENE. HOW THEY GOT TORN APART. AND HOW HE HAD TO CHANGE HIMSELF TO SURVIVE. HE TOOK THEM IN BECAUSE HE KNEW IT WOULD HAPPEN TO THEM TOO.

Godddd I’M SO. there are so many traits and little details abt him that just got passed off as jokes or one liners in the series but they SHOULDN’T BE. GODDD HES A CHEF. HE LOVES FOOD AND COOKING HES A THEATER KID!! HE LOVES LITERATURE AND HE LOVES MUSIC!!! I THINK HE LOVES THEATER AND DOESN’T FEEL AS AFRAID IN THAT SENSE BECAUSE HE TRULY FEELS LIKE A DIFFERENT PERSON ON STAGE. ITS WHY HE DOESN’T LIKE SINGING AS HIMSELF BUT HE’D ABSOLUTELY KILL IT IN A PLAY.

and god it annoys me so much bc whenever anyone DOES talk about how lance got done dirty in the series nobody actually brings up WHY….. i love this series too but we cant just sweep the issue under the rug. theres a reason they only played him for comedic relief and made him look childish and stupid IT’S RIGHT THERE ITS BECAUSE HES BLACK. AND YES WE NEED TO TALK ABOUT IT. I LOVE THAT THEY HAD HIM ADOPT THE GIRLS IN THE END AND IT WAS SO SWEET BUT HE WAS STILL THE BLACK BEST FRIEND TROPE AND HE DESERVED SO MUCH BETTER!!!

HE LITERALLY JUST HAS ADHD AND NOT TO MENTION THE FANDOM ALWAYS ACTS LIKE EUGENE IS THE STRAIGHT MAN OF THE DUO WHEN THEY’RE BOTH EQUALLY DUMB AND SILLY??? AND THEY BOTH SHOULD BE ALLOWED TO BE SILLY. people always talk about lance getting into varian’s stuff even though EUGENE DOES THE SAME THING AND HE’S JUST AS BAD. AND YALL AREN’T CALLING HIM IMMATURE. ITS RACIALLY MOTIVATED!!! AND IT MAKES ME SO MAD!!!!

he’s not stupid in fact i genuinely think he’s the most emotionally mature out of the entire cast. i think he came to the orphanage as a young child rather than from birth and he had a mom who he loved very much and who taught him to manage his emotions well and bc of it he’s very in tune with himself!! and he’s very much the dad friend!!! he’s just a silly guy and he wants to make his friends laugh but sometimes he ends up sacrificing himself for others too much!!! and he needs to care about himself too!!!

God i just. I GET SO INSANE ABOUT HIM HE DESERVED SO MUCH BETTER. GTRRRRAAASGHHGHHHHH.

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Also hey here are a list of ✨️ things ✨️ I think about in this series every day. With no real end thoughts!! I just think about them!!

-How in their first scene (all the way back in the end of book 1, danm) Rose is "afraid and almost animal" and Radiance "though she looks kind, she clearly does not feel anything at all" and their last meeting (goddd book five was SUCH a trip) RADIANCE is the one "afraid and almost animal" and ROSE is the one who "doesn't feel anything at all". Insane scene and the only way I think Radiance's death would have been satisfying. If they had tried to redeem her it just wouldn't have worked.

-Lux and Lily parallels. HEY. WHAT DID YOU MEAN BY THIS. NEVER elaborated on to my knowledge. Insane book series 10/10

- The Chronicler is described as a "bright eyed man with white hair that curled around his ears, as well as a white mustache, and twinkling indigo-purple eyes" (like Rose). He is also described as "being short" (like Rose) and implied to have similar leg issues as Rose. AND THE VASE OF BLUE AND PURPLE ROSES. Hey author! What! Did! You! Mean by this! Also p.s I just love his funky guy swag. I love his golden glasses and astrology cape <3

- ALSO HEY WHAT is UP with cloaks and capes in this series?? It's clearly and identify thing- a mask with your face bare king of thing, right??

- How does Belladonna smell like cinnamon. Like I get it has to do with the color of Radiance's hair (before it goes white in book 3) but like. Why The Cihinnamaldehyde Girlie

- I love Lily so much, and I also love how the posters in her room reflect certain plot beats and character backstory. Also, the fact that she was on fanfiction.net is extremely funny to me.

- MADAM SPICEBERRY'S DEAD CHILDHOOD FRIEND like who WAS he. Why was he mentioned. IS THIS INTENDED TO BE A PARAELL (????) TO ALEXANDRIA OR OTHERS (??????????)

- Also Madam Spiceberry's snake. I love her so much. Why did you name that animal fluffy girl 😭 she's so fucking funny. I also love how she's canoncially the second best cook in the series

- Speaking of cooks, I love how Belladonna canonically can't cook and Carter is canonically the best cook in the series. It's Just So Funny.

- All the women in the book series I had a arocrush on as a child

- Ohhh how I love the bug symbolism in this series 😁😊 But also WHAT! THE! FUCK! WAS THE BEETLE IN LILY'S BED SUPPOSED TO REPRESENT!

- I love Lux and how autistic he is about his plants ♡ and also how dog-like the plant monsters themselves are <3 they simply love him so much!!

- I love how Belladonna doesn't brush her hair- HATE how her default look is just a corset over a tank top and jeans. Like girl I love you and I love the look but why are you walking about in a corset and jeans. Its a slay but what 👏 is 👏 the reason 👏

- Can't belive the author almost named Belladonna Hemlock

- It's so funny that Lux's favorite character is the joker

-Anyways thank you for coming to my Blorbo Ted Talk thanks 4 tuning in <3🫡

in conclusion *looking at a board covered in red string* what does it mean, what does it all mean-