okay done crying my eyes out. btw have u ever thought about how dokja's trauma from his father carries through all of orv without ever being the main focus of it? it truly did all begin with a young boy being abused, but the story doesn't focus on the abuser. it focuses on love and sacrifice and the ways in which we survive and find others in a ruined world. even when the dokkaebi king takes on his father's shape, its short-lived - almost as a nod to what a reader would "expect" of the plot, to wrap everything up in a neat bow that calls back on the 'real' evil of the story. but the evil in orv is never any one being. its the world that made a young boy lose his mother to the prison system and that made him feel isolated and objectified by the media. the traumas that dokja actively struggles with are those tied in with love. his mother, his protagonist, his writer, his children- the point is that evil is boring and ordinary and always here, apocalypse or not. it's love and its flawed, human presentations that make us who we are and that permeate our every action and decision. and that's okay. that's love.
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maybe the friends are the consent we made along the way....
KAHAHAHA LMAOOO broo i woke up to a dead phone and a gajillion reblogs from @ghosts-and-glory.
you were throwing oil at the fire @fanged-cotl lit..
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pls ignore me while I get this out of my system but I'm on my dilf ran agenda again. (it's a bit nsfw)
Anddddd i'm thinking about 40 ish year old Ran with a few streaks of salt and pepper grey in his hair, and it bleeds through the navy and purple in just the right way and it's still as soft as it's always been because he still takes care of it. He's got a few wrinkles now, crow's feet around his eyes that are a little pronounced when he smiles, which is often. He's the type that you can feel the warmth off and those wrinkles are around his mouth too, cute little smile lines and a peppering of dark freckles around his face.
But he still looks as expensive as ever and dresses like it too. Old money style, leather belts and sleeves rolled up to the elbow as he pours himself and you a drink and the hairs on his arms a little lighter from all the time spent in the sun now, his skin a little more sunkissed and golden. Always pairs his belt with a watch and shoes and he knows your eyes are always lingering when he lifts his hips to settle on the sofa, before he's patting his lap for you to come curl on with a drink in one hand.
His hands are a little rougher now, but he still wears the rings- silver and simple, nothing too extreme, along with his wedding band that he never takes off and simple white shirts. He's worked hard for most of his life so he likes to take the time to relax and you can see it on him- still pretty lean but a little softer in all the right places, and so warm and perfect to curl up against at night. But getting older doesn't mean he's not still the expert at certain things and he hasn't changed the fact that he can still curl his fingers and spend hours between your legs - he likes to make jokes often that your slick all over his face is what makes him look so youthful actually, and getting older hasn't changed how smoothly he can roll his hips - so gently when he needs to, making you feel every inch and it has you gasping for air- to which he'll croon and coo at you about how proud he is of you for taking him so well, how pretty you look for him with drool slipping down the side of your mouth.
Age looks pretty good on him actually.
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turtely's OTP challenge!
read day 28 "Falling For Love (a 221b)" on ao3!
(prompt: falling in love)
summary: Sherlock philosophises what 'falling in love' means to him.
T, 221w, Fluff and Angst. Sherlock Holmes Loves John Watson, Sherlock Holmes Thinking, Episode: s02e03 The Reichenbach Fall
or read it on tumblr!
TW: REICHENBACHFALL
it is mostly fluff but has a dark twist. i hate spoiling my stories, but trigger warnings like this are so so so important.
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I never understood what 'falling in love' was supposed to mean. The only person I ever truly loved was John Watson.
That’s the thing though, I have just loved John Watson. There wasn’t any sort of… falling… where would I fall from anyway? It is a ridiculous expression. There never was a harsh landing on the process of loving John.
If we must take use of metaphors, I would say that I always have loved John fatefully, steadily, like water. Like a lake, at times like the ocean even. Of course, sometimes the water is rough but most of the time it is… present. It is wide, it is deep, it is inviting, and yet frightening. The fascination and pull some people feel from the water – that’s what I feel for John.
The love I feel for Mrs. Hudson, for Lestrade, for Molly, for Mycroft even, that had been hard-earned. I wouldn’t admit it. Not with words. However my love for these people is unsteady. Sometimes I can’t stand any of them, like the water – the river – was too demanding, too winding.
When I stood up there, with Moriarty, him explaining his genius plan, pushing me into a quandary, I was forced to drown myself. But at least not drain all water.
By falling for love. Off the roof of Bart’s.
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comment on ao3 :)
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Ok, just one more and I'll go to sleep.
✨Hockey jersey and dry humping✨
😮💨
Paging @saucyjothoughts this is above my pay grade jfc
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